Sunday, September 30, 2007
I love my CRUMPLERRRR <3
oooooh
g. ♥ チャッチャッ, I've got my lovely CRUMPLER lalala :] says:
lala
g. ♥ チャッチャッ, I've got my lovely CRUMPLER lalala :] says:
okay
g. ♥ チャッチャッ, I've got my lovely CRUMPLER lalala :] says:
i have so many red stuffs lalla
g. ♥ チャッチャッ, I've got my lovely CRUMPLER lalala :] says:
thats random =.='''
g. ♥ チャッチャッ, I've got my lovely CRUMPLER lalala :] says:
shall debate with myself whether to take out my crumpler bag from the plastic bag
g. ♥ チャッチャッ, I've got my lovely CRUMPLER lalala :] says:
then when thats done. i shall debate whether to put things inside of it
g. ♥ チャッチャッ, I've got my lovely CRUMPLER lalala :] says:
then debate whether i should adjust the straps
g. ♥ チャッチャッ, I've got my lovely CRUMPLER lalala :] says:
or leave it aloooooone. in perfect condish
# ][sQuint][ # A Crack in the EGGshell says:
LOL
# ][sQuint][ # A Crack in the EGGshell says:
DUN DO IT
g. ♥ チャッチャッ, I've got my lovely CRUMPLER lalala :] says:
then debate whether to bring it to school
g. ♥ チャッチャッ, I've got my lovely CRUMPLER lalala :] says:
but cheeteng advised me not to already. since his is getting dirty even tho he hugs his bag during lesson time
This shall be thy evidence to show how crazy I am going over my new PRETTAYE AND LOVELAYE CRUMPLERRRRR :]
CRUMPLERRRR! <3
Whoops. She knew I was doubtful of whether they would really keep their promise. Hurhur! xD
MY LOVELAYE CRUMPLERRRRRR! :] lol xoxo. Oooh. It shineeees! o.o okay I'm going all retarded :] hurhur hahaha! :D
I'm like, spamming my blog la. 6-7 posts in a day xD
12.12AM! And I'm eating chocolate chips. Literally chocolate chips :] haha. Its actually for baking, but no one's using it and its okay to eat like that. Hurhur. Fattening, but ya I don't really care la, just go jogging with Melody soon bah I hope. LOL. And I think I'm close to having gastrics now cuz my stomach's been hurting since much earlier even tho I ate dinner ) :
Its like an oven in my room.
The fan is on till the max speed but I'm sweating a bit still. D: maybe cuz just now I tried a bit of the dance steps to Anonymous by Bobby Valentino from the vid I watched of Hyoyeon and Jaewon! :D loveeeee them!
So yeah. I think its cuz of my com. Everytime the com is on for the whole day, my room feels like an oven everytime I step inside D: LOL.
I really want the song Woman Friend by Chromeo and Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger by Daft Punk. Its the song like Kanye West's "Stronger", but its actually Kanye West who sorta copied their song.
I heard that he worked with Daft Punk on their song Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger. And he got the permission to use it to sorta redo the song in his way.
And apparently Kanye West's version is more popular than Daft Punk's; its literally all over MTV! NO FAIR CAN.
Its okay Daft Punk! I still like your version better! Take THAT, Kanye West! >:D
Hahah what crap la. xD
Tomorrow morning have tuition wheeeee. And I still didn't do my homework. Actually almost every week's tuition lesson I don't bother doing my homework de la :] heees!
I seem to be getting more and more interested in SOCCER :D hahah. My dad's been talking to me about Michael Owen's injury. Poor guy! D: hahah.
Its like now when I go home I will turn to Football Channel or ESPN, and watch the matches o.o haha omg weird la! xD but I think its quite interesting.
xiao mei mei, ni ying gai kuai zhang da le ba?
And boy, ILU o.o
Saturday, September 29, 2007
Crumpler <3
I've been slacking. THE WHOLE DAY. Bloody hell, the computer can really keep me stuck to it, literally. I have no disipline la, can't control myself.
And now my hp batt is quite flat cuz I didn't charge it since 2 days back? So how to listen to music to it while doing work sia.
I still dunno what color should I get for my Crumpler bag. Orange&grey or Darkred, light(er) red&black? D: I think I've ruled out blue, I don't like their shades of blue.
OH MAN THEY'RE OUT OF THE DARKRED ONE. Damn. I was just concluding I should get that since it's not as outstanding as the orange one.
Okay so I guess I'm down with the orange one already ) : sad la.
I wanna go Australia and get my bag lor xD ahahha.
This one! :D I wanted thissssss! I only think the color's quite dull as compared to the bigger version of this I wanted. BUT NOW THIS IS OUT OF STOCK. How could they! I thought last time I checked they still had stock. Omg la D: suay la.
I wanted this one but the RED version of it. Apparently they show it as the icon on the web but they don't show it in the list D: awwmans!
I wanted this one too! Its Limited Edition okay :D super nice la, but out of stock D: left every other color but this one. D: wth! But the green one is not toooooo bad bah..
I thought the last one was prettaye, but out of stock. So I think I'm auto-down with the orange and grey one already. :] hahaha. I'm fated to stick to the original one I wanted haha. But Timothy's Crumpler is I think the first one bah, AND ITS LIKE, DAMN NICE LA THE RED. Timothy Neo I hate youuuu! D: LOL.
Feeling really sleepy already, and I'm in no mood to go back and meet Quinneh for Audi (I told her BRB and now its about 45mins later =.=''') and no mood to do Math. And I have tuition tomorrow. I think its the 2nd last session.
I'm really tempted to sms that girl now and tell her NOT to purposely sit at the back (cuz she's always earlier than us, so she will sit at the back when she comes and wait for us to come cuz me and Celine are always late) and wait for me and Celine.
Before I blow my top at her tomorrow. In the morning too.
Yep. That'd be a LOVELY sight.
Cuz she's so damn bloody irritating. And she really thinks she's the queen huh? Always ordering us around. Celine can't stand it whenever you mention that guy you like either can.
And me being close friends to Junhao is none of your business. Me and Celine and Junhao are primary school classmates and you've got no right to stick your nose in and tell me "quan shi jie de nan hai zi shi huai ren" or some shit along that line just cuz he bullies me during lesson-time.
And OH! There's no need to print out this exam score sheet, blanko away the name and register number, and show it off to me and Celine. I don't even think its yours to begin with ei?
See la, thinking of you spoils my mood.
So, whatever!
Ciaos.
Like, WHATEV.!
So yeah, they totally forgot I was EVEN meant to go look at my Crumpler bag. Still make fun of everything somemore. Bloody helllllll. D: its like damn bloody irritating okay.
Told my mom when she smsed me that I'm SUPPOSEDLY meant to go get my Crumpler bag today? Then she was like oh. err, you hurry get ready and come the MRT meet me la.
I'm quite pissed cuz obviously she forgot about it, so I told her nvm, I'M STUDYING. Which is so not true. I was like "whatever nevermind la okay???" and just said bye and hung up. Then my dad called and told me to hurry up change and meet my mom, cuz they're going down to aunty Belinda's place at about 4-4.30pm.
Stupid. I looked at the clock and told him there's obviously not enough time.
"Its at ORCHARD okay. There's no time la go there what thing la."
then he was like "oh but there IS enough time what, we're going there at about 4.30 leh"
"ITS ALREADY 4PM CAN."
"oh? Really ah? -pauses- oh ya hor. Aiyah you go down with your mom to go see it tomorrow after your tuition la."
Wtf la. Even don't know the time before asking me. Whatever okay. WHATEVER. I'm bloody pissed off. ALWAYS LIKE THAT LOR.
When they came back he came into my room and was all "Wah you not happy izzit, we come back then you immediately go into your room." then he asked me "120dollars enough annot?" he even forgot the price even tho he bugged me to go check it and I already told him can. I was like "Whatever la. DON'T BUY LA OKAY?" then he said "No la I'm saying 120dollars budget enough annot."
"No. Its like 150-180bucks can." then he was like *pretends to faint* and pretends to wobble out of my room.
Then my mom was laughing then she asked what happen and he told her that 120dollars is not enough to buy my (he uses this snottish voice that made it sound like) "Crumplaaaar" bag.
They're gonna play mahjong again at aunty Belinda's place. Wth, they're like becoming gamblers or something can? ALWAYS playing mahjong. Good la, its like they have total disregard for me. Sundays they play badminton and Saturdays are usually the days we go for dinner together and stuffs.
And now even my Saturdays can't be spent with my family. How irony. HAHAHAHA.
Its okay, everything's about my sissy brother anyways.
Reading old posts of other people's blogs can be, uhh, FUN! Hahah :D
Just played AuditionSEA again just now. Beat Up all the way. I love the song Hands Up!!! now man. Its like damn fun to play la, and I managed to get about 40+ misses the least I think, which is pretty good.
-DoNoVaN- and hide were playing in the same room as me in Free 1 la! D: pro-kias! Hahah. This is like my 3rd/2nd time playing with Donovan and its like, near impossible to even get close to winning him xD BEATUP PROOO!
wo bu xiang shuo hua le..
I wanna do Math, but I'm not in the mood for it. Bleahhhh! Infact, I'm not in the mood for ANYYYYETHANGG.
Tried popping to BoA's song Girls On Top for like a few seconds. Its hard cuz I've watched the MV for this song so many times then its like I'd rather follow their dance steps than freestyle to the song.
I MISS DANCE A LOT.
I MISS SAILING EVEN MORE.
Rawrrrrr. Life's so boring during EXAM WEEK.
14th and 15th October should hurry and come man. Dance and sailing! Wheeee. I think I'm going mad.
AND! my sec2 tehbing and cheese fries gang ALL wanna go for the council overseas trip thing at Malaysia D:
I DON'T KNOW IF I SHOULD GO. I think its on 27th-30th izzit? Then my dad's birthday is on 30th. I missed my mom's birthday cuz of sailing camp already, can't miss my dad's for council camp stuffs either.
But Derick, Sally, Lianyi, Welly, and Maruay all wanna go and its depressing if you're the only one gonna miss out on all the run when they'd just come back to TELL YOU THE STORY. And its like bonding session if I go yo.
But I don't feel like going and I wanna celebrate dad's birthday with him. I'm afraid we'd come back too late la. I think so far this year only my bro's birthday is my whole family of 4 celebrate with him la. My birthday.. dad, mom and Gerald all went GENTING without me, mom's birthday I was at sailing camp. So yeah.
Not fair la hor. LOL. Only my birthday was spent alone with my girlfriends LOL :]
Thanks babes! :D
OH YA. Derick's my GIRLFRIEND. Hahah. When walking down the corridor of our classes I was like telling Yokeching "I love you babe!", then Syafiqah went "D: what about meeee Gwenno!" (she and some of the 1E'06 girls named me Gwenno :]) so I was like "You're my uhh, loverthe2nd? :D" then "Sally you're my lovaaa!" then Derick was the only guy there, actually, HE ALWAYS IS LOR. :D
So I went "And Derick, YOU'RE MY GIRLFRIEND! :D" and Sally reminded me of the Ms Chia incident of "MS CHIA WHY YOU NO GIRLFRIEND" in the canteen =.=''' then Derick was like, "oh, oh! Gwen you're my boyfriend." then I was like "O.O I'M NOT A GUYYYYY! I hang out with GIRLS!!!"
Now, I shall SELF-MOTIVATE myself to go and do MATHHHH. I really wanna finish up Tutorials 3 and 4 damn badly, and do up Mr Phua's worksheet on Variation and the 3 tough questions on variation he gave! :D
MUST FINISH AND MANAGE TO UNDERSTAND ALL THE MATH CRAP BEFORE EXAMS RAWRRRRRRR! ;]
Ciaooooooos and much loves and xoxo!
I still can't decide what color to get anyways. So yeah if she forgets then its a good thing. I still think that one from Australia is nice can. Should get Nadya jie to buy back for me at the end of the year. LOL.
I hate my bro, still. Not talking to himmmmm! D: thats what he gets for provoking me. Buahahaha. He made a new Maple character this morning and I was like =.-'''
My Maple char's lvl 36 LOLOLOL finally. Actually I leveled up like last week. But then Maple got all boring again so I'm like hoho, sian. And my Audi's char is lvl 15 woot! :D I don't think I'll get to level 20+ tho.
Belle and Drey wanna start a guild in Audi! :D Belle only wants trashers, tho. Apparently its crazy, drey told me the license song for their guild is Can Can (150bpm song), mode is Dancebattle 4, score would be 600k and above. THATS CRAZY.
And she told me Belle's in charge to oversee the license for 8key modes, while she's incharge of overseeing the 4key license thingamajik. And she's telling me I can take charge of the Beat Up mode. And I'm like omg ehh I'm not THAT pro. Must see Ebi play can.
Now I feel like going down to PCBunk. Zzz.
I think I'm going to make myself another blogskin. But I still don't know what theme etc.
I'm gonna sound emo for a sec..
And I went this close to saying:
"I want to give everything up."
Whenever people tell me that, I'll just be like, oh no you cannot la. Cuz I've never understood how they've felt and the line doesn't impact me. And now I'm feeling it myself. I suddenly feel like letting go of everything.
I've been thinking. I've been so stressed, just didn't realise how much I was actually worrying about 'till today. School, friends, studies, council, family. Studies and more studies.
Its like, a hell lot to me. I think I'm going crazy, doing so much of the subject that I hate to actually be able to say I'm starting to like it. And now that I've realised I'm actually pushing myself to study more than I usually do for other exams, I'm afraid of failing.
Link that to family. Its like even if I tried my best, I still won't be as good. I'd be letting them down, literally.
I'm worrying about so many people, and I wanna stop worrying. My friends, family. I wanna stop worrying about them and start worrying about myself and get all narcissistic and stuff. But I can't.
In council now, its like I've made good friends from our so-called clique, but its the workload and stuffs that are bothering me. Its like we can never get our point across, and I'm worried about what if the sec2s really nominate me to be level head?
What if I get chosen in the end? What kind of responsibility will I bear? Can I cope? What about my studies? I DON'T THINK I'M CAPABLE. And I'm going nuts. I'm asking myself so much, only to receive negative answers.
Tryna think positive, nah. Not working.
Among the people I'm worrying about, 4 will have to be my gran, my mom, AGEK and anonymous. I got really fustrated just now and went to take a shower, at like 1am. And I just stood there for nearly an hour thinking and crying till I got all pruny like a raisin.
Haha Kerrie, now I know why you call me your raisin.
I was thinking about my gran. I saw her again this morning when walking to the carpark with dad, and she was going to Bishan Park to exercise with her friend(s). Then I noticed her legs at her ankles area. They seemed so skinny.
I was not in much of a hurry so I walked slowly beside her and held her hand. I really wanted to cry. Her hands are so.. worn out, skinny, rough. Yet she's still so concerned about me. I know she always seems strong but whenever I visit her she's talking to me about feeling pain in her back and stuffs but when I wanna drag her to see the Chinese doc she'll say she's fine and give me a smile. D:
My mom keeps getting sick nowadays too. I saw this small stack of about 4 medicines and all were under her name. Its like, for dizziness, headache, stomach pains, etc. I actually cried after seeing it la, just didn't ask her about her medicine.
AGEK.. I don't know. I don't feel as close to them anymore, much less the 1Endeavour'06 darls. There's always one problem here and there among us, at the start of the year, then now. Shan't state I guess. Maybe its just me.
And anonymous. Please don't push yourself too hard. D:
If what drives people to go all crazy and kill themselves like how Soreli tried killing himself cuz he thought he killed Mozart is all this, I'd be next in line.
Hello randomness.
I suddenly feel a whole lot like changing my blogskin.
Rah. I'm just too, uninspired to make another customized one for myself. But if I do, this current skin's going down to blogskinnnnnahhhh! :D
Btw, this is my 567th post. Finally. Just realised it.
Still not mugging my Math. Oh gosh Gwen why like that?
I'm feeling pretty out in school hahah. Feeling as if people only come and talk to me when needed, or when I'm with others I don't seem to have anything to say. Hoho. Such an unpleasant feeling. But I've been feeling it too long and gah. I wish I could scream.
Hello Gwen.
Bye Gwen.
Don't like my brother. *chants*
I'm starting on trying vector art again, but its hard. Like, just tracing shapes and filling in the skin colors of the models take me near an hour. If I try the clothes, etc, it'd take me the whole day.
AND I GIVE UP.
Tired of trying to get the tone of the skin right. It's horrid. Shouldn't have clicked the link Justin Chuaaaatherandomlolness sent me to learn vectoring art LOL. Now I've got 2 projects, one about 1/4 done but its already taken me hours over days, and another is like, 1/100 done?
I want sailing to start soon. Like, reallayyyyye badly. D: I miss my b12 so much.
And I'm literally rotting at home.
Why is there this 10day break inbetween our exam periods. So not needed.
Why can't the exams just end now.
So many WHYs. But why?
Do you know what it feels like?
Friday, September 28, 2007
Hello MATHHH! :]
BUT I HATE SCIENCE NOW.
During Science Donald and some two other guys came to my class to find some people, then when they first knocked the door, Mrs Supra ignored them. Then they knocked again, same. And knocked AGAIN, then Mrs Supra finally asked them what they want. As in, she said "What do you want? Can you come back later and not interrupt my lesson?"
I think they explained from outside why they come our class then she told them "Who's involved? Aiyah come back later la!" and totally ignored them again. Wth? Me and Joey were like "Can just let them in right?" Joey was telling me "Ya la, she don't want them interrupt HER lesson but she wants them to interrupt OTHER TEACHER'S lessons la. Selfish sia."
And I don't get ANY BIT of Science. She's just confusing us more and more.
She taught us yesterday that AIDs is caused by HIV. HIV is the virus, AIDs is the ILLNESS. Wth? Then when we asked she said AIDs is the disease.
When we don't understand a thing, she tells us "Aiyah we'll just move on to the next page la okay?! We only have 2 periods and I need to cover everything in this paper okay?!" and we're all "wtf how can you move on when more than HALF THE CLASS doesn't understand a shit you're teaching?" its like telling us to memorise without understanding. NO WONDER I failed.
And when we tell her we don't understand she'll just tell us that we have to move on to the next chapter, without explaining anything. The 2A Science teacher (Mrs Ng right?) is sososososooo much better/nicer can.
Self-study during English again. Damn nice la, I prefer if now in school we just study what we need to during the period, like Geog, we self-study geog and get Mrs David to explain if we don't understand.
AND WE CARRIED ON WATCHING MOZART DURING MUSIC.
Its like the guys were like "Ei Mr Lam! Stop at the licking part man I wanna watch the licking part!!" then Mr Lam said "If you wanna watch the licking part I'll let you see better ones than that okay."
Like omg, can't believe Mr Lam know how to like, ding3 what my class says la. Hahah.
Then had council stuffs after school at 1.45pm. Walked to Yokeching's class from music room to wait for her, Derick and Syafiqah.
Supposed to eat and study in school but Darren wanted to go coffee shop and apparently he already went there first thing after school to get a place.
So bo pian, went there eat. Talked super loads of shit la! Hahah. Its like, we're part of the sec2 councilor clique, plus Cher Yee. LOL. Then went back to school and helped Derick with his speech.
The listening of speeches were okay la. Some speeches were pretty, AHEM. Very "truthful". One even made me laugh, cuz -blahblah- made it sound so true, and we were all disliking her for bias-ness this year. Yokeching wrote on my book "say until like that. -blahblah-'s ruining OUR lives. (instead of making it better)"
Chikheng damn straightforward with some of them lol.
After they voted for the new next year sec2 level head, Ms Sim almost wanted to go on for the next year sec3 level head! I was like "omg. *shivers*". The sec2s are telling me I can be level head and I'm capable. But when I ask myself that, how much of that do I think is true?
Maybe to them la, but I know I'm not capable.
I'm already scared that if I be level head I'll have lots of stuff to attend, and I don't have those kinda responsibility. Maybe cuz this year the things I were involved in, I always managed to nicely fall sick on the day itself and Ms Lim was of course not happy la. My studies are like dunno what and I have grooming problems.
But the sec2s are telling me I should go for it. Hey, I almost wanted to quit council okay. Cuz of certain seniors that are super biased, and cuz I'm afraid next year I can't juggle. Which I'm trying to this year but you see any improvement? And I'd rather be CCA Leader or something, or nothing at all.
After that, stayed back to help pack up the place and went to coffee shop again.
TEHBING AND CHEESE FRIES GANG WHOO! :D
I love my tehbing and cheese fries gang :] Lianyi, Sally, Derick, Welly, Mauruay and Cheryee! Hahah. But Sally la, drink ORANGE JUICE. Extra xD
Made loads of noise at the coffee shop cuz while eating there we were all chatting and gossiping lalala, and laughing hell loads. Sat there for about 2 hrs, and Gengtao and Daron joined us. Then we laughed like hell talking about stuffs.
At the bus stop while waiting for 165 we were talking about random stuffs and Welly told us how at the start of the year since Lianyi didn't know what erection was, she tried finding out. Then the guys refused to tell her so once when Mauruay wanted to borrow calculator she went "No erection, no calculator!" and we laughed like hell, even Lianyi herself xD
When I got home it was about 6.30. Didn't know I had tuition today la! Celine told me, and I chionged out of the house at about 7.10. Already late. Haha. Saw my dad and mom downstairs at the lift so my dad sent me there.
Apparently Celine was sitting with the -lalala- again. -lalala- purposely moved to the back row at the right corner of the class cuz she knows every lesson me and Celine sit there.
GAH. I hate, okay not hate, dislike her. She's so bloody childish and annoying. She thinks she's the queen, always ordering us around. No wonder Kelly got mad at her last year during tuition, and no wonder in tuition no one likes her and she makes it seem as if she hates everyone but its the total opposite.
Then during tuition when Celine went to the toilet and left her bag on the chair, ------ was playing with her correction tape paper thing after it finished, and was like, flinging it onto Celine's bag.
I looked at her for a damn long time until she finally realised I was actually staring at her. Then when she looked at me, I diao-ed her. First time I purposely diao someone for them to see. Its like I can't stand her anymore! Keep sticking to me and Celine when we don't want her around us cuz she makes us follow her, help her with this and that, yadayada!!!
She was stupid enough to ask me "Gwen, why you diao me?" with the act-innocent tone. I looked at her, smiled in this sarcastic way, and rolled my eyes again and paid attention to what Mr Phua was saying.
When Celine came back she still ask Celine why I diao her. Then when I told Celine I diao her cuz she was so childish and annoying, Celine was like "ohh ;) no wonder she asked me that la. I was like huh..?"
Dunno how Celine can tolerate her annoying behaviour.
Shall try finishing up Tutorial 3 and 4 for Math now, and Mr Phua's Variations worksheet. Gahhh, still can't really understand quite a bit of it D:
Ciaoooooos lovelys.
xoxo!
Thursday, September 27, 2007
Lazy week. Mugging shiats.
Actually not only post, but even study or anything. And my computer's become boring for me, except the music. I've really got nothing to do on the comp already!
I really can't wait till exams are over, and training starts. But its like, once training starts, we'd be going "I can't wait till training ends!" then when training ends, the whole cycle begins again.
I can't believe councilors are down for duty during Open House! D: I wanna help out with the sailing peeps. There's like, enough councilors already la. For sec2s its still compulsory. Sigh. Derick wants to help with his cca and so do I. Cuz thats what I'd rather do.
Been getting feelings of wanting to quit council recently. Like, I'm really scared I won't be able to take on the pressure next year, with more workload etc. I'm like, already going crazy juggling council stuffs and sailing stuffs and studies this year. Next year I'll have a million and one more subjects to study if I go to 3I or 3E.
Yeah, no more 3J for me, and a lot of people I guess.
Went home with Jiahui and Derick today. Was eating lunch with Kerrie and Alicia when we saw Derick and told him to join us. LOL 2nd time already! So went back with him again lor. Kept teasing him about Seraphina, well, me and Jiaqi. And ended up Sera got pissed off. But you can always count on Gwen to make someone she loves like Sera laugh! :D
Came home, slacked. Its like, buay tahan. I've been like trying to do tutorial2 in school everytime we're given our own time to study la. Like today during English Mdm Suhailah let us study, and everyone was muggin' Geog while I mugged Math.
It takes me hell long to finish one tutorial la. Really worried if during EOYs I become like that. It'd be super fustrating. But I'm starting to like algebra, which is a bit of a wonder cuz I've been hating Math since pri school. :] hahah.
So, I'm gonna finish up the tutorials 2, 3 and 4, and then finish writing up my NYAA. Just realised that we have to write the bigger book also la omg. Totally forgot about it. And I need glue to stick my photo in the booklet la D:
Ciaoooos!
xoxo.
Monday, September 24, 2007
Don't wanna go Taiwan, screwed up English compo- life's screwed.
She just told me that she's coming back to Singapore. I asked her for how long this time? Then she said "for ever. and ever. TILL I DIE" lol! So happy that she's finally coming back for good. Oct 1st! :] must note. But its like, exam week laaaa.
I think I screwed up my English and Chinese compo papers real badly.
Chinese.. I hardly wrote any proverbs or shit, my words were kept damn simple. I have hopes on my gong han tho :]
English... letter writing was okay. JUST THAT I FORGOT TO UNDERLINE THE FREGGIN REPORT TITLE! The teacher collect the paper already then I was like "omg Joey oh shit I forgot to underline the report title!" D: sadddddd! Rargh.
I just hope I didn't go out of point for my composition tho. If I lose marks cuz of my compo I'll cry man. I must get an A1 for English okay! ) : For the compo I wrote on Topic 3 - Describe the sights and sounds as people gather for a religious service at a place of worship.
Naturally I just wrote on one of the service sessions lor. Easy. I wrote on the one Yanwen brought me to, which was my first service at Y-Hope. Ah, memories :]
The topics for the compo were like.. really deep in meaning or something? Like,
- The Singapore I want
- Describe a time when you had to entertain someone you dislike
- Describe the sights and sounds as people gather for a religious service at a place of worship
- (I forgot the topic.. =.=''')
- Joy
I JUST HOPE I DIDN'T GO OUT OF POINT.
I wrote 673 words la! D: advised to write between 250-350 words, but I wrote about 694 at first, then kept canceling and canceling 'till I got 673 words =.=''' almost thought of canceling one paragraph but then it was like.. all paragraphs were important, and when I was starting the next page I wasn't even halfway thru my compo when I realised that so far it seemed that I wrote a lot. So I checked and realised out of the about 5 paragraphs, 3 consisted of 100+ words D:
I'm really scared I went out of point. I can't go out of point! D: Cuz I hardly wrote on what people said, I wrote on what I saw and the sounds I hear when meeting the people and during service.
During recess Alicia saw someone she didn't like and she was like "I see a bitch." then I turned around, oh. Sigh. Cia you can't hate him forever yeah? ) :
After both the papers I ate lunch with Kerrie and Alicia at the canteen, and Sally and Derick joined us halfway. We were like, GOSSIPING ;] and when I asked Ms Chia why she no BOYFRIEND, it came out as "Ms Chia why you no GIRLFRIEND?" then I was like "oh shit opps! BOYYYYYfriend Ms Chia, BOYFRIEND!!! Ahhh say wrong!!! ><" and they were all laughing at me. Then when we finished eating Cia and Ker went to the AMK library (I think) to study. So I stayed back and slacked with Derick and Sally. When the wind blew I shivered. Sally and Derick was like "You siao ah. So warm sia then you keep complaining you're cold?!" I was sweating yet it was freggin cold everytime the wind blew. Even had goosebumps la! We were making quite a lot of noise I guess. Asked Sally to try Tutorial 1 and Derick laughed at her when she gave up xD Took 262 home with them. So yay! Now I know I can go home with 2 people I know. Hah! No more, uhh, quiet 262 rides home. =.=''' hahah. And my mom just told me that we're most probably going to Taiwan on the 13th-21st of December. And only my two lao-gims and Garian's family are going. So if I go it'd be like, I'm the oldest again, just like when we were at Genting. Wtf? Again?
I'm thinking of not going. Told mom already and she was like, kinda expecting that I would say that. Since I got no one to accompany me.
I've gotta check out when's the December regatta first. If its around then, then I guess I'd miss the Taiwan trip. I'd rather not go if I have to miss a regatta and if there's no one to accompany me thats around my age group.
I really wanna check out the 3 story tall Neoprint shop tho! :D
Okay I made up my mind. If my mom can't get anyone like Melody or what to go, I'M NOT GOING. I'm feeling really pissed off right now cuz its like, I've never took a plane to any other country other than Australia, and that was when I was SEVEN.
I've always been going down to Penang, Malaysia. For my hols. And finally I can go somewhere NOT MALAYSIA-ISH (not that I have something against that but I'm bored of always going to Penang, except when I see Tongtong and Xuanxuan :]), but HECK. Its got to be on DECEMBER, just before Christmas yadayada.
Everytime its like this, Genting, now Taiwan. And I don't want to be stuck with my aunt for practically my December holidays. Melody won't go if she goes too I guess.
LIFE'S SCREWED MAN. LITERALLY.
Btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY AARON! :]
Sunday, September 23, 2007
No, disipline! ><
And there's English and Chinese paper 1 tomorrow. Nervous. Can't screw up my compos! If not Imma dieeee.
I can't study in my room la. Always get tempted to use the com cuz its on. But I turn it on for music only :X So I came here to type my posts for the oneENDEAVOUR'06 blog and Realityworks and I'm done with the computer work. And I'M NOT GONNA TOUCH THE COM AFTER THAT!
Oh, right. I still have Mrs David's Geog assignment to finish up on the computer. DANG IT.
Mr Phua taught us SETS (not seX you sickos) today during tuition and I got super confused. Is sets tested in EOYs? I'm not sure leh. Damn scared la, if they really test sets for EOYs I'm literally dooooomed.
At least after English and Chinese papers 1 and 2, there's a 10day thing inbetween till 5oct for revision.
Keep eating the Meiji strawberry jelly filled chocos while doing Math just now lol. Now like left half the tube. AHHHH I'm gonna grow fat already la! ><>:/
Except for when I'm gonna do Mrs David's assignment... :/
Spagetti!!! ;]
And oh, during Math tuition this morning, Mr Phua taught us ASTC.
All Science Teachers are Crazy. :D hahaha damn funny la. He was talking to Joanne and Andrew about their Science teachers, then he wrote ASTC on the board xD we were linking it to sets, then we were like "Whats ASTC ah Mr Phua?" then he said "All Science Teachers are Crazy. :D" =.=''' hahah.
And I got the song Rising Sun by DBSK! :D finally. Downloaded it from a website.
Mooncake festival at ahpeh's house yesterday ;]
Before that went to Thomson CC to fetch Gerald from his badminton, but end up he played a bit longer today, so we waited for him. His coach Alex asked my mom if I was from Sports School la! Just cos my mom asked him where Sports School was -.- haha.
Then he found out I'm from sailing, so he was saying something like "sailing de ren chaotah de lei!" rarrrrgh! I'm NOT chaotah-ed can. Okay maybe yes a bit but not THAT right! >:(
Got to ahpeh's place, and saw JIAWEN! :D supersupersuper cute la she. She kept acting depressed when we were at the backgarden where the pool was. She'd like, happily run about then suddenly kneel down and slump on the floor, her arms on the floor, her face buried in her hands. LOL. Then I'd be like "Ei? Jiawennn why? What happened to you?" and I'd carry her up and suddenly she'd laugh and run about again o.o
Timothy and Johnathan came like quite a while after I did. And they were both wearing white shirts! And I was wearing my white Adidas jersey. So 3 of us were all wearing WHITE. LOL! :D
After eating ahpeh asked us to check out his finally-finished garden thingy area in the center, on level 2. Its like, all those foot reflexology pebbles things la. But damn nice :]
Timothy went inside and played with the fountain and he was like "I'M KING OF THIS GARDEN THINGY MAN! WHOO." (grow up, Timothy Neo, grow up.) and splash the water from the fountain at us. Wth! Lol. But this king couldn't take 3 steps on the pebbles without going "ow..owww, owww!" I ran out while he was splashing us with water, then he was like "Rarh Gwen I can't splash you cuz you're outside.. ah nvm! I'll pinch you then!"
Then he pinched my arm. WALAO DAMN PAIN SIA. It hurt for like dunno how long la. He said its a family thing, cuz I know Johnathan pinch people also damn pain.
After that he used my bro's Duel Masters (=.=''' omg lame) deck and challenged Garian to a round. It was Timothy's first time playing Duel Masters la, but then he played so many other card games before. First round he lost. 2nd round he was like "I don't care, I'm gonna trash you you noob!" and I think he won. Hahah.
Its like Duel Masters is a violent game sia, both of them play till stand up and argue and all. And Garian's half of Timothy's height so its funny xD
Melody and Amanda came quite late la.. after we all finished eating and all. And after Timothy's... uhh. Duel Masters match. =.='''
After waiting for Melody we went upstairs to the playroom. Then Timothy was already inside then the moment we went in he was like "Go outttt! I don't wanna see your face! xD" then me and Melody were like "What did you just say? Huh?! Timothy Neo!!!" hahah :]
And then both of them got violent with Jiawen's toy dustpan thingy. Its damn cute la, a miniature dustpan! Hahah. Tim took it and hit Melody's head and she was like "wth la you! *grabs dustpan* ITS LIKE DAMN PAIN CAN! The end is jian jian one lor!" and Timothy was all "Walao Melody you damn chorlor sia!"
If you can't see it cuz its too blur, Timothy has a toy broom in his mouth, right hand and a toy mop in his left hand.
Then both of them played with Jiawen's toy mop till the strings at the end came out =.=''' Timothy kept going damn loudly "Orhhor! Melody Neo what did you do with JIAWEN'S MOPPPP?" funny. Damn funny.
Then he asked me, "Melody got boyfriend annot ah Gwendolyn?" then I "no..." then he "Sure annot? Wah I pity the guy sia. Next time he'll have a damn rough wife, who hits people with brooms, pulls out heads of mops, goes around-" and Melody killed him :D
He went home damn early with Johnathan la cuz he had to mug for exams. See, ACS(I) and RI guys are like that la LOL.
After that Melody was playing with this toy with these blocks that has every letter of the alphabet in it, and she formed a word on it =.=''' then cuz the 6 year-olds were there and apparently someone left the door open and her mom was outside, I quickly flipped some of the images over to F Umbrella C Kite.
LOL. You do the spelling.
A lot of the kiddos got hungry so we went downstairs to the kitchen and Melody turned on the PLASMA TV and we were watching the show where celebrities try to find weird/improper things in the house. Nice la the show! :D haha. Then my bro was eating noodles, so me and Mel shared Tom Yam CUP noodles. But in ahpeh's house, even CUP NOODLES were cooked in the pan o.o
Was quite tired la, then we went back to the playroom and watched more youtube vids. And Melody copied what I did with the cardboard box when I was damn cold! Except hers was when she was damn tired. :D
I was downloading AuditionSEA. And there was like 5% left! About 5mins to finish. Then Amanda came upstairs and I knew the mahjong session ended le ) : hahaha. Wasted sia! D: Then Tricia was sleeping outside the room on the sofa. Cute right! LOL.
Crazy camwhoring cousins! :D
Saturday, September 22, 2007
Hello girl.
He don't care.
g. ♥ チャッチャッ, Wakeboarding is the LOVE says:
why everyone keep asking me this.
-►►It_HASBecome_A_Part_ofmy_life™® [あなたを愛してるYOU&MFSS'SAILING!] says:
cz seriously i dun c much good stuff
g. ♥ チャッチャッ, Wakeboarding is the LOVE says:
like as if there's nothing good about. =.='''
g. ♥ チャッチャッ, Wakeboarding is the LOVE says:
LOL
-►►It_HASBecome_A_Part_ofmy_life™® [あなたを愛してるYOU&MFSS'SAILING!] says:
LOL
David jinxjinxjinx! :] 2 times already haha.
I COMPLETED MY CIP WOOTS! :D
Like, finally.
Went for cip late today cuz I wasn't feeling well. Gastric, again! How can liddat la. I ate already. I keep having gastric in school these few days. I feel like I'm in pri school/kindergarden again, always getting gastric.
Hahaha I remember when I almost got admitted into hospital in K1 cuz of gastric, and when my dad carried me from the hospital (I slept there till 1am plus or something to see if I need to be warded after I wake up, that is, if I still had the pain) to his car, I vomited on his shirt cuz of the medicine I think xD its all still so clear in my mind :D
Cuz I went for cip late I had to stay and help uncle Eugene with all the computer stuff. He was making a poster for Waterways Watch Society, so I helped him take photos from the pier. Its super hot can!! My feet were literally burning.
Waited for Wenfeng and Jack to come back from bike patrol and we went home. Or, me, at least. They went to AMK KFC to eat.
I'M GONNA GET MY CRUMPLER NEXT WEEK.
Wahhhh! Super excited. I still dunno whether to get red+dark red+black or orange+grey.
Actually wanted to go and see it after cip today with mom, but then my dad said next week then go buy la, cuz later mom's going to my aunt's place to make kuei (you know.. those chinese kueikuei? ahh if got pics I show) at around 2pm after sending Gerald to Thomson CC for badminton.
So, next week! Or, after exams. I bugged dad to bring me next week. He was like "next week? I thought you just said what, exams next week. Need Crumpler for what? Also won't go out la hor." then I was like "nooooo! Can bring to school! :D" he was like "Bring to school?! Aiyoh! Bring for what.. dirty it only." or something liddat.
I'll love my Crumpler bag too much to dirty it la! It'd be like my baby sia. Except my baby's my boat 12. *coughs*
Sorry boat, you've got competition. But when it comes to sailing you'll be my baby, and after sailing, my Crumpler will be my baby. :D hahaha. So lame =.-''' No la I'd always love my boat. ^^
A girl's gotta learn to grow up and let go. Let go now, girl, let go-
- For now.
>The Click Five
But I don't wanna leave it all
So write the letters in teary ink
I just need some time to think
And I just need some time to breathe
Baby just say goodnight
I'll be gone tomorrow
Baby just close your eyes
I can't take the sorrow
Baby just walk away
You know I can't stay
There's no easy way to say goodbye
So baby just say goodnight
We're in a spell that never ends
The empty hourglass wore me thin
So let the phone do it's work
Your voice is heaven
But it hurts
Your words are memories
But they burn
Baby just say goodnight
I'll be gone tomorrow
Baby just close your eyes
I can't take the sorrow
Baby just walk away
You know I can't stay
There's no easy way to say goodbye
So baby just say goodnight
Baby don't say goodbye
Baby just close your eyes
And dream,tomorrow's on it's way
So just walk away
Baby just say goodnight
I'll be gone tomorrow
Baby just close your eyes
I can't take the sorrow
Baby just walk away
You know I can't stay
There's no easy way to say goodbye
So baby just say goodnight
Baby just say goodnight
Thursday, September 20, 2007
Math still sucks D:
Got sent out of class during English with a whole bunch of other people, lol. Cuz its either we didn't do/bring the English Compre worksheet Mdm Suhailah gave us. It totally slipped my mind la! D: gah! Aaron and David got sent out also, so David was like "Aiyoh, 3 of us again. Sailors united la =.=''' " hahah whatever.
Then did my worksheet with Shirei since she didn't bring hers. She kept saying I was flexible cuz David noticed the way I sat to do my work was very.. like, uncomfortable to sit in cuz I was crossing my legs and my elbows touched the floor. Liddat also flexible meh! o.o
Had the gong han format test during Chinese. It was like, not a test la. Cuz some people kept asking liang lao shi whats the occupation of the guy, etc. LOL.
Finished cutting my acryllic for DnT! :D I think its super nice yet imperfect cos of all the jagged areas. D: oh well. Joey thinks its special cuz I drew and cut out a robot. :D I have some red acryllic left over in my pocket from Joey's project ;] shhhhh!
And today did morning duty with Serene! LATE! :D
At first we couldn't find the file. I went to the general office to get the file from the counter there, then the lady told me don't have, and said maybe someone took it. So went to ask Serene, she said don't have. I was like omgomgomg the file's missing?! and rushed around to look for it. At first I thought inside the SC room don't have cuz I only took a glance inside, then back to office and double check, about 3 times la! D:
End up I got so tired and sweaty, and Jiaen came to me with the files, saying its on the table (in the council room I think) and told me next time check properly. Ehhhh! LOL. Sian.
Super slack now lor late duty. Serene just passes the board over to the juniors to let them try out what its like to do the recording, so we just slack there the whole time. But I'll usually stand there and watch them do and help them if they dunno, then I'll go sit down and slack xD
And the junior who takes the upper sec file usually comes back or looks like she wants to die when we finish duty. xD LOL. For both times like that already hahah. Its the same for me la.
SEE WELLYANTO! Its hard doing upper sec for late okay. If we ever do duty again I'm gonna make sure you lose to me in scissors paper stone EVERYTIME. MUAHAHAHAHAHA.
Tomorrow going to watch the B div pepos get their award etc at the North Zone Colors award! :D I think Ryan also going. And Agnes. Not sure about sec1 boy tho. At least Agnes will pei me la :] Mrs Sidhu told me next year it'll be my turn. I was like o.o oh okay. LOL.
Must sail hard!
CAN'T WAIT FOR TRAINING TO START. EXAMS SHOULD JUST HURRY AND END CUZ I'M ITCHING TO SAILLLLL! ;]
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
Sucky MATH is demoralising
Anyway. I tried doing some work today. From 9.10+ to now. Which is like, 20mins. And I gave up. Cuz its Math. SOLVING QUADRATIC EQUASIONS BY FACTORISATION. Okay so Tutorial 2's not on expansion and factorisation anymore D: just as I was starting to like Math cuz I found expansion and factorisation extremely interesting ) :
Later going back to doing my Math okay. Don't say I'm slacking.
I cried again just now when I went to youtube and watched the MV for When You're Gone by Avril Lavigne. Omg la the scene with the old man.. reminds me of my grandpa ) : except for my grandpa passed away a few months after my grann did cuz he missed her too much.
OMG I wanna cry again ahhhhh.
Its like in the MV, 2 of the 3 scenes can relate to me very well. Okay maybe not relate, but you get the idea. I miss you.
I'm stuck in Math now. I think I'm gonna kill myself. I feel like shit now. Its like, totally demoralising when you're happy about improving in something, and then your confidence just crumbles down when you find out that you're actually still not so good at it.
Tomorrow shall ask Yuxuan how to do A LOT of Tutorial 2's questions. Sigh.
Lessons today were boring. For the Thinking Skills thing, Mrs Toh didn't come to class today. And she's not absent. o.o so its like my class had one free period, seated in 3 rows. =.='''
After school had Math remedial. Super rush cuz I didn't understand a few questions Mr Leong gave us, and ended up I was like the last to finish up my work. ) : sigh. Supposed to go home with Carine and Cass, but we met Guijun, Xiaomei and Priscilla at the bus stop so we went to Macs together. :]
Xiaomei kinda told me something at the bus stop la. And I was like "Errr.. okay.." cuz I can't say I'm exactly happy to hear what she told me. But yeah. Then we went to Hub together to help Pris find a card for her friend's birthday.
Pris keeps saying that sailing boys are very "man" (then she'll flex her arm. o.0). Hahah. Saw lots of bags with them la! :D Nice, but even if I buy it I won't use it, I'm not so much of a guniang yet la.
On my way home I SAW CELINE XIE XIU JUN. She was going home from school la, cuz she was still in the AMKSS uniform. Aww man I'm still jealous that I didn't make it to AMKSS but its o-kay! I've got great people in MFSS too :D
Its like, in 2 years ever since we got into seperate secondary schools, we've never met after school in our school u's, except in tuition. Thats when I expect to see her la. Then when I least expect it, I see someone with the familiar ponytail walking and drinking Milo. LOL. Then I was like "Celine...? CELINE...!" lol. Blur sotong took a while to see me =.='''
Talked loads of crap, she mentioned to me about the Superbrian thing show that Yuxuan crapped about yesterday with Qihua, and she rushed home.
I'm feeling guilty. I need to catch up on so much. Sigh. My Math is literally hopeless, hard to get the targeted B3 I've been looking for.
And its now said that 3J next year will not be a class as good as 3I? o.o
OMG. My mom just came back with my bro and dad from Central cuz they went there to buy school shoes for Gerald, AND HIS SHOES ARE SIZE 7SEVEN. I tried it on and I could actually just nicely fit into it la wth!
What is the thing with boys that they'd be tall, skinny, and have big feet? Okay not that I wanna have big feet but I wanna be tall. Hahahah. Then the 1E'06 guys have no reason to tease me :D
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
>Avril Lavigne
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
I cried after listening to this song. Ahh so drama xD
The night sky now's so beautiful.
Its making me think of you.
When's this gonna be over?
I miss you.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BELLE! :]
My dad should really stop quizzing me on geog. He makes me feel like a noob. I test him in lit then he know! :D
Speaking of lit.
MR WEE AND MR NGGGGGG! HOW COULD YOU CHANGE THE COMBI FOR NEXT YEAR'S 3J?!?!?!
How could they remove bio/lit in 3J? Great, now only 3A and 3E has got Lit. UGH. Whyyyyy. Today's sec2 streaming talk just ruined the whole day for me. Its like, me, Alicia and Kerrie all wanted to go 3J. Most prob cuz me and Kerrie want to take lit and Alicia I'm not sure.
Now 3J'08 will have only Physics and Chem pure, no Bio or Lit, SS Geog and dunno what, and Amath and other normal subjects.
I'm gonna kill myself. I think I'm going to go to 3E afterall. Oh well.
After the streaming talk Mr Ng said if got any questions can go and find them and ask. Then Kerrie, Alicia, Eileen, Jingling and me went to find Mr Ng and.. lets just say got a whole load of drama la. xD
We were like "Mr Ng! Why you remove Lit from Option D? So now only 3E and 3A got Lit? Aiyah 3J stressful also nevermind what. Got 8subjects also can what! How can like that!!! I'm heartbroken now okay. I dunno what option I wanna go to already! Nono WHYYYYYYYYY. Can't be like that. So you're saying if majority wants Lit it can be worked out? Huh so Option B only got combined Bio and Chem la? Eh then Option D is pure Phy and Chem?"
We were like, arguing our way la, each taking turn to ask a million questions. Mr Ng and Mr Wee must have been like, searching their brains to find for us an answer xD
Oh, recess duty was slack. Hahah. Ameerul kept wanting to know where A1 was, since that was my duty. So I toured him around level 1 and showed him which duty area was what. We slacked outside the Science Block and I was talking to Xueyi's juniors, then Nic came and we talked to Jiaen, then saw Cheeteng in the lab lol. The councilors making a lot of noise la
And I think I found out something. If its true then LOL. Haha Belle you sick woman!
Oh yeah, speaking of Belle,
HAPPY 13THIRTEENTH BIRTHDAY WOMAN! :]
Haha. Yep its Bellebelle's birthday LOLOL.
I love lit. Hahah.
And today that stupid asshole @$#%$^!@$!@ made a lot of noise during lit. He was super fregginly noisy can. Then I got so pissed off, I shouted at him, "STFU LA YOU." apparently he didn't hear it. He must have thought I was scolding someone else. Hahah SUCKER. Ms Goh kept telling him to keep quiet, and he's lucky she didn't scold him, cuz if I were her I would've, everytime when the bell rings and she's still explaining some stuff, he'd tell her "Hey Ms Goh? Its time for you to leave now. Byebyeeee!" in that DISGUSTING TONE of his.
Noisy bastard. Go to some other class la, I WANT TO STUDY MY LIT DE OKAY. Bastard. Shut the f*** up la. You've really hit MY limit. You make me wanna puke. Think you're so popular and funny huh? Popular and funny shit la.
Grr. Talking about him makes my blood boil.
My hair seems to be longer now D: wapiang. My ponytail this morning seemed to be thicker la. Depressed lol. And my shorter layed parts on top like get quite flat easily now.
Then in the morning I sweat like hell during morning duty cuz I had to run up to the hall, run down, up and down again etc. Damn tiring. Accompanied Yokeching up, then down, then go up find junior, then come down find, then Jiaen ask them go up so I brought them up, then have to come down again cuz Nic wasn't upstairs. BLAHHHH. Hahah.
Life of a councilor is hectic! :D And I think I've decided I shouldn't try for exco and maybe not level head even tho the rest want me to be level head since Lianyi can't be head next year (the sec2s of 07 are gonna vote for her as 2nd vice pres. anyways! :D)
LOL I'm like blogging backwards la. Started from the end of school to the morning in school. Funny! :D
And I spent about 2.5 hours transferring songs I wanted from David's external harddisc to my com lol. Now I've got 418 songs in my iTunes! :D Can't wait to hit my original number of about 700+? :]
I miss you I miss you I miss you. LOL.
Monday, September 17, 2007
boring BORING boring BORINGGGG.
I'm hell bored.
Supposed to be getting ready to go out to meet Belle, Drey, Quinneh and Cheeteng for PCBunk. But since Gwen here feels so mighty guilty about not studying for the past, uhm, 2 days, she's thinking of whether to stay at home.
BUT BELLE JUST TEMPTED ME INTO GOING BY SAYING THAT THEY'RE MOST PROBABLY GONNA GO TO THE ARCADE BESIDE PCBUNKKKKK. And she said if they don't wanna go she'll have her ways to make them go.
EVVVVIL.
She's just saying that to make me go cuz she knows I love the arcade so much for Drummania. AND OVER THERE I HEARD THEY GOT DRUMMANIA V3! omgomgomg. The holyyyyy shiat of DM. I've only played Drummania V and 10th and 9th mix I think. BUT V3?!
HOLYYYYYYYYYYY. Can do versus mode also leh ^^ if they have two machines there. Cuz it can connect to the internet or something, and you can have rankings! Hahah, my ranking shall be super nooooobshit :]
I'm like gonna go thru my whole geog textbook again. Ah sian. I hate geog. Okay, not really. But maybe a 'lil bit.
I woke up at 6.30am today! Hahaha. I don't know why. Its as if my brain is already set that on school days I must wake up 6am plus. o.o then I heard my bro's school bus downstairs (that particular school bus very easy to recognise by the sound. Since I was in pri school lol) and I went back to sleep. LOL.
And woke up at 9.30am later. Supposedly by the alarm clock.
My life's boring.
I'm still thinking if I should go to PCBunk with them annot! If not I'll have to be really disiplined and go outside in the dining area and mug again. Computers tempt me too much. Hurhur!
I've been mass downloading FONTS and BRUSHES for photoshop.
I think Imma be skinning soon. The oneENDEAVOUR'06 blogskin first la, then see how if I wanna return to Blogskins.com. But then now's the exam period.. so yeah. Can't expect me to be skinning too often.
AHHHHH EXAMS ARE LIKE, AFTER THIS WEEK ZOMGXSHX!
Imma kill myself. Okay, in the afternoon I MUST STUDY.
Gwen might make a blogskin again whee.
Omg I still haven't studied. And I'm sleepy. Reaaaaally sleepy. Oh gawd.
I might be making a blogskin, for oneENDEAVOUR'06. Haha, so yeah, after almost a year of not skinning, I might be making one! :D I went to download loads of brushes just now. Ahh sian, cuz its like I totally forgot which sites I used to get my lovely brushes from. And one of the brush set I want is a brush set I can't find on Miss M or Pootato.org. D:
I'M GONNA BE SKINNING AGAIN.
BLOGSKINS WAN SUI! Hahaha. Lameness.
Sunday, September 16, 2007
WAKEBOARDING LOVELOVELOVEEE
But omgomgomg! WAKEBOARDING ABSOLUTELY ROCKSXZHX okay! :D good thing majority of the sailing team chose wakeboarding instead of ice skating. Iceskating would've sucked I guess, even tho its something land-ish for once haha.
Watersports are still the best :D no wonder I'm in sailing. Hurhur!
BELLE was the godess, CHEETENG was the god. Like, two pro kias o.o hahah.
When I got 'promoted' to using the cable, or the long rope, I kept falling cuz when turning, THE GUY WILL SLOW DOWN BY A LOT. So I'll be like literally hanging there, and after turning he'll suddenly speed up A LOT. And I'll be like "*suddenly gets jerked forward* omg. Ahhhhh! *falls and drinks loads of seawater*" lol.
But I got used to it la, and managed to adjust myself to his slowing and speeding ups. LOL.
But I'm aching all over. Haha. Thank goodness I didn't let my 'not wanting to go' feeling take over me for the day. But when I came home I was so tired I just ate dinner and watched TV.
DANG YOU, BARNACLES! For cutting me whenever I climb up the plastic ladder. DAMN YOUUUU. I've got 5 freaking cuts thanks to you creepy barnacle-heads-os. Rargh! My foot and finger hurts la. ESPECIALLY my finger.
After exams me, Quin, Aaron and Cheeteng plan to go wakeboarding again. Anyone else wanna go? :D but I think must ask Mrs Sidhu help us plan and book and whatever the thingos since I've got no idea how to. Heh.
Maybe lesser people will wanna go this time, and we can all fit into one session. That'd be so fun la! :D hahahahahaha!
Today tuition was uhm, quite good. These few tuition sessions I've been paying attention, a lot. Hahah. My math seems to be improving, but heck, I still don't remember much basics. I'm gonna die. There's gonna be a test next week in tuition, NO CALCULATORS ALLOWED cuz Mr Phua wants to test us on basics. Like the BODMAS rule.
My shoulder blades there are really, seriously hurting me. All from yesterday. Can't even stretch without feeling the ouch. Haha.
Came home and was so tired I slept from around 2.30pm to 6.20pm. Woah. I'm such a pig can.
And tomorrow Belle wants me to go PCBunk with her, Drey, Quin and Cheeteng. AT 11.30AM. Omg thats crazy. Tomorrow's meant to be my slack day okay! D: rargh! Hahah. But I might not go cuz I wanna study. Haven't studied today and I'm feeling majorly guilty.
Tired. Tired. Just typing so little makes my hands hurt already omg.
And time for me to gloat in my 'lil bro's face about not having school tomorrow. Muahahaha. I'm thy evilness.
Bangbang; opps. You've just killed me.
Saturday, September 15, 2007
>Good Charlotte
of the shadow of LA
The footsteps that were next to me
have gone their separate ways
I've seen enough now
to know that beautiful things
don't always stay that way
I've done enough now
to know this beautiful place
isn't everything they say
I heard that evil comes disguised
Like a city of angels
I'm walking towards the light
Baptized in the river
I've seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered
In the city was a sinner
I've done a lot of things wrong
But I swear I'm a believer
Like the prodigal son
I was out on my own
Now I'm trying to find my way back home
Baptized in the river
I'm delivered
I'm delivered
(M. Shadows)
You're from a small town
you're gonna grow up fast
underneath these lights
Down in Hollywood on the boulevard
the dead come back to life
To the praying Mother
The worried Father
Let your children go
If they come back they'll come home stronger
and if they don't you'll know
They sing that evil comes disguised
Like a city of angels
I'm walking towards the light
Baptized in the river
I've seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered
In the city was a sinner
I've done a lot of things wrong
But I swear I'm a believer
Like the prodigal son
I was out on my own
Now I'm trying to find my way back home
Baptized in the river
I'm delivered
I'm delivered
Baptized in the river (on my own)
Baptized in the river (on my own)
I wanna be delivered
(on my own)
(on my own)
Baptized in the river (on my own)
I wanna be delivered
Baptized in the river (on my own)
I wanna be delivered
Baptized in the river (on my own)
I wanna be delivered
I confess I'm a sinner
I've seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered
wakeboarding later. ):
I woke up around 9am plus, then couldn't go back to sleep. Should have gone to study with Peckkhee la! Haiyoh.
I feel so stupid.
Let go.. let go.. let gooooo.
Yup. Learn girl, you gotta.
DANCE FLOOT ANTHEM.
Its highly addictive. Listened to it 30 times in total, recorded in my iTunes. From the original 2 times become 30 times from about 11.30pm till now.
Its got a lot of meaning. Like, letting go, in the end.
I like screaming at the part where he sings, "Say I don't wanna be in love, I don't wanna be in love." I really get the feel of the song I guess. "Feel the beat, say I don't wanna be in love. I don't wanna be in love."
Don't feel like going wakeboarding tomorrow. But I'm not gonna skip it cos it might be the only chance I'll ever get at wakeboarding.
I miss you. Nothing's helping. Me pretending all this shit isn't helping.
Stop that fucking facade Gwen. Stop it.
"SAY I DON'T WANNA BE IN LOVE, I DON'T WANNA BE IN LOVE"
Sigh. Why's it always so hard for me?
I'm spamming Dance Floor Anthem by Good Charlotte. Last time it was Keep Your Hands Off My Girl, then The River, then All Black.
Aye, Good Charlotte shall always rock. So shall FOB.
I'm turning emo.
Quin, gimme your carving tools. I'll pretend to be like you, talk to people while swinging the carving tool until you accidentally cut your arm there near your wrist. HAHA.
Went for dinner with my mom, Quin's mom and Quin. Went to NEW YORK. Finally. After so long.
I'm turning emo.
Omg la.
I don't wanna go wakeboarding tomorrow. Have to see someone I dislike and am trying to avoid. And if I fall face first into the water, Weiming's gonna laugh for half the day.
Why is it that when you used to ask me such stuff last time, I don't feel a thing (or at least I only wished I could throw a pillow at you cuz I was feeling that horrible feeling labeled jealousy). Yet now, when you ask me such stuff, I wanna rip your heart out, make you apologize and I'd wanna cry?
I wanna scream. Thanks to you.
Friday, September 14, 2007
>Good Charlotte
All that time he was taking her for granted
She wants to see if there’s more
than he gave she’s looking for
He calls her up
He’s trippin' on the phone now
He doesn’t want her out there
And alone now
He knows she’s movin' it
Knows she’s using it
Now he’s losing it
She don’t care
Everybody put up your hands
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
feel the beat now
If you’ve got nothing left
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Back it up now
You’ve got a reason to live
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Feelin' good now
Don’t be afraid to get down
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
He was always giving her attention
Working hard to buy the things she mentioned
He was dedicated
By most suckers hated
That girl was fine
But she didn’t appreciate him
She calls him up
She’s tripping on the phone now
He had to get up
And he ain’t comin' home now
He’s tryin' to forget her
That’s how we come with him
When he first met her
When they first got together
Everybody put up your hands
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
[Dance Floor Anthem lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]
feel the beat now
If you got nothing left
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Back it up now
You got a reason to live
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Feelin' good now
Don’t be afraid to get down
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
To the beat (x3)
You got nothing to lose
Don’t be afraid to get down
We break up
It’s something that we do now
Everyone has got to do it sometime
It’s okay, let it go
Get out there and find someone
It’s too late to be trippin' on the phone here
Get off the wire
You know everything is good here
Stop what you’re doin'
You don’t wanna ruin
The chance that you got to
find a new one
Everybody put up your hands
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
feel the beat now
If you got nothing left
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Back it up now
You got a reason to live
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Feelin' good now
Don’t be afraid to get down
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Now you know what to do, so come on feelin' good
SIGHSIGHSIGH. screwed up screwed up!
While walking home I thought about a lot of things. Sigh. And I'm emotional-kid again.
And I've screwed up my English oral exam la D: Mr James Lee was my examiner! :D Like, the best teacher ever (who asked me to clear his coffee cup for him =.=''') was my examiner. Hah.
But he's like, I dunno. NEED TO CLEAR HIS EARS! Haha. Cos when I said "I'd rather use my pocket money to buy something I can actually use, like books and stationary." he gave me this weird look like, *frowns* then o.0 and asks me
"booo..s?"
I heard boobs. HAHA. I think he didn't wanna say boobs so he was like "booooo...(b)....s?" LOL. "booooooo...(b)s? Or books?" he asked me. I was like, "books! -_-"
So, my last year lit teacher hasn't changed a bit.
Day was boring. Ms Goh swapped first period Science for lit. So I was like, walk into the class, clueless. Then after Lit, during English, Ms Goh interrupted Mdm Suhailah's lesson (Mdm Suhailah was like "Aiya for today's oral exam you just need to do well for it, then for some of you terrible people who aim for a just pass-") by calling out my name. So I guess it went like "who aim for a just pass Gwendolyn" and Muhammed was like laughing. Zzzz.
And FINALLY I got back my lit common test exam paper.
And no,
Ms Goh told me that
I WON'T BE RETAKING MY LITERATURE CLASS TEST.
omgwthwtf. I am so bloody upset la.
She said she'd write VR (Valid Reason) and ask the other teachers what the reason would be cuz she practically said out some answers during lit earlier. When she did that I went "WAPIANG DON'T!" and covered my ears till Yuxuan told me she not talking le. But of course I still heard it.
But yeah, I'm not taking the class test anymore. D: by putting VR they'd adjust my marks so that that lit class test marks won't be a part of my EOY marks. AYE, there goes my marks.
Later I'm going for my Math tuition ): sigh. Boring la. And till 9 also. SIGHSIGHSIGH.
Today was meant to be my slack day but noooo!, Mr Phua just had to make our Math TUITION remedials on Fridays. Sighsighsigh.
Today is another bad day.
And yes, life is screwed up. VERY screwed up.
I wanna cry again la. Haven't done that in 2 days already.
floodfloodfloodfloodflood
http://oneendeavour-ohsixties.blogspot.com/
http://oneendeavour-ohsixties.blogspot.com/
http://oneendeavour-ohsixties.blogspot.com/
http://oneendeavour-ohsixties.blogspot.com/
http://oneendeavour-ohsixties.blogspot.com/
Go vist la! :]
My LOVER(S)'s blog! Hahah.
Sadly, the layout's not done yet. Hur. Will be done soon okay? :D
Thursday, September 13, 2007
GWEN STUDIED OKAY! ;]
I STUDIED.
Hahahaha rofl lmao.
I actually studied. About 3 1/2 hours okay! Wah it was damn tiring, seemed to have sucked out all the life in me. D:
The moment I came home after MATH remedial, I bathed and immediately took my bag and books to the dining room and sat there. 4.22PM to about 8PM :]
Of course I slacked abit by going to the window and looking out, etc. after I studied for 1 1/2 hours straight. You can't blame a girl for getting all figety ei?
I can finally use the com without feeling super guilty of not studying for the day before slacking :D hah! I didn't use the com the whole day la. LOL its a miracle. ;] Even as I ate dinner I was studying and highlighting the geog textbook. And for geog I covered chapt 9 and 10!
5 more chapters to go. Go Gwen Go! G3. Lawl.
Ah, but I'm feeling mighty sleepy right now. I guess studying is really tedious for me. Haha.
School was uber boring. But then,
COUNCIL DUTY STUFFS THIS MORNING WAS FUN!
The sec3s had E-learning thing, so the whole sec3 level didn't come (and they're not coming tomorrow, and then theres Sat and Sun, then there's Monday which is a school holiday for our school. SO THEY'VE GOT 5DAYS STRAIGHT OF HOLIDAY OKAY).
And that means the council seniors didn't come too. So the sec2s were the oldest, unless you count the sec4s la.
So we were like, feeling quite big la. All of us okay. Haha. Like, got people under us, no one above. That feeling is great okay! Haha. Ms Sim gave out the nomination forms today too. We already planned - vote Stephanie to be Prez., Ameer to be vice Pres, and maybe Lianyi our LOVELY LEVEL HEAD to be the only (and maybe first) sec3 to be 2nd vice prez.! :D
Sally's telling me I should aim for OA or LA head. Or be level head. Ahhhh? Derick said me and Sally should fight for 2nd Vice Pres position, that way at least ONE next-year-sec3 will get the post. I was like "Derick, YOU SIAO AH. I then don't wanna be vice pres la. I'd rather vote you lor please."
Recess duty.. was supposed to do up my Geog homework and all since I was on patrol duty for level 1. Then there was like super a lot of people there when I went to do duty. Not councilors. There were councilors there too la. Then I asked why so many people. Then Syafiqah said "Aiyah we fasting la.. so we all stay here instead of canteen lor." I was like wth.. o.o
Then ended up chatting with Sally to discuss the voting stuffs for next year's Exco. I really don't think I'm up to standard to be in Exco. Hah, really. Honestly.
Math remedial was FUN.
I admit. I liked doing Math during that 1 hour.
Then when I got home, I immediately worked on my Math homework from remedial. Suddenly become hardworking lol ;] and I completed all the questions! :D except for two.. ahhh I hate ALGEBRA.
Went to Melody's house till 11PM+ to help her with her photoshop artwork. My dad came and fetched me back la! I told him I could walk back myself, since we're LIVING IN THE SAME BLOCK. But my mom says its dangerous. Uhh... =.=''
Maybe gonna have guitar session with Melody again :D must ask our propro cousins Timothy and Johnathan Neooooo to come also haha! ;]
And when I came home (which was just now..) I wanted to study la! Then I opened my Geog textbook and was like.. I WANNA USE THE COM LA!
And now I'm using it.
Gonna play o2jam with Melody now I guess.
Ciaoooooos!
Much loves,
xoxo-
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
fat hope.
Like Carine, she suddenly turned around and went "Gwen! You seem more cheerful today leh.." I was like "huh. You mean I'm usually not cheerful?" then she told me "oh no la, Monday you were like gonna cry the whole day, you were like *she demonstrates sad face* the whole day you know. Good, now you're smiling."
I could go "haha" in my blog posts more than 3times.
But it seems I'm gna go back to my emo stage again.
You lift me up, only to throw me harder on the ground. Heh.
Thanks for that one day of happiness and hopeful-ness.
Winteng's so right.
Ooooh baby, Imma make you regret.
GWEN CUT HER HAIR. WHEEE.
I'm finally using the desktop again. My study table suddenly feels empty without my laptop, and it seems harder to type now cos the keyboard is much harder.
And it pains me to see that all my photos, music, etc are gone. ): really pains me la.
But whats done is done. Hur..
So yeah, send me loadsa songs and stuffs please peoples! :D
Today, school was hell boring. VERY boring.
Morning duty was fun. Yesterday the new duty list for Environment just came out, and it turns out on Wednesdays I've got MG (main gate) duty with Sally and (ugh) Benjamin. And the juniors joined us today! So we briefed the juniors on what to do for Main Gate duty.
It was fun cos I got to be myself infront of the juniors. I literally went my crazy self and they laughed at me, but in the way that I'm funny. Not cos they're making fun of me I guess. But they're all like very shy... ahhhh cannot liddat!
I told Ms Sim my junior was Ameerul, and she was like "ehh he okay what. Quite cute what he! :D" I was like "*frowns* MS SIMMMM! You can't be joking. Ameerul is, uhh, NOT CUTE! Rahhhhhh!" and she was laughing away. LOL.
Need to catch up on Math, but the basics of Probability was so easy I could easily get the hang of it. Kinda like how I easily got the hang of doing SIMULATANEOUS EQUASIONS! :D ahhh loveitloveitloveit!
And it turns out we don't have Literature remedial today D: Ms Goh sorta canceled it. So there's remedial next week only I guess.
BUT.
I've got MATH remedial tomorrow. Omg la. Every Wednesday and Thursday you know! How can liddat! But EOYs are nearing la, and oh well, can say we're in a rush to recover everything. Sigh..
Mr Leong already knows my name. Uhh..
For Thinking Skills period (which was, after recess) our class concluded that we're gonna be like, doing the Drinks Mixing thingyo station for Thinking Day. That sounds soooo BROWNIE-ish. Good times, good times.
And one of the sec3 class has gotta do it with our class lol. I was thinking the Giant Puzzle stationy thingy would have been much better but aiyah. Let Atiqah they all decide la. Hahah.
CME.. did a super boring survey thingy. Wth la, its like, keep on asking the same questions over and over. Just that they rephrase it. So whats the freggin' point la. They say its to "Get our sincere answer (or was it feedback?)." wth can.
Oh and during the first two periods was Science. Mrs Supra started on CHAPTER 7SEVEN.
Issues On Sex.
Buahahahahahaha! I can imagine the "added an extra ingredients to the concoction--Chemical X" you know that part of the Powerpuff Girls theme song? :D HAHAHAH OMG ROFL.
I can imagine it (using the same voice tone) as "and Mrs Supra started on chapter 7 - Issues On Sex". Omg hahaha rofl lmao lame la!
And of course, guys went horneh, asked stupid but funny questions. All the contraceptives shit la. Haha. Super lame can. Can't wait to finish up the chapter. The guys are getting hornehhhhh. Haha okay joking. But seriously la. Especially WU YUXUAN la xD sitting beside me somemore. HAIYOH!
I still haven't studied a single shit. And I'm not motivated to.
Someone motivate me to study can? D:
Sigh. I'm feeling mighty guilty about not studying. Oh well, maybe after grabbing something to eat I would.
Oh ya.
I CUT MY HAIR.
Like, finally!
Haha. Its now super thin, and its like Alicia's hairstyle, just without the spikes. I wish I had the spikes tho. Haha. But my hair grows super long, like a bush la.. haiyoh. So I must keep going to trim it I guess. But now my fringe is kinda out of my eye's way! :D happy! Haha.
Went to cut with Kerrie. It was kinda like a last min decision, since I've been wanting to cut my hair for so long le :D
While the uncle Ken was helping me wash my hair I covered my face the whole time and he kept teasing me about it D: he was like, "woi! ah shui de peng you ah? quai lai kan la, ta xi tou ye yao gai zhu lan lei! hao xiang mei lian jian ren yi yang. Hahaha!"
eeyer.
He cut damn nice la. Some of the sec2 Mayflowerian girls are like regulars there already I guess. But now he's not working with the hair saloon people, he just opened a shop across the block from his old workplace by himself! :D
So we're all gonna be regulars there. I know Alicia got her hair cut by him once. Mine was once cos at his old workplace my mom told the wrong guy to help me cut, then Yuenman dunno cut there how many times liao la. Kerrie twice too I think. Winteng once. Hahah! :D
We kept making a lot of noise and mess at his shop la. Haha. The rest kept using the hairdryer and his combs to blow their hair straight while he was cutting my hair. Then he cut my hair halfway will go and help Alicia blow her hair and give her tips on how to blow. I was like "woiiiiiiiiiiiiiii! How can you liddat!" hah. Then Kerrie ask him anyohow cut my hair till very ahlian so I could match her new bung hairstyle which she thinks looks damn boy now. But its not la!
Then went Yuenman's house to look at the jewellery her mom still has left over. Damn a lot la. Wanna buy, go tell Yuenman :D have all the earrings and necklaces. I bought from her a heartshaped one, the one I've always wanted to get. :D