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Gwendolyn N.
26 years young, a dreamer struggling ever so slightly to not let the world's negativities consume her.


Sunday, April 29, 2007

today is a really fun day!

in the sense i got owned in Dota. GRR MUHAMMED AND XUANMING! ):

Winteng smsed me at 4+ asking me to go opposite AMK library the macs to go study with her, Raynor, Muhammed and Xuanming. I didnt check my phone till 5 and tried asking my dad. apparently he was too busy playing badminton so i decided to just go. Of course got sms him lah, just tell him i going lor.

When walking to Mac (already 6.30pm. was getting dark lah), i heard someone calling me so i turned back. On the overhead bridge was Winteng. wearing a floursent pink jacket haha. she looked damn cute.

Apparently when i'm going there Winteng had to go D: sadsadsad!!!

But then she told me to call the guys and tell them go KFC instead to study. Then can also accompany her to the KFC there the bus stop lol.

We walked up the staircase and waited on the overhead bridge for the guys. Winteng wanted to see if they will run annot. Surprisingly they came out quite fast! o.o they only took a while. but they walk like AUNTIE liddat. Hello arh guys? WALK SO SLOW, EVEN WHEN CROSSING THE ROAD?!

So we waited ontop and laughed as we watched them walk. Then when we could really see them quite close le, i shouted to them a few times to hurry up. Apparently those AUNTIES cannot hear. too old liao - DEAF! so me and Winteng walked down to the bus stop and chatted for a while then i saw the guys come down. then i said very loudly and sarcastically "WAH walk so SLOW HOR....." then they looked at me. cos if i didnt say that they would have most prob went into KFC .___.

when winteng left, we walked to the entrance of KFC. then i think either Muhammed or Raynor suggested we go Raiders play Dota o.o i think it was Muhammed. Me and Xuanming just looked at each other cos we dunno how to play lol. He never play before, i also never. haha.

the place is damn cool lah! i think it used to be the cinema thingy, cos that building used to be a cinema. its dark and red :D we got this empty row near like the middle of the whole room. most rows are empty haha. then Raynor identified the com (i dont know how he did that cos theres no numbers labeled lor!) and we sat down. it was me and Raynor, then one unused com, and Xuanming and Muhammed.

It was totally confusing when we started! i didnt know a single freaking thing and spent half the game screaming my head off at Raynor telling him that i dont understand.

xuanming might not have played before...

BUT HE OWNED ME!!!

15 deaths, all from me! Raynor only got about 3. When both of us died at around the same time we'd look at each other while waiting for respawn like it was the end of the world. WE WERE GETTING OWNED BECAUSE OF ME!!!

Muhammed and Xuanming could only laugh everytime i died. haha. from Godlike for Xuanming, to "noobest is GODLIKE! Someone kill him!" to "noobest is OWNING!" ): SORRY RAYNOR! heng you not angry or something lol :D

when we ended game, i didnt wanna play. Wanted to play audi! :D but then, there wasnt AUDI in that com T_T so i watched raynor play, then went to pay up. lol. he made me pay up or i'd pay extra. lol. then Raynor's dad called and we stopped cos he had to go home.

Then Muhammed and Xuanming went for dinner at hub while i walked home and Raynor took bus home lol.

fun times, fun times. FUN TIMES OF GETTING OWNED T_T
okay, very unhappy things happening now. and it all started yesterday.

i'm super angry with my mom. she doesnt care about what i feel. its gonna be silent, cold war-days for the rest of our lives between us. AND I'M GONNA SHOW HER I CAN SURVIVE ON MY POCKET MONEY ALONE. she thinks i'm so dependant? HAH! i'm gonna prove that she's fucking wrong.

anyway,

tuition today was hell boring can.

Mr Phua wasnt here so this young teacher came.. very boring. but HE GAVE US A 10MIN BREAK! :D Mr Phua only did that like once ever since i joined. So went to 7-11 with Celine and this Indian girl in my class (sorry! i forgot your name ): ) and bought Slurpee and went to Edo Sushi and bought Sushi! :D yummmm. Hao Eng and Joyce were there buying Sushi too.

Brought everything back upstairs to eat while the teacher was teaching. I wasnt even paying attention lor. MISTAKE! shouldnt have bought that freaking Slurpee, it made me cold in class lah!

Amos and dunno who left the class first when the cher told us we can go for a 10min break, and for the rest of the lesson Amos wasnt in class. the cher said he doesnt wanna know where they went or whatever. He just wants to carry on with lesson knowing Amos is this kinda person. lol.

After tuition went to Popular with Celine and spent a long time there cos we were looking for notebooks :D I NEED TO DO MY NOTES CAN.
EVERYTHING I BOUGHT WAS ORANGE :D or at least, majority of it was orange :D


Celine had a tough time deciding what color notebook to buy, so in the end she gave up and decided to come buy another day :/
she accompanied me home to get my stuff to go out to study cos i didnt wanna stay home and see my mom's face, but she couldnt study with me. Kerrie and Raynor also couldnt D: sadsad.
end up since no one could go, i just stayed at home.

which explains why i'm able to type this. hah.

Saturday, April 28, 2007

STRESSSS

Mid-years STRESS
Friendship stuff STRESS
Parents' high expectations STRESS
Something else STRESS

Someone tell me, what the hell in this world doesnt gimme stress? Besides playing games i like etc. like, whoooh. Killer days dude, killer days.

So much to do, so little time. Doesnt feel like it tho, its like i've got nothing to do but so much time. Looking back, i now have to cram those Science chapters that I didnt understand or remember during lessons into my brain ): very demoralising that my brain is just a small 512mb memory card o.o

i've got Mid-years next week. Not really confident of my results.. i've only studied Math and a bit of Science here and there. Mrs Ram's lessons gave me a clearer understanding of the topic. No earphones in Math tuition today.. its time to concentrate. Getcha' head in the game!

AND WORSE STILL, I'M BROKE!

but i just got my allowance today. But i've got 10bucks extra to pay for the Math tuition, 5bucks to top up my ez-link card. left with 20bucks for the week. but i'm not gonna eat during recess this Mid-year i guess. just gonna cram and cram as much info as i could into my brain in that measly 45mins.

CRAMMING CRAMMING.

Celine told me she learnt TRIGONOMETRY! omg. i wanna learn. sounds interesting but hard. Mrs Ram told us to be thankful Trigo isn't in our syllabus this year, we're gonna learn it next year.

and the letter R key and the number 5 key is jammed. argh. very hard to type, especially since "R" appears in every few words i type! D:

back on blogskins.com. do visit my profile more, i'm becoming more active there now :D missed the old buds' i made from there.. but now theres a whole new hoard of people there whom i dont know. paisehhhh!

Thursday, April 26, 2007

ahhhhh! Really tired now. and its only like 10.42pm? i'm already yawning away like some lazy pig.

THINGS THAT MAKES GWEN'S BLOGGING LIFE MISERABLE:

  1. Keyboard not working properly (certain letters and numbers get jammed)
  2. No music D:
  3. Being sleepy while blogging
  4. Parents nagging outside over and over again!
  5. Having too comfortable a chair (makes me wanna sleep on it while typing :D)

Litterally, thats all. haha. 1, 3, and 5 are all happening now. And i'm expecting an sms! So i CANT sleep. Repeat, cant sleep!

http://mf-sailing.blogspot.com/

DO VISIT THE ABOVE LINK! :D

i finally completed the layout at the link above for the sailing team. its nice right? right? RIGHTTTT? [: like, took one whole day lah! so you must visit okay! :D not totally done yet tho.. still need more info and stuff in order to finish up the whole layout.

i also spent a long while to make this banner for the sailing blog.. but i had to resize it for the blog lol. so spend A LOT A LOT of time on the banner :D

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

ohh! i'm going to study. hah!

study for like half an hour.. till 1am? yep. i need t read up on Science. if someone can help me out with understanding reflection and refraction, i gladly welcome you dude(ttes).

yep, Gwen is STUDIOUS till after mid-years.

For now, ciao and adios! cos Gwen needs to revise her Science cos her teacher just spoke gibberish in class, and she needs to get her beautaye sleepaye!

ADIOS!

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

YAYness!
i got full combo twice for Flying Duck by Cherry Filter on AuditionSEA! :D
very happy with myself. haha. my hands were trembling when i was done [:
shall talk about my day?
today's lessons were all boring okay. BORING. especially Science. most 2Integritians would agree that the way Mrs Supra teaches us, its like not teaching us at all. we dont understand a shit she's teaching!
Suprisingly for me, Math lesson today was quite fun. I managed to do a few sums and dared to ask Mrs Ram about questions I didnt know. She explained it in a way that made me feel dumb. haha. feels so good to solve questions i dont understand! :D THANKS MRS RAM!
talked throughout the whole of literature lesson to Aaron and Raynor.
I GOT 17 1/2 UPON 25 FOR LIT!
WTH?!?!
when i got back my paper, she said all my answers are very good, the points there and all were well written. then i still got 17 1/2. haiyo! I was like "whats the use of her telling me my answers are all very good, when i dont get the marks?" a lot of people say quite high le, but i dont think so!
Pasty goh kept having to scold the people at the two corners of the class - my side there and Muhammed's side. hello? i was PAYING ATTENTION if you didnt notice. Geez, i pay attention and she scolds my side the people lah -_-
read thru the notes she gave us and closed my eyes. very tired. Raynor kept shaking me to keep me awake but my eyes just kept getting smaller and smaller... so he asked me like 5 times+ why i'm so tired and i looked damn sleepy. lol.
BUT I DIDNT SLEEP OKAY! gwen is a good and studious student.
during Home Ecs we carried on sewing the keychains. i was almost finishing mine when Ms Sim told us to stop work and sit at our places so that she can give us tips (it was more like VERY OBVIOUS HINTS to the test paper haha). i think i'm gonna flunk the paper.
Err, Flunk it like a punk? .__.
when leaving school saw Melody and Mandy so decided to go home with them, since she's like my cousin and she lives in the same block as me. haha.
sent Mandy to the bus stop and we decided to go for lunch before going home. Went to Sumo House for lunch. My lunch was the same thing lah - Terriyaki Chicken. Melody didnt really like her food. haha. after eating, damn full. Melody pushed food to me while i did the same to her. haha.
went to Hub to buy bubble tea and walked home. thought of bringing our guitars to practice at ahmah's house later but she changed her mind and mine's still not tuned.. very out of tune already!
13 MORE DAYS! :D
30 AND 32 MORE DAYS! :D
love you people loads [:

Monday, April 23, 2007

i've decided to make another post. haha.

its like, now that i've got my internet back i'm damn bored. redownloading all my online games like Audition and o2jam cos when i try logging in to both games, they give me a response.

AuditionSEA : Wrong version

o2jam : YOU SHOULD DOWNLOAD & INSTALL GAME FULL VERSION

haiyo. only reliable thing now is surfing the net. dont feel like returning to blogskins.com and removing my Hiatus stage thingo. i'm too lazy to, not bothered to, and too many people are joining blogskins.com. i dont feel like returning.

LEMME BE ON HIATUS FOREVERRRR.

anyway.
i dont feel like smsing. Sabeh asked me a really interesting question that i considered over and over again when i got home today. He's right. What happens if that day comes one day? dang.

oh yes.
be jealous of me man.

Because i've not been online for like, God knows how long, i've been making WALLPAPERS whenever i felt damn bored. feel like creating a website to showoff my works but nah, wont do it.

its not nice anyway. except that they're customised and i bet no one else in the world has them even tho they're like words or brushes only kinda thing. but still -

- NO ONE'S HAVING MY WALLPAPERS!

muahahha.

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just realised i have 2280 unread emails ddes and ddettes! :D if i really went thru my inbox now it might take me just a million years. might as well forget it [; hehe.


FINALLY. my MSN Messenger background color is orange again. haha!


aye. who cares about audition. okay wait, i still do. hah.

NOW I'M DRUMMANIA FREAK. waiting for Aaron to go Bugis arcade one day with me. We'll play DRAGON BLADE. omgomg!

my ABSOLUTE favourite song aside from Believe in Love and the other song with the nice beat. i took like 6 tries to complete Dragon Blade. all died except for recently i went with Celine to X-Zone after tuition haha.

BUT
BUT
BUT!

i can COMPLETE DRAGON BLADE NOW! even tho its just Basic standard, i still completed it! Well, auto-bass of course people. haha. x3 speed. love that speed. lol.

now i can play standard mode, basic songs liao. playing lvl 20 advanced for some songs. damn fun. like Believe in Love, the advanced is more fun than basic. someone, agree :D

DM AND GF!

those are not initials of people's names. Those mean DrumMania and GuitarFreak. people! must play V2 for DM haha. i dont care about GF until Aaron teaches me how to play advanced songs for GF properly without dying, cos i am. haha!

MY INTERNET IS WORKING :D

OheMGee!!!!

peoplepeoplepeoplepeople!

MY INTERNET IS FREAKING WORKING AGAIN. LIKE, OMG I FEEL LIKE I'M GONNA HIT THE FREAKING ROOF COS RIGHT NOW IT JUST SEEMS SO SHORT!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! *runs around in circles*

yayyayyayyayyayyayyay! you know how fast the speed is when doing the long-time-no-patch AuditionSEA patch?

ABOUT 1200+KBPS :D

haha, wanted to show some images but blogger had some problem with javascript. oh well nevermind then [:
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here are the screenshots! :D


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Saturday, April 21, 2007

woah. like one month never update! haha. so i am now.

incase you're still wondering, hey wth are you doing online gwen??
inside info, i'm like using other people's wl. heh.

make things fast and summarised. haha.

thanks all for a nice 14th birthday yep :D
this year's birthday was a weird year. considering the fact my parents werent at home for my birthday.

they went to GENTING during my birthday, thinking i would go.

i was quite sad lah, but i have my friends around to celebrate it with me :D

Thanks KERRIE, ALICIA, EILEEN, JIAQI, CELINE, AARON, MUHAMMED AND RAYNOR for celebrating my birthday with me :D even tho we celebrated it two days earlier lol.

Good friday! haha.

quin's damn shocked that i'm online haha!

okay back to the point.

now my internet's still down. so dont expect me to be online much still okay. haha.
i have like a damn lot to talk about lor haha.

so much that i dont really know where to start. heh.

oh yah!

yesterday when i went back to school to put the interschools form in ms cheng's pigeon hole after the dragonboating thing, i saw some of the sec2 dance people at the piano haha. i was about to leave when carine dragged me to the piano there saying someone was looking for me.

i expected it to be a senior who was like urm, aimlessly walking around school cos he didnt wanna go home?

when i got there mauruay was playing the piano haha. then jiaqi and nicolette saw me, ran to me and jumped on me. then all the sec2 dance people who were there (it was like, 5.30pm lol) shouted hi to me haha. then i saw raynor standing there with mauruay haha so i went over to say hi to them. dammnit maruay can play the piano damn nice lah!

as we were chatting, we saw this guy with a camera. in his hands was a bunch of FLOWERS.

so naturally we thought of laughing cos a guy was holding flowers in one hand and a camera in another.

then we saw a bride and groom walk from the ramp there! haha. the dancers got damn hyped up and ran to them and started talking to the bride. they should be related to the school in some way, cos its not like our school is a nice place to have your wedding photos taken!

they came back and told me she and her husband were ex-mayflowerians. hah, i guessed as much. bingo :D

when they left after taking the last few shots at the fountain, me and nicolette asked mauruay to play the wedding song thingo on the piano while they were walking past the general office :D the bride turned back. lol. i was like wahhh they never turn around and shout thanks de!!! haha.

sooo...

CONGRATS TO BOTH OF YOU :D
have a blessed wedding yep [:

even tho i dont know you two haha. hope either one of you are from sailing o.o hehe.