G E E B E E ▲ ∆



Gwendolyn N.
26 years young, a dreamer struggling ever so slightly to not let the world's negativities consume her.


Saturday, February 28, 2009

Today just wasn't my day

YEAH you know what, it totally wasn't.

Firstly, I got my phone stolen when I was at NSC (National Sailing Center) today! It was there before I went to rig up, and after we came back, I couldn't find it.

Ariel helped me to call my number but the call got cut after 7 seconds.

After that David helped me to call, but the phone was turned off.

WHOEVER STOLE MY PHONE, YOU BETTER OWN UP/RETURN IT.
ITS A RED AND BLACK NOKIA 5320 PHONE, ASS.

Secondly, me and David went to eat at Carl's Jr. at Vivo after that. He left his wallet there and 3 hrs later, before he bought his ferry tickets he realised it so we went back and the staff said they didn't see it.

Went to the info counter and it was there, intact and all, EXCEPT..

.. the money. Which totals up to $301 bucks.
EVEN THE 1 DOLLAR COIN WAS TAKEN.

Oh, even the MRT card was gone! And the wallet wasn't found in Carl's Jr., it was found in the female toilet!! Like, what the hell you freaking cheapo! Even the MRT card you wanna take.

Well to that bloody asshole, THANKS FOR LEAVING MY BOYFRIEND WITH ONLY 10CENTS YOU MORON!!!


Bειιε says:
these people
economic crisis huh
gwen i am. ♥ POLAROIDDDDS! says:
maybe lor
RECESSION
GOT PHONE! -take-
GOT MONEY! -take-
Bειιε says:
sell
take and SELL
mind you
gwen i am. ♥ POLAROIDDDDS! says:
OMG MRT CARD!!!!!!! WHOOHOO JACKPOT NO NEED TOP UP MONEY LIAO! -take-


Dear kept complaining about it. Out of the $301 bucks, $200 was for me since he was supposed to get me a present. Told him not to buy a present for me since this happened but he insisted on getting something for me still, just cheaper. Aww, so sweet right! :)

I seriously don't know why he took out 200bucks just for me to spend! Still can ask me, "Do you wanna buy something? I brought out 200bucks for you, you know!"

Girlfriend loses handphone, boyfriend loses money. But phone belongs to boyfriend so boyfriend loses both money AND handphone. :(

I SERIOUSLY FEEL SO BAD ABOUT IT!!


Okay Arsenal vs. Fulham now! I SEE MY SAMIR NASRI ON THE FIELD!

But Fabregas and Eduardo aren't playing.
Fabregas will be returning in March tho! :)

Going off to watch the match now, Xoxo babes!

Thursday, February 26, 2009

100 Flower Boys and sickening food which didn't make my day

I'm bored and yet I've not done any studying. Yet here I am using the laptop. And oh, I found this on a Livejournal community..

(I've not talked about ANYTHING Arashi OR SHINee on my blog for a long time so pardon me!)

NOTE: Bolded names are those I support, and bolded comments are mine.

MNet Wide's 2009 list of Super 100 flower boys

1. Lee Minho
2. Kang Dong Won
3. Kim Bum
4. Yoongwoong (Hero) Jaejoong (DBSK)
5. Matsumoto Jun (Arashi)
6. Kim Hyunjoong (SS501)
7. Nick Khun
8. Jung Il Woo
9. Oguri Shun
10. Jo In Sung

11. Moon Mason
12. Joo Ji Hoon
13. Vic Zhou
14. Taemin (SHINee)
15. Lee Yong Dae
16. Micky Yoochun (DBSK)
17. Akanishi Jin (KAT-TUN)
18. Kim Jae Wook
19. Yamashita Tomohisa/Yamapi (NewS)
20. Jang Geun Suk

21. Minho (SHINee)
22. Heechul (Super Junior)
23. Boyd Holbrook (model)
24. Kim Yo-Han
25. Lee Jun Ki
26. Ji Seung Jun (Shoot Dori)
27. Andrea Goldberg (Model)
28. Kibum (Super Junior)
29. Ji Hyun Woo
30. Yoo Seung Ho

31. Choikang Changmin (DBSK)
32. Tamaki Hiroshi
33. Yoo Ah In
34. Hongki (FT Island)
35. Mokomichi Hayami
36. TOP (Big Bang)
37. Hyunbin
38. Lee Seung Gi
39. Gaspard Ulliel
40. Kamenashi Kazuya (KAT-TUN)

41. Sungmin (Super Junior)
42. Hwang Kidong
43. Teppei Koike (WAT)
44. Lee Dong Wook
45. Mun Sungmin
46. Ricky Kaka
47. Se7en
48. Jung Eui Chul
49. Tsumabuki Satoshi
50. U-know Yunho (DBSK)

51. G-Dragon (Big Bang)
52. Zac Efron (LOL WHAT? ZAC EFRON?)
53. Lee Dong Gun
54. Miura Haruma
55. Im Joo Hwan
56. Nicholas Holt
57. Cheon Jeong Myeong
58. Kim Hyungjoon (SS501)
59. Park Tae Hwan
60. Ryan Curry

61. Shin Min Cheol
62. Mitchell Scott Hewer
63. Kyuhyun (Super Junior)
64. Mingus Lucien Reedus
65. Kim Hyesung
66. Donghae (Super Junior)
67. Kim Dong Wook
68. Joe Cheng
69. Fredrik Stenman
70. Joseph McManners

71. Park Hae Jin
72. Siwon (Super Junior)
73. Kim Jung Hoon
74. Matsuda Shota
75. Kim Joon
76. Nu Min Woo (Trax)
77. Baek Ji hoon
78. Chase Crawford
79. Baek Seung Hyun
80. Onew (SHINee)

81. Evan Yoo
82. Toma Ikuta
83. Hong Jong Hyun
84. Jonghun (FT Island)
85. John G Weir
86. Song Joong Ki
87. Eita
88. Kim Si Hoo
89. Robert Pattinson (EVERYONE'S FAVOURITE EDWARD CULLEN HOW COULD WE NOT FORGET? -.-)
90. Lee Wan

91. Sung Je (Supernova)
92. Lee Hyun Jin
93. Matt Anderson (Volleyball player)
94. Jinwoon (2AM)
95. Jiro Wang (Fahrenheit)
96. Chris (Battle)
97. Ben Barnes
98. Kim Min Seok
99. Taegoon
100. Lee Hae Woo


I cannot believe Jonghyun didn't make it to the list! When Taemin, Minho and OneW made it!! :( oh well, he's still the best SHINee member to me.

Buying Haviannas! Finally, since Belle and Drey are having a spree on their blogshop.

Do visit y'all!
Kissing Airwaves


Today I ate: Nothing but Milo for breakfast (was so tired, so I had no appetite), Milo for recess, usual from the yong tauhu stall for lunch, 2 apples for dinner.

But my mom spoilt me by coming home from Hub with BUBBLE TEA for all of us. I'm really trying not to drink it but no one wants it so its melting on the coffee table now lalala.. *innocent*

Then she made me eat the fried kuay tiao Aunty Tun's currently cooking. Sigh.

I think I'll wallow in self-pity for a longer time now..

OKAY NO I'LL GO WATCH GOSSIP GIRL INSTEAD. Xoxo, Gossip Girl.

So Tata lovelies!

Xoxo

Mini bio lesson

Blogging from the school's computer lab now.

Its so ironic, like, we're having bio remedial in the computer lab right now and everyone's got the computers turned on, on Hotmail, blogger, Google.. Now its proved that tis' the wrong place to hold a remedial.

"Cerebrospinal", "white matter", "grey matter".. wait, isn't Grey Matter the name of the Ben 10 alien who's really, rilly smart?

OH. No wonder, the grey matter cell really looks like Grey Matter's head.

I'm blogging while listening to Mdm Loh and writing down blanks on the notes she handed out. Hmm, "reflex arc is the shortest pathway by which impulses travel from receptor to effector-"

I'M BORING YOU OUT AREN'T I. Hahaha! I'M BORED MYSELF! :(

AND ITS RAINING NOW, like, we don't have to sail anymore. :(:(:(

We.


You know, sometimes we all just have to, well, smile and let things go.

After having gotten 15/25 for Literature, my pet subject, it was pretty hard to remain smiling cuz it kinda hit me hard like woah!. During the SL meeting, well.. things happened and I just had to cry again, which is like could you believe it, DURING the meeting!

Another post at another inhumane time, considered that since we have school tomorrow.

Sailing tomorrow, bad flu, sorethroats.. ugh. I don't know why I'm not sleeping yet. Well okay maybe cuz I got a little too carried away watching Gossip Girl, which is a hell of an awesome show you should really go watch it. "Xoxo, Gossip Girl".


Tata for now, and goodnight.

Xoxo

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Maybe I was stupid,

I'm sleepy, so I shall let you see a macro of my eye.


Okay I'm just being random.

Sometimes, some things I can hold in, some things I know I SHOULD hold in. Why did I just have to open my mouth cuz I couldn't take it at one measly point in my life?

Needless to say, its whats happening that triggers the short-spanned uncontrolled emotions and feelings of mine, but you're the more and most important thing to me right now.

Its not the phone calls and stuffs.

I know you have my interests at heart, and you think thats the least you could do for me. But heck, I don't think you're treating me badly at all! Infact, all I need is just you. You being there for me, by my side, and vice versa. :)

I don't need you falling asleep over the phone yet staying awake just because of me, I will and I AM feeling so bad and guilty. :(

Sorry about everything love. Well duh I am touched that you're trying so badly to change cuz I said all the things I shouldn't have..

.. well thats why I'm afraid to tell you stuffs I'm not happy with in the first place but yeah whatever.

Just know that no matter what, you're still the same best guy friend I've always had that was always there for me and that I love you for who you are.

I love you nerd!

:)

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

My life would suck without You


Sick today, so I compensated for my missing of the 2 Emath periods by doing 1.5hrs of Emath at home. Haha.

Been slacking for 2 hours already, which isn't good. I think my bro's on par to the amount of studying he did today with mine since he went to do his work after lunch. But now he's watching TV.

Patapon is so addictive that I kept playing it when I just woke up and during lunch.

Oh pictures of the cookies Ker baked. Think I'm supposed to take it to school for Cia and Eileen too but I kept forgetting! :(



Darn cute things!

I need to get into mugging mode like, now. UGH. Haven't compensated for the 2 Lit and Chem periods I missed today.

I think I'm gonna start this thing, like when I miss school, I'll compensate myself by studying that subject the same number of periods I had today. Kinda stupid yeah but who cares its me and not you. :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bap-oZI-Grc
(They didn't allow the video to be embedded!)

Was singing and listening to this song during CME yesterday.
Kinda stuck in my head. But the lyrics are so true aren't they!
Cuz we belong, together now.
Forever united here somehow.
You got a piece of me, and honestly,
My life would suck without you.

p.s. I really feel like just wallowing in self-pity right now.

:(

Monday, February 23, 2009

If this post makes no sense, pardon me

Might not go to school tomorrow, my flu's getting worse and my throat's getting all clogged up.

Eyes are damn puffy now.

We Live and We Learn to take One Step At a Time.

I was in no mood for dinner earlier, but yeah got hungry. If not my mom would scold me for only eating breakfast, which I had as lunch since I ate it during CME.

Slacked today. Not good. No mood.

Sang random songs with Manda and Mel during CME since Mdm Loh taught us Bio instead of some marriage nonsense.

Mdm Loh taught us about Thyroid glands today, which reminded me that I have Hyperthyroids. Which totally sucked cuz I forgot about it since I've not gone to see the Chinese doc I used to see weekly.

Nothing dramatic.

Rilly need to get my calculator before Emath. Well heck, I don't care. I have no mood for Vectors anyway, which I kinda thought I recently fell in love with since its so fun. It feels good tho, to actually be smart enough to know something someone else doesn't and help them do it.

Pays to have tuition. I don't feel dumb anymore!

Bumpy roads, bumpy times.
Hurtful stuffs but who gives a damn when you've got
THE END IN MIND?

I'm putting the CARE talk to full use now.

Tata people! Goodnight.

You're not useless at all.
Doesn't hurt to say I love you, cuz I really do.

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Raining cats and dogs,

Its been raining cats and dogs, I'm bored, REALLY bored.

And now I'm upset. Okay whatever. Update later when I've cooled down. I should just really stop crying now.

Feeling exuberant, ebullient

This rose from Sally wilted already. :(



I loved the sports heats on Friday. Whoooo..!!!

Sadly, after graduating I won't be feeling that much happiness I get from sprinting unless I go take part in some marathon or something. :( the feeling of seeing myself catch up from 4th runner to 2nd/1st in the 4x100 inter-CCA relay was AWEEESOME! Friggin'!

Dearest crashed into me LOL. So funnay. Didn't notice till someone pointed it out.



And getting first for both 100m and 200m was the best. Like, FINALLY. it took me what, 4 years??!

I'M SO GETTING MYSELF A DSLR AFTER O'S. Carlo lent me his to play around. Wide lens is the most friggin' awesome thing I've ever experienced in a DSLR man! HOLY.

Santa please give me one for my birthday or something even tho you don't celebrate birthdays but Christmas LOL.


Tuition wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. I got a bit bored out when he taught me vectors.. but in the end I still got it after the 1 1/2 hrs lesson.

I'd rather spend 1.5hrs chionging thru the whole chapt 4 AND understanding it in tuition, rather than spend like God knows how many periods chionging thru it and NOT understanding it during Emath lessons.


I JUST HAD THIS CONVO WITH IZZY ON MSN:
[ Ichiha ] - Make Me, Break Me, I Dont Care. says:
u better sleep hor
gwen i am. ♥ POLAROIDDDDS! says:
yesh izzy
[ Ichiha ] - Make Me, Break Me, I Dont Care. says:
wait jimmy come after chair leh not u
gwen i am. ♥ POLAROIDDDDS! says:
LOL
HAHAHHAA
chair
HAHAHAHA LOLOLOL
[ Ichiha ] - Make Me, Break Me, I Dont Care. says:
then wat
gwen i am. ♥ POLAROIDDDDS! says:
SO FUNNY OMG
[ Ichiha ] - Make Me, Break Me, I Dont Care. says:
table?
gwen i am. ♥ POLAROIDDDDS! says:
chair
HAHA
HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
[ Ichiha ] - Make Me, Break Me, I Dont Care. says:
crazy girl
confirm kena bang by car just now right

SO FUNNY! "Come after chair not you" LOL chair!
*imagines Mr Lim running after a chair*
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Just came back from my aunt's place. They had their weekly mahjong session again.

Something MAJORLY pissed me off, so pardon me for letting off some steam, cuz if they didn't realise it yet WE ALL DON'T LIKE IT.

(edited: Okay I decided to delete the ranting. LEAVE IT FOR LIVEJOURNAL!!)


Me and Timothy were so bored out and tired.
He just came back from softball training.

So.. we spent the day there at his house playing our PSP games in ge-m's room, talking about school and stuffs, watching The Clone Wars, playing guitar, calculating possibilities..

If I thought my sec4 life in MFSS was hectic and terrible, I never realised how hard ACS(I) students have it!

He's literally busy from morning till 9/10+ everyday!

Tim sounds like Ryan when he sings while playing his guitar- they both have the English accent, except Tim doesn't go off-key -.- and he kept asking me if his singing was bad which IT WASN'T lol.

After that he wanted to play Poker but couldn't find people to haha since they were all mahjong-ing. So he started opening 5 cards by himself and calculating the Possibility of him winning, getting flushes and pairs etc. It's as if he was doing magic tricks cuz he was correct majority of the time.

The power of Math. :\
I would never think of possibility while playing Poker.

I fell asleep while he played a game my bro transferred into the PSP, and then we went outside to slack and watch Arsenal vs. Sunderland.

BENDTNER IS LIKE THE MOST EPIC PHAIL (fail) PLAYER I'VE EVER SEEN!

The Arsenal vs. Cardiff City match was damn funny but what the hell IT WAS AN OPEN GOAL! This match.. omg his kicks are quite off and what is he doing man!

And then..
THE REFEREE YELLOW-CARDED NASRI!

WHAT THE HELL MAN. I WAS FUMING MAD LA, even tho I knew its nothing much (if he red-carded Nasri I would effing scream at the TV!!). Like, they showed the replay and OBVIOUSLY Nasri didn't push the guy! Its so. Bloody. OBVIOUS!!

Then when the stupid Whitehead (YES THERES ACTUALLY SOMEONE WITH A SURNAME "WHITEHEAD"!) pushed Nasri down and he literally slided across the grass like how heavy boulders are being transported in rivers, the referee didn't bother. WHAT NONSENSE!

But I fell asleep halfway thru half-time. :\

Sorry about my posts being wordy nowadays! Here's a nice picture of 4E which I got from Atiqah's phone to end off this whole post, in compensation. :(

With Mr Izar.
We're the 4Endeavour love yo.


p.s. I really wanna go to Kinokuniya all of a sudden :\

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Rant post + a lot of nonsense

Thought of posting all the V-Day + IPP exercise photos, but blogger's being a beeyotch and not letting me post 5 pictures at a go. After painstakingly uploading so many pics one by one I'm lazy to post.

Woke up at 7:30am today. Wanted to go back to sleep but kept thinking about the museli bars that I'm supposed to buy for the regatta today so I couldn't.

Smsed Dee, Nic Wong and got no reply.
Called Dee and accidentally woke him up from his BEAUTY SLEEP, and he was reeeeeally grumpy and hung up after a while. Opps and double opps. Sorry!

But it kinda hurt to think that in the past if I woke him up he would be okay with it.

At least he called back and apologized.

SIGH, I NEED TO GET MY MIND OFF ALL THE NEGATIVES!

(Rant starts here so you can skip it. I just need to get whats on my mind out)

Whats in the past stays in the past. I screwed up this so its my fault. I need to control my anger laaa. Need to stop throwing tantrums at him. Need to stop thinking how much has changed!!

UGH UGH AND TRIPLE UGH!

He's reminding me more and more of _.
Don't wanna get so sad.

I mean, who does?

I keep comparing us now and us then. Its like, so much has changed. Yeah cuz I started screwing up first, but what the hell, I feel as if we're no longer the same. Comparing how we were in the past and how we are now.. kinda sucks. It makes me feel like crap, and kinda confuses me.

Its got me thinking a lot.



I got so much more to rant but I think I'll leave it to livejournal.


Went to NTUC to buy the museli bars at like 9.30am and then bused down to school. Saw a few sailors, think Mubarak, Teng and Iggy going in.

Talked to the sailors, wished them luck.

Talked to Dee and he seemed really.. reluctant to talk?
Or maybe it was me. I know how easily paranoid I get.

Went home after they left. Then stood at the bus stop and missed two 262 buses. Kinda stupid. Ended up taking 169, and I saw Jiaqi at the traffic light so went to say hi.

---------------------------------

Tuition at 2. How long's it been since I had tuition? A year roughly.

Hope it doesn't get too awkward. Haha. Its like, I don't like personal tutors cuz it gets really weird. But since Ker is so comfortable with this tutor, I thought, why not?

I'm gonna be joining Qihua for the SINDA tuition for chem.

So I'm gonna be coming back at like 9-ish every 2 days. :\

I really don't know how I can keep this up for a year! Its so FUSTRATING!

Okay better get ready for tuition. Update later. :)

I really should get all that crap off my mind right about...

.

.

.

Now.

Friday, February 20, 2009

Everything links together somehow, like in the literature paper today


The Fear - Lily Allen

Stuck to this song.


LASALLE, NAFA, WHAT THE HELL AM I THINKING MAN.
Well, at least my parents tell me that (in a better way, of course).

So maybe its THAT stupid for your daughter to chase her dreams?
"Must have a degree first la!"

SO SMART.

I'm scared of how I'm supposed to feel.
What's right, what's wrong?

I've not gotten a proper pair of running shoes since I was sec1, and every Monday's PT I use the same shoe I've been wearing since 4 years back. No friction, soles coming out. Finally got a new Adidas pair that I loved so much today, and Dad had to give me the not-happy face.
I thank you, you gave me what you call the "recession face".

NOT FUNNY.

I really miss how much time we had together.
I don't like changes, never did.
Why're we so busy?
Why do I feel like this is so screwed up?
You can say it, but can you prove it?

O's, BIG. FAT. O'S. Spoils everything.

EVERYTHING.

I've been so busy lately. No time for this, that.

Been really, really upset recently.
Sailing juniors, feeling stressed out, problems with beloveds..

Even had gastrics today while sailing halfway cuz I had no time to eat! I missed the sailing bus even and had to call Yanling. Thank God they were nearby. And I wasn't done with my Chemistry remedial especially since Mr Lim was free enough to teach me the Mole Concept!

:(

I feel so.. useless. How do I balance so much.


1 thing 2 do, 3 words 4 you.
I love you.

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Red and black, red and black

I wanna play Patapon 1 SO BADLY!! The Patapon 2 that Longlong helped me to download has problems after the intro stage. Sadface much!

Didn't study for Lit at all.

Went outside the school library to chat with Atiqah while Ker and Cia studied (okay Cia was reading mags and National Geographic). Waited for Eileen and we went back together. Washed up and went to meet Mom at AMK Central to look for my new running shoes!

Okay now I officially declare my favourite colors red and black.

Its like, I subconciously LOVE red or something. (Mentioned before)

All the Adidas shoes I bothered looking at today had to be majority red. Found this damn nice red pair (think its AdiPRENE), and the only thing stopping me is the fact that it doesn't have shoelaces but velcro. :( its so light and shiok okay. WANT IT SOOOO MUCH.

And the 2nd alternative I considered was another red Adidas pair. AdiPRENE!

Got a new shoebag too. Same as Ryan's, and I wanted to get the red and black one actually. But since he had it, I got the totally black one.

SEE, I TOLD YOU I SUBCONCIOUSLY LOVE RED (plus black).
  1. I wanted to paint my room red. Mom said its too.. unmatchable.
  2. I want an Arsenal jersey and I'm an Arsenal fan. (RED!)
  3. My Unicorn PE shirt's red and plus PE shorts- Red and black. (RED!!)
  4. My Crumpler's red and black. (RED!!!!!!)
  5. The phone Dee lent me is red and majority black. My Sony Ericsson phone I used before was majority red, and black. (RED!)

Watched the replay of Arsenal vs. Cardiff with Dad yesterday. Bendtner did a super funny thing! But stupid, if not it would've been 5-0! It was an open goal too.

The ball came to him, he kicked, the ball hit the goal post and bounced back at him. He kicked again, but this time the ball hit the GOALKEEPER and bounced back to him! HAHA. Cardiff's goalie had this "Omg what just happened??" look when he got up.

Fabregas hurry come back to play. Eduardo's back (his goals when they played against Cardiff City was AWESOME! Awesome comeback! :D). With Nasri, Fabregas, Eduardo, Ramsey and Walcott, The Gunners will own :)


Gonna read Off Centre before sleeping now. Sigh, wish the paper will be on the Epilogu. I prefer Off Centre to CID (not the police thing. CID = Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night Time).

TTFN Tata For Now HuHuHu!

Good morning!

It (was) 6:09AM.

I'm BLOGGING at 6 in the morning.

While eating my breakfast.

I bet my bro's thinking, "jie, why the hell do you get to use the laptop at 6? AM??!" well, cuz I woke up at 4:44AM (okay whaaaa? I know 4 is my fav number but 444?) and couldn't go back to sleep so I studied geog till 5.40am and went to bathe happily tralala.

I kinda regret going sailing yesterday. The winds were AWEEEESOME, but when I came home I was so tired out and slackish like.

Gawd, I need to work on my self-discipline.

(Master of procastination, yes I am.)

I only started studying at like 10.40pm? And was so sleepy by 11.30pm.

So I took a break, telling myself I'd take a 1hr nap when I took a 5hr one.

=_=|||

And now I look so sleep-deprived, what with me in a jacket when the fan's blowing in my face and my hair so wet. Hah! Finally, I took a shower early so I have 30mins of "natural hair drying" time. :)

I feel so self-contradictory.
Jacket + fan in my face. Weird much!

And I choked on the sauce on my hotdog just now. Its burning. My. Throat.

AND I ALREADY HAVE A FRIGGIN' SORETHROAT!

Common test week.. not so much fun is it? Can't wait till tomorrow, last paper. Which is literature. I already told myself I'm doomed for this common test cuz I'm totally not prepared. I didn't study for Emath at all, much less talk about the bio/chem paper we're taking later. I just focused on geog this time.

Mr Chng kept saying, "Gwen ah! You gonna pass ah? Yes right?"

:(

Friday's our sports day heats! So excited. Last year already, time to chiong for all my sprinting events. :) they say Unicorn is doomed but whateverrr. We're the red love yo.

And INTER-CCA RELAY! I'm go glad that Dee put my name in cuz I totally didn't drop out of like what, 3 events for Unicorn like he wanted me to if not he wouldn't let me run? Well well.. time to do some owning. :)

Speaking of CCA, yesterday's training pissed me off majorly.

2nd to finish race, 3rd to reach back to shore, LAST to pull my boat up. Cuz I went to help the sec1s who couldn't pull their picos and bytes up.

Thank goodness some sec1s aren't staying. Or I'd just slap myself. And others? GAWD. We're a team godamnit! Its not about YOU, its about US. Meaning help each other and not go bathe just cuz YOU'RE done. Bryan's reaction was like mine, "What the hell? Bathe so fast? Still got somemore bytes la!"

OKAY GOTTA GO HOTDOG'S HALF-EATEN MILO'S HALF-DRANK AND I NEED TO CHANGE INTO UNIFORM AND GO. TTFN, TATA FOR NOW!

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Like a girl changes clothes,

Okay since most people say I don't update much, I shall! :)



Ian Eastwood. Been watching him since last year. And this choreo is super sick. I don't know how he does it. He's around my age somemore! So envious! Wobz also danced in this studio before so yeah. Millennium! I wanna go there man.

But his style's recently changed to be somewhat like Adam Sevani's, tho.

AH I MISS HIP HOP! GRRRRRR.

I don't know how much longer I can stand not taking lessons. And Maqrius asked me to join back now that the studio's relocated! I missssss dance like mad okay.

I've been so busy recently, what with all the tests this week and common tests coming up next. Can't wait for tomorrow since it'll be such a slackish day.

IPP before recess and after recess it's like, most likely some racial harmony/total defense thing? Mel told me haha. Then going to J8 with Cia after school and then going home TO SLEEP before going out at night for a moooovie.

This is why I love Fridays. :)

And oh! I baked again, for Valentine's Day.

Cards will be given on Monday I swear to you guys whom I love sososo much! Sorry! After baking I've was too tired to make cards. And I didn't buy them since I prefer handmade.

During Student Leaders' Investiture rehearsal. My lovelies!

Realised that most of us in this pic are from 1E'06. Okay fine, all but 2.

And this is the work of art of me, Alex, Bev, Jani, Amanda, Afiqah and Nic.

It just proves to you how bio sometimes makes us so bored we write notes and I start making a paper aeroplane out of it and start marking the English they used in this paper.



Timothy and Jiawen. :)

These pictures were all during the CNY period, first few is from our reunion dinner at my gran's place.


She loves seeing herself in the phone via the 3G camera!
HOW CUTE CAN SHE GET?


2nd. I don't know what this will bring for us.
Just know that no matter what, I'll always be right by your side and here for you. Hopefully it'll be vice versa. Thankful that you've been around for me all this while.

How much will we change?


p.s.
I LAUGHED FOR 17MINS STRAIGHT DURING ENGLISH TODAY!

Saturday, February 07, 2009

Reckon

(Just submitted this to Deviantart today. Got fast +favs and comments, thanks!)

I think I'll start experimenting with these kind of photos.
Its really fun! :)

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Okay, here are the rest of the Chinese New Year pictures.

Going to Celine's place has been postponed from last Wednesday, to last Thursday, to (I think) Saturday to tomorrow.

Don't know what to say man.

So yeah, Mrs Sidhu's place for most of the pics, Uncle Sin Tho's for the middle and Uncle Stewart's for the rest.

:)

PART 1-
Mrs Sidhu's.


Fun playing Taboo.

Which, of course, lasted a while.
Sailors have VERY short attention span, don't we?

The sec1 juniors who went.

Funny how we're not exactly "level-ist".
Like, there was this mental rule about only sec3s and 4s of the year going.

See how my batch of sailors are soooo nice? :)

(Okay, just kidding. All sailors are awesome.)


Agnes holding Sonia!

She's superrr cute.



Ell Dee Em.
(LDM!)

Silly people doing silly things at silly places.

Oh well, what to do you tell me.
My best friends somemore.


PART 2-
Uncle Sin Tho, Da gu ma, Zhiming gege and Zhiyi gege.
Okay I swear I want my computer to be like this in future.

2 screens connected to 1 CPU.

So when you move your mouse to the left screen, you play Hellgate London.
Move it to the right and you can just use any programme.

We got so bored sitting by the stairs, watching David (Song, not Lembono), Gerald and Garian play Hellgate.

Zhiming gege was coming up when he said "This part of the house has become you three's favourite spot right?" Haha, funnay.





PART 3-
Uncle Stewart, Aunty Jill, Yeowloong, Yeowming, Yeowhao.
Went down to this coffeeshop opposite their house after visiting.

Had crispy noodles while the kids had fried rice plus roti prata.

Haohao
(Or so we pronounce it as "HouHou")

Roti prata, fried rice, crispy noodles.

Now we know, we should never sit beside my bro when eating.


Aeroplane..


Oh, I just watched the last few episodes of AVATAR: The Legend of Aang yesterday since Yeowloong brought over the DVDs. By far, I still think that Avatar's the best cartoon yet! Like, amazing storyline, amazing characters. Lovelovelove it!

Hope to borrow all the DVDs for it. Hahaha. I miss watching it already.

Zuko's so cute and sweet! :)


Okay I am freaking about the Geog test tomorrow.

Sigh, 3 class tests in one week, literally one day after the other, except for Bio which is on Thursday, am I right?

Then next week's common test.

So much to do, so little time.

But yet, time flies past so quickly.

Monday, February 02, 2009

Its like learning to fly, or falling in love

Been trying to learn this score since 7plus till about 9plus, and now my back is aching! Cuz I have no proper keyboard stand, so the keyboard has to be on the floor. And to learn the tutorial from my laptop, I had to put my laptop on the floor too.



Learnt a bit of Forbidden Love by S.E.N.S. too.

I really didn't wanna blog, but goshhhh I gave in to temptation! (I've been doing that recently)

On the other hand, lessons have been mundane. REALLY mundane. The Apollo wafer thing that Syafiqah gave me during CME to munch on really saved my day.

Oh, on another note, CONGRATS TO EILEENY BEANIE!

It was SOOOOO nice to see the bus go into school after a super tiring day of physical training, and I realised hey its the badminton peeps and she was waving like a siao char bor at me.

Of course, being the ultimate Arashi fans, we communicated with telepathy.

Nah, just joking. We used our hands and lip-synced words. Whoo, 5-0! WELL DONE!


I REALLY DON'T LIKE THE SUICIDES WE DID DURING TRAINING. :(

Its like, 4 points to touch! Last time we did 2, then Mrs Sidhu increased it to 3. I could still do it then, and could like run 4 rounds with others before I literally died. This time I was a goner! The first time and you could see half the sailing team on the floor panting.

I'd rather do 4 rounds than to do 2 and die.

Tho.. it did feel nice to run outside school. My lungs couldn't take it again. Maybe I should really take Mom's advice and go see a doc about my breathing.. Hmm.

I HAVE SO MUCH TO BLOG ABOUT BUT URGH, SCHOOLWORK AND REALITY IS SNAPPING AT ME RIGHT NOWWWW. :(

OKAY NEED TO FINISH UP MORE HOMEWORK TTFN, TATA FOR NOW!

( pictures of my CNY will be up after I'm done visiting! Celine's place Wednesday! )


p.s. D.