G E E B E E ▲ ∆



Gwendolyn N.
26 years young, a dreamer struggling ever so slightly to not let the world's negativities consume her.


Tuesday, August 29, 2006

Rah! LOL sorry for the people who tagged my tagboard! A bit lazy to go and reply for now. Please bear with the lazy side of Gwen (:

My eyes are about to close soon so I must hurry up and get this post done! Haha.

Hmm,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEN! (:

Or rather, happy BELATED birthday Ben! :D cos I'm kinda posting a bit too late. Haha, its currently 7 mins past his birthday!

So well, I'm planning to get this PIG OF A BEN here a present. Gah, BEN! You owe me ice cream. Better still, a birthday present too! :D joking joking.

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1ENDEAVOURIANS! Please looklook here yah.

Erm, regarding the BBQ on the 1st of September for teachers' day,
-the pit is PIT 56 [don't forget! xD]
-the time is 3pm-7pm
-the area is area E
-the place is duh-ishly EAST COAST PARK.

So yah. Please note those information down if you're afraid you'd forget.

-for those who want to bring their own food BESIDES the ones on the list, please happily do so. Gwen didn't say no (:

-for those who can't make it, please notify either me, Shriram or Kerrie. And oh, maybe Darren too, if we're all uncontactable.

-for those who want to go to the BBQ pit earlier, erm, you're welcomed to do so! Can help the class committee to set up the stuff as we're heading down to ECP at around 1 or 1.30 :D

If you're not sure where area E is, aka, where pit 56 is, you should look out for the food center. Or as dunno who told me, food village. The only easier places to identify that are so-called near to the pit is the FOOD CENTER, LAGOON, and ROW BOAT STATION. Please remember that the ROW BOAT STATION is the nearest to our pit. Practically beside it on the map yah.

You can contact me if you want the map to be sent to you.

Easier way [easier way OUT for me xD] is by checking the ECP map yourself. You can go to the National Parks website, or you can go to http://www.axs.com.sg and then click EAST COAST PARK after going to the BBQ pit booking page. (:

or you can contact me if you want for more details. HAHA.

Erm, ask me in class for my handphone number.
How about for those going, contact me when you reach ECP. Easiest way, I'll go down to meet you or direct you to the pit.

You all should also meet up in groups, or get your parents to fetch you and other fellow 1Endeavourians. That way its easier and everyone can get there on time.

JUST A SUGGESTION xD

Monday, August 28, 2006

http://media33b.libsyn.com/ZnedeJ12bHvGe2N8anlyqmqrZHmY/podcasts/mb/tmbs-060822-a_harmless_podcast.mp3

This is super lameness okay! Haha.
Another Mr Brown podcast.
Where was the Mr Brown podcast for "No More Birds"? LOL.

Sunday, August 27, 2006

We were having our usual practically-everyday blogskins mass chat, when i found out 3 rachels were online! Haha! YOKECHING was one of them. Since all were blogskinners, I added the other two Rachels into the conversation xD




SO LOL-ish! :D

They were like, "Hello Rachels!"
A true moment xD

Its now 1.37AM and the mass conversation with Ben, Huiwen and CaiJing is still going on. LOL.
But its so quiet I can hear the CRICKETS chirping.

I took some weird and funny screenshots yesterday. Of me and Angella's chat with Caijing asleep so she didn't reply to anything. LOL. But yah.

Ben - MY AHGONG
Caijing - MY AHMA
Angella - MY GRANDDAUGHTER
Tere - MY HUSBAND

But yah that doesn't conclude the family tree. Hees. (: somemore people from blogskins must join! :D
Oh TERE, dear TERE! xD crazy me lah. But I'm married to TERE, and so is HUIWEN?! and Huiwen's apple is ANGELLA! Angella is now heartbroken. But Huiwen has decided to divorce Tere, so Tere became heartbroken. Confusing. oh well.




o.0 ANGELLA'S EVIL PLOTTT! :o
lol. Huiwen ah Huiwen. Tere ah Tere. Don't flare. Angella meant well over her plot. xD
still wondering who to be in my family tree :D
And I LOVE the Wens. xD stupid ben lah. suddenly came up with this WEN thoery cos of me and j-wen. LOL
Bwen [ben. LOL], j-wen, gwen [me!] and huiwen. NO WONDER BEN CALLED US THE WENS LAH. Well, Ben's Chinese name has a WEN in it. LOL.
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And that reminds me.
1 MORE DAY TO BEN'S BIRTHDAY!
-wheres my Ben and Jerrys'! My cough is better OKAY.
Yay Ben. Now I owe him a prezzie.
AND HE MUST OWE ME ONE TOO! Rahrahrah! :D
Rah lah you, ben. RAH! xD
You know what BEN! I was kind enough to think of what to buy for you when I went to J8 today with my parents. but like what huiwen said, buying presents for boys so mah fan. You don't know what they like. Sure COMPUTER GAMES or something one lah. hahaha.
Rah you ben, RAH YOU! (:
-and you must know I FINALLY submitted a new skin today. After so many DONKEY YEARS :D

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

Yesterday I felt like screaming. Home didn't seem like home. LOL. I didn't wanna go home after the oral, but of course I still did.

Anyway.

Today was really boring during lessons.

JIA QI was sick! She had fever, and when I saw her in the morning she wasn't in her PE uniform, but in her full uniform. So I asked Seraphina why and she told me Jia Qi was sick. Jia Qi was so cute in two ponytails! :D why she came to school with a fever was cos she wanted to be in the class photo thing. Aww, so sweet!

But later after PE she started to become more tired-looking, and if I'm not wrong her temperature went up. During recess when we went to the toilet to change out of our PE attire [she accompanied Seraphina], she sat there like she was about to sleep. After I got changed, I touched her forehead. OMG! It was so warm. She didn't sit up too. She said she felt cold, so I turned the fan from 3 to 1 as it was blowing at her direction, and started helping her rub her hands. I hope that helped (:

During recess and Math all she could do was put her head on the table and rest. I'm not used to seeing her so not-hyper. And the way she was this whole day made me quite xin tong.

We took the class photo at about 11. Supposed to take on Thursday, but dunno why changed. Then we were supposed to take it today at 12, but since Jia Qi was sick, Mrs Thomas told us that she'd change the time to some time earlier. In the end during Math, me and Kerrie were wondering why Mrs Thomas still hasn't told us yet about whether the time has changed, and we looked at Jia Qi who seemed to be sleeping, and we decided to go find Mrs Thomas.

First time we went to check was unsuccessful. She wasn't in! Then we went to the general office when we went to check the 2nd time, they told us she'd be in the staff room. We went to check, NOT THERE! then we waited, saw Mrs Sidhu, Ms Cheng, and some other teachers walk out of the staff room, then we saw Mrs Thomas and we ran to her when we saw her outside DnT workshop at lvl 2. We asked her and she told us she actually forgot to check!!! OMG lah! So lucky me and Kerrie went to find her :D

The phototaking was weird. The location was weird. LOL. At the flagpole there the raised platform where morning announcements are made by the Student Councilors! We didn't sit in a straight line, we sat in a sorta L shape, but the line down tilted a bit more down. Yup. And it was so super super windy and sunny! =/

Well, really tired now. Bye!

Monday, August 21, 2006

RAHHHH Ben, RAHHHH. I wish I had never checked my tagboard. LOL. No lah, just joking.
The WENS. =/ Rah, Ben you silly BWEN! LOLS.

Anyway, shall do this silly little thing the BWEN asked me to do. haha.


1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesnt make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 5 ppl at their tagboard to ask them to do this!
5. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

Hmm, a small note. ITS NOT GONNA MAKE ANY SENSE (:
And NOTE: I started with Because of You, Kelly Clarkson :D
And NOTE [again]: The list of songs were my playlist Favourites, not my library! xD so if I tried it with my library instead of my favs, you would get a totally different result! :D
And NOTE: I did this about 3 times cos the first time halfway through i wanted to see if i did it with my Library it would be diff, and when I went back to my favs it gave me a totally diff result. And the other time I clicked the playlist my Library and all my results changed, again. HEH.


How are you feeling today?
Dirty Little Secrets - The All-American Rejects

- I have a lot of secrets? o.0 oh well.

Will you get far in life?
La La - Ashlee Simpson

- It tells the truth! LA LA, I cannot be bothered with how far I would get lah. xD

How do your friends see you?
Kiss From A Rose - Seal

- Erm, I do not know how to relate this. HAHA.

Will you get married?
lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off - PANIC! At The Disco

- LOL.

What is your best friend's theme song?
Accidentally In Love - Counting Crows

- Am I supposed to know! haha. Hmm, she doesn't even seem to be in love. She's only accidentally in love with Gundam Seed and Gundam Seed Destiny! HAHA.

What is the story of your life?
Pumps and a Bump - MC Hammer

What was high school like?
Dead On Arrival - Fall Out Boy

- LOL, high school was dead on arrival, the moment I arrived I died. HAHA. Joking.
"This conversation's been, dead on arrival." :D oooh, FOB rocks! xD

How can you get ahead in life?
Break It Off - Sean Paul Ft. Rihanna

- Quite true. To get ahead I will just have to break it off and forget about you. Haha.

What is the best thing about your friends?
Move Along - The All-American Rejects

- OOOH! Another TAAR song zhong-ed for this. Haha! xD the best thing about my friends are that we just move along :D

What is in store for this weekend?
I Run Away - Britney Spears

- Erm, am I supposed to be happy? Cos this is just what's on my mind now, running away.

What song describes you?
100 Years - Five For Fighting

- Oooh! I'm a hundred years old! xD

To describe your grandparents?
Baby Its You - JoJo Ft Bow Wow

- Erm, LOL. ROFL. NO COMMENT! I'm too busy laughing my head off.

How is your life going?
CandyShop - 50 cent

- As sweet as a candy from a candy shop; -vomits blood- how TRUE *sacarsm intended*

What song will they play at your funeral?
Breakaway - Kelly Clarkson

- my family will just have to BREAKAWAY.

How does the world see you?
Confessions Of A Broken Heart (Daughter To Father) - Lindsay Lohan

- Like, totally no link can. Haha!

Will you have a happy life?
Hands - Jewels

- Again, no link. Okay lah, the lyrics got link a bit. Haha.
"Poverty stole your golden shoes. But it didn't steal your laughter. And heartache came to visit meBut I knew it wasn't ever after."

What do your friends really think of you?
Supermassive Black hole - Muse

- "i thought i was a fool for no-one." haha. But, I'm a fool for no one, yet? xD

Do people secretly lust after you?
Behind These Hazel Eyes - Kelly Clarkson

- Hmm. Don't really know how to explain the link. Hehheh.

How can I make myself happy?
There's A Good Reason Why These Tables Are Numbered Honey, You Just Haven't Thought Of It Yet - PANIC! At The Disco

- LOL. Erm, no link? haha.

What should you do with your life?
Pieces Of Me - Ashlee Simpson

Will you ever have children?
Camisado - PANIC! At The Disco

- Erm, no link. But it sounds like a funeral lorh. this song. xD

Next 5 to kenna(MUAHAHA):
- Tere!!!
- Sze Hoe [optional for you lah xD]
-Samantha!!!
- YINING! :D
- Kerrie

Sooooo, BOO! :D

Ben lah! Go take up all the blogskinners I had in mind to do it. RAH! haha. So I chose my husband Tere, Sze Hoe and my beloved jie sammiepoo from bs. :D And of course, Yining and Kerrie :D

Friday, August 18, 2006

I. Shall. BLOG

RAHHHHHH.
My stupid mouse [when I say MOUSE I don't mean MOUSE from pet shops wuahaha] would not work today. And it was for quite some time. I hate wireless mouse! Wireless keyboards are good okay. An example, mine :D My mouse's charger is getting a bit loose too. Have to SLAM my mouse in then it would charger properly.

Anyway.
Got back Chinese.. the important segment though. Didn't get back the li jie wen da.

Freak. I failed.

fan lao shi [aka Ms Ham] was also not very happy at her 2 failures. Me and Elie. She said in Chinese "But what has made me shocked is that people can actually fail this test, and their fail is those kind of XIN TONG fail. And now we shall give out the failures award. First goes to... Jin Li." - I gave a sigh of relief then and crossed my fingers -

"and the second one goes to.... yuan qi."

OMG. Wait, she said YUAN QI right. YUAN QI RIGHT?! waitwait, calm down. She said Yuan Qi. Liang Yuan Qi right? Wait, theres no other yuan qi in the class.

I went up to take my paper -

- 36/75

passing mark was a freaking 37.5
ARGH. This sucks can. I hate Chinese!

Kerrie was like, "omg Gwen! What happened???" when I went up to get my paper. I think I heard many people gasp also. I mean, A CLASSCHAIRPERSON, failing in CHINESE?

I bet Lai Xin aka Maruay was also a bit shocked. He was the 1A classchairperson lah, and well, one of the few sec 1 class chairpersons I am closer to besides Wan Ling. So there. I bet he got good results. Ahhhhh heck him.

Anyway.
Ms Ham went through the answers and told us to calculate our marks, just to double check. I was like, counting and counting. Please lemme pass, a 37.5 will do!!! But heck, Ms Ham's Math never goes wrong.

I totally cannot stand it lorh. I sat there and reflected a while, then I started to tear a bit, but I kept telling myself cannot cry, GWEN! Cannot cry you nincompoopish doofus!!! But in the end Nicolette came to me and saw my winded up face and comforted me. Shit, I felt like crying even more. Then I cried a bit, and held back my tears. Then Ms Ham called my name, meaning for me to go to her and collect my jin ya qian test paper back. 16/30.

Apparently, Kerrie saw my facial expression, and came over to comfort me. Then you know, I'm kinda the weak girl, when comforted will cry that kind. So I cried even more. Then Eileen saw and came. Then Alicia did too. And they all started comforting me. Kerrie was like "Wah lao, at least you passed your jin ya qian lah. So many people failed man!" I started crying then lorh.

Its like, whats the freaking problem with reality lah! I actually bothered to STUDY and LISTEN IN CLASS all for this exam! I thought the paper was EASY! I expected a "pass with flying colors"! but I got an F instead, NICE REWARD! [sacarsm intended]

Anyway, after Chinese Jody asked me how much I got for jin ya qian. I told her 16/30 and she said "You pro lah! so good!!!" Erm, I passed only by 1 mark. If I pass by 10 marks then I would be totally over the moon lah. Elizabeth got 20/30, reward for failing her Chinese paper with me LOL.

After Chinese was DnT. A real treat!

Mr Raihan marked our class test papers, which was like, FINALLY. So he was reading out who got full marks - Hui Min and Tan Ying.

Then he said "and as for second highest we have... -

- Gwendolyn!"

I was like, huh? I totally wasn't paying attention and definitly NOT raising my hopes for DnT since Chinese already gave me such a setback. But when I heard Mr Raihan say I got second highest my face totally lighted up. I got my paper back, 19/20! WAH! I started smiling like I was siao and I think Jody realised and she said "WAH! Gwen is finally smiling again!" and she started smiling too. LOL.

Hmm, then after school stayed back with Kerrie and Shriram for a class committee gathering. Darren didn't stay back. I think the reason was - TUITION.

This is stupid, he has tuition everyday. Or so we think he has. Shriram and Aaron realised that Darren was lying all along about having tuition. I mean, everytime we say gotta stay back, he says "Hey Gwen, sorry cannot stay back, TUITION." I mean, EVERYTIME LEH. Me, Shriram and Kerrie and Aaron totally cannot stand him liao lorh.

So we chatted and chatted after discussing about some "plan that cannot let the other 1Endeavourians know". And talked about almost everything. And I always notice, when we're all together, like not the whole class but only a few people in the class, Shriram gets less irritating. And he's nicer this way.

Then Lena came in. She's so funny when she argues with Shriram can! She didn't really know me, but she still treated me to Ice Mocha in school! I totally forgot I had a bad cough then. Only when I started drinking it then I remembered and went OMG. Oh well.

I have been coughing till my head hurts and so does my stomach.

Hais. Byes! 1:17am liao. hhaa

10 more days to Ben's birthday :D

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

Okay, this is sooo not working out.
MY COUGH IS WORSE!

Each day I'm getting a new type of medicine to eat or drink. Horrible tasting liquids! Ergh. My gran has boiled for me some weird tasting drink. I drank it two times today. Tasted horrible, but I still tried to force it down my throat.

Today:
Math and Literature.

Math was okay. Rather easy, I would classify. Haha.
I actually managed to complete it before time.
But I didn't know how to do 1 question so I just scribbled down some weird answer for part A in the last 5mins.

Max I could get for Math is 38/40.
I skipped part B for that question. I didn't know how to do it and I had no time!

Mr Izal [or however you spell it] was our invilgilator for today. Compared to Ms Parimala, he's much more strict. But I guess he was okay. But yah.

Literature, nevertheless, was all about The Mighty Mandarin, again.

Not happy with the way I did my literature. I did not really read the story that much, thanks to Darren. He borrowed my papers to photocopy and didn't return it to me. When asked for it, he told me he had already returned it.

Compared to my other classmates [whom most of them used up 2 pieces of paper], I only used one paper. 1 and a half sides were used, and my writing was so small! Meaning, I think I didn't write a lot compared to my classmates.

Oh well, thats just that.

Tomorrow's History and Science. I'm really dreading tomorrow!

I've not studies for both subjects yet. Oh well.


I'm feeling quite sleepy now, so yah.
And nor is my cough anywhere better compared to yesterday.

My head still hurts whenever I cough, and my throat is starting to hurt too.

And heck, now I'm not really in the right awake mood to type out my life today, so yah.

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

240th post. Smile!

Yes, I'm rather happy to have hit my 240th post. I'll try to read my past posts and compare them with the present. I'll believe that I'll see much change from the primary 6 gwendolyn to the secondary 1 gwendolyn. Yup. I'll believe that I'll laugh over myself at getting my handphone stolen too. Sad yes, but it does make me sound silly.

I've been coughing.
Really, really badly.

Today we took the English and mother tongue paper. English was really easy, just copy and paste. But yet, I was slow. I dragged and dragged, wanted my handwriting to be perfect. Until Ms Parimala told us, 5mins left. I happily turned to the last page -

- summary.

I was screaming inside of me. I knew, I'd take at least 10mins to complete my summary. 5mins? No, not enough. Nevermind, just take a pencil and do what I always do during summary writing.

Scribbling, no. NO. 2mins, hurry up gwen, HURRY UP. You're such a slowpoke that you'd take 3 hours to type one word. [quoted, Ci Ping - a sloth's brain is so slow that it takes 3 hours to release its killed]

Ah. Greatl. She just had to say it. "Put down your pens." ahhhhh! I felt like screaming.

1/5 of my summary was written in pen.
3/5 in pencil.
1/5 -

- was left blank.

And so was my mind. I didn't complete summary, that was all I could think. I wanted to scream. Nonono! Can't. Still in class yah.

Chinese paper was next.

Okay, the paper was easy. But as usual. The "tian xie han zi" got me confused. Luckily for me there were only 2 tian xie han zi. Even so, they were left blank.

Chinese paper, overall it was okay. I left about 4 questions blank, half not done. That other half of my answer was written in half han yu pin yin and half chinese wordings. Oh boy, oh boy.

Was really depressed after the papers.

After school, instead of having sailing physical training, we ended up in the IT Lab studying. Well, not me though. I was talking to Quin, or the Quindolyn [Quintessence calls me Gwentessence while she calls herself Quindolyn lol]. And reading her comic, and reading Chu Xian's book, and walking around, talking to Mrs Sidhu and the rest of the sailors there.

Only people there ended up to be me, Quin, Peck Khee, Ning Xin, Yi Xuan, Tzu Ling, Siu Ngee, Aaron, Bryan, Lin Jie, Joseph, Nicholas, Zach, Liang Hong, and I think thats all. Hardly anyone at all.

And now, I'm sitting here coughing my lungs out.
I'm having a really bad headache too. During the common test period somemore. Gosh, my luck bewilders me sometimes.

The headache sorta came as a package - along with the cough and flu. Wow, 3-in-1! Impressive.

I was feeling really dizzy and tired when I got home. Nevertheless my computer never failed to be turned on everyday. I looked at my hp. Lay down on the bed for a while, rested my head on my computer table, blasted music, blah blah.

Still, my headache and cough are still there. Geez.

Wish me luck for the common test week yah.
Bye! :D
Yeps. I promised the photos so HERE THEY ARE!

Meaning, photos from the fireworks on erm, Saturday :D

So yep, lets let the photos do the talking! (:


whoo! :D
The start of the fireworks! :D Well, it was the second set actually, cos this one is red lol.

WOWNESS!

Ahh. Lovely! :D

A truely beautiful sight






If I'm not wrong this was near the end of it all, when the fireworks all started coming out and lighting up the sky together. LOL. But its really nice right :D


Erm, again. WOW. Look at the crowd!


And you know what? These photos of the crowds were taken AFTER the fireworks display!!! =/


Again, WOWNESS! :D

Monday, August 14, 2006

I have realised that my frequency for blogging has decreased! I'm now supersuper lazy to blog everyday. HAHA.

Shall blog about yesterday instead! :D

Yesterday was hmm, maybe one of the most memoriable days in my life!

Guess what -

FIREWORKS! :D

Yesterday my cousin asked me to go watch fireworks done by the French. Argh, was a bit reluctant at first. I mean, I was tired! And it was after my tuition. So yah, I would be lazy to leave the house.

But in the end I still did =/ my mom persuaded me out of the house LOL.

So we took MRT from AMK station to City Hall. At first when I got out of the train City Hall seemed quite empty. Then over the PA system in City Hall they played the voice thingy that said "The station is crowded. For the convienience of others, if you are not taking the train, please leave the station. Thank you for your kind co-operation." or something like that.

I was walking up the staircase to the ticket barrier there lah, aka the exit. When i heard what they played, I was like "Siao arh. The station so empty still play that!" and when I walked up another flight of steps I saw this HUGE crowd and went "OMG". It was people-mountain-people-sea can!

It got really warm when I passed the barrier. There were so many people! Erm, Science? RESPIRATION [or whatever crap lah]. When walking through CityLink, there were so many people! It got so warm it felt like they turned off the aircon! And it got a bit hard to breath =/

But so we got pass CityLink and blah blah and ended at Marina there. Then we met my cousin at MPH. When we were buying our dinner, it was so supersuper crowded EVERYWHERE! At Bombers, at Cafe Cartel, at Carl's Jr., Swensens, EVERYWHERE!

My cousin decided to queue at Carl's Jr. Its a fast food thing lah, so yah. Won't have to wait THAT long for food yah. They're style's a bit like Burger King's style though. Went to check Cafe Cartel [I haven't gone to eat there since my birthday lol] and the queue was like super long. It might take us 45mins-1hr to get a place there I think. My mom and bro later went to bombers there and my mom said it will take them 15mins-30mins to get a place. Like, wth!

So we stucked with the idea of eating at Carl's Jr. Even though its fastfood, the food there was supersuper ex can. 8 bucks for a burger!!! I was like wth. meaning it was about $10.50 for a meal. EYUCKS CAN. SUPER EX LAH!

We waited for my mom to come, and cos my mom and bro were slow we had to let many people cut our queue! Awws. =( but yah. Then we bought whatever blah blah blah and went to wait for seat. Some people were horrible, take their time there to eat even though the queue was HUMONGOUS. Majority's food had not come to them yet. Argh! Had to wait so long for seat. Finally got one so yah.. then my cousin went to queue to wait for the food. It took her supersuper long lah. Then when she came back with the food it was like, almost 10-15mins later. Or maybe more than 15mins I didn't time. But it took me many smses and many song tracks on my MP3 later for her to come back to our place with the food lol.

The food was a lot. Heng we only got 2 meals.. or else I think I would have vomited. The burger tasted quite okay. Erm, actually i think it was horrible. 8 bucks gone for such crap. But okay lah, the whole thing made me supersuper full in the end. Yucks lah.

Then we went outside to catch the fireworks. It was almost time. There was so many people. Again, people mountain people sea. We decided to go onto the staircase there but from there there was no way we could see a thing. People were everywhere! On staircases near the hotel there, and even people staring out from the hotel room's balcony! WOW. They booked a room just for this?! But yah.

We moved on from the staircase to the food court upstairs. Nice! We could see a clear sky - erm, plus a few heads thanks to supersuper tall people infront of me! Being 162cm tall is not good lah.

the ESPLANADE! :D
A picture of the Esplanade! :D


But in the end I could still see everything. It was scheduled to start at about 8.30pm. We waited... 8.45pm? Still haven't start.

9pm? Still haven't -

- oh my GOD! Goshgoshgosh! There were green lights on the ground. Hmm... izzit starting?

Suddenly, those balls of green light shot up into the sky. And it started. The lovely fireworks done by the FRENCH! WOW. I was totally amazed, even if it was just the start!

I was WOWed by the fireworks display. It was wonderful!

The colors of the fireworks were still green for a while. Yup, green. Nothing much. but it was amazing, the way they did the fireworks.

Then the fireworks started bursting out in RED! Then yellow! OMG lah, it was truely amazing. (:

Okay, I have no words to describe this wonderfully amazing sight!

Pics tomorrow (:
LOL.

I'm feeling a bit siao and hyper now yahs! Hmm. You know what???

MY BLOGSKIN HAS BEEN SOTD FOR 2 DAYS NOW! As in, U.S. time though.

SOTD for 2 days already!

I know the picture is small, but if you can see carefully, there was no SOTD on 11th August, so my skin was SOTD for 2 days!!! Like, so omg can. LOL. But yah. It states there No Skin Of The Day for today or something xD

Going out now. Tatas! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YINING! :D

Sunday, August 13, 2006

I got this on Thursday, 10th of August!

Fall Out Boy's From Under The Cork Tree :D
Thanks dad for buying it for me :D

But this is like.. woah. Its sorta been a long time ever since I bought a CD, almost half a year! The last CD I bought [I think] was Do As Infinity's "Do The A Side", which was their last album. Aww! DAI, I will miss you and your songs in Japan's music industry yah! :( and after that, Melody my dear cousin bought for me BoA's OUTGROW! xD

And yesyes, I think this was the last Limited Edition one left! The rest on the shelf were the normal version, with 12 songs. This one has 18 including remixes of "Dance, Dance" and "Sugar, We're Goin Down"! :D Its only 18 bucks! ok, $17.95 xD Whoo! SO CHEAP! According to Kerrie, its not ONLY. Meaning its expensive to her. But for a limited edition CD its like, CHEAP! I think at Sembawang it'll be more ex... nono wait, in Sembawang they DON'T EVEN SELL IT! Bought it at Gramophone. Aww! its cheaper there I think. I saw t.A.T.u's album at about 30% off. xD

Must be my lucky day, cos after that later in the day [U.S. time, I think, its a new day for them when its in the late afternoon for us,] I got SOTD! Wow. This has just got to be my best National Day ever! YAY SINGAPORE! xD

But yah. Now its August 12. =/ 2 days pass the Nation's birthday.

And today I didn't go for service.. ahh. Really sad cos today NEA2's celebrating Rachel's birthday! I'm like, omg. I missed it?! CRAP! Just one tuition caused all this. CRAP!!! Sorry Rachel that I couldn't celebrate your birthday with the rest... yah. Sorry! =(

I'm so happy, YINING's my SHEPHERD! She called me yesterday and told me she had some bad news. Well, she doesn't know how to classify it for me as good or bad news. LOL. But yes! Its good news. WUAHAHA. I'm her first sheep and I was the first person she followed up with! Haha. Such an honour! xD

But anyway.
I can't figure out how I went to sleep yesterday!!!

Was smsing Sze Hoe until like 1am+, cos he went to airport. Then while waiting for his sms I think I accidentally fell asleep, and I didn't turn off the computer. Then when I woke up, I was not in my room, but in my mom's room [I sleep there cos I watched those 2 stupid documentaries about ghosts and spirits about a month ago and got scared, until now I'm still scared and I kept hallucinating that I saw ghosts until I totally freaked out one day and woke up at 4am]! I was like, "ehh, when did I come in here to sleep? And I don't remember turning off the com!" so yah I guess I accidentally fell asleep in my room =/ and my dad woke me up but i think i was too sleepy to remember everything. LOL.

But yah.. wah. I didn't realise I was so tired. But I remember I was on my bed holding my handphone while yawning. LOL. But I woke up to see him reply at 1:37am! I slept long ago liao lorh! xD

And see, Sze Hoe! I second time mentioning you in my post. Wuahaha. Now you must blog about ME in your blog. HAHAHA.

LATER HAVING TUITION. Ahhh! Lets hope that the tuition teacher kena stuck in the toiletbowl, and cannot come out! Okay, I learnt this from the SQUASHED BLENDED BRAIN PERSON - Miss Foo Yan Wen! :D

Okay, going to chiong tuition homework now.

Buhbye!

Saturday, August 12, 2006

Today is one of my best days! You know why?

The Nation has just given me a lovely gift a day after its first birthday, and I have been hoping for this since the first day I started this hobby:

SOTD on August 10th! :D


YAY! :D

And so, yah. :D

But I've gotten many accidental ratings, or my rating would have been a perfect 5. But oh well, these things happen in blogskins.

And I just remembered about how I wanted to blog about me submitting this skin and hoping that it would become SOTD. But yah, now I got my wish and hopes. Its like when I placed so much hope into this blogskin getting SOTD, my thoughts got sent to heaven or something and it came true! Haha.

But yah.
Turned on the com and Isabella [aka brownheels-] came and said to me on MSN "Ahhhh! SOTD!" and I was like "Wow, you got SOTD?"

And then at the same time, Ben [aka IllusioNATION], my bestie and lamer crapping friend on blogskins, suddenly come say "Someone got SOTD hor!" and cos I didn't know that I got it, I was like "???" and he told me "SOMEONE" and then I read Isabella's reply to what I said and she said "No, YOU!" and after that, my computer just had to crash =/

Haha, but while restarting my computer, I had some time to go jump around in my room, and lemme tell you this - I REALLY did jump around xD

Started off my day by coughing really badly in the morning! Ahh, what a fine start, coughing your lungs out early in the morning. [sacarstism included]

But during the whole of the drama English lesson [that replaces our English periods every Friday], we had to do this crappy thing - reading out a part of a script for 6. I was in the second last group to go up there to speak. Haha. It was quite fun lah, but because I was the last to speak, I stood there waiting for the rest to finish their lines. While waiting, I stood there coughing and coughing and coughing. Then when I finally got my turn to speak, I sounded a bit squeaky at the first sentence, but was okay after that.

Mr Lance even complimented about the part where I enhanced the sentence. And told me to repeat how I said it to the whole class. And Quin was holding my hand going "Mommy! Why did you have to go in a group before me?" lol. she was in the last group to speak, along with Alicia. But yah, Quin has been calling me "mommy" for a while now. LOL. Cos Elizabeth rearranged her to be my "daughter". HAHA. Our class is chaotic can!

okok. I'm talking to Sze Hoe [aka *fallenSOUL] on MSN. Another one of my besties on blogskins, so yah!

SZE HOE! OPEN YOUR EYES HERE OKAY, COS I AM BLOGGING ABOUT YOU! :D

Yes, I'm blogging about you now!
Haha, happy right? xD okok. So yah, thanks for tagging me while you were in school, I know you're very caring! :D but anyway. Yah. I got nothing bad to blog about you lah, don't worry! I can't think of anything bad to blog about you, so yah. But there was this time he actually didn't know my blog. AHHHHHH meanie! xD but nevermind, I shall not be so evil. But yah. But yah [again], thank you can! haha. I read your comments until like, wow, so profound xD the only comments i can give for your blogskins are just "nice!" or "very nice!" or "supersuper nice lah!" xD sorry sorry ok Sze Hoe. And I love your skins can! xD jiayous bah! Love ya xD

You know what?

His birthday is on 18th April! omg lah! 10 days after my birthday. HAHA. So easy to remember. Then his brother is 28th April. All the number 8s and Aprils!!! xD omg, such a coincidence! and Sze Hoe here says its fate. Haha. xD

Then Ben's birthday is on 28th August. AHHHHHHHHH coming soon! He's expecting presents from me... so he wants us to meet on 28th. LOL joker lah you Ben! :D Might as well say meet on 8th April on 2007, then can give me and Sze Hoe presents cos our birthdays are so close. Haha.

But yah.

Oh great. Why do I keep saying "But yah" or "So, yah"! LOL. I think I'm a bit hyper lah.

But anyway [YAY, finally, no "But yah" (:], Ben asked Cyn and Huan. Ahaha. Really wanna meet them. Then I asked Sze Hoe... wah. All older than me. Must ask Jessica! She's the only one who's 13 - same age as me!!! =D

So yah, [omg, not again!]
I'm a bit hyper over getting SOTD, but I guess I've already cooled down a bit. HAHA.

Friday, August 11, 2006

Sorry for the late post. HEH.


So yah, I shall continue my post from AUGUST 9th about the going back to visit crap. Haha.

Start of with some photos? :D

"If a picture says a thousand words, a piece of music shows a thousand pictures."
- quoted from Rachel, which was quoted from her military band's instructor (:

at the ATS hall! :D
Ai Tong's hall had AIRCON! Not like Mayflower. Aww I miss the aircon!

at the ATS hall! :D
They were so SPASTIC, dancing away! xD I miss the times when we were allowed to be childish, and not matured. LOL

at the ATS hall! :D
They were dancing to "Reach Out for the Skies", and those kiddos on the stage were demo-ing how to dance the dance steps. AWW! So cute lah the younger ones!

After that we went to J8. And what else to do when you go to J8 with a bunch of old friends?

TAKE NEOPRINTS LAH DUH! :D

So we did. Me, Celine, Felicia, Rachel, Shan Ai and Shanice. Haha. Had a really great time with them in that stuffy booth xD

editing the neos at the neoprint shop xD
lalala!

Shan Ai and Shanice (:
Shan Ai was NOT acting cute btw. Haha! She was totally unprepared for this shot :D

Celine and Felicia and their piece of chiken :D
Celine just CAN'T smile, can she. She has to FORCE herself to. And here are the results of forced smiling (:

LOL xD Yan Wen's hand!
Erm, did you notice the HAND? Nono, its not a ghost's. Its Yan Wen's! xD

the yummy chicken Celine and Felicia bought xD
The spicy spicy chicken they bought from one of the food stalls. Forgot what was the name... =/

OCTOPUS?!
And it was octopus inside! =/

Doing that WON'T spite me okay! :D
But heck, it doesn't work.
Or does it...?


So yah.. it was a really great day on the eve of National Day. Spending it with your old friends can be so super lah. :D so yah, Ethel wasn't with us, which was kinda sad cos she had to go to her friend's place to do a project after we visited Ai Tong.

So yah.

I'm gonna post somemore tomorrow. Its already 1:27AM on a Friday morning and heck, tomorrow I have school! ARGH. I will have to DRAGGGGGG myself up in the morning again =/

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

haha, please do go to read BEN's blog for today's entry! xD

Practically dedicated to SHATTERING my windows yeah. Haha. Thanks Ben! You owe me dunno how many bucks still for window repairs and re-enforcement to glass okay!

Anyway. Today went back to Ai Tong.

CRAP, totally CRAP. I don't know what the heck Mr Ng is trying to do to the poor school. RUIN IT?! Yah, everyone thinks the same way as me. Those 6E girls who visited, I mean.

The school looks horrible. What is he trying to do to the school that Mr Ting tried to handle during his years of being a principal in Ai Tong? Tell you what - he painted the Void Deck E's [or was it D?] walls BLUE. A dark, HORRIBLE blue! When me and Jia Ying went back and saw the walls, our first reaction was "Oh, My, GOD! LOOK AT THE HORRID WALLS!"

The staircases in every level are now also painted a color. Level 2's staircase outside the hall is like, super crappy can! ORANGE. I love the color orange, but the orange they used made the stairway seem so.. BRIGHT. Like, totally yucks can?! Mr Ng, please stop destroying the school's lovely walls. It seems whoever is suggesting the colors to be used on the wall has got very poor color taste..

But yah.

Pics I took while going out with a few of the 6E girls shall be posted soon, later in the day.

But yah, no pics of the ugly blue and orange walls were taken. I shall take pics of the walls when I visit next time.

And oh yah i forgot to say.

We were chased out of ATS by the freaking security guard! Who the heck does he think he is lah. "Mr Ng's orders" he says. Yah, thanks Mr Ng, for making the school such a conducive place, by not allowing the ex-ATS students to visit. GOSH, you must be the BEST principal!

All the ex-ATS students who went back today were chased out of school. So suckish right?! I hate the way ATS is being managed now. And the security guard didn't even chase us away nicely.

All he did was go into the canteen and shout to all the ex-ATS students there "GET OUT! OUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT! GET OUT NOW!" and use his hands to do a shoo-ing motion. Its like, SUPER SUCKISH MAN! I think a lot of us HATE Mr Ng to the core now.

New principals are the worst. Mr Ting, I wish you were still with us.
Unlike Mr Ng, you care for the students.
NOT for the image of the school.

Anyway.
Photos tomorrow. Now its 1:07am on AUGUST 9!

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPOREANS!

And yes, later I have school - ON NATIONAL DAY?! Super suckish, again.
Our NDP celebration is on THE ACTUAL DAY ITSELF. Grr. Another way of bad managing for schools. But yah, we're having it at KBCC. =/

Nevermind, I shall not let Mr Ng anger me further.

I hate new principals.

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

I shall paste a part of my crazy conversation with Ben here. xD
Obviously, I was going mad today.

Must be the midnight blues. =/


g. - CRAP talk! ; says:
i hate you ben
g. - CRAP talk! ; says:
xD
JERRY! IF YOU SEE THIS! LET ME BORROW YOUR MOUSE FOR A FEW MORE DAYS. DUN WORRY, I WILL KEEP IT AWAY FROM THE CATS! says:
awww
JERRY! IF YOU SEE THIS! LET ME BORROW YOUR MOUSE FOR A FEW MORE DAYS. DUN WORRY, I WILL KEEP IT AWAY FROM THE CATS! says:
why do u hate me so much, gwen?
g. - CRAP talk! ; says:
i dunno
g. - CRAP talk! ; says:
ask gwen
g. - CRAP talk! ; says:
hey gwen!
g. - CRAP talk! ; says:
why do you hate ben so much
g. - CRAP talk! ; says:
tell me leh
g. - CRAP talk! ; says:
oh
g. - CRAP talk! ; says:
she doesn't know
g. - CRAP talk! ; says:
she tells me to ask gwen
g. - CRAP talk! ; says:
so i shall
g. - CRAP talk! ; says:
HEY GWEN!
g. - CRAP talk! ; says:
why do you hate ben so much?
g. - CRAP talk! ; says:
err
g. - CRAP talk! ; says:
gwen doesn't know
g. - CRAP talk! ; says:
and asks me to ask gwen!
g. - CRAP talk! ; says:
=D
g. - CRAP talk! ; says:
this could go on forever!
g. - CRAP talk! ; says:
=D
g. - CRAP talk! ; says:
hey gwennnnn!
g. - CRAP talk! ; says:
why do you hate bennnnnn so much!!!
g. - CRAP talk! ; says:
oh gosh
g. - CRAP talk! ; says:
she doesn't know, too!
g. - CRAP talk! ; says:
how?
g. - CRAP talk! ; says:
she tells me to ask gwen
g. - CRAP talk! ; says:
hhahahahaa
JERRY! IF YOU SEE THIS! LET ME BORROW YOUR MOUSE FOR A FEW MORE DAYS. DUN WORRY, I WILL KEEP IT AWAY FROM THE CATS! says:
then how!!!
g. - CRAP talk! ; says:
i'm gonna paste this part of the conversation in my blog man
g. - CRAP talk! ; says:
so lame!
g. - CRAP talk! ; says:
we are the lameeeee folks. =D
g. - CRAP talk! ; says:
must agree
g. - CRAP talk! ; says:
rightrightRIGHT???
g. - CRAP talk! ; says:
=D
g. - CRAP talk! ; says:
okay so yah
g. - CRAP talk! ; says:
HEY GWENNNNNN!
g. - CRAP talk! ; says:
why do you hate ben so much!
g. - CRAP talk! ; says:
hmm
g. - CRAP talk! ; says:
well,
g. - CRAP talk! ; says:
she says she doesn't know too
g. - CRAP talk! ; says:
what do we do!
g. - CRAP talk! ; says:
*acts like a lunatic*
JERRY! IF YOU SEE THIS! LET ME BORROW YOUR MOUSE FOR A FEW MORE DAYS. DUN WORRY, I WILL KEEP IT AWAY FROM THE CATS! says:
aha
JERRY! IF YOU SEE THIS! LET ME BORROW YOUR MOUSE FOR A FEW MORE DAYS. DUN WORRY, I WILL KEEP IT AWAY FROM THE CATS! says:
lame la


LOL.

Anyway. So yah.

My first MODEL blogskin got into the Top 15 Rated! WHOO! I'm like, supersuper happy can!

Its Top 13! =D so yah, I'm glad cos many of my skins have at least made it into the Top 15 Rated category since I started blogskinning... so yah.

And wait, why do I keep saying "So yah"?

Nevermind!

I SHALL ASK GWEN! =D

Joking xD

But so yah [there I go, AGAIN].
I'm quite happy with myself. I might use that blogskin for myself too. Oh well, I'd prefer the ones I made specially for myself, rather than one that like, everyone is using.

49 downloads so far! In like, one day! YAY! I'm submitting another blogskin later on. A BLACK AND LIGHT GREEN ONE! Haha. But that skin is like, super super plain can. All brushes. =/ I hate it when sometimes my brain gets so lazy it makes me submit a skin which is made of only BRUSHES! But yah, I did spend time to edit bits here and bits there.. etc lah. So I still did make some effort to bother editing. LOL

So yah, shall post more later on. When I'm done with my blogskin and after I submitted it.

CIAO! =D

Monday, August 07, 2006

Still a bit worried about my ear. But oh well.

Anyway.

Really contented with myself today. Haha.

Submitted one blogskin. The one that I have been working on for the whole day yesterday the moment I came home. But hey, its my first MODEL SKIN. So its kinda like a duh thing that I would spend like, who knows how long just to perfect it right?

So yah, submitted it. When I did not many people were surfing blogskins.com I guess =/
But never received any negative comments. Sometimes, you can really just love the people on blogskins a lot! (:

And yup, everyone who commented on my skin rated me with 5 stars! I was like "WOW!" haha. And yes, 11 downloads so far since I submitted it this afternoon! Or was it morning? =/

http://www.blogskins.com/info/102482 <- So yah, please gimme your support for my first MODEL SKIN! =D

SO HAPPY! I even received 3 GREENIES [aka GREEN FLAGS] from other blogskinners! WOW! 3 GREENIES in a DAY! I'm so proud of myself yeah. =] my other account gwen_sakura only has 8, and I started skinning using that account for like, almost a year now =/

One of the GREENIES given to me was from one of my bestestbestestbestest! friend that I can ever have on blogskins =D [besides Ben the window shatterer that only knows how to shatter my windows with his singing! =P]

*fallenSOUL aka sze hoe! Haha. Thanks for the GREENIE pal! I love ya too! =D your skins totally rock can! Hahaha. (: aiya, easier said, nicer than mine! (:

and congrats to mdrocks990 for being the new Featured Contributer! Haha. I guess Myles has realised he hasn't changed the FC list for quite a while now. Ben, you're so lucky. FC for like, almost dunno how many months already right!

But yah, congrats mdrocks990!
I just found out something!

In MFSS, there is -
A sec 1Endeavour blogskinner...
A sec 2Endeavour blogskinner...
A sec 3Endeavour blogskiner...

Wow! Haha. The sec 2E blogskinner is Daph while the sec 3E blogskinner is HuiWen. And of course and duh, the sec 1E blogskinner is ME! =D

Its like, so cool! One in each E class for each lvl [except sec 4s] (:

Anyway. Today I didn't go for PESTA SUKAN. And today there should be a lot of races held, cos yesterday we only had 1 race due to starting quite late =(

I woke up today feeling really sick. I was like, wah lao, cannot talk! Then I saw the time : 8:15am. Oh.

8:15AM?!?! OMG I OVERSLEPT, AGAIN!

But then my mom asked if I wanted to go, cos I didn't look very well. Then I was like, wah... bad headache again. So my mom adviced me not to go. So I smsed Mrs Sidhu and told her. Then my dad told me that I should go and i said "Huh! I smsed Mrs Sidhu already then you tell me I should go? Gosh!" and he was like aiyo then nevermind lah.

But yah, I went to see the doctor at around 11+.

And yesterday during Pesta Sukan, when they raised the flag to tell us we can go back to shore, I was a bit blur, cos everyone's sails were blocking my view of what flag was raised. Then I was wondering why everyone started going "WHOO!!" and "YAY!!!!!"

Then suddenly, everyone started to tack and ease out! I was still stuck there, wondering why everyone was so excited. Then everyone started banging into me! Everyone just sailed past me like that! I was sooooooo shocked! Then some idiot eased out and his boom hit my head real hard. I ended up squatting in my boat while clutching my head. Then my right ear started to hurt really badly.

After that while unrigging, it started to swell. Now its still swollen, so yah.

The doctor told me my ear should be okay, but if its still swollen after a while, or if blueblacks appear on my ear on the part that is bruised, it would be a bit worrying, cos where that idiot's boom hit my ear is the "delicate part of a ear" and oh well, i think it might have damaged my eardrums or something if I got hit harder.

But yah... I must monitor and see for blueblacks.... cos I'm practically at a small risk of damaging my ears now. I'm really scared, I hope I would be okay. Like, what would happen if I lost my hearing, even for a while???

Yah... so lesson learnt : Always be alert when sailing, especially when they raise the flag that means go back to shore.

Saturday, August 05, 2006

TOMORROW'S PESTA SUKAN! Yay, please wish me luck =D

Actually, I'm not really feeling THAT excited cos I know that I would only be feeling tired and sleepy and all after the races.. and that I would be more CHAO TAH then I ever was before. Haha.

But nevermind. Individual ranking, I heard!!! Gosh. Must jia you already, since its gonna be individual ranking. It will be hard to even beat the pros from Singapore Sports School! Oh well, we shall just wait and see. Hope those girls aren't racing there tomorrow or I would jump out of NSC before the race starts, cos I hate them sooooo much. Those girls who kept irritating the MF C division girls during Interschools and during Sentosa byte and optimist race blah blah. One of them kept blocking Yi Xuan's wind, and Yi Xuan was like, one of the top few already. So they were trying to get her to siam out of their way.

HECK. Who cares about those.. those - argh!
I shan't care about them. If they're gonna block my wind tomorrow, FINE! So be it. I would just overtake them as soon as they try to block my wind and I would show to them how well MF girls can sail. Well, MUCH BETTER THAN THEM can lerh!

Anyway..
WAH LAO. Today I got scolded by Mr Prim.. well, not only me, but the whole class committe, not including Shriram.

Why? Cos Darren and Shriram [who wasn't here today,] didn't go for the breifing for all class Vice-Chairpersons and Treasurer!!! In the end during English, I looked towards Shriram's seat.. he wasn't there, and I didn't know he was absent. So I thought he went for the breifing, and I didn't bother looking at Darren to check whether he was in class. Until I thought I heard Darren talking in class, then I looked towards his seat there and I saw him and I was like, "OMG. Darren?! What on EARTH! Omg, you didn't go for the breifing?!" and he told me "Huh? What breifing? Got meh?" and I was like, OH MY GOD can!

In the end, OM Han came to our class and called for the class commitee. I knew it, we would sure kena scolding de! As we walked from our class to the basketball courts [aka our Parade Square] there, I talked to Darren about why he didn't go for the breifing. Mr Prim was standing there, obviously scolding another class. I saw one upper sec guy in his uniform [not PE] running around the basketball courts. Then I knew it - we were going to get scolded!

And so we did get scolded. Then Mr Prim made us run 3 rounds around the 3 basketball courts, then when we were done, he scolded us a bit more, nagged a bit about how LEADERS should not be like that, and to communicate with one another properly blah blah, then we went to the canteen to sit and hear what he had to say. A few other classes Treasurer and Vice-Chairperson also were there, meaning they didn't attend the breifing. Wah, throughout the breifing I was sweating like hell.

When walking back to class the 3 of us [Kerrie, Darren and me] were really pissed off for getting scolded. But oh well, it IS also our fault one way or another.

On the way home I saw Bryan, walking out from my block there. Then he saw me, and he told me Kalipok [a LAN shop] guys kena caught at Kalipok. Even those who changed out of their uniforms! Mrs Sidhu and Mr Prim went to Kalipok right after school, and caught many people there. Bryan told me Chee Teng they all very lucky cos they ran off in time to avoid the eyes of Mrs Sidhu. Wah, change out of uniform also can get caught?! Bryan [I guess] was one of them too. Haha.

Friday, August 04, 2006

I am feeling quite pissed now. Yeahs.

I've just read some tags and replies, and yeah. I think its not gonna work out.

WHO CARES.
Cos I'm just gonna bench myself.

Anyway.
2 more days to PESTA SUKAN. Well, lets pray that the MF sailors do their best in this... Pesta Sukan is just another race -as all races always were-, and like all races and regattas I shall do my VERYVERY best and aim for tops (:

Today I finally was well enough to sail. Yeps. Sailing is cool yeahs! =D

Jacelyn went with us too, to sail! Whoo! Well, she said Mrs Sidhu had forced her to go, though. We currently have only got 2 sec 1 girls, whom are competiting. Lu Xin isn't; she needs more lessons, she's not really able to sail alone, yet.

Before I went, I prayed hard for strong wind. Who knew [AHAHAH. Who Knew, by PINK! Whoo!] that in the end we really got STRONG wind. It was supersuper strong larhs! The moment we launched, we all had to hike out like siao. Poor PECK KHEE! She is like, so light! I bet she must have had a lot of problems hiking out. PECK KHEE! Jia yous okay! You can do it on the byte, I'm sure of it!

But yeah, when we were going back to shore, Ms Cheng asked Jacelyn to bunk with me. In the end, I capsized cos I turned my head as I couldn't hear what Ms Cheng was saying =/ but nevermind.

In the end when Jacelyn got onto my boat, I told her to sit infront. She moved a bit when moving to the front, then we were on a run mah [when on a run its easy to capsize], then we capsized, AGAIN.

Jacelyn got a bit of a shock, and one of her sandals came loose and slipped out of her feet! She was still a bit in shock, and suddenly, she couldn't swim. So I swam to her and held her, then she tried to grab onto me as I swam to my boat. My byte already drifted very far from me, and with Jacelyn on my back struggling as I tried to swim to my byte, it was really difficult for me. She sometimes dragged me down, and my life jacket was small, and hence it couldn't float both me and Jacelyn, and i was practically dragged underwater.

I was so freaked out and scared when Jacelyn reacted so much to capsizing! I was worried she might drown, and with her on my back and pulling me underwater [so it was a bit hard for me to swim to my byte, and it was also rather slow], I was afraid that I MYSELF would drown. But I'm a sailor okay. Sailors DON'T DROWN!

In the end I saw Joseph sailing pass, and asked him to bunk Jacelyn, cos if I still didn't get to my byte, after a few moments it might drift to shore and hit the rocks at the breakwaters! A crack would cost me loads. Hahas. I was like, screaming as I chocked on salty seawater, "JOSEPH! JOSEPH! TOMPANG JACELYN LEHS! PLEASE LARH! SHE SUDDENLY GOT A SHOCK WHEN I CAPPED. HELP LAH, PLEASE!!!" then he heard me, and since he was on an OPTIMIST, it was much harder to capsize then compared to when you're on a byte. So he tompang-ed [ehh, bunked] with Jacelyn.

THANK GOD SHE WAS OKAY WHEN SHE GOT ONTO JOSEPH'S OPTI! I was like, is she okay? Is she okay? Heng arh, she IS okay! =D but I had my BYTE to save now =/ it was like, drifting further and further... the currents were super strong can!

So I took a while to swim to my byte, cos the waves and current kept pushing me and my byte further and further away from each other! I was like, "pleasepleaseplease let me and my byte be fine!" and I kept swimming, as Joseph sailed off with Jacelyn in his boat. I swam a lot, and by the time I got to my boat I was already half dead. But still, I had to upright my boat. Or else I could forget about going back to shore.

I uprighted the boat and it turned to face the Kaytah [err, I think its spelt like this. Oh well, its pronounced as Kay-tah mah] buoy! OMG. Meaning, it faced the open sea, not the shores. Meaning, I had to JYBE to get back to shore! OMG, JYBING WHEN THERE IS SUCH STRONG WINDS?!?! CRAZY IZZIT?! I would cap again lorh!

Okay, so I was right.. I capsized again after trying multiple attempts to jybe. =( Uncle Thomas [my coach] saw me, and practically parked his powerboat near my byte, and watched in disappointment as I kept trying to jybe, when all my 'rewards' when I tried would be to capsize in the end. CRAPPISH! Until I think he saw enough a show of me capsizing, and told me what to do. I was like, screaming as I followed his instructions! I was super scared that I would cap, again.

Went back to shore and David and Ryan asked me how many times I capped in total. Urm, lets see, only 2 times when I was sailing [which is very good cos the wind was some wind we couldn't handle], and like, a million times after Ms Cheng asked Jacelyn to bunk with me, cos I couldn't jybe back to shore! Hmm. Wow. That makes a million and 2 times! LOL just joking.

HAHA thanks Ryan, for passing to me your mainsheet when you and David couldn't untie your figure of 8 at the end of your mainsheet. HAHAS. Yesyes, he couldn't untie his damned mainsheet while unrigging, and nor could David. So Ryan was like "Ei GWEN! GWENNN! Help me untie..." and I took it and loosened the veryvery super tight knot. LOL. They were like "GASP" when I did that, and Ryan said "See? I told you she very pro liao mah!" Haha. Funny lah you guys! Well, maybe cos Ryan always seeks my help for his stubborn tight knots that could not be untied. HAHA.

I have sorta thought it through a bit, and was wondering, since my blog post brought us so much misery, should I close RealityWORKS.blogspot.com down? I was thinking about that the whole day, since no one was talking to me. Today felt like when I was pri 5, and everyone ignored me cos they thought I stole a tape from the AVA cupboard. That time was sad, for almost a year everyone didn't trust me at all, and I hardly communicated with my class. HAHA.

But I have sorta thought about it. Should I close it down? Yeah. I kept telling myself yes. Well, I shall really sit and think it through... I think I should. But I would really miss my 220+++ posts here, practically my everyday diary. Hahas.

Time to sleep. Tata~!

Thursday, August 03, 2006

-I cannot say that I am not in the wrong.
But you all have also hurt me; not forgetting Eileen.-


I cannot stand it sometimes. Yes, finally. The fight has started. I expected this coming. My feelings and rebellicious mind can kill, apparently. Now all I feel like doing is just sitting in a corner. Nothing else. I even thought of what Yining told me about before.... oh well. Don't worry Yining, I won't de okay. Haha.

Yesyes, Yining, I love you too!!! Wuahaha. x)

Elizabeth, I want to say this to you;
Sorry about you being in the middle of everything. But still, thanks for understanding and comments you gave me about this! Sometimes you can be a bit muddleheaded, but when you're clear about something you can really do it well. When we argue, I'm happy I could still patch with you, and that I know most of the time I start our arguements. But now, you're caught in the middle. Ending this 'war' is impossible. So yeah, must ren zhu okay.. thanks for everything. *hugs*

Now I can only pray that the tables would be turned around.


Time to carry on with a post about today.

Someone in school got their handphone stolen! A sec 4 girl. And she suspects a sec 4 guy =/
Wah, school already say in that we cannot bring handphones to school, yet she brings it, gets it stolen and dares to report to teacher!

In the end a few policemen came to our school, and were at the 'crime scene' =/

And anyway, just before school ended, during our CME/LS period, Mrs Lim [our principal] called all the sec 1 classes into the hall.

Why?

To give us a good scolding. We weren't involved in anything, but yet my class had to get scolded, too. I know, it was for our own sake. But it was the F class that made the art teacher cry, and the Science teacher mad. Whats it got to do with us! Everyone was not happy, cos she also indirectly scolded us for nothing.. Sigh. This is school life lah.

But still, it was a bit unfair of her to scold us, when we weren't involved in all these vulgarities and stuff. Oh well, all for our sake, I shall conclude.

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

Earlier Yining called me and asked me to go downstairs to meet her later, when she reached my house downstairs. Then about 10mins ago she called me, and told me to go downstairs cos she's downstairs liao. So I did.

Then when I went downstairs I thought I saw Michelle and Yeong Deng.. hiding behind a pillar??? o.0 Yining was waiting outside the lift so when I got out and said hi to Yining, the rest popped out from the wall.. Rachel included. LOL. She popped out and went "HIII!!!" I was like, huh? OMG. All of them come visit me? Like, wah. Then I saw a few people whom I [obviously] have not seen before... [I only knew Yining, Rachel, Michelle and Yeong Deng.] I saw another guy who was from MFSS and another from Deyi. Lol. Then Yining told me that they bought for me something, and she passed it to me. Then Rachel asked if I was ok, then she checked if I had fever and then she suggested praying for me to get well, so they did.

Then [I think] Rachel asked me if I was touched annot. Then Michelle was like "Of course she is touched lah! Cos she's touched by me." lol. So cute. Then Yining was like, "So touched annot?" so I said ya. lol.. WAH. But honestly, I'm very touched lah. THANKS GUYS! You all are the best x)

-Remembered (:
OMG. I woke up at 1.10 today. I was a bit blur, and kept staring at my clock when I woke up. Was it 12:10pm or 1:10pm? Cos the shorter hand was not exactly pointing to 1. But oh well, concluded with the turning on of the TV that it was 1:10. LOL.

I woke up at about 5.49am this morning with a really bad headache. Yesterday night the headache was already taunting me like it was my shadow. This morning it was worse.. woke up and only could feel the pain in my head.

Unlucky me, waking up to a headache and a sore throat and a really bad cough. Didn't feel like talking much.. my throat really hurt. Haha. I told my mom and she was like "Oh no, headache? Better go rest... go back to sleep first." and I went back to sleep.. but it took me a while cos my head really hurt badly.

Then I woke up again later in the morning to a phone call... my mom answered it. Well, I woke up cos I heard my mom talking. Haha. Then my mom said "Oh. She woke up this morning to a really bad headache. Yes yes, she has been having headaches for the past few days this week, but she didn't care about it and just went off for school. Until today it hurt really badly so I told her to stay in bed instead. Yes, she has a cousin in Mayflower too. Melody Neo, shes in 1D if I'm not wrong. Yesyes, you can pass the homework to her. Ah yes, thank you so much." and I was like "Huh? Mom, who called?" but I was so tired I slept again before I could hear a clear answer from my mom. LOL.

And when I REALLY woke up, it was 1.10pm. I was like, "HUH!!! 1 pm already?! Oh eM Gee! [a statement most people who write Zoey101 fanfics know =P meaning, OMG]"

Watched TV for a while [a childish show on Nickolodean. Eyerhs!], then turned on the computer again as usual. Couldn't stand that show! I decided to install The Sims 2 again later.. since all my programmes are practically gone, thanks to the computer restarting itself and deleting all my dad and my documents. Seesh.

I totally don't feel like talking now. The sore throat's still attacking me =/

AND I DIDN'T DO MY 2.4KM RUN TODAY!!! NOOOOOOOOO! Gosh, I missed another chance to prove to myself I could push myself till I got 5 points for 2.4!! OMG. I'm totally sad lah. Missed another chance to pass thanks to being sick. ERGH. Nevermind, next week, I shall pass. For the last time, I MUST PASS OKAY. I kept failing for like, dunno how many weeks now. =/

YES! I shall go downstairs with my bro to run since he's already home from school. Haha.
That is, if he wants to go, that is. =/

Anyway.
I finally got a few more songs to listen to, thanks to my MP3. Haha. And yes, thanks Elizabeth, too! For the PANIC! At The Disco and Hilary Duff songs. Love ya! =D see, I already put special mention in my blog too okay. Hahaha!

Hmm... nothing else much to post. Haha. Listening to "Dirty Little Secret" by The All American Rejects on my blog now. Haha. Finally updated a bit of the coding, so yeah. Haha.

I'm totally hungry now can. LOL.
BYE! =D

And yes, happy August first people. Though its no special occasion.

4 MORE DAYS TO THE START OF PESTA SUKAN! YAY!
That reminds me.
OMG.

I didn't go for sailing training today cos I'm sick! OMG. I'm only left with Thursday to train for Pesta Sukan... =( nevermind. I must train seriously this Thursday then. Hope I don't fall sick again, cos my sailing skills have really dropped since the 2 week break after the Interschools. =/

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

And oh ya. Before I forget [which I guess I would never].

29/7/06

A special date.
[Saturday]
YAY!

And oh ya!

5-6 August, PESTA SUKAN! (:
Mayflower sailors JIA YOU! Cos we're gonna win! =D
This Saturday and Sunday must prepare!
-NEVER give up! (:
"No I won't GIVE UP. No I won't BREAK DOWN. Sooner than it seems life turns around. And I will be strong; even if it all goes wrong. When I'm standing in the dark I'll still belive that I WON'T GIVE UP. that I WON'T BREAK DOWN. Sooner than it seems life turns around. And I WILL be strong, even if it all goes wrong."

Ahah. Just a random quote from Hilary Duff's Someone's Watching Over Me (Raise Your Voice). LOL.

Ehh heh. I'm supersupersuper bored now can. Haha. I've not done any of my homework thats due tomorrow! Gosh! My dad's already rushing me to bed cos I'm heaving a bad headache.. ouch lah. When I was bathing in totally icy cold water [I think I said before, my water heater has got some sorta problem. A wire jumped or something lah (: ], my head was totally in pain whenever the water touched my head.

Anyway.
Today's PT was totally bad lah. I was happy that I could finally run again. Then the moment I run.. I loose my breathe after a while and slow down... slower.. slower.. and slower....... until I practically couldn't run and stopped to do brisk walk.

Zach and Nicholas were behind me pushing me. Zach was like going, "Come on lah Gwen! All you just need to do is push yourself. Once you're tired don't stop!!! Keep going. Just keep going lah, its okay one. Yesyes, yes thats it. Just keep running. Nonono!!! Don't stop! Noooo! DON'T stop!! Aiyo. Just keep running. Push yourself and don't stop when you're tired. Once you feel your stomach there like very pain until wanna die that means its good, cos your stamina is building up. How I run until like that is cos last time I just keep pushing myself until now its so easy for me to run." LOL. Zach!!! Thank you so much. You and Nicholas. If you two never push me, I think I would have lagged right behind... or maybe stop running totally for all the rounds. THANKS YOU GUYS! =D

YAY. In Chinese class Benedict [from 1A who came to my class for Chinese] didn't wanna change place with me to sit with Kerrie, as in cos Ms Ham complained to Mrs Thomas I was talking too much in Chinese class, and Mrs Thomas wanted me to change place during Chinese lesson. And since Benedict didn't wanna change place with me, I didn't have to sit with Maruay [also from 1A]! HAHA.

Kerrie was like "Wah Benedict, must change place with Gwen! Let the two class chairpersons sit together. Class chairperson sit with class chairperson. *whistles whee-wheet!*" then me and Maruay were like "Ahem?" and looking at her. Haha. Maruay was super weird lah. I laugh at the funny things Ms Ham said and he turned behind to look at me and turned infront to carry on laughing at funny phrase himself. =/ MARUAY, you may be another one of those mean-o class chairpersons of the sec 1 world [like me], but you're weird. WEIRD I TELL YA, WEIRD! Okay, we're both those mean-o class chairpersons. HAHA. 1A and 1E class chairperson are totally siao one! Wuahaha.

Anyway.
I hate PT! fullstop. =D

And yep, after PT, I went to AMK Macs to meet Yining. Rachel was also supposed to come but she last min didn't come. Haha. Yining was a bit late lah, but nevermind. A bit only mah. She shared with me much stuff about being a Christian blah blah... etc. Then like 1 hour later we went to walk around in AMK Central. Haha. She told me before we stood up to leave "Lets go SHOPPING!" and I was like "Huh, AMK Central? SHOPPING? Huh??? AMK Central where got nice shops to go shopping around." LOL. But yah, thanks Yining for all you did today. I'm so honoured to be the first person you shared with, in like 2 years!!! =D You're totally the best can. x) Thanks for today... you spent so much time just to share with me. Haha.

Wah. Really tired now. SHALL GO SLEEP! WUAHAHA. I'm such a pig. Owww. HEADACHE.