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Gwendolyn N.
26 years young, a dreamer struggling ever so slightly to not let the world's negativities consume her.


Monday, January 29, 2007

http://www.sailing.org.sg/events/regattas/07/lb4/_docs/Byte.pdf

if you wanna check out the BYTE results for the Laser/Byte/420 Regatta, click on the above link! :D
just came home from sailing pt! :D damn slack today lah, cos mr lee let the byte sailors who went for the regatta on Saturday and Sunday off early, so we didnt have to run the rounds! haha.

justin and darren suddenly put down their bags and joined the rest in running tho o.0 i think cos they never come for sunday. haha.

hmm, i shall blog about the race? :D

damn shuang. i'm so freaking happy with my results okay!

a lot of people told me i improved eh! haha. so proud of myself lah. HAHA. its like, usually i'm on last piece of paper, but this race i was on second piece! after the 5th race or something i was 66th, just nicely the last one on the last piece of paper. heh!

then when unrigging ms cheng told me i was 63rd overall, the new list was out. i was like "WHAT THE.... 63RD?! AH HAHAHAHAHAHA! 2ND PIECE OF PAPER YOU KNOW!!!!!!" and started jumping around -_- wenfeng was being rotten plum juice, keep complaining its a tyco that i beat all the sec2s from MF.

but seriously, the wind was terrible. maybe if it wasnt for the choppy waves, i would have sailed better. i got too tired after the second race on day two, and kinda lost interest to sail the rest of the races D:

first day's wind was just the wind i like, it was like thursday and tuesday's wind. damn nice, strong enough for me to control and hikeout. first day my overall ranking for race one and two was like 71 lah. race 1 position 71, race 2 position 66. ah! race one pull me down D:

wenfeng had to retire halfway during the first race on day one ): quite sad lah. SIN808 banged into him while she was on a run and he i think was on a reach or upwind.

wenfeng kept saying (on the second day while unrigging) that he had right of way, both of them starboard tack. then david, ryan and me argued that he doesnt have right of way -_-

the crack in his boat was like, you know from my shoulder to my palm there? About half of that length. can see right into the hull of the boat somemore. damn freaky can. should ask david for the pic of the crack, i think he has it.

Estimated cost?

500 bucks.

SIN808 and wenfeng agreed to 50-50. so each is 250 bucks.

OUCH LAH. so expensive! can see he was damn upset when we came back about the crack. lol.


second day,

the wind was terrible. just terrible! during the first race, i was pretty fine, sailing was okay lah, didnt capsize much, so i still had a lot of energy :D then i beat wenfeng! hahaha. i thought he was infront of me.

Then when i stopped my boat after i passed the finish boat, then he sailed infront of me and told me "wahlao you pumppumppump! you siao eh? pump so much later kena caught by jury lah!"

actually i only pumped twice :S LOL. david was stupid lah, when on a run, he, ryan and mubarak sailed like side by side, stupidly blocking each others' wind can. i think mubarak pump, then david shouted damn loudly: "I GONNA PUMP!" and he pumped like siao -_- when we just rounded the buoy not too long ago somemore lah. stupid! GOT JURY LAH.

then second race while on run i kept on thinking about me capsizing, and what would happen.

then i TURTLED (after rounding the buoy 4 i think) -_-

so damn pissed. heng my daggerboard didnt go down, yet.

so i uprighted my boat and eased out my sail and beared away till i went back on run. When my boat just moved a bit, IT CAPPED. wth?! so i upright, then it capped. i was like "WAHLAO!! WHAT IS THIS LAH!" then i upright again.

just as i managed to sail a bit more, i capped again. nevermind, upright again. then capsize again! so bloody pissed.

so i went off again, then this girl who was going upwind almost bang into me, then i screamed and capped! AGAIN! then i turtled.

and then, i was stuck there for a VERY,
VERY,
VERY,
VERY,
VERY,
VERY LONG TIME.

my daggerboard dropped in, i wasa bit afraid of diving underneath, so i just used my hand to find the daggerboard slot, and slotted the daggerboard in. then when it came up i quickly let go and tried to grab the daggerboard,

then it dropped back down -_-

so i tried again.

and again,
and again,
and again,
and again.
and each time, it just kept dropping back in.

so i dived in, damn freaky lah the sound underneath! its like, each time the waves splash on your boat, the waves would sound so damn freaking loud inside your boat's cockpit lah (thats what you call it, right)! it kinda freaked me out.

so i put in the daggerboard again, but the moment i came up it went back down.

i decided to use the LEG METHOD! :D

just use my leg to hold the daggerboard in place while i climbed up and used my hands to grab the daggerboard before it fell through. i was like in turtle for about more than or about 5mins can? i wanted to cry liao lah.

when i finally uprighted the boat, i told myself "Think positive thoughts, dont capsize cos you know you wont!" and i sailed. then, i capsized again -_- then i uprighted it, and it capped again.

i almost couldnt breathe one time after i uprighted my boat lah! i uprighted it, then when it seemed stable to go up, i did. then the moment i was about to hold the boat steady for me to go up, it capsized on the side i was on, and the boat's side pushed me underwater (starboard side hor, hurhur).

of course i was too shocked lah, so i didnt manage to grab a mouthful of air before it capsized on me. so when i tried swimming back up, i couldnt! i was like, stuck there. and of course i tried not to panic, but i was like in need of air liao!

so i pushed myself up one last time and managed to breathe in air before the boat pushed me down again, then this time i didnt panic cos i got enough air, so i quickly pushed away the boat and swam up. phew!

then when i managed to upright my boat, it turtled again. about 10+ times i capsized during that run can?

worse still, i forgot my gloves! then the boat's (NSC 7!! GRR. i HATE YOU!) daggerboard was all chipped, so whenever i capsized and upright the boat, it'd be so freaking pain. already ropeburned liao, then still have to catch on a chipped daggerboard!

so a powerboat with two people came to me while i was hanging there on my daggerboard. Told me to carry on, and that i was doing a good job even after i capsized so many times i was still determined to upright it or something liddat (o.0 and -_-).

after i uprighted my boat, the driver asked if i was okay, told me to sheet in a bit, and sail down a bit more to take a rest. Hah, DNF (DidNotFinish) liao lah? So obvious. was what i told myself.

so i sailed to the center (no more byte sailors liao, all going on run or headed for finish boat) and watched them sail past.

then i decided to go back to the OD boat. so when i sailed down, cheetend and weiming were already there. but i was quite far from them, so i cried while waiting for Wenfeng and the rest :S

i mean, all i could think of was, My ranking was already so darn good, beat ningxin somemore! its like, i managed to win 20+ over boats! WHY? why must i freaking capsize just as i was about to round the buoy and watch everyone (esp from MF) sail past me?!?! 20+ PEOPLE I COULD HAVE BEATEN OKAY!

i bet it was more than 25, its quite obvious.

i freaking cried liao lah, heng no one saw. i just sat there and looked at my mainsheet while crying o.0 then when Wenfeng came back i sailed to him and both of us complained to each other -_-

then after that, the rest of the races i had no mood to sail, and was too tired to hike out. my eyes hurt a lot lah, cos when the seawater splash until some go into my eyes right, then i would blink and keep renzhu-ing the pain.

then when it stops hurting, more seawater goes in -_- so i was like shitshitshitshitshit!!!

wah okay this post is damn long lah, better not rant on, or the people reading it would be like "wth how much more to go lah?!" haha.

Thursday, January 25, 2007

today's training for sailing rocked lah! :D

its like, even though i was screaming my lungs out like 7/8 during the practice races (cos the wind was so strong), even though i kept almost capsizing, even though aunty yvonne kept telling me to remain calm, even though this and that yadayada, i still managed to NOT capsize.

meaning, not capsize DURING the race okay.

but before that, during launching i capped once, while sailing to the training area i capsized about 4 times in a row. then when i reached the training area, while trying to jybe i capped, again!

thats what i find weird, i mean, during practice races, even though i feel like i'm gonna cap anytime soon, i still managed not to. and while sailing NOT during practice races? i dont wanna cap and i dont feel like i would but end up i will -_-

anyway,
today's wind was SUPER strong. i think almost worse than Tuesday's wind.

but yet i kept getting like top 3 during the practice. the only person that kept beating me was Wenfeng, and of course, the seniors in team2. lol.

the first race David capsized infront of me while on a reach, and i was like screaming my head off. it was so heng that i didnt capsize. then when i won him he say it was tyco. then the next race i won him again, this time, no capsizing. HAHA. damn funny. he was quite bu fu qi lah, still insisted that next race he will win me. Then the third one he caught up with me while the wind was screwed up (one moment its light, then suddenly its damn strong again). But i managed to win him still by a lot :D

i mean, its like i hardly beat him during training lah! i was so shocked i won him every single race today. it must be my lucky day :D even during the last race (uncle thomas told us race back to shore and we all were like "SHIOK LAH!" cos we didnt hear of "race back to shore" before) i won him.

the last race back to shore i had a very bad start. when i started, the wind was screwed up. David was blocking my wind. Ningxin was shouting "Windward boatttttt!!!!!". i was like "shit, bad starting man!"

then end up i kinda got caught in irons. i mean, right infront of i think the singapore sports school optimist trainer you know (at least i think it was them)! both of them! i was so freaked out, and paisei.

then i kept pointing, bearing, blahblah and i gained back speed. but i was already last cos of that lah! okay, wait, Aaron was still behind me.

then i went off damn fast cos i kept bearing down and catching wind, then i caught up with Darren, then i tacked up and caught up with the rest. and when i got back to shore, i was like the 4th from team2 to reach shore! :D so happy with myself. First was Linjie, then Peckkhee, Ningxin and then me.

Unrigging was a success. tho Wenfeng slacked off again once he was done with his boat. he was like wanna go off, standing there complaining, then Siungee asked him to help since he was so free.

we finished unrigging at 6.15pm! :D

from 6.30pm finish become 6.15pm. not bad huh? Aaron said if we kept this up it'd be good.

I LOVE TODAY'S WIND AND I WANT IT FOR SATURDAY AND SUNDAY'S REGATTA! :D

haha, not to curse those who dont like strong wind lah. but i think i'm beginning to love strong wind, and esp since i gained back a lot of interest towards sailing, well, this shall be interesting. heh heh heh.
i'm surprised cos today after school i went for REMEDIAL with aaron and ciping (and shanai and pamela, but actually is meant to only be me and aaron and ciping).

Shanai and Pamela came along cos they were going to my place after school for IPW stuff, and Shanai needed to learn variation again just like me, so she came. Pamela came just cos me and shanai were coming. haha. she understands everything can.

anyway,
the song lyrics i posted below is Diary of Jane by Breaking Benjamin. i downloaded two of their songs, Diary of Jane and Believe. pretty cool, but very punk-rockish. my dad would 'tsktsk' at me if he heard these songs lah.

i just read Rachel's blog. Rachel from NEA2. i was so shocked when i realised what happened over the pass few days. Why?

anyway,
tomorrow i'm having a math test. gah! variation, variation! its not in my textbook. why did MOE give new textbooks for sec1s and sec3s but not sec2s?! damn unfair. variation is not in my textbook, but its tested! why new syllabus now? argh! variation is a sec3 topic can? and they dont have to learn it when they were sec2!

luckily i had the remedial. or i would "flunk it like a punk" tomorrow.

like, how many people have told me that phrase? lets see, David, Aaron, i think Ryan and Jack did too, Justin, and i'm like "i can pass lah!!!" well, when mrs ram says its gonna be easy, you never know whats her definition of EASY.

aaron was damn funny after school today lah, after the remedials. when we were talking to mrs ram. he was like "eh, mrs ram, if its gonna be hard, just go straight to the point. tell us its difficult and that we've got no hope to pass, and that we dont need to study it already cos confirm fail."

then mrs ram was like "aiyo you ah!" lol. mrs ram is so funny lah, and a very good teacher :D

and oh.

i've been having sorethroat and cough since i helped out in this year's sec1 orientation. oh man. Quin's like, "GWEN! you're going into SERIOUS MANHOOD!!!" and bernice says i'm the one with the sexy voice -_- oh mannnn.

my cough has lasted too long. its unbearable lah. haha. and my mom just bought me this bottle of cough syrup. it makes my throat feel damn warm can. eww-ness. i dont wanna drink it!!! D: not nice okay. i like my previous cough syrup thingy better. haha.
DIARY OF JANE - Breaking Benjamin

If I had to
I would put myself right beside you
So let me ask
Would you like that?
Would you like that?

And I don't mind
If you say this love is the last time
So now I'll ask
Do you like that?
Do you like that?

No!

Something's getting in the way.
Something's just about to break.
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane.
So tell me how it should be.

Try to find out what makes you tick.
As I lie down
Sore and sick.
Do you like that?
Do you like that?

There's a fine line between love and hate.
And I don't mind.
Just let me say that
I like that
I like that

Something's getting in the way.
Something's just about to break.
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane.
As I burn another page,
As I look the other way.
I still try to find my place in the diary of Jane.
So tell me how it should be.

Desperate, I will crawl
Waiting for so long
No love, there is no love.
Die for anyone
What have I become?

Something's getting in the way.
Something's just about to break.
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane.
As I burn another page,
As I look the other way.
I still try to find my place in the diary of Jane.


this song is officially stuck in my head. ARGH! haha. like it so much lah ^^

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

i was just looking at the ATS website since i didnt visit it for a long time, and i realised that the layout FINALLY looks so much better lah. Mr Ng must have finally decided that its a good idea to update the website -_-

AND THEN I SAW THIS!! (the pic above)

I REMEMBER THIS CAN? ITS LIKE OUR PRI 5 INTERCLASS DEBATE! :D

this was erm, class 5AA if i'm not wrong. BEATRICE IS IN THIS PIC! haha. speaking of Beatrice, its been a long time since i ever saw her. oh well, maybe this year's CNY i might see her again like i did last year :D

aww man i miss the debating. its like so fun, except for when i kinda get stage fright, but i usually dont. i just follow dunno who(i think Shi Hui)'s reminder "pretend, just pretend hor, they are MOVING ROCKS! :D -smilesmile-" then during my lovely 5EE's interclass, it was hard to do cos me and Jiyin were in the team, but she hated me then cos she kan wo bu shun yan.

AND JUST AS I AM TALKING ABOUT ATS, RUSSELL STARTED A 6E'05 CHAT ON MSN! haha. so qiao. we're going mad lah, talking about Max's girlfriend and Russell being a flirt and Junliang being gay and having a bf -_-

Monday, January 22, 2007

today was a pretty boring day lah. to tell you the truth.
good thing was, lessons seemed to pass so quickly! :D thats maybe cos we had ART today. haha. lessons always pass quickly when theres art to take up 2 periods lah hor.

i kept wanting to pinch Carine's cheeks during art :D she's so cute can? xiaomei also. both of them are very cute. haha. i'm afraid of morning assembly tomorrow! CARINE, DONT PINCH MY CHEEKS OKAY? hehe (:

and oh, please note.
MY VOICE IS STILL CROAKY. nono Quin, i'm notta frog.
BUT ITS STILL CROAKY OKAY D: I'M NOT HAPPY ABOUT MY VOICE!

not only does my mom tease me about my voice when i try to like kiddingly scream at her, so does Quinny! GAH! and xinzhi, joey, etc. -stares-

anyway,
after school went to get something to eat. just made it quick lah, a sandwich and packet milo! :D okay, dont bother nagging at me.

you must be like "oh crap, you're sick with a very bad cough and sorethroat (even tho your throat isnt pain) and you're still drinking MILO and eating TUNA sandwiches? siao ah!"

LOL. but seriously lah, it was just a quick munch. forgive me. haha.

we had PT! :D pt today was quite okay lah. dunno why i was so happy to attend pt. i think i'm feeling like i'm sec 1 again, everything for sailing must go. hah!

while running past the 3rd floor during my last round or something, i kept seeing Carine and Guijun. so when i ran past Carine would keep looking at me and smile, and Guijun was like "HI!!!" haha.

then when it was about 3.20pm, me and peckkhee left for HOUSE PRACTICE.
buahahaha.

but, house practice is a total bore. why? cos today we didnt do anything. why? cos we would practice the track items later, so Mr Lee wants us to try out the field events.

being a natural-born jumper (someone, please cough. oh wait, no need. i already did -_-), i of course chose long jump. so did peckkhee and the rest of the unicorn people. which, btw, only 3 including me attended.

and when we got to the gate from the field, hoho. the gate was LOCKED.

so we went back to find an OM. and when we did, he told us to use the LONGGGGG way to the long jump pit. so we did.

and when we got there -

- WEEDS! GET THOSE WEEDS OFFA MEEEE!

okay, i shan't be so drama. but seriously, THERE WAS A LOT OF WEEDSSSSS!

it was as if the long jump pit was a mini garden for weeds. so dissappointed lah! so end up all the people who wanted to try long jump for the day had to be unpaid farmers (reminds me of farmer Shi. lol!), and we had to work on getting the weeds off.

and when not even half of the weeds were off the pit, the practice for the day was almost over. so we just jumped for fun. lol. whoever wanna try just go and try lo.

while waiting for everyone to be done, i thought i saw a lot of multi-coloured people at the basketball court there.

orange, black, dark blue, red, green, white, well, a lot of colors can le.

then i realised it was the SAILORS! :D

and the one thing they'd be doing when they're there is none other than SPRINTING! okay, actually not really sprinting. but more to suicide. as in, Celine taught me this running term from her netball practice last time that her coach would do and its called Suicide.

you run to this point, touch the line, run back, touch the line, and run further down than the previous point you ran to, touch the line, and run back.

apparently when i got there, Darren was like "wah! Gwen come back liao. she sure OWN lah she." and he said it damn loudly.

then when Mrs Sidhu asked me to run with the girls group, Nicholas was like "wah, Gwen running with them ah? Sure win lah. go gwen!!!" and Darren was like "sure own lah she, sure own lah." LOL. i'm not THAT good in sprinting can. Look at Justin, Zach, Shiyan! all so fast -_-

then i won the girls. soooooo, okayyyyy. nothing to say. when i chionged back Darren was like "WOOT SHE OWNED!" -_-

then the group i ran with after that, i also won. practically i won all the groups i sprinted with lah hor. heng justin not in my group :D or he own me lah. sure one.

the last group slacked. is not i fast, i think is we all slack. HAHA xD

its like, i ran until when i going back to touch the line that time, Ningxin was still going on the first run up. then i was like "o.0 huh!" when i ran past her -_-then when i touched the last line and ran back, the rest were like slightly less than half a basketball court away from me o.0 i just jogged while on the way back cos i was quite tired. lol.

how we run! :D

Sunday, January 21, 2007

today Celine didnt go for tuition so i was LONELY! D: its like i noticed that when Celine's around i'm damn chatty in class. but when she's not around i'm very quiet in class. lol!

But i got to talk more to other tuition-mates lah. like i made friends with Devyaah (Divyah). haha. At first we didnt talk that much, then we started talking more after she noticed that my handwriting was damn small. haha.

anyway,
i dont think i can quit my music lessons yet! ahhhhh! my mom just told me must give them one month notice. meaning i can only quit during Febuary or something. wth?! i have to go for one month more lessons? I WANNA DIE LAH.

tomorrow got PT :D

peckkhee asked me to go with her for house practice, but i havent signed up for any segment yet! i wanna take part in either 1x400m run or like a one person run the whole thing by yourself kinda thing. but i got no stamina lah. anyway house practice also quite slack. last year we only practiced sprinting. and woot i won all the girls :D haha. quite shiok.

soooo. i wanna go pt first. haha. easier way to train more mah. cos got the running. haha.

later got piano and i havent practiced yet. bloody hell. i dont wanna practice lah. the teacher stress me out like hell during lessons so i would forget whatever i practice the moment i go in. as if i wanna carry on learning from HER.

and i still can't talk properly lah shit. my sorethroat now not so bad dunno why i still cant talk normally. oh well, tomorrow people would hear my robotic voice i guess o.0 i can't talk in a high pitch voice or my voice would sound like a squeak.

in tuition class today its like i say an answer when mr phua asked the class wheres the two er whatever triangles. and i sounded so weird with my voice so hoarse! gahhhh.

must. talk. less.
yup.

Saturday, January 20, 2007

i can't talk! haha. i seem to have lost my voice this morning. so i'm sounding a lot like a robot (: i coughed till like that lorh. terrible lah. i've been coughing my lungs out this morning, and it sucks.

anyway.
talking to Jacelyn on msn about her math teacher. haha. the alien voice teacher. from talking about my liking to slap my stuff (from slapping my com to my printer) cos it was on my PM, we ended up talking so much about the teacher.

yesterday ended up making justin wait till like 12.30am, and my com STILL couldn't display the maple game. i was like "oh shit, he wait so long. ah sure kill me lah." haha.

its like, the game can start. you can hear the music and everything. but the thing is that you can't see the game cos the screen is blank, and that theres this thingy floating around saying "attention, video cannot be played. change the screen dimensions to 1024x768@60HM." or something liddat.

i was so pissed can?

for one thing, my screen's resolutions were ALREADY at 1024x768. and whats up with the 60HM or whatever thingy?

told my dad to use the new screen he dowan. insisted on checking the old screen to make sure its REALLY spoiled or something. i was like o.0

[EDIT] thanks Huiwen, Jiaqi and Nicolette for the tags thingos! :D thankssss! <3 [/EDIT]

Friday, January 19, 2007

argh!

i've been coughing the whole day, and i'm getting very pissed off at the fact that i can't stop coughing. whats the use of medicine schedicine ledicine?

and today's dinner at ahmah's place?
CURRY CHICKEN WITH RICE AND VEGE AND FISH!

i was like, egad! oei, i having cough leh. then i thought, yet again, maybe i can eat it lah. ahmah's having a worse off cough than me and i think she also ate it leh.

and NOW.

i can't even COUGH PROPERLY with the hiccups going on. i betcha one of you must be talking bad about me or something right. huhhuhhuh? -stares-

okay, shall talk about more PLEASANT stuff (:

lessons were as usual, BORING!
Mrs Ram didnt come, and soooooo, two periods in the canteen! :D and is last two periods somemore. hah! Chuxian, Daoying, Shanai, Bernice, Phaedra and me were talking about rumoured ghost-y stuffs during last 40mins. damn freaky.

anywayyyyy.

then after school went to find kerrie cos we were meant to go down to the library together. then she was with liz and apparently she forgot about it! -gasp- so we went down to mac and had lunch (or at least liz did, it was either fried or cold so i decided not to have anything). i was so tempted to eat can!

then we debated on where to go, AMK hub or J8.

so ended up we went to J8! haha. AMK Hub B2 and B1 are already opened. i went there with Celine and her mom after jiang today. pretty nice lah, not much shops yet. FOUNTAIN! :D

took neoprints :D theres one i look quite nice in it. its like the only one i look nice in can. haha. but my stupid/stubborn printer REFUSES to scan it. c'mon, its not some reject lah. haha.

okay. I'M STILL HAVING THE HICCUPS.
so, whatever.

then we went down to NTUC there to get some stuff from old chang kee to eat. i got quite hungry cos i didnt eat anything for lunch! ):

after eating we went home, or more like elizabeth came over to my place. heh. played a lot of my keyboard. then she got mad when she heard me practising my guitar plucking she came to my room and was like "did i hear the guitar???" then she saw me and was like squealing. haha.

then i walked her off to central there, cos she wanted to walk home.

-THE END-

lol comical.

anyway. i think i better try getting into Maplestory again. gah! i made justin wait since like 8pm. i think he's gonna kill me can. but what to say? my internet connection siao, dont lemme log it. gah! D:

and i'm broke for the rest of the week. boohoo! T_T

Wednesday, January 17, 2007


OMGOSH. ISNT THIS MR LEE, QUIN, MRS SIDHU AND MS CHENG IN THE PICTURE?!
lol!!! i found this as i was looking at the byte and laser pico courses. then i was like, eh, this red shirt looks so familiar.
then i was thinking, they look like....
OMG!!! QUINNNNNNNNNNN?!
this must have been the first few sailing sessions me and quin had. haha. we sailed a pico before "upgrading" to our byte and opti mah. LOL lah. i shall tell mrs sidhu and ms cheng tomorrow about this pic :D
AH! i checked the sailing website and realised that time David lied to me. lol. he said only got 70+ byte sailors in singapore (duh i know its not possible can?) and he said i was like only 71 in ranking.

BUT

there are like, 164 byte sailors!

http://www.sailing.org.sg/sailors/rankcls.php?class=Byte

anyway.
my ranking 151 T_T feel like crying lah. so low! haha. wenfeng's ranking is 122 leh. i'm like o.0 so high. Zach's really the legend lah, ranking 16! haha.

i didnt go school today! well, luckily its a wednesday that my body chose to be so sick. haha. actually its not THAT sick lah. i'm only having a really bad sorethroat and cough and a terrible headache this morning.

my sorethroat's hurting so badly that i dont even feel like eating. even swallowing my own saliva makes it pain can. haha.

argh! stupid printer. run out of ink again. ahhhh. have to go and buy again lah. so mahfan. haha. i was trying to print out some stuff when it came out all weird-ish. lol lah.

i am pretty suay. on the way to polyclinic to see a doctor this afternoon, i had gastric pain cos i didnt eat lunch. then nevermind, i can tahan. haha.

on the way back at around 3 plus i saw a few mayflowerians i knew - Sally at Popular, Huiling and a friend at Popular, Shiyan and two friends at S-11, Xinling and Eddie and a few of their friends outside macs. lol.

when the doctor told me that the medicine would make me sleepy, i didnt expect it'd really make me THAT sleepy lorh. its like after i ate the medicine at around 4+, i fell asleep at 5. and when i woke up, well, it was already 8pm. haha.

Sunday, January 14, 2007

i am inspired to be like the sailors who won in Doha games! LOL please. haha no lah, joking. but i really am HALF inspired to be like what, Maximillian Soh, Justin Wong, etc. hahaha.

My dad told me if i want a boat (byte!) in future, i must go win a bronze medal or something and then i can use the money for a byte. lol so lame lah. but for now, i shall do well in green sail first. i'll still need to figure out how to put the mast like what the NSC people put it up. gah! why they must liddat?

MY BROTHER IS SUCH A LAND PERSON.

why cant he be a SEA person like me. hahaha. funny. he wants to excel in badminton, while for me its sailing. two different worlds. LOL.

i asked him if he wants to learn sailing, since i saw the article on the newspaper about sailing at NSC there. he was like "er, dowan!!!" and my dad was like "aiyah he wants to do well in badminton and win the susilo guy lah." -_-

maybe after my music lessons end on saturday i might go take up weekend classes bah. depends. my mom kinda talked to me about it and she asked for the price. haha. miracle lah please.

anyway.
went out with Nadya jiejie today. haha. she's still funny and sarcastic as ever lah lol. was out until like 10 plus. haha. talked quite a lot with her, since its been a while since i ever talked to her. she gave me this lovely handphone thingy.

she told me she was like "ehhhhhh!! o.0" when she realised Zahra jiejie also gave me a handphone thingy keychain-y. WITH MY NAME! :D both are hp keychains lah haha. Nadya jiejie got mine from Swarvoski or whatever its spelled as. damn nice can :D she was like "if you dont use it i'll be like sad okay!" so i must use lah. haha. but i she3 bu4 de3 yong4 lah. haha.

i heard she wants to come over tomorrow to see me in school before my PT. haha. so nice of her, but i hope its possible. she wants to see how my school is like, seeing the fact that in Australia their schools are so much more diff, but she's in a uni there lah.

but i hope the security dont go all siao and ask 1mil questions when she wants to go into school. i know she needs a pass lah hor. haha. i told her to try to reach by 2, so i can like talk to her. she wants to see me in school uniform haha.

and she says she wants to spot for shuai ges in my school. LOL LAH. Like my school got anyone shuai lah. haha. then she was like (in her usual i'm-now-joking-lah tone) "if theres someone shuai then i'll go woo him! hahaha. then i'll be like ohhh i'm like dunno how old, oldold aunty! buahahahaha." lol.

Saturday, January 13, 2007

today went to get some clothes for CNY with my mom, and i got a Newbie polo tee and a Newbie shorts! :D $10.20 away from the membership card. gah! its lifetime somemore. now must spend 150 bucks in total counting today's spenditure. haha.

the top was like $39.90 and the shorts was also around there i think. i almost got a jacket that costs $59.90! haha. but the lady told me i should get small. and when i tried it on it was SMALL. as in really small for me. my mom said i looked fine in it, but i'm not used to wearing tight-fitting stuff so i dont like the feeling of it. the jacket was so nice somemore lorh! ): same design as my new shirt tho.

then i think next week i'm getting new shoes ^^ haha. i think i'm gonna spend a lot more on this CNY then last year's. lol.

argh! why my hp cannot connect the USB port thingy! my com keeps saying it doesnt recognise it, when i could transfer songs last time somemore lah! so upsetting, can't upload the movie i took. lol. thought of putting it up on youtube and then post it here :D

shall go try again!
TTFN! :D

Friday, January 12, 2007

argh! anyone has the song "Long Way 2 Go" by Cassie? haha. looking for that song really badly cos i quite like it, but apparently the P2P thingy i'm using isnt so good. the internet's siao lah. so slow! D: also downloading Paris Hilton's "Nothing In This World".

GOT NEW SCHOOL SHOES WOOT!

i think i bought it quite quickly lah. its like this,

Me: -goes into shop- hmm like not here leh.
Dad: go look behind lah. got some other shoes there.
Me: oh. okay lorh. -goes right to the back- hmmm, A-HAH! here it is! :D
Dad: okay, hmm, tell the guy what size you need. let you try on.
Me: ur erm, 8?
Guy: -doesnt bother saying anything. goes into the storage and takes the shoe and comes back out and just pases it to me. (IS HE A MUTE?!)-
Me: hmmmm, eh. urr, should be can lah. -wheres my mom when i need her!-
Another guy: it has one finger length right? okay then it should be fine cos you're going to wear socks.
Me: yeah its one finger spacing behind (:
Another guy: thats good for you (:
Dad: okay lah, can right? okay we'll take this, thanks. -gestures me to pay- go pay lah! haha.
Mom: so how? bought it liao mah? which one izzit? i still havent see it yet.
Me: go home you'll see -_-

and after my dad paid, we walked back home. LOL. an about-less-than-10mins-purchase for SHOES. miracle for me man. haha

Thursday, January 11, 2007

really tired now, but ah i dunno lah haha.

just now sailing we had 18EIGHTEEN juniors that came for the tryouts! :D haha. i only managed to talk to the girls, so far only about 5 girls came for tryouts? yep. so... that means about 13 of the juniors that came were GUYS. uh-huh. haha.

I got to know this jnr called Bei Er, aka Agnes if i'm not wrong. haha. Then this guy called Zachary. LOL. Joseph decided to call him Zach the 2nd, or the sub-legend, or the second legend. LOL LAH JOSEPH.

So far theres two Nicholas, two Justins and two Zacharys! haha. luckily Gwen Tan never come, or there'd be two Gwens! lol. then we'd have more problems calling each other's names. Have to like "big Nicholas!!" or "Nic" for Nicholas Wong. Then for the Justins have to call them like what "small justin and big justin" or "Justin Ong". then Zach, well, its just differenciate by "legend" and "the 2nd Zach" or something. lol. oh and if the now-sec2 justin AW joined sailing, there'd be 3 justins -_- justin aw did come for tryouts during sec1 tho. haha.

i've been coughing like siao today lah. this morning i woke up with a really bad sorethroat, and i talked to Darren like alien liddat, no voice haha.

anyway.
i realised i didnt eat a whole proper meal today! haha. achievement lol. cos usually if i skip breakfast i'd be very hungry before recess. but cos today i didnt want to go late for SC duty during recess so i just bought Milo while darren go do "lucky draw" at the school's drink vending machine. damn funny.

before he put the coin in he told me "okay, i want justea! the green packaging one!!" and he slot in the coin. and when he press the "apple and kiwi" fruit juice or something, out came exactly what he wanted. i was like "omgosh HAHAHAHAHA so funny ahahhaa!!!"

then i helped joseph with the writing down of the names for sec 2 councilor duties, then i went with darren to do our duties. kept walking up and down haha.

then before recess ended, these 2B girls came up. so we told them to go back to canteen. the unicorn girl looked at me and told me "i want to get my uniform. cannot meh?!" then i told her "cannot. go back to the canteen, the bell hasn't rang yet. so go down!"

but she didnt listen and walked with her friends. her friends seemed pretty guai kia though, totally different from their paikia friend lah please.

then we went downstairs to lvl 1 to sign the duty board from joseph as he made his round. then when we came up again, the girls were still in class. so darren asked this guy whom i forgot what his name was to go ask them to come out and go back to canteen. when he asked them he came back out and told us "they said they cleaning classroom leh." me and darren were like "what on earth? say want to take uniform now cleaning classroom?!"

so we went in to talk to them ourselves. then i told them "hey, go back to canteen now! you want to clean the classroom right? got teacher's pass annot? if you dont have it then go back down to the canteen NOW!" then the girl in unicorn shirt bu shuang us. then darren said "i thought you wanted to take uniform. how come now is cleaning classroom?" then she said "i want to clean classroom, cannot meh?!" then i said "you dont have teacher's pass right? so cannot. go back down NOW. and i mean NOW."

so she bu shuang us and walked out of the classroom with her two friends. then when she just turned round the corner the bell rang, and they walked back again. she of course come and diao me lah.

then she said "stupid ass!" when she walked pass me.
then i copied what she said, and she looked at me.
then she scolded "wtf lah, you chao chee bye!"

i was like thinking to myself, it takes one to know one. is she talking about herself?

then when i walked back with darren, she screamed from like half a corridor away to me, "fuck you lah, you think you COUNCILOR i scared you arh?! so what lah?!"

then i told her "oei, i'm a councilor, so all the more i have a higher authority than you. you have to respect me in some ways too okay?!" and i walked off. when i was outside my classroom, i saw out from the corner of my eyes that she was staring at me and talking to her friends while like pointing me out or something.

wahhhhhh, wanna fight izzit. so scared NIA. like i would bother wanting to fight with her and her friends. think they so paikia just cos they in NT meh!

stupid lah! if not for the fact that i was a councilor, i also wouldn't want to bother with thugs like her. thugs like her with such uncouth manners, only know how to scold people chao. she knows no better words? like, hello? ever heard of respect your peers or something?

darren told me should tell joseph, he's also very strict. then i talked to kerrie and she told me should diao her back. err, not exactly a good idea. haha.

lessons, as usual, BORING.

math, as usual, NOTHING. i dont get a thing! i mean, about the sec3 work thing. the varies as or something thingy equasion. so fustrated. it looks so straightforward but no matter how many times i ask or try i just get it wrong. FUSTRATING!

the bus trip back from NSC was damn funny. the guys playing teiti again, as usual. can hear them keep trying to play cheat, especially justin lah haha. keep wanting to change cards for a ti.

then the traffic lights at this junction inbetween Bishan park and the AMK hdb flats there got problem, maybe cos of the rain. the red light just kept blinking and blinking. so all the cars were like sardines, packed together. and we had problem getting past cos no one wanted to give way and there was no one to direct traffic.

so justin was like "oei! i wanna go down lah! i want to go direct the traffic (like some hero liddat)! who got blue uniform? i also need the white gloves lah. lol!" liang hong was like "we're not NPCC lah. if you in NPCC you just wear their uniform and go down can liao. traffic officer. HAHA"

then this lady got very fustrated in her taxi, so she came out and crossed the road. then she was like "directing the traffic" while she crossed the road.

the seniors saw and were like "woooah! hero wor! hahahaha. hero from yellow taxi nia!" then justin saw and he was like "OEI!!! i want to go there too lah!" haha. super funny lah my seniors. sailing has fun and crazy and lame people :D

so i took a video of it using my hp. this lady in her car also tried taking our bus when a lot of us flashed our hps and started taking pics of the scenario. haha. then david was like "wah, want to take picture of us worh! then must smile lah! :D" siao lah he.

when we finally got like a past the jam everyone behind (meaning seniors. We have a "know-your-row-noobs!" policy or smth. haha), including me, were like "whooooooooooooooo!!!" and screaming "yes!yes!yessss!!!!!!!" haha. retarded us [;

when we finished our after sailing pt, i waited for peckkhee cos the B div' girls had to stay back to talk to the chers. so while waiting, lianghong, shiyan, cheeteng, weiming, justin and jack were standing there waiting for their parents. then we saw like 7 snails lah! haha. maybe it was cos it was raining so heavily bah.

then they tried using the fork they found to throw the snail off-course or off the pillar it was climbing up. haha, damn funny. this basketball girl was like looking at us like we were siao, and we actually are :D

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

i'm doing my homework.
i'm doing my homework.
i'm doing my homework!!!

i'm shocked. i mean, wow! usually i'd only do it like 12am plus? or the next day i rush. its always a last min thing, unless its English. but now i'm doing it without anyone rushing me to. hahaha! so proud of myself. And its MATH! :D

but this year, i think that the teacher i got for literature isnt exactly a Mr James Lee replica, you should know.

Its ms goh. the one they describe as the "fashion-disaster because of her track shoes and flower skirts" teacher -_- she made the lesson so boring i think i fell asleep. but i was still listening while i think i was asleep. LOL.

but its no wonder i managed to sleep. i already read the whole story finished even before she finished reading out loud half of the story. she explained things for the simple-st and easy to understand words. so duh, its boring!

i'm not the only victim.
so was Zul, Mohamed (i dont know how to spell his name, hee), Alicia, Joey and Eileen. We either dozed off by accident or were doing something else. Cos the lesson is so BORING.

i dont know why i'm saying this...

but i think i like MATH and CHINESE better than i like LITERATURE and SCIENCE.

dont bother rubbing your eyes.

the girl who has hated math since primary 4 and a 1/2 and chinese since primary 5 is liking it again! woot. haha. but well, i depend heavily on my English and Literature a lot. not so much on Science though. Mrs Supra kept teaching stuff thats irrevelant to the lesson.

And during the first period of Science today she used like half of it to talk about class stuff, totally no link to science. she wasted our study time to talk to us about class stuff.

Then! during CME, she used it to make us DO SCIENCE. must be cos she used too much of the Science period to talk about class stuff. even though she's our form teacher, that doesnt give her the right to use our periods to talk about irrevelant stuff you know.

So bloody pissed.

I cant FLUNK LITERATURE you know!!! i mean it. i depend on it!!! ): Science i'm always close to failing so now that my teacher is not as good as Ms Parimala (or Mdm), its gonna be worse. i need help. i even saw on Ciping's MSN nick that he's looking for a tuition center for SCIENCE.

if they had a tuition center for lit, well, tell me! i think i'm gonna be desperately in need of it.

For the subjects i'm flunking (dont count science, PLEASE), i got really nice teachers.

Like for Chinese, its liang lao shi. a very nice and cute teacher.
For Math, its Mrs Ram. Her teaching is interesting and she explains to me everything again and again nicely cos i didnt understand it after she explained it like dunno how many times.

For the subjects i'm doing pretty good in, like lets say English and Literature, i get teachers that dont seem to be enjoying their job at all.

Example, for Literature its Ms Goh.
For English its Mrs Suhailah. She gets mad at us so easily >< and her lessons are quite boring too. oh well.

i'm hoping i dont flunk my two most-favourite subjects. I've a strong feeling i wont do so well in literature this year.

Ms Goh also teaches other sec 2 classes ENGLISH besides Literature. Nicolette and Jody have been complaining this afternoon when we went back home together about Ms Goh, cos for 2E, they have 4 periods with her. HAH! 2+ hours. Elizabeth almost cried during the 3rd period or something, i saw from her blog.

and i heard their Math teacher is super boring, and she doesnt know how to teach. Nicolette and Jody said that maybe all four of the classes got at least someone will complain, if not it'd be all 120 students in the classes that will complain to the school. lol. Nicolette and Jody are gonna be one of the who comfirm will complain.

I've not seen their Math teacher yet so i dont know. But everyone's complaining to me about her, and they said her voice was so soft and alien-like that even with the mic they couldnt hear what she's saying. Poor 2E and 2A and whatever uppersec class she teaches! D:

they cant even understand what she's teaching. to the point where Nicolette told her she didnt understand what she was talking about when the teacher asked if anyone didnt understand.

And when the teacher saw/heard Nicolette say that, she just said -

- "okay! lets move on!"

-_- i mean, thats terrible! Everytime a teacher doesnt bother if you understand or not... eww. At least i got a very nice Mrs Ram ^^ who explains clearly for us :D

heres hoping i dont flunk english, science and lit. and get A's for MATH AND CHINESE! :D

Monday, January 08, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICHOLAS!!!!

okay, so apparently its nicholas's birthday. lol. happy birthday nic! :D

feeling really depressed. I'm in team 2 for sailing practices! bloody. is my sailing skills really that bad? even though i'm gonna be training with aunty Evone, it doesnt mean i'm happy. i feel like i'm lousy compared to the rest in team 1 D: not a good feeling.

but i rounded off with peckkhee that it must be my studies. yup. studies. gah! the only key to a good job, or so what parents say 24/7.

Ryan's in team 1, he's in 2A. Ningxin and peckkhee are in team 1, both in 3E and 3A respectively, Justin's in team 1, and i doubt he's ever failed a subject, or so he says. Quin's in team 1, she's in 2E.

well, i dont know either. time to buck up!

and yessssssss!
my running has improved. go gwenny go!!! :D haha. usually for me 1 round is like 6mins plus. today i got 5.45mins for the first timed round. then for the second timed round its about 5.5mins when i got to the first level. woots! so proud of myself. hehe.

and I'VE GROWN 2CM. WUAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.

2cm better than last year, the whole year i only grew 1cm. so depressing lah. haha.

the school's new high-tech measuring scale very good and zhun wor! -_- i first measured that time i was 156cm. cant be what.... how come i shrink also shrink until 6cm?! cannot be what, i'm 162cm last yr when measured leh. so i asked mr lee let me retake. and suddenly i was 164cm!

so zhun lah. haha. high-tech somemore. and mr lee says its much more accurate than what we used to measure height and weight last year -_- accurate meh? if thats his idea of accurate, i beg his pardon? it measured me as shrink by 6cm and shoot up 8cm in less than 5mins. so accurate wor! haha.

-should or not?

Sunday, January 07, 2007

oh! and btw, i managed to fix the problem with the song player in my blog. now can listen to songs ^^ haha. but i'll be putting up more songs soon. in the meanwhile its just these few songs haha.
i need black ink! GAHHHH!

sorry Aaron! ergh, i realised i lost the copy of the Math homework which i helped him photocopy so i tried to re-photocopy it today, then when i was photocopying the 4th page my printer ran out of ink.

good lah printer, you smart lah! Grrr...

and my printer suddenly became very violent just now, thanks to this!

the stupid paper holding thingo!

the culprit! -dramatic music-
it made my paper jam in the printer! and so much freaking ink was wasted cos of this. and when i was cleaning my printer, there was a lot of ink on where only like half of the paper got printed there -_-

anyway,
i'm now super bored. and i dont think i've even completed HALF of the math homework my teacher gave me. I shall work on it later ^^

i'm so proud of myself that the first math homework i got, i didnt have any problems with it! even though its easy and straightforward lah, but still usually this kind of like involving distance yadayada questions i will always get wrong. but i didnt. hehe.

yesterday when Nadya jiejie and Zahra jiejie came over for dinner they went mad! especially after eating dinner, they came into my room and we went siao cos they got my keyboard and they started typing nonsense to my friends who talk to me on MSN. okay they only did it to Sripriya and Russell (cos he had a spelling error in his msn personal msg. he typed extraordinary as extrodinary)

Priya: hi
Nadya: heeeeeeeeeelllllllllooooooooooo??????
Me: lol
Nadya: i got toenail o9
(o9 cos i was snatching the keyboard and accidentally press the enter key. lol. she wanted to type "i got toenail dropping off" but cos i snatched the keyboard it came out as "i got toenail" -_- we were laughing our heads off lah)
Me: sorry
Me: not i type one
Me: my cousin type

so i quickly closed the chat and logged out after she talked to Russell about his typo. then when i relogged in Priya just HAD to talk to me again -_-

Priya: hi
Me: hi
Me: sorry about just now
Me: my cousins -_-
Priya: younger?
Priya: guy or girl?
Priya: hoe old?
Priya: *how
Me: older than me haha
Me: guy or girl
Priya: hoe old
Me: girl
Priya: hoe old
Me: much older than me can liao
Me: why?
Priya: juz ask

hmm, i'm wondering why she kept pestering me for how old my cousins are and whether they are boy or girl -_- it was quite irritating lah i felt. but oh well.

anyway.
then they looked at my yearbook, laughed about how my class (1E) boys are not shuai one, finding boys that are so-called "up to standard" to them and telling me (-_-) lol. siao lah they. and they're like 20plus year old can? they're behaving like they're younger than me lol.

okay i'm really bored, and since my music is now blasting (the prev song "chasing cars" just ended and now my iTunes is playing "Dangerous and Moving (intro)" of t.A.T.u), i might as well do my homework and get it over with.

I.
NEED.
HELP.
FOR.
THE STINKING SUBJECT CALLED MATHEMATICS.

p.s. i dont know why, but both Nicolette and Beverly have "i dont wanna flunk Math" or something like that in their msn nicks. i wonder why.. lol.

Saturday, January 06, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAMELA! :D

gah! i almost forgot it was Pamela's birthday today until when i was playing audition with her she asked me a whole lot of people's birthdates. then she asked for mine, so i told her mine, then when i asked her for her birthdate i suddenly remembered it was January. then i think it was one of the first 10 days of January. and i suddenly remembered it was on January 6 so i freaked cos TODAY'S JANUARY 6!

haha. damn funny. so i wished her happy birthday and all.

and oh! i counted my savings -gringrin- and it totals up to..........
...... 99 bucks! :D

okay wait, thats not really a lot, is it? haha. over the whole year i think. but i guess this year its lesser cos i used my own money to buy stuff more than last time, esp for some extra school stuff i paid for some okay. lol. mom still owes me 2 bucks for my student's diary! buahahaha [;

anyway.
i am bored. very bored. only listening to music. as i type. blahblah yadayada.

and i think Nadya jiejie and Zahra jiejie coming over later for dinner! woots! its been like almost 3 years or more since Nadya jiejie came over to my place cos she went to Australia to study mah. so yah. later gotta tidy up xD

Friday, January 05, 2007

ARGH! WHY! WHY IS LIFE SO TERRIBLE!

highlight, underline, bold, or whatever the word "terrible". nowww.

its like, i didnt enjoy my first Science lesson of year 2007! how can this be? Science must always be enjoyable and fun and interesting, especially on the first lesson you actually attend. oh, my life is meaningless! haha joking.

then i didnt enjoy math much either. grr, its a topic i need to improve on lah hello? i need to enjoy it. Gwen, think POSITIVE! yes gwen, pppppossssssiiittiiiiiiivvvveeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :D

i am so bloody tired today. i forgot it was a Friday! then i stayed back for CCA exhibition until 5, forgetting Jiang starts at 6.30! gah! so i went to celine's place and put down my school books and sailing bag, then we chionged to Jiang.

when we got out of the MRT at Bugis, saw Kelvin. okay wait, not used to calling him by his name. i should say, german dog? hmm. oh well i'll be kind ^^

so me and celine were like "-look away- lalalalalalaaaaa.... -look at him- dontturnbackdontturnbackkkk!" and when we got to class, only Fiona and ur, i forgot her name was in class. So me and celine settled down yadayada. then lesson started and kelvin came in. then his other friend came in -_-

before class ended it was really noisy cos Fiona made fun of Kelvin. she was like "-turn behind and looks at me and Celine- do you know, he's a BALLERINA! he took a picture and decorated it blahblahblah.." HAHAHAH. of course i bet she doesnt mean it, but we were laughing our heads off. for once, we were kind of "kinder" to each other -_-

fiona, you rock! wuahahaha.

Thursday, January 04, 2007

Ah! sec1 orientation is finally over (: i kinda will miss 1B even though i didnt really like taking their class on the first day.

i made some pretty cute friends (whom i can pinch their cheeks! MUAHAHAHA) today. like Muihuang, Ferlis, and er i forgot the other 2 girls names. haha.

i was pretty happy to know that Ciara or dunno who wanted to be a student councilor too when i accompanied her to the toilet so that she could change out of her orientation tee before mass games. I was so proud that the SCs have made an impact to her and inspired her to join (; she even asked me how to get appointed as SC and she seemed pretty determined that she'd go for it, so i'm rooting for her. Even though i forgot her name i can still remember her face what (:

i guess they loved me too much, or they loved to sabo people too much, cos during the mass games when playing Trust (the game where you must sit on your friend's lap and walk without using your hands to hold the person infront of you's shoulder. lol) all of them immediatedly pulled me up to the center when they called for 1B girls :D quite happy that they finally got to REALLY mix with the SCs and see our kind and funny (and ahem, lame) side! hahaha.

i met the aitong girl who just transfered in yesterday. i forgot her name, but she remembered me and i remembered her :D she's in 1I! haha. pretty good class. haha. i wanted to ask her to come for sailing tryouts but i was in a rush to get Muihuang to class for the session with her form teacher so i didnt manage to ask.

oh well, when 1I comes in tomorrow during CCA exhibition i'll ask her to try it out :D haha. i'll ask the ATS girls from 1E too. theres like 4 of them! haha. I'll ask Gwen tan and Reena too. hope they dont mind coming. haha. the 1B girls seem to be more keen on joining uniform groups lol.

the mentors of 1B was like "aiyah cannot one lah Gwen, 1B sure wont win the prize lah. i know you want them to win, but look deep into your heart. you sure can win annot?" when they announced the prize was for the most enthu class or the class that tried their best or something. I screamed 1B after Eric or whoever screamed 1B, even though i knew it wasnt quite possible if it was most enthu class. lol.

then after drumroll Huiling was like "i doubt they'd win" and something like "if they win i laugh lah!" but she or Huiyi said "but if they DO win, ask Eric :D" haha.

then yuki said "and the prize goes to......... 1B!!!" and i was like screaming and screaming in my usual siao way. then i screamed "Eric! Eric! Eric! Eric!" and soon the mentors and 1B kiddos started screaming along and he ran there. so happy! :D

anyway.
after school the sailors rehearsed for the exhibition tomorrow, and it was damn funny. joseph kept asking questions in this weird tone which was hell funny. hahaha! then David couldnt pronounce "competitiveness" or something, and Ningxin kept saying he couldn't speak english. haha. poor David. but he's only nervous lah.

even though 1B has made us really mad on the first day and during the second day (during the station games. they were tyrants and Joel even rebelled against us and threw tantrums) i felt that when they got the prize 1B was so happy, it kinda makes me really proud of them. GO 1B! :D

but at the end of the day, Joel ran off when we went back to class. i got back to class last with Muihuang cos she took a while to packup her banner and her markers, when the mentors were suddenly talking to the teacher and they were like very serious so i asked them whats wrong and they told me Joel got his bag and ran out of school.

it was pretty serious and the teacher didnt seem happy at all cos at first she scolded the class cos they were making a lot of noise when she came in. and its only their second day!

we suspected he ran off with the upper sec, since they were already released and they were all going out of school. why like that? i didnt see a thing cos when they all left me and Muihuang and Huiyi were still in the hall waiting for Muihuang ):

but 1b was really "one brillant" today during the mass games and prize presentation :D thanks 1b! (:

i'll post pics of us when its uploaded in the mf gallery (:

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

i feel like dying! seriously i do. ah, justin was right about 1B going to be hard to handle or something. Poor Huiling! ): she spent her time making those nametags for them only to see the boys tear it into shreads.

Gwen and Reena are in phoenix house! why, why not Unicorn? hehe. but 1B has got a lot of unicorn people and griffin people. didnt see a pegasus person around. lol.

i can only remember a few of the girl's names, as for the boys i can only remember Eric. lol! the guys are like chao notorious can, especially this AMKPS (lol kerrie, dont mind?) guy who got on Huiyi or Huiling's nerves. They almost blew their top can!

It was terrible, at first they didnt wanna co-operate with us during name rememberance. then the boys who were with Eric didnt wanna listen, and started playing among themselves. Nevermind, nevermind. Then they complained name rememberance was boring. We told them if they'd want to make this a fun day they just had to freaking co-operate with us! but they didnt wanna. So we were like, so you're saying its our fault that the day is boring?

the girls were pretty fine. only when we just started they were so soft. couldnt even hear them though i was standing right beside them. Especially Yumei and Dawn. Dawn scared me quite badly cos throughout the whole day she kept frowning and she looked so scared and like she was gonna cry so i kept a lookout for her. she seems so freaked out to be in Mayflower. why?

i heard Dawn brought handphone so Mrs Sidhu told Suhailah (thats how to spell her name right? aiyah call her Lala better ^^) to monitor her cos she just took out her hp and used it freely. i guess she didnt know it was not allowed.

oh well. they boys were the real challenge. I had to scream during name remembarance cos they kept saying they couldnt hear me. okay lah, cannot hear me close up the gaps lah! the girls were like if they touch the boys the boys will eat them or something. dont wanna close up the gap. ahhh! we're all human beings lah! just different terms used for calling what. whats there to be so paisei-ed about?

Huiling got really damn mad. poor huiling. thanks khairul for helping us do anger management or something lol! if not for you and Shuan all the girls would have like started crying in a corner or something. haha. thanks Khairul! :D

during the treasure hunt we had so little time out of 16 stations we only completed 7. we crashed in a lot with the other classes. argh. then when huiyi told us that we're going back to hall for disicipline talk we were like "sure annot? we only at the d&t room stop leh. sure annot?" and she was like yah. really gotta go back hall now. lol. quite bad lah, so little time until like that, wth.

yes. and this is only day one.

i dont wanna know what tomorrow would be like. i really dont wanna ):

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

why can't a girl just freaking have her own space?

its like yesterday after celebrating ahmah and jiaxuan and jiaying's birthday, i came home, washed up and reorganised my room. wanted to take a "before" and "after" picture but i forgot to. LOL.

i stayed up till like 2.30am just to tidy and un-dust my room and then when i wake up this morning (happily cos Nadya jiejie called to ask me to go out with her since she just came back) and when i come into my room, POOF!

my room changed. my table was reorganised! after i spent dunno how many freaking hours tidying it up to my satisfaction! this, this HUGE mini drawer thingy which i didnt want was on the table, and suddenly the drawer took up so much space on the table that there was no space for me to study.

so i immediately screamed for my mom, and she was like "aiyah nevermind lah!!! you put the drawer so you can put your things lah!" then i was like "i spent like the whole night tidying up my table JUST TO WAKE UP AND SEE IT BEING REORGANISED COS YOU'RE NOT HAPPY WITH IT?!"
Then she complained about my cupboard and how i was wasting too much space cos of the necklaces and the accessories and the way i arranged them in the cupboard. Then she freaking told me to put the drawer inside the cupboard since i didnt want it outside, so that i could put all my necklaces inside and stop wasting so much space.

wth lah! i'm so pissed can. I mean, i'm already gonna be 14 in a few more months! i'm sec 2, i've grown up! i'm the one who should be tidying up my own room, i dont need her to tidy it up for me like i always wanted her to! i'm not a primary kid anymore! GAHHH!

so when i reorganised my table and told her i should be the one tidying up my room she was like "enough. you dont complain so much about your room."

HELLO? I FREAKING STAYED UP TILL 2AM JUST TO TIDY MY ROOM! i didnt wanna wake up to see it reorganised like it always happened when i was in primary school! back then, i didnt mind cos whenever i tidied up my room, it was never to make space for me to study. it was just to make it slightly neater and after that i wont bother. but now i need space to study, and of course i use the TABLE to study. like duh, i'm through with using my bed to study cos i always fall asleep halfway while i'm freaking studying for tests.

she just doesnt get it, does she? she thinks i need someone to tidy up my room for me everytime after i tidy it. i'm already gonna be 14!!!! GAHHHHHHH! i can't stand the fact that sometimes my parents still think i'm kindergarden or something and they think i need their help for like etc, tidying my room and rearranging my cupboard. bloody hell.

i'm still pissed. if she thinks my room is HER room. SO BE IT! i've had enough. LET MY ROOM BE HER ROOM LAH. LIKE I FREAKING BOTHER.

Monday, January 01, 2007

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

gwen shall be siao (as usual) next year. be prepared for her overwhelming siao-ness :D (okay maybe i wont be THAT hyper next year, who knows?)


neways.
(i'm starting to type neways instead of anyway. trying it out :D)
happy new year fellow human beings! (: its been a hell blastin' great year with yer! -slangs- lol.


I COULD FREAKING SEE THE FIREWORKS FROM MY PLACE! lol.

and so could ben. he was taking a video or something i think. haha. must ask him send to me. over the phone he kept complaining its too small and he was like, bloody, its so small! LOL. i could see it from my place but my camera ran out of batt! wanted to take video using my hp but i was on the phone at the same time so my hp didnt allow of it. argh!

then the suay thing was when i finally tested out a whole bunch of used battries sprawled on my table, i finally found a pair that could work! BUT. it ended up that when i happily turned on my camera to take a video of the almost-ending fireworks -


- the fireworks ended.


ARGH! just as the camera focused somemore! was so upset. Ben and Huiwen were like "haha". -_- i need better battries.


1.new year resolution(s)!

-loose more weight (LOL)
-sail better
-see a lot of cutecute juniors! :D (so can pinch their cheeks. hoho!)
-save more money
-get my own camera (even though no one's using the family camera except for me)
-get uber fantastic results and prove to dad i can study
-stop spending so much money (and be thrifty)
-study hard(er)
-get all A's (hoho. if this comes true i'd hit the roof)
-get more SOTDs! :D buahaha.
-learn elec. guitar and drums
-compose a "Johnathan & Timothy song" to get back at them for their "the Gwen song"
-maybe, MAYBE, get a holiday job next holiday? :D
-save or earn for a laptop (stop using dad and mom's money lah gwen)
-stop using so much of the com. even if i dont wear specs i someday might have to. GAH!


2.CHRISTMAS PRESENTS (say "gah!")!

okay fine i need to get everyone a belated christmas present or something. But i've given up on that, i've got no money! and this year i only received TWO christmas presents. lol. Christmas is becoming a less celebrated festive season in my community. aww. we dont go to relative's places anymore for Christmas. Daddy says its a commercial season which is bad D:


3.BIRTHDAY PRESENTS (say "shit, no money lah!")!

yes. i need to save to get birthday presents for many people this month. and since i'll be getting to know more people this year (meaning 2007), i'll be getting more birthday presents for people. not FROM people. LOL! haha. i need a planner lah!

JANUARY
-Sally
-Rieka
-Meiting
-Jiaxuan&Jiaying (omg the 1st! today is their birthday liao)

hmm. dont know who else is in January. lol.


4.yay! getting weekly allowance! :D (say "must save hor!")

i know this is non of your beeswax (aka business), but I'M GETTING A WEEKLY POCKET ALLOWANCE FROM THIS YEAR ONWARDS! like, finally! i'm not getting daily. Now i'll not have to worry about whether 3 bucks is enough for recess and lunch. lol.

infact! i think i'll just worry about whether i'll know how to control enough to not spend my 25 bucks all in one go. when dad gave me the money today, i was like "i think i'll keep this 10dollar note in my piggy bank..." then when i picked it up it had TWO 10dollar notes (25 bucks mah) so i was like "HUH! another 10bucks? ohhh cos its not 15 dollars its 25! wow. thats a lot." i didnt realise the other 10dollar note since it was underneath the other. lol. so now i'll save 10bucks per week and use the 15 over the week. if its not enough then i'll use the 10bucks.

Gwen, you have grown up! :D


5.OHEMGEE ASSIGNMENTS AND HOMEWORK! (say "sian lah!")

yes. more homework, assignments, projects.

i have to say, i'm pretty much looking forward to the dance lessons thingy. this time, it'd not be on songs like those from PANIC! At The Disco, but most probably from more to hiphop-ish songs from Rain or whatever. So long as its hiphop. It'd be great to not set any fixed choreographed (AuditionSEA made me learn how to spell choreography. LOL. i can finally spell it!) moves and i just do poppin' (and lockin') to the song :D that'd be rad! haha. but of course that'd not be for the dance test itself. the whole group would be chaos! please lemme pick song for my dance group next year! :D of course have to see the whole group's opinion. P!ATD's songs are TERRIBLE to dance to. unless you have drumsets, elec guitars and microphones. Yup, maybe.


6.SAILING! (say "woooooosh...." :D)

duh. i need to sail more.

GWEN, CAN YOU LIKE FREAKING STOP FALLING SICK? THANKS.
yes. keep telling your body that gwen, it'd work.

..hopefully.


7.FAMILY! :D (okay people, nothing to say for this!)

i need more family time too. i think my parents have this er, self-thinkable-thoughts-thingo that when i grow up i'd not spend as much time with them. Yes, true. But i still will. Maybe some festive seasons wont be with them lah. Who knows? haha. i'm only 14 next year, too young to be brain-thoughts-bombaring myself right? hehe.

speaking of 14..


8.BIRTHDAY -and- STREAMING! :D -and- D:

my birthday shall be in 3 months and 7 days (right? its currently 1/1 (day/month)). if you dont mind, can i slowly count down 'till my birthday? :D thanks! HAHA.

streaming shall be a killer. Peckkhee says its nothing much scary tho. just give it my best shot. GO GWENNY! :D hehe. but i'm still wondering if i have the triple science option, should i take it? people say it can kill tho. Not cos the chemicals will explode in your face or anything, but cos you'd have to study so much till you drop (and i dont mean your pants).

--
New year, of course, was spent with the oh so lovely and lovable (somebody vomit blood, please! or it'd have to be me! HAHA) me, aka Gwen. lol. actually, it was nothing much.

Caught Herbie, Fully Loaded on Disney channel. Then a really funny episode of Hannah Montana. Then i missed the countdown cos i locked myself in my room.

And FYI, i only wanted to catch the countdown cos i wanted to check if my watch's timing was as synchronised (if thats how to spell it) as the singapore countdown timing. lol. last year during countdown at aunty Belinda's place it was only a few seconds late ^^ so proud of my time :D HAHA

had a mass convo (WHICH ENDED COS WHEN BEN WANTED TO PRESS LOUDSPEAKER HE CUT THE CALL BY ACCIDENT. GRR BEN. HAHA! joking lah) with Ben, Huiwen, Abby and Bessy.

Got started on a bit of my Science assignment. I decided not to do a write up on the atomic bomb anymore. i saw that the websites i found were all, well, long. And it'd be far more than 1000 words. Considering the fact i'm gonna say how the bomb was made, who made it and yadayada. theres more than 1 person involved in making it if i'm not wrong. Someone found the yadayada, someone did the blahblah and Albert Einstien reported the yadablah. HAHAHA. so its gonna be really long. Argh. I thought it'd be a special topic to write on.

i decided the internet may be easier to do a write up on for me, since i'm practically an internet geek and i know loadsa stuff about the internet. okay maybe not loadsa but kinda a bit less than loadsa. HAHA. so it'd be easier.

i think someone's doing on the internet. If i'm not wrong should be Elizabeth. I'm trying to recall who. haha. i must try to make my assignment really interesting! gah! then can be showcased during IPW exhibition! :D


NEXT YEAR'S EXHIBITION IS SCIENCE! NOT MATH!!! :D

so happy. LOL. at least its easier to do when its science, i can link up a whole loada crap for science. for math i'd be dumbfounded and i'd have nothing to talk about. for science, WOAH! if i can spend a whole hour or so talking to Celine about the Bermuda Triangle and explain about so much crap with her, this should be okay. HAHA.

i'm looking forward to IPW for once :D hope i get *ahem* GOOD GROUP MEMBERS who are willing to DO THEIR SHARE OF THE WORK. Kerrie's not gonna be with me this year :'( we're both on our own now. If the group members are gonna slack like the problem we had this year, well, both of us are gonna find it hard to cope T_T double the workload!

I'm gonna miss the oneENDEAVOURIANS who will move to 2E ): i'm gonna miss Jiaqi for her cuteness and crazyness. Aww! lol.

Kerrie for her oh-so-bestfriend-ness chats thingos. lol. and many others. Shriram for his bickering over class chair and vice chair and who should listen to who about whose ideas and yadayada, Darren over money problems. My CLASS COMMITTEE! Aww. Will miss you guys. Thanks for a whooping fun and hell fun good year. If not for you guys it'd be hard to cope in the class, you guys really co-operated well with me, thanks! <3 my whole class comm going to 2E next year. oh well.

Mrs Thomas isnt gonna teach us next year. As in confirmed or something. She's form teacher for 1F! LOL! So she'd be the form teacher of GWEN TAN! :D lol. i told her and she was like "ohhh! is that so? I see i see, so i'll most probably be teaching another Gwen next year?" haha.

she's such a kind teacher, and my first MF form teacher. lol. I can tell the class respects her a lot (: which is good.

She's teaching mainly sec 1s only. lol. will miss her too. if i'm lucky i'll get her for english teacher! :D haha. hope to get Mr James Lee for literature teacher. If only he'd stop calling me Alicia, and Alicia, Gwen. a pretty long post. I'm suddenly too tired to type much more. my brain is exploding, its too tired to think so much. LOL.

p.s. HAPPY NEW YEAR FELLOW HUMAN BEINGS! :D if you're alien then too bad. buahahaha.

this is an icon i made for my msn. lol. done in photoshop even though its not nice at all. LOL. Had to make it simple cos i had restricted space, 100x100 pixels! HAHA.