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Gwendolyn N.
26 years young, a dreamer struggling ever so slightly to not let the world's negativities consume her.


Saturday, August 29, 2009

Can't believe I didn't see this coming



My blog posts are very short.

Its not that I don't have anything to say.. I have so much to blog about but they're the kind that cannot be blogged about. Not like I want to blog about them anyway.

You never realised you were a blind old folk in the middle of nowhere.


And now if you will excuse me, I will be rooting for tonight's Arsenal vs. Man U. match.


A true friend will see you through when others see that you are through.
-Anon


The measure of a man is the way he bears up under misfortune.
-Plutarch

SNSD Factory Girl



I decided to rewatch SNSD's Factory Girl episodes again and I realised that they used the Cadbury advertisement song at the start of this episode. This was filmed last year I think.

So envious of SNSD.

Beyond the Polite


"Because when I drop somebody down to the level of acquaintance, what they do is no longer any of my business. Whether they die or not isn't either."

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Cuz I feel like a song coming up..

Syafiqah is awesome. Enthusiasm included.

Yeah she asked me to blog and say what an awesome person she is/was/whatever. I told her balatently that I would never, in my whole life maybe. But heeeeeeeeeey, I did.


Planning to contribute for 2pmsingapore.com's project for 2PM's one year anni. WG already had their 1000th Day celebration gift from sgwonderfuls. The 2pmsingapore admins changed their minds about sending the gifts over and instead, they will be flying to Thailand this week (31st) and passing the gifts to the boys BY HAND. Aw man I want to go with them.

I am one sad kid.

Sunday, August 23, 2009


For people who don't know.. "chin chin" means penis in Japanese. "My Friend Chin Chin" OH MY GOODNESS! IMAGINE ALL THE LITTLE KIDS EATING THIS.. THING. HAHAHA.

Another thing.. I just found an amazing Korean hightop shoes spree online on Livejournal. But the spree ends today and well.. one pair is about 50+bucks and I plan on getting 4. No wonder my parents always say I spend money like its water but the shoes are REALLY, RILLY nice.



I want the pair of shoes Park Bom always wears! (More like, 2NE1 always wears.)

Okay these were those I thought of getting..






I LOVE these and I think I will most likely be getting them. Not sure what color to get it in though.. there's also black but it looks.. normal?



Aren't these the shoes Jonghyun wore like.. in one of the performances? Something similar I don't know. I just know that these black shoes look weird.

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Tired...

Helloooo ^-^ (okay I gotta stop doing that smiley face. But its so addictive!)

I'm blogging using my phone again, and I just noticed that Blogger is screwed up on my phone now. Sigh.

Congrats to Bev who got (and accepted) her DPA admission! Aw, I'm feeling rather envious, but oh well.

So.. Today got me thinking-
1: What is important to me now?
2: Why can't I prioritize what is important/needs to be done first?

Theoradically, I feel that I'm rather bad when it comes to figuring out what is important to me. I'm always playing.. playing... playing.... Till the last minute. I'm never able to prioritize what I should be doing. Like now. Instead of studying I'm blogging (Cia you're right about WiFi. Haha. But oh well I was already addicted to using it since I got this damned cell).

Well, you get the point.

I told Jani today during our Chemistry practical lesson at the lab, 'What if I gave up Chem? I really feel like doing that, even though I love Bio.' and she was giving me reasons not to, especially because I enjoy doing Bio. (Majority of this is due to fact that I have a lovely teacher for Bio ^-^)

I really regret not taking pure Biology in sec3. I mean, if Chuxian was able to drop POA for Literature why wasn't I smart enough to follow suit, Science-wise?

For some reason, I feel really dumb and at a loss for words when it comes to Science. I used to wish so badly that I would get to do Chemistry when I went into secondary school. I got my wish and guess what I'm doing now that I got my wish. -.-

Okay sorry for the random thought entry. But I felt really lost all of a sudden.

Shouldn't have thought of it in the first place.

I wished I could just go to Korea and Japan to pursue dance and stop with all the studying nonsense thingamajig.

Oh well. With just an O Level cert, you're most likely to go NOWEHERE. (Suddenly makes me think of the Norway = No-way thing)


JANET HSIEH, YOU INSPIRE ME!

Monday, August 17, 2009

Again, and again, and again, and Again.


I have time.

I have time for everything.
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.

.

Who am I kidding?

Can't believe I couldn't sleep last night cuz my stomach hurt. So I decided to study bio on my bed and do my new TYS. Surprisingly, I fell asleep near 2am on my bio textbook, pens uncapped.

I see a whole load of interesting hip hop workshops coming up, but sadly they fall in September/August! Sigh, why can't the O levels just be next year or something, or better yet, don't have O levels at all? Its so frustrating to see that I'm not able to do anything I want at this point of time cuz I gotta study. :(

Then again. After the big 'O's its freedom! Can't imagine it though. Darren L. told me to find a job or something or I'll just rot at home for 5+ months. Uncle Stewart seemed to wanna go on another driving trip up to Fraser Hill or something. Which will be really cool!

I WANT TO GO TO KOREA!

And learn Korean after O's.

I want to go to the airport this Saturday to study. Seeing how many teenagers go there to mug for their prelims.. it must be a good location to study. My dad told me to try that last year when I was working at the shop he manages but I never got down to it. Haha.

Anyone?



My dad bought me my own plug-and-play hard disc recently. Its like, mirrored on both sides and he says that's why he picked it out in the first place- the mirror. (He's trying to say I'm SO vain that I need a mirror as a hard disc)

But its pretty. Trying to get used to using it more often so as to prevent my laptop from crashing.. soon.

And oh, National Day photos!

Nothing much, just what I managed to snag from JQ's blog, Joey's camera, Eileen's camera etc. Lazy to take those from the school gallery. But it was so funny seeing the photos of us trying to run around the school hall while doing the sing-along. Amos was literally walking even though he was infront! :)

WHO SAYS MY EYES ARE SMALL! >:)

Rehearsing backstage.


For some reason, everyone was amused/curious/etc when I opened up my bag to take out my breakfast and eat it, and started taking photos of me.

"My breakfast after a morning of emceeing, cannot ah!" Haha.

My Reebok Reverse Jam Monopoly series high-top sneakers, Money version.
And Quinnie's nice Converse sneaks. Aw I want more Converse.






My hat was.. very popular that day.

2I gang

Me and JQ backstage! Me in her jacket, she in my hat.
I love her jacket, it was so comfy!

Its hard to take a closeup of your shoes when you're wearing it.


Pearlin, Tanying and Syafiqah.


Shit I need to lose weight.

Quinnie wants your money.

Jody in my geek specs!



I loved Quin's shirt-
Don't TECHNO for an answer.


Okay that's all.

Back to attacking people and putting them on hitlists on Mob Wars! I won't lose to Aaron in number of kills, hopefully. :)

Friday, August 14, 2009

Nehga weh ilukeh dwen guni?

While reading All Kpop earlier, I kinda realised I was more updated on 2PM stuffs than them. Like I saw them report on the 13th that Nichkhun's new "Lets Take a Break" song and video for the I Love Thailand promotion was out, but I watched that video/heard that song like, 3 weeks++ ago. Haha.

I told Manda yesterday, "After O's lets go to Korea. I'll camp outside the JYP office, you'll camp outside SM's and Mel will camp outside **'s!" It'll be damn funny but damn cool la.

Pick one day.

Then we can call each other and go, "OMG MANDA I SEE 2PM'S VAN DRIVING IN OMGOMOGMG OMOOOOOOO!!! KHUNNIE OPPA~!! SARANGHAE!"

Watched G.I. Joe: Rise of the Cobra today!

I was looking forward to it cuz the famous Byung-hun Lee was acting in it. Now that I think about it, Arirang was talking about it once, about how Koreans are now breaking into the Hollywood scene thanks to Rain (Bi) starting with it first.

So yeah back to my point. Byung-hun Lee acting in it was the only reason I was watching it actually. If he wasn't in it I wouldn't even care cuz G.I. Joe sounds like some boyish show.

Then again, as the I continued watching the show, it got better and better. The plot's really good actually. Besides the disgusting scenes of killing, I really don't mind watching it again. Sadly, (spoiler!) B.H.Lee died at the end and I was like NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!! MY KOREAN GUY DIED! WHY!!!

My Rain-lookalike Eye Smile Prince ^-^


I wish I had an eye smile. Actually I have but I have to laugh for it to be seen. JH's one is like, he just smiles and his eyes become a smile. Horrible TV hosts made him wink HAHAH when he obviously can't!

Weh geulumji molla~

(Yes I got bored yesterday at 2AM (no pun intended here) and copied down A&A's song lyrics and am learning it faithfully like I did for Only You. Its so hard, gosh. But I can type Nichkhun's part out by heart now SO HAPPY!)

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

준호 짱!

I'll be there for you dearie! :)

Hwaiting!

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For once I can proudly say I find Junho's shoot the best. (Can't get enough of his photo!)

Even if the whole theme of this shoot is to "not be idol-ish" and "breakaway from the idol image" and just be silly and all and that Junho and Khun didn't adhere to it AT ALL (okay Junho did for the 2nd shoot. So did Khun but no matter what stupid pose he did, he looked.. cool).

(So funny how Junho kept telling Junsu, "Hey at least your picture is being shown and you didn't get cut!!" cuz he got shorter scenes in the show due to this shoot being boring. Stupid PD.)




Did not post Su's picture cuz it looks too idiotic. HAHAHA JOKER'S FRIEND.


(EDIT!)

JUNHO DELETED HIS CUTE TWEETS WITH THE "i just eat banana~" and "hope is this website help my English <- Is this right? T.T" and "is this a website?" and "how to upload photo" and "i want to upload photo for you guys to see~"

ITS. ALL. GONE!!! Junho oppa why you go delete them? :(

Picture


So.. I finally resolved the whole Firefox not being able to post properly. Seems like all the Singnet users on this thread were having the same problem.

Anyways, been meaning to post up these pictures from Haohao's birthday and Tricia's birthday for a while now, enjoy a picture-ful post!




My baker Mom.

But sadly, she didn't bake the cake infront of her.


Huge Elmo balloon from his aunt.

Mothers who have been friends since secondary school.

BIRTHDAY BOY!

Manman deciding that it was the right time to roast marshies..


Two idiots who decided to start the BBQ again at 2:30AM to BBQ the leftovers..

Left Uncle KK's place at around 3:30AM.

The happy little birthday boy!
(Who also happens to be a Boys Over Flowers fan, believe it not he remembers the timeslot for the show better than me!)


Tricia's birthday photos (didn't take much cuz my lousy camera suddenly shut itself off while we were singing happy birthday to her! Hahah this is what shitty cameras from like 6 years ago do to you.. Are 4 megapixels even SEEN on cellphones these days?):


Should've taken a picture of Jiaying playing the piano. She could play Amazing Grace by ear, but of course one hand. Which is amazing, cuz she never took lessons.

Cutie pie (looking more and more like her 2nd sis) showing me her mom's piano book..

She brought her own My Little Pony (Justin's song!) toys there and got them to decorate the cake. Cute, no?


HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TRI!


Of course, I have A LOT of new 2PM (and even 2AM) photos to post up! Haha. But alright, shall spare this post cuz there's already a lot of photos up.

Chansung oppa is always eating! My gosh. Oh, remember the time I blogged about me dreaming about him? HE WAS ALSO EATING IN MY DREAM. Hahaha how cute!




Chansungie doesn't like Jaebummie oppa.
Magnae has no respect for the leader and Grandpa! :o



Okay, my two favourite boys say bye!