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Gwendolyn N.
26 years young, a dreamer struggling ever so slightly to not let the world's negativities consume her.


Sunday, March 25, 2007

urgh! i feel really tired of my mom's nonsense. SHE JUST CANT SEEM TO STOP GETTING ANGRY AT ME EVER SINCE MY DAD LEFT FOR KOREA!

daddy, hurry up and come home. please! before i explode. the door's just there. i can't stand her anymore. its like i'm her anger venting thingy. before we start another war like the silent war, please come home!

what i dont like about my mom is once she gets angry at anything, like work, people or stuff, she vents it on me and my bro. now that i'm grown up she doesnt hit me whenever she gets mad. she just wants to pick a fight with me. for my bro he sometimes cries when my mom scolds him out of the blue.

DAD! HURRY AND COME HOME. PLEASEEEE! i dont like it when you're not around..

please be awake. please. at this time i really need you to be awake. you sometimes accompany me. why not now when i need someone to accompany me??
the photos from camp are still not up! grr! only the sec3 camp photos are up.

anyway.

i dont get it. why do parents like to insult their kids sometimes? They insult us with random comments about us just cos they're mad at us. They call us stuff to vent their anger cos they're angry at us.

That helps them take a breather and feel less agitated. But what about us?

its like, they think we take them for granted. but do they not realise they're doing the same?

adults always say stuff like "Respect your parents and show them gratitude cos they brought you up." or some crap like that. Ever heard of "Respect your kids or they wont respect you"?

today when Celine's mom called Celine to talk about the Chinese tuition crap since we made a replacement class later in the afternoon, they kinda quarrelled. Cos Celine's mom said her Chinese was lousy and she wasnt putting in enough effort in her studies yadayada. Yah, if that WERE true.

When Celine cut the call she just said "BITCH!" and cried. i mean, she was so upset. She was like "Yah so what if my Chinese is horrble or bad. Like yours is any better."

i agree. i mean, not about her mom's chinese being lousy. But that parents just think they can say whatever they like and get away with it.

And THEY say WE cant get away with whatever we say whenever we like. HAH!

Some parents just dont get it. They dont see some sides of us and make random accusations just cos they SHUANG. they dont get how hurt we feel.

like that time my mom called me stupid and said i wouldnt be able to last in the sec2 camp all just cos i was afraid of a moth (yesyes i admit i'm afraid of insects). i felt so insulted. i mean, if you've been called stupid since birth, you would be used to it by now since you're 14. But i've not been called stupid much often. So when my parents say it they must really mean it or something.

I was so mad at her. If it were not for the fact that the next day i needed to buy track pants after sailing for my camp, or that i still respected my parents, i would have given her a "piece of my mind" like a slap or something and ran out of the house. Apparently all the cousins of mine are all very guai esp on my dad's side. if not i would have ran away by now. if i did, i would be the first kid from my mom and dad's side to run away. hah.

some parents randomly say "I WISH YOU WERENT BORN!" when they're scolding you cos they're angry. The fact is they dont think what effects it would have on their kids and how seriously their kids can be about such stuff.

parents.

are CRAP sometimes.

sometimes i just cant stand them either.



ARGH!

Saturday, March 24, 2007

back from camp! :D but kinda lazy to post.

i wanna post with pics, so i'll talk about the camp when the photos of sec2 EDVENTURE camp'07 is out okay?

but, I LOVE INTEGRITY!
yes, YOU
AND YOU
AND YOU
AND YOU
AND YOU
AND YOU!

:D

--
happy things aside. talking to jody and nicolette on msn now.

NICOLETTE, WE ALL LOVE YOU! PLEASE DONT BE SAD!

its not good news for both of them. hais... why are relationships like that? stead, happy happy for a while, then break with tears. then pretend like nothing's happened between anyone. what crap is this?

when i was typing to them, i was so nervous. i mean, i tried to say stuff that would cheer her up. but it just seems to be another hole created in another heart.. hais.

my shoulders dropped when she talked about this until she cried. she makes me wanna cry.

naturally cos of stuff like that, its scary. just, scary. it makes girls cry. boys seem so cool about it. oh well.

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE GREATEST COACH MF SAILING TEAM 2 ABSOLUTELY Ys!

yay! happy birthday dearest aunty yvonne! you're a great coach, carry on with the greatness :D team2 loves you!!! :D

today must have been absolutely the BEST training since i joined sailing. Forget about all the winning and getting of first placing during training. This training, MF sailing TEAM2 really had fun the NSC team way! :D we're a family! :D

at first i didnt wanna sail.. thought of camp and only camp - whoops i havent packed my stuff yet.

after rigging up in the super hot sun, i went to change, bought a drink, chat with Isabelle and went for breifing. it was super noisy, the boys were chatting away while aunty yvonne discussed the tactics we used during the competition. it practically wasnt a breifing at all! then we began the real breifing after she talked and told us the mistakes we made in the recent regatta. i was so excited (which was really weird) to hear we were gonna practice kiteing our boats while on a run, since it was light wind.

launched, then sailed slowly in the on-off wind. got to the training point and watched team1 practice their trapezoid course.. miss them so much! haha.

started rounding the course - upwind, then run. upwind, then run. it just kept going, especially since it was light wind. it was super boring.

then aunty yvonne whistled us to get to where she was, as she was gonna start a small race. Before that, i found a tennis ball floating in the water, and picked it up. looks pretty old, but the color made it seem new. told David, but he was too far for me to pass it to him. Then told wenfeng and threw it into his boat. after rounding the downwind mark, David asked me for it but i told him it was with Wenfeng -_-

then when aunty yvonne just about gathered the whole of team2 (we're a small team btw), she wanted to whistle when the boys protested that they wanted to carry on playing with the tennis ball i found. amazingly, she just readily agreed. she said "those who wanna play, go that side to play okay?" then she started the powerboat moving.

she set down 2 buoys - black and yellow. then she whistled. at first we all groaned cos we thought she was gonna start the race, but end up she wanted us to gather round to hear the rules for the game we were gonna play using the tennis ball! :D

turned out to be like captain's ball, except it was on water, and the participants were on boats. we split ourselves into 2 groups. Daryl, Wenfeng, David and Ryan in one team, me, Linjie, Aaron and Jack in the other.

We were not allowed to have the ball in our boats/hands for more than 5seconds, and we had to be at least 2 boat lengths away from each other, and were meant to follow the normal sailing rules. the person with the ball must then go and sail till the buoy that is designated to each team, for my team it was black.

then we went crazy, suffered 2 boat cracks, one huge one small, and a bump on the head. Aaron's boat cracked cos Jack banged into him even before we began (i heard a "prak" sound from afar), then he kena hit on the head by i think linjie's boom -_- Ryan's boat also had a crack, but a pretty small one, also caused by Jack.

One about 20bucks, the other (aaron's) about 100bucks++. the whole MF (NSC side) team2 decided that we'd contribute a few bucks each for them :D and from now onwards, whenever anyone accidentally bangs their boat and it ends up with a crack, we're all gonna chip in for them :D I LOVE TEAM2! <3

while the team1 people were all busy training (having the race), team2 people were there screaming and shouting for right of way as we threw the ball around. lol.

after recovering our boats, i nagged at wenfeng for not bothering to help the others. he's always the one who pulls his boat up to wash first after recovering, while all of us are helping either each other or the seniors. he's always the first one from NSC side to go to bathe. argh!

then we had debreif as aunty yvonne went through the reports about the crack in Ryan and Aaron's boats. then she said "haiyo.. gimme such a nice and expensive present on my birthday hor!" haha. then at first we thought she was joking. then we went "TODAY'S YOUR BIRTHDAY?!" then she "o.o yaya it is.. haha. you guys ah..."

after debreif i suggested we sang her happy birthday and we all did :D she seemed pretty happy. but our voices got softer and softer while singing. lol.

yay! about a day or two after camp the NSC people (me, ryan, wenfeng, david, aaron, linjie, jack) are gonna go J8 or something to get aunty yvonne a present. Aaron and I are making her a card :D we got loads of suggestions from each other : New sunglasses (top choice, thanks David :D), shirt with our drawings, billabong cap, a shirt with something to do with sailing on it, and even a sports bra -_- guys are so lame sometimes. when i think David or Aaron suggested that, i was like "-_- zzz i am NOT gonna go bra shopping okay misters!"

so yeah. the guys kept crapping with the hose -_- how... fun.. -_- but we had a good time laughing our heads off. then wenfeng's lips cracked. he was drinking water from the hose (while Ryan kept stepping on the hose, blocking the water. then he'll suddenly jump off and the water would spray at wenfeng's face. lol). then suddenly he went "ehh why got blood taste one???" then Ryan looked at him: "your lips are bleeding lah.." "oh." haha. he said its cos its too hot then his lips crack.. poor guy. one side of his lips were red with blood can? ewwness!

and i got my track pants :D REEBOK! haha. i think its the same one as Tzuling's o.o it was on offer so my dad suggested i get it. quite nice :D wearing it for camp, then for trainings (:

havent finish packing my camp stuff yet.. ohh well. tata! :D

I WILL MISS MY COM,
MY MUSIC,
MY BED,
MY PILLOWS,
MY BLANKET,
MY SHOWER,
MY STUFFED TOY DOGGIE,
MY COMFY SOFA,
MY NEWWWWW HUGEEEE! TV,
MY TASTY HOME-COOKED FOOD,
MACDONALDS, MOSBURGER, SUBWAY, BURGERKING,
DEAREST CELINE, SOMEBODYSSSSS,
MY GAMES,
INTERNET, INTERNET AND INTERNET!!!
(and manymanymany more!)


awws.

buhbyes my loves! ):

thou shall be gone for 3 days 2 nights. miss me not. thou shall miss you if thy misses me (:

Monday, March 19, 2007

ahh sian just update for fun since its been a while since i updated lol.

today i didnt go compete for the last race! lol. then peckkhee smsed me saying that linjie was so freggin happy i didnt come cos he confirm liddat can win me in overall ranking le.

but end up he DNF and didnt win me. LOL. who ask him so geikiang.

went to tuition.. sleepy.. did Word Problems using Simultaneous Equations in class. was like zzz...

came home played audi and then went to gran's place for lunch. quite early cos my dad dragged me there earlier or i'd be stuck to the com. came home and audi-ed from like 3+ to 7. lol! then had laksa for dinner.. quite okay lah not very hot lol. then drank FnN.. which was a wrong chioce cos it made me feel weird since i ate hot stuff before that.

then watched some C walk videos on youtube and practiced my V and heeltoe. yay! i think i'm doing better in it lol. practiced for about 1 hr then watched tv.. then came back and filmed myself doing C walk to see how i look. quite okay.. just that i didnt do enough moves.

thought of posting the video here, but quite paisei sia. haha. cos i'm not that good in C walking and i only did basic moves to Smack That by Akon. lol.

then its like 12am then i swap to practicing bboy.. my 6step. then learnt 2step. still working on it [:

i love C walkin'! :D
TAG REPLIES (:


kerrie: the album that i have dont have those songs lol. but i can send you this aint a scene. my junior sent it to me lol.

Chee Teng: haha thanks cheeteng! yah i now lazy to update sia.. haha. i like the songs too lol!

helloy: haha thanks. hmm grey nice mah o.o

'PECKKHEE: why you can't sleep? haha.

YOKECHING: haha you never scream and jump and yell at me!! haha. hmm AP is just this flag thingy that is like, you must wait on shore lor or smth. a sailing term lol. his name is aaron btw [: haha.

jane: hey jane! haha not expected that you'd fine my blog by chance. even tho a lot of people found by chance LOL :D

scotty sgfriends: heyos! haha thanks loads :D

yeongdeng: hahaha! thank you thank you. lol.

ATotallyDiferrentName: yes aaron. haha. a bit lazy to sia.. haha. hmm yep likiong. his acting is quite good HAHAHA.

Friday, March 16, 2007

AHHH! i'm seriously tired out from the competitions! and i still have 2 more days egad!! D:

okay. my left leg is sunburnt. funny, cos usually i dont get even close to getting sunburnt can. haha. its been such a long time since i got sunburnt. usually i just get BURNT.

my face and eyes are red again. eeyer! and my lips feel so dry, like its gonna crack soon. walao lor! feels so weird. first time since i long time since i got sunburnt and lip crack, so this must be a really hot week lah. wrong week for competitions.

today we didnt race! haha. cos of light wind, and a bit of storm. everybody sian sian wait for AP flag to come down... 1 hour pass... AP flag still havent come down yet. i was like super tired so i was glad it didnt come down.

then i got really bored. so i was like "AP flag hurry come down i wanna sail!!!"

end up me, ningxin and peckkhee camped in the girls toilet, the point where all our bags are chucked. then we just play handphone games, slack, listen to music. ningxin just spent the whole time reading her book.

we waited from 10.30+ until 2+.. AP flag still NOT DOWN. so i went around looking for the gang and they were nowhere to be found. then i saw that wenfeng they all already pulled out their boats, so i went to the beach to find them, and they were there burying each other -_- later i'll post pics if my USB cable wants to listen to me -_-

they swam, but i didnt. just sat there and watched them playing in the water like little kiddos lol. cheeteng was smsing (dunno who sei. lol (;), mubarak kept trying to take out my rubberband, ningxin and peckkhee sat on the sand staring into thin air and chatting, ryan still didnt wanna seem to get wet (yesterday he also didnt wanna get wet lol). so we just sat there lor..

they were like playing like siao lah. then i joined in but i still didnt wanna get wet. so i just sat at the sand while they ran around. then wenfeng came and threw seawater at me. i know by the time it reaches me it becomes a few drops of water right? yah. but for me, when it hit me, it was like HUGE DROPLETS OF WATER. i was like "o.o???" then "O.O CHO WEN FENG YOU COME HERE!!!!" and he was like "you wanna get wet? okay lor!" then kept threathening to wet me. i was already wet a bit lor! one side of my ponytail, my ear, my face and my uv suit sleve. the RIGHT side. zzz!

i agree with aaron, today was the most fun competition day we ever had :D

then finally at about 4.30pm AP FLAG BECAME AP OVER A FLAGGGG! :D happyhappy! haha. btw, in sailing, AP over A flag means "races postponed. go home" or something. haha. everyone was so happy. i was happy cos for once i didnt need to wash my boat.

i was like "*smiles and looks at my boat* oh shucks... *stares at the bow of the boat* zomg! agnes!!! zomgomgomg! your horfun stain! *looks at my boat* zzz..." haha. so i still had to wash my boat. but anyway i left my booties on the back of the boat, which made it all sandy -_-

ningxin wants hiking pants! so do i! haha. super heavy. if i buy it, how i carry to school? its like normal sailing load makes my shoulder pain... then plus hiking pants so heavy. how i carry! haha. and i want my own lifejacket... hard to keep all the stuff i need to bring out to sea properly. lol. as in, not like NSC those lifejacket.. the one like tzuling's one lol. with the front pocket. and also i want the bag that you can bring out to sea without worrying about your stuff inside getting wet. forgot what its called. but i didnt see it at the shop! aww. can stuff in waterbottle and such during race lol. i want so much stuff o.o

the thing is (zomg), ZHIK hiking pants cost like 250bucks? i want the Magic Marine one.. about 150bucks. so much cheaper can! ZHIK is like Adidas lah.. only paying more for the brand. lol. but ZHIK stuff are nice. life jacket 90bucks and that bag dunno how much cos i never saw it in the shop at NSC. oh well.. slowly save up to pay for some of the cost bah lol.

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

okay really tired now so i'll just summarise up the points of what happened today before i go sleep... haha. shall blog properly about today's Singapore Kindness Movement Skit Competition tomorrow after the 1st day of my sailing regatta has passed :D




LOL. Likiong imitated a teacher in our school... try guessing who. We were trying to see what her reaction would be if Shriram reaches the place where we were meant to do the competition before us, since he left before us (and DIDNT help with the props). Its not Mrs Thomas, no worries. But too bad that teacher didnt come and watch us today... hmm.




We then went to the bus stop after we gave up doing the props, since we were almost late. or actually, we WERE late. no thanks to the last min props. Mrs Thomas even scolded us for doing the props and asked for the person responsible for it. WELL DUH, SHRIRAM LAH! Told us to do the props, then left the school early to get there before us... then we get into trouble thanks to him!



The bus finally came after like a freaking long time, and on the bus Yuen Man acted out what her public apology were to be like if she were to offend a bus passenger on the bus (of course we didnt lah duh).

okay the last and longest video hasnt loaded yet.. hmm. shall blog more tomorrow. buhbye!


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no, on second thoughts, after washing up and checking back, the video already loaded so i shall post it up.



seriously now, TOODLES!

and oh,

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY ALICIA! Y

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Thursday, March 08, 2007

okay, reallyyyyyy bored D:

today i felt really sick in class, and if you're thinking mentally sick then no. I was having super bad headaches and felt giddy in class. Supposed to go home during 2nd period in canteen, but i still had the energy to go siao in class especially during the middle of recess and HomeEcs and during English where we had CLASS DEBATE; THEARENA STYLE!

okay before i say more, the class debate was pretty boring. no fixed time for free-fire round okay. sian lah free fire round.

Bernice outwitted me! GAH! ): her topic was 'students should not bring hp to school (proposition)'. then during freefireround Yayun asked me to ask the question "if you say that the victim would blame the school if their hp gets stolen or lost, dont you think its their own responsibility to look after their hp since they want to bring it to school?"

after a few rebuttings between her group and mine, she finally asked "so lets say if there was a big bully that stole your hp and you dont dare to take it back, what would you do?"

then i shouted out the most obvious answer that first hit my mind : "tell teacher lorh DUH!"

then she shot up from her seat and went "A-HAH! THERE, YOU SAID IT YOURSELF! and you said that it was the students own responsibility! *grins happily and sits down*"

great, so paisei to let her outwit me sia. haha.

after school meant to go sailing. i was outside the staffroom's side door watching Aaron try to throw his sailing bag down to Audrey from the second floor, and he did! She catched it and threw it into the pile of bags from the sailors.

then i threw down mine too :D BUT of course we made sure that no one was walking down underneath the side we were throwing down our bags from. Audrey catched my bag and i laughed and we went "YAYYYY! HAHAHAHAHAHA!"

so i went home after telling ms cheng i was sick. actually i hanged around in school talking to my friends. Then Bernice needed one more person for her group, and the last time she asked me i told her i was going sailing. This time she knew i wasnt sailing cos i wasnt feeling well so she went to ask ms cheng along with jiaqi and seraphina whether i can go Science Center. lol!

i was like, talking to Bernice and then POOF! she ran off to where Jiaqi was (which was where ms cheng was -_-). Then Bernice came back with my sailing bag and told me "eeyer ms cheng dont allow you to come leh! T_T" but its understandable lah, i'm sick lor. i'm just afraid ms cheng thinks i fake sick or something to pon sailing in hope i can go Science Center. NOOOO! ><

AND TODAY IS COMBINED TRAINING WALAO! I WANT COMBINEDDDDD T_T

David told me in class and i was like "Walao! i sick and not going sailing then no combined. then i'm healthy and hyper and its not combined. what crap is this sia?"

anyway, went home and ate luomaigai. then drank soyabean milk. super sleepy le, the headache throbbing in my head like someone was using my head as a drum, super uncomfortable. the dizzy spell sorta wore off already but it was still there tho.

then my mom told me to go to polyclinic to see doctor and not go to the clinic downstairs my house since it was more ex. huh! dontwant! =/ but i still had to go cos apparently i needed an MC to give ms cheng and my mom called my dad to make me go to polyclinic instead of the clinic.

I WANT THE DRUMMANIA CONSOLE!! :D

its not cool, but the game seems fun. all i have to do is borrow a PS2 from my cousin then plug in the really squished together drum-like console. my dad doesnt mind if we all chip in for the PS2 or PS3 or even XBOX! :D but he thought the console was pretty expensive from the way i was talking to him, so he told me if i actually wanted something so expensive i'd have to save for it myself.

okay, its official. i wanna save up for the DRUMMANIA OFFICIAL CONSOLE! :D its 100bucks tho. ahhh xintong.

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

eek, tomorrow the sec2s sailors can't go Science Center ): all pretty bummed. cos we must train for youth championship. gah. oh well, i heard from peckkhee that last year her batch of sailors from sec2 also didnt manage to go. ahhhhh! its been like ages since i've visited the science center, and this is the first field trip with my sec2 class. quite sad lah. but like joseph said "its compulsory to train, we've not got a choice for tomorrow." not that we wanna skip or not train lah. hai.

oh well, sighs aside.

lessons were as usual, super boring. after school had the skit practice, so i was like "OH SHUCKS I FORGOT TO BRING MY SCRIPT!!!" then i went "OH NO I TOTALLY CANT RECALL MY LINES WTH!!!"

then i grabbed winteng's script and memorised what i couldnt, but it just didnt seem to work - i was too nervous to remember A THING.

so when mrs nathan asked me and shriram to come out since the first scene was our scene, i went out and just sat down while shriram talked like his script was imprinted in his mind due to an implanted microchip or something. he kept trying to mouth my script, and mrs nathan kept staring at me. i couldnt make out what shriram was saying and i just sat there.

mrs nathan then scolded me and told me to go take the script and act out the scenes with the script. she practically screamed at me. she said "i know you've just taken over, but you've missed the past few practices and you dont even know whats going on!!!" ehem, i didnt miss the past few practices. i didnt just take over. she's seen me from the first practice till today's practice and she forgot o.0

when i went backstage after my scene was over, i just cried. i almost did on stage but i decided not to waterworks infront of a teacher. i sat on the piano chair and cried like a tap. then yokeching saw me, and came over to comfort me. thanks yokeching!! <3 then kerrie came over too, thanks loads girls [: then i had the next scene, so i had to go out again. said my lines and went backstage and carried on crying. i think elizabeth and shriram saw from the left side of the stage and shriram came over to tell me that i dont have to be too stressed up about it. thanks too shriram!

for Weiyun's scene i managed to memorise it, thank goodness. i went out without the script. but the scene back at the psychologist was super long. like 7 sentences long? super hard to memorise. so i went out with the script again. lol.

practice took like 1 hour?

and the next practice is on friday. another badminton day, great.

then the competition's on next tuesday. wahhhhh. meeting mrs nathan at somerset MRT to go there with the cast. the school should be pretty nice. only got 22 or 21 schools competiting, mrs thomas told me. so she's expecting us to get a prize. AHHHH PRESSURISING!

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

finally trained. after missing one day of training due to the no wind situation i guess i deproved a bit. rawr!

i wonder sometimes whats linjie's problem? i kept having to fuss him about like i was his commander or something, super annoying!

when he OCS-ed during training, he refused to admit it, and carried on sailing even tho all of us kept shouting at him that he OCS and should go round the buoy. But he pretended that he didnt hear us and just carried on with whatever he was doing. seesh. then when i told him to help the seniors since we've finished unrigging, he just kept walking straight for the toilet until i ran to him and called him. then he said he was going to take a "shower" using those shower taps where we wash our booties.

so i ran off to help the seniors first with the rest of the sec2s. i folded a sail, zipped half a sail, got the hailiot out, threw a boat cover onto Siungee's boat and realised that linjie wasnt there. maybe he ran off?

when i went to the taps area, he was still there - WASHING HIS BOOTIES.

i was so freaking mad. i just ran to him and told him that i told him like dunno how long ago to go help the seniors. then he said

"but i'm washing my booties and myself first what. save time what."
"no!!! dont be stupid, it DOESNT save time. you spent like such a long time here already!"
"yes lor it saves time lor. if i wash first better what. really save time what."
"yah, it saves you time! saves you time to skip helping the seniors! seriously, if you think washing it now will save us time, why dont you wash it LATER?!"
"might as well wash it now what."
"cant you wash it later? helping the seniors is more important. if you're reluctant to help the seniors, you could just say it. No point for me to waste my time chasing you to help them. go bathe lah, since you want to shower. I'm not stopping you!" and i just walked off to carry on helping the seniors. SERIOUSLY, whats his problem?!

super mad at him. but aiyah dont care. if i'm angry it only makes me look older D:

anyway, my mom told me that there was an earthquake in Sumatra that affected Singapore a bit, as in some parts of Singapore could feel it. And apparently, my mom's collegue who lives like the block across from school felt it. Okay, more like her daughter, and she was at home! About 11+ liddat. I was in school, i wasn't sleeping or stuck to the ceiling, how come no one in school felt it?

my whole body is aching. rahhhh! tired too, but i dont feel like going to bed yet.. dont know why lol. Maybe tomorrow Carine is coming to my place with Alicia to watch Norbit! :D haha. wanting to watch it. Maybe Aaron can come over bah lol. but not sure yet, got the DRAMA rehearsal, and i'm still not familiarised with my script! GAH!!! WHY MUST MY LINES BE SO FREAKING LONGGGGG!

Psychologist somemore.

RAWR!

Sunday, March 04, 2007

wheee! i like finally got my haircut. my head finally feels so much lighter -_- but i didnt really like the haircut; my hair is still quite curly at the bottom, meaning didnt cut short enough. LOL.
tomorrow we're having the health check.
eww i dont wanna get molested lah! yokeching said that after taking it, those whose backbones are not slanted wont have to take the check again. so good can? in pri6 my backbone slanted by 3degrees to the right, but last year it was fine. hope this year its the same.

sian, dont know why i dont feel like even going to school tomorrow. but school is school lah, bo bian [:

FINALLY, gwen's actually CATCHING A MOVIE tomorrow night. YAYNESS! :D

catching the movie Just Follow Law tomorrow, pretty cool. its been like ages since i watched a movie. finally, hurrahness! the last movie i watched in cinemas was most probably like urr, Happy Feet? almost forgot about it. scrutinised the faded movie ticket i still have from SHAW Lido and managed to see the date and went to search for it on the net -_-
oh, and i went to eat SUBWAY with Celine today during the late morning (11pm+?). First time eating subway so didnt really know what to get, there were so many choices!

oh yum lah, so much to eat :D cant wait to eat my double chocolate chip cookie [: looks super delicious can.

finally, i bear to eat my cookie ): byebye delicious cookie! lol. its super nice, and not like the $1.20 cookies you can find at Suntec (most people wouldnt know whats the shop i'm talking about, so next time if i go there i'll take pics). This one is not so heaty and thick. but i think the one at Suntec is more worth it, tho not as healthy D:

Typical Pinochio. Hmm-

i have to say, it fits her face tho xD

Pinochio-face cuppppp! :D Super long straw-nose hehe.

Compare my tray with Celine's. hers is the top one while mine is the bottom tray. if you can't see the difference then -AHBISH!- haha. Mine's so much neater than hers [:

Only bad thing about the Subway in AMK Hub? Too freaking small. You'd have to tabao back home to eat. Me and Celine were just lucky that when we got there and after taking so long to decided on what to eat this couple finished their meal, so yeah.

Last thing before i end this post-

isnt she just the cutest thing in the world? :D

Top one taken at start of the year while bottom one taken during CNY when we went to visit my aunt [: SHE'S UBER CUTEEEE! <3>

But she's also super active. When i went to my other aunty's place, there is a flight of stairs there lah, cos 3 storey high mah.

Then Jiawen climbed up to the 2nd floor and back down. on her way down, she accidentally slipped down 2 steps! Me, Melody and my aunt (her mom) were super shocked and scared. We were like "ZOMG JIAWEN!!!" and all she did was look up at us, stare at us for a while and "hehehehehehe!" laughing lah. We were so shocked and all she did was laugh. Jiawen ah Jiawen. Sure super hyper when she's older. yeps.

i'm finally going swimming after like such a long time! :D going with Celine. lol.

then after that i'm going to cut hair. yay! haha. finally get to cut after like 1 week of arguing with myself whether my hair is too qiao. haha.

today i actually woke up at 8.30am lah! wow. then i went to tuition quite okay. about 9.10am i reached, cos this week Celine woke up late, which is unusual, cos usually its me who oversleeps. then when i'm actually on time for once, she's late -_-

mr phua today quite funny. he told us about how he's short tounged (cant tell leh. as in seriously cant tell. but he said he was trained), and that last time when he was younger he woke up in the middle of the night, then he knocked on his grandma's door saying "po po, bing chu you gui." in english it means "grandma, there's a ghost in the fridge."

then cos his grandma is those superstitious type of people, she woke up like all his aunties and uncles and got them to go open the fridge to see the 'ghost'.

when they opened the fridge he pointed at one corner, saying "po po, nor, na li you gui! *points*" meaning "there, theres the ghost!"

he actually meant to say "po po, bing chu you SHUI." or "grandma, theres water in the fridge."

lol. but cos he's short-tounged he cant pronounce the word "shui" properly and it came out as "gui". but heng they didnt get mad at him for that lol. they just got really panicky, then made a joke out of it. poor mr phua, he says until now he's still being teased about it.

he kept calling himself "phua the diablotic (i forgot how to spell the word) magnificent" near end of the class. then later when we were leaving the class dunno who called him sadistic, then he said "ah! yesyes, thats the word i've been looking for! yesyes the word's sadistic. 'Sadistic, diablotic magnificent phua :D" -_-

okay going to meet celine to swim liao. heh. seeyahs!
also from peckkhee's blog too :D

16 and under: you're anorexic, or close to it
17-40 you're normal
41-over sorry, you're a pig
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stuff you have eaten/drank this week.

[x] water
[ ] orange juice
[ ] milk
[x] soda
[ ] beer
[ ] champagne
[ ] any other alcohol
[ ] v8
[ ] raspberry tea
[ ] Grape Drink
[ ] cranberry juice
[ ] apple juice
[ ] capri sun
[ ] hi-c
[ ] chocolate milk
[ ] strawberry milk
[ ] coffee
[ ] lemonade
Total: 02

[ ] pizza
[ ] Tacos
[ ] Burritos
[x] Rice
[ ] beans
[x] burger
[x] fries
[ ] lays
[ ] baked lays
[ ] subway
[ ] burger king
[x] McDonalds
[ ] wendys
[ ] checkers
[x] ham
[x] cheese
[ ] hot dog
[x] chicken
[ ] turkey
[ ] beef
Total:07

[x] rice/soy cakes
[ ] chocolate cake
[ ] vanilla cake
[x] other kind of cake
[ ] bananas
[x] strawberries
[ ] grapes
[ ] chocolate ice cream
[x] vanilla ice cream
[ ] strawberry ice cream
[ ] other kind of ice cream
[ ] spaghetti
[ ] spagettios
[ ] fetuccini
[ ] another kinda pasta
Total:03

[ ] sushi
[ ] shrimp
[ ] lobster
[ ] crab
[ ] mac n cheese
[x] cookies
[ ] pork
[ ] snack cakes
[ ] popcorn
[ ] ramen noddles
[ ] cereal
[x] crackers
[ ] tiggers
[x] bread
[ ] marshmallows
[ ] oats
[ ] grits
Total:03

[ ] peanut butter
[ ] jelly
[ ] peanuts
[ ] sunflower seeds
[ ] nuts
[ ] popsicles
[x] lettuce
[x] eggs
[ ] bacon
[ ] poptarts
[ ] doritos
[x] fried chicken
Total: 03

[ ] pudding
[ ] cheesecake
[ ] arbys
[ ] CADBURY chocolate
[ ] granola bar
[ ] mango
[ ] pineapple
[ ] peach
[ ] chicken sandwich
[ ] baked potato
[x] other fruit
Total:01

GRAND TOTAL: 19

NORMAL! :D and i ate less or something than peckkhee. she got 28 leh! no fair lah omgosh.
random quiz i got when looking through peckkhee's blog. heh.


If you get more than 30 you're paranoid.
If you get 21 to 29 you're normal.
If you get 11 to 20 you 're pretty normal.
If you get 10 or less you're fearless.
People who don't have any are dumb asses who want people to think they are tough stuff.
Everyone fears something... you just have to find the right thing.

I Fear...

[ ] gay people
[x] the dark
[] being single forever
[ ] being a parent
[x] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] black cats
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[x] ants
[ ] driving
[ ] flying
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[x] dark water
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boy/girlfriends/(ex) boy/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boy/girlfriends/(ex) boy/girlfriends mom
[ ] mice/rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] cotton balls
[x] cemeteries
[ ] clowns
[x] large crowds
[ ] crossing bridges
[x] death
[ ] heaven
[x] being robbed
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilty.
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[x] diseases
[ ] snakes
[ ] sharks
[ ] shots
[ ] Friday the 13th
[x] poverty
[x] ghosts
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains or railroads
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone
[x] being blind
[x] being deaf
[ ] growing up
[ ] monsters under my bed
[x] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] blood
[x] someone you love or care about getting hurt
[x]someone you love or care about hurting you
[ ] love
[x] spiders
[x] needles

TOTAL: 20
newest song obsession - How to Save a Life, by The Fray :D

the song is nice. the MV is sad. watch it yourself and you'd know why [:

today is a longggg day. woke up, ate breakfast and went to play the com. then i had to get ready to go to da ku ma's house for visiting. everyone was going so yays! :D again, my family was like 2nd last. at least not last haha.

was kinda boring this year. dont know why. zhiyi gege wasnt there, and zhiming gege went out after a while lol. just slacked and chatted with Melody the whole afternoon.

then got home and played audition. then went out to eat KFC at AMK central with Celine and her mom, along with my bro and my mom. Didnt eat too much, wasnt too hungry, and at the same time i wanted to loose weight! =/

after that we went to AMK Hub. The mothers and the brother walked super slow lah. dunno why. me and celine walked to the entrance of AMK Hub, turned around and couldnt see them. Then i spotted my mom, then my bro. didnt see Celine's mom. But they were quite far behind. seesh!

rushed down to Sony Ericsson shop. Saw the phone i wanted so badly! :D saw Kerrie's phone too. cheaper than the phone i wanted. by like 200bucks?

My mom might get me Kerrie's phone. But i want the W850i! gah. the phone i want is like 568bucks without contract i think. so ex. i asked my mom if i can trade in my black sony ericsson phone which is super old. then she told me see how. if not i might be getting kerrie's phone lol. i want the white one. i think i'm starting to like all electronic stuff white :D

Saturday, March 03, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENZHEN AND YUXUAN! :D

haha. hmm today's the Fall Out Boy concert. Gah, feel like killing myself. feels very xin tong to have missed their concert. oh well. haha.

shall blog about yesterday.

Its amazing how a bit of rain and lightning can dampen your spirits.

Was supposed to run 200m (thanks Peishi for swapping with me! <3) and 4x400m for the completed events. When we got to the stadium, it was just a slight drizzle.

super excited to run, i already registered and got my tag.

then it rained. they couldnt start the events. then it stopped raining, carried on with more registrations, then planned to start the first event. then it rained again. the rain was on and off like 3-4 times, then the storm finally came.

they had to postpone the whole thing. so i just sat there listening to mr lee's debrief with the other fellow unicornians, drenched, sad.

scary thing was that during the debrief, lightning striked right infront of the stadium where everyone was, and the moment we saw the lightning there was thunder sound. Meaning the sound wasnt even 1 second away from the lightning. the lightning struck less than 1km away from us! the girls screamed cos it was so loud. luckily we were in the shelter and not below, if not someone would have kena strucked by lightning.

Did someone swear to another person that if they did something they would kena struck by lightning?

anyway.
thanks Carine and Raynor for waiting for me and not pangseh-ing me like the rest. lol. Raynor and Carine sat right at the back of the stadium, talking and watching mr lee give the unicorn people debrief. haha.

can see they were quite bored.. the expression says it all. they called for me and i told them mr lee wasnt even like halfway through the debrief. i realised that he gets distracted easily by minor stuff. no wonder his debriefs are always so long.

when it was over, we went to J8. walked there from the stadium in the rain. super wet. Raynor kept joking that my hair looked weird when it was wet. Like his hair was any better. A car drove by and almost splashed water on him. Why didnt it splash the water? He was just like one step away from being TOTALLY drenched. hah!

the moment we stepped into J8, i was like "ah cold. COLDDDDD!!!"

went to Minitoons. Raynor pulled out my rubberband, so i had to hold my shoebag in an auntie way to tie my hair, cant put on the floor, they kept walking and walking.

then i got scratched by my collar pin. i was like "OMG WHAT THE HELL OWWW!" and looked at my hand. one red line down... gah! i realised that the backing of the collar pin had dropped out, no wonder it was so sharp! I pinned my collar pin to my shoebag's handle mah, cos i was afraid i would not be able to find it. Great, now i have to buy another collar pin cos i lost the backing.

we walked a few circles around the last floor of J8, and finally bought Yuxuan this really cute dunno-what thingo from Comics Connection. haha. I wanna buy a Tsubasa RC poster! :D haha.

then we went to NTUC. they bought some weird drink with a bit of alchol or something. forgot what it was. met alicia, wenxiang, joshua and xueming at KFC, then took MRT home. decided to go home and not go to Jiang straight. Cos i was super wet and stinky and i didnt wanna go tuition in such a state.

End up i took a long time, and went to tuition super late. Reached there about 1hr late, thanks to the train breaking down.. the announcement was "the train would be GROUNDED for at least 5-10mins. thank you for your kind understanding." celine was like "the train's GROUNDED?! whats that mean?" haha.

Hu laoshi was totally pissed off with us, or at least Celine. Cos she kept talking to Kevin. haha. for once, i wrote my zuowen so quickly!! I only had like half an hour to write but yet i almost finished it. heh. usually in half an hour i would write like half a page, but yesterday i wrote 1 and a half pages! YAY! :D

walked around Bugis. BOUGHT MY ADIDAS WATERBOTTLE! YAYYYYYYYYY! super cheap, 9 bucks! haha wow. the last time i saw it, it was like 10.90? dunno why suddenly cheaper. But i'm heng lah cos its cheaper.

I WANT THE NEW ADIDAS SPORTS SHOE!!! SUPER NICE! ORANGE AND WHITEEEEE!!!

its like 79 or 89 bucks. quite cheap for a just-came-out Adidas shoe. hehheh.

The "Respect M.E." designs look super nice. Even the pink shoes. haha. i dont like pink but that pink is nice [:

Thursday, March 01, 2007

its finally march! :D

and its 2 more days till wenzhen's birthday, which is this saturday during service! hope i can go this sat, wenzhen wants me to be there :D i love her!!<3

anyways.
today zachary didnt let me run in his team, as in for the sports day thing, inter cca 4x100 crap. he told peckkhee that i'd be going to shiyan's team. peckkhee told me he might have made his decision based on today's running of the beep test, since we didnt sail as it rained the whole day.

i was quite upset lah. i mean, this is long distance! i'm not a long distance runner. so instead, zach made audrey take my place ): very upsetting, he didnt even asked if i mind! if he wants to see sprinting, he should see me when i SPRINT. not when i run long distance, i'd die on the spot.

tomorrow is the 4x400m run thing. i dont think i've gotten my team yet. i'm so angry! didnt contact nicolette, and most of the unicorn people i know from lower sec girls are not those who would wanna run either.

i'm like, a reserve for EVERY ITEM tomorrow can? 1200m, 800m and running 4x400m. Mr lee must be trying to find a simpler way to kill me. Yingtsui confirmed not going tomorrow, so i'm like running 1200m. SIAO LAH.

when i told mr lee during house practice that i really cant run that long, he said "oh gwen, you're just being too modest! dont be so humble, i know you can run. you're in sailing, you can run. dont let your sailing teacher down!"

so yes, i wont let her down.

wait till i faint.

LOL joking. 1200m is like half of 2.4km, so i can do it! :D think positive gwen, think POSITIVE! :D haha. but if i were to run 1200m and 800m and yadayada, i think i would die. plus 4x400m, yeah.

they'd better get the st. john people ready man.