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Gwendolyn N.
26 years young, a dreamer struggling ever so slightly to not let the world's negativities consume her.


Monday, July 27, 2009

I'm a disposable

I don't like being an emotional punching bag, also in this case, a "disposable".

You have brought me a lot of stress and problems I will admit. All of you, infact. I have never had such a horrible time in my entire life. Oh,would you grace the occasion for me? I'll send you an invite *grins*

Cuz your ego's just high like that.

Thanks for making me realise, who are truly the ones I trust and who I can go off happily without thinking about much. Thanks for making me realise so much by doing so little.

You truly rocked my day, 감사합니다.

Star Golden Bell

You know whats the best thing after seeing Boom on The Golden Ladder??

SEEING 2PM ON STAR GOLDEN BELL.

No Khunnie, Chansung or Junho this episode though :(

I just took like a million pictures of the screen. They kept giving one shots so I HAD to do it x) Lucky thing I decided to go cycling AFTER SGB and not before it or I would've missed 2PM on SGB haha.

HOTTEST <3 2PM

Sweet dreams are made of these ;)

I'm watching The Golden Ladder on KBS now while waiting for Star Golden Bell, and Boom and Lee Teuk are two of the hosts. First time seeing more interesting personalities on KBS. I missed Pops In Seoul : Pops Radio just now but when I turned to the channel the last song was Juliette by SHINee! So yeah kinda happy.

But the thing that made me happiest today was that..

I DREAMT OF HWANG CHANSUNG TODAY!!!

Wuahahahaha! Was so happy when I woke up, so I went back to sleep hoping the dream would continue and it did! Woohoo. I wonder why Jaebeom and Khunnie never appear in my dream but whatever, my first Chansung-related dream! Hahaha. Total fangirl here, sorry. Love the magnaeeeeeeee of 2PM :)

Omona. THE CONTESTANTS ON THE GOLDEN LADDER STARTED DOING MY 2PM Again & Again DANCE THE MOMENT I TYPED IT OUT. Now the helper is doing it too HAHAHA DAMN FUNNY.

2PM saranghae!

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Photo spam

I'm sorry I don't know "moderation", so here are all the photos I've been wanting to post up but have been contemplating and have been lazy to transfer from my lousy phone! :)

I'm not cool now cuz me no camera. :(

I will get one before DSLR before Prom Night. That is, if I do well for my Prelims even.


Our very first Bio and Chem Saturday practical remedial:

















Our class's notice board. Filled with INSIDE JOKES, Korean words, "Lazy people should die -RX", EMMA WATSON and GYU JU PYO.









Didn't come to school on Friday and found this drawn with chalk on my table:
PLUMBOB! (Plumbbob? Plumpbob??)

Peek-a-boo!
We celebrated Qihua's birthday with a mini birthday celebration @ Pizza Hut.













More recently, I took out my knee's bandage..
For some reason Blogger is screwed up in my Firefox ever since I uninstalled it. So I'll have no choice but to use IE to blog I guess.

Wenzhen just came over to pass me my sleeping bag (which we both forgot about), the Rendition invitations and some tidbits! Haha read her card and realised that I missed her a lot too. Not able to go for this Saturday's service cuz of remedials but hopefully next Saturday I would be able to.

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Whatever it may be

Thought the stupid Harry Potter movie would make our relationship and mother and daughter better. Oh how wrong I was. Not only was it a lousy movie that utterly disappointed me, it was a waste of my time and let me see that kiasu-nism wins daughter. Time wins daughter. Money wins daughter. Daughter with knee in bandage trying to walk properly in Orchard Road? Nothing. Nothing much at all.

Chessy way to do sumblime messaging that tells the audience of the movie, ''You gotta catch the next movie if you want to see Ron and Hermoine get together, and if you wanna see Harry Potter accomplish his task.'' A true HP fan who has read the books would classify this movie as shit as many of my friends already have. Way to go, Warner Bros. Writers' Strike got to you?

Could've spent those few hours studying at home. Really could have.

Fight!

http://ourfeistyprincess.blogspot.com/
http://ourfeistyprincess.com/index.php

I just came across an invitation for a ZOUK event by Studio Wu to help raise funds for this little girl. I know as a teenager I'm not able to do much, therefore I decided to post up this link for you to visit and hopefully donate some money. This girl is only 4 years old but suffers from stage 4 Neuroblastoma, a rare cancer that makes up roughly 6% of all children cancers. (Leukemia and brain tumour make up the top 2)

Her chances of survival is only 20%. However, there is a treatment avaliable in New York that could increase her chances of survival to 40%-50%. But the cost of it? Slightly more than half a million US Dollars. Her mother, a divorcee, has quit her job to take care of her and her brother.

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I don't know why but reading her story really made me feel guilty. There she is, fighting a rare cancer at the age of 4 and going through chemo. Whereas for me? I'm scared of a needle; too scared to have a blood test for myself done.

People are wasting their lives away.. while a little girl is fighting for hers. Sigh.. what is wrong with us? Things like this make me realise how precious life is.

Lets keep her in our prayers. Little Charmaine, do get well soon!

Monday, July 20, 2009

Quick one cuz I'm gonna meet Syafiqah at AMK library later to study till 9pm.



1) NO ONE DANCES WITH MY PARK JAEBEOM LIKE THAT!

Just when my opinion of HyunAh changed after watching her go on a date with Jokwon, she had to change my mind back about her by doing such a dance with Jae. Yes its not slutty or anything, but its.. I don't know. JAEBEOM!! TT.TT

Another video with Nichkhun and YoonA. What is with all the girl celebs whose names end with "Ah" that make them go with 2PM!


2) I recognised Korean words today at an instance!! So proud of myself.

Me and Beanie were buying bubble tea from Sweet Talk, when there was these two Malay girls infront of us. One of them was carrying a tote, and it had the same Korean name tag badge as the blue one Manda has on her new bag, except for the Malay girl's badge is pink.

When I saw it I was like, "Doesn't that say Kim Junsu?"

Eileen was like, "Gwen ah you can read ah?"

I quickly took out my foolscap paper which had all the 2PM boy's names written on it, then I took a good look, pointed at it and went "YEAH HER BADGE SAYS KIM JUNSU!" surprised cuz I don't take note of Junsu. But if anyone had a Nichkhun badge or a Jaebeom badge I can recognise them easier.


3) I swear to stop eating rice from this day forth!

I must stop eating rice. Yup. Cuz I realise I am eating so much carbs. The Jap salmon sashimi rice at Ichiban today with Beanie is more than enough.. must.. stop... being.... a.... FANTONG! ("Rice bucket", refers to a person, usually Asian, who eats a lot of rice and practically LIVES on it)


4) Twisting your knee.. no joke!

Everyone who I am closer to/know asked me about my knee. Well, yeah I can't walk properly. Stupid Cia and Beanie! They walked so quickly to recess today then I had to keep going, "CIA AH! BEANIE AH! WAIT FOR ME AHHHHH!!!"

Thanks Mrs Thomas and Mdm Loh for the care! Aw I really miss both of them. Best form/ex-form teachers EVERRRR. I can't say "especially.." cuz I find that both teachers are seriously the best. I miss Mdm Loh. And Mrs Thomas. But Mdm Loh more for now cuz halfway through the year she couldn't be our form teacher. Seesh.


OKAY I'M GONNA BE LATE SOON IF I DON'T PACK MY STUFF NOW SO BYE!

Saturday, July 18, 2009

Harry Potter

In a desperate attempt to enable myself to play The Sims 3, I have uninstalled Mozilla Firefox because I realised that it took up the most virtual memory. (Like about 660k Virtual Memory what the hell have I been doing to make it accumulate?!)

It feels weird to be using IE again, but I guess its alright. Besides my music on my playlists playing automatically. Now I know how horrible it is, sorry people! I won't be taking it off though, so scroll on down to the bottom to stop it. Its only horrible to me cuz I opened 3 different windows (my blog, k-pop blog and another person's blog) that all had different music playing so yeh you think?

Oooooh I swear I heard something like the sound of fireworks! Must be the NDP preview.. Okay yeah I can see the fireworks from my place, but a few HDB blocks are blocking majority of it.

I did some counting today after some research and realised that I'm actually eating much lesser calories that I need daily.. but I'm consuming too much carbs :(

Time to reduce my carbs!

Watching Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban. Can't believe my brother doesn't know what the boggerer turned into when it was Harry's turn to perform the Riddikulus spell: A Dementor, Gerald. How could you not know!

Yeah I am and was a huge HP fan and read all the books way ahead of the movies. Ever since the 3rd HP movie though, because the movie would be so different from the book (dissapointed), and I'm more of a movie person, I decided to stop reading.

I want to go watch the HP and the HBP movie in cinemas soon! Despite the reviews both from friends and online that it was a disappointment.. I STILL HAVE TO!!!
Gawd, I hate cowards.

Sometimes I think, if you want to say something, why not just say it to my face instead of hiding around, bitching? Its not like you're anywhere better off with your fakeness, you know ;)

You just don't know how the real world runs, woman.

미친 놈...

(Don't try Google-Translating it cuz I tried doing that and the meaning came out totally different from what I supposedly meant. Wuahaha.)

Friday, July 17, 2009


Natalie helped water the plants today and played with water, getting her pants soaked. She even slipped and fell down on her butt :( but got up and told us "Bum bum pain~~!" :)


Must remind myself: If I get more migraines, I'll need to go to the docs to get those night pills that my neighbour/Natalie's mom told me will be effective.

Watched Lets Speak Korean on Arirang with my dad earlier and learnt how to count to 10! Though.. there are TWO ways of counting to 10 in Korean, so I got a bit confused. My dad asked me if I already learnt the 8 consonents of the Korean lettering cuz its very simple.. he knows more than me?!

He seems to finally notice that I am serious about not being in SG when I'm older. Was watching Arirang News and the headlines was something to do about having to Attact Immigrants over. He was like (saying playfully), "Attracting foreigners? OH! AHHHH NOW I KNOW WHY YOU WANNA MOVE TO KOREA!"

Then he told me, "You won't like it there okay. Next time go in cannot come out."

"Daddy, its South Korea. North and South- there's a difference!"

He said, "North and South- its STILL Korea. Aiyah, okay la. Save up money so that we'll bring you there next time to see what its like there okay?"

That makes me excited. But still!

I'm glad he finally sees how badly I want to move out of SG, except for the fact that he always says, "You want to go to Korea and live your han guo mong ah?" ("You want to go to Korea to live your Korean Dream, is it?") just cuz Gerald told him I'm showing interest in Korea cuz of K-Pop.

Saved so many photos from different 2PM-related communites and the Chansung photo blog on Daum! I think I saved over 150 pictures yesterday night. My laptop is getting REAL laggy.

(I'm happy to state that ALMOST ALL MY 2PM SONGS ARE GONNA HIT BEING-PLAYED 100 TIMES ON MY iTUNES!)

LOL AT JAE'S FACE. (Far left)


CHANSUNG HAS A BIIIIIG BUTT.
(Far right)

I got a lot of photos of him and he looks quite fat, no arm muscles and all. I was wondering why during their Arirang interview they Taec said Chansung was going on a diet, cuz he's so thin. Now I know ~_~

Or maybe its just cuz all the 2PM guys around him are thin YET have muscles. Minus Junsu. But Junsu looks alright cuz he knows how to dress up to make himself look just nice.


Why are all the magnae's of groups getting hotter?
Taemin also! Omo!

Khunnie love.

Why so serious, Leader?
(Suddenly looking at this photo, I realise that I like his Hot Blood hair, body, everything better, A.K.A. the photo below. Or at least for the hair, the just-debut hair would do just nicely.)





I like Junho's old hair too TT_TT
At least he's not wearing his chin mask here. Don't like chin masks at all.


I got one of Taec but I still don't like him as much so I shall not waste my blog's space to put it up :P


See my point? Chansung has a big butt (middle guy).
Wait. This photo doesn't prove my point. I have another photo from this very performance but I can't find it! *hunts*


Bio and Chem practical remedial tomorrow till 12pm!

Jasmine asked me to go for Y-Hope's special service next Saturday at 12. Doubt I can make it but I hope to. She told me there's no one from Mayflower already, which is really quite sad. Keith and Yeongdeng are both not in MFSS already, thats why. Deyi has a CG now and is starting next week! Feeling happy for them cuz it has always been Yining and Wenzhen's hope for Deyi to have a CG. Speaking of which, I really miss them :(

Hope I'll be going for dinner with Mom, Celine and her mom tomorrow cuz I want to wear my high-tops!

I think my next pair of high-tops would be a white pair. The Nike ones that I saw at Nike ID shop are really neat, so I might consider going to Queensway to hunt for them. Or Air Jordans, if I can save the money. I LOVED the pair of AJ's I saw at Limited Ed. Was surprised to see them even cuz you can hardly spot a pair in Singapore, given the fact that no one really wears 'em.

Shall go complete watching Hot Blood, pack my stuff for tomorrow and sleep!

Goodbye, free Saturdays. I will never look forward to Fridays anymore now that I know the next day will be spent in school at the Science laboratories.


Oh, I must blog about 2PM for this post. Its an "Adieu Special". :(

(This is from my Kpop blog with little changes)

Time seems to fly so fast- from the point of time that they released their 2:00PM Time for Change album and started promos till now.


2PM performed their song "I Hate You" on Mnet's M! Countdown for the last time and won first place again, which equals to three consecutive wins on M! Countdown. (It IS their third win in a row right? There wasn't a break before.. right?)

They will be closing promotions for their album 2:00PM Time for Change on the 19th, which really makes me sad.

Because it was their last performance before their promotions closed, the boys decided that instead of telling their Hottest fans, "I Hate You"!, they decided to perform their hit song "Again & Again", and for the first time ever on stage, "I Might Come Back".

Hidden message understood, boys. ;)




Though.. I did feel that it was a bad transition between the two songs. :X

(Does anyone realise that Khun doesn't have a part on You Might Come Back? He was the only person not carrying a mic throughout the whole YMCB song, but had a mic in his hands when they transitioned to Again & Again. Aw..)

They should've promoted You Might Come Back along with I Hate You and Again & Again. Its SUCH a good song and I always listen to it (okay fine I listen to ALL 2PM songs) on my iPod.

Don't worry, this isn't a picture from their final performance.
Notice that Junho isn't wearing his chin mask in the final performance?


Hottest will miss 2PM! Do come back soon :)
Saranghae 2PM! Hwaiting!


p.s. Their Wild Bunnies sitcom will be out soon on the 21st of July, so Hottest won't be missing them too much!



It looks like it will be funny. Well, which show featuring or starring 2PM would NOT be funny, you tell me? Given the boys' charismatic and hilarious personalities. Now I shall eagerly await Wild Bunnies to be out.

4 more days!

Sims 3

I'm so bored! Headache's coming back. I tried to play the Sims 3 disc that Cheryl lent me, but it'd hang whenever I was done making a Sim/furnishing a room! Like, "Oh perfect face! Okay I'm done!" *hangs*

So much for being laptop-friendly.

So I shall go back to using the internet. I just read some of my old MSN chat logs and was really feeling damn crap about one. So I deleted it HAHA.

Seeing my new shoes in the box beside the shoe rack really makes my heart pain! When will I ever get to wear it, huh? I feel like crap now cuz at this time I would be having dinner outside to celebrate actually participating in the competition. Hell, this kind of things have happened twice already.

Off to practice. Bye!
(Omo, I actually typed "Buy")

My new sneaks




My new Reebok Reverse Jam Monopoly Money series! My first pair of high-tops, definitely very, very happy. I know from the photos I found at Google, the colors look kinda ugly and weird, but when you see the shoes in real life, its considerably or rather, really, pretty!

100bucks well spent I guess. Hey I paid for half of it!

I should stop buying/wanting to buy shoes and sneakers. Especially high-tops. I keep wanting to save up money now just so that I could get more high-tops. Just Googled more Reebok Reverse Jams and saw this:


The color's damn nice. After looking at this I felt my shoe wasn't all that rad.. but oh well, I am kinda/quite happy with my purchase? And dark purple skinnies from F21. Blame the girls, they wanted me to get that to match my shoes for the competition. (But I must say, F21 skinnies are quite comfortable as compared to the denim skinnies I bought a few years back for the same price)

Which, you know what?

Is postponed TILL FURTHER NOTICE. Due to H1N1. Nontheless I really am pissed, I mean, I stay up till 3am every night just cuz I can't finish all my homework in the day time, what with me coming home from school to practice dance, getting only 3 hours of sleep a day.. not even afternoon naps.

Anyway. Can't imagine when I'll ever get to wear my first pair of high-tops out. :( there's like nothing to match it, except clothes I'll wear for hip hop.

Speaking of which, my aunt called earlier and while talking, she asked why I wasn't still in dance, and that I should have a passion to do during my stress period. She wanted to talk to Dad but I said it was fine. Aw, I really love her! She's so caring.

Tried to do handstands while on my elbows. Totally no strength to lift my legs up. How to go learn breakdance like that? Only can do 6-step and basic freeze.. =.= I remember how I sprained my back and fell while trying to learn inverse freeze or inverse.. something, last year. Its like doing a handstand, only the other way around. If you're doing it while your back is to the wall, inverse is when you'll be facing the wall, then you have to lower your legs and put it near your face.

My first thought was, "Sounds easy to practice. Wait till I am confident enough to not use the wall for support."

Turns out the comments were right, it makes your back hurt feeling so sore afterwards. And yeah falling and injuring my back in the process? Not fun.


I have so many feelings, so many words and thoughts I wished to express here. Then again, some things are better kept to self and some things should never be said.

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Etched

I just took a good 30 minutes to take a look through all my old class photos. It made me realise how much we all have changed, especially 1E'06 (but no matter what i'm damn happy we're all still so close).

I saw all the signatures and messages I got from them, most about 'Always being our 1E chairperson', 'chairwoman', and 'BFF', and laughed when I saw Chuxian's message: 'Grow more brains'

Somehow, I really wished all these people were by my side again.. How more than half of 1E'06 always gathered at staircase outside the dance studio every morning without fail to chat and mingle before going to the hall. Happy to say that we've done that for 4years without fail, even though we had to 'relocate' due to the fact that the Artquarium took over our spot :( and now due to the H1N1. Our lovely morning gang.

It was quite nice to hear some people commenting, 'Aiyah see la! Cuz of H1N1 we can't gather and chat in the mornings!!!'. Actually I just wished our spot outside the dance studio wasn't taken away!

I'm not sure how much I've changed. I can garuntee its a hell lot.. Then again, hasn't everyone?

But I'm glad to say these people have made an impression in my heart and will always be my treasured friends, and am very thankful they were once my motivation and my all :)

Monday, July 13, 2009



My stomach is full of durian now and I really wished that for once I were a bullimic.

Not that I want to be one, but I would want to just this once cuz I really feel damn *bleh*.. See, you can't even describe it with words! But yeah I think I'll be brushing my teeth at least 10 times (exaggeration included) later before I sleep.. There was a durian the size of my palm and the fruit inside was like the height of my one and a half of my thumb.

Fell asleep after dinner. Didn't know I fell asleep till I woke up a few minutes later. I still have homework to complete! And also dance to practice.

Humans should be like vampires, or at least like Edward Cullen's kind of vampires- no need to sleep, eat, etc. Like how some people always say 24 hours isn't enough? Well you'd have 24 hours x infinite, and I think all sec4s now NEED that kind of time.. seeing how we're all so busy.

Celine was supposed to come with her mom to eat the durians but she couldn't cuz she had a test to study for. Aunty Serene said that Celine is now always studying cuz of the number of tests AMKSS teachers set them. :(

Celine, hwaiting!


School today passed real fast. Prolly cuz Geog took up 3 periods. I can't stand geog lessons now, its so dry and boring, really. I'd rather sleep during geog and come home to self-study like what Syafiqah says.

Mr Lim didn't come during CME, so we talked about Mel's issues. HAHA that didn't come out right.. but okay I have no idea how to phrase it. For some reason it was damn funny la, I think cuz of Alicia's expressions and Syafiqah's occasional nonsense.

Okay I think I should stop blogging now cuz my eyes are closing and I have the geog test to study for. Mrs Koh's making me sound like I'm a criminal or something.. I don't know. Its not my fault I fall sick!

I think she doesn't like me. *sadface*


..My brother is doing weights.

He didn't last for 10 minutes and is already slacking. THAT'S a workout?

I am about to laugh.

I feel so stupid, for I'm giving listening to Lee Hyori a go.

Just downloaded loads of Korean songs, including songs by 2AM, which is the time now. Hahaha, I love doing puns with their group name. 2PM will be 12 hours later when I'm in school.

"Girl, girl hey you go girl~!"

Gosh why am I listening to such a song. Such a catchy, alluring song. Nassun can't even pronounce the word 'girl' properly. He pronounces it as "GALL!".

HHKS said that the hip hop competition dates would be re-adjusted! Am feeling a bit more comforted as I have more time to practice and get feedback from mah girls. No matter, I'll still be going down to get my shoes tomorrow. Hope they'll have my size or I'll kill myself cuz I've been hunting online like a despo idiot for so long.

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Stepping on dough



I love his smile!

I heard JYP is at risk of closing down and I am in disbelief! Just when I did so much research.. sigh. JYP don't do this to me! Also, if it closes down, what will happen to 2PM?

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Can't stand this.

Mom just came back from her 1 day trip to Malaysia to eat durians at her friend's plantation. (My whole house reeks of the smell of durians cuz she brought back 3-buckets full.) I called her into my room earlier with the intention of her checking out the DPA courses.

She was asking me, "So what is it you want to do? I think you better ask your dad about this.."

I told her, "NO! Dad doesn't know ANYTHING about me. Talk to him for what?"

Then she said, "Neither do I (know anything about what you wanna do) what!"

She went out of my room, came back in a few minutes later, and she was like telling me, "I talk to you tomorrow about this okay? I'm very tired now..". I was tearing infront of her but she didn't notice. I was sitting right infront of her, and then she just noticed the deadline was 4PM tomorrow and walked out of my room.


Truthfully, what the hell do my parents know about me?

In English class when everyone was doing their presentations, I'd always feel weird when someone's topic was on family. I remember last week when Eleanore was doing her topic, I started tearing as she talked cuz the way she talks about her parents.. it sounds quite loving and warm.

I don't get how people can take their parents for granted, especially when their parents love them so much and encourage them to do what they want to do. These people just don't appreciate their parents at all and can complain to me about how their parents don't seem to love or care for them.

I mean, if your parents support your dream and give you things that will definitely help you along the way, why are you freaking complaining?

Why can't you just appreciate that your parents are there for you? They buy those things for you to support you, even when you've never asked for it? Its better than having parents who tell you your dreams are a joke and that doing something you like is NOTHING BUT A HOBBY, and complain when I buy things I need for dance/photography. If my parents supported me I'd be nothing but happy. Who the hell are you to complain?

(Omg I had to stop typing for a while cuz I'm tearing damn badly. I know I'm a crybaby, but pardon me just this once, alright?)

Even my aunt seems to be more supportive of me than my parents. It may not seem like it.. but I'm thankful for her being in my life.


Recently, I've been thankful I've had a group of friends whom have been nothing but supportive towards what I'm doing and what I'm fighting for. Thanks girls! I love telling them about my dreams cuz they NEVER laugh. Shirei will always tell me, "Don't support you? How to not support you? You're doing something you love! OF COURSE MUST SUPPORT LA!". Shirei, if you're reading this, you have no idea how much I fight back tears whenever you say that.

Then again.

To people who have laughed at me before, how would you feel if you told someone a dream that you've been trying so hard to achieve despite the opposition, and the person burst out laughing, telling the person next to them, "AHHHAHAHA GWEN WANTS TO GO TO KOREA IN THE FUTURE! Go to the what..? HAHAHAHAHA THE DUNNO WHAT COMPANY LA! HAHAHA!"


I just took 2 minutes for myself after typing that sentence and thought about what RollieDingo (my lovely Twitter friend) said to me before..

I'll prove these people wrong.

One day.. Even if what I wanna do is almost impossible, I can if I put my heart to it. I just know it! I won't be like the countless people who drop out because they can't stand having 2-3 hours of sleep everyday. I'll be doing something I love and enjoy.. so why not just give it my all?


Y'know what? Ironically, my topic for my presentation was, "What my ideal occupation would be".

p.s. Getting this baby tomorrow:

Aaron told me he saw it. So I'm getting it. Been hunting online and in SG for too long! Thank you Aaron!!

Its hard to speak when your lips are sealed shut.





































Behold... My Future

I will marry Park Jaebeom.

After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in Korea in our fabulous Mansion.

We will have 4 kid(s) together.

Our family will zoom around in a black Lamborghini.

I will spend my days as a Celebrity, and live happily ever after.

whats your future




I was so happy when I saw that Nichkhun and Jaebeom were left in the who I'm gonna marry segment. (I put Jaebeom, Nichkhun, Junho and Jang Wooyoung) So yes I definitely was like OMO THERE'S ONLY JAE AND KHUN LEFT! For the country I just put all options as Korea so die-die it had to choose Korea. Am I smart or just smart?

That aside. Yeah I'm just trying it for the fun of it thanks to Monkey-face B Syafiqah bte Hamzah as this thing was on her blog.


Went out with Quin and Elizabeth today.
I shall talk about me and my Mom's conversation today:

We were watching Arirang Today and they showed people serving Bim Bim Bab in a Korea Heritage camp for Korean kids who have been adopted by Americans. My mom suddenly went, "OH! Bim-Bim Bab! I like it..... Hey lets go and eat that tonight for dinner okay?"

So I was like, "Really? Okay, on! I want my Korea BBQ Cheeken."

Then I said, "But hey Mom I'm going out later."

"Who are you going out with?"

"Quin and Elizabeth."

"Oh, alright. If you can't make it for dinner then its alright, we can go next week."

"... Mom, I just realised something. I feel like I'm talking about Queen Elizabeth. Y'know, 'I'm going out with Quin Elizabeth.' Get it?"


Okay yeah pretty lame but I told that to Quin and Elie today when we met at Hub and they were talking about Quin amazing discovery in Sec1 that she had a classmate called "Elizabeth".

Elie came over to my place first at 3pm and watched me practice. I swear, she and Cheryl are my personal judges.

After meeting Quin we took a train down to Dhoby Ghaut to get my registration form from YMCA. It took a long time cuz the China lady from the reception had no idea what I was talking about, thinking I was asking about a competition that was ALREADY HELD.

I mean, technically if someone asks you where to get forms to REGISTER for a competition, you'd think, "Oh its gonna be held soon." or something along the line. So we went up and down (she told us where to check) in hopes of finding the place to get the forms but couldn't find it. Went back to the lady and she said, "It might be over already.." and I was thinking to myself, "Oh PLEASE..."

Headed to the Membership counter, hoping the lady there would have a tad bit more sense and thank God she did. Signed the form and handed it in with a photocopy of my NRIC (it cost me 35 cents, when it'd cost 5 cents in school!).

Had Suki Sushi for dinner, which was wonderful. I love salmon sashimi and salmon sushi. Sadly, being on a diet + budget, I couldn't order it.. *tears*

Thought of going for a K-Box session but the people infront of us seemed to take forever to make payment for their session. So we walked around instead. Saw this small booth selling flashing tee-shirts which can play music! Around 50bucks, but how awesome is that? Thought of getting that for the competition.. be more unique!

FEP was closing by the time we got there so we sat at the fountain and played Elie's Nintendo DS while I listened to my 2PM songs.. can't get enough of them seriously. Bought bubble tea, hitched a ride from Quin's dad to Novena MRT and headed home.

We missed 4 trains! Can you believe it? Because the cabins were all too full. Ended up taking a rebound.


Now my eyes are half-shut and my bro fell asleep already... but I still wanna stay up to practice dance and watch more videos for inspiration. Gosh.. what a dance-a-holic.