Oh ya. To Bev:
Hey dear! Hahah today when we found out I think we were damn funny la.
Bet Mdm Shanti wanted to kill us during SS cuz we were so noisy. Hoho ;D and you WERE crying okay. Don't lie to me. xD
Anyways, we won't let something like this get in the way of our friendship right? [: talked about it already ah! Cannot okay.
Its like I don't think its real anyways.
I don't don't don't like -randomnamehere-. :D
NEOPETS FTW! >:D
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Hello I hate everything possible.
Damn. I hatehatehatehateeee today!
I hate hypocrites.
I hate my friends.
sometimes I just hate my class.
I FEEL SO DAMN FUCKING INVISIBLE.
Its like you think its damn nice, that everytime you talk no one seems to hear you?
Wakao. I realised how pangseh-ed I really was today okay.
The sec3 sailors took a damn long time to come down for recess! LOL. So joined Ruixing, Aaron, Izzy, Justin O., Iggy.. uhh Jon Ha were you there? Hahah.
Hey guys, I'm sorry my temper span recently (or mainly, today) has been so short.
I'm just in a really bad mood la. I hated today.
Think the only thing that made me happy was PE? And I played touch rubgy/captain's ball even tho I wasn't supposed to.
Lost my temper while playing captain's ball, rugby style, during PE. Got mad midway in the game and I threw the ball on the floor when Quin kept on pointing out that my team people kept doing front throw cuz her team members did too. :\ then I shouted "START LA!" cuz they were still going on and on about it.
Then when Aaron told me not to meddle in _____ and ____'s problems during recess, he kept going on and on about how Qihua meddled in Justin and Izzy's fight/arguement during PE or something and was damn extra. I just told him "Okay FINE. I get the point k??" then it was awkward silence.
Rargh.
Almost cried twice during recess la. But hey, I'm not the type to cry infront of dudes so I didn't.
Just wanted to run out of school and leave la.
I really have this temptation to never go to school again? That kinda feeling. Like in kindergarden.
Cuz if it wasn't for the sec3 sailors and my juniors and some seniors, I'd totally hate as in 100% hate school at this point of time?
K not even ALL the sec3 sailors la. Some. <3 thanks guys, you guys brighten my life always. :D
Cuz even ____ pangsehs me.
I mean, look at how differently ___ can treat two different people.
I don't think I mean much of a friend to ___ anyways.
You're the one who makes me feel the most invisible, FYI.
Everytime I talk, you just look past me. Thanks a lot.
And I'm not even close to my cousin in school who's the closest to me among my relatives?
I'm so fucking being replaced luh.
I HATE MR ____!!
Hello? If you don't know how to mark papers, don't mark them! YOU MADE SO MANY PEOPLE FAIL THE SUMMARY FOR CLASS TEST, AND EVEN MADE ME GET 60/100 FOR LITERATURE?
Wtf. Thinking about it makes my blood boil luh.
So what if I passed summary or so what if I passed lit? I still got a fucking 60 for lit. Damn fun huh? This is the 2nd time I got this kinda results? At least Ms Goh I don't mind, cuz end up for EOYs I did really well.
But wtf (still)!
Hmm. HAPPIER STUFFS!
PE was fun. [: cuz we had to practice throwing for touch rugby. Then Ruixing and Jon joined the unicorn peeps! :D hahah.
Then we had a competition thing between all the groups to see who can reach the other end of the basketball court while practising our passing. My group kept getting last cuz the dudes like Ruixing didn't care xD so I was like "-pokeeees- You better play properly orh!"
We did 10pumpings, 20crunches and 10 jumping jacks as the punishments. Hahah.
Then split to practice throwing and running after the ball leaves our hands. Went to pull one dude over cuz we were short, and Qihua came :D hahah. Leave the more manly ones (okay CHW isn't THAT man right? Hahahaha) to play with themselves.
Oh well, end of happy stuffs.
I HATE SCHOOL I HATE LIFE I HATE YOU.
SO FUCK OFF. >:(
I hate hypocrites.
I hate my friends.
sometimes I just hate my class.
I FEEL SO DAMN FUCKING INVISIBLE.
Its like you think its damn nice, that everytime you talk no one seems to hear you?
Wakao. I realised how pangseh-ed I really was today okay.
The sec3 sailors took a damn long time to come down for recess! LOL. So joined Ruixing, Aaron, Izzy, Justin O., Iggy.. uhh Jon Ha were you there? Hahah.
Hey guys, I'm sorry my temper span recently (or mainly, today) has been so short.
I'm just in a really bad mood la. I hated today.
Think the only thing that made me happy was PE? And I played touch rubgy/captain's ball even tho I wasn't supposed to.
Lost my temper while playing captain's ball, rugby style, during PE. Got mad midway in the game and I threw the ball on the floor when Quin kept on pointing out that my team people kept doing front throw cuz her team members did too. :\ then I shouted "START LA!" cuz they were still going on and on about it.
Then when Aaron told me not to meddle in _____ and ____'s problems during recess, he kept going on and on about how Qihua meddled in Justin and Izzy's fight/arguement during PE or something and was damn extra. I just told him "Okay FINE. I get the point k??" then it was awkward silence.
Rargh.
Almost cried twice during recess la. But hey, I'm not the type to cry infront of dudes so I didn't.
Just wanted to run out of school and leave la.
I really have this temptation to never go to school again? That kinda feeling. Like in kindergarden.
Cuz if it wasn't for the sec3 sailors and my juniors and some seniors, I'd totally hate as in 100% hate school at this point of time?
K not even ALL the sec3 sailors la. Some. <3 thanks guys, you guys brighten my life always. :D
Cuz even ____ pangsehs me.
I mean, look at how differently ___ can treat two different people.
I don't think I mean much of a friend to ___ anyways.
You're the one who makes me feel the most invisible, FYI.
Everytime I talk, you just look past me. Thanks a lot.
And I'm not even close to my cousin in school who's the closest to me among my relatives?
I'm so fucking being replaced luh.
I HATE MR ____!!
Hello? If you don't know how to mark papers, don't mark them! YOU MADE SO MANY PEOPLE FAIL THE SUMMARY FOR CLASS TEST, AND EVEN MADE ME GET 60/100 FOR LITERATURE?
Wtf. Thinking about it makes my blood boil luh.
So what if I passed summary or so what if I passed lit? I still got a fucking 60 for lit. Damn fun huh? This is the 2nd time I got this kinda results? At least Ms Goh I don't mind, cuz end up for EOYs I did really well.
But wtf (still)!
Hmm. HAPPIER STUFFS!
PE was fun. [: cuz we had to practice throwing for touch rugby. Then Ruixing and Jon joined the unicorn peeps! :D hahah.
Then we had a competition thing between all the groups to see who can reach the other end of the basketball court while practising our passing. My group kept getting last cuz the dudes like Ruixing didn't care xD so I was like "-pokeeees- You better play properly orh!"
We did 10pumpings, 20crunches and 10 jumping jacks as the punishments. Hahah.
Then split to practice throwing and running after the ball leaves our hands. Went to pull one dude over cuz we were short, and Qihua came :D hahah. Leave the more manly ones (okay CHW isn't THAT man right? Hahahaha) to play with themselves.
Oh well, end of happy stuffs.
I HATE SCHOOL I HATE LIFE I HATE YOU.
SO FUCK OFF. >:(
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Hmmm. Read some of my older posts and realised, I've almost been hip hop-ing for almost a year! 3 more months +! :D
换目标了吧, 傻子!
Everything you wanted to happen already did.
But let me tell you this - it didn't happen for/because of you.
In the beginning, I tried to warn you
You play with fire, it's gonna burn you
But here we are now, same situation
You never listen, I never listen
Now I'm thinking of a way that I can make an escape
It's got me caught up in a web and my hearts the prey
Do you really wanna throw your heart away, away, away?
Everybody's hurt somebody before
Everybody's been hurt by somebody before
You can change but you'll always come back for more
Its a game and we're all just victims of love.
换目标了吧, 傻子!
Everything you wanted to happen already did.
But let me tell you this - it didn't happen for/because of you.
In the beginning, I tried to warn you
You play with fire, it's gonna burn you
But here we are now, same situation
You never listen, I never listen
Now I'm thinking of a way that I can make an escape
It's got me caught up in a web and my hearts the prey
Do you really wanna throw your heart away, away, away?
Everybody's hurt somebody before
Everybody's been hurt by somebody before
You can change but you'll always come back for more
Its a game and we're all just victims of love.
My house is currently Quinneh darling's second home o__o LOL.
Today's paaapapapaperrrurhsx. Not too bad. :D
English, uhh a bit the hard la but yeah. I guess its gonna be a pass. [: *prays for A1*
SS, also so-so. But heh, I think I'm quite satisfied with my answers.
Quin came to school at 9am while we were doing the paper and everyone's jaws dropped. :\ lol. I knew she overslept cuz when Jiaqi said "QUUUUIN ABSENT TODAYYY." to Mr Lim I was like "eh! Cannot be what, she yesterday come my house still okay. Bet she overslept." to Bev.
Then 9am I heard footsteps and Quin rushed in. Turned behind and saw Nicolette's jaws also dropped. Hahah. Then we both shrugged and continued with our SS papers.
YAY NEXT WEEK GOT AIRCOOOOOON FOR EXAMMMMMS. Lalala!
Shiok uhs.
Going Quinneh's house (or the other way around) to study after school. Qin lao right! ;D
Ponned Lit remedial today. Hoho. I was debating whether to pon (with Iggy outside the classroom door screaming "GWENNN! HURRY UP, HE'S COMINGGGG!!!" and Afiqah telling me "You wanna go must hurry. Anyway a lot of people also left the class *points around*"
Didn't even put my stationery into my pencilcase I just dumped them all in My Baby and zhao. Funny thing was I did the same thing Aaron did: The Great Escape! LOL. Mr Tang walked in liao then I still packing my stuffs and then chionged out from the back door. (I sit 2nd row from the front =.=)
Jani! Feel better soon k!!
This silly woman has got some problems that I used to have as a kid. Everything she eats/drinks will be vomited out. GO SEE DOCTOR LA YOU. Before I slap euursxh ass n0rhsxh! [;
Went to eat Newyork Newyork with some of the sec3 sailors. David, Iggy, Aaron, Jack & Quinneh! :D now super broke T_T k no la but I'm not like gonna eat lunch out or something.
Then they came to crash my place. Aircon :D hahah.
Aaron, David and Jack left in the afternoon while Iggy left at 6-ish. Quinneh just left with her mom, who bought us some mango pudding. :D hahah. She and my mom are like.. my mom and Celine's mom? Super close that kind. Thanks to their kids. LOL.
Oh well. School tomorrow!
Feeling sleepy. Shall play more Neopets then its GOODNIGHT WORLD <3
It sucks to know that you're actually BOTHERING to remember something but then always forgetting it the next day and disappointing yourself.
Then it sucks even more to see your close friend scolding you and giving you the pekchek face cuz you've forgotten for the millionth time, even tho you know deep down you tried to remember so hard when no reminders were given.
Then it SUCKS to see your close friend throwing the bag of the person sitting behind her behind you in the parade square just cuz she's mad at you and refuses to sit behind you tho she's meant to.
It sucks to feel that you're being replaced as a friend by someone else.
It sucks to know that your friend tells you one thing but means another behind your back.
Oh well. So I'm eating recess with the sec3 sailors + some 3A dudes tomorrow.
Louis, you can pull my hair. NOT! [:
Today's paaapapapaperrrurhsx. Not too bad. :D
English, uhh a bit the hard la but yeah. I guess its gonna be a pass. [: *prays for A1*
SS, also so-so. But heh, I think I'm quite satisfied with my answers.
Quin came to school at 9am while we were doing the paper and everyone's jaws dropped. :\ lol. I knew she overslept cuz when Jiaqi said "QUUUUIN ABSENT TODAYYY." to Mr Lim I was like "eh! Cannot be what, she yesterday come my house still okay. Bet she overslept." to Bev.
Then 9am I heard footsteps and Quin rushed in. Turned behind and saw Nicolette's jaws also dropped. Hahah. Then we both shrugged and continued with our SS papers.
YAY NEXT WEEK GOT AIRCOOOOOON FOR EXAMMMMMS. Lalala!
Shiok uhs.
Going Quinneh's house (or the other way around) to study after school. Qin lao right! ;D
Ponned Lit remedial today. Hoho. I was debating whether to pon (with Iggy outside the classroom door screaming "GWENNN! HURRY UP, HE'S COMINGGGG!!!" and Afiqah telling me "You wanna go must hurry. Anyway a lot of people also left the class *points around*"
Didn't even put my stationery into my pencilcase I just dumped them all in My Baby and zhao. Funny thing was I did the same thing Aaron did: The Great Escape! LOL. Mr Tang walked in liao then I still packing my stuffs and then chionged out from the back door. (I sit 2nd row from the front =.=)
Jani! Feel better soon k!!
This silly woman has got some problems that I used to have as a kid. Everything she eats/drinks will be vomited out. GO SEE DOCTOR LA YOU. Before I slap euursxh ass n0rhsxh! [;
Went to eat Newyork Newyork with some of the sec3 sailors. David, Iggy, Aaron, Jack & Quinneh! :D now super broke T_T k no la but I'm not like gonna eat lunch out or something.
Then they came to crash my place. Aircon :D hahah.
Aaron, David and Jack left in the afternoon while Iggy left at 6-ish. Quinneh just left with her mom, who bought us some mango pudding. :D hahah. She and my mom are like.. my mom and Celine's mom? Super close that kind. Thanks to their kids. LOL.
Oh well. School tomorrow!
Feeling sleepy. Shall play more Neopets then its GOODNIGHT WORLD <3
It sucks to know that you're actually BOTHERING to remember something but then always forgetting it the next day and disappointing yourself.
Then it sucks even more to see your close friend scolding you and giving you the pekchek face cuz you've forgotten for the millionth time, even tho you know deep down you tried to remember so hard when no reminders were given.
Then it SUCKS to see your close friend throwing the bag of the person sitting behind her behind you in the parade square just cuz she's mad at you and refuses to sit behind you tho she's meant to.
It sucks to feel that you're being replaced as a friend by someone else.
It sucks to know that your friend tells you one thing but means another behind your back.
Oh well. So I'm eating recess with the sec3 sailors + some 3A dudes tomorrow.
Louis, you can pull my hair. NOT! [:
Monday, April 28, 2008
sailing love <3
Sailors are love :DCan't imagine what life'll be like without them yo. <3
Eh, why didn't we take the whole team pic. x__x
Gwen loves the sailors (sec2s, 3s and 4s pwnz xD) & sec3 sailing lovers!
Yay. You guys are the only things that color me life.
Therefore, I can't wait for training to start! [:
Hmm, just saw some pics and noticed.
While I went for dragonboat during speech day, whoeveritis went to school early morning for _____________. How come I never see! Hahah.
(if you think you know what I'm talking about, YOU DON'T.) =.=
Yay. You guys are the only things that color me life.
Therefore, I can't wait for training to start! [:
Hmm, just saw some pics and noticed.
While I went for dragonboat during speech day, whoeveritis went to school early morning for _____________. How come I never see! Hahah.
(if you think you know what I'm talking about, YOU DON'T.) =.=
I'm sososososooooo screwed for English. :(
Like Jon Ha said, I wrote 2 FORMATS in ONE situational writing! :emo:
For the starting, I wrote the format in FORMAL. And you know how I ended it off?
"Proposed by
-signature-
Gwendolyn Neo"
What dha fuck?
I got damn depressed in class and was screaming away. MY MARKS FLY LUH. David, so what if I own la, a mark still means a lot T_T wakao.
Ate recess with the sec3 sailors <3 & Drey and Belle [: eh, damn cool that the sailors can eat like that. Should do this more often. :D
Oh and there was Louis TEH SHORTY and Wooyoung. Aiyah. All the crazy friends of mine :D
Did something stupid. At the last stall they got these oatmeal thing right? I was sitting facing David, and Wooyoung was watching me eat. Then I scooped one spoonful of the oatmeal thingy.
Then I heaved a sigh, & the oatmeal in the spoon flew out. HAHAHA. Flew on the table, and David didn't know what happened! LOL. Wooyoung was laughing like mad and David asked him what happened with the gonggong face.
We were all busy talking about gong han and si han format, and I had NO IDEA wth Jack was saying, cuz he didn't have a piece of paper to show me.
Mmmmmm. I'm still damn depressed about my English letter writing format(S). :( even tho Amanda and others told me that Mr Foong said format wasn't as important as tone, I'm still sad lo. :(
Went with Quin and Jody to KFC for lunch after school.
When we were almost done with eating, I saw this damn familiar guy.. Catholic High de.. then I was like "OHHH ITS THE 6B PREFECT DUDE FROM AITONG! xD" he looks the same, except his hair's slightly longer.
When we left KFC, we were talking about tomorrow's SS chapts to study while we walked past their table, then one the guys sitting there overheard us and went "Leadership Is Key!".
(FYI, its one of the 4 principles of governance or something. GO CHECK YOURSELF.)
Then the guys laughed. I didn't know what was going on, till we got out and the girls told me. LOL. Was laughing like mad as I walked home la.
They came over, and oh.
I'M BACK TO PLAYING NEOPETS.
Hahaha! Lets just say I'm destined to play it, being Gwendolyn NEO and all..
My acc name is do___ob.
LOOKS LIKE A FACE WITH EARPHONES RIGHT! Damn cute luh. xD and I've earned a lot for my first day. Hahah. With the help of Quin and Jody of course. :D
I've only studied like, 1% for SS.
So dead tomorrow uhs.
Oh well, tata. I'm damn tired now even tho its only 11. Gna study a bit more of SS before I sleep.
POPULATION & HEALTHCARE IN SG, here I comeee!
(buaaaah.. I hate SS. Now I see Ruixing's point..)
Wednesday onwards: bring jacket for midyear papers, IN HALL! :D airconnnn. ^_^
Like Jon Ha said, I wrote 2 FORMATS in ONE situational writing! :emo:
For the starting, I wrote the format in FORMAL. And you know how I ended it off?
"Proposed by
-signature-
Gwendolyn Neo"
What dha fuck?
I got damn depressed in class and was screaming away. MY MARKS FLY LUH. David, so what if I own la, a mark still means a lot T_T wakao.
Ate recess with the sec3 sailors <3 & Drey and Belle [: eh, damn cool that the sailors can eat like that. Should do this more often. :D
Oh and there was Louis TEH SHORTY and Wooyoung. Aiyah. All the crazy friends of mine :D
Did something stupid. At the last stall they got these oatmeal thing right? I was sitting facing David, and Wooyoung was watching me eat. Then I scooped one spoonful of the oatmeal thingy.
Then I heaved a sigh, & the oatmeal in the spoon flew out. HAHAHA. Flew on the table, and David didn't know what happened! LOL. Wooyoung was laughing like mad and David asked him what happened with the gonggong face.
We were all busy talking about gong han and si han format, and I had NO IDEA wth Jack was saying, cuz he didn't have a piece of paper to show me.
Mmmmmm. I'm still damn depressed about my English letter writing format(S). :( even tho Amanda and others told me that Mr Foong said format wasn't as important as tone, I'm still sad lo. :(
Went with Quin and Jody to KFC for lunch after school.
When we were almost done with eating, I saw this damn familiar guy.. Catholic High de.. then I was like "OHHH ITS THE 6B PREFECT DUDE FROM AITONG! xD" he looks the same, except his hair's slightly longer.
When we left KFC, we were talking about tomorrow's SS chapts to study while we walked past their table, then one the guys sitting there overheard us and went "Leadership Is Key!".
(FYI, its one of the 4 principles of governance or something. GO CHECK YOURSELF.)
Then the guys laughed. I didn't know what was going on, till we got out and the girls told me. LOL. Was laughing like mad as I walked home la.
They came over, and oh.
I'M BACK TO PLAYING NEOPETS.
Hahaha! Lets just say I'm destined to play it, being Gwendolyn NEO and all..
My acc name is do___ob.
LOOKS LIKE A FACE WITH EARPHONES RIGHT! Damn cute luh. xD and I've earned a lot for my first day. Hahah. With the help of Quin and Jody of course. :D
I've only studied like, 1% for SS.
So dead tomorrow uhs.
Oh well, tata. I'm damn tired now even tho its only 11. Gna study a bit more of SS before I sleep.
POPULATION & HEALTHCARE IN SG, here I comeee!
(buaaaah.. I hate SS. Now I see Ruixing's point..)
Wednesday onwards: bring jacket for midyear papers, IN HALL! :D airconnnn. ^_^
Sunday, April 27, 2008
Please don't say its the last call. <3
My computer is seriously lagging on me.
Stupid Photoshop, can't open or close it without having everything lag. :\
Anyways, a short post before I jump to lala land..
JIAYOU ALL FOR THE MIDYEARS!
Esp the bunch of people I love. :D
One note: I hate (kk, dislike) my brother. :(
I hate people who just don't appreciate me. Sooo I've decided not to talk to him for a while. I think my mom kinda got worried when she came in, saw me playing CABALSEA (I was frowning real hard cuz I was already damn angry at him) and my bro was watching. Then I just told him I couldn't stand him, slammed the lappy shut and walked out of my room.
Well, she didn't see him being all unappreciative/sarcastic/A TOTAL LIAR who fails at lying. So there. End up she talked to him while I bathed. Hahah.
I totally didn't study today again. Gosh, Gwen you've done it again.
Lit remedial either tomorrow/Tuesday after the last paper of the day. Sec4s are taking 3 papers tomorrow hoho. Poor them. But they don't have exams or something after 5th May? Good leh.
And oh, cuz of midyears I gotta kiss away what I've been keeping since my birthday (I think):
hahaha..! GOODBYE NAILS.
What Type Of Heart Do You Have?
My result is: Careful Heart
You take your time and do not fall in love easily.You give 50% in a relationship, and expect 50% in return.You like to handle your problems directly and immediately. You are alright with not seeing him/her so often. you expect the person to change for you.You measure your desire to whomever you love by the amount of desire he shows you.You fall out of love easily.
ANGRY POST LA.
Fuck it.
You know whats so depressing?
Knowing that someone whom you're close to turns out to be a:
Well, guess what?
I DON'T CARE.
I thought I could trust. Yeah?
First him. Now you. Thanks a lot.
Anyway, on to happier stuffs.
(actually no, I've got nothing happy to blog about today)
Quitting tuition! Today's my last session. :(
I'll miss the crazy Emath people: Priscilla, Nerissa and Szerui! :(
No point missing Celine cuz I see her all the time, tuition or not. Hahaha! :P
After tuition, went to Popular and got my black ballpoint pen. :( MY REXGRIP RAN OUT OF INK during tuition when the ink level's still so high! Whad-da-fook :( sad.
The black pen costed me $2.70. :\ I wanted to get another Rexgrip pen and 3 markers too, but when I counted the total, it was like $10.10. Too ex, so Nerissa helped me pick some stuffs NOT to get. Including my black marker lol.
But in the end I wanted it since my old one was running dry, so I went back to take it and they (Celine, Priscilla and Nerissa) were like "HAIYOH.." :D
Bubble tea-d with Celine and went to ahmah's place for lunch.
Know what my uncles, aunties AND my gran was talking about?
GETTING HER NICHE (whatever its spelled as).
WTF?
You know what's that?
Its the thingy you put the urn in when your body's burned after you die. The ashes are placed inside the urn, which in turn are put into the niche thingy in a temple and the thing's sealed.
Fuck. And you know what? MY GRANDMA WANTED TO GET ONE. Its like, a just in case thing. I could tell she wasn't exactly happy talking about her after-life home, but she WANTED to talk about it.
I wanted to cry man. Cuz I was just sitting down there, eating lunch, while my relatives were talking about the after-life home for my grandma cuz she WANTED to talk about it before it actually happens. (meaning pass away)
Fuck, I don't wanna believe she'll pass away so soon k. Fuck! She's gonna live a long life man. :(
(fudge, my eyes are teaaaaring..)
So my uncle's gonna bring her to see the temple/whatever next week, so she can choose if she wants to get one there. It costs like 18k-20k or something? I heard la..
Whatever.
Then what made it worse was that when my aunt was talking about where and how she wanted her ashes to be, my dad told me:
"Your mommy wants to be scattered in the sea leh. How?"
I stared at her. "CHOI LA. What the hell are you talking about this for what? TOO EARLY CAN? CHOI LUH!" then he told me "well, its something inevitable."
Fuck, I didn't need to know that. My mom's gonna live a fucking long life too thank you very much. And I don't like the idea of her wanting her ashes to be scattered in the sea.
Dad still said what, "You can go rent your sailboat and slowly scatter. Make sure you scatter further a bit okay." =.= wtf?!
Fuck. I'M HAPPY ABOUT NOTHING TODAY.
Goddammit.
And I still have a fucking load of chapters for Chem to study for. Even bio.
Actually, I have yet to study for anything but Indices for emath. And I'm not even past that.
(sorry for the massive cursing session, I'm just super pekchek and tired and upset now)
I'll just go CABAL now. Level 3 and counting.
You know whats so depressing?
Knowing that someone whom you're close to turns out to be a:
hyp·o·crite \ˈhi-pə-ˌkrit\Yes. A hypocrite.
noun
1 : a person who puts on a false appearance of virtue or religion
2 : a person who acts in contradiction to his or her stated beliefs or feelings
Well, guess what?
I DON'T CARE.
I thought I could trust. Yeah?
First him. Now you. Thanks a lot.
Anyway, on to happier stuffs.
(actually no, I've got nothing happy to blog about today)
Quitting tuition! Today's my last session. :(
I'll miss the crazy Emath people: Priscilla, Nerissa and Szerui! :(
No point missing Celine cuz I see her all the time, tuition or not. Hahaha! :P
After tuition, went to Popular and got my black ballpoint pen. :( MY REXGRIP RAN OUT OF INK during tuition when the ink level's still so high! Whad-da-fook :( sad.
The black pen costed me $2.70. :\ I wanted to get another Rexgrip pen and 3 markers too, but when I counted the total, it was like $10.10. Too ex, so Nerissa helped me pick some stuffs NOT to get. Including my black marker lol.
But in the end I wanted it since my old one was running dry, so I went back to take it and they (Celine, Priscilla and Nerissa) were like "HAIYOH.." :D
Bubble tea-d with Celine and went to ahmah's place for lunch.
Know what my uncles, aunties AND my gran was talking about?
GETTING HER NICHE (whatever its spelled as).
WTF?
You know what's that?
Its the thingy you put the urn in when your body's burned after you die. The ashes are placed inside the urn, which in turn are put into the niche thingy in a temple and the thing's sealed.
Fuck. And you know what? MY GRANDMA WANTED TO GET ONE. Its like, a just in case thing. I could tell she wasn't exactly happy talking about her after-life home, but she WANTED to talk about it.
I wanted to cry man. Cuz I was just sitting down there, eating lunch, while my relatives were talking about the after-life home for my grandma cuz she WANTED to talk about it before it actually happens. (meaning pass away)
Fuck, I don't wanna believe she'll pass away so soon k. Fuck! She's gonna live a long life man. :(
(fudge, my eyes are teaaaaring..)
So my uncle's gonna bring her to see the temple/whatever next week, so she can choose if she wants to get one there. It costs like 18k-20k or something? I heard la..
Whatever.
Then what made it worse was that when my aunt was talking about where and how she wanted her ashes to be, my dad told me:
"Your mommy wants to be scattered in the sea leh. How?"
I stared at her. "CHOI LA. What the hell are you talking about this for what? TOO EARLY CAN? CHOI LUH!" then he told me "well, its something inevitable."
Fuck, I didn't need to know that. My mom's gonna live a fucking long life too thank you very much. And I don't like the idea of her wanting her ashes to be scattered in the sea.
Dad still said what, "You can go rent your sailboat and slowly scatter. Make sure you scatter further a bit okay." =.= wtf?!
Fuck. I'M HAPPY ABOUT NOTHING TODAY.
Goddammit.
And I still have a fucking load of chapters for Chem to study for. Even bio.
Actually, I have yet to study for anything but Indices for emath. And I'm not even past that.
(sorry for the massive cursing session, I'm just super pekchek and tired and upset now)
I'll just go CABAL now. Level 3 and counting.
Downloading CABAL..
Omg. I'm still so.. uhh whatever it is.
Downloading CABAL now. The fonts are like, total copy of Halo1,2,& 3's font? :\ wth. I thought Quin said only the game FORMAT was like W.O.W. (as in World of Warcraft). So its like, even the fonts are being copied! D:
Oh well, 48%.
Me and my bro decided to try CABAL instead of going back to playing Granado Espada. Did I mention? GE is now F2P! (Free to Play)
And yeah I think what I meant on top was "traumatised". :\
Cuz I dreamt of ______ ___ in my sleep k.
Except he's a total opposite in my dream. Damn bad that kind? Yeah. Then he did some stuffs, I went to confront him at the benches outside hall (HAHAHA I'm dreaming of the school on a non-school-day!). Duh, he's like not alone there? Was with my seniors. Then I used my damn angry tone to talk and I got so pekchek I SCREAAAAAMED: I HATE YOU!!
And walked off. LOL.
But I did cry. :\ whaddafook. Even in my dreams I cry cuz of ___.
Amazing right? In real life also cry, in dreams also. Gosh..
And my dream's settings was during midyears I think. Hahah. Except in my dream, the school was more posh, got escalator one leh. I think... :\ Alex, Nicolette and Bev were in my dream too! LOL. We were like mixing paint/whatever in the canteen? :\ weird much..
Idk la. Told myself the problems settle after midyears. Wanna talk also after midyears. :\ sigh.
Already tahan-ed for 3weeks? What else isn't possible yo.
94% of CABAL.
Oh, I ended up playing Audi yesterday, but with Jody.
Amazingly, I did ex 1.1 for Emath till only question 4? All INDICES. And I almost died k. Damn tired + bored cuz I hate Math. (sorry Mr Chng! I know your fav line is "Math is BEEEEAUTIFUL")
Turned my lappy back on, tried to play o2jam, still couldn't, and decided to see whats new in Audi since I missed 2 patches. Ehh, the new clothes got one winter style one not bad leh! Heh..
Going for Emath tuition later. Gonna quit soon. [: happy la duh. But then I'll really be on my own from there leh. Got tuition = fail Emath. No tuition = CONFIRM fail Emath. Gosh.
My bro and I are now using FF. But I use IE still cuz my blog screws up here. And omg someone's playing Twinkle Twinkle Little Stars on the piano. Either from my block or the one opposite. :\ and his skin's The Simpsons The Movie skin! Damn cute, the icons are all doughnuts!
I don't, don't don't don't.
Downloading CABAL now. The fonts are like, total copy of Halo1,2,& 3's font? :\ wth. I thought Quin said only the game FORMAT was like W.O.W. (as in World of Warcraft). So its like, even the fonts are being copied! D:
Oh well, 48%.
Me and my bro decided to try CABAL instead of going back to playing Granado Espada. Did I mention? GE is now F2P! (Free to Play)
And yeah I think what I meant on top was "traumatised". :\
Cuz I dreamt of ______ ___ in my sleep k.
Except he's a total opposite in my dream. Damn bad that kind? Yeah. Then he did some stuffs, I went to confront him at the benches outside hall (HAHAHA I'm dreaming of the school on a non-school-day!). Duh, he's like not alone there? Was with my seniors. Then I used my damn angry tone to talk and I got so pekchek I SCREAAAAAMED: I HATE YOU!!
And walked off. LOL.
But I did cry. :\ whaddafook. Even in my dreams I cry cuz of ___.
Amazing right? In real life also cry, in dreams also. Gosh..
And my dream's settings was during midyears I think. Hahah. Except in my dream, the school was more posh, got escalator one leh. I think... :\ Alex, Nicolette and Bev were in my dream too! LOL. We were like mixing paint/whatever in the canteen? :\ weird much..
Idk la. Told myself the problems settle after midyears. Wanna talk also after midyears. :\ sigh.
Already tahan-ed for 3weeks? What else isn't possible yo.
94% of CABAL.
Oh, I ended up playing Audi yesterday, but with Jody.
Amazingly, I did ex 1.1 for Emath till only question 4? All INDICES. And I almost died k. Damn tired + bored cuz I hate Math. (sorry Mr Chng! I know your fav line is "Math is BEEEEAUTIFUL")
Turned my lappy back on, tried to play o2jam, still couldn't, and decided to see whats new in Audi since I missed 2 patches. Ehh, the new clothes got one winter style one not bad leh! Heh..
Going for Emath tuition later. Gonna quit soon. [: happy la duh. But then I'll really be on my own from there leh. Got tuition = fail Emath. No tuition = CONFIRM fail Emath. Gosh.
My bro and I are now using FF. But I use IE still cuz my blog screws up here. And omg someone's playing Twinkle Twinkle Little Stars on the piano. Either from my block or the one opposite. :\ and his skin's The Simpsons The Movie skin! Damn cute, the icons are all doughnuts!
I walk the streets with a song in my head
We ebb and we flow so
Got my toes on my pup at the foot of my bed
My heart always seems to know
Now take the glitz back, I want the soul instead
Cos I found some kind of fairytale
I used to
Hover outside my truth
Always worry of what I’d lose
Take away my record deal
Go on, I don’t need it
Spent the last 2 years getting to what’s real
And now I can see so clear
I hope you feel just like I feel
I found some kind of fairytale
I don't, don't don't don't.
Saturday, April 26, 2008
YOUR LOVE IS A LIE. Total lielieLIE.
Just heard this song on MTV and immediately fell in love with it.
I guess it shows an impact {?} I had in my life?
Its all just a lie, Gwen.
And now you're just feeling damned fucking hurt.
Your Love Is a Lie
>Simple Plan
I guess it shows an impact {?} I had in my life?
Its all just a lie, Gwen.
And now you're just feeling damned fucking hurt.
Your Love Is a Lie
>Simple Plan
I fall asleep by the telephone
It's 2 O'clock and I'm waiting up alone
Tell me where have you been?
I found a note with another name
You blow a kiss, but it just don't feel the same
Cause I can feel that you're gone
I can't bite my tongue forever
While you try to play it cool
You can hide behind your stories
But don't take me for a fool
You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know
Your love is just a lie
(Lie)
It's nothing but a lie
(Lie)
You look so innocent
But the guilt in your voice gives you away
Yeah you know what I mean
How does it feel when you kiss when you know that i trust you
And do you think about me when he fucks you?
Could you be more obscene?
So dont try to say you're sorry
Or try to make it right
Don't waste your breath because it's too late, it's too late.
You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know,
Your love is just a lie
(Lie)
It's nothing but a lie
(Lie)
You're nothing but a lie
You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know
Your love is just a lie
(Lie
I know you're nothing but a lie
(Lie)
Lie
(Lie)
Lie
(Lie)
Lie
Your love is just a lie
It's 2 O'clock and I'm waiting up alone
Tell me where have you been?
I found a note with another name
You blow a kiss, but it just don't feel the same
Cause I can feel that you're gone
I can't bite my tongue forever
While you try to play it cool
You can hide behind your stories
But don't take me for a fool
You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know
Your love is just a lie
(Lie)
It's nothing but a lie
(Lie)
You look so innocent
But the guilt in your voice gives you away
Yeah you know what I mean
How does it feel when you kiss when you know that i trust you
And do you think about me when he fucks you?
Could you be more obscene?
So dont try to say you're sorry
Or try to make it right
Don't waste your breath because it's too late, it's too late.
You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know,
Your love is just a lie
(Lie)
It's nothing but a lie
(Lie)
You're nothing but a lie
You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know
Your love is just a lie
(Lie
I know you're nothing but a lie
(Lie)
Lie
(Lie)
Lie
(Lie)
Lie
Your love is just a lie
Peektures (Hamlet play & LY+YC+GN)
I've decided to study first. Anything about ______ will be settled later. Don't want ___ to be getting into the way of my thoughts and distracting me. =.=
Is SS really that hard? Hmmm.
Is SS really that hard? Hmmm.
Haven't started on it yet but Ruixing thinks its hard o__o and he said only need to study Singapore Healthcare and Population! :D happy. But population? Shit. :\
He has crazy "Gonna be online from 3am - 6am" pms on MSN. Hahah. :\
Anyways, here are the photos I promised.
He has crazy "Gonna be online from 3am - 6am" pms on MSN. Hahah. :\
Anyways, here are the photos I promised.
HAMLET PLAY-
candid of Jani during reading period.
pretty lightings at Raffles Hotel
Melody Neoneo, Alicia, me and Kerrie. I <3 my red Crumpler.
where we waited (feat. Atiqah!)
our provided lunch. [:
Nic Wong and Linjie.
lovely lighting on the dark stage + Linjie's head.
old. :D
Alicia, Daniel and the rest of the guys. (the order should be Izzy, Aaron, Ruixing, Qihua, Jon Ha and Justin) (not all the 3E dudes, cuz the other guys were sitting on the right row)
:D prettaye carvings on the wall yo.
beautiful right?
Amanda and Sera. :DWINDOW SHOPPING @ ORCHARD-
I love this picture loads la! :D
cute dustbins.
like what the dustbin in the prev pic says, "Feed Me!"k no. she was just laughing and being unglam. (& totally NOT atas!)
they have ALL the screwed up faces..
... see what i mean?
my dinner!
Yokeching's dinner!
pretty fountains. (looks a bit wrong, doesn't it..?)
"I'm ATAS!"
i love my phone in the dark.
Sooo yeah. Quin's mom's over at my place and she's making some rice cheeken-y thingy with my mom and my maid. o__o
Just ate my McFlurry (fudge that's freaking fattening! Hahah all the 'f's in this sentence) and my lor mai gai, since I wasn't really hungry.
Your love is a lie.
Fuck it fuck it fuck it. (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
WHATEVER.
WHATEVER WHATEEEEEVER.
I feel like I should tell myself "Gwen go bang wall and die!" since I always tell that to other people.
Fuck, I've got no mood for anything now.
I HATE THIS!!!!!
心好痛...
Thanks a lot man.
Don't care, don't know. I don't wanna care, I don't wanna know.
Seeing the chinese doc in a bit since my cousin's going first.
Guess what Belle? My cousin installed Firefox while I was brushing my teeth lol. So yeah now I know how screwed up my blog looks like on FF. Why ah? Dang.
WHATEVER.
WHATEVER WHATEEEEEVER.
I feel like I should tell myself "Gwen go bang wall and die!" since I always tell that to other people.
Fuck, I've got no mood for anything now.
I HATE THIS!!!!!
心好痛...
Thanks a lot man.
Don't care, don't know. I don't wanna care, I don't wanna know.
Seeing the chinese doc in a bit since my cousin's going first.
Guess what Belle? My cousin installed Firefox while I was brushing my teeth lol. So yeah now I know how screwed up my blog looks like on FF. Why ah? Dang.
对一个人有太多希望是不是不对的吗?
原来对一个人产生了太多的爱是个痛苦的事情..
Photos tomorrow. Now I'm too shag to upload them. A.K.A. kinda lazy. But no worries! Tomorrow sure have. :D
My hair's wet so I can't sleep. I already need toothpicks to keep my eyelids open la, and yet my hair's still dripping wet. :( eeee.
K fine. I'm already half dead. Can't even type properly..
hfewjhnw.. frjenhfrew. iwero!#$#^neewanflenaq.
Understood that? Actually, no I don't either. :D haha!
原来对一个人产生了太多的爱是个痛苦的事情..
Photos tomorrow. Now I'm too shag to upload them. A.K.A. kinda lazy. But no worries! Tomorrow sure have. :D
My hair's wet so I can't sleep. I already need toothpicks to keep my eyelids open la, and yet my hair's still dripping wet. :( eeee.
K fine. I'm already half dead. Can't even type properly..
hfewjhnw.. frjenhfrew. iwero!#$#^neewanflenaq.
Understood that? Actually, no I don't either. :D haha!
Friday, April 25, 2008
Summary
Went window shopping with Lianyi and Yokeching after SS remedial! :D
Belle's trying to get me back on Audi.. then I'm like "I need to poo. =.=" LOL.
My laptop got mood one k. Not playing for too long would lead to my graphics card not functioning properly yo.
I think mom really went to cut her hair today :( walao. Maybe I should've gone.
K summarise today!-
Belle's trying to get me back on Audi.. then I'm like "I need to poo. =.=" LOL.
My laptop got mood one k. Not playing for too long would lead to my graphics card not functioning properly yo.
I think mom really went to cut her hair today :( walao. Maybe I should've gone.
K summarise today!-
- CHUAZHIEN. I shall one day catch up with you in running and learning how to use my fingers to flick your hand till it ACTUALLY hurts. (cuz when I use my finger to flick at his hand it has no effects)
- Went to watch Hamlet at the Jubilee Hall, Raffles Hotel! POSH-EEY! :D
- Had a stupid briefing in the hall before that & had to sit between tables since the hall was arranged for exams. And boy, are the tables disgustingly dirty :o
- Boys in the same row as me all slept/were dozing off when we watched Hamlet! But only JUSTIN ONG QI DA sat up straight and was wide awake! :o *shocked*
- Mr Lim's phone rang in the middle of the whole thing. :\ horhorrr!
- Had to stay back in school after coming back from Jub Hall for SS remedial which started 1.30-ish. When Mdm Shanti came in, Justin and Aaron ran out cuz they wanted to pon xD funny!
- Missed SC meeting cuz of SS remedial! :D hahah shiok.
- Went window shopping with Yokeching and Lianyi.
- Shall skip dinner cuz the noodles I ate at Taka made me full :(
K 8 points. Short and sweet!
(not..)
Photos and more details later! Promise! Hahah. All the zhilians etc you shall see. [: hahah none of me don't worry, your dinner in your stomach's fine and dandy.
<3 3ENDEAVOUR LOVE.
:D
Thursday, April 24, 2008
Everyone's gna love today <3
Super shag today and idk why.
Came home at 5.30+ after slacking in school with (loads of people): Jiaqi, Lianyi, Welly, Ruixing, Amanda, Winteng, Sera, Daniel, Zhien, Justin, Jingxiang, Izzy, Wenxiang, Edwin.. (k I'm not sure who else but yeah thats most of them) then I slept.
Woke up at 8-ish and went back to sleep till 9.50 o__o
We celebrated Cyndi's birthday in class after school! :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CYNDI! Beloved.
Gave her the bag we bought yesterday, and then cake! [: yum. But fattening! So much choco cream :o hahaha.
I mistook the subject in our timetable again! Geog elect/History elect, as Pure Geog. So I was the only dumb pure geog person who brought her geog file today. :\ Jani was like "Gwen! Why today you bring your geog file?" since she sits next to me in the parade square.
History test = gonner! :( Bev, Jani and I studied on Lenin, Trotsky and Stalin, 5 year plan and Kulaks etc in the parade sq. What came out?
The Russian Revolution. =.=
Question: "The weakness of the Provisional Government was the most important reason for the Bolshevik victory in the Russian Civil War." do you agree? Explain your reasons (blahblah). [12m]
Was like, *blank!* for 5mins and stoning after writing "Yes I agree." :\ crapped my way about a weak government = what shit.. could see Ruixing stoning beside me too, but he managed to write cuz he knew the Provisional Govt. wanted to remain in the WW1!! Wtf, if I'd known that I could've crapped more.
Lianyi also, but she managed to crap till more than half the fullscap. :o
Question paper was A4 torn into half, and I actually wrote less than that! ZAI RIGHT. :(
Had bio test after that! Rahahah, for once I think I'll pass, thanks to the last min chionging with Jani and Bev! Thanks girls :D managed to roughly remember all the tests for testing for starch, fats, reducing sugar and protein. :]
During Emath Mr Chng went gave us the midyears briefing for Emath Paper One. Not bad leh, he gave us examples that were "useful" and the questions didn't seem that hard.
Oh ya! After exams I'm gonna do a presentation during morning/Tuesday's assembly with Jiaqi and Sera on the visit to the children's home! :D EXCITED. Just talking about it is making me feel super nervous. :S
4 periods after recess: Lit x2 Eng x2. Hahah.
Had lit class test, it was easy. :D hopefully I'll score, cuz if I don't get A1 for a simple class test I'll jump. :\ kidding! Wrote 1 page (fudge, that's damn short) for question 1 and roughly the same for q. 2.
English was quite okay, but I was so tired that by English period that I kept dozing off. :\
I think Mr Tang's attitude has changed a bit? Yeah thats good. But I still hate it when he does his pekchek face when we talk too much. (in 3E we go "Eh, emo liao emo liao. Shhhh..")
I refused to go out of class to take the English class test since I was absent when they took it.
Justin was like "Gwen go out la!" then "Choices have consequences. You chose not to come and now you shall go out to do your English test." cuz if I didn't go out they'll do the in your own words worksheet. If I went out they'll go thru the English class test, which was summary.
I was like "Oei Justin..! You wanna shut up liao annot ah? :\" then he "Oh, okay okay." and gave me the "sorrysorry *pouts*" face. LOL.
Ended up doing it after school, which was hard cuz they celebrated Cyndi's birthday and all. Had to keep getting up from my seat to sing song, give her present and hug her :D but its okay, SHE'S LOVELY. :]
Jingxiang they all came in and were super noisy! They kept talking to me. Hahah. So I couldn't concentrate and did it reaaaal slowly.
Lianyi, Christabelle, Sinhui, Jingru followed me to the staffroom and they were busy splashing water and running away from Belle!
Mrs Ram walked inside the staffroom. Saw Lianyi they all and asked "Wah what happened to you o__o" we broke into laughter and Lianyi was like "Ohh nothing nothing! xD" then she crapped and said something that made us all laugh. Mrs Ram was like also wanting to laugh.
In class Justin was finding random people to fight with. And when he sparred with Zhien I think his lips almost bled or something. Haha.
Played Rubik's Cube with Jiaqi, and she arm wrestled with the guys. o__o hahaha! Super funny can. She did with Wenxiang, then this guy idk, then Zhien I think. She was squealing. xD when Ruixing did with Wenxiang, and when Zhien did with {?} it was super hilarious! xD
When most people went home/to 3D for their chem remedial, me, Ruixing, Welly and Izzy were left. Jiaqi and Lianyi went to 3D. Then Amanda came back cuz she didn't wanna be dian deng pao to S___ & D_____. xD
RUIXING! I wanna throw my shoes at you okay. x.x he said I was fat (pretty much true), hairy and dark like Izzy. FYI Izdi's Malay. So you get his point.
Slapped him on the back instead, and he used Zhien or dunno who's saying on what, fat then hand got bigger surface area so can slap harder. I was like WTF! D: and poked him instead. =.= damn funny, cuz he used his two fingers to kiap my finger and we were saying its like chopsticks. LOL.
Welly slept on the tables, Amanda lie down on the chairs, Ruixing and Izzy sat on tables and I sat on the chair. :] haha.
When Lianyi came back (finally, cuz 3D's chem remedial was till 4.50 or something!) she told us that 3D was held back by their Chinese teacher. LOL!
Homed, Lianyi and Welly went to j8 to shop for her sis's present while Jiaqi went opp. for bus. I took 132 with Amanda, Ruixing and Izzy.
Was drizzling a bit heavily but I DIDN'T CARE. :D
I love the rain okay!
Liked today cuz it was fun :D
HAMLET PLAY AT JUBILEE HALL TOMORROW!
The whole day, so we don't have to bring books! :D but Mdm Shanti wanted to have SS remedial after we come back T_T
WINTENG DARL: CHEER UP KAY. [: don't worry or think too much! Everything will be fine.
Don't get confused by others. Follow your heart! Muaaaahs! [;
I used to think only bitches felt this way.
I guess now I understand? But heck, I gotta make up my mind.
If you don't treasure our friendship, I'll just run off.
Came home at 5.30+ after slacking in school with (loads of people): Jiaqi, Lianyi, Welly, Ruixing, Amanda, Winteng, Sera, Daniel, Zhien, Justin, Jingxiang, Izzy, Wenxiang, Edwin.. (k I'm not sure who else but yeah thats most of them) then I slept.
Woke up at 8-ish and went back to sleep till 9.50 o__o
We celebrated Cyndi's birthday in class after school! :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CYNDI! Beloved.
Gave her the bag we bought yesterday, and then cake! [: yum. But fattening! So much choco cream :o hahaha.
I mistook the subject in our timetable again! Geog elect/History elect, as Pure Geog. So I was the only dumb pure geog person who brought her geog file today. :\ Jani was like "Gwen! Why today you bring your geog file?" since she sits next to me in the parade square.
History test = gonner! :( Bev, Jani and I studied on Lenin, Trotsky and Stalin, 5 year plan and Kulaks etc in the parade sq. What came out?
The Russian Revolution. =.=
Question: "The weakness of the Provisional Government was the most important reason for the Bolshevik victory in the Russian Civil War." do you agree? Explain your reasons (blahblah). [12m]
Was like, *blank!* for 5mins and stoning after writing "Yes I agree." :\ crapped my way about a weak government = what shit.. could see Ruixing stoning beside me too, but he managed to write cuz he knew the Provisional Govt. wanted to remain in the WW1!! Wtf, if I'd known that I could've crapped more.
Lianyi also, but she managed to crap till more than half the fullscap. :o
Question paper was A4 torn into half, and I actually wrote less than that! ZAI RIGHT. :(
Had bio test after that! Rahahah, for once I think I'll pass, thanks to the last min chionging with Jani and Bev! Thanks girls :D managed to roughly remember all the tests for testing for starch, fats, reducing sugar and protein. :]
During Emath Mr Chng went gave us the midyears briefing for Emath Paper One. Not bad leh, he gave us examples that were "useful" and the questions didn't seem that hard.
Oh ya! After exams I'm gonna do a presentation during morning/Tuesday's assembly with Jiaqi and Sera on the visit to the children's home! :D EXCITED. Just talking about it is making me feel super nervous. :S
4 periods after recess: Lit x2 Eng x2. Hahah.
Had lit class test, it was easy. :D hopefully I'll score, cuz if I don't get A1 for a simple class test I'll jump. :\ kidding! Wrote 1 page (fudge, that's damn short) for question 1 and roughly the same for q. 2.
English was quite okay, but I was so tired that by English period that I kept dozing off. :\
I think Mr Tang's attitude has changed a bit? Yeah thats good. But I still hate it when he does his pekchek face when we talk too much. (in 3E we go "Eh, emo liao emo liao. Shhhh..")
I refused to go out of class to take the English class test since I was absent when they took it.
Justin was like "Gwen go out la!" then "Choices have consequences. You chose not to come and now you shall go out to do your English test." cuz if I didn't go out they'll do the in your own words worksheet. If I went out they'll go thru the English class test, which was summary.
I was like "Oei Justin..! You wanna shut up liao annot ah? :\" then he "Oh, okay okay." and gave me the "sorrysorry *pouts*" face. LOL.
Ended up doing it after school, which was hard cuz they celebrated Cyndi's birthday and all. Had to keep getting up from my seat to sing song, give her present and hug her :D but its okay, SHE'S LOVELY. :]
Jingxiang they all came in and were super noisy! They kept talking to me. Hahah. So I couldn't concentrate and did it reaaaal slowly.
Lianyi, Christabelle, Sinhui, Jingru followed me to the staffroom and they were busy splashing water and running away from Belle!
Mrs Ram walked inside the staffroom. Saw Lianyi they all and asked "Wah what happened to you o__o" we broke into laughter and Lianyi was like "Ohh nothing nothing! xD" then she crapped and said something that made us all laugh. Mrs Ram was like also wanting to laugh.
In class Justin was finding random people to fight with. And when he sparred with Zhien I think his lips almost bled or something. Haha.
Played Rubik's Cube with Jiaqi, and she arm wrestled with the guys. o__o hahaha! Super funny can. She did with Wenxiang, then this guy idk, then Zhien I think. She was squealing. xD when Ruixing did with Wenxiang, and when Zhien did with {?} it was super hilarious! xD
When most people went home/to 3D for their chem remedial, me, Ruixing, Welly and Izzy were left. Jiaqi and Lianyi went to 3D. Then Amanda came back cuz she didn't wanna be dian deng pao to S___ & D_____. xD
RUIXING! I wanna throw my shoes at you okay. x.x he said I was fat (pretty much true), hairy and dark like Izzy. FYI Izdi's Malay. So you get his point.
Slapped him on the back instead, and he used Zhien or dunno who's saying on what, fat then hand got bigger surface area so can slap harder. I was like WTF! D: and poked him instead. =.= damn funny, cuz he used his two fingers to kiap my finger and we were saying its like chopsticks. LOL.
Welly slept on the tables, Amanda lie down on the chairs, Ruixing and Izzy sat on tables and I sat on the chair. :] haha.
When Lianyi came back (finally, cuz 3D's chem remedial was till 4.50 or something!) she told us that 3D was held back by their Chinese teacher. LOL!
Homed, Lianyi and Welly went to j8 to shop for her sis's present while Jiaqi went opp. for bus. I took 132 with Amanda, Ruixing and Izzy.
Was drizzling a bit heavily but I DIDN'T CARE. :D
I love the rain okay!
Liked today cuz it was fun :D
HAMLET PLAY AT JUBILEE HALL TOMORROW!
The whole day, so we don't have to bring books! :D but Mdm Shanti wanted to have SS remedial after we come back T_T
WINTENG DARL: CHEER UP KAY. [: don't worry or think too much! Everything will be fine.
Don't get confused by others. Follow your heart! Muaaaahs! [;
Maybe.. maybe I do. :]
I used to think only bitches felt this way.
I guess now I understand? But heck, I gotta make up my mind.
If you don't treasure our friendship, I'll just run off.
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
I'm bored, still in my PE shirt in this time and yadayada.
(please note: didn't run 2.4, not that sweaty so its not as disgusting)
I've been pondering over some stuffs..
Is it okay for me to be disappointed in myself? Cuz I kinda feel that I am.
I got so used to your company, to talking to you everyday.
Now its been about two weeks? And yet things remain the same.
I want to but yet I can't.
Till I got myself thinking.
I'm harbouring different thoughts.
I'm confusing myself.
I don't wanna think of someone else but you.
That person has gotta go away!
I'm getting so tired of thinking whats next.
If it was so easy now to say I love you, I would have done it long ago.
I mean seriously, I'm going nuts just thinking about the problem on hand now.
If you're feeling bad, I'm feeling worse. :(
(please note: didn't run 2.4, not that sweaty so its not as disgusting)
I've been pondering over some stuffs..
Is it okay for me to be disappointed in myself? Cuz I kinda feel that I am.
I got so used to your company, to talking to you everyday.
Now its been about two weeks? And yet things remain the same.
I want to but yet I can't.
Till I got myself thinking.
I'm harbouring different thoughts.
I'm confusing myself.
I don't wanna think of someone else but you.
That person has gotta go away!
I'm getting so tired of thinking whats next.
If it was so easy now to say I love you, I would have done it long ago.
I mean seriously, I'm going nuts just thinking about the problem on hand now.
If you're feeling bad, I'm feeling worse. :(
I know my heart and it will never change
This temp work would be alright if you'd call me
You'd call me
I lay awake at night for you
And I pray
We'd cross the deepest oceans
Cargo across the sea
And if you don't believe me
Just put your hands on me
And all the constellations
Shine down for us to see
And if you don't believe me
Just put your hands on me
The subway radiates with heat
We've barely met and still I cross the street to your door
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY CHOCOLATE!
Before I start,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLETTE! :D
I'm damn envious sia, she got so many presents + a bearbear! :( gwen ain't got no bear. Just loads of stuffs from Minitoons and a Swensens Icecream cake surprise after training from the sailors. :D
Hmm. 3 class tests tomorrow! Lit, Bio and History. I'm so dead for bio cuz I totally didn't study and I totally won't be? Or somewhere there. I don't get a shit.
Sorry about not blogging about yesterday, but I decided to study. Hahah!
Chinese was fun cuz Justin was damn funny ("LAOSHI PIAN JIAAAN!" instead of "pian xin") about Lee laoshi giving the chocolates/sweets to us while we did our work. The right 2 rows in class talked a lot and made loads of noise. Hahah! :D funnnnn. [:
After school went to KB Macs and ate lunch with some of the sec3 sailors and Drey. :] then Cheeteng came after his remedial, and then while we were slacking, I received Mrs Sidhu's sms about the baby! :D I jumped up and down like crazy cuz I was like damn excited (siaaao)! So we went off.
Went to Thomson Plaza to wait for David and Darren, then took 166 down.
:D HER BABY'S SUPER CUTE. You know, chubby cheeks and David Beckham lookalike hair! Awwwww! :3
Stayed there from 7plus to about 8.30? Then left. Went home by bus with Darren. The other 3 took cab. :( I wish I had moneh hahah.
Got home, was in quite a bad mood. I was damn pissed off, so I started crying. :\ don't ask me what. Its just something. Bathed then went to study chem and do a bit of Geog, literally.
TODAY:
I literally slept thru Emath, cuz I was damn tired from yesterday? Ya. But I was wide awake after SS when Lianyi gave me a sweet when Mr Chng left. Hahah.
Didn't run 2.4 for PE cuz I'm still sick. Haha. Then I slacked with Ker, Cia and Mel to do marking for the runners. Hilarious! Cuz Mel was drawing a smiley on Ker's arm that looked like a tortise, and they started tortising all over. :\
Super surround sound in the canteen for Nicolette's birthday today. Hahah. Jiaqi and Sera they all started singing, and then people who knew here (who were located in diff areas of the canteen) started singing along. LOL.
Geog wasn't boring at all today, tho we were still using the Humanities room (noooo Mrs Koh! Don't use the humans room already, too cosy!), and tho we were doing a topic thats of a country I totally dislike: CHINA.
After class we stayed back cuz I think Atiqah started talking about Xiaxue and her blog and her looks? :P then Mrs Koh joined in.
Asked her where she got her skirt, she told us, and then she told us why she got it. For a trip to Hongkong apparently last time. She wore that chequered skirt and her knee-length socks with black buckle shoes. Very Jap-student-like! Hahah.
She suddenly went "then when I got there you know what? HORROR HORROR HORROR!! *waves hands up and down*" damn cute! Hahah. Cuz when she got there, the students there had that outfit as their UNIFORM. Hahahah!
Chem after that, and it was pretty zzzzz. Cuz it was about all the worksheets we did? Went thru the chemical equations things. :\ boriiiiing. Then we did voting for whether we wanted today's chem remedial to be straight after school or 2.30 - 3.30.
20 voted straight after school and 19 voted 2.30! Hahah. Funny la xD I voted to start at 2.30. Then Mr Lim decided to make the final decision since the votes were LITERALLY halfhalf. And it was 2.30 start. Hahaha.
Lunched then went back to class. Mmmmm sian. Went thru the other worksheet on ionic bonding and covalent bonding. I kinda/roughly get it now? Hahah.
Ruixing and Daniel left halfway cuz they had to return their NCC uniforms! Walao liddat also can leave remedial. Hahah shiok lor they. Then Jiaqi came to sit beside me and kachiaoed me. :]
After remedial, Jody and Yokeching came into our class. Then we waited for Lianyi, Sinhui, Jingru and Gabriella. Lianyi was the slowest cuz she did her Emath+Amath rep duties of checking who didn't hand in ex 5.1 and 5.2.
(ahem I didn't hand in both. There goes 1 buck T_T)
Bubble tea-d with them (walao I asked for Peach MILKSHAKE the aunty do iceblended. =.=) then went to find Cyndi's present. :D her birthday's tomorrow! Hahah.
Bought her a *shhhhhhsh!* bag from INK. :] I wanna buy a new tote from there! Saw one that I kinda fell for. There was this bag we were debating whether to get, and most of us fell in love with that bag! :D but we got Cyndi the other one.
Homed, and it was raining panasonics.
(k sorry I felt random)
My shoes and socks were wet :\ umbrella sucks!
Ahmah came over for dinner just now. LOL my dad bored her out with badminton and soccer matches. =.=
Bev told me Izzy asked her this:
"btw who does gwen like arh?"
"rex?"
Like o__o why does he think I like Ruixing! Ruixing's a GORILLA. Hahaha. :D
Zzz just cuz I'm either talking to him/talking about him (k JON HA got his facts wrong, I do NOT talk about the Gorilla) does not mean I like him. :\
Jonathan Ha (Ha) Ding Quan! Getcha facts right. Ha Ha Ha!
The Loser in our class remains one. How we hate him. Hahaha. Bullshitz. I really dislike it that he changes places and sits in Bryan's place (diagonally infront of me, my row) during Chinese! Jingyi said he's freaky cuz he keeps turning back to look.
LOSER.
To end this post off,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY (too) WENFENG.
P.S. I got a pimple INSIDE my nose. Now I can't even rub it when its itchy or it'll hurt like crazy. Like whaddafook? :\
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLETTE! :D
I'm damn envious sia, she got so many presents + a bearbear! :( gwen ain't got no bear. Just loads of stuffs from Minitoons and a Swensens Icecream cake surprise after training from the sailors. :D
Hmm. 3 class tests tomorrow! Lit, Bio and History. I'm so dead for bio cuz I totally didn't study and I totally won't be? Or somewhere there. I don't get a shit.
Sorry about not blogging about yesterday, but I decided to study. Hahah!
Chinese was fun cuz Justin was damn funny ("LAOSHI PIAN JIAAAN!" instead of "pian xin") about Lee laoshi giving the chocolates/sweets to us while we did our work. The right 2 rows in class talked a lot and made loads of noise. Hahah! :D funnnnn. [:
After school went to KB Macs and ate lunch with some of the sec3 sailors and Drey. :] then Cheeteng came after his remedial, and then while we were slacking, I received Mrs Sidhu's sms about the baby! :D I jumped up and down like crazy cuz I was like damn excited (siaaao)! So we went off.
Went to Thomson Plaza to wait for David and Darren, then took 166 down.
:D HER BABY'S SUPER CUTE. You know, chubby cheeks and David Beckham lookalike hair! Awwwww! :3
Stayed there from 7plus to about 8.30? Then left. Went home by bus with Darren. The other 3 took cab. :( I wish I had moneh hahah.
Got home, was in quite a bad mood. I was damn pissed off, so I started crying. :\ don't ask me what. Its just something. Bathed then went to study chem and do a bit of Geog, literally.
TODAY:
I literally slept thru Emath, cuz I was damn tired from yesterday? Ya. But I was wide awake after SS when Lianyi gave me a sweet when Mr Chng left. Hahah.
Didn't run 2.4 for PE cuz I'm still sick. Haha. Then I slacked with Ker, Cia and Mel to do marking for the runners. Hilarious! Cuz Mel was drawing a smiley on Ker's arm that looked like a tortise, and they started tortising all over. :\
Super surround sound in the canteen for Nicolette's birthday today. Hahah. Jiaqi and Sera they all started singing, and then people who knew here (who were located in diff areas of the canteen) started singing along. LOL.
Geog wasn't boring at all today, tho we were still using the Humanities room (noooo Mrs Koh! Don't use the humans room already, too cosy!), and tho we were doing a topic thats of a country I totally dislike: CHINA.
After class we stayed back cuz I think Atiqah started talking about Xiaxue and her blog and her looks? :P then Mrs Koh joined in.
Asked her where she got her skirt, she told us, and then she told us why she got it. For a trip to Hongkong apparently last time. She wore that chequered skirt and her knee-length socks with black buckle shoes. Very Jap-student-like! Hahah.
She suddenly went "then when I got there you know what? HORROR HORROR HORROR!! *waves hands up and down*" damn cute! Hahah. Cuz when she got there, the students there had that outfit as their UNIFORM. Hahahah!
Chem after that, and it was pretty zzzzz. Cuz it was about all the worksheets we did? Went thru the chemical equations things. :\ boriiiiing. Then we did voting for whether we wanted today's chem remedial to be straight after school or 2.30 - 3.30.
20 voted straight after school and 19 voted 2.30! Hahah. Funny la xD I voted to start at 2.30. Then Mr Lim decided to make the final decision since the votes were LITERALLY halfhalf. And it was 2.30 start. Hahaha.
Lunched then went back to class. Mmmmm sian. Went thru the other worksheet on ionic bonding and covalent bonding. I kinda/roughly get it now? Hahah.
Ruixing and Daniel left halfway cuz they had to return their NCC uniforms! Walao liddat also can leave remedial. Hahah shiok lor they. Then Jiaqi came to sit beside me and kachiaoed me. :]
After remedial, Jody and Yokeching came into our class. Then we waited for Lianyi, Sinhui, Jingru and Gabriella. Lianyi was the slowest cuz she did her Emath+Amath rep duties of checking who didn't hand in ex 5.1 and 5.2.
(ahem I didn't hand in both. There goes 1 buck T_T)
Bubble tea-d with them (walao I asked for Peach MILKSHAKE the aunty do iceblended. =.=) then went to find Cyndi's present. :D her birthday's tomorrow! Hahah.
Bought her a *shhhhhhsh!* bag from INK. :] I wanna buy a new tote from there! Saw one that I kinda fell for. There was this bag we were debating whether to get, and most of us fell in love with that bag! :D but we got Cyndi the other one.
Homed, and it was raining panasonics.
(k sorry I felt random)
My shoes and socks were wet :\ umbrella sucks!
Ahmah came over for dinner just now. LOL my dad bored her out with badminton and soccer matches. =.=
Bev told me Izzy asked her this:
"btw who does gwen like arh?"
"rex?"
Like o__o why does he think I like Ruixing! Ruixing's a GORILLA. Hahaha. :D
Zzz just cuz I'm either talking to him/talking about him (k JON HA got his facts wrong, I do NOT talk about the Gorilla) does not mean I like him. :\
Jonathan Ha (Ha) Ding Quan! Getcha facts right. Ha Ha Ha!
The Loser in our class remains one. How we hate him. Hahaha. Bullshitz. I really dislike it that he changes places and sits in Bryan's place (diagonally infront of me, my row) during Chinese! Jingyi said he's freaky cuz he keeps turning back to look.
LOSER.
To end this post off,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY (too) WENFENG.
P.S. I got a pimple INSIDE my nose. Now I can't even rub it when its itchy or it'll hurt like crazy. Like whaddafook? :\
Monday, April 21, 2008
Thats what you get when you let your heart win, oh oh oh oooh.
I'm so tired but heck.
I'm still gna prepare myself to study thru the night anyways! :]
This is to make up for the 2nd time I told myself to study but wasted time using e com instead.
>:\ sooo hahah its my fault.
My eyes are already half-closed. :\ wellwell, CHEM&BIO, HERE I COME!
I guess I don't have to worry about the lit test? Cuz its open book. :D the last time I had an open book lit test was when I was sec1, Mr James Lee! :D the dude who inspired me to love lit!
Mr Lee, I wish you were here teaching us Lit again. :(
and not the total opposite.
imy.
I'm still gna prepare myself to study thru the night anyways! :]
This is to make up for the 2nd time I told myself to study but wasted time using e com instead.
>:\ sooo hahah its my fault.
My eyes are already half-closed. :\ wellwell, CHEM&BIO, HERE I COME!
I guess I don't have to worry about the lit test? Cuz its open book. :D the last time I had an open book lit test was when I was sec1, Mr James Lee! :D the dude who inspired me to love lit!
Mr Lee, I wish you were here teaching us Lit again. :(
Thats what you get when you LET YOUR HEART WIN.
Oh oh oh ohhh.
I know you well enough to know what kind of person you are.
The rest just don't realise it-
So prove to me you're what I think you are,The rest just don't realise it-
and not the total opposite.
imy.
And oh, just a lil' note to someone who DISSES 3Endeavour tho he's IN IT:
If you think your average of 66.9%'s really high enough to hit the roof, you're so wrong.
Who do you think you are to say such things about our class?
Bev's got the roots of E? And therefore too proud just cuz she can't be bothered about beating Bryan in studies? I know YOU ARE the bothered one, but wtf is up with that?
Who do you think you are, acting big and all? If you dare to talk so much like that, why when I purposely dissed you off in class today, you were too embarassed to say anything?
Whats with the "being friends with 3J people just cuz we wanna know their results" shit?
About us hating 3J and looking down on them?
And what's the crap about "J is for Jealous, E is for Excellence"?
Well tell you what,
L IS FOR LOSER.
If you think your average of 66.9%'s really high enough to hit the roof, you're so wrong.
Who do you think you are to say such things about our class?
Bev's got the roots of E? And therefore too proud just cuz she can't be bothered about beating Bryan in studies? I know YOU ARE the bothered one, but wtf is up with that?
Who do you think you are, acting big and all? If you dare to talk so much like that, why when I purposely dissed you off in class today, you were too embarassed to say anything?
Whats with the "being friends with 3J people just cuz we wanna know their results" shit?
About us hating 3J and looking down on them?
And what's the crap about "J is for Jealous, E is for Excellence"?
Well tell you what,
L IS FOR LOSER.
When its nine in the afternooooon~
Woah. Must've been damn tired cuz when I was watching TV, I fell asleep. T_T I didn't get to see the ending of Minute Men cuz my bro didn't wake me up! :\
Anyway, the sec1 selection camp's gonna be super fun. :D
Anyway, the sec1 selection camp's gonna be super fun. :D
Derick only planned that the comm only get the group names by today, but within 3hrs we managed to plan the whole 2 days! ZAI RIGHT?
Hahah, thank you, thank you. *bows*
We were still laughing and joking and telling ghost/OBS/Malaysia trip stories the majority of the time la. LOL. So next meeting should be just planning out the timeslots, then running thru and checking if there'll be enough time for each activity.
Be prepared, sec1s, cuz it'll be a tiring and mentally/physically challenging camp! :D
I should be the photographer too. LOL. I was happily volunteering myself for that hahah.
Went for dinner at KBCC Macs with Derick, Lianyi, Meiting, Yokeching loverrr, Welly and Maruay. :] damn fun! Hahah. Its been a while since us sec3 batch have been so close.
During morning assembly, after collecting our dragonboat medals (CONGRATS GIRLS! :D) on stage, Mr Ho/Mrs Ram talked about the sec1 and sec3 camp! Omg, when I saw the pics I felt a bit like crying cuz it brought back memories. But yeah. Idk why the tears didn't flow. =.=
Hahah, thank you, thank you. *bows*
We were still laughing and joking and telling ghost/OBS/Malaysia trip stories the majority of the time la. LOL. So next meeting should be just planning out the timeslots, then running thru and checking if there'll be enough time for each activity.
Be prepared, sec1s, cuz it'll be a tiring and mentally/physically challenging camp! :D
I should be the photographer too. LOL. I was happily volunteering myself for that hahah.
Went for dinner at KBCC Macs with Derick, Lianyi, Meiting, Yokeching loverrr, Welly and Maruay. :] damn fun! Hahah. Its been a while since us sec3 batch have been so close.
During morning assembly, after collecting our dragonboat medals (CONGRATS GIRLS! :D) on stage, Mr Ho/Mrs Ram talked about the sec1 and sec3 camp! Omg, when I saw the pics I felt a bit like crying cuz it brought back memories. But yeah. Idk why the tears didn't flow. =.=
OUR PLATOON MENTORS FOR CAMP CAME BACK TODAY! :D
PM Jieyu didn't come tho, only PM Tanya. T_T he had school or something. Sad :( lol. We had to do this paper thingy, and one of the boxes was to see Captain Ridtz. And his task was? (I kinda guessed it so I wanted to back out but he didn't lemme) to share what we shared/did in one of the boxes.
o__o was trying to run and hide. Hahah. But then in the end me and Jiaqi still went up. Sera la! Pangseh. Hahaha. xD damn funny, she diedie also refused to go.
I went to talk about Lianyi and appreciating her for waking me up in class whenever I doze off, especially during bio. :\ cuz I think almost all bio lessons (except today's) I fell asleep, either from being sick or just plain tired. Hahah.
K, seriously.
And oh, Captain Ridtz said I'm famous and that all the PMs know me or something cuz he found my blog and they're all reading it! o__o HELLO PMS! WHOEVER YOU ARE IF YOU'RE
READING THIS.
I'M SO GONNA BADMOUTH YOUUUUUU.
You know hor, the PMs hor, go kidnap PM Tanya! Then then, they didn't lemme and Jiaqi and Sera bring her to our classroom. T_T end up Pm Tanya had to leave cuz of them. ROAHHHH.
K joking. The PMs are damn fun :D
But each class only one PM came back. :( PM JIEYUUUU! WHERE ARE YOU!!!! *echo.. echo....*
Then during the CME period (OMG MOSQUITO WAS ON TOP OF MY LAPTOP KEYBOARD EEEEK!) when we went to the hall and saw the platoon mentors again, Captain Ridtz did this slideshow/pictorial thingy for us. There was a pic of Yuxuan! :( we were cheering/looking when his pic was shown.
I guess we all kinda miss you, Papercutter #1 fan! :(
Come back and visit us soon, yeah?
What else to blog about...
Mr Tang didn't come for school today. Or he just plain went MIA during English.
Hi Mr Tang, if you EVER do read this, please note that 3Endeavour is an English class, and we take our English and Literature results very seriously. ESPECIALLY Literature for me.
So please, PLEASE. Stop skipping our lessons, or coming to school and going MIA just when it comes to our lessons. We have a life to live too you know, and given your teaching standards, I'd rather go study by myself.
Me and Ruixing were busy going:
"VERY BORING LEH GWENNNN." and
"Walao sian leh Ruixingggg!"
today during bio. Hahah. Aaron? Busy playing Rubik's Cube.
Which reminds me, I REALLY REALLY need a new one. But I'm too lazy to get one. Waiting for my dad to meet the supplier. Dad said that that guy has all the 4x4 and 5x5s too! LOL. He said he'll get all for me. =.= yeaaaah, like I know how to solve 'em dad.
Shall go have my mini-dinner of bread+pork floss. Hahaha. I hate pork but I eat pork floss and char siew! :o hahah.
P.S. my mouse went out off batt, again. :\ ahhhh!
Everything like this seems all so easy to you. Pretending there's nothing..
Sunday, April 20, 2008
butterscotched lover, don't fly away-
Blahblahhhhhhhhhhs!
K sorry I'm blog spamming. But I've got absolutely NOTHING TO DO.
Watched all of Ryan Higa's (LOVEEE) vidddds and yeah. I'm still not studying oh damn.
I HATE EMATH.
I don't understand a single horseshit outta it. :\ daaaaamn. Mr Chng, a saviour, someone, somewhereeee, save meeee. :\ hooooh. I'm feeling damn sleepy. And tired. at 10pm..
Oooooooooom-nom-nom-nom......
Still haven't had dinner. No appetite. Hahah! Shall starve myself to death.
See, people weight conscious {SP?} also no use. Might as well don't eat like MUA. Hahaha.
(shit, I'm a gone case. Crazy liaooo.)
Siao gi-na.
School tomorrow ahhhh! No mood. And I think there's bio tomorrow?
Oh yes there is. Fuck. (:x) I hate bio. HATEHATE HATEEEE. Mdm Loh hurry come back! :(
English tomorrow too before bio. Hello Mr Tang, I'm fucking pissed off at you for being able to spell "Pessimistic" and "Unsanitary" wrongly. How's that for an English+Lit teacher?
Just know that he sucks. And I've got no book to read during English tomorrow. :( why did I have to finish reading Reality TV Bites so quickly? If not I could read it in class.
OR if my Rubik's Cube (T_T wtf Justin Seah NAAAAN Zheng) was still fine, Justin Ong wouldn't have to hear me say "Eh, Rubik's Cube gone case liao." whenever he asks me to challenge him during lessons. Hahah. SORRY J.O.! :x
K talking about Mr Tang makes me blood boil.
Roarhhh! >:(
NEVERMIND! Tomorrow me and Ruixing and Bern can complain about him thruout English period. :D they are my we-hate-him peoples! :3 Lianyi's too neutral.. till bio. THEN she gets pissed off at Ms Lee. HAHAHA.
Oh ya! mustmustmust thank RUIXING for pulling my hand (AND my poor PE shirt before that) during 2.4.. tho I still failed and ended up half dead. Hahah.
Cuz he so yong gang to pull a stubborn bull like me who refuses to run once my brain tells me "Gwen, YOU'RE NOT OKAY!" :\
Think there's sailing study session tomorrow in replacement of PT. Hahah. EVERYONE MUST TURN UP! Esp sec3s, so I can bombard you with Emath questionsssss. :3
Hahaha. I guess I'm a stupid lil' pest to you.
K sorry I'm blog spamming. But I've got absolutely NOTHING TO DO.
Watched all of Ryan Higa's (LOVEEE) vidddds and yeah. I'm still not studying oh damn.
I HATE EMATH.
I don't understand a single horseshit outta it. :\ daaaaamn. Mr Chng, a saviour, someone, somewhereeee, save meeee. :\ hooooh. I'm feeling damn sleepy. And tired. at 10pm..
Oooooooooom-nom-nom-nom......
Still haven't had dinner. No appetite. Hahah! Shall starve myself to death.
See, people weight conscious {SP?} also no use. Might as well don't eat like MUA. Hahaha.
(shit, I'm a gone case. Crazy liaooo.)
Siao gi-na.
School tomorrow ahhhh! No mood. And I think there's bio tomorrow?
Oh yes there is. Fuck. (:x) I hate bio. HATEHATE HATEEEE. Mdm Loh hurry come back! :(
English tomorrow too before bio. Hello Mr Tang, I'm fucking pissed off at you for being able to spell "Pessimistic" and "Unsanitary" wrongly. How's that for an English+Lit teacher?
Just know that he sucks. And I've got no book to read during English tomorrow. :( why did I have to finish reading Reality TV Bites so quickly? If not I could read it in class.
OR if my Rubik's Cube (T_T wtf Justin Seah NAAAAN Zheng) was still fine, Justin Ong wouldn't have to hear me say "Eh, Rubik's Cube gone case liao." whenever he asks me to challenge him during lessons. Hahah. SORRY J.O.! :x
K talking about Mr Tang makes me blood boil.
Roarhhh! >:(
NEVERMIND! Tomorrow me and Ruixing and Bern can complain about him thruout English period. :D they are my we-hate-him peoples! :3 Lianyi's too neutral.. till bio. THEN she gets pissed off at Ms Lee. HAHAHA.
Oh ya! mustmustmust thank RUIXING for pulling my hand (AND my poor PE shirt before that) during 2.4.. tho I still failed and ended up half dead. Hahah.
Cuz he so yong gang to pull a stubborn bull like me who refuses to run once my brain tells me "Gwen, YOU'RE NOT OKAY!" :\
Think there's sailing study session tomorrow in replacement of PT. Hahah. EVERYONE MUST TURN UP! Esp sec3s, so I can bombard you with Emath questionsssss. :3
Hahaha. I guess I'm a stupid lil' pest to you.
PMSPMSPMSPMSPMSPMSPMSPMS
The internet is freaking boring? And yeah. I hate MIO.
Like seriously, I wanna change internet! >:(
Thinking of something makes me soooo pissed off.
K not really pissed cuz it was my fault to begin with (right?).
And now you're not talking.
Hello? My fault or not, I APOLOGIZED LIKE A MILLION TIMES.
You don't even bother replying me. Like wtf?
Why won't you just give in! Arrrrugh.
I just wanna sit down and talk it out with you, but there's also no chance.
Wanna pass you something,
day 1: end up didn't bring it down.
day 2: I fell sick after running and had to rest in the canteen during recess.
day 3: what you say just... soooooo... Nevermind. I decided not to pass it to you then.
I'm the only one who kept my word/promise, dude.
I read back, and yeah I realised I'm still holding true to my words.
But you aren't.
Its making me hell confused. Its like, I'm still wondering why I'm ________ __ _______.
Go figure. No one knows about that yet.
:\ Gwen, whats up with you?
My parents are starting to get on my nerves. Especially mom. She's suddenly treating me like I'm a 10year-old. Dad asked me yesterday if I had problems and if I wanted to talk about it, cuz my face has been BLACK very often.
I wanna study but my fucking focus keeps shifting either to practising my freestyling (DAMNNN YOU iTUNES!) or randomless surfing of the net. :\
GWEN STOP DANCING ALREADY.
EXAMS IN A FEW DAYS HELLO?
PRACTICE YOUR EMATH YOU DUMBASS. OR YOU'LL FAIL IT AGAIN (like you always do).
STOPPP FREESTYLING AND THINKING OF THAT!
>:( ARRRUGH!
I wanna rant! RANT RANT RANT. (sorry but if you can't tell, I'm PMS-ing I guess :\)
I wanna rantttt to you~! Ahhhh.
FUDGECAKE!
P.S. I love the song "Dance Like There's No Tomorrow" by Randy Jackson ft. Paula Abdul.
But I seriously wonder if its Randy FEAT. Paula, or Paula feat. Randy?
<3 RYAN HIGA.
Go see his vids! Hahahaha.
Like seriously, I wanna change internet! >:(
Thinking of something makes me soooo pissed off.
K not really pissed cuz it was my fault to begin with (right?).
And now you're not talking.
Hello? My fault or not, I APOLOGIZED LIKE A MILLION TIMES.
You don't even bother replying me. Like wtf?
Why won't you just give in! Arrrrugh.
I just wanna sit down and talk it out with you, but there's also no chance.
Wanna pass you something,
day 1: end up didn't bring it down.
day 2: I fell sick after running and had to rest in the canteen during recess.
day 3: what you say just... soooooo... Nevermind. I decided not to pass it to you then.
I'm the only one who kept my word/promise, dude.
I read back, and yeah I realised I'm still holding true to my words.
But you aren't.
Its making me hell confused. Its like, I'm still wondering why I'm ________ __ _______.
Go figure. No one knows about that yet.
:\ Gwen, whats up with you?
My parents are starting to get on my nerves. Especially mom. She's suddenly treating me like I'm a 10year-old. Dad asked me yesterday if I had problems and if I wanted to talk about it, cuz my face has been BLACK very often.
I wanna study but my fucking focus keeps shifting either to practising my freestyling (DAMNNN YOU iTUNES!) or randomless surfing of the net. :\
GWEN STOP DANCING ALREADY.
EXAMS IN A FEW DAYS HELLO?
PRACTICE YOUR EMATH YOU DUMBASS. OR YOU'LL FAIL IT AGAIN (like you always do).
STOPPP FREESTYLING AND THINKING OF THAT!
>:( ARRRUGH!
I wanna rant! RANT RANT RANT. (sorry but if you can't tell, I'm PMS-ing I guess :\)
I wanna rantttt to you~! Ahhhh.
FUDGECAKE!
P.S. I love the song "Dance Like There's No Tomorrow" by Randy Jackson ft. Paula Abdul.
But I seriously wonder if its Randy FEAT. Paula, or Paula feat. Randy?
<3 RYAN HIGA.
Go see his vids! Hahahaha.
NIGAAAHIGA [;
I went so crazy I downloaded 35 songs in a day. xD actually wanna download 2 more but I'm lazy to start up LW again. :\
Watching How to be Nerd by Nigahiga again! :D
OMG RYAN HIGA I LOVE YOU.
K enough of open confessions. Hahaha.
(psssst I found out he wrestles! Hahah the clothes are kinda gay cuz its tight and all BUT HE LOOKS SO COOL o__o)
And he kinda reminds me of Zhi Yi gege when he laughs. They two look damn alike can. Then Quin said Sean Fujiyoshi has a really familiar face. LOL.
Was 30mins late for Emath tuition hahah. Mr Phua started this topic like proportion today. :\ wakao I hate that.
Bought my notebook (now I got 2 of the same ones hahah) at Popular, bubble tea-d with Celine, Pris and Marissa, then went to library to drop my book. T_T goodbyeee.
I just ate lunch at 6pm+ while watching MTV Cribs. Or was it MTV Most Expensive Cribs. Ah whatever. But yeah. I doubt I'm gonna have dinner now. eL-Oh-eL!
Ooooh. Nerd style. [;
I've got nothing to blog about and I'm really bored. Gahhh. I feel lazy to study. Oh damn exams are like the week after this and I'm not started with my studying yet. Freak. D:
You, or You?
'Thanks' for not bothering.
Watching How to be Nerd by Nigahiga again! :D
OMG RYAN HIGA I LOVE YOU.
K enough of open confessions. Hahaha.
(psssst I found out he wrestles! Hahah the clothes are kinda gay cuz its tight and all BUT HE LOOKS SO COOL o__o)
And he kinda reminds me of Zhi Yi gege when he laughs. They two look damn alike can. Then Quin said Sean Fujiyoshi has a really familiar face. LOL.
Was 30mins late for Emath tuition hahah. Mr Phua started this topic like proportion today. :\ wakao I hate that.
Bought my notebook (now I got 2 of the same ones hahah) at Popular, bubble tea-d with Celine, Pris and Marissa, then went to library to drop my book. T_T goodbyeee.
I just ate lunch at 6pm+ while watching MTV Cribs. Or was it MTV Most Expensive Cribs. Ah whatever. But yeah. I doubt I'm gonna have dinner now. eL-Oh-eL!
Ooooh. Nerd style. [;
I've got nothing to blog about and I'm really bored. Gahhh. I feel lazy to study. Oh damn exams are like the week after this and I'm not started with my studying yet. Freak. D:
You, or You?
'Thanks' for not bothering.
iLove RYAN HIGA
BUAH! 2.14AM.
My dad's gonna kill me. But hoho he's outside watching football anyways. Ah heck, lazy go out ask who vs. who. Might get killed in the process =.=
I'm in the risk of having my right ear hole closed. K actually I already suspect its closed.
T_T like wtf. My left ear hole was itchy so I rubbed it and it felt oily..? Then this lump of something was on my finger. I was like "HOLY FUDGEEEECAKE MY EARHOLE!" then check the right side. Like okay leh..
... until I tried stuffing the earstick I desperately digged thru my cupboard at like 1.50+AM for.
The damned thing won't go thru! So I'm asking my mom to do it for me tomorrow. :\ damn scared it closed liao leh! The earstick could go thru my left earhole without me using a mirror!
>:(
Ate CHILI CRAB for dinner. So its still slooshing around my stomach now.
Huhuhu!...
... :(
that reminded me of something/one.
K nevermind! MOVING ON!
The Chinese doc took note of me sweating like, super easily today, so she prescribed to me a new medicineee. Hahaha. :\ riiight.
I HATE MIO!
Absolutely HATE. :\ damned thing won't wanna work properly. Fudge! >:\
And oh oh! Did I mention? (yes I know I did, can't I be a little repeat-ative for a moment?)
I AM IN LOVE!
with......
..... RYAN HIGA!
Super cute Jap guy who lives in Hawaii. Like omg, he's super cute? But I think he has a gf. My heart sank :( k not as if I'll even get to know him but you get my point. Teehee. :( stupid Tila Tequila look-alike.
Go watch he and his bud Sean Fujiyoshi's vids! :D all the "How To..." vids.
And oh, I guess I'd better go to sleep before I get only 1hr+ of sleep like I did the day before dragonboating, which took its effect LATER IN THE DAY during the MF Dinner. :\
2.38AM. Wheeee.
CIAOS AMIGOS! ;}
WAAAAAIT! Before that, I've finally uploaded the 3Endeavour at AWWA Home vid and the vid we took of the sailors playing with helium in the balloon after MF Reach Dinner!
3ENDEAVOUR LOVES MUSICAL CHAIRS VID!
SAILORS + HELIUM BALLOON VID
OH GOD. A small beetle was on my table infront of my lappy. I didn't dare to blow it away cuz I was damn scared it'll fly but guess what? It went on the underside of my table, I blew it, it dropped on my keyboard, I tried to blow it off.
And it went INSIDE the keys of my keyboard. WELL DONE GWENDOLYN NEO YUAN QI. :\
Eww. Thank god I'm not using my desktop if not that keyboard'll be in use. >:P
My dad's gonna kill me. But hoho he's outside watching football anyways. Ah heck, lazy go out ask who vs. who. Might get killed in the process =.=
I'm in the risk of having my right ear hole closed. K actually I already suspect its closed.
T_T like wtf. My left ear hole was itchy so I rubbed it and it felt oily..? Then this lump of something was on my finger. I was like "HOLY FUDGEEEECAKE MY EARHOLE!" then check the right side. Like okay leh..
... until I tried stuffing the earstick I desperately digged thru my cupboard at like 1.50+AM for.
The damned thing won't go thru! So I'm asking my mom to do it for me tomorrow. :\ damn scared it closed liao leh! The earstick could go thru my left earhole without me using a mirror!
>:(
Ate CHILI CRAB for dinner. So its still slooshing around my stomach now.
Huhuhu!...
... :(
that reminded me of something/one.
K nevermind! MOVING ON!
The Chinese doc took note of me sweating like, super easily today, so she prescribed to me a new medicineee. Hahaha. :\ riiight.
I HATE MIO!
Absolutely HATE. :\ damned thing won't wanna work properly. Fudge! >:\
And oh oh! Did I mention? (yes I know I did, can't I be a little repeat-ative for a moment?)
I AM IN LOVE!
with......
..... RYAN HIGA!
Super cute Jap guy who lives in Hawaii. Like omg, he's super cute? But I think he has a gf. My heart sank :( k not as if I'll even get to know him but you get my point. Teehee. :( stupid Tila Tequila look-alike.
Go watch he and his bud Sean Fujiyoshi's vids! :D all the "How To..." vids.
- How to be Ninja
- How to be Gangster
- How to be Emo
- How to be Nerd
Its kinda in order cuz of what Sean says at the start, so yeah. LOL.
Don't feel like going for tuition tomorrow! :(And oh, I guess I'd better go to sleep before I get only 1hr+ of sleep like I did the day before dragonboating, which took its effect LATER IN THE DAY during the MF Dinner. :\
2.38AM. Wheeee.
CIAOS AMIGOS! ;}
WAAAAAIT! Before that, I've finally uploaded the 3Endeavour at AWWA Home vid and the vid we took of the sailors playing with helium in the balloon after MF Reach Dinner!
3ENDEAVOUR LOVES MUSICAL CHAIRS VID!
SAILORS + HELIUM BALLOON VID
OH GOD. A small beetle was on my table infront of my lappy. I didn't dare to blow it away cuz I was damn scared it'll fly but guess what? It went on the underside of my table, I blew it, it dropped on my keyboard, I tried to blow it off.
And it went INSIDE the keys of my keyboard. WELL DONE GWENDOLYN NEO YUAN QI. :\
Eww. Thank god I'm not using my desktop if not that keyboard'll be in use. >:P
Saturday, April 19, 2008
Nigahiga <3
I LOVE RYAN HIGA. :3
o__o
How to be Gangster! :D
How to be Emo! :D
K sorry but I think he's damn cute. HAHAHA. :D
o__o
How to be Gangster! :D
How to be Emo! :D
K sorry but I think he's damn cute. HAHAHA. :D
DB, MF Reach Dinner..
I'm done reading the book Reality TV Bites! :(
Oh great, now I've got nothing nice to read. The book was so good I borrowed it on 13th April and finished it on 19th April!
I know its slow for a 279 page book but hey I usually don't read my books so quickly k.
DB yesterday was aweeesome!
DB yesterday was aweeesome!
Tho the juniors were new to it so they didn't know how to do their strokes properly etc.
= to NOT PREPARED.
= to NOT PREPARED.
5th for CUP for the girls! Not bad since we made it into cups! Last year it was plates, but at least that one we got 1st for plate. Hahaha.
The moment we passed the finishing line my face screwed up and I cried all the way back to shore lol. _____ was screwing up the rowing and all at the last race, so the people behind her couldn't row in sync with the rest. :(
Walking across the plank thingys, Drey cried along with me. Hahah emotional peoples! :D
then something REALLY anti-climax happened: I was walking up the slope and my slippers are super slippery on the top, then my foot slipped out and was stuck in my slippers in this awkward position that I couldn't get it out of =.= my slipper was stuck to the side of my foot and the straps kept it stuck there hahaha.
then something REALLY anti-climax happened: I was walking up the slope and my slippers are super slippery on the top, then my foot slipped out and was stuck in my slippers in this awkward position that I couldn't get it out of =.= my slipper was stuck to the side of my foot and the straps kept it stuck there hahaha.
The guys were telling us we were quite fast and all but yeah. Hahah. I knew we kinda screwed up. Oh well, best thing was that we had fun! :D
Lunched at TP, then went back to school. Weiming FINALLY gave me the ticket for the dinner! He was like, not wanting to give it to me in the morning so I had to keep begging him for it lol.
Homed with Alicia, and she came over to slack and help me get ready later lol. Peckkhee wanted to come but she forgot her hp! So she went home instead lol. Slacked till 4.30 and got ready. I was only ready at 6.10pm? Like omg la hahaha.
Alicia la! Won't lemme take off Ker's dress. Wore my mom's cardigan and the skinnys I refused to wear in the past cuz the strings made my hips itch. But it was tahan-able.. so yeah.
AND she won't lemme wear my flats, neither would she let me wear my Ripples slippers which looked totally fine in it. Soooo I was forced to wear my mom's heels. DAMN. My feet hurt for the rest of the day la :( I DON'T GET HOW PEOPLE WALK IN HEELS DAMNNIT!
Picked Quin, Drey and Teng up from Quin's place and dropped alicia off at school there. My dad dropped us outside and we walked in. Drey's outfit was nice la I liked it :D
Ning was just as overdressed as me (hahaha!). The guys looked very nice! :D but they were all wearing those like.. smart casual shirts with lines that you see people wear with jeans? Yeah, all of them were wearing that kinda outfit, except Justin. =.=
Belle looked like she was wearing what she wore to Mrs Sidhu's place for CNY! Except with skinnys this time :D yayyy. Hahah.
The sailors were waiting at the foyer, so when we got there we went up to the hall together. For once, the hall was pretty! :D nicely decorated and stuffs. I loved the balloons! But they were damn ding dei. Blocking the view of the screen. :\ sat at the table with most sec3s and sec4s.
Oh and did I mention? I tried saving a newborn kitten I found at my house there the carpark! Hahah.
Mother cat came back after it mew-ed (OMG SUPER CUTE CAN) and I was like oh heng the mom's here. :D so before that I placed it on the grass patch behind the carpark lot.
Ryan and Mr Ang.
Pigs-os! :D all digging into the chicken with no nipples =.=(Nic Wong asked Mr Nara or someone why chicken breast had no nipples lol)
... o__o
Tzuling! :}
What happens when you try to prove to a guy that heels aren't easy to wear...
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