∞

I'm sorry.

I would never backstab you, you should know that.
You mean so much to me. Definitly not someone I would play with.
If that was the case I wouldn't bother about you at all.
But I still do.
I wouldn't just do any random shit that I KNOW would hurt you.
I'm hurt too. But what can I say?
I guess I understand how you feel.
I guess I don't say what I always want to say.
I love you okay?
(no added laughter behind this time..)


..We only do things to regret them so much later.


I'm glad I like laughing all the time. Kinda masks me when I'm mad, huh?
Cuz I realised everytime I'm pissed off at anyone or anything, I laugh even while scolding them.
No wonder my mom didn't take me seriously when I told her I didn't like the way she was nagging and treating me. Cuz I was laughing like a mad clown while saying it.

Oh well. I'll only cry, inside. :D
Cuz cuz cuz I'M SUPAH STRONG!

Butbutbut something's breaking me down. :(

Just nicely this song's gotta play on my iTunes when I'm feeling sad. DEMORALISING!
Today's not my day.

I know I'm bound to fail Lit cuz we're being taught nonsense by a PMS-ing teacher who is off-center himself, I know I'm bound to fail Chem cuz I'm never catching up with what's taught. Oh well, no one understands! Hah.. I'm actually troubled by something I MUST ace or I'd really be at the bottom of the class. Hahahaaaaa. (sarcastic laughter)


Losing My Way
>Justin Timberlake

Yeah... Hum... Yeah... Uh... Excuse me

Hi my name is Bob and I work at my job
I make forty-something dollars a day
I used to be the man in my hometown
Until I started to lose my way
It all goes back to when I dropped out at school
Having fun, I was living the life
But now I got a problem with that little white rock
See I can't put down the pipe

And...

It is breaking me down
Watching the world spin round
While my dreams fall down
Is anybody out there?

It is breaking me down
No more friends around...
And my dreams fall down...
Is anybody out there?

Can anybody out there hear me?
'Cause I can't seem to hear myself
Can anybody out there see me?
'Cause I can't seem to see myself...
There's gotta be a heaven somewhere
Can you save me from this hell?
Can anybody out there feel me?
'Cause I can't seem to feel myself

Losing my way
Keep losing my way...
Keep losing my way...
Can you help me find my way?
Losing my way
Keep losing my way
Keep losing my way...
Can you help me find my way?

Now you gotta understand I was a family man
I would have done anything for my own
But I couldn't get a grip on my new found itch
So I ended up all alone
I remember where I was when I got my first buzz
See I thought I was living the life
And the craziest thing is I'll probably never know the color of my daughter's eyes

And it is breaking me down
Watching the world spin round
While my dreams fall down
Is anybody out there?

It is breaking me down
No more friends around...
And my dreams fall down...
Is anybody out there?

Can anybody out there hear me?
'Cause I can't seem to hear myself
Can anybody out there see me?
'Cause I can't seem to see myself
There's gotta be a heaven somewhere
Can you save me from this hell?
Can anybody out there feel me?
'Cause I can't seem to feel myself.

Losing my way
Keep losing my way
Keep losing my way
Can you help find my way?
Losing my way
Keep losing my way
Keep losing my way
Can you help me find my way?

Oh my God please forgive me (Father hear my prayer)
'Cause I know I've done some wrong in this life
If I could do it all again
Have just one more chance
To take all those wrongs and make them right

Can anybody out there hear me?
'Cause I can't seem to hear myself
Can anybody out there see me?
'Cause I can't seem to see myself
There's gotta be a heaven somewhere
Can you save me from this hell?
Can anybody out there feel me?
'Cause I can't seem to feel myself.

Can anybody out there hear me?
'Cause I can't seem to hear myself
Can anybody out there see me?
'Cause I can't seem to see myself
There's gotta be a heaven somewhere
Can you save me from this hell?
Can anybody out there feel me?
'Cause I can't seem to feel myself

Losing my way
Keep losing my way
Keep losing my way
Can you help me find my way?
Losing my way
Keep losing my way
Keep losing my way
Can you help me find my way?