Memories are SUPPOSED TO FADE.

It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best
I know it is
But I see you

Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Memories supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart
Shake it off let it go
Didn't think it would be this hard
Should be strong, moving on
But I see you

Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret
Everything I said
No way to take it all back
Yeah
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
Yeah, ohhh.

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you

Not over you, ooh.

Fuck it. Who am I trying to kid?

Thought I was okay. Well I'm guess I'm not.

Can't sleep cuz.. well yeah. So I just turned on my laptop again, blasted Little Too Not Over You on my iPod and cried to myself for like 2 hours.

Wth, waterworks powerhouse is me.

I wanna hug. I wanna go to mom's room and get a nice hug from her and cry everything out.

Fuck.


Actually, that dream now makes me snort.

Dreams never come true don't they?
I know mine didn't cuz it just ended today.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.


(edit)

3.14AM. Still can't sleep. Still moody. Still broading.

Can you see my tired eyes? :(

Went to search for photos of Nasri to make myself feel better.

He does the PERFECT "Loser!" sign.

Just like me.

This is of course bloody cute. Kept smiling whenever I saw this picture up close.

Uh Bendtner? Can you not be so tall? My Nasri's having trouble keeping with ya.

NEWCASTLE UTD vs. ARSENAL - 21MARCH!
Go for it, Gunners! Especially Nasri.

I wanna chop off my toe and the stupid ingrown toenail that made my toe swell up!