i'm not even close this time- and thats a fact.

Why not be happy when you can be, and let go of the memories.

going out with sailors later. Shit. I also don't even know whats the plan with them.

guess what! i'm trying to type a whole blog post without using capital letters. which already failed cuz i used it 3 times. teehees.

i'm seriously so bored!


and i think i've gotten a veryveryvery mild depression. cuz i'm like, f**king getting upset over every little minute detail that happens in my life. and i keep wanting to take something like a knife to end my life or something.

but nah, there are people who care.
who (ACTUALLY BOTHER TO) care.


i don't wanna go out. iggy thiammmm. spare me man. today's a holiday.

sorry bettina! about me and pam cancelling on you. and by gawd its raining so heavily. i seriously don't feel like going out at all. lazy bumness much, but yeah who the heck feels like going out on a rainy day??!


there's a she. but she's not me.


i was thinking about what jiaqi told me. hahaha. am i supposed to get upset? jiaqi thought i would, i think, cuz she seemed shocked when i wasn't all "omg?" and instead was nonchalent. hahah. i don't really like him anyways, so yeah why should i care much about him.