Hang on, I'm bueno-ing!

No, I'm serious. I could finally bear to eat my Kinder Bueno, so I did.

Still feeling pukish after drinking the Koi bubble tea with Cia earlier. Too much pearl = gagging device!

School has been a blast lately! What with all the Kpop craziness in class with Manda and Mel. Manda and I will do the Again & Again dance again and again. (HAHA DIDN'T REALIZE IT, BUT PUN NOT INTENDED!)

Once we got caught by Atiqah and Cia. Qah was like, "GWEN AND MANDA! WHAT IS THIS?!"


I love school.


(Minus the homework, crappy teachers, attiude teachers, H1N1 checks, temperature-taking.. mhmm.)

My temperature's been going up steadily for the past 2 days. Its funny, cuz its like 37.3 yesterday, then 37.4 after recess yesterday. Today it was 37.4 in the morning and 37.5 after recess. Oh well, don't give me a real fever and I'm a HA-PPY GIRL.

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Might be going for a hip hop competition in 2 weeks. Still can't make up my mind cuz finally there's a solo category, yet I feel this strong guilt as I need to focus and put my heart into studies.

This is what I want; to prove to my parents something, most of all. And also to show to myself I am not a CMI kia.

I was really depressed after the crew dropped out without telling me first before the last competition. Haha I remember Quin lending me her shoulder when I was talking to Ker about it in a very heartbroken way on the bus back from NSC.

But seriously, after that I stopped hip hop.


I can't make up my mind!

I think I can mug when I come home, then practice for 1 hour every day after studying?

Need. To. Figure. This. OUT!




Love this song after finding out the lyrics. Didn't like it too much at first; found it was too rushed and not as good as their previous mini album and full album. But SNSD made a sexy, more matured and prettier comeback. :)

I love Sunny and Sooyoung! They look so much more matured than ever and Sooyoung's new haircut is :heart:. Taeyeon too, not much changes but pretty as ever. Yoona's haircut and brown hair makes her look so different especially on the album cover. I couldn't find her on the cover at first or their group shots cuz she looks so fierce.

Well, the girls that debuted as soft, gentle and cutsie girls are now grown up! (Just like SHINee. Why does SM Entertainment want them to all make looks-mature comebacks?!)

Don't like Yuri's new hair.
(It made me mistake her for maknae Seohyun. =.=)

Find someone that makes you go, "10점 만점에 10점!"

10점 만점에 10점! Yeh I've been spamming this line everywhere today.

Couldn't get the MV or the song out of my head today.

Sat in Dad's new car for the first time on the way for badminton practice. I LOVE his car, it can connect and play my iPod's songs! Which, btw, my dad totally said was crap songs, but still. The base. was like, "Whoa!" and he even wanted to turn it up.

Starting badminton lessons this week probably. Can't wait! But Loongloong's not coming this Tuesday so I start next week onwards when the school's schedule's more stabalized.

Eileen's joining me after O's! Can't wait to train with her.


Just printed out the new timetable and felt that life sucks.

Life sucks when your printer sucks.

Okay not really, but it sucks when school's about to reopen.

1) No more spending the week watching SHINee and 2PM videos
2) No sleeping at 7AM yet not caring cuz the next day I can wake up at 12pm.
3) No more using of laptop the whole day
4) NO MORE SLACKING.

Sigh I feel deprived already.

Singapore government is ridiculous in the sense that they are making us go back to school for lessons even though the germ could spread to the whole level within a morning assembly if someone is affected. SUCKAS. Results over health to them. SUCKAS. So competitive for what.

Alrighty, chiong chiong chiong! Prelims then O's, gambatte ne!

I luffs watching Lets Speak Korean on Arirang. Woohoo gain more Korean knowledge. Been watching Arirang and KBS till like 4am for the past few days. Get super gittery and squealy when I see SHINee/2PM.

I want to go to Korea to see them so bad! SG should have Kpop Fest again this year, would so totally go.

SG sucks, can't even find my Reebok Reverse Jam here.

Oh btw, the 1E'06 mini gathering was awesome. Da bombzzz.

1) Ciping lost his specs.
2) Deyuan got made fun of the moment he took his shirt off.
3) Saw a guy from MF who graduated already, thought he didn't know me, but he told Ah-hong he did LOL.
4) Saw Lianghong in the same group of friends as that guy.
5) Got introduced to his friends as "Asshole".
6) Played water captain's ball with Lianghong and his poly friends.
7) Ate Ben&Jerry
8) Played more beach volleyball! Miss my time in ATS as a volleyballer.
9) Left Sentosa at 8 plus.
10) Ate dinner at 10:30pm with the girls, minus Sylvie and Jody.
11) Gossiped and 'vented' till like 11:20pm
12) Found out that me and Shirei have a lot in common.
13) Got home to find Loongloong etc. still here.
14) MEL PASSED TO AUNTY TUN MY ROMEO ALBUM AND POSTER FOR ME!!!

Roughly my day. Loved it.

The girls are planning to get together every week to study, cuz they offered to help me with Chem :) aw thanks guys! Then after studying we'll cook lunch, give ourselves a short break and go to the gym.

Amazingly, I connected with them more than I could ever imagine. Kinda happy that some people backed out cuz it just made this day a bonding day.

Thanks for letting me be myself infront of all of you girls. It was lovely to see a true group of friends after so much drama and shit. Megahearts!

Xo

ONDUBU HOSPITALIZED?!

Just great, I wanted to go to sleep and went to Allkpop before I did and when I saw this I was like "OMGWTFBBQSHITONEWONDUBUUUUU!!!".

Its damn scary, he almost got hit by the light fixtures.

Thank God for Suju's Siwon and Kyuhyun. All SHINee fans are all thankful you saved our wonderful (kinda dangerous, to be exact) Ondubu.


I mean c'mon! How can a huge music award show like this have PEOPLE holding up the STRUCTURES THAT HOLD UP THE LIGHTING!!

Its not like they're poor, they can build such a nice stage! Why not BUILD PROPER LIGHTING STRUCTURES.


To be honest, SNSD's reaction is.. kinda funny. Tho I kinda reacted the same way except my mouth's kinda bigger. Ommmm.

Is Jessica crying? HA. Okay fine, sorry. I've always kinda held a grudge against her for scolding Hyoyeon unni during a practice session in their reality show Mnet Back To School that I watched when they just debuted. (Yeah I was a huge SNSD fan at that time only cuz of Hyoyeon, thanks to Youtube's videos of her and Lee Minyoung dancing.)

Oh well. Ondubu~, you really gotta look after yourself carefully!

First the fall which knocked your teeth out (and delaying SHINee's comeback at the same time, but not like that's an issue) and now this?

Onew Condition has got to stop, honestly!

Its like the Earth hates him or something. Even during THAT Music Bank performance, he slipped at 0:28 of the video. Poor dude. :(

Lala lalalalala, be my lady

Watching Music Bank on KBS World; now its Suju with Its You.

Before I begin,

R.I.P Michael Jackson

25th June 2009

An icon in music; the King of Pop.
The person who does the moonwalk so perfectly that no one can achieve (that standard).

Tho I never liked him for his whee-I'm-gonna-throw-my-baby-whose-head's-wrapped-in-a-towel-down-the-building antics (and I most certainly thought he had gone mad), he really was an inspiration and inspired so many and was the person who infected dancers with his unique style.

My mom just said while watching SHINee on Music Bank, "Their dance style a bit like Michael Jackson hor?"
And I suddenly recalled that days back, I read a comment saying, "SHINee's members are like mini-Michael Jacksons from their dances."

Anyway, back to topic. SHINee just went on just now. You should've heard the screaming fangirls! The artists after and before them (besides Suju) all didn't receive as much love from the audience. ;)

Nevertheless I was grinning like an idiot and called my Mom out. She was talking about Jonghyun's new haircut and how she prefered it when it was longer. YES MY MOM ACTUALLY LIKES SOMETHING I LIKE THAT IS NOT BADMINTON!

ONEW'S TALKING NOW! The emcee was like talking about SHINee and Suju vying for 1st place.

QUICK, ANNOUNCE THE WINNER! I WANNA SEE JONGHYUN CRY!
(I got pictures of this)











Not that I'm sadistic.. but I was always wondering when I'd see this scene. Must've been very touching cuz of Minho and Onew :)



AHAHAHAHA-
SHINee WON WITH JULIETTE!

I was hoping around my living room. Can't help it! And yup got to see Jonghyun oppa cry. Aw, cute yet a bit dramatic. Oh well, he always is/was.

Okay, KBS is now showing The Road Home. This will be a good episode so I must watch it! After downloading all the Korean songs I want to, that is. So seeya!

Excited for 1E'06 mini-gathering tomorrow morning!
10AM at AMK Hub yeah?


Xo

p.s. I just watched 2PM's 10 out of 10 MV and I realized..

..I saw this before on MTVAsia last year.

I recognised it cuz of the starting where the girl walks into a hotel and walks past the 2PM guys one by one.

JUST. WATCH. IT!
(Btw, the girl at the end is Yoobin from Wonder Girls. No wonder she looked so familiar.)

Khunnie and Wooyoung were so cute in this MV! I laughed so hard at the Wooyoung and Junsu serving the girl part, damn funny! x)

I think I'm starting to like Wooyoung just as much as I like Khunnie, which is bad! And I'm starting to find Chansung quite handsome after watching the reality show HotBlood.

Okay the main point of this is.. WHY DIDN'T I KNOW IT WAS THEM!!!!!!

Again, for the 2nd time already! Wish I liked them earlier, really. Would've gone to Kpop festival last year in SG!

Lala lalalalala, pretty lady~
Lala lalalalala, be my laaaady!

Heehee such an addictive line!

Addicted to Khunnie and Wooyoung!

OH. MY. GOD.




2PM was in Singapore last year in November for the Kpop festival?!?! WHAT THE HELL!!! When I saw the pictures and realized that it was prolly a Singapore cab (Comfort, four numbers on the carplate..) I went to Google it and realized they were HERE! Damnit they were in SG!

My mouth freaking hung open for like, 10seconds. I roughly counted. Cuz I was reading the article with my mouth open. =.=

Why didn't I like Nichkhun earlier!! I would've been at the festival T_T Wonder Girls was there too wthwthwth how could I miss this!!

OKAY SHINee, you had better come to Singapore soon!
Do a tour or something I don't care!

Btw,



It was hilarious after Junsu messed up and Taec shouted at him. Junho was totally pissed tho and its like Wooyoung totally gave up when he plastered himself to the wall x) LOL Khunnie as usual the only composed one. :)

Happy belated 21st/22nd birthday Khunnie!

Ugh 2 birthdays and I forgot the most important one:

HAPPY (BELATED) BIRTHDAY NICHKHUN!!

:spam hearts here please:

Lovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelove.

Aw so sweet, his fans decorated the JYPE office on the 23rd of June and sat there to wait for him to go into the office so that they could sing him a birthday song. AWW! I wish I were in Korea too, joining them.

Oh well. For SHINee's birthdays I'll be most glad if I could sit in SM Entertainment's office to wait for the boys!

Whoa, the time I go to bed is the time I hear other people's alarm clocks ringing, serious.

Well, hope you had a lovely birthday, 2PM's lovely Thai prince!
p.s. Don't like your new haircut. It suits Jae and Taec better.

SHINee picture spam, more tomorrow I need Zzzs

MY LITTLE MUSHROOM HEAD OF A TAEMIN!

Can imagine him saying,

"Onew hyung, I love you ^_^"

I love this picture of Jonghyun!
Peckkhee, I know you want it ;)

Yup, this is the JH I miss so much. :(

I'm still hunting for those Reeboks!

Who is this girl. Not another noona please. UGH SHINee DON'T DO THIS TO ME!

I realized the only person in SHINee I don't bother keeping much pictures of is Key.

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EEEEEEEEP!
(sorry, I know 'EEEEP's are annoying)

LOOK WHAT I FOUND!
Darling on SNSD's Gee MV set! Oh gosh he was so cute then.

Still is, but now he's cute + hot.

MINHO YOU MAKE ME NUTS.

Can't imagine having a boyfriend cuz.. how can one girl possibly get to crazy over one boy and have a boyfriend at the same time! Ah Minho you're the best!

On another note.. How can SNSD change THIS much?!

When I first saw this, I was like shocked:
1) Where's Taeyeon? (For a leader she's positioned really in the shadows)
2) Why is Yuri standing in the middle??
3) Sunny, WHERE ARE YOU!!
4) Hyoyeon why are you so different, no longer hip hop-like :(
5) Sooyoung is hotter now!


Technically, I hate it when idol groups go on hiatus for a while and come back with a totally new image. I've not been keeping track of SNSD prolly cuz I've been so into SHINee now, but still their group shot just weirded me out.

Good example would be SHINee's ROMEO album comeback. Its so sad seeing them changed so much and Taeminnie's so much thinner now! THAT PICTURE that people said made him look like a beggar!

THIS DARNED PICTURE.

Well he does look damn hot now and lost his nickname of Mushroom Head, but still.. hm.

I totally started liking Minho more after I saw ROMEO. Maybe cuz Jonghyun's changed so much, and its expected cuz he's very fond of his looks and its VERY obvious ^_^

http://www.allkpop.com/index.php/full_story/best_idol_group_leader_goes_to/

CRAP ALL YOU NETIZENS!
(Okay, joking, just joking, chill.)

But.. how can you be so cruel as to vote Onew as the last?! 234 votes? You gotta be kidding me. Onew's like the most caring leader ever, should've seen him comforting SHINee whenever they got so emotional or something.

And the "Everything he does, its Onew Condition~!" song by SHINee is just proof how he's goofy yet a good leader. :)

Actually, he's somewhat like Ohno! Names even. Onew oppa, Ohno-kun. Both goofy and blur, yet when situations arise, they're like the best leaders ever.

Anyways JAE GOT 2ND! And Taeyeon unni, you go girl!
Yeah, Jaebeom from 2PM. Happy! And there's a girl group called 4Minutes. I am about to kill myself.

WHY IS THERE A FEMALE VERSION OF EVERY POSSIBLE KOREAN BOY IDOL GROUP?!

SNSD = SuJu
CJSH The Grace = DBSK
Crystal (yet to debut) = SHINee

Note: I AM GOING TO HATE CRYSTAL WHEN THEY DEBUT. I THINK.

4Minutes.. possibly 2PM's female version?

Still finding a Big Bang and SS501 female version. People are saying that there are female versions for both.



Aw their reactions- SO CUTE! Especially Jonghyun's smile. Makes me miss the old him.



1:23 Taemin's mic got covered by his jacket AW! While watching this I was trying so hard not to squeal especially during Minho's rapping part cuz its 4AM now and my dad will kill me if he realizes I'm still awake.



Juliette parody; MUST WATCH, ITS DAMN FUNNY!

SHINee FIGHTING!

KPOP

Hahah believe it or not, 2AM and I'm texting Syafiqah and Ciping.

Talking to CP about this Saturday.

A few people smsed me last minute to cancel today. Still glad that there are people going! 3rd 1E'06 gathering.. Can't believe how time flies with these people. Like sitting with them every morning (except this year I've been almost-late every morning) to chat till we have to move to the hall.

..WHAT ARE ALL THESE AUDITIONSEA SONGS DOING ON MY iPOD??!


I have no idea why I've been so free. I'm supposed to be studying right now and like, piling books on top of my head literally. Yet I'm texting away, choreographing dances and playing badminton! A tad bit too carefree a life for a Secondary 4 student, no?

3 people already asked me to watch Transformers, all in the same day!
I want to go with all 3. Okay, maybe 2.

Oh, now iPod's playing Into The Night, by Santana. I love this song.

SHINee FIGHTING!
(Post on top of this please.)


p.s. Happy birthday D.H.L

FIGHT, FIGHT, FIGHT

I didn't feel like studying actually. I mean its like, who wants to study when you're tired from going out and arcading (oops..)? 'till my iPod shuffled to a random Arashi song.

.. 'Fight Song'

And believe it or not, I got inspiration to sit my butt down and at least study Chem.

Yay Arashi, you rock my stinky, uncivilised and obnoxious sockzxzxzxzx! Zxzxzx was kinda a sailing thing wasn't it? We always come up with the most random things to say =.=

4hours, many songs and a bit of sweat later...

On how I should probably feel

I have always understood that I am very verbal - verbal in the sense that I'm not afraid to let people around me know what is on my mind.

Of course, I never understood why I am not like that when it comes to my parents, even when its to the extent where I wished children had the right to give their parents a wake up slap.

Take my Mom, for instance. Everytime I mention something I want/need, she pretends to be deaf, oblivious to the fact that I'm talking.

But today, when I finally expressed my annoyance and anger when she did a Deaf Stunt (becoming THE Deaf in the process), she got all annoyed at me. Perhaps it is just me and the fact that I have this extremely obnoxious personality sometimes, but I felt no remourse.

It seems to be the case that when we do what you have been doing (that annoys us), you will feel the annoyance we feel. Yet you never understand what we are doing are what YOU have been doing all this while.

Which is really stupid, to be precise.

Then again, I never understood children who don't appreciate their parents when they are the sort who cheer their kids on, giving them their own mindset when it comes to chosing paths, encouraging them.

Something my parents aren't.

But it just so happens that what I love -- be it dance, photography, SHINee and certain TV shows -- my parents don't seem to give a damn about. Infact, they discourage me from those.

Life suddenly becomes stagnant for a moment. A self-reflection makes me wonder.. What I do, am I doing it for myself?

It seems that what I do is a desperate attempt to get my workaholic, busy parents closer to me and to understand me. What they are enthusiastic about is what I try to be enthusiastic about too. Yet they take it to their advantage.

Badminton, for example. The moment they realise I got the Badminton Bug back, they ask me to go for lessons as soon as Loongloong bugged me to join him. They seemed to have forgotten that this is my O level year..?

Dance, on the other hand, is what my dad wants me to stay away from till after O's. 'I want you to quit dance until after your major exams.'

Does no one see a certain likeness to both activities? One being that both are once a week? Except I can rule out that badminton has more bad points:
1. Badminton will be from 2pm to 8pm if i go for Sunday lessons. Dance, on the other hand, is 1hr 30mins a week. Minus practice time.

2. Depending on the coach, badminton might even be twice a week. Dance is fixed once a week.

See? And they tell me to stay away from dance WHY?

Because they have no interest in it. Same goes for the Wii. Imagine: how much time can one person POSSIBLY spend on that machine? And they say they're not getting it cuz we got our major exams. Cough. Biased is what this is.

Oh well.. Gonna resume packing my room. For once its actually breathable in here. :)

Ciaos!
Xoxo

H1N1 FTW

HAHA. MOE, just reopen schools later already, saves Channel News Asia the poll.

Don't get hungry. Doooon't get hungry! Ugh shall drink strawberry milk and eat fruits. Need to repay for how much I've eaten the last month already sigh.