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Gwendolyn N.
26 years young, a dreamer struggling ever so slightly to not let the world's negativities consume her.


Saturday, May 09, 2009

When you find you, come back to me/Funk-a-rooney

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"You want to go walk with her for what? You always say she gives you problems and makes you frustrated... Since when was she grateful to you??"

Don't know where to start.
Was looking forward to lunch with my family since we hardly go out together, till my dad made that stupid comment on the car when my mom said she wanted to go shop with me.

MY MOM EVEN AGREED.
Then he was all, "Oh, she's listening to her MP3, she can't hear us."

Tell me what you have done so far to make me feel.. grateful?
Making fun of me, not taking me seriously, never understanding before jumping to conclusions and scolding me for things I've never done to deserve it?
And both of you throwing tantrums at me because of problems at work?
OH SO I SHOULD BE GRATEFUL FOR THOSE, YOU'RE SAYING?

At Kenny Roger's for lunch, he told me: "Everytime we bring you out to eat you have that uninterested face. I don't like that attitude of yours Gwen." Of course uninterested. What else do you expect me to have?

A happy face??!


Fug!

Even then, now I keep to myself so much.
Can't consider myself as having a lot of friends now, huh.
Where art thou Beethoven?

They say he kept to himself and avoided people because his dearest friend passed away and no one understood him so no one wanted/would be bothered enough to help.

Maybe I'll become like that soon enough.


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I swear not to give in to him this time. Swear I'm not talking to him.

People who read this can go ahead and judge me for being not being filial but I have my reasons for being like that.

Time to get changed and go to ahma's place for a steamboat with ge pek, ge m, ahma, Mel and Amanda. Hopefully Timothy too.

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