yay! audition is working. whoo!

Guess what!~
its 2.34AM! :D

wowwow! and i'm not asleep - yet. heh.

okay 1 thing.

the blogskins war is getting stupid. stupid, well, in many ways. i dont know lah, those immature people. and i thought i was immature. Hello? they're all older than me lah. Haha.

Anyway.
Today's blogskins mass chat was not about the usual; it was more about the war. Ben spent dunno how many hours from about 10.20pm-1am with Tere talking about the BS war between the cliques. you think lah, BS wars between the CLIQUES?! i mean, come on lah. This is stupid!

The usual in the mass chat - me, Ben, Tere (and yes, she WAS raping people as usual), Angella, Cyn, Fab, Kelly... then i forgot. Heh.

Ben, as usual, was discussing whats wrong with the *ahem* other clique. The LEK clique. I'm like, this is super childish! Haha. But bo bian.

-scarstically- BS wars is currently the hottest addiction on blogskins.com! Like WOW! i wanna play too! oh lets see... for kiddos aged 1-10. OHHH! okay, i shan't play! its for LITTLE KIDDIES!

er, okay, lame. haha. so yah. i think BS war is stupid lah. Why can't we have peace like the blogskinners of last year? before all these new crappy blogskinners came in and starting some flamming crap, etc. i'm like, what the heck lah you all. you join blogskins at least maintain the peace right? SOTD comes about they all qiang3, Top 15 Rated they also qiang3, SOTY they also QIANG3.

QIANGQIANGQIANG, qiang till you die lah!

The lameness!

1. Fighting over SOTD is lame. You freaks of BS, please scram from BS until you think you're not that immatured to fight over SOTD, its a free world you know.
2. SOTY? Fat hope! Unless you're tongtong whose skin was like, Top 10 downloaded or whatever for like, the whole year round then you can slowly forget about it.
3. Stop the clique crap. Why must have some shitty clique? Just all be friends lah. Will die one meh?
4. Stop FLAMMING. Ahh yes, the art of flamming great BSners, hmm, ahh! You create multiple accounts and go around flamming people. Flamming until your butt on fire lah uncle. Flame so much.
5. Stop arguing? Yesyes, arguing is for children 1-10. :D
6. If you think you're famous, then its a "like shit!" case. If you think you're famous? THINK AGAIN.

These are all the lame-y things on BS. Get a life lah blogskinners! GET A LIFE.

Ben ah Ben! My DEAREST HATED friend. Ben ah Ben! When will you let your hatred END? omg it rhymes. wuahahah! so funny and cool. i shall go be a poet when i'm older -day dreams-

on second thought, maybe not -smilesmile-

anyway,
i'm just not siding anyone for this war, be it Benny Wenny my *ahem* BESTIE *vomits blood* on BS or LEK and co. I shall remain my neutral self. Along with Huiwen.

YOKECHING! I LOVE YOUUUUUUU! :D

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Tag replies!

Haha. sorry. these few days people keep tagging and i lazy to reply. so lazy that all the tags accumilated and now i cannot reply on my tagboard. haha (:

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yokeching: wah at least yours is your teacher help you submit. mine is we ownself submit etc leh! so sad right! but the t-shirt me and my friends designed quite nice. haha! :D

anonymous: oh really? okay thanks for informing me haha. i thought it was 6 cos i hear my friend say -_-

HUIWEN: haha why! no wonder i never see you online. oh the war. to me its terrible. got read forums?

winteng: haha okay thanks! and no you're not a girl who acts innocent (: thanks for loving me lah you :D haha. we shall go to 3E together yeah! i doubt my appeal would get through though ): oh well. haha

huixian: hellos hellos huixian! :D suresure (:

singglingg: oh okay (:

bEv: haha. really? i never really pay attention to what Mr Ho said. haha. but if Mr Prem is really your form cher then good luck bev (: but i think mrs thomas just wanna scare you. cos she told me for all the teachers not confirmed yet until end of November i think.

jani: omg JANI! i have not seen you tag me before :D this is a first. haha. thanks Jani, 2E will also rock with you in it! cos you're the best! :D thanks for the encouragements and your note to me. love ya! (:

daphne: yeah he is gonna be teacher of 2E. haha. and really? also consider humans ah? gosh... -_-

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wah... so little?

tomorrow is the last day of school. and after that, its time to move on to a different class! (unless my appeal gets through =/)

and yeah i know i have said this a trillion times, but thanks all oneENDEAVOURians for the lovely times. :D i enjoyed this year! haha. but next year, without a few people class will feel quite empty. like JiaQi, Kerrie, Beverly, Jing Yi, Jia Hui, Jane, Quin etc.

this morning i woke up all groggly, remembering about how i have d&t later, then i have the panel meeting. i was like, die. today will be a busy day!

so i slowly took my time to get ready. then when i reached school (my dad sent me to school somemore xD) it was already about 9.20am! then i slowly took my time to walk to the d&t room. then i see, ehh? how come first floor no one? then i slowly walked up to the second floor d&t room and heard mr raihan talking. felt to relieved!

crap, i'm still not done with my d&t project! i'm gonna die. tomorrow is the last day where we will have d&t liao lorh (i think)! diediedie!!! i think i'm the only one who hasn't finished my project. i think i'm just gonna rot and die. mr raihan's gonna kill me! i think everyone finished their throphy projects already. haha.

the worse thing was, when i was not even halfway through, i had to leave the workshop cos of the panel meeting; and i was already 5 mins late!

and mr raihan left at about 10+ to go to AITONG to like, talk about Mayflower Sec. i was like "Mr raihan! i wanna go!!! MR RAIHAN! cannot liddat! i wanna bully my juniors! :D" then he asked Jacelyn if got enough people going then she replied so confidently and proudly "Of course lah!" wah lao ei. sometimes its the buay tahan situation with her can! she even called mr raihan RAIIIII! or something like RAIY. i am like, AMAZED. she can be SO RUDE to teachers sometimes. even though mr raihan is friendly, we can't be so rude to call them whatever we want lah!

Then mr raihan left, and i was left with the class to complete our d&t projects. so at about 10.25am i walked with JiaQi down to the 1I classroom and sat outside waiting for the teachers. I saw Elizabeth and her mom inside. Elizabeth seemed all smiley etc. so i was quite confident that the panel meeting wouldn't be THAT bad, right?

the teachers dragged on the meeting with the two students inside for so long lah! Elizabeth and some other 1I or 1A guy. At the table with Liz was Mrs Thomas and Ms Lim. The other table the teachers i dunno who.

by the time i was finished, it was 11.35am. then when i stood up, i saw JiaQi peeping into the window! she was so lovely to actually sit outside and wait for me! but of course she went off to buy her Milo xD then Mdm Goh talked to me and JiaQi about being in a film with our other classmates as she needs to submit the film to MOE or something. so we agreed. then as we walked on Ms Lim was talking to my dad and mom. so we stayed on a little while more while Ms Lim talked.

Then JiaQi decided to wait for Seraphina till she was done with her ushering of the panel meeting people and something that she needed to do at the end of the day. i was kinda shocked. she bothered to wait for me and also shun bian wait for Seraphina! i mean, she's so sweet!!!

When i was on the way to central, Kerrie called me and told me that Beverly doesn't wanna go bowling because Janisha and Tan Ying don't wanna go. i was kinda shocked, again. cos prepare liao say liao ask liao then now Beverly dowan to go. But oh well, also cannot force her. She wants to do what then i cannot force her to change her mind mah (:

So i went to popular and KFC to buy my stuff and eat with my parents. then after that Kerrie and Alicia decided to meet me at KFC too for their lunch and later go to my place to do up the class tee, which we have been dragging on for a long time already. so i agreed to it since i just wanna get this done and over with.

We took a long time arguing over what looked nicer, where to put the font, etc. And when we were done with everything it was almost 6+! we didn't slack. we just took turns to edit everything one by one. haha.

yeah! to print the shirt only costs 15 bucks! haha I WANT!!! :D i will go design my own shirt lah. hahaha.

and my mom has agreed to put me on trial for the allowance crap xD yay! but now too late lah. cos tomorrow already last day of school =/ so haha.

anyway. LOVE YA ONEENDEAVOUR! :D

okay, i so need to change my blogskin! rawr.

anyway.
been stupidly stressed up about my results. damn! my nightmare came true -

i'm going to 2I next year.

Like, wth? i was hoping for me to stay in 2E lah! rawr! thinking of appealing, but tzuling just told me whats the use of appealing? its only a sec 2 year, only sec 3 then appealing is important.

Phaedra and Landson are gonna be in 2I. i dunno whether to laugh or to cry.

Derick and Yokeching are gonna go to 2E!!! omg lah! Kerrie and Eileen and Jia Qi and Seraphina all stayed on in 2E. Oh well, there goes my best/good friends! Especially Derick and Yokeching, i was hoping to get into the same class as them!

I think i'm getting really emotional these few days. Mrs Thomas didn't even say who will be getting out of 1Endeavour and i was sitting in the theathrette [or whatever thy might spell it as] crying. Mrs Thomas only said "and now to know who will be moving out of this class.." and i teared like a tap.

At first Mrs Thomas said so many names, i couldn't remember all! Then when i thought the list was over, she just HAD TO say my name! say it last somemore! I could hear all the Endeavourians gasp when my name was said. i know - i'd miss them terribly too.

After recess Derick and Yokeching got their results of which class they're going to, and when Derick literally ran to me from his class to my class telling me he got to 2E, i screamed. Then Yokeching came over, looking really sad. Then she said she's going to 2E. I screamed again. I screamed damn loudy lah. Janisha and TanYing came out to see what happened. LOL. Derick and Yokeching ended up calming me down cos i kept screaming. haha.

I mean, both of them are my good friends lah, and i was really, REALLY hoping to get into same class as them, especially Yokeching! I love her loads, and we both hoped we would get into same class, but THIS has to happen.

I was crying the whole day, I mean, think of it.

I've been class chairperson of oneEndeavour for such a long time! Then suddenly, POOF! And half the class is gone; all seperated. I'm one of those seperated, i'm moving on, on to another class. its another planet to me. Oh God! please bless me!!!

I'm trying to appeal to stay in 2E, even though MR PREM [our disipline master] is the form teacher of 2E. God! Please help me yeah!

But i can consider myself lucky cos Mr Prem is 2E's form teacher leh! No wonder Yokeching and Derick seemed to wanna jump and break the table into half after they realised that they got to 2E.

During lunch, before I went up to the theathrette [or whatever its spelled as], i saw Derick and he asked if it was confirmed i was going to 2I and i told him yah. Then he was like, "ohh... okay". Then i grabbed his shoulders and shook him hard going "Nooooo! Derick!!! I dowan to go to 2I!!! NOOO!!! Derick!!! How could you and Yokeching go to 2E! DERICK!!!" well, there goes my class chairperson friend that i was hoping to get into same class as. At least we're both student councilors!

Erm. Correction; TRAINEE student councilors. Heh.

At least me and Derick and Yokeching are still SLs lah, so yah. Luckily! haha. Man, i just HAD to swap with them, did i? Well, at least Kerrie would be able to experience how kind Derick is to people, or well, the people he mostly knows. haha.

Most of us class chairpersons are lucky that most of us are in the trainee student leaders thing. Like 1A, Maruay, 1E, me, 1I, Derick, 1J, Zul. Whoo! Yuen Man is trainee Peer Leader. WAH! okok at least we're all still sticking together, even though i'm the only sec 1 GIRL chairperson whos in the trainee student councilors! (: i mean, Maruay, Derick and Zul. Ahhh i'm gonna die. Haha. All the ex-class chairpersons of our class :D

Maruay's going to 2A. Derick's coming to 2E, Yokeching's coming to 2E. I dont know about Zul. Shall ask Derick then.

In my class, only Nicolette and Sheryl are going to 2A i think! omg, i will miss them! Nicolette even asked me and Shriram if she should consider changing schools and we were like "NO!" okay, maybe only me. Shriram took the situation calmly and explained to her that he'd respect her decision.

CONGRATS TANYING AND SHRIRAM FOR GETTING BOTH 4TH AND 2ND IN THE WHOLE SEC 1 COHAUGHT! CONGRATS! :D

Btw, just like to say, thanks everyone who tagged on my tagboard after reading my post! I shall reply :



yokeching: yeah! why did we go to different classes? rawr. the school system is NOT GOOD i tell ya! ):

Seraphina: thanks Seraphina! aww man. i love you loads okay! (: will miss ya like i will miss everyone else. you all have been great classmates for such a horrigible class chairperson like me. heh! (:

Qii: i'm gonna miss you too dear! You've been a joy to me and the rest of the oneENDEAVOURians. lets enjoy thursday together yeah? miss ya!

kangrui: haha. Thanks lah bud! :D you also must jiayou okay? yeah we're gonna make NEA2 a huge caregroup! yeah! jiayous okay kangrui! and thanks for not calling me K.G. for once. I also never call you K.K.R. for once. Or twice, or thrice! :D

ALICIA: i am! heh. (:

nicolette: haha. good point. thanks nicolette! congrats on getting into 2A! good luck for next year my dear! hey, it rhymes! :D

yokeching: haha. Oh well, you'll be having them as classmates next year. You'll know why i love them so much sooner enough! (:

bEv: haha! oh bev! i dont know what i'd do without you babeh! oh man. i'll miss you all. yes, friendships last so long as we try! :D

Seraphina: well, i didn't. oh well, you're still loved! :D

MF: LOL. Who are you?

Shriram: well, i already got to 2I.. if my appeal is unsuccessful, LEAD them well my vice chairperson! :D

kerrie: yeah! like CEMENT :D okay lets JIAYOU okay! (:

Qii: thanks jiaqi! you're the sweetest! (:

Bev: ): Bev! omgosh i love you soooooooooo much! -hugs- haha i know you like my name xD joking joking! (:

mich: thanks! :D

argh.

kinda on the verge of tears now.

was kinda thinking about how i most probably would drop out of Endeavour class, despite my english marks and my literature marks due to my drastic drop in my results.

i dropped from 50% to 6%! a -44% improve on the results paper. and my name was highlighted, along with Elizabeth's [she dropped the most in our class], Chu Xian and Aaron. Aaron was not taking the fact that Mrs Thomas told him that those people who got their names highlighted would most probably end up to go for PANEL. He kept talking as if he was traumatised.

but i also can't say i'm not scared of panel. its like, all your subject teachers, parents and even HOD and maybe the PRINCIPAL there all infront of you, asking you questions on why you dropped! Elizabeth said its nothing much, and i dont believe her cos i know that people who've been to panel before came out crying before =/ ning xin told me.

anyway.
the point is this:


to all oneENDEAVOUR people,

thanks you guys [or thanks you 33 girls and 7 guys], for like, kinda surpporting me as your class chairperson this whole year. yah. i know, i can get really absurdly bossy and irritating to you all, especially when i shout to get you attention. but hey, you guys didn't give me your attention! :D

anyway, i just wanna say thanks. This is the first time i've been a class chairperson [didn't get chances in primary school], and the experience being a class chair is like, super fun thanks to you all! :D i expected this year to be a boring and dull one, as i took on the job as class chairperson. but then, you guys brightened up my life each day! each day you all have been really good to me, even though i get super tantrum-antel. (: i thought the job of class chairperson would be a lame and boring one, but you guys helped me make my job throughout the year fun!

you all have helped me loads, and you're always there for me during my lowest points of life, and i really appreciate it! you all know how to comfort me, but i, on the other hand, comfort people like i was talking to myself. i can only be lame to make you all happy (:

i guess, with my current results, dropping out of the Endeavour class, or English class, would be inevitable. i guess i won't be with you all next year already. this is a class chairperson here getting panel soon. what kind of class chairperson is this? haha.

anyway, given the fact that i'm already a trainee student councilor who would most probably become an offical student councilor next year, i can't be the class chairperson of 1E anymore. well, must also give way to others mah! thanks to Beverly and Sylvie and TanYing, for saying that no matter what you all will root for me and vote for me to be class chairperson for you all next year, even though i know its impossible as i would most probably drop out. English class isnt all about our English grades, and to be in the English class they also consider our other subjects and not mainly English, said Mrs Thomas. so oh well.

Lets enjoy our last few days of school together (:

Yeah! Thank God! i finally managed to hand in 3 book reviews yeah! :D

But now the problem is, i still owe Mrs T. 2 book reviews. but heck, i can only find one stupid book to write a review on! and the book is seriously childish. i haven't even read the full story. But i've read it before. only a few chapters though.

today's cg was quite fun lahs. instead of going to Rix's house, we went to erm.. ehh. forgot her name already. li yen or something's place for cg instead. keith lead games, and we played chop chili chop chili CHOPCHOPCHOP! :D quite fun. keith go choose Jon to be the catcher and he chose me to be the one who changes the moves. heng i not very clear on the changing thingy, then he ask Jon go back to the kitchen and he ask another person to be the 'leader'.

Jon went "qie la jiao qie la jiao qie la jiao!" haha. he's lame, but lame in quite a cute way lah.
in the end he and yining kena forfeit. but their forfeit was not to do forfeit! HUH? haha.

after cg we went to J8 since its so near. the whoever's place is near shanai's place! haha. then we go Mac and slack. while yongkang they all talking, jie wei reading his book and jocelyn and heidi busy fiddling with their hps, wenzhen was there going through a little of my math SA2 corrections with me!

She tried tutoring me some questions. and yining kept taking the paper and going "oh! so EASY! even I also can do lorh! Oh! so EASY." like, so ehh-ish. lol.

i kept asking about Kangrui since he never come. aww, he's down with fever! quite sad lah; no one to bully during today's CG. okok JOKING! heh. but poor thing leh he.. ownself go clinic see doctor. in the end doctor out to lunch, then kangrui went home i think, and when he came back the queue was super long.

i guess everyone's falling sick due to the haze. yes, even me.

so kangrui ended up waiting by himself for 45mins! i ask him why never ask us pei him? cos we will go pei him see doc if he needs us to pei him de lorh! then he kept saying he was very TOUCHED by what i said, and he kept saying he is MELTING. lol.

i THAT mean to him de meh?

but okay lah, he also quite nice to me most of the time. that time i fell down and put that my knee hurts in my msn nick then he also ask me if i was okay. haha.

anyway.
then me and wenzhen and yining stayed back with yongkang for dinner at Mac.

Poor yongkang. end up he eat a meal. we all eat wenzhen's fries and drink a drink only. he said we pangseh him and say we wanna eat DINNER but we end up drinking a drink only! haha. SORRY YONGKANG! (:

today Yongkang told me something a bit unbelievable. he said he hopes that by end of next year June me and Wen Zhen can be CLs [care leaders] of two CGs. one for Deyi and one for Mayflower! and he thinks Yining also has the potential to be the youngest Unit Leader in the whole of Y-HOPE! and me and Wenzhen be under her charge! haha (: jiayous Yining!

a bit hard lah, but i will try my best. yongkang used the example of Jon and Pete, leading their own Anderson caregroup. haha. oh well. i could tell that wenzhen was also quite happy to hear what yongkang told us.

yongkang even wants me and wenzhen to lead games in the next formal caregroup! meaning about 2 or 3 weeks from now. WAH! if we really do, its gonna be so cool. but if i do, its gonna be me and wenzhen's first time leading games. kinda worried that we will screw up. oh well, God will give us directions if we're going wrong! :D

next week's cg : MOVIE!

Deathnote people!!

we might be going for a movie! and we might be watching DEATHNOTE! ahhh that guy with the brown hair in it. he looks so cute in the poster. omg, i'm not like yining lah! she is totally siao over him can. i am only 10% of her siaoness.

yeah Project SOS! :D kinda excited. only left one week to bring more people to come and know God. ahhhhhh! must jiayou! everyone i asked is rejecting me. AHHH why liddat! God!!! i need some strength. go pull people come church! hahas no lah (: oh God i pray that i would be able to influence people with my life as an example to show how much we've experienced your love and care and how its changed us. AMEN!

ergh. rushing through some book reviews.

DAMN.

Its either me, or life AIN'T HAPPY WITH ME.
Life seems wrong.
I feel like i'm at the end of the road.
Either way out - a waterfall leading deep into the river it flows down and a bridge which is still halfway under construction.

Either ways, LIFE SEEMS WRONG.

I thought my "TABOO DAYS!" were long over. heh. i was super wrong man!

my results - like SHIT
my life = DOOMED.

okay. shall post my currently shitty results here. damn, i need a life boost man.

Chinese
Oral - 24/40
Letter Writing - 14.5/20
Paper 2 - 44.5/90

D&T
33/50

New South Wales
a stinking PARTICIPATION

English
Oral - 13.5/20
Letter Writing - 28/30 [:D]
Composition - 18/30
Paper 2 - 58/80

Literature
52/80

damn. i hate my results. worse, my English, Literature and D&T results. I placed super high hopes on them as they are my strong subjects. Especially English. Hello? I'm in an English class here?

Even though for my English paper 2 me and Nicolette and Eleanore got top 3 in class [they also got same as me], i still feel upset. i pushed myself to do better. after the exams i was kinda contented i studied and pushed myself. yet the results pull down my liveliness.

For literature, i aimed for a nice 60-70/80 for it. But i got a 52! wah. i feel so depressed. my strongest subject somemore! argh. 52/80... AHHHHH

For Enlgish, i aimed 15/20 for oral and 60/80 for my english. but the results i got, was of course, not higher than my expectations. it didn't even meet my expectations! instead it was a 13.5 and a 58!!!

For D&T, i was hoping for at least 40-45/50. argh. but i got a 33. RAHRAHRAHRAHRAH!!! i think i'm gonna fall into depression soon. RWAR! i wanna cry, but i can't.

But i don't know why, when i got my chinese, i didn't feel like crying. instead of the usual tears-after-getting-paper tradition that i have, i smiled. i mean, i REALLY smiled. i was kinda shocked. Nicolette was like, "Ehh Gwen??? don't cry! Doooonnnn't cry!!!" and i was not even close to tears. heh. but later, i couldn't even fight for 0.5 marks to PASS?! omg i felt so helpless towards my chinese. i'm a failure for chinese can!

For Science too, i was infact smiling away. I think Bev thought I scored really well. so did jing yi and nicolette too i think. then i told them my marks and they were like, "gwen, are you having a fever?" i mean, they didn't say that. but their expressions tell me so. i mean, i got a nice 51/100, and i sat there smiling. heh. maybe i'm contented cos i know, i tried my best, i already pushed myself very far to go memories many stuff for science. so i'm contented with my results for science and chinese. (:

oh well. i guess its back to my book reviews. lets hope my math and art [art is another one of my beloved subjects] won't meet with my taboo days. heh.

if my bad results continue coming, i fear i won't get to play my baby. meaning, my guitar :D <3!

Bored? ((Over 100 questions))

Part 1 -- The Basics;

What's your name? ::: Gwendolyn Neo
Birthplace ::: singapore
Age ::: 13
Age you act ::: erm. i guess it should be 13.
Current location ::: at home.
Eye color ::: dark brown
Hair color ::: dark brown
Right, lefty or ambidextrous? ::: right
Zodiac sign? ::: rooster
Height? ::: 162cm

Part 2 -- Describe...

Your heritage/nationality ::: singaporean
Your hair ::: dark brown
Your fears ::: insects
Your perfect room ::: my messed up room! :D
What you practically do in a day ::: play com and sleep

Part 3 -- What is/are...

Words you overuse ::: anything and dunno
Phrases you overuse ::: "oh man!" and "hi whosoever my name is GWEN! whats yours?" and "so yah"
Your first thought when you wake up ::: 5 MORE MINS!!!
Your greatest accomplishment ::: dunno (:
Something you want to do ::: sleep like a pig

Part 4 -- This or that;

Pepsi or Coke ::: none of the above
McDonald's or Burger Kings ::: ehh. BOTH! :D
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera ::: Britney Spears
Chocolate or vanilla ::: CHOCOLATE!!!! :D
Adidas or Nike ::: both!!!
Black or white ::: again, both
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) ::: bills. oh wait, maybe coins.
Burgers or hot dogs ::: burgers!
Egypt or France ::: France. FEMME GWEN!
Rock or rap ::: both

Part 5 -- Do you...

Smoke ::: no, duh. its for IDIOTS and NINCOMPOOPS.
Cuss ::: huh?
Sing well ::: ehh. average =/
Sing in the shower ::: "my showerhead is a very good audience" quoted HSM.
Talk to yourself --a lot-- ::: "hey GWEN! why are you called GWEN?" "I dunno. i guess i just am called gwen. i'm unique :D" does this tell you anything?
Believe in yourself ::: sometimes =/
Like taking these longass surveys? ::: well, its fun!
Play an instrument ::: yeah
Want to go to college? ::: yah.
Want to get married? ::: yes
Want to have children? ::: dunno
Think you're a health freak? ::: no
Get along with your parents ::: most of the time
Get along with your siblings? ::: err. "GERALD!!! GET LOST LAH." i hope this explains everything (:
Think you're popular ::: not really

Part 6 -- In the past month have you..

Gone out of state ::: nope.
Drank alchohal ::: nope.
Smoke ::: erm no and never.
Get high ::: i believe "Gwen you're super spastic" and "Gwen, you're LAME!!!" tells you everything
Done any drugs ::: stupid. drugs are stupid. and i'm not stupid.
Eaten an entire box of oreos ::: eee. fattening!
Been on stage ::: yeah/
Gone skinny dipping ::: no
Been dumped ::: err o.0
Dyed your hair ::: nope
Stolen anything ::: nope, except chocolates from my fridge! :D

Part 7 -- Your friends! =D

Craziest ::: Quin!
Loudest ::: Celine, Ethel and Derrick
Most shy ::: Sheryl
Blondest ::: huh?
Smartest ::: Shriram
Kindest ::: Jia Qi
Best personality ::: Jia Qi, again.
Most talented ::: dunno
Best singer ::: Celine? and maybe Rachel
Most ghetto ::: whats that
Drama Queen ((or King XP)) ::: Kerrie lah!
Pain in the ass ::: dont wish to say?
The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style))::: ehhh! LOL!
Funniest ::: Kerrie, Quin, Jia Qi
Best person for advice ::: Kerrie!
Dependable ::: Kerrie!
Trustworthy ::: Kerrie and Jia Qi
Druggie ::: none.
Most likely to end up in jail ::: erm. dont want to say
Person you've known the longest ::: EeKeng. 6yrs! [unless you wanna say childhood friend then its Nicholas, Jeremy, Kellyn, Sarah]

Part 8 -- The Last...

Last dream ::: it wasn't a dream. it was a nightmare!
Last nightmare ::: some stupid nightmare that made me sweat. seemed so real...
Car ride ::: it was a bus ride from school to amk central.
Last time you cried ::: recently? =/
Last movie seen ::: ehh. Aquamarine?
Last movie rented ::: none.
Last book read ::: i think its Horrible Histories : The Ruthless Romans :D
Last word said ::: okay!
Last curse word said ::: shit
Last time you laugh ::: just :D ahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahah!
Last phone call ::: yesterday night.
Last CD played ::: not CD. just in my iTunes :D
Last song you listened to ::: Believe Me, Fort Minor
Last annoyance ::: stupid audition.
Last IM ::: now?
Last weird encounter ::: erm. none?
Last person you hugged ::: Jia Qi =/
Last person you yelled at ::: none
Last time you wore a skirt ::: today. SCHOOL SKIRT LAH! i hate skirts =/
Last time you've been evil ::: ohoh! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. -acts innocent- recently?
Sarcastic ::: erm. in the previous questions answered.
Last time you fought with your parents ::: you mean argued? a few days ago.
Last time you wished upon a star ::: the haze is covering the stars. the sky is HA-ZE!
Played Truth or Dare ::: Saturday at Jia Hui's place.
Spent quality time alone ::: now.

Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness;

Are you talking to someone on AIM ::: nope. was talking to Kang Rui, Wen Zhen and Michelle though.
Do you feel lonely ::: no. the com makes a good companion! :D
Ever TP'd someone's house ::: huh?
How about egging someone's house ::: erm. i'm not so evil!
Do you not like dislike not like me? ::: huh?
Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? ::: yeah. maybe not 50cent but EMINEM! :D
Yo Momma ::: [is this a your momma joke? okay!] was so huge when she sat infront of the TV 4 advertisements went by and you didn't know it.
Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? ::: i. don't. eat. humans!
What do you think of George Bush? ::: like i said, he should go AMbush himself. rahaha!
Any secret fetishes? ::: huh? fetish for blue?
Do you like to wear chains? O_o ::: no.
How many languages do you speak? ::: 2 mainly spoken. about 2+ seldom spoken.
Damn.. are your fingers tired? Cause mine sure are! ::: so?
Glad this is over? ((Say yes and I'll stalk you =P)) ::: whatever. YES! come and stalk me lah!


Ultimate Survey (377 questions long)

time started: 8.25 pm
full name: Gwendolyn Neo
nickname(s): Gwen, Gwend, g-rhapsody, gwengwen, gee wen, dolyn, neopets -_-
birthday: 8 April!
where were you born: singapore
zodiac sign: rooster
height: 162cm
weight: must say?
hair color: dark brown
eye color: dark brown
shoe size: 8 and a half to 9
ring size: dont know
skin type (freckles, tan, albino, etc.): super tan
blood type: i think its A+?
grade: failing lah
GPA: huh
siblings: younger brother
tattoos: dont have
piercings: one on each ear.
hobbies: computer-ing, playing sports

-favorite

color: blue, orange, lime green, black
food: err, loads?
candy: chocolates can?
type of cheese: cheese?
pizza topping: pineapple and cheese!
salad dressing: dunno
sandwich: dunno
cereal: honey oats of strawberry or something liddat xD
fruit: apple, soft pear, pineapple, honeydew, watermelon!
vegetable: i like almost all vege except bitergourd. but it sometimes taste nice xD
berry: blue-berry. okok maybe strawberry.
cake: ice-cream cake!!! :D
book: many?
movie: lol LOADS!
magazine: Teenage
newspaper: dunno. The Straits Times?
tv show: loads
website: dunno. loads.
radio station: 98.7FM
font: Violation
cartoon character: Pooh and Tigger and Eeyore!
artist (painter): Picaso
actor: dunno. Zac Efron?
actress: dunno.
cd: FOB - From Under the Cork Tree, Ayumi Hamasaki - My Story, BoA - Girls On Top, Do As Infinity - Do The A Side
song: Who Knew, When It All Falls Apart, Dance Dance, Dance Inside, My Paper Heart, Move Along, 4ever, All About Us
music group: many
music type: rap and rock
day of the week: Saturdays!
month: April! :D
season: Fall
holiday: EOY school holiday!
shampoo: Dove?
conditioner: i ain't using conditioner. Dove?
number: 4, 8, 48 and 84. quite lame lah.
phrase: "Hey whosoever! My name's GWEN! Whats YOURS?" - spasticness!
store: loads.
weather: not too hot, not too cold. JUST NICE :D
restaurant: dunno. The Cafe Cartel and Din Tai Feng
channel: Nickolodean, Disney, MTV SEA
teacher: Mr James Lee
weekend activity: going church and playing badminton
hangout: J8 and AMK Central :D
house color: ehh. dunno leh
sport to watch: Badminton and Soccer
sport to play: erm. loads leh
animal: Cats and dogs! aww.
flower: Sunflower
guy's name: Donnavan
girl's name: lol. GwendELINE?
board game: Monopoly
party game: dunno.
story from childhood: lol. dunno
body part: eyes! :D
-have you ever

been on a train: yes
been on a plane: yes
been in a car accident: yes
caused a car accident: no!
run into a wall: HAHA. Millions of times
burned a potato chip: no
almost burned the house down: no
smoked: no. Its for IDIOTS, NINCOMPOOPS and FAGGOTS.
been drunk: stupid. NO!
been high: duh xD
broken the law: yes
burned a cd (if yes, the one above is yes): yes
kissed someone of the opposite sex: yeah. relatives like cousins?
kissed someone of the same sex: cousins.
frenched an animal: no
made out: dots. no!
had cyber sex: eww and no!
gotten engaged: i'm only 13 my dear friends!
had an online relationship: no
been rejected by a crush: no
loved: yes
made yourself cry to get out of trouble: yes xD
cried in public: yes
cried over a movie: yes
fallen asleep in a movie theater: yes. during the climax of Lord Of The Rings II somemore!
given someone a bath: no
been to a boarding school: no
been home-schooled: tuition? if so, yes.
lost a valuable item: yes
bungee jumped: no. i wanna try!
skied: no
met the president: i dunno
met a celebrity: yes
gotten a cavity: i guess =/
shopped at abercrombie & fitch: no
made a prank call: yes
skipped school: yes, when i was not well
faked sick to get out of school: yes. in pri 3 xD
purchased something that you knew didn't fit: not really i guess
climbed a tree: yes
fallen from a tree: no
broken a bone: eww! and no.
sprained anything: yes
passed out: almost
made yourself pass out: no
been to disney world: no. the lame one in singapore eons ago? yes.
been to a theme park (not disney): yes
said i love you and meant it (not to a relative): yes
made a model volcano (working model): no
made a clover leaf with your tounge: huh?

-past

what did you do yesterday: use com and practise my guitar
memory you miss the most: childhood
memory you want to forget: pri 5 memory
something you regretted after it was done: many things

-the last

song you heard: Be Somebody, Fort Minor
cd you bought: Fall Out Boy's From The Cork Tree
thing you said: okay
time you cried: recently
movie seen in a theater: Aquamarine =/
thing you ate: potato bagedale or however you spell it xD
person who called: my momi think
nail polish shade worn: eww.
time you showered: 6.30am
person who complimented you: i think it was Nicolette over my Eng marks =/

-at this moment

what are you listening to: Believe Me, Fort Minor
what are you wearing: erm. school shirt and PE shorts
what are you thinking: is this quiz EVER gonna end?!
what are you scared of most: insects, boys who really dress as girls and........ ghosts....
how many people are on your buddy list: about 263 people
-future

occupation: dunno
marriage site: Paris? LOL
honeymoon: Paris!
place to live: i'm staying put in SINGAPORE :D
kids: dunno
car: LEXUS!
what are you doing tomorrow: go to school and maybe after that CCA; sailing.
do you think george bush will be reelected: erm. most probably NOT!
will there be a wwIII: no and go and die. there will never be a WWIII. but we know we're all lying to ourselves.
will politics ever be truthful: dunno
will humanity snuff itself out: dunno
can the gov. be changed: yeah

-friends

best friend: Alicia, Eileen, Kerrie, Jia Qi, Seraphina, Quin, Celine, Rachel, EeKeng, Ben, Wen Zhen, Yining, Heidi etc.
funniest: Alicia, Eileen, Kerrie, Jia Qi, Quin, Celine, Ben
silliest: Celine, obviously!
loudest: Jia Qi, Seraphina, Quin and Celine
quietest: Heidi
craziest: everyone!
calmest: EeKeng
skinniest: Jia Qi, Seraphina, Quin, Heidi and Wen Zhen
best secret keeper: Kerrie and Celine
worst secret keeper: erm dunno. Quin lah! xD
the one you have but don't want: dont wanna say
smartest: Shriram
preppiest: dunno xD
peppiest: huh.
most hyper: Kerrie, Eileen, Jia Qi and Quin
hottest: haha ALICIA! xD
weirdest: Quin
biggest pervert: erm. many of the above ^^
most annyoing: dunno
shyest: Zheng Yi
most religious: Yining and Wen Zhen
-do you believe in

heaven: yes
hell: yes
angels: yes
devil: yes
god: yes!
buddha: yes?
aliens: no
ghosts: yes
spirit (soul): omg -freaks- YES.
soulmates: yes
reincarnation: yes
love at first sight: yes
karma: dunno
love in general: yes
luck: sometimes xD
yourself: sometimes

-crush

who and when was your first crush: don't know, don't wanna know, don't care and don't wanna care
any now: yes
a celebrity crush: no
who do you want to be with right now: my computer
whos number do you want: my own
who do you want to kiss: gross.
what is something you dont understand about the opposite sex: o.0 this is RANDOM
if you could go on a date with anybody, who would it be: dunno
on scale of one to ten, how romantic are you: dunno
first thing noticed about the opposite sex: dunno
what do you look for personality-wise: dunno
biggest turn on: err. personality?
biggest turn off: bad personality and nerd-ness and bad looks?
something they wear that turns you on: dunno =/
something they wear that turns you off: super high socks
the most romantic thing you want to happen to you: dunno
the most romantic thing that has happened to you: erm nothing?
what do you wear on a coffee date: huh
is it right to flirt if you're taken: no!
is cyber cheating: ...
are eyes the passegeway to the soul: i guess =/
who would you like to take to the prom: dunno
do you want to hug somebody right now: no
do you know what an aphrodisiac is: no

-describe

mellow: dunno
melancholy: dunno
the perfect date: just a perfect date
the perfect mate: just a perfect mate -_-
how m&m's are made: erm. in factories!
why manhole covers are round: huh

-one or the other

coke/pepsi: none of the above
sprite/7-up: none of the above
boxers/briefs: dots.
gold/silver: silver
vanilla/chocolate: chocolate!
flowers/candy: candy
book/magazine: magazine
tv/radio: tv
glass half empty/half full: half full [i think POSITIVE xD]
democrat/republican: republican i guess =/
colored pencils/markers: markers
coffee/tea: coffee
sun/moon: moon
day/night: day
hot/cold: hot. sometimes cold =/
dog/cat: dog
button/zipper: zipper
cotton/feather pillow: cotton i guess
blue/purple: blue
plumber/trashman: none of the above
jeans/shorts: jeans
long distance relationship/none: hmm, i guess it depends.
mechanical/regular pencil: mechanical
matt/ben: huh? Ben?
that 70's show/simpsons: none
kelso/eric: huh? Eric?
donna/jackie: huh? Donna?
bart/lisa: ohh. you're talking about the SIMPSONS?! Lisa.
romeo/juliet: romeo
romantic comedy/thriller: romantic comedy
nsync/bsb: nsync
peanut butter/jelly: jelly
waffles/pancakes: waffles
letter/email: email
florida/california: erm, mostly both. but California (:
pizza/burgers: pizza!
hat/visor: visor
football/rugby: football. rugby = violence.
iceskating/blading: both!
movie at home/in theater: in theater

-first thing you think of when you hear

yellow: yellow yellow dirty fellow lah you!
red lipstick: eww. GROSS!
socks: high socks are nerdy =/
cowtipping: ehh. whats this?
moulin rouge: ... whats this again?
greenland: wheres that?
iceland: brr.
harry potter: oooh! Daniel Radcliffe! xD
red: the color of BLOOD. -dramatic music plays-
blackberry: a berry that is black :D
rose: roses are red, violets are blue.
rooster: my zodiac sign lah!
taxes: get me outta here
bill clinton: sounds familiar...
whipped cream: fattening!
george w. bush: lousy in most ways as a president.
lollipops: mmm. sweets!
dreams: lemme dream sweet dreams!
love: to deceive or to be deceived?
guys: some are jerks xD
south park: WUAHAHAHA. whoohoo SOUTH PARK! :D
boy bands: Fall Out Boy and The All-American Rejects! <3>-are you

happy: not now
sad: yes
religious: guess so?
bitchy: no. but i bitch loads xD
crazy: hell YES!
messy: duh. wanna check out my room?
mad: duh!
slacker: haha oh yeah!
nerd: no and never
bookworm: erm. sometimes.
jock: no
preppy: dunno
selfish: sometimes
giving: dunno
obsessive: err no?
violent: no
calm: sometimes
peaceful: sometimes
mellow: huh
eccentric: haha yeah!
caring: guess so?
untrustworthy: no
loyal: i guess
patriotic: huh
perverted: no
colorful: yes
artistic: erm, yes

-miscellanoues

what color is your jacket: dark blue
do you shave: no
where: huh
what color is your razor: ...
what size is your bed: normal single size lorh
what color crayon would you be: orange
what are the last four digits of you phone number: 4451. wanna buy 4D izzit?
feelings on abortion: stupid people do abortion
how lond does it take you to shower: depends if i'm rushed or not
what does your screenname mean: people like KERRIE WEE are crazy. the people means Kerrie xD
thoughts on blonde pop stars in general: they're blonde?
who so you trust the most: dunno
is cussing a necessity in life: huh
how about coffee: yes please!
is the world screwed: sometimes. i view it on different angles =/
what something you cant live without: computer
what time did you fall asleep: about 12.40am
know what 69 means: no. yin yang??
how about 143: no.
can you live without a microwave: yes
what do think about death: I DON'T WANNA DIE YOU NINCOMPOOP! GET LOST! i just wanna live~ [Good Charlotte]
where and when do you want to be married: dunno
do you want to drop out of school: no
why is the sky blue: because its not black
what is a good trait about yourself: i'm oh, so spastic.
what do you always think about: when can i go home and use my com?
what is wrong with your school: some people there are awful, and its way too small!
what is right with your school: some people there rock!
how do you react to change: i dunno. lets ask GWEN! hey GWENNN!
do you talk to yourself: yeah
what is your opinion on love: its love?
can you afford to lose weight: yeah
what color would you dye your hair: brown or red xD
best thing anyones told you: dunno
what is your reaction to someone telling you you're hot: are you SICK or just DESPO?!
does being psycho appeal to you: huh
if you wrote a book, what would it be about: how ailens took over the world. haha JOKING.
what would you change your name to: i forgot what my dream name was.
longest crush lasted how long: 4 and a half years =/
tme finished: 9.30pm. WAH?!

Choose One..
Fresh Pizza or Reheated Pizza?: fresh
Boogers or Farts?: ermm. none.
Light on or off?: on
Driving or Riding?: driving
Vacuum Cleaner or Swiffer?: vacuum lah!
Cement or Glue?: glue
Space or Underwater?: underwater

Do you Believe....
In aliens....: no. but used to =/
That animals have feelings too?: duh.
That Clinton really did not inhale?: whos Clinton?!
Or gets his nob sobbed on by Monica?: again, whos Clinton?!
In Magic?: yeah.
In God?: hell yes! :D

Would you ever...?
Dance on a table?: not even in my next lifetime babeh!
Pee on someone?: this is RANDOM. and NEVER!
Kiss a toad?: erm. 3 letters. WTH?! i'm not that fairytale person lah
Attack a retarted kid?: hello? i only bully my bro xD
Be a part of the KKK?: whats KKK? i know whats KKR though (:
Have sex in public?: people, i'm only 13 you dumbass!

130 Random Questions
When was the last time you cried?: erm, just recently?
Have you ever faked sick?: yeah.
What was the last lie you said?: ehh.
Have you ever cried during a movie?: yeah.
Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off of?: ...
Have you ever danced in the rain?: not dance, but walk slowly :D very shuang okay!
Have you ever been drunk?: no, duh.
Have you ever tried tried drugs?: no, and duh again. people who drug are IDIOTS
Do you smoke?: no. as i said, its like drugs. only got IDIOTS and FAGGOTS.
What's the farthest you've ever gone on a dare?: kiss a girl with a piece of paper in-between =/
What is your full name?: Gwendolyn Neo Yuan Qi
What is your blood-type?: i think its A+ or something. i also dunno
Have you ever been in a car accident?: yeah
How old were you when you recieved your first kiss?: dunno. my mom used to kiss me when i was a kid.
Who was your first kiss?: that would be my mom.
Have you ever had an online relationship?: no
Have you ever had phone-sex?: erm. WTH?!
Have you ever been rejected by a crush?: no
What is your favourite sport to play?: loads? sailing, basketball, cycling etc. sometimes even soccer with my bro =/
Have you ever made a prank phone call?: yep =X
Have you ever said "I Love you" and not meant it?: definitly not!
What's your favourite childhood memory?: i dunno. i love all my memories except a few..
Is there anything that you have done that you regret?: yes
What do you want to be when you grow up?: erm. actually a world-famous musician =X okok, just somebody. not a looser can liao
What is your political persuassion?: dunno?
Have you ever had cybersex?: no and this is random.
Do you believe in g-d?: whats g-d?
Do you believe in love at first sight?: yeah
Do you believe in karma?: sometimes. argh. my TABOO DAYS!
Who was your first crush?: somebody i'd like not to reveal.
Who do yo uhave a crush on?: erm. NEXT!
How would you describe yourself?: a spastic, crazy girl! :D
What are you afraid of?: many things. esp insects.
Are you religious?: erm. huh? i'm christian though!
What does your screen name mean?: a fair lady =/
What person do you trust the most?: someone who i respect
Who was your first boyfriend/girlfriend?: o.0 not saying
What is the best compliment you have ever recieved?: erm. too many to recall
What is the meanest thing anyone has said about you?: it was very long. but the most hurting word was "YOU THIEF!"
What is the longest crush/relationship you have had?: erm.
What is your greatest strength?: bozo! how would i know. but i think its lameness (:
What is your greatest weakness?: when it comes to insects? heh.
What is your perfect pizza?: a perfect pizza! :D
What is your first thought when waking up in the morning?: crap. 5 more mins! its only 6am lah!
What is your first thought before you go to bed?: shucks, tomorrow still got school.
What college do you want to go to?: JC would be RJC [=X], VJC and SAJC!
Do you get along with your family?: depends.
Do you play any instruments?: yeah. piano and now starting on guitar. hope to start on DRUMS! :D
What kind of music do you like?: rock and rap. sometimes piano kind =X
Do you think you're attractive?: nope!
Would you ever get a tattoo?: never
How many piercings do you have?: two. one on each ear.
Who makes you laugh?: everybody
Who would you want to be tied to for 24hours?: my enemy. shan't say.
Have you ever seen a dead body?: yeah. erm, its zhunzhun 1am now you know!
Do you have a celebrity crush?: yeah. used to.
What is one thing scientists should invent?: teleporting machines!
Have you ever broken a bone?: nope. thats gross.
What happens after you die?: receive judgement and end up either in hell or heaven.
Do you watch or read the news?: watch. but seldom
What stereotype would you label yourself as being?: huh?
Would your friends agree with that stereotypic label?: ?
If yo ucould change your name, what would you change it to?: dunno =/ something easier than my name!
If you could go back in time to one point in your life, where would you go?: sweet, sweet childhood(:
If you could change anything about yourself, what would you change?: my negativeness on studying =/
Have you ever gone skinny dipping?: no
Have you ever played strip poker?: no
Would you ever lie to someone to make them feel good about themselves?: erm, sometimes (:
What do you want your friends to think about you?: crazy, spastic, lame, a good friend :D
Whats the biggest argument you've ever gotten into?: dunno
HAve you ever bitten someone?: err yeah.
When's your birthday?: 8 April! :D
Have you ever stolen anything?: err. do chocolates from the fridge count? =/
Do you make wishes on shooting stars?: yeah
Whats the most you've ever eaten in one sitting?: huh?
If you could go back and change one day, what would it be?: the day people in pri 5 hated me cos i was framed and made to think i stole a tape from the AVA cupboard.
Do you remember your dreams?: sometimes.
Have you ever been in love?: yes
Are you a morning person or a night person?: definitly a NIGHT person (:
Do you have any phobias?: phobia for INSECTS!
What's the meanest thing you've ever done to someone?: forgot xD
Have you ever been to the hospital (other then birth?: yah. gastrics =/
How many screen names do you have?: about 5. i think its more than that=/
Do any medical problems run in your family?: err doubt so.
Have anyone ever been disowned from your family?: no and never!
Have you ever had a nightmare?: no! i'm actually an ailen, see? ailens ain't having nightmares! -scarsm intended-
Do you say meaner things to your friends or your enemies?:depends how mad i am.
Would you ever participate in a threesome?: whats a threesome? band arh?
Would you ever pay for a prostititue?: you know what? this is gross.
Have you ever mooned or flashed someone?: see what i meant?!
Have you ever cheated on your bf/gf?: err no.
Have you ever laughed so hard you peed in your pants?: no
Have you ever written a love letter?: no.
Have you ever attempted suicide?: nope
Do you prefer boxers or briefs?: lame.
Have you ever been in a fistfight?: no.
Do you have any hidden talents?: err how would i know.
What is one thing you want me to know about you?: ohoh! my class has only got 9 boys :D
What is one question you wouldn't want me to ask?: the question you are thinking of right now.
Do you usually prefer books or movies?: movies. but sometimes books.
Who is your favourite person to talk to?: kerrie?
Who is always able to cheer you up when you're sad?: kerrie and someone (:
Would you ever have sex before marriage?: dots.
Who do you talk to most on the phone?:kerrie :D
Do you have a secret that yo'ure ashamed of?: dunno.
Do you prefer british or american spelling of words?: british. but for the word color i always would spell it in both ways sometimes =/
Have you ever gotten detention?: nah. too guai.
How do you vent your anger?: lock room door, take school books or assessment books and throw at the wall and scream.
Have you ever been on a diet?: nope/
Would you ever date someone younger than you? Older than you?: older.
Is your best friend a virgin?: yes
What's a rumor someone has spread about you?: erm.
What's the kinkiest thing you could ever actually see yourself as doing?: kinkiest? whats that.
What's the meanest thing anyone has ever done to you?: call me a thief and hate me for one whole year. my whole class in pri 5 did that.
What's the nicest thing anyone has ever done for you?: visit me when i was sick and buy for me stuff to eat when i skipped lunch. even though i didn't wanna eat =/
Have you ever been diagnosed with a mental illness?: yeah. siao and lame illness :D send me to IMH man! :D
Have you ever cut yourself on purpose?: no. wanted to.
Have you ever wanted to murder someone?: no
Have you ever hated someone?: yah and duh
Do you prefer talking on the phone or online?: depends on who it is
Do you consider yourself popular?: in my class? maybe. but not really on the whole.
Would you ever tell the person you have a crush on that you like them?: yeah
Have you ever had a crush on an enemy?: err no.
Have you ever had a crush on a best friend?: no.
What is your favourite book?: ooh. loads of books!
Do you have a collection of anything?: used to have one of erasers =/
Are you happy with the person you are becoming?: err no.
Are you a different person now then you were 5 years ago?: yah duh.
What do you see yourself as being in 5 years from now?: how would i know?
Are you happy with the life you have?: erm i guess so.


Finish This Sentence...
When I was a kid I...: was super immature.
When I'm alone I...: listen to music/
The most frustrating thing in my life right now is...: pressure on studies.
If I've said it once I've said it a thousand times...: GET LOST!!!
Once upon a time...: A met B. they were good friends. B killed A. The end.
The party hasn't started until...: i start it.
The people I work with are...: many people.
I don't want to know...: about things i don't wanna know.
I can't believe...: if someone says i'm not spastic or not lame.
President Bush should...: go AMbush himself.
I can't remember the last time I...: didnt wanna use the com.
Take my advice...: even if it is stupid. i know all my advice are LAME and STUPID :D
The stereotype I think is the stupidest is...: whats stereotyped?
Confucius say...: i know i am the most boring person in any history textbook.
People shouldn't eat...: stuff.

i didn't realise it, but its my 276th post! :D

anyway,
i finally got a GUITAR! -smilesmilesmile-

aww, its super nice! i think i just fell in love :D its a nice shade of brown lah. the one i got ain't classical, but its an acoustic guitar! heh. dad told me "better for strumming and plucking" and i was like, "errrm.. okay okay."

can play with johnathan next time! haha. one day pop by ahmah's place and we can play. haha. would be damn cool lah (:

but for now, i think i might just wanna give my fingers a good rest. i was like, strumming and strumming with the notes i found on the internet (even though i dunno how to play it, i just tried) and now my left hand's fingers are super ruan. as in, you know the "jiao ruan" thingy? yah. my fingers are "shou ruan" lah. haha.

i still cannot believe that Quin's brother is in y-hope! a bit weird lah. cos its like, so qiao. but Quin told me he doesn't go for service. he goes like, once in a few years. bleh lah he!

i'm kinda hoping Quin would come for service next Saturday :D it'll be quite cool. she's a "ex-catholic" she told me. cos she was talking to Nicolette or whoever when they almost fell of the chair or what lah, then she suddenly come out say "you must thank God you never fall sia!" and i was like, "Quin, when did you start talking like that?" and she said "I'm ex-catholic mah!"

then i told her "you wanna come my church? its at s-"
"- my brother is also a christian. his church is in somerset. he told me i should go."
"WHAT?! SOMERSET?! ehhh! my church is in somerset leh!"
"ohh? hmm. his church what carecarecare-what-shit lah."
"oh. erm, heng? haha. my church is y-Hope -"
"- HUH?! hope? hope?? HOPE??!?!?!?!?!?!?! -eyes bigbig- omg thats my brother's church!!!!!!"
"what the.. really arh? oookay. i see. then you said what carecarecare-what-shit?"
"he is in some what shit caregroup lah -_-"
"ohh. erm. okay. err. he what school?"
"bishan park."
"chey! haha."
"aiya his caregroup full of Bishan Park people lah. he only attends church once in a few years. he said i should join cos the first time he went he was like what, V.I.P. liddat lah. then he hyper hyper one. but now he like ZOMBIE liddat."
"...."

okay, so that was the disclaiming conversation between me and Quin.
I kinda asked her to come for service too, but she was like, jokingjoking say no. i doubt she wants to come. haha. but oh well. i asked Seraphina and JiaQi, and they asking their parents. heh! :D

anyway. oooh! my maid just found my dad's really, really, really, REALLY old guitar chord book thingy for me. erm. the pages are like super old looking, and super brown. lets check the publishing date....

"Published by the Singapore ETV Service 1971.
Copyright 1971 bu the Singapore ETV Service.
All Rights Reserved."

erm. OMG?! 1971?! thats NINETEEN-SEVENTY-ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wow. thats like, 22 years before i was even born!!!

anyway i think i better go practice somemore. heh. if not i'm gonna play AUDITION! :D

My guitar! :D with the supersuper old chord book, the guitar bag and my two lovely ORANGE and GREEN plucks! :D

speak of old! this book is even older than me can.

heh. my computer had some problems this morning, and my brother still went to install his silly game! haha. i tried and tried to fix the computer's problems but i couldn't cos a lot of files required to recover my computer was, well, missing =/

anyway...
... i didn't realise that i could just press F10 at the starting up to recover my computer.

but oh well, HP computers are GREAT! :D

btw,
happy birthday JIAHUI! :D

today was JIAHUI's birthday! and we went over to her place to celebrate.

but just getting there was tiring enough!

1. I met JiaHui, Jane, Jia Qi and Seraphina at the bus stop outside Mayflower
2. We took 132 to AMK MRT station and took a train down to Toa Payoh to meet Jing Yi
3. then we took bus 139 or something like that to Balestier there
4. from there we crossed a road -and kept screaming cos of cars-
5. then walked...
6. ... and walked..
7. and we walked up this hill and found out that Jia Hui's 'mini' condo where she stayed at de back gate was in a rather weird place...
8. and we had to walk pass the car park to the lift. lemme tell you this, the walk up was tiring cos it was a HILL. actually, we ran up instead of walked cos JiaHui went on a mad running spree :/

so yeah. thats how we got to JiaHui's place. haha. quite tiring lah. when we got to her house, HER DOGS CAME TO GREET US! by - SNIFFING OUR LEGS!

eek! i wasn't wearing my jeans! i was wearing pants slightly below my knees there, then they were like, sniffing everyone that went in. i was like, -jump jump jump- to avoid them cos they were ticklish! D:

Jia Hui had two dogs, Vanilla and Butterfly. both were Papillon breeds, which she told me meant "butterfly breed" in english. Vanilla's nickname was Lala and Butterfly's was Buddy. we kept going "here BUTT! here BUTTTTT!" haha. so mean lah, but I WASN'T CALLING POOR OL' BUTTERFLY BUTT!

anyway, we spent most of our time playing with the dogs when we first came in. Lala was CUTE! but Butterfly was BEAUTIFUL lah! Butterfly was a pedigree. yup. really beautiful dog. lala was kinda skinny, and had brown fur. loads of 'em. but butterfly had lovely white and black fur all over :D

guess what?
i got licked by a dog! aka, lala!

Seraphina and Jia Qi practically pulled my hand to lala's mouth. lala sniffed my hand, and licked my fingers like it was some lollipop! eek! so wet. haha. but she was damn cute lah (: butterfly also tried to lick my hand but i took it away - my hand was wet enough by lala!

anyway,
we then watched PRINCESS HOUR! really funny and nice show. i didn't want to watch it cos i thought since it was kinda like xin niang 18 sui or something like "bride at 18" or whatever the english title was, i would not really like it. Not cos i disliked xin niang 18 sui, but cos i hated COPYCATS!

we watched like, dunno how many episodes of Princess Hour. it was really fun. but the recliner or whatever wasn't really big enough for all of us. we just squeezed! haha. Jing Yi and Jia Hui and Quin on the other hand, was sucked into a world of their own by Jia Hui's computer :/

and we spent the whole day sitting down there watching TV, eating pizza and drinking PEPSI. eyuck, pepsi. i actually DRANK a few cups of that! but there was nothing much else to drink besides Justea. i hated that too.

we waited from about 4+ to about 5.30 for nicolette! ahhhhhh! so late! but she told us she had some course on [i think at church] lah, so kinda understandable (: at least she apologised for being super late. heh.

jiahui's cake was CREAMY. oooh! fattening lah. haha. but i took many pics for them while they were posing with the birthday girl. Quin got lame and asked me to help her film a "battle scene", where jiahui would punch quin in the face and she would literally FLY across and fall on the ground :/

by the time we went back it was almost 6.30 when we left! haha. so late! but then we spent the whole day there watching princess hour. some of them told me it was quite boring. heh. cos jiahui the dear host was there using her com with jing yi and quin :/

oh well.

i didn't go for service! ahh! but don't worry, I know that God is more important than anything! so yeah. (:

anyway, dad told me i'm gonna get a guitar soon! he's gonna teach me!!! YEAH! :D next time can go ahmah's house and play with Johnathan. HAHA.

yeah! finally settled my problems with my mom. thank God! :D now can sleep in peace (:

yeahyeah the new stuff in audition are quite fun! Sync-8 is damn difficult. played with Jody and then i think i lagged, and for like half the song i didn't have any moves! so dissappointed.

Btw,

i just need to say something...

EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER!
-whoohoo! :D

finally done with my art paper. quite proud of my first drawing. the sketching one. but my colour-ed in ones are like crap lah. aww, i'm kinda loosing interest in art thanks to ms chu. D:

next monday school is as usual. so dissappointing! but aiyah, also got no choice. the most i don't bring books lah. also no more chinese lessons. haha. ending of school is usually fun, but this time round my EOS doesn't seem to be as enjoyable -

- STREAMING.

yeah. streaming! whoohoo. like anyone's gonna be excited for that liddat. its gonna be quite sad, cos aaron said that confirmed not everyone will end up in 2E next year. oh man, the hyperness also cannot be gone! :( if Jia Qi moves to another class i will sosososo! miss her. AGEK also cannot move up, i will miss them like hell. i just hope almost everyone stays in the same class. i don't want JODY to move away!

she mentioned it while we were at the Bishan library today... i mean, its kinda true. her math and science results are better than her english. but then again, thats good. i mean, math and science will be able to help you like, get a job or go to better schools in future. what much can english do? its so common a topic lah. but i hope jody stays in the E class stream... if she goes and Bernice stays, Bernice will be so lonely during lessons. in other words, we just can't pass the boring days of lessons without all our whacky classmates!

i know this is gonna sound weird, but i'm hoping all the boys stay too. haha. aaron, please don't be so sad. you confirm stay with us one lah! (: but i think confirm likiong will move down, cos of his results. i heard he got into our class cos other classes no vacency or however you spell it... then only our class has one more space, so he came to our class =/ dots.

erm.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SERAPHINA! :D

more about her surprise [actually not THAT surprise cos she saw the cake too early at KFC] birthday celebration with JiaQi, Jody, Bernice, Kerrie and ME later! :D

i sometimes don't know why ITEMS could be more important to one then her own daughter lah.

Stupid. i hate my mom so much.

i don't know, but today was just my taboo day again. i mean, how many unfortunate things could happen to me in a day? First it was the Math paper. didn't finish it. then it was my Science paper. finished it early, but then i almost slept through the first half of the paper. then it was at the library, we got chased out cos we were studying at the basement. like, super wahlaos lah.

then outside the library, the stupid old man fell on me and when he landed on me i landed on the ROAD lah. luckily my left knee only got a few small cuts while my right knee was numb as i fell on that knee when on the road there.

then cos i was holding my mother's hp, then when he fell on me of course i got shocked and let go of the hp. then it was on the road, and it had this small dent on it when i quickly took it out from the pouch to check. i was so scared i almost cried. cried not cos of the pain and numbness in both my knees, but because my mother's hp was dent! it was brand new, and where it got dented, it was not so obvious, but i was still scared and guilty cos i borrowed it.

that old man is like, super bad lah. he fell on me and made me fall on the road, somemore on staircase, but he didn't apologise and instead, walked off like he was what, embarassed?! he fell on a kid which was like most probably one third his weight [i tell you, he was SUPER heavy] and he didn't apologise!!! no one asked if i was okay as everyone's attention was focused on that indian man who fell on me. he sorta landed upside down on the staircase. only Kerrie and Alicia asked if i was okay annot.

then i wanted to call my mother but at first cos the phone dropped my sim card had something wrong with it, then i turned it off and on again and i managed to call my dad. he was nice enough to joke with me to cheer me up as he knew i was guilty.

then just now she called me to ask if i wanted to eat anything, but when i told her about her hp she got mad with me. then she said i was "terrible".

so great! now i know EXACTLY WHERE she places me. lemme see, first should be everyone else, second is items such as handphones and lastly, ME.

first she called me "lousy and selfish" when i actually BOTHERED to help her with her hp stuff. then now she called me "terrible" cos i dented her hp by accident. Where is this going? why didn't a car just come pass the green light for pedestrians and just knock me down? then i would have gone to heaven, where i won't have to see my mother and listen to her bicker with me all the time. she just gave me an impression that she places an ITEM before her DAUGHTER.

i know, even though this was an accident, it was also my fault for borrowing her stuff. great. GREAT. if i got knocked down by a car and her hp also got dented or even crushed at the same time, she might most probably rush her almost 200-300 bucks plus hp to the handphone hospital and leave me there on the road to bleed to death. i bet that would happen. she loves her new hp so much that she didn't even bother to ask if i was hurt when i fell. instead she just went "you give it back to me. terrible person." that just goes to show how much she thinks of me... she actually puts a 200+ hp before me. yeah right mom thanks, you just made my day!

Been playing Audition SEA for the whole day since i came back. didn't do any studying for my science! omg i feel so guilty. just one game and i was taken away from my studies. ARGH.

Nevermind, after this post i'm gonna study and mug like i was siao to make up for lost time even though its not possible. heh. time waits for no man!

just downloaded "Awesome God" by Hillsongs Kids. omg lah, their voices are so cute! :D
God, please give me at least the wisdom to be able to study for my Science! (:

tomorrow i'm having Math paper 1 and Science paper. I hate both subjects and i have been weak in them since the start of the year. dunno why but since sec 1 i have been slacking like i could slack no more. rah. i hate both papers somemore. but i'll just put in all my effort for these two papers! :D

these few days my stomach has been especially weak. i don't want to eat because when i do, i feel pain. this is terrible. i eat, i feel pain. i don't eat, i also feel pain. i'm super gastric prone lah. just this morning i didn't eat breakfast, and during the test paper i was suffering. luckily it was literature and i just kept on writing while bearing with the pain. haha. writing all those sentences made me focus on the paper instead of the pain. haha. but after exam i was like "wah cannot tahan lah.." haha.

after school went to Thomson Plaza with Alicia and Elizabeth. Kerrie went home to study, yupyup (: then when we were eating at KFC i saw this group of pri 6 AI TONG boys.

WAH! This batch not as cool as my batch ;)

this batch of pri 6 boys suddenly pants very high HAHA. but okay lah, in primary school this is the 'fashion and trend'. but they were like, trying to act cool with HIGH PANTS -_- diao lah! then they were going to play LAN. this batch the boys all plumpplump de! haha. but they like, trying very hard to act cool. AWW MAN, i miss MY BATCH!!! :( besides my class boys lah. haha.

then when they left i saw a few of my primary school friends! as in from my LOVELY PRI 6 BATCH, Hui Hui and Xue Lin! :D I missed huihui so much man. I saw her and was like "Woah!" cos she and Xue Lin changed so much lah! okay lah not that much, but so long as they got change can liao lah. Then one guy came over and joined them after that and sat beside Xue Lin... oooh! Her bf izzit? heh. i also dunno (:

then we went to popular and elizabeth saw her BROTHER sitting at a corner reading a book and she ran over to tell us. then we saw her brother practically FLY out of popular. then as we were looking for pens, her mother came! so omgosh lah! then she got scolded. Aww liz, sorry! :(

then she looked for a pen, took it and went home with her mom. then me and Cia stayed on. Then we bo liao go arrange all the MARKER PENS from this shelf with my favourite marker pens! :D

The very NEATLY ARRANGED MARKERS&&Alicia's twist :D see, the markers are SO NEAT right. Popular should pay us man! xD

Another pic of the oh-so-neat markers. Proud of me and Alicia's work! :D

i then saw this SUPER CUTE BABY POOH BEAR!!! :D it was wearing GLASSES and READING!
-gasp- super cute lah! (: i took a total of 7 pics of this cute little pooh! but i shall just post the cuter pics :D

aww man! so super cute can. haha. I just LOVE pooh lah! :D he's reading a "book" called "Baby Pooh" lol. So cute lah! Alicia was like "Where got cute? -picks up Baby Tigger- TIGGER CUTER LORH!" and i was disagreeing. haha

okay. better finish off this post and go mug for science :D
- TOODLES! :D

Project SOS! Yep.

Yining has been talking to me about bringing one "sheep" to come and know God. I've been trying, but kept facing rejection. But nevermind, its like a challenge, i know i will fall, but i'm not PHYSICALLY [note the word physically. LOL] lame, and i can stand up again and try (:

were many people scared of me as i was of others? i don't know, i don't want to know. but heck, i just try my very best.

i want to bring as many people as possible to come and know God! i have experienced change ever since i converted, and i hope many people would experience this change too. even my parents noticed my change ever since i attended service, and they told me that behaviour-wise, i'm improving loads. Now they're more comfortable with me going to church.

If God can change me, he can change many people too! its not that God doesn't want to change them, but it is that they reject from allowing God to come into their lives. which to me is kinda sad. like what Shirley said, the best outreach to is our lives and mind. if our friends see that our lives don't match with what we share or preach, they will not believe in the gospel.

oh well. Wen Zhen is very excited to become a shepherd, and i can't deny that i am too (:

it is kinda hard to think of what ministry we should join, but Wen Zhen wants to join usher and maybe marcom or communications. i want to join both! but i'm afraid of a busy life. but if i must join only one, i must think of which ministry would enable me to be of help the KOG more. yup.

Hmm, i should carry on with the post from yesterday (:

oh wait, i forgot what i wanted to post. RAH!

Anyway.
today i swapped handphones with my mom! :D her hp chao nice lah, so wow-ish! The camera also very good - 2 megapixels. yupyup.

I wanted to try and take pics with as many people in NEA as possible. haha. tomorrow my mom will swap back my hp with hers! boohoo =/ i swapped it with her cos i scared when i reach church and there is still enough time to study, i would not be able to study cos i have no music.

I forgot to claim my confiscated MP3 from Mrs Sidhu! -frowns- and it was zhun zhun one week on Thursday, and i kept forgetting to take it back no matter how long i reminded myself.

anyway. i didn't take pics with some people from NEA! only managed to take with Wen Zhen, Yining, Heidi and Rachel. wanted to take with Michelle, Keith, Yeong Deng, Karchian, Jon, Guo Zhang and Zhi Cai! LOL. So many people xD

shall upload the pics here :D

shepherd and sheep! :D yining and me.

sheep and sheepmate, Wen Zhen and me after service (:

Me, Wen Zhen and Rachel after service (: i do believe i look weird in this pic.

Heidi, Wen Zhen and me. Poor Heidi was squashed out

omg these Adidas CAMPUS shoes are chao cute lah! CAMPUS! :D for kids xD cute right cute right?

lastly, a pic of my trainee councilor badge! :D all silver-ish.

Whoo! Keith brought a visitor from Mayflower! :D forgot what his name was. He haven't convert, but lets hope he does! :D i heard from Keith that he was from CHC, but he didn't really like life there =/

After service, we went to the meridian there the food court. Then i just bought milo with yining only lah haha. not really loaded today. then michelle bought CHICKEN RICE. omgosh my horror! cos that time last week the auntie cleared off the chicken rice when we didn't know about it even though it was right beside us. heh. Then I tagged along for the NE meeting or UCTM or something liddat lah (: yining asked me to go along. Jocelyn came along too.

When we came out of the MRT station [serangoon], the haze was BAD! no wonder i haven't been well these few days =/

it was at a house in Serangoon. Rachel told me that Rix's house isn't really NE's 'house', as the poly or JC people were supposed to use it, but because we were in the northeast district we also used it cos i think more convienient for us. They used to have CG at the house in Serangoon.

i was the only person from NE who was there for the first time! Gideon asked the first-timers to stand up and everyone will welcome us. Then Karchian they all jokingly stood up when Gideon counted to 3. they pretended to be first-timers. LOL. but they only stood and sat back down. in the end i was the only person from NE standing xD

Then I didn't know that Gideon's 'small sharing' would end so late! So i ended up getting into trouble with my dad cos i was supposed to reach or leave that place by 6.30pm but it was like 7.15pm and i still didn't leave. My hp was in my bag which was in a room, and it was considered far from where i was sitting cos of the amount of people there. okay lah the living room was also quite small lah.

Then when i left Zhi Cai was so kind to say good-bye to me!!! haha. i only heard him whisper byebye when i stood up to leave. Aww.

then i went to eat mac with my family for dinner. while eating i spotted one green familiar shirt. then it was....

.... KEITH! and michelle and see peng. WOAH! so qiao can.

Then i ran over and chatted with them etc. then my parents left first to go walk around AMK central while i stayed in mac. then michelle told me that yeong deng coming soon. then after a while she said yining and jocelyn also coming. too bad my parents came back for me earlier than i expected. then when i walk around central with them looking for either Nike, Adidas or Converse shoes to replace my current one. then i walked pass mac and yining smsed me that she was inside. so i went in to look and i saw her, jocelyn and yeong deng! haha.

anyway. thats my day. yup! :D

and now its 2.29AM. i'd better go sleep le (: eyes half closed ler. bye! :D

- our God is an AWESOME God! :D

Heres a random photo of Pamela, Aishah, Jody, Alex and Jia Qi at the class BBQ! :D i know many of you all want the bbq photos, so tell me lah! (:

Today was okay lah.
Me and Derick didn't expect to get the "late for reading" duty again since we already done it last few days ago :D

then went for my chinese class at around 6.30 start. in the end the train that me and celine were on was a bit sot then we were stuck for quiet a while...

rah. eyes closing. its now 2.39am. i'd better go sleep tomorrow then post bah. :D

Just a quiz.. kena sabo-ed by Kerrie! The one I sabo-ed her for she DIDN'T DO. Boo! :/
But yeah, get on with the quiz! :D - I just LOVE quizzes (: -

[[ 1 ]] NAME: gwendolyn neo yuan qi :D

[[ 2 ]] BIRTHDAY: 8thAPRIL1993!

[[ 3 ]] HEIGHT: 162cm. not too tall lah (:

[[ 4 ]] SHOE SIZE: about US 8 and a half - 9

[[ 5 ]] EYE COLOR: dark brown. i love my eyes (:

[[ 6 ]] HAIR COLOR: dark brown

[[ 7 ]] BEEN KISSED: err nope.

[[ 8 ]] DONE DRUGS: DUH-ishly, NO! Drugs are STUPID okay

[[ 9 ]] BEEN ON STAGE: yup! :D during the super funny 1E "respect" skit and during pri school.. one of the 3 main RECORDER players for teachers' day. quite lame lah.

[[ 11 ]] BEEN DUMPED: nope

[[ 12 ]] GOTTEN INTO AN ACCIDENT: yup. car accident. luckily i only got a bruse and no wonder i'm scared of cars on the road!

[[ 13 ]] EATEN AN ENTIRE BOX OF SWEETS: of course!

[[ 14 ]] DYED YOUR HAIR: heh, nope. i like my hair color well enough yesyes :D

[[ 15 ]] CHOKED IN FRONT OF SOMEONE: too many times to recall. i remember i just choked infront of yining and wenzhen.

[[ 16 ]] WENT TO SCHOOL IN YOUR PJs: never! but i heard mrs t. say that in US people do that...

[[ 17 ]] GOTTEN DETENTION: never! not even in my dreams (:

[[ 18 ]] LOVED SOMEONE SO MUCH THAT MADE YOU CRY: yup D:

[[ 19 ]] DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE RIGHT NOW: yup.

[[ 20 ]] DO THEY KNOW: i'm not sure..

[[ 22 ]] COULD SEE YOURSELF MARRYING THAT SPECIAL PERSON: never!

[[ 23 ]] COLD // HOT: hot. the weather's killing me.

[[ 24 ]] BLACK // WHITE: black-ie! :D

[[ 26 ]] GIVE // RECEIVE: give&receive (: its good you know

[[ 27 ]] WOOL // COTTON: cotton pepos! :D

[[ 28 ]] ROSE // DAISY: rose. (:

[[ 29 ]] PRIVATE // PUBLIC SCHOOL: public school. i need to know more people you know! humans are sociable people YOU KNOW.

[[ 30 ]] PLAIN // CHOCOLATE MILK: ahh. the chocolate-y milk goodness (:

[[ 31 ]] HISTORY//SCIENCE: erm. both are hated. but i like science better

[[32 ]] MATH // ENGLISH: i'm like, an English FREAK.

[[ 33 ]] SPRING // FALL: i don't know. i like both (:

[[ 34 ]] ROCK // COUNTRY: rock!

[[ 35 ]] PEPSI // COKE: eww. get those fizzy drinks away from me lah! I like MILO!

[[ 36 ]] LOVE // LUST: love (:

[[ 37 ]] EAT // SLEEP: sleep. i don't wanna eat and be a fat piggy! D:

[[ 38 ]] WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO BECOME PRESIDENT: that would be mr. piggy here. mr. piggy, please. -ushers plush piggy up to the 'stage'- Quin shall be mr. piggy's faithful surpporter :D

[[39 ]] WHO IS THE MOST ANNOYING: ahem. learn to LOVE your enemy dears.

[[ 40 ]] WHO DO YOU WISH TO SEE MORE OFTEN: everyone i love :D

[[ 41 ]] WHO DO YOU E-MAIL THE MOST: i don't email pepos (:

[[ 44 ]] WHO ARE YOU JEALOUS OF: bill gates! -draws a picture of a bill and a pic of a gate- copyrighted KEITH from the time he said who he wished he could be (:

[[ 45 ]] WHO GOT THE BEST ROOM: i love mine enough :D

[[ 46 ]] WHOSE THE HORNIEST: alicia and kerrie. LADIES! you pepos are mad-ohs! :D

[[ 47 ]] WHO DO YOU TRUST THE MOST: celine and shanice and kerrie (:

[[48 ]] WHO KNOWS YOU THE BEST: oh that would be kerrie! :D

[[ 49 ]] YOUR BEST FRIEND: celine, kerrie, alicia, eileen (:

[[ 50 ]] WHO DID YOU HAVE A SERIOUS TALK WITH: kerrie!

[[ 51 ]] WHO GETS ALONG W/ YOUR PARENTS: erm. me and my bro can get along with them fine.

[[ 52 ]] WHO YOU HUGGED THE MOST: jiaqi :D

[[ 53 ]] WHO DO U MISS THE MOST: all my aitong besties

[[ 54 ]] WHO FOUGHT W/ YOU THE MOST: rachel and yan wen. but we're all besties now! :D

[[ 55 ]] WHO ARGUE W/ YOU THE MOST: my mom? yes. my mom.

[[ 56 ]] FAVORITE FRIENDS OF THE OPPOSITE SEX: Eekeng -the only guy i knew since pri 1-, Ben the B-wen, Guo Zhang the lamer!, Yeong Deng the bell! xD

[[ 57 ]] DO YOU LIKE TO GIVE HUGS: heh. yup :D

[[ 58 ]] GIVE BACK RUBS: no.

[[ 59 ]] TAKE WALKS IN THE PARK: no! MOSQUITOS LAH

[[ 60 ]] WATCH TV: yup! but i'm not a TV ADDICT

[[ 61 ]] GO TO THE BEACH: yep! :D

[[ 62 ]] DO HOMEWORK: no, who LIKES homework?

[[ 63 ]] PLAY IN THE SNOW: haven't experience snow except for FAKE SNOW! -scarsm intended-

[[ 64 ]] WORK OUT: sailing! :D

[[ 65 ]] TALK ON THE PHONE: yup! i can talk on it for 1hr plus without stopping (: except for if i'm using the com.

[[ 66 ]] STAY UP ALL NIGHT TALKIN TO A FRIEND: yep! so far the latest was BEN. we chatted and decided to sleep at only about 4.30 or 5 and we really slept at that time! :D

[[ 67 ]] GO ONLINE: when have you NEVER seen me online [besides the time my com crashed]? COMPUTER'S MY LIFE :D

[[ 68 ]] BE KISSED: nope

[[ 69 ]] DO WEIRD // FREAKY THANGS: in school? ALWAYS man!

[[ 70 ]] WHICH ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS MOST LIKELY TO BECOME A MODEL: dunno. all of them are really pretty lah can xD

[[ 71 ]] HAVE KNOWN YOU THE LONGEST: besides my brother? that would be eekeng and celine :D

[[ 72 ]] WHO DO YOU KNOW MOST ABOUT: many people! :D

[[ 73 ]] BEEN TO A CONCERT: yep! recently was erm.. rae's concert band thing-o. AMBience or something like that :D

[[ 74 ]] BEEN OUTTA STATE: yes. Australia's the furtherest (:

[[ 75 ]] GONE SKINNY DIPPING: err? what the heck is that. though i've got a rough idea. i don't need answers.

[[ 76 ]] RAN ROUND NAKED: erm. freak-out questions lah! funny quiz. and the answer for this question is obviously NO.

[[ 77 ]] BROKEN A BONE: eww. i think if i broke a bone i'd rather die. i hate all these gruesome stuff.

[[ 78 ]] CHEATED ON A TEST: yeah. when i was pri 1 everyone was. We thought it was an ASSESSMENT!!!

[[ 79 ]] RAN A MARATHON: nah. erm for school's sports day yes. In both ATS and MFSS. and for both i ran for baton relay! except in MF its 4x100 and in ATS its just across the school field (:

[[ 80 ]] MET A FAMOUS PERSON: yup! my friend's mom is lin mei jiao and i see her quite often when i was in ATS. (: then Sylvester, Olinda, Daniel Ong, and when I was at my school de Mac, Singapore Idol's Joakim!

[[ 81 ]] BOUGHT SOMETHING AND SOLD IT: yup. but its not like it was a hp or something xD

[[ 82 ]] STOLE FROM SOMEONE OR SOMEWHERE: nope. always stole food from friends though :D

[[ 83 ]] STALKED SOMEONE: nope. i'm not so bo liao and lame. ever heard of time = $$$?

[[ 84 ]] IF YOU WERE TO GO OUT W/ ANYONE, WHO WOULD IT BE: dunno. all my friends! I hate going out with only one friend, its boring. a whole group would be fun. Maybe AGEK. If not its Yining, WenZhen, Heidi, Yeong Deng and GuoZhang [etc.] cos he's lame! :D

[[ 85 ]] HAVE YOU EVER HAD AN ONLINE RELATIONSHIP: nope.

[[ 86 ]] BAD HABITS: i have loads xD

[[ 87 ]] MAKES YOU MAD: many things in life.

[[ 88 ]] SCARIEST MOMENTS: the stupid ghost documentary on National Geographic. Brr..

[[ 89 ]] WHERE ARE YOU: in my room with my foot ON [and not in] the dustbin xD

[[ 90 ]] ARE YOU WEARIN ANY JEWELRY : nope.

[[ 91 ]] LAST TIME YOU SHOWERED: this morning before going to school.

[[ 92 ]] COLOR OF PANTS YOU'RE WEARING: black. its my lovely school shorts xD

[[ 93 ]] WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW: ooh! good timing. Because You Live by Jesse McCartney! :D my fav.

[[ 94 ]] LAST THING YOU SAID: thanks to my maid for the food she cooked?

[[ 95 ]] COMPUTER DESK IS MADE OF: wood.

[[ 96 ]] LAST THING YOU ATE: KFC shroom burger xD

[[ 97 ]] WHAT YOU REALLY WANNA DO RIGHT NOW: get ready for tuition and get it over with.

[[ 98 ]] WHAT COLOR OF CRAYON WOULD YOU WANNA BE: many colors.

[[99]] SABO ANY 5 PEOPLE: wenzhen, ben, huiwen, yoke-y! :D and erm.. Eileen!

Woke up today with some puffy eyes. Must be from yesterday cos I slept at almost 1am thanks to my dad. And cos I kinda cried yesterday while quarrelling with my mom cos she called me "Lousy and selfish" cos I didn't know how to teach her after I helped her transfer songs into her handphone. Thats like, practically saying I'm useless.

Gosh, today I actually did SC duty at ramp! -gasp- i hated ramp, and Nurul M asked me and Derek to do ramp today and we were like, "jiayou bah, jiayou." haha.

I kept sitting down, then a teacher would come down and I would stand to greet them. Then I would sit again and I told Derek "scarly just as I sit one teacher walks down the stairs.." and sure enough, another teacher did and I stood up to greet her again. =/

Today we practically didn't have much lessons at all. Just studied during the lessons when Mrs Thomas was in the class.

Haha, today's CG was fun!!! :D

Loads of laugh from today's CG (: maybe cos Layling and Rachel were around too, adding on to the fun (: I learnt today that in order to get closer to God I would have to sacrifice some things. Yup. But I don't have to worry too much - God's always good! AMEN! (:

After CG we went to AMK library to study, but before that we all bought bubble tea! :D haha. Johnathan and Jefferson bought ice cream and in the end Jefferson was eating like eating ice cream would kill cos his ice cream was melting all over! in the end Jon told him to throw it away. Haha. Then we studied at the cafe area there, and Guo Zhang kept buying food! Then always come to where I was sitting to tempt me. Haha. EVILNESS!

But Guo Zhang was very lame. Like me lah. Haha. I thought him the cat and dog choir thingy and we were like, meow-ing and ruff-ing our way from the library to the coffee shop! HAHA. And I thought I was lame. I think I've met the person who would finally understand supersuper lame stuff. :D

Guo Zhang has the same birthday as Heidi! and he lives near her too. She was like, wah, daomei!!! LOL

hmm. gtg. its 12.45am! Tomorrow still got school. Yup (:

And the MF flag flies HIGH man! WHOO!
Kinda random, cos this photo was from the Sailing Nationals. So yup, that was a long time ago like on July 4th! :D


Woke up today at 6am, then went back to sleep in the morning when on my living room sofa. Then I overslept till 6.30! WAH! Late liao. So I rushed to get ready - and I packed my schoolbag by looking at the wrong timetable! -bangs head on table-

I packed it according to last term's time table, and today after PE had chinese!!! But heng, Ms Ham didn't teach. Cos our EOYs was over anyway. So I was lucky. (:

As usual, during recess rushed down after I finished eating to find Clarence for SC duty. WHERE HE GO??? He's always missing lah. I from canteen run to F1 duty area [1A classroom staircase] cos I was late. Then the other sec 2 SCs said he at canteen, so i run to canteen again. Then I saw him and both of us were like "Where were you???" at the same time. Haha. Duty was quite boring today lah. Cos A1, the staircase near the i-Studio.

Speaking of SC duty, ME AND DEREK DID MORNING DUTY AS RECORDING DOWN LATECOMER'S NAME! Haha so fun lah.

Then he was like "haha Gwen, you kena upper sec de. Sure got a lot of late comers lah... you got to copy a lot de lorh. haha!" so mean! Then really, majority of latecomers were UPPER SEC. bo bian, just write down the same date over and over again =/ then Derek held my pen as custody by lending it to thos people who were late for school to use to write their name on the book. DEREK - you are soooo mean and evil okay. Next time YOUR pen is gonna be the one held custody. next time you collect chair lah you!! HAHA. Fellow chairperons somemore leh, how could he be so mean!

YAY the sailors and sec 2 student leaders are going to either INDONEISIA OR THAILAND for our camp! WHOOHOO! Actually not really camp, cos our sailing camp supposed to be at NSC de, dunno why change. Sad. But going OVERSEAS leh. Like, how cool is that lah! :D I heard we're gonna sail to an island and maybe we will tompang the sec 2 SLs. Then when we at the island we do some activities. OMGOSH so cool lah!!! :D excited!

After school, me and Kerrie went to the coffee shop near school to eat. Then we chat until about 3 plus, then got these two weird looking "ladies" who came to the coffeeshop. I was like, wah they look so.. weird. Then Kerrie told me that they were nan ban nu. Meaning boys who dress up as girls. I was so shocked cos my first time I actually see people liddat. So I got kinda freaked out and Kerrie was like "Hey lets go lah." she kinda saw that I was really scared of those people. Haha.

Then at the block near our busstops, I chatted with her till 5.30!!! WOW. We talked about loads of stuff. I find that when only the two of us are together, its kinda more fun. Cos we always share with each other stuff (:

dunno how, but we suddenly talked about grandparents. And guess what? I only have 1 grandparent left. My gran, or my 'ahmah'. I shared with her how my grandmother on my mom's side passed away when I was K1, and that my grandfather missed her so much till he died. I could remember all these images, even though I was only K1. But in 1 year i had lost both of them, which was kinda sad. My dad's side the grandfather I've never seen him cos he passed away when my dad was in secondary school. So yah.. I shared with her about my mom's side grandparents until I kept crying as I spoke. I miss them a lot.

And my ahmah now is also not in very good health. I'm worried. She fell down on her way to AMK market that day, and she sorta fractured or sprained her ankle and when I went to her place for dinner, she was asleep. I could see the bandage on her ankle... I felt like crying. She is the only one I have left, and I must treasure her. But now its like, sometimes even go to her place for dinner i also don't want to, even though she lives at the block beside mine. I feel so terrible, and now I'm determined to visit her everyday. Thank God she's still okay.

I asked dad, "How was her ankle today? Was she feeling better?" and he said "Yeah, her ankle's better. You see, you're so concerned, but you don't go and see her." and that hit the spot. Oh well, I also can't lie to myself that even though her hair's still naturally black, she IS pretty old already. I kinda prepared myself for anything that might happen.

Oh God, please don't take her away from me.

Everytime I see her, well, she's always coughing, real bad. But instead of minding about herself, she always asks about me when I'm sick. And I don't know how many doctors she's been to see about her bad cough. I told Kerrie, "I would be fine if anything happened. Lets just say I prepared myself." but she knew I wouldn't be and she disagreed. Well, I kinda agree with her. I wouldn't be okay.

Anything may happen, anytime. But heck, with such a kind heart of hers I KNOW that she would live long (: