Yawn... so tired. Today went visiting around etc etc... first to my gran's house, then my granduncle's house. Tomorrow still got. After I came back from my gran's house [dinner, not during visiting], I immediately turned on the comp and used it... haha! First surfed the net for people in MFSS whom I know but haven't added yet... when I typed in "Ai Tong School, Mayflower Secondary" I found Mandy's sis, Doreen. I also found a few friends, but which I'm not so close to.

Okay now its 12:59AM... gotta go and sleep or tomorrow I got big, puffy eyebags and puffy cheeks from not enough sleep... haha its 1AM now... hahaha... Okay so Happy Chinese New Year everyone, especially to my dearest friends [Rachel, Celine, Ethel, Felicia, Yan Wen, Shanice, Shan Ai, Mandy, Jia Ying, Ji Yin, Natasha and not forgetting dearest Zheng Yi! Some friends are not stated here.. sorry! I'm really tired to go list down all!!!] in ATS 6E 05. Will miss you guys loads... remember to stay in touch and don't let the "Out of sigh, out of mind" thoery come true okay? Also Happy CNY to my friends in MFSS too. Don't worry, I didn't forget about you guys either!

Hahas... not pre-schooler! PRI-schooler. Anyway...

When we got into class [1E of course], everyone check their "mailbox" since the teacher didn't come to class yet. BTW our "mailbox" is made using angbaos... haha. Shriram suggested to Mrs Thomas that we could use them for messages, when the Notice Board commitee initially used it for decoration for the CNY Best Class Deco comp. We had all our names written on the angbaos and well, I guess thats how Shriram got the idea of mailboxes? Oh well.

After that, Chinese teacher came in and everyone rushed back to their seats... today's Chinese lesson was super-duper boring! She speak until I wanna sleep.... in the morning never bathe is liddat... whole day feel tired! The other time I almost fell asleep while in class cause I was so tired... lucky for me Kerrie woke me up! Haha. Anyway.... *yawn* 2 periods of Chinese... I'm like WOOT.. 2 periods! WOW we're so "lucky". So after Chinese lessons we had English... good good... at least it wasn't as boring. Then at 9:30am all the choir members left for their practice for later's CNY Concert. The choir members in my class made up 1/3 of the class or to be more specific... 1/4? I dunno.

Later at 9:35am the others left for recess. After we [meaning me, Kerrie, Alicia] bought our food, Kerrie decided to sit next to Ci Ping... he always sit alone! So okay then... pei ta lor. Then later we forced Aaron to sit with us. Mainly cause we thought Ci Ping was too lonely cause 3 girls v.s. 1 boy. Not fair right? Then I ate so slow cause Aaron kept talking to me about sailing. Okay.. so fine then nevermind.

Went back to class and at 10:45am went to the hall to watch the CNY performance... the disipline head master keep scolding the sec 1s and sec 3s and keep prasising the sec 2s and sec 4s.... sucky lor! Then after he scold us he kept making us sit and stand! Later was the performance... Chinese Ochestra seemed quite interesting. When it came to the choir performance I saw Janisha! Haha. She was right at the side where people could spot her easily. Easiest to spot was.... sad to say - Li Kiong. He hardly opened his mouth to sing! He kept looking around while singing, too. Though I was looking forward to seeing the choir sing during the performance, many people around me were complaining how boring it was. Most exciting to me was.... the Chinese Ochestra performance!!! It was so cool, especially the girl who was playing the drums!!! Wow man... she stole the limelight away from the rest of the people in CO.. haha!

Later when the choir sang da di hui chun for the closing of the performance, the class chairpersons of each class was supposed to walk to their teacher to give them the orange.. but I couldn't find Mrs Thomas anywhere! So I decided to go look for her after the whole performance really ended and we were dismissed. Later when I found shan ai and mandy and told them about me needing to see my teacher, they said they wanted to stay downstairs. So okay, I admit. I took a long time cause I couldn't find Mrs Thomas. And when I went down I couldn't find Shan Ai nor Mandy. And when I went outside of school and called them no one answered. Later went back in to find them... couldn't. Then I saw shan ai messaged me earlier saying Hurry up. I called her and they said they were on the bus going to ATS...

I was like... hopping mad and hung up on Shan Ai. I ran across the overhead bridge to go meet Rae in the taxi..... I heck care them ler!

[EDITED ON JANUARY 30]

LOL... Today I'm SICK! Wuahaha.... geez... getta life will ya?! Whats so nice of being sick? o.0 Pui. haha.. okay lar I'll stop my madness!

Why sick huh? Ehh cause I yesterday sailing then not feeling well cause too cold.. we were sailing during a thunderstorm somemore!!! Cool man... usually during swimming if got thunderstorm we have to immediately stop but then in sailing... omigosh! Thunderstorm no need to stop! Then all my seniors were sailing so far out into the sea.. lalala... cool... then later Mrs Sidhu said to my senior who partnered me "okay Si Yuan [or I think thats his name] you can let Gwen try now!" I was like OH MY GOD! I didn't expect this............. help me!! But hey actually it was quite cool! My senior told me about the tacking thingy when you have to turn the boat/whatever around... so hard to do that! He had to keep repeating to me how he did it.... sorry! I was really confused. Then I saw Nicholas Wong... wahlao... he tack that time do it so quickly lor! Its like *zoop* and he tacked. Compared to me and Quin[tessence], we tack until like siao liao... but I think Quin is better off then me. Cause everytime I tack my senior was like "err okay... err I'll show you how to tack hor" and I just keep watching and trying till he decided to take over... I think later he vomited blood cause he had to keep showing me whatta do... so I guess tommorrow if I'm partnering him... better practice how to tack a bit more... or else he really vomit blood... but after all he was using the more pro Byte lor... I using Pico leh... thats for pros as what I heard from Tzu Ling or Siu Ngee. LOL... Everyone else was using the Byte.

eww...yesterday was a low tide... my shoes were disgusting! My legs were dirty... covered with seaweed and sand and... rubbish!!! OMG got all the plastic thingies and paper and stuff like this all scattered near the shore there.. and all the trolleys were so dirty when we pulled it up... disgusting! Then I went to help Ning Xing with the washing of her boat... and her sail... and helped her with untangling strings for the sail and stuff... and helped her rid of all the seaweed on the trolley and stuff... then finally we were done! Eww so disgusting were my legs so I went to wash... went to wash my shoes too... tomorrow must ask Mrs Sidhu where to buy the shoes for sailing and the clothing... haha...

Then guess what...

Mrs Sidhu complimented me for being quite good for a first-timer! Woot! She said cause when she told me to "Point" or yadiyadi I could do it... cause my senior taught me how to!!! Wuahahaha.... so she commented him too. Lol. Then later in the toilet Quin was like "Hey Gwen, good hor! Good for you!" I was like "Huh... very hard leh... I still wondering how come she complimented me lor!" then we went to shower... haha... I was grossed out by my dirt covered legs but I cleaned the dirt off at the point where you wash your shoes. haha...

Anyway better go do my homework and pack my things for tomorrow's sailing... or later I surely forget again! If I don't finish my work tomorrow will be an exciting day for me if I kena scolding... hahaha. Cause I chairperson somemore.. the worst chairperson i think!

New link, reports of my life ^^

Lol added another classmate [Alexandra] into my links ^^ actually I know her since about pri 5? Cause she is from ATS 5DD / 6D so naturally I've seen her many times... hehe.

[EDIT] I found a ripper on blogskins.com and she's now under my "Hated Rippers" section. First one somemore! Lets give a hand to.... little_rainbow! Damn her! She used my coding on 2 of my skins and DIDN'T CREDIT! Grr [/EDIT]

Well, I told my dearest affilate about not being able to see her blogskin so I couldn't tag on her tagboard and stuff... but to her and others they can see it 0.0 I also dunno why T_T

Oh yeah. Anyone from Ai Tong School pri 1-6 [2006] please tell me when's the CNY celebration! Oh gosh no one knows!!! Not even my brother... [...]

Wuakaka tomorrow got sailing ^^ Wheee.... oo better remember to bring all my stuff otherwise got problem again! Haizzz.... always me = sotong de! Sobs.

Anyway! Illusionskeeper suggested I getta new tagboard [one for my profile at blogskins.com and another at my own blog]... heh good suggestion but I am soooo lazy I don't bother with anything! = o

I'm so freaked out by my new calculator for school use... gawd its freaky, gawd its scary, gawd it has just too many functions!!! 0.0

Yeah can't wait till my birthday though I know its on April and now's January but ever heard... "Time flies with the blink of an eye"? Aww I wanna see time fly! *throws a clock outta the window* opps. *CRASH!* double opps. Hehheh! A joke I used to find funny in my cousin's joke book. Though there was only the image of the boy throwing his alarm clock out of the window. The other parts I added in myself ^^ anyway I wanna Tsubasa RC book, a Simple Plan album with the songs "Welcome to my world" and "Perfect World" and blah blah blah... so on so on =p

I'm so greedy ^^ <= smiles innocently

Do dreams and nightmares really come true or are dreams just telling us what we dreamt will never come true?

I really want to find out... I forgot to post about having a nightmare the previous night... I know it sounds lame but...

My nightmare was about an assasination.

On Earth, Singapore mainly.

And everyone will die. Everyone must die. They will spare no one.

Thats what happened in my dream. I was in school. The usual, sunny day. But later the school sounded its sirens about the group of assasins coming to attack and everyone was rushing across the field to the other side of the field. And I asked my teacher "Will everyone die?" and my teacher said "Yes. They will spare no one and every place they assasinated so far has got no survivors." After that they carried on running and I saw a group of people in black. Majority are girls. And they were carrying swords and you know, throwing stars in their hands.

Everyone ran to hide but there was no place to hide. And just when they started their assasination and everyone was screaming and blood splattered all over...

I woke up. I was breathing heavily and panting heavily and feeling warm like I had a fever. I felt really uncomfortable and told my mother and she said "Yeah I know you had a nightmare. You were talking in your sleep." Don't freak out people, I always talk in my sleep. Once my dad told me I sleepwalked to the door of the toilet and walked back.

I remember in my nightmare they said something like "Pledge loyalty to us or you'll face your death." to a girl on the ground pleading for them to spare her. But she didn't pledge loyalty to them and she was killed by the assasin who was a girl. If you pledge loyalty to them, you'd have to follow them about to kill people. Their main plan was to rid of all humans and to take over the world.

Lame right? But if you were the one dreaming of such a horrible dream, I doubt you'd laugh. Later after I woke up and told my mom and stuff I didn't dare to close my eyes. I was afraid that if I slept I'd dream of that dream again. It was horrible... blood all over, people screaming, children running though they know they have no where to hide.

But later after I went back to sleep, my dream was a peaceful one. It was funny, but I forgot what the dream was about. It made me laugh in dream. It made me laugh after I woke up and thought about it. At least I didn't dream of the assasination.

Don't you realise that sweet or pleasent dreams are dreams people usually forget about but as for nightmares, people don't forget them so easily.

And I sometimes wonder why.

'Home'sick?

Apparently my friend is aware of my blog so oh well.. hihi.

Not so enthusiastic, huh.

Anyway shucks lar I miss ATS... sooo much somemore! Feel 'home'sick now... argh... I like my ATS classmates than compared to my MFSS classmates.... almost all girls somemore lor... so what if its best English class? I heck care lar... how I wish I was back in ATS now... though many awful things happened there, who cares! I prefer my ATS class 100 times better yeahs...

The people in MFSS keep leaving me out... Aisha gets mad when I go with Kerrie and so I try not to follow Kerrie that much but wth Aisha still gets mad lor! And now its like she ignores me more than talk to me... she hardly turns back to talk to me... whats the use of her sitting infront of me when she doesn't talk to me... and yeahs I was sooo hoping that she'd sit with me and now I wish I was sitting with Kerrie and Elizabeth... but now Kerrie and Elizabeth goes with Alicia [I think cause they think she's a pai kia cause she got more earholes and that she's way cooler than me who Elizabeth thinks is a guai kia... hey I just do what I am supposed to do and I study cause I'm supposed to kay...] ... and well I feel like I'm being ignored by them more often.. this is awful... its like what happened to me in ATS at the start of pri 5 and at the mid year of pri 6... I hate it when this happens... ARGH I wanna quit school or at the most I wanna transfer...

I wanna go back ATS visit for Chinese New Year... anyone else going too? Tell me okay.. its a must for me to go back visit the teachers... haha. So anyone interested? Tell me! Hahaha... from what I know, Celine, Karen, Felicia, Ethel [maybe], Eekeng, and so on from 6E will be going back visit... must bring my cam... I wanna take more photos of our pri school friends!!! 6E rules... hahaha....

Olah!

Apperantly my cousin knows about my blog soo... Hi!


Lol... decided to come post while doing tons of homework today. I feel like its impossible to cope with secondary school life! But well o well made new friends and hey, they're not so bad. I guess...

Yesterday was a holiday but I didn't post cause I went to my cousin's house to celebrate his birthday... haha he is 12 years old... Happy Birthday! But anyway its belated I guess... being 12 huh... how does it feel or so I am not sure... but heck I've been 12 myself! Err first its a bit stressful and so but only when you come to secondary school will you know whats stressful. I feel like jumping outta the window and don't stop me!

Hahaha... anyway later than post... gotta go eat dinner now.. its 7:59pm now so before my dad and mom comes back to scold me about not eating on time... I'd better run...

Ciaos amigos.

Rain rain go away...

It keeps raining... hmm...

Yeah my maple can play! My lvl 20 char need like 5% more to lvl but.... Sylvie asked me to play Bootes. So while playing Bootes my dad wanted to test something about our phone so he told me to go offline for a while. So I did. When I tried to play maple after reconnecting, I couldn't play maple... Fustrating!!!

So I didn't lvl. Not one bit.

Class stuff yiddie yiddie..

Yikes... being Chair Person of the class is really tiring... especially since the class is not cooperative with you. Lol.

Today when we asked the class to stay back, and after Mrs Thomas talked to them, she let me and Shriran take over. He kept talking and didn't lemme say what I wanted to tell the class. Fine, I had enough about him. So the worst thing you could do when someone annoys you is 'Shaddup!!!' and that was just what I did. Guess what? The whole class cheered for me. They were clapping and going 'Woohoo!!! Cool!!!' and Shriran came slashing the whiteboard marker at me. LOL. I practically embarassed him infront of the whole class... who ask him be so bossy? Not my prob. WUAHAHAHA!!! Anyway I AM Chair Person and he IS VICE Chair Person. Actually, it makes no diff but who cares. Anyway, I want to be Student Leader. Ok that lasts you for 4 years. But Mrs Thomas said I'm already in Commitee. ARGH. I hate that reason. Cannot have double posts or something? Oh please... Even K-E-R-R-I-E wants to be a SL. But Mrs Thomas told us to be SL we have to give up our posts of being in the Class Commitee. Mean-o right?

My dad only allows me to use the comp on Friday, Saturday and maybe Sunday. I hate limited computer playing but I don't care. Anyway I am working on a new blogskin called 'The Dreamer'. Fancy name right? But the skin is not that fancy. Its rather simple and plain, my favourite style! Ok so back to the Class Commitee sub. Even the representative for English wants to be a SL. But she's the rep. for English. But rep. and Class Commitee are different. I hope and I guess. I really feel like banging my head on the floor. Why did I bother volunteering for the Chair Person of 1E when I could be a Student Leader instead? Its more fun with all those camps, sec 1 orientation helping out etc etc. WHY IS IT SO UNFAIR??? I hate schools that limit you to being like this. But I dunno if its Mrs Thomas who is limiting us or the school. I think its Mrs Thomas.

Right now I feel like writing in the journal. I'm just waiting for the sms I sent to Mrs Thomas to be replied. Life seems boring. Sooo boring. so so so boring... haizzz. Even my maple story download already cannot play! Thats the worst thing in life. Aisha already handed up her journal... and Mrs Thomas was reading it while walking to the staffroom. Aisha told me that Mrs Thomas wanted to speak to her cause she mentioned something about being stressed in her journal. Poor Aisha.

Right now I'm online. But not many people from ATS are online. It seems they got loads of homework too.. haha.Actually for me, my workload is counted little. And why hasn't Mrs Thomas replied yet?!?! ARGH!!

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Ok at least thats out of my head. I'm mad. Beware. beware...

Back!

Hey guys... whatta say.. I'm back from the long break of computer not working madness! Whoopie peoples whoopie.

Speaking of being back - I have some messages for people who tagged when I was 'away'.

[to Jeanie] Thank you for tagging! But so sorry I didn't reply because my computer was down! Happy err... belated New Year to you too!

[to JAMIE] Hi too! When I've got the time, I'll work on it. No prob =)


Thats all.
I've replied to all people [on my tagboard] who tagged on my tag board. Haha. Whatta weird me.

Planning to get a new layout. I thought of using my recently made 'Simplicity IS the best' skin. But other people are using it already. I'm this sorta people who make sure what I use is what others don't have. Mean right? I am finally showing my 'true' colors. Yep. 'true'.

Anyway. I just love my classmates and the people in Mayflower. New life, new friends. A chance to change over from sins comitted to friends in primary school [when I said sins, I meant mistreating them and taking their trust and all for granted]. I just love being in MF. And why I hear you ask? ITS SO BEAUTIFULLY DONE! AND CAUSE I GET A CHANCE TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS! Without friends - I die. Whakaka.

By the way my class has only got 6 boys. But anyway, I'm not used to having Indians in a school. Due to being in a school under Hokkien Huay Kuan which meant that its an all-chinese school. BLEH on that. But my class has one really nice and funny indian guy. That proves all indians are not all as they seem. But the indians from the NA class are horrible. Looking at the way they behave and the way they keep talking bad about teachers or Student Leaders during talks and etc, they seem really bad. Hmm... I'll pass on that anyway. The boys in my class are much more err... can talk to manner then compared to 6E [ATS]. You [a girl] talk to them [the boys] and they snap back at you like 'Shaddup lar' or something else. -shrugs- anyway secondary school boys are much friendlier. Yeps.

I made really nice friends from my class. But as for me, Shan Ai and Mandy, we seem to be drifting apart. We were once such close friends but after we all made new friends, they didn't seem to talk to each other nor talk to me much at all. But hey, my friends are pretty much nice too. Carey [sorry if this is not the correct spelling!], Elizabeth and Aisha. We usually come together as a group all the time. ^^