yeah! finally settled my problems with my mom. thank God! :D now can sleep in peace (:

yeahyeah the new stuff in audition are quite fun! Sync-8 is damn difficult. played with Jody and then i think i lagged, and for like half the song i didn't have any moves! so dissappointed.

Btw,

i just need to say something...

EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER!
-whoohoo! :D

finally done with my art paper. quite proud of my first drawing. the sketching one. but my colour-ed in ones are like crap lah. aww, i'm kinda loosing interest in art thanks to ms chu. D:

next monday school is as usual. so dissappointing! but aiyah, also got no choice. the most i don't bring books lah. also no more chinese lessons. haha. ending of school is usually fun, but this time round my EOS doesn't seem to be as enjoyable -

- STREAMING.

yeah. streaming! whoohoo. like anyone's gonna be excited for that liddat. its gonna be quite sad, cos aaron said that confirmed not everyone will end up in 2E next year. oh man, the hyperness also cannot be gone! :( if Jia Qi moves to another class i will sosososo! miss her. AGEK also cannot move up, i will miss them like hell. i just hope almost everyone stays in the same class. i don't want JODY to move away!

she mentioned it while we were at the Bishan library today... i mean, its kinda true. her math and science results are better than her english. but then again, thats good. i mean, math and science will be able to help you like, get a job or go to better schools in future. what much can english do? its so common a topic lah. but i hope jody stays in the E class stream... if she goes and Bernice stays, Bernice will be so lonely during lessons. in other words, we just can't pass the boring days of lessons without all our whacky classmates!

i know this is gonna sound weird, but i'm hoping all the boys stay too. haha. aaron, please don't be so sad. you confirm stay with us one lah! (: but i think confirm likiong will move down, cos of his results. i heard he got into our class cos other classes no vacency or however you spell it... then only our class has one more space, so he came to our class =/ dots.

erm.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SERAPHINA! :D

more about her surprise [actually not THAT surprise cos she saw the cake too early at KFC] birthday celebration with JiaQi, Jody, Bernice, Kerrie and ME later! :D

i sometimes don't know why ITEMS could be more important to one then her own daughter lah.

Stupid. i hate my mom so much.

i don't know, but today was just my taboo day again. i mean, how many unfortunate things could happen to me in a day? First it was the Math paper. didn't finish it. then it was my Science paper. finished it early, but then i almost slept through the first half of the paper. then it was at the library, we got chased out cos we were studying at the basement. like, super wahlaos lah.

then outside the library, the stupid old man fell on me and when he landed on me i landed on the ROAD lah. luckily my left knee only got a few small cuts while my right knee was numb as i fell on that knee when on the road there.

then cos i was holding my mother's hp, then when he fell on me of course i got shocked and let go of the hp. then it was on the road, and it had this small dent on it when i quickly took it out from the pouch to check. i was so scared i almost cried. cried not cos of the pain and numbness in both my knees, but because my mother's hp was dent! it was brand new, and where it got dented, it was not so obvious, but i was still scared and guilty cos i borrowed it.

that old man is like, super bad lah. he fell on me and made me fall on the road, somemore on staircase, but he didn't apologise and instead, walked off like he was what, embarassed?! he fell on a kid which was like most probably one third his weight [i tell you, he was SUPER heavy] and he didn't apologise!!! no one asked if i was okay as everyone's attention was focused on that indian man who fell on me. he sorta landed upside down on the staircase. only Kerrie and Alicia asked if i was okay annot.

then i wanted to call my mother but at first cos the phone dropped my sim card had something wrong with it, then i turned it off and on again and i managed to call my dad. he was nice enough to joke with me to cheer me up as he knew i was guilty.

then just now she called me to ask if i wanted to eat anything, but when i told her about her hp she got mad with me. then she said i was "terrible".

so great! now i know EXACTLY WHERE she places me. lemme see, first should be everyone else, second is items such as handphones and lastly, ME.

first she called me "lousy and selfish" when i actually BOTHERED to help her with her hp stuff. then now she called me "terrible" cos i dented her hp by accident. Where is this going? why didn't a car just come pass the green light for pedestrians and just knock me down? then i would have gone to heaven, where i won't have to see my mother and listen to her bicker with me all the time. she just gave me an impression that she places an ITEM before her DAUGHTER.

i know, even though this was an accident, it was also my fault for borrowing her stuff. great. GREAT. if i got knocked down by a car and her hp also got dented or even crushed at the same time, she might most probably rush her almost 200-300 bucks plus hp to the handphone hospital and leave me there on the road to bleed to death. i bet that would happen. she loves her new hp so much that she didn't even bother to ask if i was hurt when i fell. instead she just went "you give it back to me. terrible person." that just goes to show how much she thinks of me... she actually puts a 200+ hp before me. yeah right mom thanks, you just made my day!

Been playing Audition SEA for the whole day since i came back. didn't do any studying for my science! omg i feel so guilty. just one game and i was taken away from my studies. ARGH.

Nevermind, after this post i'm gonna study and mug like i was siao to make up for lost time even though its not possible. heh. time waits for no man!

just downloaded "Awesome God" by Hillsongs Kids. omg lah, their voices are so cute! :D
God, please give me at least the wisdom to be able to study for my Science! (:

tomorrow i'm having Math paper 1 and Science paper. I hate both subjects and i have been weak in them since the start of the year. dunno why but since sec 1 i have been slacking like i could slack no more. rah. i hate both papers somemore. but i'll just put in all my effort for these two papers! :D

these few days my stomach has been especially weak. i don't want to eat because when i do, i feel pain. this is terrible. i eat, i feel pain. i don't eat, i also feel pain. i'm super gastric prone lah. just this morning i didn't eat breakfast, and during the test paper i was suffering. luckily it was literature and i just kept on writing while bearing with the pain. haha. writing all those sentences made me focus on the paper instead of the pain. haha. but after exam i was like "wah cannot tahan lah.." haha.

after school went to Thomson Plaza with Alicia and Elizabeth. Kerrie went home to study, yupyup (: then when we were eating at KFC i saw this group of pri 6 AI TONG boys.

WAH! This batch not as cool as my batch ;)

this batch of pri 6 boys suddenly pants very high HAHA. but okay lah, in primary school this is the 'fashion and trend'. but they were like, trying to act cool with HIGH PANTS -_- diao lah! then they were going to play LAN. this batch the boys all plumpplump de! haha. but they like, trying very hard to act cool. AWW MAN, i miss MY BATCH!!! :( besides my class boys lah. haha.

then when they left i saw a few of my primary school friends! as in from my LOVELY PRI 6 BATCH, Hui Hui and Xue Lin! :D I missed huihui so much man. I saw her and was like "Woah!" cos she and Xue Lin changed so much lah! okay lah not that much, but so long as they got change can liao lah. Then one guy came over and joined them after that and sat beside Xue Lin... oooh! Her bf izzit? heh. i also dunno (:

then we went to popular and elizabeth saw her BROTHER sitting at a corner reading a book and she ran over to tell us. then we saw her brother practically FLY out of popular. then as we were looking for pens, her mother came! so omgosh lah! then she got scolded. Aww liz, sorry! :(

then she looked for a pen, took it and went home with her mom. then me and Cia stayed on. Then we bo liao go arrange all the MARKER PENS from this shelf with my favourite marker pens! :D

The very NEATLY ARRANGED MARKERS&&Alicia's twist :D see, the markers are SO NEAT right. Popular should pay us man! xD

Another pic of the oh-so-neat markers. Proud of me and Alicia's work! :D

i then saw this SUPER CUTE BABY POOH BEAR!!! :D it was wearing GLASSES and READING!
-gasp- super cute lah! (: i took a total of 7 pics of this cute little pooh! but i shall just post the cuter pics :D

aww man! so super cute can. haha. I just LOVE pooh lah! :D he's reading a "book" called "Baby Pooh" lol. So cute lah! Alicia was like "Where got cute? -picks up Baby Tigger- TIGGER CUTER LORH!" and i was disagreeing. haha

okay. better finish off this post and go mug for science :D
- TOODLES! :D

Project SOS! Yep.

Yining has been talking to me about bringing one "sheep" to come and know God. I've been trying, but kept facing rejection. But nevermind, its like a challenge, i know i will fall, but i'm not PHYSICALLY [note the word physically. LOL] lame, and i can stand up again and try (:

were many people scared of me as i was of others? i don't know, i don't want to know. but heck, i just try my very best.

i want to bring as many people as possible to come and know God! i have experienced change ever since i converted, and i hope many people would experience this change too. even my parents noticed my change ever since i attended service, and they told me that behaviour-wise, i'm improving loads. Now they're more comfortable with me going to church.

If God can change me, he can change many people too! its not that God doesn't want to change them, but it is that they reject from allowing God to come into their lives. which to me is kinda sad. like what Shirley said, the best outreach to is our lives and mind. if our friends see that our lives don't match with what we share or preach, they will not believe in the gospel.

oh well. Wen Zhen is very excited to become a shepherd, and i can't deny that i am too (:

it is kinda hard to think of what ministry we should join, but Wen Zhen wants to join usher and maybe marcom or communications. i want to join both! but i'm afraid of a busy life. but if i must join only one, i must think of which ministry would enable me to be of help the KOG more. yup.

Hmm, i should carry on with the post from yesterday (:

oh wait, i forgot what i wanted to post. RAH!

Anyway.
today i swapped handphones with my mom! :D her hp chao nice lah, so wow-ish! The camera also very good - 2 megapixels. yupyup.

I wanted to try and take pics with as many people in NEA as possible. haha. tomorrow my mom will swap back my hp with hers! boohoo =/ i swapped it with her cos i scared when i reach church and there is still enough time to study, i would not be able to study cos i have no music.

I forgot to claim my confiscated MP3 from Mrs Sidhu! -frowns- and it was zhun zhun one week on Thursday, and i kept forgetting to take it back no matter how long i reminded myself.

anyway. i didn't take pics with some people from NEA! only managed to take with Wen Zhen, Yining, Heidi and Rachel. wanted to take with Michelle, Keith, Yeong Deng, Karchian, Jon, Guo Zhang and Zhi Cai! LOL. So many people xD

shall upload the pics here :D

shepherd and sheep! :D yining and me.

sheep and sheepmate, Wen Zhen and me after service (:

Me, Wen Zhen and Rachel after service (: i do believe i look weird in this pic.

Heidi, Wen Zhen and me. Poor Heidi was squashed out

omg these Adidas CAMPUS shoes are chao cute lah! CAMPUS! :D for kids xD cute right cute right?

lastly, a pic of my trainee councilor badge! :D all silver-ish.

Whoo! Keith brought a visitor from Mayflower! :D forgot what his name was. He haven't convert, but lets hope he does! :D i heard from Keith that he was from CHC, but he didn't really like life there =/

After service, we went to the meridian there the food court. Then i just bought milo with yining only lah haha. not really loaded today. then michelle bought CHICKEN RICE. omgosh my horror! cos that time last week the auntie cleared off the chicken rice when we didn't know about it even though it was right beside us. heh. Then I tagged along for the NE meeting or UCTM or something liddat lah (: yining asked me to go along. Jocelyn came along too.

When we came out of the MRT station [serangoon], the haze was BAD! no wonder i haven't been well these few days =/

it was at a house in Serangoon. Rachel told me that Rix's house isn't really NE's 'house', as the poly or JC people were supposed to use it, but because we were in the northeast district we also used it cos i think more convienient for us. They used to have CG at the house in Serangoon.

i was the only person from NE who was there for the first time! Gideon asked the first-timers to stand up and everyone will welcome us. Then Karchian they all jokingly stood up when Gideon counted to 3. they pretended to be first-timers. LOL. but they only stood and sat back down. in the end i was the only person from NE standing xD

Then I didn't know that Gideon's 'small sharing' would end so late! So i ended up getting into trouble with my dad cos i was supposed to reach or leave that place by 6.30pm but it was like 7.15pm and i still didn't leave. My hp was in my bag which was in a room, and it was considered far from where i was sitting cos of the amount of people there. okay lah the living room was also quite small lah.

Then when i left Zhi Cai was so kind to say good-bye to me!!! haha. i only heard him whisper byebye when i stood up to leave. Aww.

then i went to eat mac with my family for dinner. while eating i spotted one green familiar shirt. then it was....

.... KEITH! and michelle and see peng. WOAH! so qiao can.

Then i ran over and chatted with them etc. then my parents left first to go walk around AMK central while i stayed in mac. then michelle told me that yeong deng coming soon. then after a while she said yining and jocelyn also coming. too bad my parents came back for me earlier than i expected. then when i walk around central with them looking for either Nike, Adidas or Converse shoes to replace my current one. then i walked pass mac and yining smsed me that she was inside. so i went in to look and i saw her, jocelyn and yeong deng! haha.

anyway. thats my day. yup! :D

and now its 2.29AM. i'd better go sleep le (: eyes half closed ler. bye! :D

- our God is an AWESOME God! :D

Heres a random photo of Pamela, Aishah, Jody, Alex and Jia Qi at the class BBQ! :D i know many of you all want the bbq photos, so tell me lah! (:

Today was okay lah.
Me and Derick didn't expect to get the "late for reading" duty again since we already done it last few days ago :D

then went for my chinese class at around 6.30 start. in the end the train that me and celine were on was a bit sot then we were stuck for quiet a while...

rah. eyes closing. its now 2.39am. i'd better go sleep tomorrow then post bah. :D

Just a quiz.. kena sabo-ed by Kerrie! The one I sabo-ed her for she DIDN'T DO. Boo! :/
But yeah, get on with the quiz! :D - I just LOVE quizzes (: -

[[ 1 ]] NAME: gwendolyn neo yuan qi :D

[[ 2 ]] BIRTHDAY: 8thAPRIL1993!

[[ 3 ]] HEIGHT: 162cm. not too tall lah (:

[[ 4 ]] SHOE SIZE: about US 8 and a half - 9

[[ 5 ]] EYE COLOR: dark brown. i love my eyes (:

[[ 6 ]] HAIR COLOR: dark brown

[[ 7 ]] BEEN KISSED: err nope.

[[ 8 ]] DONE DRUGS: DUH-ishly, NO! Drugs are STUPID okay

[[ 9 ]] BEEN ON STAGE: yup! :D during the super funny 1E "respect" skit and during pri school.. one of the 3 main RECORDER players for teachers' day. quite lame lah.

[[ 11 ]] BEEN DUMPED: nope

[[ 12 ]] GOTTEN INTO AN ACCIDENT: yup. car accident. luckily i only got a bruse and no wonder i'm scared of cars on the road!

[[ 13 ]] EATEN AN ENTIRE BOX OF SWEETS: of course!

[[ 14 ]] DYED YOUR HAIR: heh, nope. i like my hair color well enough yesyes :D

[[ 15 ]] CHOKED IN FRONT OF SOMEONE: too many times to recall. i remember i just choked infront of yining and wenzhen.

[[ 16 ]] WENT TO SCHOOL IN YOUR PJs: never! but i heard mrs t. say that in US people do that...

[[ 17 ]] GOTTEN DETENTION: never! not even in my dreams (:

[[ 18 ]] LOVED SOMEONE SO MUCH THAT MADE YOU CRY: yup D:

[[ 19 ]] DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE RIGHT NOW: yup.

[[ 20 ]] DO THEY KNOW: i'm not sure..

[[ 22 ]] COULD SEE YOURSELF MARRYING THAT SPECIAL PERSON: never!

[[ 23 ]] COLD // HOT: hot. the weather's killing me.

[[ 24 ]] BLACK // WHITE: black-ie! :D

[[ 26 ]] GIVE // RECEIVE: give&receive (: its good you know

[[ 27 ]] WOOL // COTTON: cotton pepos! :D

[[ 28 ]] ROSE // DAISY: rose. (:

[[ 29 ]] PRIVATE // PUBLIC SCHOOL: public school. i need to know more people you know! humans are sociable people YOU KNOW.

[[ 30 ]] PLAIN // CHOCOLATE MILK: ahh. the chocolate-y milk goodness (:

[[ 31 ]] HISTORY//SCIENCE: erm. both are hated. but i like science better

[[32 ]] MATH // ENGLISH: i'm like, an English FREAK.

[[ 33 ]] SPRING // FALL: i don't know. i like both (:

[[ 34 ]] ROCK // COUNTRY: rock!

[[ 35 ]] PEPSI // COKE: eww. get those fizzy drinks away from me lah! I like MILO!

[[ 36 ]] LOVE // LUST: love (:

[[ 37 ]] EAT // SLEEP: sleep. i don't wanna eat and be a fat piggy! D:

[[ 38 ]] WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO BECOME PRESIDENT: that would be mr. piggy here. mr. piggy, please. -ushers plush piggy up to the 'stage'- Quin shall be mr. piggy's faithful surpporter :D

[[39 ]] WHO IS THE MOST ANNOYING: ahem. learn to LOVE your enemy dears.

[[ 40 ]] WHO DO YOU WISH TO SEE MORE OFTEN: everyone i love :D

[[ 41 ]] WHO DO YOU E-MAIL THE MOST: i don't email pepos (:

[[ 44 ]] WHO ARE YOU JEALOUS OF: bill gates! -draws a picture of a bill and a pic of a gate- copyrighted KEITH from the time he said who he wished he could be (:

[[ 45 ]] WHO GOT THE BEST ROOM: i love mine enough :D

[[ 46 ]] WHOSE THE HORNIEST: alicia and kerrie. LADIES! you pepos are mad-ohs! :D

[[ 47 ]] WHO DO YOU TRUST THE MOST: celine and shanice and kerrie (:

[[48 ]] WHO KNOWS YOU THE BEST: oh that would be kerrie! :D

[[ 49 ]] YOUR BEST FRIEND: celine, kerrie, alicia, eileen (:

[[ 50 ]] WHO DID YOU HAVE A SERIOUS TALK WITH: kerrie!

[[ 51 ]] WHO GETS ALONG W/ YOUR PARENTS: erm. me and my bro can get along with them fine.

[[ 52 ]] WHO YOU HUGGED THE MOST: jiaqi :D

[[ 53 ]] WHO DO U MISS THE MOST: all my aitong besties

[[ 54 ]] WHO FOUGHT W/ YOU THE MOST: rachel and yan wen. but we're all besties now! :D

[[ 55 ]] WHO ARGUE W/ YOU THE MOST: my mom? yes. my mom.

[[ 56 ]] FAVORITE FRIENDS OF THE OPPOSITE SEX: Eekeng -the only guy i knew since pri 1-, Ben the B-wen, Guo Zhang the lamer!, Yeong Deng the bell! xD

[[ 57 ]] DO YOU LIKE TO GIVE HUGS: heh. yup :D

[[ 58 ]] GIVE BACK RUBS: no.

[[ 59 ]] TAKE WALKS IN THE PARK: no! MOSQUITOS LAH

[[ 60 ]] WATCH TV: yup! but i'm not a TV ADDICT

[[ 61 ]] GO TO THE BEACH: yep! :D

[[ 62 ]] DO HOMEWORK: no, who LIKES homework?

[[ 63 ]] PLAY IN THE SNOW: haven't experience snow except for FAKE SNOW! -scarsm intended-

[[ 64 ]] WORK OUT: sailing! :D

[[ 65 ]] TALK ON THE PHONE: yup! i can talk on it for 1hr plus without stopping (: except for if i'm using the com.

[[ 66 ]] STAY UP ALL NIGHT TALKIN TO A FRIEND: yep! so far the latest was BEN. we chatted and decided to sleep at only about 4.30 or 5 and we really slept at that time! :D

[[ 67 ]] GO ONLINE: when have you NEVER seen me online [besides the time my com crashed]? COMPUTER'S MY LIFE :D

[[ 68 ]] BE KISSED: nope

[[ 69 ]] DO WEIRD // FREAKY THANGS: in school? ALWAYS man!

[[ 70 ]] WHICH ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS MOST LIKELY TO BECOME A MODEL: dunno. all of them are really pretty lah can xD

[[ 71 ]] HAVE KNOWN YOU THE LONGEST: besides my brother? that would be eekeng and celine :D

[[ 72 ]] WHO DO YOU KNOW MOST ABOUT: many people! :D

[[ 73 ]] BEEN TO A CONCERT: yep! recently was erm.. rae's concert band thing-o. AMBience or something like that :D

[[ 74 ]] BEEN OUTTA STATE: yes. Australia's the furtherest (:

[[ 75 ]] GONE SKINNY DIPPING: err? what the heck is that. though i've got a rough idea. i don't need answers.

[[ 76 ]] RAN ROUND NAKED: erm. freak-out questions lah! funny quiz. and the answer for this question is obviously NO.

[[ 77 ]] BROKEN A BONE: eww. i think if i broke a bone i'd rather die. i hate all these gruesome stuff.

[[ 78 ]] CHEATED ON A TEST: yeah. when i was pri 1 everyone was. We thought it was an ASSESSMENT!!!

[[ 79 ]] RAN A MARATHON: nah. erm for school's sports day yes. In both ATS and MFSS. and for both i ran for baton relay! except in MF its 4x100 and in ATS its just across the school field (:

[[ 80 ]] MET A FAMOUS PERSON: yup! my friend's mom is lin mei jiao and i see her quite often when i was in ATS. (: then Sylvester, Olinda, Daniel Ong, and when I was at my school de Mac, Singapore Idol's Joakim!

[[ 81 ]] BOUGHT SOMETHING AND SOLD IT: yup. but its not like it was a hp or something xD

[[ 82 ]] STOLE FROM SOMEONE OR SOMEWHERE: nope. always stole food from friends though :D

[[ 83 ]] STALKED SOMEONE: nope. i'm not so bo liao and lame. ever heard of time = $$$?

[[ 84 ]] IF YOU WERE TO GO OUT W/ ANYONE, WHO WOULD IT BE: dunno. all my friends! I hate going out with only one friend, its boring. a whole group would be fun. Maybe AGEK. If not its Yining, WenZhen, Heidi, Yeong Deng and GuoZhang [etc.] cos he's lame! :D

[[ 85 ]] HAVE YOU EVER HAD AN ONLINE RELATIONSHIP: nope.

[[ 86 ]] BAD HABITS: i have loads xD

[[ 87 ]] MAKES YOU MAD: many things in life.

[[ 88 ]] SCARIEST MOMENTS: the stupid ghost documentary on National Geographic. Brr..

[[ 89 ]] WHERE ARE YOU: in my room with my foot ON [and not in] the dustbin xD

[[ 90 ]] ARE YOU WEARIN ANY JEWELRY : nope.

[[ 91 ]] LAST TIME YOU SHOWERED: this morning before going to school.

[[ 92 ]] COLOR OF PANTS YOU'RE WEARING: black. its my lovely school shorts xD

[[ 93 ]] WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW: ooh! good timing. Because You Live by Jesse McCartney! :D my fav.

[[ 94 ]] LAST THING YOU SAID: thanks to my maid for the food she cooked?

[[ 95 ]] COMPUTER DESK IS MADE OF: wood.

[[ 96 ]] LAST THING YOU ATE: KFC shroom burger xD

[[ 97 ]] WHAT YOU REALLY WANNA DO RIGHT NOW: get ready for tuition and get it over with.

[[ 98 ]] WHAT COLOR OF CRAYON WOULD YOU WANNA BE: many colors.

[[99]] SABO ANY 5 PEOPLE: wenzhen, ben, huiwen, yoke-y! :D and erm.. Eileen!

Woke up today with some puffy eyes. Must be from yesterday cos I slept at almost 1am thanks to my dad. And cos I kinda cried yesterday while quarrelling with my mom cos she called me "Lousy and selfish" cos I didn't know how to teach her after I helped her transfer songs into her handphone. Thats like, practically saying I'm useless.

Gosh, today I actually did SC duty at ramp! -gasp- i hated ramp, and Nurul M asked me and Derek to do ramp today and we were like, "jiayou bah, jiayou." haha.

I kept sitting down, then a teacher would come down and I would stand to greet them. Then I would sit again and I told Derek "scarly just as I sit one teacher walks down the stairs.." and sure enough, another teacher did and I stood up to greet her again. =/

Today we practically didn't have much lessons at all. Just studied during the lessons when Mrs Thomas was in the class.

Haha, today's CG was fun!!! :D

Loads of laugh from today's CG (: maybe cos Layling and Rachel were around too, adding on to the fun (: I learnt today that in order to get closer to God I would have to sacrifice some things. Yup. But I don't have to worry too much - God's always good! AMEN! (:

After CG we went to AMK library to study, but before that we all bought bubble tea! :D haha. Johnathan and Jefferson bought ice cream and in the end Jefferson was eating like eating ice cream would kill cos his ice cream was melting all over! in the end Jon told him to throw it away. Haha. Then we studied at the cafe area there, and Guo Zhang kept buying food! Then always come to where I was sitting to tempt me. Haha. EVILNESS!

But Guo Zhang was very lame. Like me lah. Haha. I thought him the cat and dog choir thingy and we were like, meow-ing and ruff-ing our way from the library to the coffee shop! HAHA. And I thought I was lame. I think I've met the person who would finally understand supersuper lame stuff. :D

Guo Zhang has the same birthday as Heidi! and he lives near her too. She was like, wah, daomei!!! LOL

hmm. gtg. its 12.45am! Tomorrow still got school. Yup (:

And the MF flag flies HIGH man! WHOO!
Kinda random, cos this photo was from the Sailing Nationals. So yup, that was a long time ago like on July 4th! :D


Woke up today at 6am, then went back to sleep in the morning when on my living room sofa. Then I overslept till 6.30! WAH! Late liao. So I rushed to get ready - and I packed my schoolbag by looking at the wrong timetable! -bangs head on table-

I packed it according to last term's time table, and today after PE had chinese!!! But heng, Ms Ham didn't teach. Cos our EOYs was over anyway. So I was lucky. (:

As usual, during recess rushed down after I finished eating to find Clarence for SC duty. WHERE HE GO??? He's always missing lah. I from canteen run to F1 duty area [1A classroom staircase] cos I was late. Then the other sec 2 SCs said he at canteen, so i run to canteen again. Then I saw him and both of us were like "Where were you???" at the same time. Haha. Duty was quite boring today lah. Cos A1, the staircase near the i-Studio.

Speaking of SC duty, ME AND DEREK DID MORNING DUTY AS RECORDING DOWN LATECOMER'S NAME! Haha so fun lah.

Then he was like "haha Gwen, you kena upper sec de. Sure got a lot of late comers lah... you got to copy a lot de lorh. haha!" so mean! Then really, majority of latecomers were UPPER SEC. bo bian, just write down the same date over and over again =/ then Derek held my pen as custody by lending it to thos people who were late for school to use to write their name on the book. DEREK - you are soooo mean and evil okay. Next time YOUR pen is gonna be the one held custody. next time you collect chair lah you!! HAHA. Fellow chairperons somemore leh, how could he be so mean!

YAY the sailors and sec 2 student leaders are going to either INDONEISIA OR THAILAND for our camp! WHOOHOO! Actually not really camp, cos our sailing camp supposed to be at NSC de, dunno why change. Sad. But going OVERSEAS leh. Like, how cool is that lah! :D I heard we're gonna sail to an island and maybe we will tompang the sec 2 SLs. Then when we at the island we do some activities. OMGOSH so cool lah!!! :D excited!

After school, me and Kerrie went to the coffee shop near school to eat. Then we chat until about 3 plus, then got these two weird looking "ladies" who came to the coffeeshop. I was like, wah they look so.. weird. Then Kerrie told me that they were nan ban nu. Meaning boys who dress up as girls. I was so shocked cos my first time I actually see people liddat. So I got kinda freaked out and Kerrie was like "Hey lets go lah." she kinda saw that I was really scared of those people. Haha.

Then at the block near our busstops, I chatted with her till 5.30!!! WOW. We talked about loads of stuff. I find that when only the two of us are together, its kinda more fun. Cos we always share with each other stuff (:

dunno how, but we suddenly talked about grandparents. And guess what? I only have 1 grandparent left. My gran, or my 'ahmah'. I shared with her how my grandmother on my mom's side passed away when I was K1, and that my grandfather missed her so much till he died. I could remember all these images, even though I was only K1. But in 1 year i had lost both of them, which was kinda sad. My dad's side the grandfather I've never seen him cos he passed away when my dad was in secondary school. So yah.. I shared with her about my mom's side grandparents until I kept crying as I spoke. I miss them a lot.

And my ahmah now is also not in very good health. I'm worried. She fell down on her way to AMK market that day, and she sorta fractured or sprained her ankle and when I went to her place for dinner, she was asleep. I could see the bandage on her ankle... I felt like crying. She is the only one I have left, and I must treasure her. But now its like, sometimes even go to her place for dinner i also don't want to, even though she lives at the block beside mine. I feel so terrible, and now I'm determined to visit her everyday. Thank God she's still okay.

I asked dad, "How was her ankle today? Was she feeling better?" and he said "Yeah, her ankle's better. You see, you're so concerned, but you don't go and see her." and that hit the spot. Oh well, I also can't lie to myself that even though her hair's still naturally black, she IS pretty old already. I kinda prepared myself for anything that might happen.

Oh God, please don't take her away from me.

Everytime I see her, well, she's always coughing, real bad. But instead of minding about herself, she always asks about me when I'm sick. And I don't know how many doctors she's been to see about her bad cough. I told Kerrie, "I would be fine if anything happened. Lets just say I prepared myself." but she knew I wouldn't be and she disagreed. Well, I kinda agree with her. I wouldn't be okay.

Anything may happen, anytime. But heck, with such a kind heart of hers I KNOW that she would live long (:

I do not know what on earth is wrong with you. But I know I hate backstabbers.

Well, reflect on yourself will you? You talk SOOOO much about others but heck, do you even bother to see what is it with you that you made other people behave in such a manner towards you? Instead, you reprimand people instead of reflecting on yourself, saying that they should have learned to tolerate.

Backstabbers is just another version of the simplified word - betrayer.

Backstabbers inflict most damage on their friends too.

Whoo! My mom got her new phone! Its super nice lah, red somemore leh! Using her phone to blog now haha. Even though my com is on lah. Hees. (:

I'll Try - Jesse McCartney

I am not a child now
I can take care of myself
I mustn't let them down now
Mustn't let them see me cry
I'm fine, I'm fine
I'm too tired to listen
I'm too old to believe
All these childish stories
There is no such thing as faith
And trust and pixie dust
I try
But it's so hard to believe
I try
But I can't see what you see
I try, I try, I try...
My whole world is changing
I don't know where to turn
I can't leave you waiting
But I can't stay and watch this city burn
Watch it burn
'Cause I try
But it's so hard to believe
I try
But I can't see where you see
I try, I try
I try and try to understand
The distance in between
The love I feel and the things I fear
And every single dream
I can finally see it
Now I have to believe
All those precious stories
All the world is made of...
Faith, and trust... and pixie dust
So, I'll try
Because I finally believe
I'll try, cuz I can see what you see
I'll try, I'll try
I'll try...To fly


Oh man I love this song. Haha. Heard from the ending song of Peter Pan II. Eek. So childish. But I was watching it cos it gang gang hao on Disney channel. HAHA. But note - this song is by a GIRL on the cartoon. HAHA.

Aaron, you're gonna get it tommorrow! Heh. Luckily I didn't fall for your prank lah you. :D

Today's blogskins mass chat was quite funny. First was me, Huiwen and Ben. Then I got bored, asked Huiwen to add other people in, then we talked loads of crap.

YOKECHING AND SZEHOE WERE INACTIVE. Whack them arh. Haha. Inactivecons! Rawr.

Huiwen's plan after I said we meet up with Ben after exams....

HUIWEN. i dont want this to end. says:
let's go shopping
HUIWEN. i dont want this to end. says:
then go for spa
HUIWEN. i dont want this to end. says:
and manicure


Ben's reply...

downloaded brushes are for faggots says:
haha
downloaded brushes are for faggots says:
wtf
downloaded brushes are for faggots says:
go spa
downloaded brushes are for faggots says:
lol


HAHA. My thoughts were "eyuck." HAHA. anyway Huiwen was just joking. :D

And people, lets welcome the POKEMON FANATIC! :D Ben, please come up here and give us your wonderful speech on why you have been loving pokemon ever since gwen's computer has crashed, or even before that. -LAUGHS LIKE SIAO-

Well, thats all folks! :D

Go check out this blog for blogskins tips! :D
http://blogskinstimes.blogspot.com/

Well, its kinda dead. And I'm one of the writers for it. Shucks, I feel so guilty. Haha.
BEN ARH! YOU ARE THE PERSON WHO CREATED THIS BLOG LEH MR.!

anyway.
I created a photobucket account for oneEndeavour. :D go check it out too!
http://s94.photobucket.com/albums/l85/oneENDEAVOUR/

but currently all the photos uploaded are half the class BBQ outing photos. haha.
Photos courtesy of me and Pamela! :D

Finally back from tuition! Yup (:
okay, actually I was back quite a while ago, but I was busy eating my lovely curry magimee. HAHA.

anyway.
I was telling Celine on my way back that yesterday was the luckiest day of my life.

Why?

1. I reached church just in time at the end of worship, and then Pastor Shirley's preachings started (: phew!
2. After church, even though I had no more money after giving some of my 5 bucks allowance for the day for church funds, Yining shared with me spagetti! :D [HAHA YEONGDENG, too bad for you! I know the food was looking good to you OKAY! :D]
3. Then I went to meet my mom to cut my hair. Okay, wait, this is not so good cos the day after I cut my hair it looked like crap [and that day is TODAY] cos my hair isn't as straight as you think.
4. Then my mom SUGGESTED for me to trade-in my hp since my hp's charger was quite loose and my menu button was loose [which is weird, cos usually I suggest to my mom to lemme change my hp]
5. After we spent like 1hr at the shop and my mom got her new 3G hp which is limited edition red [and she has to go back on Monday or Tuesday to collect her hp cos the shop people are ordering a new batch of that limited edition phone over], she brought me to this shop selling loads of CONVERSE shoes and she actually WANTED to buy one for me. Oh gosh, did my mom secretly go buy 4D or Toto and she won???

Well, thats the so called perfect life of my day man. I really enjoyed the service yesterday. Thanks pastor Shirley for that great session! :D I actually copied about 2 and a half pages of notes. So far among the 3 or 4 different service notes I copied, this is the most man! But I also made the most mistakes while copying so I had to keep canceling. haha.

At 1.30 later I have tuition! RAH! Oh well..

Finally got my hair cut yesterday. After the guy help me cut it was quite nice cos he helped me blow until my hair very striaght lah. LOL.

Then after that we walked pass this handphone shop, and my mom recognised the lady inside cos she got buy some hp headset from the lady before, and she remembered the lady's name. Then the lady was like "Huh? You remember my name? Oh I'm so touched!" haha. Cos I think the last time my mom bought something from that shop was 2 years ago. But the I think the lady mistook my mom as one of her customers who bought a HANDPHONE from her, but actually my mom only bought a earpiece from her for my dad last time. HAHA.

Then the lady talk to us, then show us some handphones, and my mom changed her hp from a very lao pok and lousy samsung hp to this sony ericsson 3G phone lah! And for a 3G phone that phone is quite cheap lorh. My phone the plan not up yet and I got one more year to go, then my mom also asked if I wanted to trade in my phone.

she ACTUALLY CONSIDERED BUYING FOR ME THE SONY ERICSSON CYBERSHOT PHONE LAH! But its about 398 bucks if I buy. Or was it 498... I also forgot. Cos my plan not yet up, so if I trade in my hp I have to pay 100 bucks more since I have about 1 more year to go.

The cybershot phone is 3.2 megapixels lah!!! WAH LAO, I WANT! Haha. But then my mom called my dad and he said my budget is only around 200+ bucks, the phone is 398 bucks lah. WAH. sad. Then my mom also like aiya listen to your dad lorh.

My mom's phone is super sleek. A red color sony ericsson phone lah! And the red is limited edition, so my mom have to pay 20 bucks more for JUST THE COVER. Stupid right. But the phone in red is super nice. Except for me, I go for the looks of the phone. Not the functions or anything. Okay, maybe for the functions too. Cos I want MP3, good camera etc.

Then I think I'm most probably getting this nice WALKMAN PHONE! Whooooo! Its the replacement of the old old Sony Ericsson W800i. Its W700i. When I saw it I thought the phone is W800i, then I said "Wah, isn't this phone kinda old liao?" then the lady said "Huh, nono this is the replacement of that old one with the orange sides!" and I was like, oh. Actually I wanted one of the latest Sony Ericsson Walkman phone, W810i. But its 498 bucks if I buy it, and its with the speakers. But even the Cybershot phone is cheaper lorh, cos its 398 bucks nia.

Actually when the lady suggested the phone which my mom bought, she thought I would like it. But in the end I didn't really like it but my mom did. HAHA.

I want either the cybershot phone or the W810i walkman phone, but both over my budget by at least 100 bucks for cybershot and 200 bucks for walkman. Sian. So I most probably getting W800i, at least while my hp still has some trade-in value. I wanted to wait for the cybershot phone price, or at least my phone's 2 year plan to be up. But then its like, my current phone is quite old liao, and trade-in value for my phone is not a lot and if I carry on waiting my trade-in value would be $0. haha.

LOUIS, heard that annot. Your hp somemore same as mine leh. HAHA.

Can't wait till Monday or Tuesday when my mom go pick up her hp!!! Then I maybe can get my new one :D


The WALKMAN phone I want! :D














Another one of the phone I wanted. So nice lah!












The Cybershot phone I want!!! Nice right? But very FAT.











The phone I'm most probably gonna get. ITS THE REPLACEMENT FOR W700i, that super old walkman phone!!!














This is the OLD phone.





Wow. A whole post on handphones. HAHA.
gotta go. going for tuition (: