I've never felt this.. this lost before.
I guess I need time to figure out how I really feel about certain things, people and issues. I need to figure out what I want because I can't let this affect me emotionally anymore. I need to stop brooding on this, really.
School, on the other hand, has been pleasant and I just found out yesterday that my video production module CA3's to do a short film, which makes me even happier. A dream come true?