4Endeavour the Superstars love!

WHOO I THINK I LOVE 4ENDEAVOUR MORE NOW!

So tired out from interclass powerball. My right knee and elbow got injured cuz Darren marked me the 2nd match together till I got pushed over LOL. Funny. Had hiccups before our first round with 4A which really really sucked cuz my hiccups make my chest hurt like eff and after playing two rounds I couldn't breathe.. again. -.-

Izdihar was nuts okay! 2nd round against 4A he told me to take the jump-start ball (y'know, referee throw the ball into the air and you jump to catch?) against David.

Actually its supposed to be a drop start.

I was like thinking, 1. I'm a GIRL, he's a GUY. 2. I can't jump for nuts, I sprint. 3. You think I his gf he'll give me leeway ah! Okay I can't answer that cuz who knows but ya.

Went opp with Lianghong, Aaron, QH and Quin. Still couldn't breathe so wanted to go home first. Called Mom and she told me she might bring me to the doc later to see whats wrong with me cuz I've been having this problem since Chinese New Year. :(

Which reminds me, I'VE NOT TAKEN MY MEDICINE TODAY! Crap!

And first day back at school kinda sucked. I don't know, but you wouldn't wanna know how I felt.

Whoooo I think the weather's too cold cuz I really can't breathe now and it sucks. Ugh. I'm actually shivering now can you believe that!

Not hungry enough for dinner. Finally.



4ENDEAVOUR THE SUPERSTAR I LOVE YOU GUYS LOADS HAHAHA. No matter the outcome, what mattered was we had funnnn! Like what Ruixing and Nic said. (Ruixing siaaaa. HAHA)

And Nic my back's fine no worries. :) jiayou people!


Off to finish filing Bio stuffs before Mdm Loh uses next week's CME to make us do class meeting on why our class is so.. whatever we are to her. NEED TO CATCH UP ON SO MUCH!


Xoxo. (I gotta stop doing that!)
MY CLASS JERSEY STINKS LIKE CRAP NOW HAHAA JUST THINKING YOU GUYS MIGHT WANNA KNOW LOL.

ISN'T MY POST HYPER TODAY?


p.s.

Lucky - Jason Mraz ft Colbie Cailat

Stuck to this song now omg. So sweet.


p.s.s. Sally sent this to me. Rarely check these kind of forwarded mails and after reading it I wondered how much this applied.

When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.

When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.

When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around.

When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.

When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying.

When a GIRL lays on your chest .. she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.

When a GIRL says ' I love you ' .. she means it.

When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' .... no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ....

Find a guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

who calls you back when you hang up on him.

who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ... kisses your forehead.

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.

Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.

Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

To 4Endeavour'09:

4ENDEAVOURIANS!!:

INTERCLASS TOMORROW, PLEASE BRING YOUR PE ATTIRES FOR THOSE INVOLVED. GET HYPED MAN, LAST YEAR ALREADY.

FIGHTING!

Its so funny that we finally have the guys joining this year. But they didn't take part for soccer! Whywhywhy you nunchucks. I really wanted to try soccer HAHA.

Arsenal vs. Burnley now!
EDUARDO GOGOGO MAN. Sadly Fabregas is only coming back in what, 4weeks? and Nasri's resting today, he's not even in the reserves wth. :( NOT INTERESTED ANYMORE! Off to study Geog for the class test tomorrow ugh. Can't believe my file's in school!

You.

Painted (a bit of) Gerald's room today! Ceiling.

Can't believe how tiring it is. I'm never gonna paint any part of the house again!! Well, except my room, that is (getting my gray walls!). But I'll be enlisting help ;) anyone?

Went to see the Chinese doc again today, and as usual my back now has a stinky plaster on it that makes me feel reeeeally uncomfortable.


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(@ 12.45AM)

I AM SO TIREDDDD!

I have no idea why I'm blogging when I almost dozed off like 15mins ago.

I'm so excited! Cuz I'm most probably getting the Nikon D60 DSLR! :):):) thanks to my neighbour. He used to take wedding photos and has a whole dry cabinet of DSLRs, SLRs and video cams.

He talked to Mom, telling her why its better for me to get a DSLR instead of using the digital cam Dee lent me to take photos. So she's thinking of it.

Natalie came over today. Cute as hell. But she kept calling for "korkor" instead of "jiejie", which never happened to me and a toddler before! :(

Been soooo tired today! No idea why.

I slept and slept and slept today, kept yawning and getting sleepy.
Seemed to be all that I could do today.

Didn't go see the Chinese doc for my back today cuz I slept. The pain moved on to my lower back, which really sucks cuz I'm having difficulty walking again.

Mommy says I'm old :(
Older than her even.

So she booked an appointment at this OTHER TCM place. But its on Thursday, 3pm. :( meaning I'll have to skip training again what the hell!

I'M SO BLOODY WORRIED ABOUT INTERSCHOOLS NOW.

SHITSHITSHIT!!

Rashes have been coming back daily too and now my arms are "re-scarred".

My bed smells of.. the Chinese medicine plaster I put on my back. EWW!

Cia's birthday is coming up and I still have no idea what to get her!!

Please *hinthint* to me already!

Gerald's playing Patapon on the mattress below now. Hugging my pillow. I'll just hug it and pretend that you're here HAHA. Why does that sound like the "I'll just pretend to hug you until you get here." cartoon?

Sigh.

Its all just a bad dream we're having and it'll go away soon.
I want it to go away.


Xoxo.
(I think I wanna watch Gossip Girl but I'm, well, too tired.)

Wondering..

Just got home. Dead tired.

When I missed two buses from two different bus stops, when it started raining.. I should've guessed that today was supposed to be a bad day to do what I wanted to do?

I haaaaate Lentor, seriously, so big for what! D:

Without my 'guide' Aaron, I got lost, forgetting which lane to turn left/right at to get to the bus stop. Walked till I saw Ker's place and walked one BIIIIIIG round! UGH. I thought I had a good sense of direction.

Now I'm giddy, my lower back's aching, I really feel like vomiting, major headaches.

Next time medicines say "Take WITH Food", just listen to it and don't drown it with just Milo. Especially since you're taking 8 pills. 8. PINK. PILLS. That taste disgusting.

Changed tuition to another day. Ugh. Feeling so bloody sick now..


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Listening to Shake by Blackbeat. Oh my its been long!
2006 Summer SMTown album! I only have 2008 Winter SMTown.

Hope dearest doesn't kill me for what I'm going to do tomorrow.

I'm just worried past worried and I think what I'm doing is wrong he might not like it but I think its the right thing to do omg I'm bambling on like how I do whenever I got a lot to say but don't know how to!!

I should just shut up now.
*oommmmmmmmmmm..*

No actually, I'm hoping that he doesn't go "WTF" in his mind when he sees me!

He'd better not cuz:

1. I actually Googled "Singapore Map" and spent like 10mins finding the place on the bloody map
2. Jack had to call me to give directions
3. I MSNed Aaron and he gave me directions too and he's meeting me tomorrow morning.
   

MORNING! I'm getting there at 7.15am.

Waking up on a Saturday morning at 6.20am.. omg I think is the most I've ever done for anyone this important to me!

(yeah for someone like me with an injured back, who doesn't wake up earlier than 9 on weekends, who doesn't bother much with life.. HELL YEAH TO THE MAXIMUM MUCH!!)

Shucks..

I'M NERVOUS GODAMIT CAN'T YOU TELL!

Xoxo much babes!

Gwendolyn meets Gwendolyn

I think I should blog about the Jason Mraz concert at the Singapore Indoor Stadium yesterday night, even tho I'm too lazy to.

Met Zahra jiejie first for dinner at CoffeeBean at Kallang Leisure Park thing, never been there before haha. Then headed down to the Singapore Indoor Stadium to meet her two ex-students from Ngee Ann Secondary who were attending the concert with us.

One of them was Jessica and the other was Gwendolyn!

Zahra jiejie was like, "Gwendolyn Neo, meet Gwendolyn Chia.".

Gwen C. went, "OMG! *high-fives me* We have like THE coolest name, EVER!"

How awesome right? Finally another Gwendolyn. Haha.

The concert was totally awesome and tho I have to say I'm not the biggest Jason Mraz fan, I'm starting to like his songs more and more now, especially Lucky. And even though my back was hurting like a b$%^# the whole time, it was kinda worth it.

Okay, let the pictures do the talking!

The Jason Mraz fan that we got!

Concert hall filled with fans in eager anticipation for Jason Mraz.

Everyone was cheering like crazy when the lights were turned off.

(I SEE DUST SPEKS! Omg sorry dearest!)

Sorry, this is kinda the most that Dear's camera could zoom, so yeah I didn't get close up shots of him. Closest were like those from the screens.

Still, enjoy the rest of the pictures!

My settings for the camera made the person's hands seem ghostly.

Take a bow people.

He was giving everyone flowers while the show was ending. Aww.

Everyone was cheering "WE WANT MORE, WE WANT MORE!" and "ENCOREEE!!" when they finished, but Jason Mraz gave this *shrugs* I can't do an encore, so sorry! look. :(

So disappointing!

Was hoping he'd perform 0% Interest too but he didn't.

Videos coming up soon! As soon as I'm not too lazy to upload them on Youtube. Haha. Must let you hear him sing Lucky featuring Joy Chua.

Funny how everyone was commenting after the performance on the fact that Joy Chua performed Lucky with him.

"She should pay him la! SHE GOT TO HUG HIM!!"

"I bet Joy Chua was like the cheapest so he got her to perform with him man."

"Omg la! I think the part I cheered the loudest was when he called Joy Chua up on the stage."

Ooookay..

Um, then while we were walking to the bus stop before the one outside the Indoor Stadium (cuz it was freakishly crowded and only one bus goes there), it started POURING! And we got drenched.

We stopped a bus stop too early. Was supposed to walk to Zahra jiejie's place for her to pick up her car but since we got off at the wrong stop and it was still pouring with lightning included, we had to wait for Uncle Mat to come pick us up, drove us back to their place, Zahra jiejie took over the wheel and drove all 3 of us home.

The rain made me have this awful headache and my back pains caused my chest to hurt when I breathe blah. Thought it would be okay after a good night's sleep, but I ended up skipping another day of school instead. :(


Statement of the day:

"I'm sitting inbetween two Gwens. The highlight of my day man. This will like never happen to me again ever." - Jessica

Está bien

Just came back from the Chinese doc. Was so damn bloody lazy to go. Now I got a huuuuge stinky plaster on my back. When I slouch it makes me feel like my skin's being tugged on.

Doc said my back's slanted, and it was quite obvious.

Argued with Mom on the way there. Sucks.

She asked, "ni gen ren jia chao jia ah? Why lian so chou?" (You quarrelled with someone? Why's your face so black?)

"Nothing. No one la. I'm still pissed with Dad."

Blahblahblah, and she was scolding me. What the hell. Talking about me swerved in the total opposite direction.


Today.. not so good.

Cried during recess, and after recess in class I cried again till my table was like, teardrops on where my head was. :( Ms Balan came in for Lit and after greeting her she immediately came to me and asked if I wanna go to the toilet, and Manda accompanied me.

Thanks Manda for all the comforting and stuffs :)
Heehee we're like taking turns at this aren't we?

Ruixing and Syafiqah's lit presentation was like, funny. Qihua sat right infront of Rx, and Rx went "QIHUA, CAN YOU HEAAAAAR ME?"

"CAAAAAANOT!"

"Someone send Qihua to the hospital already la, he cannot hear me."

Then Hamzah's (Syafiqah) presentation was like, "Then Christopher -blahblah-, so ya. Sooo, ya. Uh, ya so ya." sent the class laughing cuz its typical Syafiqah!

Oh, Chinese was fuuuuunny. Cuz seriously, I've been black-faced these few days, and during English I really had no mood. Fell asleep in the hall during assembly.. yeah.

Wenjie, Jon Ha, me and Alex kept making a lot of noise in class. Zhou laoshi and Wenjie's mini childish arguements are hiliarious!! Now, Wenjie's B1 (Bitch1) and Jon's B2 (Bitch2) while me and Alex are Blackie and Brownie. -.-

And oh, the trees outside our classroom block grew lovely purple and pink flowers! The whole tree was covered in them! It was really nice to stare out the window when I was so down and see the lovely things. Cheered me up loads.

Jason Mraz tomorrow with Zahra jiejie! Ahhhh. Can't wait! Tho I think I'll be pretty tired since I'm going after training.

Pictures I swear :)

To go on Friday for Ngee Ann Poly's Maths Carnival, or not?

Its too late for me to regret, I know. F*** myself man.

p.s. Seriously Dad, I had enough.

Major loser

What I'm saying is like a quarter of how I really feel;

I find myself such a loser, such a wimp, an idiot, stupid loser. Façades are all that I'm really good at, no? I've literally been containing so much inside of me. I've got my limits but I don't care.

I'm so tired of keeping so much to myself, but what for burden another?

Yet, I'm so tired of picking myself up. How self-contradicting.

Its stupid. I'M stupid.

(And lay off the nonsense, like "Oooh Gwen is finally at her breaking point!" or, "Emo shit" cuz no one can remain happy in her whole damned life can she?)

Exhausted like how you would be if you ran a 10000000m race

My parents are forcing me to eat again, and I really don't like it. Honestly, I'm still not on good terms with Dad but honestly who cares? He and Mom were really insensitive.

Speaking of insensitive, I really wanna apologise to someone, but I just don't know how. No matter what, I know what I said hurts. But hell, "ju shou bu hui". I'm just hoping I can change the situation cuz its really making me upset.

I've been pushing myself so hard. (What am I doing online?) I'm getting sick and tired of life. But as I saw from Ken's MSN pm- "If life gives you shit, give that shit to someone else" or something along the line.

Jason Mraz concert with Zahra jiejie on Thursday (AND Guitar Hero World Tour session with the sailors again at Quinnie's place on Friday). Whoohoo! Finally some time to unwind. She'll be picking me up from East Coast, which is aweeeesome!!

I love my cousin so much. :) she even paid for the ticket again!


SO TEMPTED TO BUY SO MANY THINGS FROM THE F21 SPREE!

MY NEXT CAMERA WILL DEFINITELY BE A CANON IXUS, NO MORE SONY CUZ THE PICTURE RESOLUTION, COLOR AND QUALITY CAN NEVER BE SAID AS BETTER AS CANON IXUS!

Xoxo.


p.s. Me and Alex locked Izdihar in class and padlocked the door, which was so funny! Haha. I was really upset during Chem which was directly after English, and that really cheered me up tons. Thanks a lot for the laughs Izzy!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY WU YUXUAN,
the papercutter no.1 fan whom we all miss so much,

AND SHEEPMATE WENZHEN!
Really wanted to message you today but I lost all my contacts.
I miss you and everyone else at Y-Hope!