I'm supposed to feel happy that the fruits of my labour are finally showing because I am getting better in what I do. But it makes me feel sick when I think of how people might start to see me as arrogant and obnoxious.
I will stay humble and rooted no matter what. Was brought up to be humble, and humble I shall remain.
I have all these weird thoughts flooding their way into my head now and it's not helping that I have some issues on hand that never solved themselves no matter how long I chucked them on the shelves. Starting to regret thinking that running away from it would eventually make it better.
I miss our friendship, but I miss you more.
That is all.