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Haha, my cute little junior was telling me that I don't miss her and the sailors. Well yes Vir I'll miss the sailors too, don't worry ;)

Anyway, I'm updating this with my phone. Decided to give you guys a brief update of whats going on.

Firstly, O Levels have been stressful. I'm particularly pissed off at myself for Emath. So pissed that I don't wanna look at my question paper cuz I feel so ''xin tia''. I fear I'll fail, then where would I go? My mom and dad told me from the start that they just want me to do my best. They keep telling me stuff like they don't mind me retaking cuz they know I'm capable of more than what I'm doing now, and I find it very true. To be honest, its not that I don't know/get how to do this and that, but its just that I ain't putting in the effort to study.

I talked to Mom recently about all this, and she said even if they don't support what I wanna do as a profession, a basic education is mandatory. Its cool that now she wants me to study in a Poly and do arts as a part-time course, but heck I told her the fees for both Poly AND an arts school would cost a bomb.

Beanie was telling me last week, ''Gwennie you wanna go to Australia to study with me?''

Haha I wish I could do that too B, IF I could afford it. But hey I promise I'll visit!

I can't believe how life after O's would be. Not the enjoying part, but the whole missing-everybody part.

Secondly, I can't wait for O's to be over! Get my exercising life back, my freedom, and learning loads of stuff. And working. :/

Like I said, I'll be learning maybe Korean. Elizabeth wants me to learn German with her. Tokio Hotel awesomeness. Then going back for hip hop is definitely a confirmed thing. Learning with Alex, Afiqah and Bern! Gonna be loads of fun. Working with Beanie and/or Alex too at where my dad works -- Airport's T3!

I'll most likely (re)pick up guitar again with Celine. Something for leisure so that I can play for fun, but also jam with Tim and Johnathan in future.

TOM KAULITZ HAS INSPIRED ME!!

No seriously. I love Tokio Hotel for that womanizer of a Tom. But hey he's cute. Haha. Bern said he looks like a girl :(

I wanted to progress to elec. guitar and told Timothy the other time over dinner and he was telling me how ex it is just to get a basic elec guitar set. Not just the amps but everything else like the thing that gives you effects etc. Basic set will cost around 10k if I really become serious about it. Whoa.

Okay I think I'll stick to acoustic until I earn enough to afford me an elec. guitar. Like Tim's new (even tho its 2nd hand) one with a hard case. That one's damn pretty I tell you, costed him about 1.2k? Somewhere there.

Imagine how much Gibson guitars cost man!

Thirdly, prom night! Lianyi told me to think about how prom will be one day nearer after the end of every paper. I haven't even gotten my stuff yet. I'm going to Pulau Ubin with my family, YL's family and Uncle KK + Aunty Hongling the weekend after O's, which gives me limited time to get my stuff so B was telling me to stay over at her place instead so that we have like 3 days to shop for our stuff together. Sounds like fun :) I've been dying to see Haley! She's so much cuter now the last time me, Ker and Bern played with her when Beanie's mom came to fetch her. Alex's dog was the one I saw after that and my goodness Fluffy's just as cute! You two make me wanna have a dog, daaaaamn!

Well, the day my mom doesn't jump up when she sees a dog will be the day I get one. Which, means NEVER. Duh.

Lastly, I'll be getting a DSLR (FINALLY! After like 2 years of wanting one!). It'll most prolly be Nikon D3k. The price specs look pretty good for a newly released model, but Dad told me yesterday to compare with other models and their prices. Pretty keen on D3k (meaning 3000) tho. ClubSnap has a growing thread of D3k users and some of my friends there tell me its a pretty good one.

Just can't wait to become better at it and upgrade to a better model in future!


There's so much going on in my mind that its overwhelming. I don't know what to do, whether to do it, or whether I should even make up my mind.

You know what? I really don't.

Eons,

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I can't get enough of SHINee and their new comeback looks. Was hoping they'd make a comeback soon but never expected it to be THIS soon! Now to wait for 2PM's comeback, ah!


Okay all, tomorrow's the last day of school! (Exclamation point! Exclamation point!)

I was feeling really happy about it (is it that weird?), but it hit me today during Social Studies that, hey, you know what? I'm never gonna see most people again.

I'm kinda happy yet a little bit sad. I'm gonna miss my friends, mainly those of 4 years from 1Endeavour'06, best class like, EVERRRRR. Enjoyed myself the most there and its great that we're all still good friends after 4 years.

Can't wait for the 1E'06 chalet on the day after prom! I'll have to go to school extra early tomorrow to sit with the Morning Gang (or so Ker calls us, or them, since I've been lazy to wake up at 5:45AM ever since middle of this year)! They were saying we HAD to sit together tomorrow cuz.. ITS A MUST! So much to do together. We've been sitting together for 4 years how awesome are we??!

AND Y Y Y Y Y Y Y! Haha you're one of the coolest people on Earth. Thank you for everything man.

OH, Beanie and I tried the new yogurt ice-cream today. I tried mangoes mixed with chocolate chip cookies while she took just chocolate chip cookies, same as what she had yesterday. Was really nice 'cept for the fact bits of raspberries were in our ice creams!

Changed her opinion of yogurt though hah! TOLD YOU SO :)
I remember when her mom brought me and her for lunch at Thomson Plaza after school and when we went grocery shopping together, I pointed out yogurt ice cream cuz it was goooood. And she was all, "No, yuck! I hate yogurt Gwennie!"


Had lunch with Alex and Afiqah today. We had girl-talk. It has been pretty long since I talked about anything near boys. It was a nice chat over a good Subway lunch+dinner. Gah left after that, and Alex and I were talking about tomorrow. I told her I'm gonna write like 27 letters to my friends and she decided to do the same! Quite excited to get started, which will be soon. (She's already started and is like on her 4th or so letter as I type this?)

We went to Popular, where she got her eye-piercing coloured paper. Was supposed to get stuff for myself but found nothing nice so we went back to Hub to check out Artbox. Bought stuff, talked more and went home.

Been itching to watch the whole season 1 of The Hills again, but no! I cannot at this point of time. I hate the fact that at THIS point of time, MTV is showing some of the awesomest reality television shows like The Hills season 5 (Speidi gets married!), The City and Taking the Stage!

I LOVE Taking the Stage, so my rest time is during the show. Mia's the best singer really, such a nice voice she has.

Okay, no more reality television shows! They're staged, STAGED I TELL YOU!

Torn Picture

Last post till after O's, hopefully. So I'll make it a full one!

My posts always have a reason for it appearing and this one will be to explain why I've not been updating for so long -- I've been busy studying and I'm too tired to blog for the time being.

Can't find anything K-Pop to blog about cuz I've not been updated with news. Still heartbroken after Jaebeom left 2PM but oh well, everything will be fine real soon I hope.


School has been pretty awesome of late. I kinda like my new seat in class, 'cept for the fact its can get really, rilly, REALLY warm there cuz there's no window beside me and the fan only reaches Zoe and Daniel. Lianyi has the window. It felt like last year again when I was seated beside ah-Lian and Bryan, Nicholas Cho were infront of us playing Mother and Father.

Which is weird cuz they are.. well, both guys.

My cough and sorethroat has been killing me too. Zoe said she wasn't annoyed with my constant coughing (like, REALLY constant coughing!) but I bet I would be! With MYSELF!


Gonna go jog later at around 9ish so I'd better continue studying if I wanna enjoy the jog! Been dancing for the past half an hour or so and I tell you its AWESOME to be dancing after so long (I just get a tad bit guilty since I've got so much to study. And sweaty). Got the feeling back and gosh I can't wait for O's to end cuz I wanna pick up bbbbbboy and learn poppin' & lockin' properly! Break dancing is awesome. I can't self-learn that cuz I get all over the place and Mom always asks why she can hear my feet thumping on the floor.

Hip hop music blasting from me speakers now mannnnnn! *does random hand swinging*

A few months back I saw the Korean school advertisement so I told my parents that I wanted to take that up with dancing after O's. They were okay with it I guess so yay! Can't imagine all the things I can/will learn after O's, like hip hop, Korean.. and maybe learn how to play piano and drums properly HAHAHA. I want to play the piano so bad but sad for me I'm stuck with a measly keyboard. I can't read them notes but I'm learning!

But I'll be working too. Darren Loh said I'd rot at home if I don't get a job.

I'm starting to like Emath, so.. MR CHNG YOU SHOULD BE HAPPY! Just have to work on SD and my graph..


HOGC has been awesome too. D4!

2 days ago I was talking to Winston since he came into our class to do his work (we were supposed to be doing Chem and Amath respectively) and he told me Ryan attends church at HOGC! Haha Takyong why have I not seen you around?! Okay I know its cuz you run away immediately after service, haha! Winston and Amos's church building is really pretty. HOGC just started on week 2 of Building Fund! So hopefully we can have a new building real soon, or at least more places. Monument for God :)

Alright, shall end here naoz! See all you peeps real soon!


p.s. Wonder how everyone's studying is coming along? Especially the ATS 6E'05 people, shout out to you guys! Good luck all, see you guys soon at the end of the year again! 6E'05 gathering.

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SHINee performs "Boys On Top"! Hahaha my 2nd favourite boy band performing to my favourite Korean female singer since I was primary 3: BoA Kwon!