I guess I'm not really updating my blog now. Haha. But like I've always said, realityworks.blogspot.com won't be abandoned :D all the good times and the bad times yo.

IF you want my livejournal account, ask me for it yeah. Best if you use lj too. ADD ME ADD ME! :]

update: still coughing like crazy. Taking 4 different medicines a day after every meal. Wondering if my issues with my juniors are REALLY resolved (when will they ever be?). Our clocks are in standstill motion; we're not getting anywhere.

Nadya jiejie's back in Singapore for Azaha gege's wedding. :] really happy for him that he finally found someone he's settling down with. I WANNA BE AN AUNT SOON OKAY AZAHA GEGE! :X hahaha. Kidding. But yeah, you're finally getting married! :D

Having badminton session tomorrow downstairs with Celine and Rach! :D my best buds from pri school man. Hahah. Miss them like hell already ever since we met in Shanghai, which was most probably the coolest thing that could've happened to 3 besties man :D

Note: GREENTEA ICECREAM AND SWEETS are like the world's most addictive thang. I keep kope-ing the green tea sweets me and mom brought back from China xD hellofanicething. Mom bought 2 boxes of the green tea ice cream ah-m gave us at Jiawen's birthday party.

And aww my pretty girls are grown up! Its like in the blink of an eye, and they're going to primary school. When I asked Jiaxuan she could even tell me "Methodist Girllllllls." in her cute voice OMG LA. Love her like hell. Hurry grow up so we can go out together girl! :D shopping with her in future would be damn fun I guess. Hurhur!

BACK FROM CAMP!

Hahah back from sailing camp!

I'm wondering why its SAILING camp. I mean, we're sailors so yeah. Thing is we didn't do any sailing at all. Only windsurfing and kayaking. :D which was pretty fun, except for kayaking, my kayak kept going in circles.

And I brought back everything from camp. Including a fever, sorethroat, cough and runny nose. :( omg la. I can't even talk properly now. I've gone into manhood. Hahah! Anyways, I'll be missing the sec4s :( esp Tzuling, Siungee and Luoling! Omg. Love you guys like hell okay. Must come back to visit.

Was appointed as a sec2 group leader, for my group. And I think I did really badly as a leader, its like no one was listening to me. So I'm really doubting myself now. :( sigh! Ryan and Joseph were the other 2 leaders. And apparently 2 of the 3 broke down and went all nuts and emo for the day. Meaning me and Joseph. He went emo and cried :( I feel so sad for him can. He thinks so badly of himeself! D: I cried during the BBQ.

Think I went nuts and started screaming and screaming infront of Aaron and just ran to sit at the edge of this road thingamajik near our BBQ pit and started crying and crying. Thanks Aaron for comforting me :D but yeah I really doubt my abilities now. My group members don't even bother listening to me and gave me and Peckkhee problems, so what makes me think the team will ever listen to me in future?

Oh! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TZULING! Much loves. Sadly I can't make it to your party. Feeling really sick right now. :(

My phone seems to have gone nuts. idk, all electronic devices seem to hate me now. :( oh well! Hahah. I'm just glad to be home with everything again. Fell asleep yesterday after I realised I was having fever and played a round of Audition and checked on my Maple acc. Hahah.

Will miss the sec4s like hell (idk how many times I said this). And thinking about it, I'll miss the sec4s of NEXT year. Like Peckkhee, Ningxin, Justin, Cheeteng, Darren, Weiming and Mubarak. :( Darren's right. After his batch is gone my batch would be a sad, sad one. Especially with these erm, juniors that we're all getting mad at. :(

But yeah I think I was kinda too harsh on the juniors during camp. Sorry guys. I don't mean it, I guess my patience line just snapped.

Of to Shanghai!

Its a surprise how I'm still bothered enough to update my blog. :] I'm still using livejournal tho. Haha.

Going to Changi Airport in a matter of hours D: Sighhhh. Will miss everything here man. For 1 week and 1 day! ) :

Anyways,
happy be-earlied birthday to Lianghong and Jack!
Yup. Sorry I can't attend your celebration guys D:

And yesyes Lianghong I'll wish you luck and all. LOL. I'm not such a bad junior okay. :D

Y'know, I'm really worried about going to Shanghai. I mean, GEEZ. Those documentaries scare me too much. You know, those about airplane crashes etc? HAHA I'M WORRYING TOO MUCH.

And yeahhhhh my mom's giving me monehhhh to shop there maybe. Yeah my shopping could be.. 5hrs of window-shopping and not buying anything. Ultimate pro right ;] haha.

But mmhmmm I need to get loads of stuffs for people! :D ahha. Just hope there's stuffs nice there for me to buy back tho.

Went last min shopping with Melody Neoooo when I realised I didn't have enough clothes =.= haha. Met her at 8.45pm and walked around AMK Hub, then AMK Central. Nothing. So she suggested Junction8 LOL. We went J8 around 9.30pm can.

Most shops were closing la so we just quickly looked around. Then bought 2 tops from Outfitter Girls.

Finally, a bit more girlish tees. HAHA. Everyone's saying my clothes damn boy =.= zzz.

Helping my mom to transfer songs now into her new MP3 Sweeseng gege gave her. Cheapo brand la some Aigo brand. Ahha! But he got it free la so duhhh.

I keep having this feeling I'm forgetting something. Like something major I need to bring to Shanghai .__. ohmygod la. I can't forget anything. LOL.

I just hope no one will come and like, pickpocket me. I'M POOR OKAY. D: haha.

Gotta lunch and go prepare to go to the airport. I think I must reach there by 2.30pm? Yeah. ) :

Don't miss me too much yeah! Ahha. Missing someone is an awful feeling so DON'T MISS GWEN. She'll be back in an awfully long time of 1 week and 1 day, stuck in boring Shanghai D:


I'll miss you like shitloads :] call me already! D:

ONEENDEAVOUR'06, 3ENDEAVOUR'08!

HELLO PEOPLE. The oneendeavour'06 blog is seriously DYINGGGG.

Anyways. For oneendeavourians of '06 who reads my blog.. please note:
-Check when are the days you are free and when you're going on holiday.
-Inform me after you've confirmed the dates and all.

Why? ITS FOR THE CLASS GATHERING.
No more class chalet I guess. Now we're planning SENTOSA :D Siloso! ;]

I've not been to Sentosa since.. more than 7years ago maybe :D

Anyways.
I GOT TO 3ENDEAVOUR'08! :D
-jumps for joy-

And so did most of the oneendeavourians from 06! :D We're practically reunited. And all the oneendeavour'06 sailors are back together in the same class :D

Grats to David and Ryan for making it to 3A dudes! :D You guys rock man. MY MOMMY AND DADDY! :]

Ooooooh yeah! Yippie yippie yeah! 3E's so gonna rock the level camp next year.

So far I only know of 3 guys who made it into 3E leh o.o Qihua, Daniel and Aaron. Bev's not happy she made it to 3E D: all of us were literally cheering when we realised a lot of us are gonna be reunited again but she was upset.

Aww BEV DARLINGGGG. Cheer up! There's me in 3E eh? You're oh-so-lovely class chairwoman (=.= they came up with this).

Flying off to Shanghai tomorrow I think D:

Will miss a sailing training session and Lianghong + Jack's birthday celebration. BUMMER. So if I don't enjoy myself in Shanghai, I'm so gonna regret it man.

PEOPLE! Please tell me what you want me to get for you guys in Shanghai man :] hahaha.

I haven't even started packing. Infact I doubt I've got enough clothes o.o and its gonna be chilly in Shanghai. I'm damn worried about theft there can. I DON'T WANNA LOSE MY LAOGONG THE SECOND! Which is my PSP Slim.

Oooooh for the chio-ness of it all man ;]

Anyways. Will miss you guys.. yup. ):
1 week and 1 day. Sighhhhhh.

YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I'M IN LOVE WITH MARTY KUDELKA'S DANCE CHOREOGRAPHY CAN.

THIS IS LIKE THE MOST SYNCHRONISED DANCE I'VE EVER SEEN.

Omg la this vid makes me wanna join a dance crew or form one. Dance crews are so fun cuz you get to train dance together and all :D

Omgomgomg I should go find someone who's forming one. MAQRIUSSSS! You should help me find out.

For now, MARTY KUDELKA'S MY NEW IDOL MAN.
Slickkkkk moves ;D

Livejournal loveee.

Calling for all peeps with a Livejournal accounttttt.

If you have one please let me know :D I'd gladly add you. Haha.

Its literally becoming my main blogging area soon. Haha. So yeah. But still I'd never abandon realityworks. LOL.

Hmm. Going to aunt's place later around dinner time to celebrate another aunt's birthday and pizza. Ugh. Gonna grow fat.

And OheMGee. I think I need to run rounds around my block soon. :D

LIST OF THINGS TO DO BEFORE GOING TO SHANGHAI: Not even 1% done.

Dangggggq.

Have been posting on my Livejournal account recently. Its quite addictive :]

Stayed at home to rot again. There wasn't any training today D:

Yokeching went for some job interview at some ice cream shop thing! Ahhh hopefully she'll get the job. I'd be her first customerrr! :D

I don't think I'm getting my job la. Until now also haven't call yet. Sigh. Nvm. The pay at MOS Burger's so measly anyways. Hah!

Gotta go to school tomorrow at 10am for the student council level head election thingamajik I think.

I don't know why I'm so nervous. Even tho I don't wanna be a level head now, part of me tells me, go for it. o.o like whadda. Hahah. But I'm thinking Sally's more up for the job, and she deserves it. :D

Oh well. Nevermind. Hahaha.


I HEART LIVEJOURNAL!
Its addictive ;]

And oh.

I MIGHT BE GETTING A SONY PSP! Haha.

Was talking to dad yesterday over his birthday dinner celebration thing if he was serious about getting Gerald a PSP to replace his Gameboy Adv, dad said I could share with Gerald. But then we'd both have no Christmas presents! D: bummerrrrr.

But if I get it, I'm bringing it to Shanghai with me. I don't care! (spoilt brat tone)

If not I'd seriously die of boredom la, for that 1 week 1 day D: I'll need to bring my uhh, handphone for music, (if I get it) PSP for games AND music, (if I don't get the PSP,) Gameboy Adv for games. Really excited about the plane trip tho. And spending a whole week with Celine. I guess thats all I'm looking forward to this whole trip.

And I'm really gonna miss you. Yup :]

SLEEPY.

I seriously think I'm nocturnal.

Now its 3.30AM sharp, and I just posted up the dedications for 2Integrity peoples :D haha. I'm nice okay. Spent so much time typing so much :]

Usually when I sleep past 2AM, the next day I'd wake up at the most 12pm. But these few days I've been sleeping past 2AM and waking up at 2PM! Like wth, I'm officially a pig.

Really sleepy now. After I'm done with this post I'm just gonna shut down both the com and myself.

Made a new Livejournal account today. Forgot my old one haha. :D

Yokeching! I've read some of your LJ posts. Cheer up loverrr! D: I don't like seeing you so upset. That person's a stupid doof! I WON'T LET THAT PERSON BULLY YOU OKAY! D: rawrness. Now I know how my girlfriends feel when I tell them about (spit your random word here). Like super pekchek and ready to take out a hammer/knife.

Went to school to hand in my reflections. Then cuz my Ez-link had no money I decided to walk home. FIRST TIME I WALKED HOME FROM SCHOOL! :D took me about 25mins? I think.

Even tho I totally didn't run, I was sweating a hell lot. And drips of sweat landed on my husband. Sorry darling Crumpler! D: got home and realised how much I actually sweat.

Justin, I'm not a pig. YOU AREEEE! Haha.

Waking up at 2pm is like, ahem, no big deal.

3.36AM, Tuesday, 1st November.
8 more freggin days and dunno how many hours and mins and seconds to taking of streaming results.

I'm freaking out.

4.23AM, over and out.



I'm tryna forget. But heck you know its impossible. :]

Do you remember?

I was reading Yokeching's (loverrr!) LJ just now and she did some dedications to some people in her class. So yessss! I've been, oh-so INSPIRED! to do dedications :P

Lets see..

I'll start off with the girls. This will be reeeeeally long peoples! :D

ALICIA-

Yup, another crazy year has passed with you. Sadly Eileen and Kerrie wasn't in the same class D: You're like the most siao person can. :D hopefully next year we can get to the same class again and go all crazy ;] even tho sometimes (or a lot of times xD) we disagreed on stuffs, I guess it all turned out right. I LOVE YOU BOMBOM!

SHANAI-

You pile of lovable shit! Haha. Yayness to us, classmates in pri5 and 6 and now classmates in sec2! Its pretty fun to watch how much you've changed since pri school. AND SAD TO SAY, YOU'RE MORE CHILDISH! Haha okay joking. Known for 4years and friendship still going strong. Hopefully. Much loves!

CASS-

I love how much we can confide in each other, especially on hot guys. AHHAHA what am I talking about. But yeah we were always there when we needed someone to talk to :] I've never pangsehed you right! Haha. I'm gonna miss you and your attentiveness towards guys lol o.o okay joking. But I'd reeeeally miss you. Well, you being Cassandra and all. Haha :D

EILEEN CHUA-

I keep forgetting your surname. Haha FELLOW UNICORNIAN! Happy to say we remained two happy unicornians and (uhhhh..). Fun year its been ei, to see only 3 unicornians in the unicorn house row during PE. But yeah we're the crappers, always crapping :D

JOEY-

Eee. You want to propose to me with TISSUE PAPER? Nah, not accepting. Haha. Thanks for always being by my side, listening to my problems while I listen to yours. :D I really love this kukuhead of a Joey Tan.

SHIREI-

Don't think I'm not gonna do one on you. Well, being classmates for 2 years I seem to have known you better this year. And it was reeeeally fun bickering with Mrs Supra over our Science marks :D we're both getting the same marks for Science and Math. Haha. Hopefully next year we'd get to see each other in like, High Achievers' Tea or something? :D

PAMELA-

Good that we've joined the same dance lesson and that it'd keep us just as close as we are now. You smartypants! TOPPING THE CLASS FOR EOYs RIGHT! D: rawrness. I hate youuuu! Ahaha, just joking. Its the total opposite :D

BERNICE-

I remember I sometimes used to think you're a bookworm. Okay half-right, half-there. Again, classmates for 2years. No matter what we'd still remain friends :D THANKYOU FOR YOUR DEDICATION THING AT THE START OF THE YEAR! I was really happy to see that there was one for me :D don't like the fact people dislike you for who you are. Just be yourself okay :]

YAYUN-

I remember Shanai telling me even before the school year started that you knew me. I was like, o.o Haha. SMART GIRL! :D your results for EOYs were pretty good right. :D thanks for the website on the algebra. Viewed it and it seemed to have helped me better :]

CHUXIAN-

BLUR SOTONG. You're really crazy. Come to think of it, you were the first person I kinda knew when I first came to MF. Sec1 registration, remember? Our parents met and talked then while we were lining up to meet Mrs Thomas :] AITONG PERSON I!

ALEX-

Alexy! I'm seriously hoping we'd not be in the same class next year cuz YOU KEEP POKING ME! Haha. Just joking. Another crazy woman once you get to know her. Hope we're classmates again next year! Then it'd be 3years. AITONG PERSON II!

DAOYING-

Omg I just realised I wrote the dedications for all the ATS people in a row. Chuxian, Alex then you. 6C, 6D and 6F :D me and Shanai are the two 6E :] haha. Among all the ATS people, you're the one I knew better during Aitong years. Happy to be same class as you :] ahh sorry on the last few days of school I was damn tired so I fell asleep while you guys played poker. xD

ELEANOR-

A really quiet girl but she's actually really nice. And once you know her you'll realise she's NOT all that quiet! :] hahaha.

PHAEDRA-

Awwman I know you were always missing during lessons cuz of all the PA thingamajik. But yeah whenever we got the chance to work together and stuffs I remember we were always laughing like mad people :D haha.

VANESSA-

I don't really speak to you much but haha! I can still see how crazy you can sometimes get. Horhor! Haha.

AFIQAH-

Booby woman. You're always going sick during lessons on CHAPT6&7 righ! Ahaha. I remember we were recess duty partners last year with our senior CLARENCE. The pole! Haha. Miss those times.

ATIQAH-

Okay, you CRAZYCRAZY flirting woman! Knew you since last year but didn't know how crazy you were. Stupid womannnn you dragged me into the acting shit for sec2 camp for our campfire item! Still won't forget that. Haha. STOP FLIRTING LA AIYOHHH! ;]

GUIJUN-

DARDAR I LOVE YOU! Haha. Xoxo! Hopefully we'd be in same class next year :] but aiyah, knowing you and your results you'd go to a wayyy better class than me. Dardar I'll miss you yeah! ) :

TIFFANY-

Omg I can never forget how crazy you'd be in class. Always screaming with Guijun and the rest. Haha. And I can never forget how hot my hand was when you twisted it. Owwch! Haha :D

XIAOMEI-

Its funny when I remember how blur you always were. But no one can beat Chuxian in blurness la :D hahaha. You're like ultimately cute and definitly don't look your age la can. :D haha. Good luck with ahemmmmm! ;]

CARINE-

Sis! Never forgetting you :D Sitting together was fun, seeing how Mr Yuxuan would always turn behind saying random shit. Even tho the going got tough, the tough didn't get going (LAUGH!) and we're still good friends. :D thanks for being another one of my confidents! Good luck with your baimawangzi too ei! ;]

NICOLE-

I didn't really get to know you well nor talk to you much. I only know you're always very quiet, since last year even. Haha.

PRIYA-

Oh yes oh yes. You're another smart person I know! :D UNITED IN OUR FRONT AGAINST SCIENCE MARKING SCHEME uh-huh! :D haha. Omg pure madness.

HUIMIN-

You too :D another smart girl. Haha. Girls are like, ruling the class positions-wise can. But sadly I'm not one of them. Huimin's really nice girl once you get to know her yeah. :D

HUITING-

Another quiet person. We hardly got to converse at all, but I know your Chinese results this time turned out quite good right? :]

YUANQI-

Youuuuu! Haha. You stole my Chinese name and my register number from last year hor! xD haha joking. Amazing to know someone with the same name okay. And this is the first time I've known another Yuanqi other than myself! :D haha. But you got my register number of 8 D: haha ;]

Okay done with the girls. Phewwww. On to the boys. Well. Some. Haha.

AARON-

Dude. Please don't be depressed all the time. I know its hard but you've got great friends like the sailors who'll always be here for you ei! Cheer up :D it isn't the end of the world. I guess you can stop blaming yourself for what happened. It already did, so just forget it mmhmm. Heh.

DAVID-

You're a nice dude okay. 2I SAILORRRRS! :D haha. Thanks for always defending me yeah. Especially against some people who always try to irritate me, both in sailing and class. :D Looking forward to next Tuesday!

QIHUA-

Omg you crazy sicko person. Haha. The way you behaved towards Eileen during the last few D&T sessions... I was like OMG! Haha. I know you have good acting skills la. But you looked like a RETARDDD in the class candid photo! xD

ZUL-

Eh, you ponner. Always ponning SL stuffs huh! Haha.

YONGRONG-

I hate you. How'd you lose so much weight from sec1 to sec2? Haha. And that you play Audition better than me in normal modes D: -depressed-

DANIEL-

DA NIU! You can stop going emo already yeah. You blur class chairperson. Haha. Love talking to you and Aaron about my problems, infact we'd all talk about our problems together. Good to know there're a few good listeners out there. Haha. And yes, I know I'm a slow reader! D:

LANDSON-

I'm doing this dedication on purpose to you to say only 2words: NO COMMENT.

NICHOLAS LAU-

You're always so quiet can. Haha. Only knew you more during the public speaking course thing cuz you'd always be sitting beside Qihuahua xD

NICHOLAS CHO-

Never known you much. But you're a nice dude, don't understand why certain people in our class like to bully you so much D: sad can. Be more courageous! Like the way your hands are always seen shot up in the air when asked for answers xD haha. Thanks for the dictionary that time, you really saved my life from pure misery! :D

MUHD-

Hmm. You know you're like super noisy when you get the chance to be? Haha. Please remember my SIMS2 disc on 9th November okay? Kthxbye! Hahhhh.

YUXUAN-

Papercutter dude! :D haha. Remember those random times. Thanks for encouraging me and pangsehing me like millions of times when we had to sit together in class. Haha.

Do You Remember? (The Crazy Class)

Cuz our class is truely amazing :]

Growing up ;]

Suddenly I feel that we're all growing up.

Like a few years back all that mattered were dolls and toys. Then a few months back all that mattered was feelings and studies. And suddenly, now, all that matters is getting a job o.o

It felt weird la, seeing me and Cia exchange friendster testimonials about jobs. Like we're actually talking about the JOBS we're gonna go for interviews for. Haha.

WOMAN, WE'RE GROWING UP! :D

And oh, being best friends is better than being a -sjhdaskhdwg- ei. Hahah. ;] (don't bother counting the number of letters and trying to fit in a word cuz its just a random number of letters)
Soooo, you're one of my besties!

I love my bestie! :D much loves boy.

Definitly feeling much better today than yesterday. Thanks Yokeching and Peckkhee for the tags! You guys are the best :D

For now, I shall look forward to a job and a suckish uniform and my new subjects for next year. Hopefully 3Endeavour's subjects. :D


These are the things I'll learn to part with as I grow up ;]

Say It Right

Say It Right
>Nelly Furtado

In the day
In the night
Say it all
Say it right
You either got it
Or you don't
You either stand or you fall
When your will is broken
When it slips from your hand
When there's no time for joking
There's a hole in the plan

Oh you don't mean nothing at all to me
No you don't mean nothing at all to me
Do you got what it takes to set me free
Oh you could mean everything to me

I can't say that I'm not lost and at fault
I can't say that I don't love the light and the dark
I can't say that I don't know that I am alive
And all of what I feel I could show
You tonite you tonite

From my hands I could give you
Something that I made
From my mouth I could sing you another brick that I laid
From my body I could show you a place God knows
You should know the space is holy
Do you really want to go?

RANT, Gwen, RANT.

Y'know. I just wanna rant.

I just don't wanna be bothered with anything.

Maybe, outside I seem happy. Like super happy. But inside- its like I just wish I could let everything go. Every single shit I feel, everything I want to say, everything I wanna vent my anger on because.

Anyway,
I don't understand you at all. Why're you so SELF-CONTRADICTING? You're the one causing all this messy shit. If you feel this way why're you doing something to make me think you're not? Whats the use? You gonna tell me? What am I supposed to do. I thought I knew you better. Nothing's gonna be good, this whole narrated scene would just replay itself again and again. Go self-contradict yourself and get me out of this confusion. I'm tired.

AND,
I don't know what I should be thinking about you. Got influenced at the start of the year so I disliked you. Then it all got better but now.. I've really got nothing to say. Just, treasure those around you, stop taking them for granted, stop behaving in this way that makes me think that you think they've got no feelings at all. Watching this whole storyline sucks cuz everything just adds on to what impression I've got of you. You're a dear girl to me but please don't change that now. Be happy with what you've got, you can take a look at me and compare me with yourself and think, "who's more pathetic?". Everyone cares about you, everyone's concerned, and its just cuz you think too much and worry too much. I envy you. No one ever did bother about me. Please don't let your moodswings get in the way of how you feel and view people cuz when you let that happen, it sucks.

ANDDDD.
What to say about you. Hmm. Oh, right. I'm tired and sick of having to put up with you. Your moodswings is the problem. I feel that you take me for granted, I mean, as a good friend, you can show your true colors to me and shun them when it comes to being around other people. I'm tired of putting up with this. And when it comes to popularity, you can just dump me aside and forget me, leaving me all alone. Sometimes even the people I'm around are better than you. Whats the point of you always getting annoyed at me and when I see you and other people, you never seem to? You're making me feel all left out, all pangsehed. Last year I never did expect things to turn out this way. Yeah I might seem fine with you but you should really learn to stop venting your fustrations on people like that, y'know? Cuz it sucks. SUCKSSUCKSSUCKS!

YOUUUUU.
You've got your problems but I've got mine too. Infact I feel I have to deal with more, except its not too big a blow, or at least on the outside its not. You can go around taking pity on others but for me? You never did seem to care about how I feel. Its always about THEM. The other two? You can still label me a bestie or something. You confide in me, I've never did confide in you. But you've never understood how I feel about anything- relationships, life, etc. Go to her, she's more important. You never did know how I feel whenever you just ignore me like that, or suddenly just stand up and go somewhere else. I just stare ahead, sigh, and want to go to sleep. Oooooh yeah, I could NEVER have felt better.


Mehhhh. I think I should just buy a diary so I can scribble all my nonsense inside it.

Life sucks and its fucking up on me again. Why me? Why're you chosing me as a target you dumbass. Huh? All the problems have gotta bombard me at once. Luckily my family's fine or I'd really 'take a leap of faith' off the HDB flat.

Over and out.


p.s. And Audrey? Sorry if removing the confetti during the open house for the sailing booth seemed like it was removing all of your efforts. Everything was MY fault, yeayea and I still managed to say the booth seemed plain, just after we cleaned it up. Yuppppp. Everything was my fault from the start anyways. I don't make sense at all. I just kept reading that big, literally highlighted out paragraph over and over again, tryna see what faults I've got again and again and what I've done wrong to you, maybe. I'M SORRY THAT THE WORK THE GUYS AND GIRLS PUT IN WERE ALL REMOVED CUZ OF ME. Maybe I've always been such a doofus. Its no wonder if I hear that people dislike me. Sorry if I've offended you in anyway but yeah. I can't say I'm really happy with what I just read. Made me realise I'm at fault and that I'm dumb cuz I don't seem to make any fucking sense. Ahahahahaaaaaaaa- bitter laughers.

Anyways, if that was your point,




I'm happy to say I got it.


K. sorry. I really needed to rant everything I wanted to off in this post. If you got offended, please know, Gwen's PMS-ing or something.
But just know that she's really upset now and is gonna explode if she can't find anywhere to literally scream out. Thank you for understanding :]

And urgh. I should really stop letting my anger get in the way. If not I'm just gonna repeat pri5 life again and everyone's gonna hate me lalala.

Whoops!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY NINGXIN HUNNN AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!

I'm so tired of everything.

Just wish you were here with me by my side. But I can only smile and tear it away-

Studio Wu...?

Ah bloody. So many comments on my tagboard ahha. But I'm too lazy to reply 'em :]

Its 5.06AM people! :D

Spent the whole day at home and rotted. 'Nuff said.

I'm sleepy but not sleepy enough to sleep. Argh. Played my Aquila maple char just now and met another late-nighter. People who don't wanna sleep ;] ahhah!

Tomorrow going aunt's place to eat lunch D: sigh. Told my mom got dance at 3.30pm she wants me to go till, just go ealier. I still need to buy my top and half-jacket for dance! Kukuheads :/ scared not enough time.

Ohmg why the hell is Christmas Party playing on my iTunes. o.o

And I finally got the song I need for dance from Elie :D thankyou dearrrr! xoxo. Oh shit. Forgot to ask my mom if I can go work at Yoshinoya with Elie and Jiaqi for the hols D: just hoping the pay's good.

Excited for dance tomorrow :D don't care la I get kor to be my partner- since he's going tomorrow anyways. :D

And oh, I wanna go take PURELY poppin' and lockin' lessons from STUDIO WU (its a dance school).

Jiaqi said Winteng'll pass to me this paper thing that gives me one whole free lesson for a whole day. The dancers from our school are going on Saturday, so Elie doesn't wanna go on Sat. And oh, the price of Studio Wu's lessons are cheaper, about 60bucks a month for students.

But then I bet its like those kinda bigbig classes with over 8 people! D: I dowannnnn! ) :

IDON'TCARE. I might even ask my mom to consider letting me take lessons from 2 dance schools. :] but it'll be like 140bucks per month D: don't think she'd allow. If I take it'd be on Fridays (Studio Wu's poppin/lockin lessons) and Sundays (Hiphop Kids'pore- Maqrius's hiphop lessons).

If Maqrius doesn't move on to more popping or locking stuffs, I might change to Studio Wu.

When I'm older I shall go to Korea and try out lessons in Winners Dance School! THE ONE HYOYEON'S FROM, AHHHHHHHH! :D

Okay blogging just killed my remaining brain cells, and its 5.17AM. Needa catch some Zzz's or I'd die tomorrow in dance for good :] then the world will rejoice yayness!


I wanna replay those moments and jump into the scenes all over again.

FAREAST PLAZAAAA & BAGGY CARGOS

YAYNESS!
FINALLY GOT THE PANTS I WANTED FOR HIPHOP! :]

Its at the shop Jiaqi showed me. The one where all the sec3 seniors got their pants. Infact I got the same one as them. o.o Wanted to get half jacket and a pink racerback shirt at the basement to match my pants but didn't. BO LUI!

Saw a lot of pretty NIKE DUNKS AND NIKE CORTEZ! Omg so pretty. I wanna drag my mom to Far East D: got a lot of things I want and need.

HAHAHAHA MAQRIUS! YOU HAVE NO REASON TO SCOLD ME FOR NOT DRESSING LIKE A HIPHOP DANCER! :D finallyyyyyy! But you CAN scold me for not bringing a partner for couple dance la. I still can't find one. Oh bummer.

And oh,
TODAY'S THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!
D: AND :D

Got report books back. Hmm. Only an A. For ART. Hah I knew I could depend on art. But heck 72 for art is like chao lan D:

After school went to Elie's place and played with her piano-ish keyboard. She changed and stuffs and we left to meet Jiaqi at the bus stop. PAISEH QI DARLING! We were like 30mins late? Jiaqi said she almost fell asleep D:

Walked to the bus stop that has buses to Qi's house and waited. And Jiaqi gave Elie this card thingy for a free dance session the whole day! LIKE OMG. :D She said Winteng would pass to me one too. :] thanks Winteng darl! :D

Jiaqi got changed, wearing a KIDDY ATTIRE! :] RED MICKEY MOUSE TEE, WHITE PRI5-LIKE SHORTS WITH A FLOWER AND A BAG WITH TEDDIEBEAR PRINTS! :] and we took a bus to my place. Jiaqi was the kiddo! ;]

We spent a heckofa long time at my house la. Supposed to be I bathe and we go out for lunch. But end up my maid made SUSHI so we ate at my house, and I bathed at about 3pm when I should've at 1pm =.= JIAQI KEPT TAKING SNEAK PICS WHEN ME AND ELIE WERE TIDYING UP OUR HAIR ETC! xD

Took a bus to Far East. Got really sleepy- its like damn sian can. MRT would've been faster but Elie didn't wanna take MRT D: ahha.

Jiaqi fell asleep when we were almost there. And her head was like on my shoulder the whole time. So sweeeeet! :D got to Far East and woke her up. Bought bubbletea and went to shopppp! :D

The pants were okay for Medium but it was just nice, so I got L as it was wayyyyy baggier :] super chio pants. Infact, everything on Far East's fourth floor's SUPER CHIO! :D haha. First time I shopped in other levels than Far East's basement o.o

Elie loves boots! Jiaqi loves Little Miss tees! I love baggy cargos and chio Nike Cortez! :]

Jiaqi went home, so me and Elie walked around and around Far East for a while. Elie got this half jacket that I wanted, and then I saw this pink racerback that would've gone real nicely with the half jacket and the pants but the racerback shirt only came with a cashmiere or whatever D: and it was 30bucks together D:

Went to AMK's Sumo House for dinner. Bought the usual. NICE! And went to the arcade after that :] super long time since I went to Jubilee's arcade, since I was like studying for exams :]

And Elie might join my tuition! Yayness :]

Went home at around 10plus. When I got home I was all tired, and the moment I ploofed on my bed my parents came home. They saw the earrings I wore and the belt Elie lent me to go with the pants I wore out today and my dad was saying I've grown up. Like uhh, whatthe? LAMEEE.

Tired. The fan's blowing wind into my eyes.

Pics from the last day in 2INTEGRITY 2007 will be up soon :]

Will miss the guys. I wonder which class my fate would take me to.
Hopefully not 3D. I'd die taking POA.