That is the question

I know I shouldn't be crying now. I shouldn't be doubtful of myself either.

But after seeing that text.. I don't know. I guess I just couldn't handle it like how some people couldn't handle being called certain names.

It just.. Reminds me of my parents. Right now I wish they'd be the kind whom'll let me chase my dreams regardless. Why are they such typical Singaporean parents?

Save Energy Save Earth!

I shall force you to watch this cuz they are all so cute! EVEN Taec. And Wooyoung -- too cute for words. Pillar cannon was funny :)

Must studyyyyyyy.

Didn't go to school today cuz I woke up at 4am with my stomach hurting like nuts. Couldn't go back to sleep until around 5-ish? Then my maid woke me up again. Sigh. Now when I eat anything or drink water it'll add on to the pain, which is really weird. Somewhat like the last time when my Mom was making rice dumplings and I ate biscuits.. hurts a lot.

Beanie told me Mdm Suhailah changed our seating arrangement for English class!

Now I don't like English lessons anymore :(

니가 밉다!

Almost 2AM (omo! 2AM! 2PM's half, with Jo Kwon. Sometimes I really wish Jo Kwon was in 2PM) and I'm still not asleep.

I like my eyes and fringe in that photo, but I hate how chubby/fat/squarish-yet-round my face looks.

Not really tired. So I decided to do choreographing because I'm getting really frustrated right now and choreographing is the only thing that makes me feel better. Sorry Mrs Koh if I flunk your Geog test tomorrow, it really is too much for me. I guess its the usual then, getting last again and hearing her, "Not good, Gwen. Not good at all." and giving me back my paper without looking at me.

Used to it.

And you know what? My sorethroat has come back since this morning and my stomach is hurting quite badly now. I believe its that durian puff I kept in my bag all day that I ate when I got home..

Why does my body hate school as much as I do?

Fruitful Mondays

Spent a fruitful Monday (exercise-wise) with Shirei, Pam and Elie.

Jumped out of bed thinking I overslept, and Elie called me seconds after I woke up. Only then I realized it wasn't even 11am yet.

She came over to slack, and we went to meet Pam (whom didn't want to come at first) at 1pm at AMK Hub. Grabbed the Korean chicken I ate before with Beanie and Cia and the durian currypuff to eat. Shared bubble tea ^_^

Took a bus down to Shirei's place and got changed to go for gym, but the condo rules doesn't allow guests to use the gym.

Swam immediately instead. The feeling of chionging 6 laps without stopping - SHIOK! I wanted to swim more but it was getting damn cold, so we went to the sauna instead. I think I'll bring a cloth in next time cuz its so hard to breathe!

Went back up, had chicken, tomato and cucumber sandwiches. Yummmm. Studied and had pizza for dinner. Omo, omo, omo!! TT_TT

Studied somemore and went home.


I love them really. Thanks girls, for being so supportive.

I've never seen anyone so supportive of me before, and so I'll try my best!

2PM Idol Army

My favourite vid of Idol Army by far!

LOVE IT. The counting of notes part damn funny, I like these few parts:

Boom (to distract Jae as he counts): "How many floors are in the 63 building?"
Jae, concentrating on counting: "I don't know."

Boom: "Wonder Girls' maknae is who?"
Jae: "Chansung!"

Chansung, working as a double for 2PM AND Wonder Girls'

TIME'S UP!

Taceyeon: "Tell us how many bills you think there are."

Jaebeom: "Sixty... eight!"
Jaebum's guess

(After a while..)

Boom: "Smile a little more brighter."
*Uncovers Jae with toothpaste-snot*

Leader idiot: Jaegoo

"Thats good~!"

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Changoo, Jaegoo (Oldest), Jungoo

Boom: "The three idiots are counting."

Changoo, giving ten bills to Junsu because he can't count by himself
Jaegoo, taking the bills (to count) so he can also be praised

Jaebeom: "I think I really might become an idiot. I don't think I can count this."

Boom: "HAHAHA, the oldest idiot in the neighbourhood!!"
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Junho: "Even his name's funny. Woogoo."

Double-snot idiot. The addition of an idiot friend WOOGOO

"Woogoo~"

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Shining Thai idiot: NICKGOO

"Nickgoo!"

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The unexpected BIRTH OF A GROUP OF IDIOTS

Boom: "THE FIVE IDIOTS!"

Because they seemed too much like real IDIOTS

Khunnie Boy <3

I was wondering why Jaebeom wasn't in this picture.. till I remembered he had a solo-shot.

For a good reason too.

HAHA TATTOO EACH 2PM MEMBER'S FACE + HIS OWN ON HIS 8-PACK!

Haha how could world's no.1 dork Park Jaebeom look like that!

HIS SCRAWNY DAYS! See, his arms were.. small.

During the Hot Blood show even. Still cute ^^

:D SUPER CUTEEEE, and dorky.

But thats Jae for you.



Love his 2PM hair!


Back to Khunnie!

My favourite pic of him and Chansung!
Chansung looks good here. I love his eyes, and Junsu's.

NO ONE CAN BE A CUTER GEEK!
Khunnie Boo, you look like a geek, a really cute geeeek!

Yes. No one can look better in geek specs than Khun.

This is soooo gonna be my wallpaper.

Cuz its 1024x768.
And also cuz its KHUNxMINHO! Best pairing everrrrrrr.

Sorry for the Khunnie picture spam, but I'm so bored right now.

Supposed to be sleeping cuz its 2AM (omo hahaha! 2am! Get it? 2PM's "brother band" is called 2AM. I'm serious, they all trained together and fans call them 2ONEDAY when they are together).

Nothing much to talk about except..
1) Appetite shrank yay x100!
2) Ate ice cream. SINNNNN.
3) Saving up to get 2PM's new album.
4) Starting badminton training officially on Tuesday.

Btw I told my parents about me wanting to go to Korea to stay. I didn't sit them down and say that of course, I did it jokingly. Like, "Dad save up money and send me to Korea!!!"

He was like, "You seem to have this fascination with Korea. Why ah?"

Gerald blurted, "K-POP."

Then Dad was like.. "Aiyoh. Do you even know how harsh the industry is there? Their society is harsh even. You're not gonna like it when you really get to Korea cuz its totally different. The city I mean. It was like that when I got there. Its like Singapore except just not as good."

Totally sad to hear that from him, but I don't care.

One day I'll be out of SG and in Korea. Hopefully.

I can dream, can't I? Sigh hope I can put all my heart into practising now tho. Global 2009 hurry! Come to Singapore too please, don't go to Malaysia this year TT_TT


I shall end with..

MORE KHUNNIExMINHO FROM 2PM Idol Army!

Episodes 14 and 15. Must watch. This is where the whole Khun and Minho scandal started. *winkwink*

They are so sweet together!
I told myself, if Khun turns gay for Minho and vice versa, I totally wouldn't mind because they are the sweetest things ever seen.

Omo~~~~ ^^

They called themselves the "Boys over Flowers" duo. Cute!

Boom was also teasing SHINee (in a good way) throughout the whole show, saying they were 꽃보다 샤이니 (kkot bo da SHINee), which was damn funny! Like teasing them for being pretty boys.

2PM are the hunks!

I told my bro just now, "Do your weights la. Do you wanna look like Jaebeom and eventually have 8 packs? Or do you wanna be Scrawny Boy??"

My mom responded, saying, "Like those SHINee boys? Where got nice?"
(Saying SHINee are the Scrawny Boys.)


I agree actually. I think I like 2PM slightly more because of their hot bods. *Excuses* FINALLY! I'M A NORMAL GIRL WHO LIKES GUYS WITH HOD BODS! Finally no more "Skinny boys are so much cuter!!"



IDOL WORLD CUP 2010!

Aw this game made Khun and Minho almost kiss about 3 times. Damn cute! They keep defending the middle, so they'll both turn their heads to face each other at the same time when trying to get the ball.

There was once they BOTH got the ball with their mouths at the same time, so their lips kinda touched.

The 2PM and SHINee people watching were like "AIGOOOO~!!!!" and Wooyoung the 'Field Reporter' got so shocked his hand leaning on the soccer table sorta repelled away from the table.

Best pairing on TV EVER = Khun + Minho

Omo, omo, omo, omo!

I can't find my calculator, and I have tuition in a few minutes. I can see all my emath stuff from school but not my calculator!!

Omo x6 (imitates Jaebeom)

I stayed up watching 2PM's Idol Army show till 4am; the two episodes with SHINee. Damn funny! Khunnie + Minho were so romantic! :heart:

And I see a dent on my SHINee ROMEO poster. Not happy. :(

Mirotic

Decided to go for the competition.

As a solo entry. Am I nuts or what. I'VE NOT EVEN PICKED THE SONG! Most likely revamping my Like A Boy choreo that I did months back.

While practicing just now I hit my elbow against something, and now when I type it hurts. Even popping my wrist kinda makes it hurt a bit. Shit. :(

I LOVE the MV for DBSK's Mirotic. I think I shall start finding out more about DBSK, since I forgot everything about them. Only liked them 2 years back when me and Pam were still in hip hop under Maqrius. Haha funny.

Watch this! Cebu inmates doing the SORRY, SORRY!

ㅋㅋㅋ

Working hard to lose weight won't work now that my dad (still a bit mad at him) bought home some Daim.

I hate it when he does this -- him buying me something just cuz I'm upset and trying not to talk around the house (cheap stuff of course).

Yeh I think I got a personality disorder or something, but its cool. I've tried shutting up the whole day before, and my Mom was trying so hard to coax me out of it. ^^ By agreeing to buy me my cellphone which they agreed almost a month back.

I HATE it when they try to "compensate" me.

When things upset us, we should just do a Jang WooYoung Epik Dance and let it go.

Wooyoung and Junho are now my favourite I guess. As compared to Jae and Khun. Actually I can't make up my mind because I love all the 2PM boys, minus Taec. Okay fine I like him too but I prefer the rest cuz they're all so cute! Taec is like a man-man. Not a boy-man.

What am I talking about. =.=

Just downloaded 2NE1's song Fire, and giving them a shot.

ㅋㅋㅋ

Okay, I should start being a English-speaking person and go "Hahaha", instead of going ㅋㅋㅋ

But I prefer using ㅋ!

Now you know,

I'm being nonsensical.

Yesyesyes,
I amamam not nor-nor-normal.
So seeseesee you.


Byebyebye!!


p.s. Spaghetti is fattening so I opted for Horfun for dinner from opposite school. Dad just came in and asked whether I wanted dinner from opp. school. See what I mean? The coaxing thing?

Sigh.

To lose weight..

BYEBYEBYE MY WHITE SAUCE SPAGHETTI SUNDAY NIGHTS!!

(In case you didn't know- Sunday nights are my white sauce spaghetti nights cuz I am home alone with Aunty Tun, so I just eat spaghetti.)

Actually, I've stopped eating white sauce spaghetti for the past one month already cuz I've been too busy training for badminton till 8pm, so WHAT am I talking about. =.=

Sorry but I just lost all respect for you as a father.

Tell me how much you know about me and my aspirations.

"You're older, I expect you to take more responsibility. Do you even know what you want to be?"

Yeah hell do I know what I want to be.

But do you know that what I want to be is what you look down on? You say its nothing but a hobby -- do you KNOW how hard I practice? How hard I train? Till you stopped me?

I'm done trying to please you and be the perfect goody daughter who listens and does what you want me to do. So what if I want to go to an Arts school? So what if I want to be in another country when I'm older? You want me to study hard and go to a JC. I WON'T. Okay?

I know my dreams better than yours and don't diss them just cuz YOUR dreams couldn't be fulfilled.

Pig

Been using the laptop to watch Its Time 2PM and loads more Kpop stuff the whole day. I feel like a pig.

Just ate dinner and for some reason I feel like puking it out. Aunty Tun gave me some chicken, and after taking one piece of chicken I could feel the puke rising up my throat. For some reason I really hate chicken now. Even the tofu made me nauseous. So I only ate rice, fishballs and drank soup, which I feel is a lot already.

My sorethroat is better! Yaaaaay me for not having to suffer during the weekends!

Looking forward to Monday, cuz not only is it Youth Day, its also our workout/study/self-cooking of lunch day! Whoohoo! Yeh I've been like working out twice everyday and eating less, and I lost 1kg within 3 days :D very happy!

I sound very ai mei =.=

Okay I am going to commit suicide by watching the Mnet Scandal episode with Nichkhun in it bye!


Niga mibda joogeul mankeum niga mibda
Shilda michidolok nehga shilda
No, no, no, no no no no..
Irun nehga nan nan shilda
Mibda joogeul mankeum niga mibda
Shilta michidolok nehga shilta
No, no, no, no no no no..
Irun nehga nan nan shilta


p.s. OKAY I TAKE BACK MY WORDS!

I want my future boyfriend to be like Khunnie! He's so freaking sweet to Minsun. And Minsun dated Kimbum before wtf? Haha saw a lot of comments going, "Nichkhun AND Kimbum? All guys out of her league!!"

So yeah. KHUNNIE, YOU'RE THE PERFECT BOYFRIEND!

Taemin playing the piano for MBC's Music Core

Taemin will be playing Yiruma's River Flows in You on 4th July on MBC Music Core!

So excited for it. Go cute lil' maknae Taeminnie!

SNSD does Maple Story CF

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.

Okay those LOLs can't make up for what I just saw on Youtube:




What the.. SNSD did a Maple Story CF. The 2nd one is damn silly, what with all the throwing stars, daggers, bows, crossbows, swords, shields and wands.. HAHAHA.

I seriously could not stop laughing.

Happy birthday Celine!

Having a really bad sore throat now and feeling very lethargic.

Think I had fever for a while cuz I was very cold and feeling horrid. Rested for a while and now I'm feeling better. I guess I won't be going to school tomorrow, depends on how I feel after a good night's sleep.

To Cia's tag- I made a new blog specifically for my Kpop rants! Find it if you can. Haha. But I'll still be posting Kpop stuff here so too bad :P

Blogger still doesn't want to let me post my photos. Sigh. My blog is gonna be so dull without photos.

I keep digressing, don't I?

Main point for blogging now:
HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY CELINE XIE!

(pssssst, 17 more days to Taemin's birthday!)

Happy 300th day, 2PM!

I hope a miracle will happen cuz Blogger refuses to upload any of my photos.

Or, its more like it says my pictures are uploaded but they don't show it. So I know it isn't.

Firstly,

HAPPY 300TH DAY, 2PM!
Lovelovelovelovelove to all the oppas of 2PM!

Especially to Nichkhun and Wooyoung oppa, you know I love you the most! Okay and Junsu, Chansung, Junho and Jaebeom!

Sorry Taec, not much love for you :P

(Picture here. Paint a picture of it - a newspaper cutting with all of 2PM's faces and messages from 7 fangirls below their photos. Ommmmmmmm..)

Yeah whats the point of blogging when there are no photos! No photos meaning I GOT the photos, but my blog doesn't.

And another note, a bigass thanks to Cheryl for getting me Audio Technica headphones!

Haha been saying how much I wanted one, just couldn't bear to spend any money on such stuff. My mom doesn't like me spending on such stuff too I guess. So she got me a pair when we went to J8 2 days back, where she also treated me to sushi! Damn, luckily I dragged her to Suki Sushi cuz she initially wanted Sakae. 20bucks alright, no kidding!

So here's a shoutout to her! Thanks so much! I know I thanked you 2 flight of escalators down, but still, THANKS! :)


SORETHROAT'S KILLING ME. I think I'm falling sick, think I got a slight fever before recess when it started raining. I was freezing, putting my hands under my legs for warmth. Told Beanie, "Omg its damn cold!" and was telling me not to exaggerate cuz it wasn't that cold. Haha.

Shouldn't have eaten the wedges. Craved for it but regretted it cuz my throat is dying now. First time I drank up 3 bottles of water BEFORE 9AM, in school. Amazing or not?

Think I will be joining the hip hop competition.

Also will try out for Direct Poly Admission (DPA). The NP magazine thing came in today and I was reading it, DPA section literally screaming out at me.

Yep, guess this is how bad I want to get in.

Of course, it will be awesome if I try for SP also. Weiming and Mubarak will be so proud LOL. Then I'll join the sailing team there and trash the president like WM and Mubarak mentioned. Can't believe its so easy to trash someone :\

Sigh, saw the Lasalle building two days back. It was only one side of it, but it was so beautiful already. I thought it was a shopping mall, and mistook it for Iluma cuz I was in Bugis. Till I realized I've seen a picture of this building somewhere.. and realized it was from the Lasalle website.

I really want to go to Lasalle / NAFA!