Aigo..

Just downloaded a hell lot of SHINee videos and put them into my iPod.

Minho oppa's voice is so deep! I love listening to him rap.. watched that video over and over again but I'm still not tired of it. I LOVE it when he "Shh" twice at the end. There's another video where Jonghyun tried to copy MH's "shh" and it came out damn cute/funny.



Taemin dongsaeng crying cuz he misses his family. Especially his brother.. Aw.

Which reminds me of some questions I've been posing to myself recently.

Will I ever be able to stand the fact that I'll have to be out of the country to train for years in order to chase my dreams, leaving family behind. Will I be able to take living alone or something.. poor Taeminnie, looking at him cry I was like.. :( good reflection of how most SM peeps in training or already debuted have to live apart from family.

Reminds me of Nichkhun! Him being an American-Vietnamese..

I was watching Arirang TV yesterday and this morning (replays) and I loved the segment of 2PM! Nichkhun's English was.. should I say perfect? No slang or anything but at least he could speak it. One of them kept screwing up and on Take 3 he went "I know the weather now is hot. From time to time some of you would wanna take off your clothes-" and the rest cut in by going "WHAT ARE YOU SAYING!!!" and all playfully bashed his shoulders.

Shall get to know 2PM more -- already downloaded their Again & Again track from 2:00PM Time For Change.

Still hunting for my SHINee's SHINee - The Second Album ROMEO.


Some scans from the album -- I FREAKING LOVE THEM!

Minho oppa is such an awesome model, no?

Gonna use them to make my new blogskin. So tired of seeing this white and green one. Or if I'm lazy I'll just change the image.

Aigoo! SHINee's always playing that game (the image where some of them were sitting on the others' backs)!! Poor Taemin, he's carrying Jonghyun oppa! I bet after becoming so buff Jonghyun's pretty heavy.. furthermore Taemin's so light :X

There's more actually, but I doubt anyone would wanna see more..

So yeah. Gonna upload them all into my phone and print them out. I already printed 5 out that day with my mom but shouldn't have used the Enhance function on the machine.. it sharpened the photos and they all turned out with pixellated backgrounds wtf. So I'm reprinting those photos too!

I just blocked a whole bloody list of people on Facebook.

Don't know what is wrong with me. I wanted to delete my Facebook account AND my blog, but decided that I'm being too hasty, knowing that I will regret it. Then saw that you can block people and I just started typing names over and over again, blocking a lot of friends.

So yeah if you see me missing from your list of friends, don't do anything. Just think:
"Its a Gwen Condition."

I don't want to go to school either. Yay me.



Minho oppa was really damn cute in this episode of Star Bell. Aww man.


p.s.s. http://www.allkpop.com/index.php/full_story/more_girl_groups_debut_i_roll_my_eyes/

Fucking disgusting; they make me puke.

Female version of SHINee that SM Town wants to debut this year? No one can have the same personalities as SHINee or be anything like SHINee. Pure insult to the only people that are making me happy right now.

Love you SHINee, love you forever.

Fuck life.

SHINee picture spam (you may skip this)

Watching Windy City on KBS World now while eating chicken soup udon again since I have nothing to do. Okay no I'm watching Arirang TV now. Windy City is so boring. Hopefully Arirang shows some things about singers :D

My dad just came back and told me again that I was going for my blood test today at 4:30pm.

This time he meant it, cuz he told my mom to book it already WTF. I was like "HUH WHY CANNOT ANOTHER DAY PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEEEEE!" and he was like "Wah how long you wanna drag! Another day I no time. So today."

And then I started crying. =.=


(You may skip this part.. SHINee fans only! :D)

I just realized how much SHINee has changed since their debut to now.

When they first debuted. Their first Replay (Noona Neomu Yeppo) cover.

I remember thinking Key looked weird and gayish cuz of his dressing. The only person I liked then was Jonghyun cuz I found out we were both April 8th babies. And a bit of Taemin cuz we were both 1993-ers.

If I'm not wrong, their debut performance on Mnet Inkigayo.
Think most groups debut on Inkigayo. SNSD debuted with a performance there too. Or was it on Mnet's Countdown?

Promoting Replay (Noona neomu yeppo).

(CAN YOU SEE HOW TALL MINHO IS!!!
181CM!!! And I bet he's taller now cuz he was 181cm while filming Yunhanam, and that was when he was what, 16? 17 in the States maybe. He was still schooling and his uniform is damn cute!
MY FUTURE BOYFRIEND MUST BE MINHO OPPA'S HEIGHT :D)

All grown up :):):)

Making of Juliette MV:

Pre-debut pictures! I like the one of him in his uniform and the one beside it.

Short hair..

To long hair..

Wth. Okay. :)

To super short hair :\

Not saying that I don't like his new look. But Jonghyun oppa lost so much of his cuteness that he had as a skinny typical SHINee boy before becoming so buff and manly. :(

Yeah I know I like skinny boys rather than muscular boys.

But now I prefer Minho slightly more, he still has the cute-factor :)
Especially when he smiles. Like wtf *faints* Jonghyun oppa's smile is nicer of course, but now he's too manly? :(








Even my lovely maknae Taemin! My dongsaeng by 3 months :( he now has long hair and dyed it brown. He even made it curly for the Juliette MV I think. I was like Wtf where's your mushroom head? Or post-mushroom head.

From this..
(I WANNA LIVE IN THEIR DORM DAMMIT. I remember the brown-striped walls haha.)

To messy mushroom head.

To curly long-haired dude.

To this.

Taeminnie's birthday is coming soon! July 18th. My ONLY dongsaeng in SHINee.

Onew and Key too! After finishing all the episodes of SHINee's Yunhanam Reality Show, I started liking Onew and Key more. Mommy Key :D and "No matter what he does, its Onew Condition~" (the members made up that song for him cuz he's always cracking cold jokes and tripping over things)

Tofu Onew oppa!

I LOVE that gaze of his :D

Key oppa. :)
Also Key unnie hahaha.

Okay I miss my old SHINee but I love Minho so much now! :D

MINHO SARANGHAE! *does heartshape thing*


If my mom gets me the Reebox Reverse Jam Monopoly set shoes that Onew wore for A.Mi.Go's MV in exchange for me going to the blood test, I will agree like, immediately. :)

Never turning back

Just to be able to feel the same warmth and love as before..
Wouldn't that be Heaven.

Sometimes I just want to believe in more.
But then again, no I doubt it will be as such.
I long for it perhaps more than you do.

And to be saying this right now would tell me that
I'm not sane at the moment.

Emo W.

Emotional wreck.

Gonna go take a shower and sleep.
Its only 8, but my head's hurting from all these thoughts and I'm near to actually doing what I'm thinking so.. I think its safer to sleep now.

Must. Stop. Being. Emotional.

Fuck home, its not where I want to be right now.

So, you see..

Apparently you think its cool.
Well, no. Its not.

SHINee (shiny) Shoes

Okay just found it online, gonna ask my mom to get them for me cuz its so freaking pretty, used by Onew for A.Mi.Go's MV! Don't copy me I saw them first SHOOOO. The ones worn by Key are also effing cute and pretty but ugh I want this pair sooooo bad!

Someone bring me to Korea. I believe I will go on a sneaker-shopping spree there. Mark my words, I wanna collect all these effing chio shoes.

I am not happy today. Not happy at all. But I will not dampen the excitement I'm getting from finding all my SHINee shoes by all these shit.

My dad wants me to take my blood test BY this week. Y'know whats the first thing he said to me the moment I got home? "Go bathe Mommy wants to take you for your blood test." and I freaked.

Watching videos from Korea's Daum TV website. DAMN I SEE PREEEETTY SHOES.

"Boolggot kariseuma Minho, my name is Minho"

And this one!



I guarantee you'll fall in love with Minho after watching this. He may be the quietest in the group but he's so sweet and romantic!!




Okay my future boyfriend must have:
The voice of Jonghyun oppa (Bling Bling),
Looks of both Jonghyun and Minho (Flaming Charisma! sitting on the icebox),
Cuteness and innocence of Taemin (Taeminnie, Maknae, Flashdance Heechul Jr. Taemin),
Clown-ness of Onew (sings: "Whatever he does its an Onew Condition~", Tofu Onew),
Funny-ness of Key (Almighty Key, umma of Taemin, "Almighty Key who can solve everything.") and
THE ROMANTIC-NESS, SWEETNESS AND AWWWW-NESS OF MINHO :)

Shall blog later, still chionging the SHINee Yunhanam Reality Show on Youtube. Just started on episode 9 and still not tired of it.

Except..

JONGHYUN OPPA WHY YOU DATE A NOONA?? WAIIIII!!!