ONDUBU HOSPITALIZED?!

Just great, I wanted to go to sleep and went to Allkpop before I did and when I saw this I was like "OMGWTFBBQSHITONEWONDUBUUUUU!!!".

Its damn scary, he almost got hit by the light fixtures.

Thank God for Suju's Siwon and Kyuhyun. All SHINee fans are all thankful you saved our wonderful (kinda dangerous, to be exact) Ondubu.


I mean c'mon! How can a huge music award show like this have PEOPLE holding up the STRUCTURES THAT HOLD UP THE LIGHTING!!

Its not like they're poor, they can build such a nice stage! Why not BUILD PROPER LIGHTING STRUCTURES.


To be honest, SNSD's reaction is.. kinda funny. Tho I kinda reacted the same way except my mouth's kinda bigger. Ommmm.

Is Jessica crying? HA. Okay fine, sorry. I've always kinda held a grudge against her for scolding Hyoyeon unni during a practice session in their reality show Mnet Back To School that I watched when they just debuted. (Yeah I was a huge SNSD fan at that time only cuz of Hyoyeon, thanks to Youtube's videos of her and Lee Minyoung dancing.)

Oh well. Ondubu~, you really gotta look after yourself carefully!

First the fall which knocked your teeth out (and delaying SHINee's comeback at the same time, but not like that's an issue) and now this?

Onew Condition has got to stop, honestly!

Its like the Earth hates him or something. Even during THAT Music Bank performance, he slipped at 0:28 of the video. Poor dude. :(

Lala lalalalala, be my lady

Watching Music Bank on KBS World; now its Suju with Its You.

Before I begin,

R.I.P Michael Jackson

25th June 2009

An icon in music; the King of Pop.
The person who does the moonwalk so perfectly that no one can achieve (that standard).

Tho I never liked him for his whee-I'm-gonna-throw-my-baby-whose-head's-wrapped-in-a-towel-down-the-building antics (and I most certainly thought he had gone mad), he really was an inspiration and inspired so many and was the person who infected dancers with his unique style.

My mom just said while watching SHINee on Music Bank, "Their dance style a bit like Michael Jackson hor?"
And I suddenly recalled that days back, I read a comment saying, "SHINee's members are like mini-Michael Jacksons from their dances."

Anyway, back to topic. SHINee just went on just now. You should've heard the screaming fangirls! The artists after and before them (besides Suju) all didn't receive as much love from the audience. ;)

Nevertheless I was grinning like an idiot and called my Mom out. She was talking about Jonghyun's new haircut and how she prefered it when it was longer. YES MY MOM ACTUALLY LIKES SOMETHING I LIKE THAT IS NOT BADMINTON!

ONEW'S TALKING NOW! The emcee was like talking about SHINee and Suju vying for 1st place.

QUICK, ANNOUNCE THE WINNER! I WANNA SEE JONGHYUN CRY!
(I got pictures of this)











Not that I'm sadistic.. but I was always wondering when I'd see this scene. Must've been very touching cuz of Minho and Onew :)



AHAHAHAHA-
SHINee WON WITH JULIETTE!

I was hoping around my living room. Can't help it! And yup got to see Jonghyun oppa cry. Aw, cute yet a bit dramatic. Oh well, he always is/was.

Okay, KBS is now showing The Road Home. This will be a good episode so I must watch it! After downloading all the Korean songs I want to, that is. So seeya!

Excited for 1E'06 mini-gathering tomorrow morning!
10AM at AMK Hub yeah?


Xo

p.s. I just watched 2PM's 10 out of 10 MV and I realized..

..I saw this before on MTVAsia last year.

I recognised it cuz of the starting where the girl walks into a hotel and walks past the 2PM guys one by one.

JUST. WATCH. IT!
(Btw, the girl at the end is Yoobin from Wonder Girls. No wonder she looked so familiar.)

Khunnie and Wooyoung were so cute in this MV! I laughed so hard at the Wooyoung and Junsu serving the girl part, damn funny! x)

I think I'm starting to like Wooyoung just as much as I like Khunnie, which is bad! And I'm starting to find Chansung quite handsome after watching the reality show HotBlood.

Okay the main point of this is.. WHY DIDN'T I KNOW IT WAS THEM!!!!!!

Again, for the 2nd time already! Wish I liked them earlier, really. Would've gone to Kpop festival last year in SG!

Lala lalalalala, pretty lady~
Lala lalalalala, be my laaaady!

Heehee such an addictive line!

SHINee picture spam, more tomorrow I need Zzzs

MY LITTLE MUSHROOM HEAD OF A TAEMIN!

Can imagine him saying,

"Onew hyung, I love you ^_^"

I love this picture of Jonghyun!
Peckkhee, I know you want it ;)

Yup, this is the JH I miss so much. :(

I'm still hunting for those Reeboks!

Who is this girl. Not another noona please. UGH SHINee DON'T DO THIS TO ME!

I realized the only person in SHINee I don't bother keeping much pictures of is Key.

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EEEEEEEEP!
(sorry, I know 'EEEEP's are annoying)

LOOK WHAT I FOUND!
Darling on SNSD's Gee MV set! Oh gosh he was so cute then.

Still is, but now he's cute + hot.

MINHO YOU MAKE ME NUTS.

Can't imagine having a boyfriend cuz.. how can one girl possibly get to crazy over one boy and have a boyfriend at the same time! Ah Minho you're the best!

On another note.. How can SNSD change THIS much?!

When I first saw this, I was like shocked:
1) Where's Taeyeon? (For a leader she's positioned really in the shadows)
2) Why is Yuri standing in the middle??
3) Sunny, WHERE ARE YOU!!
4) Hyoyeon why are you so different, no longer hip hop-like :(
5) Sooyoung is hotter now!


Technically, I hate it when idol groups go on hiatus for a while and come back with a totally new image. I've not been keeping track of SNSD prolly cuz I've been so into SHINee now, but still their group shot just weirded me out.

Good example would be SHINee's ROMEO album comeback. Its so sad seeing them changed so much and Taeminnie's so much thinner now! THAT PICTURE that people said made him look like a beggar!

THIS DARNED PICTURE.

Well he does look damn hot now and lost his nickname of Mushroom Head, but still.. hm.

I totally started liking Minho more after I saw ROMEO. Maybe cuz Jonghyun's changed so much, and its expected cuz he's very fond of his looks and its VERY obvious ^_^

http://www.allkpop.com/index.php/full_story/best_idol_group_leader_goes_to/

CRAP ALL YOU NETIZENS!
(Okay, joking, just joking, chill.)

But.. how can you be so cruel as to vote Onew as the last?! 234 votes? You gotta be kidding me. Onew's like the most caring leader ever, should've seen him comforting SHINee whenever they got so emotional or something.

And the "Everything he does, its Onew Condition~!" song by SHINee is just proof how he's goofy yet a good leader. :)

Actually, he's somewhat like Ohno! Names even. Onew oppa, Ohno-kun. Both goofy and blur, yet when situations arise, they're like the best leaders ever.

Anyways JAE GOT 2ND! And Taeyeon unni, you go girl!
Yeah, Jaebeom from 2PM. Happy! And there's a girl group called 4Minutes. I am about to kill myself.

WHY IS THERE A FEMALE VERSION OF EVERY POSSIBLE KOREAN BOY IDOL GROUP?!

SNSD = SuJu
CJSH The Grace = DBSK
Crystal (yet to debut) = SHINee

Note: I AM GOING TO HATE CRYSTAL WHEN THEY DEBUT. I THINK.

4Minutes.. possibly 2PM's female version?

Still finding a Big Bang and SS501 female version. People are saying that there are female versions for both.



Aw their reactions- SO CUTE! Especially Jonghyun's smile. Makes me miss the old him.



1:23 Taemin's mic got covered by his jacket AW! While watching this I was trying so hard not to squeal especially during Minho's rapping part cuz its 4AM now and my dad will kill me if he realizes I'm still awake.



Juliette parody; MUST WATCH, ITS DAMN FUNNY!

SHINee FIGHTING!

Disgusting

I find it very contradicting when someone says something but yet does the opposite. Tells others to do something but yet does not hold true to his/her own words.

Also its very idiotic for someone to be able to try telling me something, and saying stuff to console me, when she is trying to hide some idiotic truths in order to comfort me.

I hate liars.
I hate people who do cold wars for no reason.
I hate cold shoulders.
I hate morons who always think they're the biggest fucks.
I hate people who think just because they're doing * they own the world.
I hate people who don't consider how another person feels.
I hate people who avoids problems, leaving another person in the lurch (when the problem involves someone else) instead of solving the problem together.
I hate players.
I hate cheaters who toy on someone elses feelings.
I hate someone who hides things from someone else, even though that thing the person is hiding is majorly important and would make a huge impact on the other person's life.
I hate people who don't make things clear.

I hate LIARS LIARS FUCKING LIARS.
I hate..

Honestly if I carried on saying more "I hates", I would be describing a person and I guess I wouldn't wanna do that.

My life is the biggest, most fucked up thing right now but where are you?

(If you can't see/tell, it actually says "FUCK YOU".
And no, that is not my middle finger. I'm not THAT vulgar.)

Then again, looking at you now, I feel..
DISGUSTED.

:) there, I said it.
:):):):):)


But then again.. I hate myself.

For believing.
For trusting.
For doing everything we did.
For not thinking.
For thinking this is THE.
For believing this is THE.
For not telling myself.
For even trying in the first place.
For having faith.
For siding.
For standing up for.

For being there FOR.

For being a moron to have done everything stated above this "For".


Ge-m wants my family to move to Queenstown, near her place. Or Bukit Merah, since she wants to move out too.

Infact, I don't mind. I don't mind telling my parents to move out ASAP. I want to move far, far away from here. Just walking around my block makes me feel.. sad.

I want to cut my hair. Short.
Maybe one day I'll snap and go crazy, then taking a pair of scissors, chopping off my long hair.

That'll be cool.

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Give me a while and I prolly will find out what's going wrong.

But for now, just let me be. I'm feeling damn fucked up but what can I say. Someone tell me if he/she wouldn't feel this way. Enlightened..






(Btw Key in this photo with unusually messy hair? HOT.)

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Anyway, watched Monsters vs. Aliens on Friday after the Literature seminar for tackling the unseen with Quinnie, Aaron and Jack.

Freaking funny bunch of people. Have not had this much fun, smiled or laughed this heartily and openly as and when I wished for.. quite some time now. And it felt good. Thanks guys! A heartfelt thanks from me deep down from the bottom of my heart :)

FINALLY went to play Drummania with Aaron and Quin after Jack left! Sadly Wenfeng didn't come. :( was hoping he'd be free! I miss playing Dragon Blade especially. And screaming like a mad woman as I try playing Agnus Dei, to my friends' dismay.

Gonna play more Drummania with Aaron soon hopefully. Stupid noob, he just started out and he was playing a level 15+ song WITHOUT auto bass! Tyco.

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Finally joined my parents for badminton today. I've not been training for badminton for about.. 4 years.

It felt good to be playing again, even tho my parents were like my personal coaches, telling me not to flick the ball so hard, or to just gently push the shuttle over the net, or flicking it further back instead of trying to do a drop-ball.

All the kiddos are SO much better than me! Gwen jiejie old already.

I'm serious! They're what, short and cute Lil' pri 2 and 3 boys but when they smack the shuttle you'll be like.. *whoa*

Their smacks got more power than mine! And YL's playing is like gay already, watching him play is like a note to myself that it'll take me a long time before I'll be able to catch up.

They just left my house after another mahjong session.

Gonna go watch a movie with YL soon! I hope. He told me to buy NC16 tickets then he'll sneak in. Yeah he can pass off as a 16-year old. (No, he's not one of those primary school kids -- those are his brothers)


Its funny how I've known him all my life (I've known him since he was born. He's only 1-2 years younger), and I really know nothing much about him.


I strained my neck muscles after playing so much. :(
Now I can't turn my head to the left for more than 70 degrees?

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Swimming after school tomorrow hopefully. If not playing more badminton with my bro to practice, if not.. well, EXERCISING. Must lose weight since I've been doing emotional eating recently.

And I can't wait to go out on Tuesday with the ultimate people!

Celine and Rachel. :)

Can't wait to have a nice dinner and catching-up session like we always do. Even though it gets awkward when its only me and Rae, I still love her so much!

Its always possible to tell them whatever is on my mind, or just be my weird self, because they won't freak out nor will they judge me for who I am based on what I am going thru or what kind of person I am now. No matter how dramatic I get, they hear me out and help me. We may have clashing personalities, but we still click and don't seem to bother much about our differences.

(*cough* except primary 5 and 6, right Rae? *cough*)

A pity is that we're not in the same schools now. We're all so busy that this movie and hanging-out session has been postponed so many times! Rae actually asked me to go book shopping with her but I had Chinese night classes at the time.

(Heehee, isn't the picture of Onew oppa cute? In my mind I keep calling him "Ohno-kun". Sigh, my inner Arashi fangirl-ness is fighting to come out!)

Well, never mind that fact. No matter what, I love you two!

Aigo..

Just downloaded a hell lot of SHINee videos and put them into my iPod.

Minho oppa's voice is so deep! I love listening to him rap.. watched that video over and over again but I'm still not tired of it. I LOVE it when he "Shh" twice at the end. There's another video where Jonghyun tried to copy MH's "shh" and it came out damn cute/funny.



Taemin dongsaeng crying cuz he misses his family. Especially his brother.. Aw.

Which reminds me of some questions I've been posing to myself recently.

Will I ever be able to stand the fact that I'll have to be out of the country to train for years in order to chase my dreams, leaving family behind. Will I be able to take living alone or something.. poor Taeminnie, looking at him cry I was like.. :( good reflection of how most SM peeps in training or already debuted have to live apart from family.

Reminds me of Nichkhun! Him being an American-Vietnamese..

I was watching Arirang TV yesterday and this morning (replays) and I loved the segment of 2PM! Nichkhun's English was.. should I say perfect? No slang or anything but at least he could speak it. One of them kept screwing up and on Take 3 he went "I know the weather now is hot. From time to time some of you would wanna take off your clothes-" and the rest cut in by going "WHAT ARE YOU SAYING!!!" and all playfully bashed his shoulders.

Shall get to know 2PM more -- already downloaded their Again & Again track from 2:00PM Time For Change.

Still hunting for my SHINee's SHINee - The Second Album ROMEO.


Some scans from the album -- I FREAKING LOVE THEM!

Minho oppa is such an awesome model, no?

Gonna use them to make my new blogskin. So tired of seeing this white and green one. Or if I'm lazy I'll just change the image.

Aigoo! SHINee's always playing that game (the image where some of them were sitting on the others' backs)!! Poor Taemin, he's carrying Jonghyun oppa! I bet after becoming so buff Jonghyun's pretty heavy.. furthermore Taemin's so light :X

There's more actually, but I doubt anyone would wanna see more..

So yeah. Gonna upload them all into my phone and print them out. I already printed 5 out that day with my mom but shouldn't have used the Enhance function on the machine.. it sharpened the photos and they all turned out with pixellated backgrounds wtf. So I'm reprinting those photos too!