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Gwendolyn N.
26 years young, a dreamer struggling ever so slightly to not let the world's negativities consume her.


Friday, September 19, 2008

Arashi ♥

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Yay I'm super excited for the exams.

Weird, cuz you're supposed to feel jittery. I guess its cos after the exams I'm gonna go on some crazy shopping? :D
I'm gonna get..
  1. Arashi's albums and singles
  2. New clothes
  3. Stuff! :D
Of course Arashi comes first hahaa.

I like my new icon. Just got it today along with a butt-load full of Arashi and Matsujun icons. ;3

Sa, yapadi.. I've gotta save money. Hahaha.
何で糞. I wanna get all the CDs like ASAP! :(

Hmm, school's been pretty tiring.

Furthermore, Mr Lim's sick when its the week before the papers start. OK fine it doesn't officially start cuz there's a break inbetween but yeah. Thank God the chapter on th periodic table isn't so much!

I'm feeling damn confused. Why am I so nice to help someone when its hurting me instead?
Why am I going all out for a friendship, when currently its a one-sided thing?
Why am I so bent on something, when I know its impossible?
Why, why, why??!
Nande kuso!

Aiyah whatever la, let nature take its course.
I need to go do some exercise (getting fat alrd la!) and then bathe and mug.

Keep getting distracted, mug a bit liao go do something else. :(

And now, you MUST watch this x)



ARASHI COSPLAYING! Hahahaha.
How cute can Matsumoto Jun get??! xP
HE'S DAMN HOT AND CUTE LUH IN TH NURSE'S OUTFIT.

Nino and Aiba were damn funny.
"There's no one in this room, kazuko-kun.

..kazuko-kun kazuko-kun kazuko-kun kazuko-kun.

*Seh-ko* OHSHIMAI!"

To prove to you that Sho has got very bad drawing skills:



And a Sho's-drawing-vs.-Ohno's-drawing clip. x)


HAVE A HIP-SHAKING DAY! ;D

I love Arashi and their sexyness! :P

MATSUMOTO JUN,
NINOMIYA KAZUNARI,
SAKURAI SHO,
AIBA MASAKI
and OHNO SATOSHI: GA DAISUKI!


Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Math Carnival @ Ngee Ann Poly

Had the Math Carnival @ Ngee Ann Poly earlier.

At first it was just pure boredom then it became pure fun when we got to the newer building. Amanda's reaction when we reached NP was "The buildings are so old!" hahaa. :)

Most fun part was.. idk. Either the games+refreshments (they had chocolate marshmellow fondue for us! Manda and I went to get more. OISHII DESU! :P) or the Business game we had in their hall.

Their hall, btw, was AMAZINGLY BEAUTIFUL. The stage was like, about slightly more than 2 times our school's stage size? Width AND length. So chio and innovative!

Me and Mel got B Logistics. Atiqah got B Neutral? (neutrals go around with balloons to disturb other groups' Logistics as they transfer the "products") Amanda got B Customer! DAMN SHIOK LUH. Stand there give money, make our Logistics members sing "ba ba black sheep" and watch us suffer only. x)

The 2 other people from Marsiling Sec who got Logistics with us were fun. :)


And surprisingly, WE GOT 2ND PRIZE! In terms of the money la, we did. Cuz production of the "shells" wise.. I think we would've gotten 2nd last-- we only made 4!! :P


Homed with Melody. When I got off the 15th floor from her isde of the block we stayed in (it connects to my block), the sky was beautiful please.

I really like my house cuz I always get to see fab sunsets and sunrises. :D

Well, ja! I'm gonna go shower and study.

3Endeavour, don't forget to study the chapter on Periodic Table ourselves! :)
(aww bummer.)


And the CARE talk we had this morning was a failure. UGH.
But at least, give us credit for it right? Even our friends in the audience thought it was a good effort since it was so last minute.


p.s. I WANT MY ENGLISH ORAL RESULTS SO BADLY!

So far no one in 3E got below 27? So yeaaah. I'm so nervous I'm the only one. Ugh.


yapadi.. sugoku bachigai na kanji ga suru, minna uwabedake de usoppoku omoeru. nande kuso?!

nanto naku..
.. あなたがだいすき?

おい おい おい!!! >:\
stop thinking so much already!

Monday, September 15, 2008

Viva myself,

Finally got my earpiece today. Its SONUN! Its not SONY! Hahaha.

But I'm really depressed that it made my Arashi songs sound bad from my laptop. Ugh. Some cheap earpiece. Ah whatever, I'm gonna work during hols anyways and earn myself a iPod Classic with AWESOME EARPIECES! ;D

For now, I'm stuck with dumbshit. :\

Contemplating whether to go for sailing camp. Heard a lot of sec3s aren't going.

Ah whatever, why should I care for shits anyhoos? Like what Alex and Bev told me.. people who don't treasure my friendship aren't worth my PRECIOUS time.

And people who are SARCASTIC to me, like 24/7, even tho I am trying very hard to give in all the time and be tolerant, are even more not worth my effing dopeshit time. Got it? Their dogs aren't worth my time even more so. :)

Cuz this just shows how much our friendship means to you, even after 3 years.

Lets not talk about dumbasses who make my day sour, 24 hours, 7 days a week, shall we? :)

soshite cry for you,
soshite die for you.

imawa cry for you,
odewa die for you.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

-Cry For You, by Arashi.

I need to start studying more. And I need to get a new 4GB memory card for my PSP.
GERAAALD STOP HOGGING IT.

I can't believe Celine's mom's compliments for me when she saw the vids. :D ahhhh I feel so good. It kinda raised my confidence? Makes me feel more assured that this WILL be my dream career in life.

DOPESHITS! ;D

Going to The Heeren with YC Lover this Thurs! I think I'll be spending my savings tho. UGH. But I wanna the wanna wanna wannaaa... :(:(:(

ARASHI TIME TOUR CONCERT DVDs!!!!1!!!one!!11!

TT^TT must get them no matter what. Or at least Arashi's newest album released this year. Or at least Matsumoto Jun stuffs.

Teehee.



Quiz ripped from Jani's blog.
I. Am. BORED!

1. At what age do you wish to get married?
Idk. Around my mid-twenties? Hahaha.

2. Study hard or Play hard?
Play hard, babeh! :)

3. Who is the person you trust most?
Me. (and people closest to me.)

4. Why do you think you have not enough confidence ?
Because people bash my confidence dirt-low sometimes.

Doesn't mean I'm gonna give up on my dream, tho. So watch out, beeyotch.

5. If you have a dream come true, what would it be ?
I'd be in Japan pursuing my dream career (hiphop la dey), being like both of my inspirations, and seeing Matsumoto Jun till I drop dead cuz he's DROP DEAD GORGEOUS! ;3

Proving that nothing's impossible for a mere Singaporean.

6. What is your idea of a friend ?
Someone who stays true to her/his feelings and words to me, someone I trust.
A someone who doesn't make use of me or plays with emotions. :)

7. What is your goal this year ?
Pass every subject, make my parents happy, and earn more money by next year so I can really move out after my Poly.

8. Do you believe in eternity love ?
Yeaaaa...h..? I guess. :P I'm sorry I'm old-fashioned.

9. If you have all the time and money in the world, what would you do ?
BE LIKE DOMYOJI TSUKASA, living in a world of my own fantasies, or like his mom, making people jobless whenever I feel like it.

AND stay in Japan.
(joking about the mother part lol I am not so mean. *grins*)

10. If time were to unwind, what would you change ?
A lot of things.

But then again, the past is what changed me to be who I am now.

11. If the person you love is dying, would you stay with him/her or lead a happy single life ?
Stay with him. After he dies I'll stay a widow..
.. at least until Matsumoto Jun proposes to me.

(LOLOL HAHAHAHA ROFLMAO. *bangs a wall*)

12. What feelings you hate the most ?
Love, Confidence-less, helpless-ness, confusion, fear, depression.

3. Do you cherish all friendships of yours ?
Definitly! Only that people don't treasure my friendship with them.

And with that, I have nothing to say; except, ASTA LA VISTA, BABY!

14. Do you believe in love at first sight ?
Yes I do.

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life ?
My family, my friends, my goal in life.

AND MATSUMOTO JUN.
(okay I'll stop it..)

16. Who do you hope to be always behind you, supporting you ?
Closest friends, family.. and a special someone I'll meet in the future! ;D

17. People who are going to be hated by you ?
I don't hate, I dislike. LOL. Yapadi~.. certain people who get on my nerves. *innocent smile*

18. Describe the person who tagged you in 5words.
She's AWESOME, she's AMAZING, she's CARING, she's --

-- GWENDOLYN NEOOOOO!

19. How many percent do you think you are in front of your friends ?
65% at least. I am really more reserved than I am.

But wait, I already AM very reserved in school now. So whatever, think anyhoos. :)

20. Do you think long-distance relationship will work out ?
Yep, I always have faith in others. But sometimes they won't work out I guess.

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Boku wa Imôto ni Koi wo Suru the movie


Just downloaded and watched this movie that Matsujun starred in.
Boku wa Imôto ni Koi wo Suru.

:(:(:( its damn sad! Its about a love between twins that is more than sibling love. Matsujun is the older twin brother Yori Yuki and Eikura Nana (makes me think of Nana, the girl who came during the JEP) is the younger twin sister Iku Yuki.

Daaaamn sad. Its weird cuz I've never seen siblings in love before till this movie, usually its in form of books or something and not visual, but still super sad at the ending. :(



I don't get how Japanese movies/shows can be so short and yet so good!

This movie made it seem like only a week passed (in the movie).
Hana Yori Dango was only 9 episodes, HYD Returns 2 was only 11..

And now I'm starting on Bambino!, a drama series which Matsujun is also lead actor. :) teehee his acting in Bambino! is like his acting in Hana Yori Dango -- SUGOI~! ;D

Ah well.

I've been having diahorrea for like, 3 days already. UGH! Really scared its cuz of the mai pian xia (oatmeal prawns) that I ate. My mom had stomach flu after eating mai pian SOTONG. :\

I don't wanna have stomach/gastric flu! :(:(

Its only 9pm and I'm already like.. *eyes closing* UGH. mada mada~.. sigh. Wish there wasn't school tomorrow cuz EOYs sound like their gonna fly right past me like this whole year did. Only thing to look forward to is the hols! :D

But sadly, I think I'll be using the hols to catch up on my studies.
kujuu des! :(

dear myself (kimoi), kou aritai~




Uploaded this vid of Matsujun I downloaded from Arashianfiles.orgfree.com and the views shot up to 200+ in 4hrs. Wth! LOL.

Saturday, September 13, 2008

I shall not talk about MatsuJun in this post.. I shall not talk about.. x2000

Okay this post shall not mention Matsumoto Jun! :#

Decided to contain all my fangirl-ness to myself for this post; free you people from the misery wuahahaha.

Anyways, exams are in like what, 1 1/2 weeks? Damndamndamndaaaaaaamn. :(:(:(

And I'm still going out for dinner. Haha. With Celine. Whoosha! Its been a long time since we went out. Still contemplating if I should go for Rae's band concert at her school.

Before that I wanna shop for stuffs! :\

Basically go to The Heeren and shop for Arashi CDs, their concert DVDs like the one where Matsujun sang Yabai Yabai Yabai and walked in mid-air.. 2007 concert I think, Hana Yori Dango DVDs/VCDs.. And ohohoh! Slippers! Cuz my Ripples are like.. dying. :(

If I ever spot MatsuJun posters, I'm gonna jump off the building.

:)

opps.

K so ya. I just learnt the first paragraph/whatever for Hana Yori Dango's insert song "Blue Mind". :D damn happy with myself cuz tho its short, it sounds good already! Yayyayyay.


p.s. Yes Lover, you have the same birthday as Matsumoto Jun! UGH thats why I'm so jealous. Not like me ah, all the stars I have same bdays as are people Idk. :(:(:(

Thursday, September 11, 2008

9/11 "happy" anniversary!

Realised today is the 7th year anni. of the 9/11 attacks while jumping around Yahoo! Answers.

Oh well. I DIDN'T GO TO SCHOOL TODAY AGAIN! Miracle. First time in like, forever that I missed school 3 days straight. Ugh, can't imagine how much catching up I have to do! :(

Damn cute! I think this was in the drama where the lead actress acted as a dude. The one I have yet to find out what the name is from Mel! UGH. I WANNA WATCH IT.

I love looking/staring/oogling at the last pic.

OKAY WHATEVER.

Found this icon of MatsuJun on someone's livejournal. :)

THIS IS THE IMAGE I WOULD LOVE TO OOGLE AT. Okay maybe not cuz I have way better images of him in my computer.
(except my wallpaper image DOESN'T LOOK LIKE HIM AT ALL HOW COULD THIS BE?!?!)


I will admit I love his smile damn a lot. Hahaha. And that its more fun going crazy about him than a boyfriend. I mean seriously, its literally stress free. :P

Feel like watching the episode of Hana Yori Dango Returns 2 where Ikuta Toma was in it. Can't believe I didn't recognise him at first! Hahaha. But any show with BOTH Matsumoto Jun AND Ikuta Toma will be a favourite show of mine.

And the dude who acts as Makino Tsukushi's brother Susumu is quite cute. Only his Wikipedia page's image makes him look like a girl. Oh well. He's a 1991-er. Eh- heh heh.

But sadly my parents are chasing me to sleep and my laptop's connected to internet by ethernet cable so..... T_T :(

I shall see you tomorrow afternoon, MatsuJun and Ikuta Toma! :D

And yay I'm getting new earpieces and a new memory card for the PSP soon so that I can use it as a MP3. Wuahaha! Time to upload all my Arashi songs and all my vids with MatsuJun.

Arashian files.org rocks my socks. ;D

I need to stop mixing up Ohno with Aiba and Sho. Ugh.


Well, ja!

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Sorry, this pic of Ikuta Toma was too cute :P

"MAJIDEH??!"


MAJIDEHHHH~! Get OUTTTT! >:D omgomgomg. Ikuta Toma acted in an episode alongside with Ohno in this new detective show that Ohno is lead actor of! :o

(Ohno said he was some revengeful lawyer who kills or whatever to get revenge. LOL.)

http://www.veoh.com/videos/v15476155Kr7Ep2ZZ
Click the link and see the end of the vid cuz infront is an interview with Arashi on their newest song, Truth. :3

Okay I gotta cool down..

ISN'T THIS AWESOMEEEE.

Whatever if it was Ninomiya in that show I would flip. But almost all Arashi members make an appearance in that show I heard, besides MatsuJun cuz he was busy filming another drama / Hana Yori Dango Final.


2nd day in a row I didn't go to school. Feels so boring.

Tomorrow we're having 8 subjects okay! Nandayo.. like damn wtf.
I'm gonna lug all my books tmr and everyone in 3Endeavour will collaspe of heavy book bag disorder blahblahblah.

Okay whatever I'm just exaggerating, if you're too sarcasm-deaf to notice. :)

We rock, we rock, we rock, we rock ON!
Sorry, the Chinese ver of that song's on Disney now..

I gotta wake up 2hrs later maaan. Just to eat my gastric medicine. Nandayo??! Bloody thing has to be taken 2hrs apart from other medicines. UGH. Majideh yo! >:(


And I just watched USO!? Japan earlier and now I'm feeling freaked out. Kowai yo..
(its a Jap show in 2001. I watched the episode with Arashi as guests :P)

USO!? Japan is this show that talks about weird happenings like ghosts, etc that happen in Japan. Sooo yup.

There was this investigation Ikuta Toma and somerandomdudethatIdk went to check out. Ikuta stood on the bottom of the hill while randomdudethatIdk stood on top, Ikuta gently lifted his hands off this bowling ball he was holding steady, and when he did, the BLOODY JGNHIUREHFRE THING JUST WENT UP THE HILL ITSELF!! WTF??!

Then they swapped places and randomdudeIdk released this barrell thingy that went so quickly uphill that Ikuta couldn't stop it and he ran away from it. LOL. :D

They even did it with a truck!! Ikuta Toma sat inside at the passenger seat and the damned thing went up the hill itself, without being driven! WHAT. THE. EFFFFF! :o

I love Ikuta Toma. ;D


Okay my headache is coming back so enough wordy-wordy post! :)
(I know you are happy. >:\)

Ja~! 11pm de neru jikan de.......

Zzzzz.......~


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[EDIT, I FORGOT TO MENTION THIS!]

MY MOM GOT ME THE i-WEEKLY MAG WITH THE HANA YORI DANGO CAST ON THE FRONT COVER!

(squeals for Domyoji. MatsuJun-kun!)

I'm like the luckiest girl. :P cuz my mom was looking at this week's issue and when I told her its Japanese people, not some Taiwanese singer, she was like "OH! I'm looking at that issue now. Just nicely Aunty Cindy passed it to me. Its the one you want ah?"

OH MY GAWD. ;D

And I found these vids on youtube. Damn nice.



Flavour of Life - Utada Hikaru (improvisation). :3



Planetarium - Otsuka Ai. :D



My fav, Blue Mind - Hana Yori Dango OST. :)

And yesss, all the songs in these vids are from Hana Yori Dango 1 & 2, all the insert songs. :)

[/EDIT]

SUNRISE! Nippon..


Online Videos by Veoh.com

This is how you wake the whole of Arashi up, MatsuJun style! *grins*

Teehee he looks damn cute before he had his teeth straightened and this was the time he had his highlights! :3

He was damn goofy at the start! :P "the person sleeping inside is.. NINOMIYA-KUN! *does fangirl impresso*"

this is the funny Jun-kun. :)

(this is one vid I could never get tired of watching. :D
when they were waking MatsuJun up its damn cute k. "What is it.. Who are you??" "What're you talking about, I don't remember this." "4am? 4am is a time for sleeping... *plonks on bed*")

"yonji de neru jikan de.." :D

But ya, I liked the part where they all woke Riida (Ohno) up. Last part, FYI.
When MatsuJun woke Nino up it was damn cute too, when he took out Nino's jeans and Nino was like, "oda?"

Anyways, check out the time! I left my laptop on overnight to download the Hana Yori Dango Speeeecial-no! ;D idk why part 2 turned out to be sound-only.

And nope neither am I going to school today n_n

It sucks- I got up at 4.30am and couldn't sleep cuz my stomach was hurting like freeeeak. :\ tsktsk. Didn't realise it but after a while my maid came in to wake me up for school.

And now I'm having headache, stomachache (?) / gastric, and a bit of cramp.

Ugh.

Omedeto, Guendorin-san. :(


Omg majideh! :o
MY DOWNLOAD FOR HANA YORI DANGO SPECIAL PT 1 ISN'T WORKING!

.. oh. Okay HENG. They found a host to download from. *phew*
This bloody xuete takes more than half a day to download k!

Na..

Ja!

Tuesday, September 09, 2008

はじけりゃYea! 素直にGood!

Since Belle said I haven't blogged in a long time, I shall.

BUT ITS ABOUT MATSUJUN AND IKUTA TOMA THIS TIME. ;D

Okay I'm hitting major fangirl-ness! I got about 513 pictures of Matsumoto Jun and Arashi in a folder, all in ONE DAY. No need to say how many I've got of Ikuta Toma too. x)

Butbutbut! I realised earlier that Ikuta Toma starred in this drama that I watched at Mel's place before. It was bloody late and I went over from ah-pei's place.


And can you believe that these two pics are of Matsumoto Jun and Ikuta Toma??!

Okay the MatsuJun pic is obvious. You could tell its him even from his baby pics.

BUT THE IKUTA TOMA ONES ARE.. UN-OBVIOUS!! :o he looks so geeky when he shows his teeth. LOL no wonder in photoshoots now he doesn't..


K fine, see how much they've changed? Especially Ikuta Toma? :D *squeals*

And THIS, my friends, is MatsuJun with Ohno! HAHAHA OHNO LOOKS FUNNY, no?

My fullscap paper is filled with lyrics from Love So Sweet and A.Ra.Shi, both from Arashi. :D I'm their newest fan! Spent the whole night watching Arashi shows. Saw one in 2003(?), Guru Guru Arashi.

STUPID PSYCO TRIED TO MOLEST MATSUJUN-SAN WHILE HE CAME UP WITH SOME STUPID DANCE TO REPLACE THEIR ORIGINAL DANCE TO "A.Ra.Shi"! D:

Matsujun should grow back his long(er) hair like the one in 2005, No in Arashi. :D
(its a show like Punk'd, of course more funny. Got scary when Matsujun pretended to get mad at this certain dude. The dude was like "kowaiiyo... :S", he really got damn scared!! :P)

And I've been listening to my playlist with Arashi's songs the whole day n_n
Esp Matsujun's "Yabai, Yabai, Yabai". :P


Anyways. Didn't school today again! I slept after 3.30am cuz of a bad headache, which is still on-going nowwww. Couldn't go back to sleep cuz its like this block was testing the lift alarm or something? UGH.

URUSAI YO! >:(

ちくしょう! うるさいよ.. majideh! :\

Woke up again at 11plus. DREAMT OF MATSUJUN!! Omg the dream was funny and nice luh. But also a bit heartcrushing. :S

Its like I was Makino or something.
(DOMYOJI'S/MATSUJUN'S GIRLFRIEND ZOMG!! :O) teehee.

Whatever. I'm keeping my dream to myself. :)

Ahh. My stomach's getting freaking pain. :( yeetai..

And I'm so jealous of Yokeching Lover! :(

SHE'S GOT THE SAME BIRTHDAY AS MATSUMOTO JUN!! :o


Sooo..
Otanjou-bi Omedetou, MATSUMOTO JUN!


I've suddenly gotten so serious in something I'm so determined to do.
Is that good? LOL.

If that's the case.. time to earn my way to Japan after I graduate from Poly! :D its my dreams, so I must I must I must! :)

ZEN WA ISOGE! (again.)


Yabai-Yabai-Yabai (w. Translation)
>Matsumoto Jun /Arashi

yabai yabai yabai
woah woah woah woah woah woah woah

viva myself (yabai), kou aritai
kimatte iu no wa sore bakari (yabai)
so motto reality (yabai), ima sugu
sou taido de shimesanakya (ryoukai)

sono kuse nanimo shiranai ore
ima ni naru made chuucho shite
sono ue nanimo kikanai ore
ima sara dou iu no?

oh yeah, te no hira kobore
ori nage sutenai de
sono kagi wa doko ni kakushite
aru no aru no aru no aru no?

viva myself (amai), itsudemo
ibatte iu no wa ore saikou (uzai)
naze motto honesty (oh why), ima sugu
chanto taido de shimesanakya (ryoukai)

dear myself (kimoi), kou aritai
kimatte iu no wa sore bakari (yabai)
so motto reality (yabai), ima sugu
sou taido de shimesanakya (ryoukai)

yabai yabai yabai
woah woah woah woah woah woah woah

iroiro kangaechau no yo ore
kyou koso kimi to kisu wo shite
abekobe mata bukiyou na ore
kekkyoku mata kenka

oh yeah, sunao na mama de
iitai no yama yama de
demo doushite kuchi wo hirakeba
kimi wo kizutsuketeru no

big up myself (yabai), itsudemo
ibatte iu no wa ore saikou (uzai)
naze motto honesty (oh why), ima sugu
chanto taido de shimesanakya (ryoukai)

here we go, yabai yabai (yabai yabai)
yabai-bye-bye (yabai-bye-bye)
yabai yabai (yabai yabai)
yabai-bye-bye (yabai-bye-bye)
yabai (yabai) yabai (yabai)
yabai-bye-bye-bye-bye-bye-bye

yabai, ah yabai

doushite doushite hanarete yuku
kitto sou sa, ima nara maniau
ima hajimete kizuitanda

viva myself (banzai), kore demo
umaku iku kara ore saikou (uzai)
demo motto honesty (banzai), ima sugu
chanto taido de shimesanakya

viva yourself (banzai), itsudemo
shinjiteru no wa hitotsu dake (hontou)
so motto honesty (yatta), ima sugu
yappa ai to wa kou deshou (ryoukai)

yabai yabai yabai
woah woah woah woah woah woah woah

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yabai yabai yabai
woah woah woah woah woah woah woah

viva myself (yabai), I want it to be like this
that's always the only thing that decides it (yabai)
so right away (yabai) I need to acknowledge reality
much more in that way with my attitude (understood)

me, not knowing anything about that habit
hesitating up until this very moment
on top of which, me not asking anything
now what do I say?

oh yeah, don't throw away
what's overflowing from my palms
where is it that the key is
hide hide hide hiding?

viva myself (naive), what I always
say to boast is that I'm the best (shut up)
why, much more honestly (oh why), right away
I have to properly acknowledge it with my attitude (understood)

dear myself (gross), I want it to be like this
that's always the only thing that decides it (yabai)
so right away (yabai) I need to acknowledge reality
much more in that way with my attitude (understood)

yabai yabai yabai
woah woah woah woah woah woah woah

I think about various things
today as well I kiss you
contrary, my awkward self again
in the end we fight once more

oh yeah, in that honest way
there's a great deal of things I want to say
but why is it if I open my mouth
I hurt you?

big up myself (yabai), what I always
say to boast is that I'm the best (shut up)
why, much more honestly (oh why), right away
I have to properly acknowledge it with my attitude (understood)

here we go, yabai yabai (yabai yabai)
yabai-bye-bye (yabai-bye-bye)
yabai yabai (yabai yabai)
yabai-bye-bye (yabai-bye-bye)
yabai (yabai) yabai (yabai)
yabai-bye-bye-bye-bye-bye-bye

yabai, ah yabai

why, why do we drift apart
surely that's how it is, if it's now I can make it
I realized that for the first time just now

viva myself (banzai), despite this
it will go well so I'm the best (shut up)
but much more honestly (banzai), right away
I have to properly acknowledge it with my attitude (understood)

viva yourself (banzai), there's always
only one thing that you believe (really)
so much more honestly (I did it!), right away
this must be how love is after all (understood)

yabai yabai yabai
woah woah woah woah woah woah woah

Sunday, September 07, 2008

Just saw something and all I wanna say is:
Ugly piece of shit. :)

Who cares 'bout that, I'm gonna marry Matsumoto Jun.
(LOLOLOLOLOL ROFLMAO!)

Time to go prepare for hiphop. I think I'm gonna be taking the Unlimited course at Studio Wu too. :) omg I'm gonna be pretty busy if I cram 2 diff lessons in a week.
Its worth it. [;

Matsumoto Jun :D





I'm like Matsumoto Jun and Arashi's newest fan. Hahaha.

I heard of them before but I didn't know that Matsumoto Jun is in it. Haha.

Yesterday's class gathering was fun. And MUDDY! :P it rained and everyone got soaked.
Mr Lim GOT CAKED! :D yayyayyay! ;D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WINTENG, ATIQAH AND MR LIM!


Bettina's response when I told her my goal in life was "Woah." Hahahaa. I doubt it'd be possible in Singapore tho, so yeah. :) I've already set my goal in life yay!

"ZEN WA ISOGE!" :D


This is damn funny! Jun vs. Jin. xD



I like the Jun- "Debuted: 7 years" Jin- "Debuted: 7days" part. LOLOL. And the last part: "Next to 'Matsumoto Jun' should be written 'ability unnecessary'." :P haha!

K whatever this is damn cute. Jun's solo (Yabai, Yabai, Yabai) in Arashi's "Time" Concert 2007.


:D



Jun doesn't speak Engrrish. x)

Friday, September 05, 2008

うるさいよ!! >:\

Its currently 6.42AM. I've not slept AT ALL. Why? Cuz I got so addicted to Hana Yori Dango the drama series and I watched episode 1-9 now. From 11pm to now. :\

Its like damn funny, cuz when I get all excited I keep squealing and throwing my hands into the air. DOMYOJI-SAAAN! ;D haha.

My nose is damn runny from crying so much from the last episode (yes, only 9 episodes in total!). DOMYOJI IS DAMN SWEET TO TSUKUSHI!! :3 I want my future husband to be so nice also leh. :)

This is dumb. I'm wearing my dad's oversized windbreaker, the fan (was) off and only one window was open and I'm freezing. And gawd its raining nowwww. :(

Very tempted to burst both my blisters on my heels now.
Stupid Converse shoes, I'm never trusting you again! >:(

Hee. Now I'm gonna find episodes from Hana Yori Dango SEASON 2! [; Hana Yori Dango Returns. Teeheee. I'm so going to fall asleep at Quinnie's birthday party later on in the afternoon at Iggy's place. LOL.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY QUINNEH DEAR! :D

Sorry that I got so carried away by my Hana Yori Dango that I forgot to send the sms out. Hahaha!


HANA YORI DANGO SEASON 2, HERE I COMEEEE!

Yep, this is THE way to spend the 2nd last weeknight of your 1week hols. ;D

TETSU WOMAAAAAN!
こん畜生~~! I need to get some sleep. The sky's getting blue.

Thursday, September 04, 2008

Hana Yori DAAAAAANGOOOO! ♥


Yayyyyyayyayyayyayyayyay! Okay random outburst.
But today was fun. ;D

Sorry Eileen for being late. I really didn't mean to be.
At least we caught Hana Yori Dango the movie! (Boys Over Flowers) :D

You know Meteor Garden which F4 acted in right? Hana Yori Dango is the jap version of it. Eileen said it has the exact same storyline of Meteor Garden. LOL!

Sorry for the photos spam but I just think both of them are damn sweet!

Horrible(er) version of the Taiwan F4. But whatever, Domyoji looks hotter in the bottom few pics! (cuz in Hana Yori Dango the manga, Tsukasa Domyoji has CURLY HAIR!! D:)


JUN MATSUMOTO IS HOT. Ker and Cia, you must learn me and Eileen's way of thinking!! Omg la. I think Eileen's Hana Yori Dango madness has gotten me cuz I wanna catch up on the TV drama series itself. :o



Did I just make my point? :D HE HAS STRAIGHT HAIR IN REAL LIFE! Ugghh. They made him look like MICHAEL JACKSON in the movie! :(:(
(k I was the one who said that. I take that back.)

Lunched at Pasta Mania. Value meal are worth it! $7.90, ate Country Baked Pasta.

Went window shopping. SaSa is.. interestingly weird!

Met David, Iggy, Ryan and Wenfeng at Wisma Atria. "Meet us at the aquarium!" - David. Then I was like, where the f is that thing?

=.= without realising that Wisma Atria tore that stuuupid aquarium down, I walked two rounds around that stuuuupid level just to find the aquarium! Wtf.

I felt damn quiet again with them. Omg thats bad!

Went to J8 to get Quinnie her beanie (OMG IT RHYMES! :P) and watched Iggy and David have dinner. Iggy's dad joined us and me and David laughed like hell cuz Iggy's dad is damn funny and open luh!

Wish my dad was like that can. :\

David treated us to cab ride home, taxi driver turned to the street to Mayflower Sec cuz he heard me say 21 as 31. I repeated it again and again to myself when I got off and it REALLY sounded like "21". Wtf?

Aiyoh. I really need to work on our friendship again cuz the moment Iggy and his dad got off the cab, me and David were quiet thruout. :(

Ahh heck, I love the sailors like eff so I must try my hardest. ;D

Half (okay less than that) a Hokaido Dome from Bread Talk for dinner. :)
I don't care if I'm gonna starve. I'm just gonna anyways!
LOL.


Wednesday, September 03, 2008

YEE-YAAAA-TAAAA!

I can't believe it, but I'm doing it again..

Already said that you're tired of the one doing the planning and the things for them. You help them and plan for them for what uh?


Cuz regardless of what happened, they're some of my closest friends :)

Nevermind all the shit they threw at me. Its better to let go rather than harp on about it and cry every sailing session in silent, yes? :D

SELL YOUR SOUL FOR ROCK N' ROLL.
;D
I love random quotes I find everyday. Hahaha.

I hate apples with seeds (okay that's a weird sentence, ALL apples have seeds)! My mom cut until I need like 4 bites to eat one slice! :o

Had chem remedial today! :D everyone was so excitedly chattering about the class gathering + BBQ this Saturday! :):):):) dontcha feel zeh loveeee.

Had McDonalds' with Aaron and Qihua. Like omg can I vomit it out?

Ruixing followed us there to buy his dinner then he left. Freggin funny people Ruixing and Aaron are. Shall ask Qihua for the LIVING PROOF that both of them are gays who love walking under PINK UMBRELLAS!
(yes, the umbrella belongs to RX la dey)

He's just damn funny that I spent the whole trip there laughing like mad. x) and Aaron was scared of getting his hair wet so he leaned on RX's shoulders, and Rx was like, "ohhh there there, don't cry! :3"

LIKE, OMFG-ING FUNNY!


I'm REEEAL busy tomorrow!
  • going to watch movie with Ker and Eileen tomorrow morning
  • might go out with David and WF in the afternoon
  • going to buy iPhone with Timothy at night! :D
    (except, I doubt I'm the one getting it cuz my mom suddenly wanna reconsider)
Oh well. At least it'll be fun! :D
Always look on the briiiiiiight side of life. *whistles

Actually, I'm kinda feeling it today. :)
THANK YOU JOEY SISTER LOVEY!

for all your concern and love today- you really made me feel happier!

No worries, I'll be happier from now, and I won't EVER sound upset in my blog. (k if I do, don't mind me. I need a HUUUUGE attitude adjustment)

I'll be like the chirpy and crazy Gwendolyn Neo Yuan Qi of sec 2Integrity'07 who used to laugh loudly and not care about what others think, who used to be geniunely hyper, who's always smiling!

And I'll be the Gwen that you can force smiles out of even tho she has a guy problem, not like this year where even my little grin can't be seen. :):):)


Step 1 went well. See, if I take the initiative to make things seem as lighthearted as it used to be for us, it'll all be better. :D

Sec3 sailors, I really miss you guys a hell lot! :(:(

Infact, now I'm crapping with David about how its better to die in a cinema than to die studying. Cuz I'm presuming I'll be watching 4movies this week in total! *k.z.g.asp!

And how someone can ever die in a cinema without being noticed, only until they rot beyond words (and stink) 'till thou shall be founddd! (sounds all Shakespear-like)

K, shall talk to David some more!
We have a lot of catching up to do ;D

I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO A BRAND NEW TOMORROW!!

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

meant to, used to, was to, is to.

Me and Gerald spent the whole night playing Ugly MS!

You know what? I should just play the server Aaron asked me join him in cuz Cheeteng and Jack are there too.

Kanasai..


Meeting Ker at 8.30am at Thomson Plaza for breakfast, then mugging session till 4pm. I shall die. I really shall. LOL.

CONGRATS GERALD NEO ON WINNING YOUR FIRST ROUND!

Good luck to Ger and Yeowloong for tomorrows tournament! :D

I really wanna watch them play. :( but its at 12pm! Oh well, shall see how.. no who-hows, jie is really happy for you. And oh YL too! Childhood friends since babies ;D

A bit jealous too.

But ah well I gave up badminton since pri6..
And yes the little bugger is wearing MY shades! >:\

*bangs head on leg*

I need to calm myself down before I go mad. I seriously think so lor.

Qi came over to do the OBS Munshall tee today! :D came up with one design, but absentmindedly forgotten the rest of Munshi and Marshall's names! :( so we need to gather more info from Farah, WHO'S BEEN MIA-ING FROM MSN! D:< style="font-weight: bold;">101092832KG from that.
(depressing much..)

But on a brighter side, I (miraculously) GOT JOE JONAS'S EMAIL. Hahaha, going to their broadcast websites do pay off cuz they've got fans spamming his email all over. But nah I'm not a crazy fangirl of his (tho Joe Jonas IS cute).. hahaa.

Should watch the episode of when they did a broadcast and someone asked if Joe knows the Muffin Man! Thats effing funny and bloody-hell cute!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

On a side note, I changed my fringe parting. Idk if I should keep it leh.. some tell me its nicer some tell me its not. Harrumph!

Seriously tired now cuz its 1.12am. Goshhhhh I'm gonna get me PANDA EYES!

Shall go read Breaking Dawn. Mom! I want my hardcover version soon pretty pl0x? :3 hahaha. Hello, my MOM doesn't mind me getting a 40bucks hardcover book! :o

AH GWEN STOP BABBLING AND HIT THE SACKS ALREADY!

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I know you don't care.
You only care when I have something to give you, no? :)
The only reason we (used to) talk was cuz I gave in.

Even so, I'll still forget you. Lalala.
Anyways I was nothing to you; only someone to get her feelings toyed with.
I can still remember the past. Now when I think back, why did I let you have it your way ALL THE TIME?
Cried enough already.
Lets just hope you're treating your current girlfriend well. :):)
She's much prettier anyways.
(good cuz she won't need your constant reminder how ugly she is)
Just can't believe that.. instead of helping your good friend you got together with his target? Thats just effing weird.
People always told me you weren't worth MY love and effing time.
Weren't worth my TRUST. (oh, fuck that)
Told me I should go for the other guy, whom I gave up liking cuz I liked you.
Didn't believe them.
But I've heard enough. Maybe I should just be good and listen for once.

I wasn't born dumb you know. ;)