Hitting 700th post in 9 posts after this one! :D HIPHIP HURRAYYYYYYYE.
(omg zi high)
Annnnnd,
3ENDEAVOUR GOT 2ND FOR CLASS DECO COMPETITION!!! :D
(omg zi high again)
But yeah. Super happy. But 4G got first and Lester's like "BUT 4GALLENT GOT FIRST!" (replying to my MSN PM). Hahah. Whatever Lesbian Lester! ;D you 4th floor doesn't mean high class lor please. xD
I was like, screaming and screaming la in the hall. When the photos of our class came up. :D then when we got 2nd I screamed even more. Eleanore was like LOLing infront of me cuz I was damn loud. HAHAHA!
Then when we got dismissed (a WAYYYYY long time after the sec4s), Gengtao told me she could hear me screaming from where she was sitting. Not sure how far that was. But oh well, shows I'm loud! MADE FOR CAMPS OKAY. ;]
So happy. Wheeeee. I'm going mad.
Kerrie came back after the CNY thing was over, and she was so happy! Yay! :D deco-peeps for CNY rock!
Went for Icekimo at Thomson with Jiaqi, Sera, Nicolette, Amanda, Qihua(hua) and MR LIM. But Icekimo was closed D: so we walked to Thomson Plaza instead. Hahah. Then Mr Lim and Qihua lazy so they take bus. It was like, only one stop down? =.=
Then when we got there Mr Lim and Qihua were sitting on the bench thing, and Mr Lim was like "FINALLY!" grrrrrr. You try walking la! Hmph.
Went to eat SUBWAY! And Mr Lim said there wasn't a Subway in Thomson Plaza. Me and Jiaqi knew better so we bet with him. And now he OWES JIAQI A CHOCOLATE BAR. (don't forget k Mr Lim.)
Amanda has girl power..! uh-huh. Girl power! Uh-huhhhh. ;D hahahaha.
After that went to walk around and Mr Lim went to toilet to wash the Ice Lemon Tea + Coke + ??? off his hair. Saw Zhien they all at KFC. Guijun, Xiaomei, Atiqah, Meiyi, Priscilla were going home, and they told us that Mr Prem and OM Han at Pizza Hut. Omg I want! x]
Left with Nicolette and Amanda. Took 132 till I reach school bus stop and changed to 262! Was too lazy to walk. Hur. Then when I got off the bus, it couldn't leave the bus stop.
Cuz the petrol station was quite near the bus stop, and there were like more than 7 cars queueing along the road to go pump petrol! Hahah. Blocking the exit for the bus. Then the bus driver had to gostan. xD first time I ever seen so many cars gonna pump petrol. No wonder my neighbour told my dad either yesterday night or today he had to go pump petrol le. HAHAH.
Boooo. Carry on ignoring me, carry on, carry on. I've got no choice but to watch on. Yayness. (sarcasm intended, btw.) Cuz you've got no idea how I feel. Yup.
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
DevARTARTART!
Good that the things between me and Ningxin are settled. :D
But I'm still not happy about one thing. Its like, I don't see why you think us sec3s are acting big. No point getting bueysong with me over it right? If you're gonna take me for granted, I can't say much. But just watch myself cry over it. Thanks Sera and Jiaqi for cheering me up.
I'm just hoping all this would be over soon. REAL soon.
Anyway.
Going to submit 2 or 3 of 4 photos I took today to my DeviantArt. Again, stuffed toy dogs. I made a Rubik's Cube Deviantart Stamp! :D so proud of it. Dedicated to sailors who love the Rubik's Cube. HAHAH.
Hmmmm! Happy that Mr Lim uploaded the powerpoints to the LMS thingy. My notes are coming back to me! But since tomorrow is CNY, I shan't be so hardworking when I'm already falling asleep.
Mr Lim, thanks for the offer. I doubt I got issues hahaha. ISSUES WITH YOUUUU! x] hahah. No la, kidding.
And its so cool to know someone with the same name as me (only she's Gwendoline, right? :D) and her birthday's on 9th April. :D first time! Hahah.
Sec3s still debating over the visiting Mrs Sidhu's place thing. We had a mass convo! ;D was damn fun cuz we were all typing so quickly we couldn't see what we say. And Ryan's online! Thanks to me laaaa. Hahah. :] tomorrow might go watch David they all jam instead of going back ATS.
Its like not many people going, so yeah. I doubt I wanna go. Rather go out with the sailors :D or go home to slack. Since its like, :HALFDAYHALFDAY!:
But I'm still not happy about one thing. Its like, I don't see why you think us sec3s are acting big. No point getting bueysong with me over it right? If you're gonna take me for granted, I can't say much. But just watch myself cry over it. Thanks Sera and Jiaqi for cheering me up.
I'm just hoping all this would be over soon. REAL soon.
Anyway.
Going to submit 2 or 3 of 4 photos I took today to my DeviantArt. Again, stuffed toy dogs. I made a Rubik's Cube Deviantart Stamp! :D so proud of it. Dedicated to sailors who love the Rubik's Cube. HAHAH.
Hmmmm! Happy that Mr Lim uploaded the powerpoints to the LMS thingy. My notes are coming back to me! But since tomorrow is CNY, I shan't be so hardworking when I'm already falling asleep.
Mr Lim, thanks for the offer. I doubt I got issues hahaha. ISSUES WITH YOUUUU! x] hahah. No la, kidding.
And its so cool to know someone with the same name as me (only she's Gwendoline, right? :D) and her birthday's on 9th April. :D first time! Hahah.
Sec3s still debating over the visiting Mrs Sidhu's place thing. We had a mass convo! ;D was damn fun cuz we were all typing so quickly we couldn't see what we say. And Ryan's online! Thanks to me laaaa. Hahah. :] tomorrow might go watch David they all jam instead of going back ATS.
Its like not many people going, so yeah. I doubt I wanna go. Rather go out with the sailors :D or go home to slack. Since its like, :HALFDAYHALFDAY!:
Monday, February 04, 2008
Zzz.
THE ONE ENDEAVOUR'06 BLOG IS GONE NOW EVERYONE LETS BANG A WALL AND JUST DIE ALREADY.
Cuz the Blogger Team isn't giving me a reply. And I'm getting upset ahh. Ahhhhhhh! :screams:
Cuz the Blogger Team isn't giving me a reply. And I'm getting upset ahh. Ahhhhhhh! :screams:
Another rant, all in a day.
No point I keep ranting so yeah. I'm so pissed off and tired already.
BUEY TAHAN AH.
I can't believe such stuffs are happening to me again. Ughhhh. And the person I expected to be there for me, well, isn't.
Its funny, how life can be. Isn't it? You get all the crap and the shit and the stress and BAM! you wished you weren't born.
And its funny how no one's there for you. When you really really needed them the most.
And funny how the world loves backstabbing..
OH THIS WORLD IS F-ING SCREWED.
BUEY TAHAN AH.
I can't believe such stuffs are happening to me again. Ughhhh. And the person I expected to be there for me, well, isn't.
Its funny, how life can be. Isn't it? You get all the crap and the shit and the stress and BAM! you wished you weren't born.
And its funny how no one's there for you. When you really really needed them the most.
And funny how the world loves backstabbing..
OH THIS WORLD IS F-ING SCREWED.
Ugh. No mood, no appetite. Nothing.
I'm feeling damn affected by whats happening. And idk.
I mean, its between us. What for scold my friend and get all pekchek with him instead of me? Might as well scold me and tell me what you've been wanting to say infront of me. I'll just keep silent, let you scold on and on. I mean, you've got so much to tell them. Why not tell me.. about, well, ME?
And as for youuu. I feel.. really, uh, whatever already. I mean, go ahead, hide somemore. Idk what else. You're still ignoring me, not caring how I feel about this. Its always like that. Why can't you be like any other person? Yeah. Taking me for granted IS fun. Daaaamn fun, isn't it. Go ahead. Try it somemore.
You're just hitting the limit. Actually, you already did, several times at that. Idk why my tolerance level towards you is so damned bloody high. But it is. Shows how I really feel about you. Your tolerance level towards me is just drop dead low, isn't it?
Oh well. I can't say I'm bothered.
Like what * said, its now a sec3 vs. sec4 (some) thing. Oh well, see how small things can be blown big thanks to "secrets"?
And yeah, thanks to you two, I've no mood to eat. And I doubt I will be.
I should just bang a wall and die, now.
I'm feeling damn affected by whats happening. And idk.
I mean, its between us. What for scold my friend and get all pekchek with him instead of me? Might as well scold me and tell me what you've been wanting to say infront of me. I'll just keep silent, let you scold on and on. I mean, you've got so much to tell them. Why not tell me.. about, well, ME?
And as for youuu. I feel.. really, uh, whatever already. I mean, go ahead, hide somemore. Idk what else. You're still ignoring me, not caring how I feel about this. Its always like that. Why can't you be like any other person? Yeah. Taking me for granted IS fun. Daaaamn fun, isn't it. Go ahead. Try it somemore.
You're just hitting the limit. Actually, you already did, several times at that. Idk why my tolerance level towards you is so damned bloody high. But it is. Shows how I really feel about you. Your tolerance level towards me is just drop dead low, isn't it?
Oh well. I can't say I'm bothered.
Like what * said, its now a sec3 vs. sec4 (some) thing. Oh well, see how small things can be blown big thanks to "secrets"?
And yeah, thanks to you two, I've no mood to eat. And I doubt I will be.
I should just bang a wall and die, now.
I don't give a damn.
I'm HOME ALONE!
As in, officially. Till maybe 12am plus, then my parents will come back from sending aunty tun to the airport. Hahah. Scared sia. I'm hardly alone (or never was la) at home till midnight.
Damn pekchek with my bro. Its like dad rushed me home so that I'll pei Gerald at home. Come back, open the door, bro was all dressed up. "Eh I thought you staying home?" "On second thought..." WAAAAPIANG.
When we had tehbing party today again after PT at the coffeeshop, I was like damn upset cuz Quin told me something I didn't know, wasn't supposed to know. I cried, and David, Iggy and Jack were comforting me. Jack even took out a whole pack of tissue and gave me can. THANKS GUYS. You have no idea how much I appreciate you people and the fact that we're in the same batch for sailing!
And oh. One thing I don't get.
I don't know why you hate me. I don't see what I've ever did to you for you to treat me this way. And trying to gang up with the rest to pangseh me when going to Mrs Sidhu's place isn't cool. Its like damn whatever. "On that day we all don't say anything. Then when we go Sembawang MRT then we all bring oranges." = pangseh Gwen cuz she'll be the only one without oranges. Thats like, damn bloody mean. If you want to badmouth me, why not do it infront of me? Isn't it better than like, stabbing me in the back? I'm your pri school junior also la please, I don't get why you'd suddenly hate me but I could already feel it, didn't need anyone to tell me. I just needed to confirm it, and wow. I was right.
David heard liao also a bit whatever la that kind. Then he told me heck care. Iggy suggested we sec3s go without the sec4s to Mrs Sidhu's place, like we meet at 8.45am then go. Then when they come over to her place, we mingle around for a bit and tell them we gotta go.
Yeah, I'm thankful for the friends I have like them. All the people in my batch are like damn nice to me la. Thanks for always being there for me, protecting and watching out for me me. Can't imagine how boring Mayflower life would be without you guys. Thanks! You guys are much better than a whole lot of people I used to think I trusted and knew. Its like, 2+++ years together in sailing really bonded us well. :]
And another thing,
If you had known this all along, why didn't you tell me? Rather someone else tell me and watch me get upset? Oh thats fun huh. Why not do it somemore. To be honest I trust you more than anyone else, but yet you knew all this shit and didn't say a thing, even ask me along. Its like, you want to watch me get humiliated? Even the rest treat me better than you. I feel damn upset la. Of all people, you..? Maybe I made a wrong decision, maybe I should just let go already? Idk. I don't get why you want to be so materalistic, ignoring me over something like that. You think I enjoy it so much, huh? If you're taking me for granted, I don't know. I'll just say I have no comment.
I'm sick of playing all of these games
It's not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror, didn't deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could
Stop, admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I gotta be strong
And leave you behind
As in, officially. Till maybe 12am plus, then my parents will come back from sending aunty tun to the airport. Hahah. Scared sia. I'm hardly alone (or never was la) at home till midnight.
Damn pekchek with my bro. Its like dad rushed me home so that I'll pei Gerald at home. Come back, open the door, bro was all dressed up. "Eh I thought you staying home?" "On second thought..." WAAAAPIANG.
When we had tehbing party today again after PT at the coffeeshop, I was like damn upset cuz Quin told me something I didn't know, wasn't supposed to know. I cried, and David, Iggy and Jack were comforting me. Jack even took out a whole pack of tissue and gave me can. THANKS GUYS. You have no idea how much I appreciate you people and the fact that we're in the same batch for sailing!
And oh. One thing I don't get.
I don't know why you hate me. I don't see what I've ever did to you for you to treat me this way. And trying to gang up with the rest to pangseh me when going to Mrs Sidhu's place isn't cool. Its like damn whatever. "On that day we all don't say anything. Then when we go Sembawang MRT then we all bring oranges." = pangseh Gwen cuz she'll be the only one without oranges. Thats like, damn bloody mean. If you want to badmouth me, why not do it infront of me? Isn't it better than like, stabbing me in the back? I'm your pri school junior also la please, I don't get why you'd suddenly hate me but I could already feel it, didn't need anyone to tell me. I just needed to confirm it, and wow. I was right.
David heard liao also a bit whatever la that kind. Then he told me heck care. Iggy suggested we sec3s go without the sec4s to Mrs Sidhu's place, like we meet at 8.45am then go. Then when they come over to her place, we mingle around for a bit and tell them we gotta go.
Yeah, I'm thankful for the friends I have like them. All the people in my batch are like damn nice to me la. Thanks for always being there for me, protecting and watching out for me me. Can't imagine how boring Mayflower life would be without you guys. Thanks! You guys are much better than a whole lot of people I used to think I trusted and knew. Its like, 2+++ years together in sailing really bonded us well. :]
And another thing,
If you had known this all along, why didn't you tell me? Rather someone else tell me and watch me get upset? Oh thats fun huh. Why not do it somemore. To be honest I trust you more than anyone else, but yet you knew all this shit and didn't say a thing, even ask me along. Its like, you want to watch me get humiliated? Even the rest treat me better than you. I feel damn upset la. Of all people, you..? Maybe I made a wrong decision, maybe I should just let go already? Idk. I don't get why you want to be so materalistic, ignoring me over something like that. You think I enjoy it so much, huh? If you're taking me for granted, I don't know. I'll just say I have no comment.
I'm sick of playing all of these games
It's not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror, didn't deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could
Stop, admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I gotta be strong
And leave you behind
Sunday, February 03, 2008
Yay! The dance test is overrr. But we couldn't pass as a class cuz of Weesin, and now he's damn sad! OMGGG don't be sad la! You tried your best D:
And now we're in Beginner 2 Extended. Extended by how long? Next (or next next) lesson we're doing our test. =.= wapiang I thought extend will be like 1month or something.
Warm up was like.. OMG CHEEM PLEASE. Its like some flexible thingy. Like we gotta squat and straighten our right leg, then left leg bend. Then we bend down till our chest touch our left leg, then the foot gotta turn so that it faces outwards, then our chest gotta touch the floor.
Sounds easy? YOU GO TRY LA.
Thats not all. A lot of new warmups were added in for the Intermediate warmup. "You guys are advancing to Intermediate la. Must be more flexibleee! :D" GO BANG WALL LA MAQRIUS. HAHAHA. Joking xD
Yayyyy among everyone, Maqrius said I was the one "Sure clear" :D so happy! I practiced so much and its paid off. Hahah. But I got nervous cuz Andre laaa. Come in and watch cuz Maqrius invited him in! Kept shooing him but he DOWAN. D: wthhh!
Pam didn't record my first try, and I feel that was the best la! D:
My presentation. Ehhh. I didn't do all the way till the end of the choreo. But I doubt Maqrius realised that cuz all of us did this song I think, and all didn't do till the end cuz we forgot the moves. HAHAH. Ending is like 3 chest pops then dunno what and ending pose. Heh. x] and my entrance SUCKEDDDDDZSXZSX cuz I kept coming in too late.
Waiting for youtube to upload CY's presentation. Hmmmmm. HURRY UP LEHHH! T_T
I DON'T LIKE THE GRILLZ FUNK CHOREOOOOOO LAAA! D: not nice not nice SO NOT NICE! Maqrius changed the starting part a teenyweenybit. And I gotta relearn that, and the new one is not nice leh! I like the old one muchmuchmuchhhhh better can. >:( eeyer.
Wah. Tireddd! D: hahah. And super sticky.
And oh!! I bought another shirt for CNY from 77th Street yayyyyy! ;D its damn nice. To me la. But I wanna get a scarf to go with it leh. Just dunno which design/color.. *bang wall ah*
Saw another shirt. A bit small D: checkered red and loads of colorrrrs! ;D nice can. :( so small for what la. I'M TOO TALL TRALALALALAAAAS.
Got beep test tomorrow OMFG. *bang wall*
I'm so gonna die can. With my shin bone pain somemore.. and I've not went to see a doctor leh! D: oh well. Sighsighsighhhh x2!
Tuesday no training D: awwww! Then its CNY yayyy! Idk if I should go Mrs Sidhu's place. Oh well, only Justin asked me.. sooooooo. I feel unwanted. If they don't wanna ask me, not my problem either la. :]
I'm beginning to feel weird around the sailors now. As in, upper sec. And only a few of them. Idk why. Oh well. I've got my sec1 juniors & sec2 juniors! ;D like Daomin, Aaron Jeremiah, Joshua (not Kwok).. then Bryan, Edward, Justin Ong, Belle and Drey! :D (hopefully..)
Someone's ignoring me againnnn. Huhhuhhuhhh piggy! :( oh well. You want to then go ahead, I got nothing to say. All over that you're ignoring me? So not worth it right. I tried to, but you don't want to. Not even helping me. Its okay.
And now we're in Beginner 2 Extended. Extended by how long? Next (or next next) lesson we're doing our test. =.= wapiang I thought extend will be like 1month or something.
Warm up was like.. OMG CHEEM PLEASE. Its like some flexible thingy. Like we gotta squat and straighten our right leg, then left leg bend. Then we bend down till our chest touch our left leg, then the foot gotta turn so that it faces outwards, then our chest gotta touch the floor.
Sounds easy? YOU GO TRY LA.
Thats not all. A lot of new warmups were added in for the Intermediate warmup. "You guys are advancing to Intermediate la. Must be more flexibleee! :D" GO BANG WALL LA MAQRIUS. HAHAHA. Joking xD
Yayyyy among everyone, Maqrius said I was the one "Sure clear" :D so happy! I practiced so much and its paid off. Hahah. But I got nervous cuz Andre laaa. Come in and watch cuz Maqrius invited him in! Kept shooing him but he DOWAN. D: wthhh!
Pam didn't record my first try, and I feel that was the best la! D:
My presentation. Ehhh. I didn't do all the way till the end of the choreo. But I doubt Maqrius realised that cuz all of us did this song I think, and all didn't do till the end cuz we forgot the moves. HAHAH. Ending is like 3 chest pops then dunno what and ending pose. Heh. x] and my entrance SUCKEDDDDDZSXZSX cuz I kept coming in too late.
Waiting for youtube to upload CY's presentation. Hmmmmm. HURRY UP LEHHH! T_T
I DON'T LIKE THE GRILLZ FUNK CHOREOOOOOO LAAA! D: not nice not nice SO NOT NICE! Maqrius changed the starting part a teenyweenybit. And I gotta relearn that, and the new one is not nice leh! I like the old one muchmuchmuchhhhh better can. >:( eeyer.
Wah. Tireddd! D: hahah. And super sticky.
And oh!! I bought another shirt for CNY from 77th Street yayyyyy! ;D its damn nice. To me la. But I wanna get a scarf to go with it leh. Just dunno which design/color.. *bang wall ah*
Saw another shirt. A bit small D: checkered red and loads of colorrrrs! ;D nice can. :( so small for what la. I'M TOO TALL TRALALALALAAAAS.
Got beep test tomorrow OMFG. *bang wall*
I'm so gonna die can. With my shin bone pain somemore.. and I've not went to see a doctor leh! D: oh well. Sighsighsighhhh x2!
Tuesday no training D: awwww! Then its CNY yayyy! Idk if I should go Mrs Sidhu's place. Oh well, only Justin asked me.. sooooooo. I feel unwanted. If they don't wanna ask me, not my problem either la. :]
I'm beginning to feel weird around the sailors now. As in, upper sec. And only a few of them. Idk why. Oh well. I've got my sec1 juniors & sec2 juniors! ;D like Daomin, Aaron Jeremiah, Joshua (not Kwok).. then Bryan, Edward, Justin Ong, Belle and Drey! :D (hopefully..)
Someone's ignoring me againnnn. Huhhuhhuhhh piggy! :( oh well. You want to then go ahead, I got nothing to say. All over that you're ignoring me? So not worth it right. I tried to, but you don't want to. Not even helping me. Its okay.
Quickie
Mmm I keep listening to those two songs nowadays ^^
Anyways. Quick post :D going for tuition in a bit.
Having dance test/presentation later ahhhhh! Nervous. And I don't see how I can get my new year clothes in such a bit la. Not enough time! :( maybe I'll just go hub and buy 2 more Punk Star tees. Lazy liao la.
And I've not bought everything I need for hiphop. Zzz. I want new hiphop pants la, super bored of my current 2. I want those super baggy ones! :D hahaha.
Anyways. Quick post :D going for tuition in a bit.
Having dance test/presentation later ahhhhh! Nervous. And I don't see how I can get my new year clothes in such a bit la. Not enough time! :( maybe I'll just go hub and buy 2 more Punk Star tees. Lazy liao la.
And I've not bought everything I need for hiphop. Zzz. I want new hiphop pants la, super bored of my current 2. I want those super baggy ones! :D hahaha.
Victims of Love
Victims of Love
> Good Charlotte
In the beginning, I tried to warn you
You play with fire, its gonna burn you
And here we are now, in the same situation,
You never listen, I never listen
Now I am thinking of a way that I can make an escape
It's got me caught up in a web and my hearts the prey
Do you really wanna throw your heart away, away, away?
Everybody's hurt somebody before
Everybody's been hurt by somebody before
You can change but you will always come back for more
Its a game and we are all just victims of love.
Don't try to fight it, victims of love
You can't decide it, victims of love, victims of love
Now you've back tracked
You're running away cause it just happened again and you don't want it to end
Trying your best to not let yourself go cold, so cold.
Now you think about the things you thought you wanted to say
But when you open up your mouth it don't come out that way
Are you really gonna throw your heart away?
Everybody's hurt somebody before
Everybody's been hurt by somebody before
You can change but you will always come back for more
Its a game and we are all just victims of love.
Don't try to fight it, victims of love
You can't decide it, victims of love, victims of love
You never listen, I never listen
Now I am thinking of a way that I can make an escape
It's got me caught up in a web and my hearts the prey
Do you really wanna throw your heart away, away, away?
> Good Charlotte
In the beginning, I tried to warn you
You play with fire, its gonna burn you
And here we are now, in the same situation,
You never listen, I never listen
Now I am thinking of a way that I can make an escape
It's got me caught up in a web and my hearts the prey
Do you really wanna throw your heart away, away, away?
Everybody's hurt somebody before
Everybody's been hurt by somebody before
You can change but you will always come back for more
Its a game and we are all just victims of love.
Don't try to fight it, victims of love
You can't decide it, victims of love, victims of love
Now you've back tracked
You're running away cause it just happened again and you don't want it to end
Trying your best to not let yourself go cold, so cold.
Now you think about the things you thought you wanted to say
But when you open up your mouth it don't come out that way
Are you really gonna throw your heart away?
Everybody's hurt somebody before
Everybody's been hurt by somebody before
You can change but you will always come back for more
Its a game and we are all just victims of love.
Don't try to fight it, victims of love
You can't decide it, victims of love, victims of love
You never listen, I never listen
Now I am thinking of a way that I can make an escape
It's got me caught up in a web and my hearts the prey
Do you really wanna throw your heart away, away, away?
Tattoo
Tattoo
> Jordan Sparks
Oh, oh, oh
No matter what you say about love
I keep coming back for more
Keep my hand in the fire
Sooner or later, I'll get what I'm asking for
No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
That truth is a stranger
Soul is in danger, I gotta let my spirit be free
To admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on
And leave you behind
[Chorus]
I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken
No need to worry 'bout everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back at a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you
[Tattoo lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]
I'll always have you, I'll always have you)
I'm sick of playing all of these games
It's not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror, didn't deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could
Stop, admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I gotta be strong
And leave you behind
[Chorus]
(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you
I'll always have you)
[Bridge]
If I live every moment
Won't change any moment
Still a part of me and you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything i do
[Chorus x2]
Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you
> Jordan Sparks
Oh, oh, oh
No matter what you say about love
I keep coming back for more
Keep my hand in the fire
Sooner or later, I'll get what I'm asking for
No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
That truth is a stranger
Soul is in danger, I gotta let my spirit be free
To admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on
And leave you behind
[Chorus]
I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken
No need to worry 'bout everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back at a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you
[Tattoo lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]
I'll always have you, I'll always have you)
I'm sick of playing all of these games
It's not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror, didn't deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could
Stop, admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I gotta be strong
And leave you behind
[Chorus]
(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you
I'll always have you)
[Bridge]
If I live every moment
Won't change any moment
Still a part of me and you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything i do
[Chorus x2]
Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you
Saturday, February 02, 2008
Adidass <3
Yayyyy. Back from shopping. And now I wanna sleep. LOL.
Topshop didn't have my size for the orange one D: I just needed like half/one size bigger? Bummerrr. :( so end up after fetching Gerald from Thomson CC we went to Queensway.
All the shops I usually go to don't have the orange one! I was like damn upset. :( ended up buying the red one. And the size I most probably needed at Topshop was like, maybe 7-7 1/2? Whats the size of the shoe I bought at Queensway?
9 1/2.
=.= like a great diff in the cutting can. And both womens cutting bah. Oh well! My other Adidas sneakers were like 9 but guy's cutting. Hehhh. Big feet! :D
My dad complained that my mom's indulging me man.
So I'll need to get:
I love my Adidas sneakers they're so chio lalala. But I'm still debating with myself whether I regret getting the red one instead of the blueish turquoise one cuz that one was also quite chio. Eeyer. Got it already. Shouldn't regret! Hahah.
My dad almost zhong 4D sio! Wapiangggg la. He was all "If I had gotten it, I would have bought you another pair of Adidas sneakers leh. But sadddd. I didn't. Hahah!" over dinner at Macs. D: WAAAAH EVIL SEI. He missed by like, 1 number? He got his office's store number or something. So whateverrr.
And oh! Dance test (for my lvl its more of presentation) tomorrow. NERVOUS K. I'm not prepared ahhhh. Can't do badly or later Maqrius pekchek. LOL.
Topshop didn't have my size for the orange one D: I just needed like half/one size bigger? Bummerrr. :( so end up after fetching Gerald from Thomson CC we went to Queensway.
All the shops I usually go to don't have the orange one! I was like damn upset. :( ended up buying the red one. And the size I most probably needed at Topshop was like, maybe 7-7 1/2? Whats the size of the shoe I bought at Queensway?
9 1/2.
=.= like a great diff in the cutting can. And both womens cutting bah. Oh well! My other Adidas sneakers were like 9 but guy's cutting. Hehhh. Big feet! :D
My dad complained that my mom's indulging me man.
- 150bucks Levis jeans that my mom only paid 2obucks for cuz of the Isetan voucher (ei don't blame me, my mom literally dragged me to buy it)
- 85bucks Adidas Stan Smith 2 W
- 22bucks Punk Star top
- 13bucks skinny belt (not much la)
So I'll need to get:
- Robot necklace
- 2 tees
- maybe Everlast pumps
I love my Adidas sneakers they're so chio lalala. But I'm still debating with myself whether I regret getting the red one instead of the blueish turquoise one cuz that one was also quite chio. Eeyer. Got it already. Shouldn't regret! Hahah.
My dad almost zhong 4D sio! Wapiangggg la. He was all "If I had gotten it, I would have bought you another pair of Adidas sneakers leh. But sadddd. I didn't. Hahah!" over dinner at Macs. D: WAAAAH EVIL SEI. He missed by like, 1 number? He got his office's store number or something. So whateverrr.
And oh! Dance test (for my lvl its more of presentation) tomorrow. NERVOUS K. I'm not prepared ahhhh. Can't do badly or later Maqrius pekchek. LOL.
Bleed It Out
Bleed It Out
>Linkin Park
>Linkin Park
[Mike Shinoda]
Here we go for the hundredth time,
Hand grenade pins in every line,
Throw 'em up and let something shine.
Going out of my f**king mind.
Filthy mouth, no excuse.
Find a new place to hang this noose.
String me up from atop these roofs.
Knot it tight so I won't get loose.
Truth is you can stop and stare,
Bled myself out and no one cares.
Dug a trench out, laid down there
With a shovel up out to reach somewhere.
Yeah someone pour it in,
Make it a dirt dance floor again.
Say your prayers and stomp it out,
When they bring that chorus in.
[Chester Bennington]
(Chorus)
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away.
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away.
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away,
Just to throw it away,
Just to throw it away.
[Mike Shinoda]
I bleed it out.
Go, stop the show.
Choppy words and a sloppy flow.
Shotgun opera, lock and load,
Cock it back and then watch it go.
Mama help me, I've been cursed,
Death is rolling in every verse.
Candy paint on his brand new hearse.
Can't contain him, he knows he works.
F**k this hurts, I won't lie.
Doesn't matter how hard I try.
Half the words don't mean a thing,
And I know that I won't be satisfied.
So why, try ignoring him.
Make it a dirt dance floor again.
Say your prayers and stomp it out,
When they bring that chorus in.
[Chester Bennington]
(Chorus)
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away.
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away.
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away,
Just to throw it away,
Just to throw it away.
I bleed it out.
I've opened up these scars,
I'll make you face this.
I pulled myself so far,
I'll make you face this now.
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away.
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away.
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away,
Just to throw it away,
Just to throw it away.
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away.
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away.
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away,
Just to throw it away,
Just to throw it away.
I bleed it out.
I bleed it out.
I bleed it out.
Here we go for the hundredth time,
Hand grenade pins in every line,
Throw 'em up and let something shine.
Going out of my f**king mind.
Filthy mouth, no excuse.
Find a new place to hang this noose.
String me up from atop these roofs.
Knot it tight so I won't get loose.
Truth is you can stop and stare,
Bled myself out and no one cares.
Dug a trench out, laid down there
With a shovel up out to reach somewhere.
Yeah someone pour it in,
Make it a dirt dance floor again.
Say your prayers and stomp it out,
When they bring that chorus in.
[Chester Bennington]
(Chorus)
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away.
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away.
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away,
Just to throw it away,
Just to throw it away.
[Mike Shinoda]
I bleed it out.
Go, stop the show.
Choppy words and a sloppy flow.
Shotgun opera, lock and load,
Cock it back and then watch it go.
Mama help me, I've been cursed,
Death is rolling in every verse.
Candy paint on his brand new hearse.
Can't contain him, he knows he works.
F**k this hurts, I won't lie.
Doesn't matter how hard I try.
Half the words don't mean a thing,
And I know that I won't be satisfied.
So why, try ignoring him.
Make it a dirt dance floor again.
Say your prayers and stomp it out,
When they bring that chorus in.
[Chester Bennington]
(Chorus)
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away.
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away.
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away,
Just to throw it away,
Just to throw it away.
I bleed it out.
I've opened up these scars,
I'll make you face this.
I pulled myself so far,
I'll make you face this now.
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away.
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away.
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away,
Just to throw it away,
Just to throw it away.
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away.
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away.
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away,
Just to throw it away,
Just to throw it away.
I bleed it out.
I bleed it out.
I bleed it out.
Lalalaaa.
They said all teenagers scare the living shit outta me
Yeah! This is what the shoe I wanna get looks like. Adidas Stan Smith 2. :D chio laaa. But the one I wanna get is like.. a bit bright orange-y instead of red.
Now I'm debating whether worth buying annot. Cuz you can't really see "Adidas" spelled all over it. LOL. So brand-minded. Hahah. No la kidding. But its nice right right right? Tho damn plain la. DAMN CHIOOOOO! ;D
Can't wait to go and shop with my mom. She's actually letting me get Levis cuz I complained to her David got a pair then she's all "Oh then you go take my Isetan 100bucks voucher and go see lor." then I was like "o__o omg."
But I guess its okay bah. I mean, I don't want to spend so much of her money. I'd feel damn guilty. LOL. Seriously.
Uh. No mood to blog now. Feeling half pissed off and all.
Sorry la piggy. K? ..nevermind. Everything I say are all excuses to you. Like, when'd you bother thinking whatever I said was never an excuse? You don't have to keep hanging up on me either. How'd you like it if I hung up on you whenever I felt pissed off at you? Not cool (right?). I know you're trying to make an effort but so am I, maybe it's just not as obvious, but I really really am. If you don't wanna believe the fact that I REALLY wanted to call you but my bro was using the phone, then I got nothing to say.
Just proves how much you trust me maybe?
Maybe I'll blog after I've gone shopping and all. SORRY KER DEAR FOR NOT GOING HAJI LANE WITH YOU! D: but I already promised my mom. :(
I want my shoeeees.
Amazing how quickly my dad falls asleep. He just asked me to turn off the lights outside when he went to sit on the sofa. And suddenly, I can hear him snoring.
Omg. I wanna sleep that quickly too. Hahah!
Went Orchard with Rach and Celine. Celine changed house number so its like I need to memorise her new number ahhhhs! D: baddd. Anyways.. cuz we met really late, we didn't have shop-time! Piang. Orchard doesn't need to close so early can. :(
Went to Fox and saw that they changed season! :D I like the new darkblue (or was it black) skirt. :D I think I might get that too. But then its like, 2 skirts for CNY. All from Fox. BOOORING. Then went back to TOPSHOP. <3 :D
Thought the Adidas shoe I wanted real badly wasn't sold there anymore, till I realised it was behind the square thingy. I was all "OHHHHH THEY'RE LIKE STILL SELLING IT AHHHH!" then grabbing it and admiring it. ;D its damn nice tho damn plain :( oh well. Orange and white! Prettaye. ;] 79bucks. It used to be 119bucks. Hah! Damn cheap already. Justin's all "Cheapo.." okay la I damnnnn poor k. Hahah. I'll get Levis jeans! Then you'll see. But oh, you rich kid, you already have Levis jeans. K so not fun la.
Going to shop with mom tomorrow, since I didn't get like, ANYTHING today. :D so I can get my shoes and all. LOL. Gonna be super happy when I get 'em cuz its like I've got another pair of shoes to wear. YAYNESS.
Everyone's like, going for CIP tomorrow. o__o k whatever. LOL.
AARON! Please send me the Audition game leh! :D like, A-SAP! I want it soon. Getting hellofa bored of DJ Max Portable. D:
GOTTA WAKE UP AT 8AM TOMORROW TO WAKE UP PIGGY! HAHAHA. K I think he'll be the one waking me up but WHATEVER. I'll prove to pig I'm not of his species = PIG. Ahhaha.
Uh. Dad's like "GWENDY. Go. And. Sleep." eh, I need computer time with my darling laptop k. Like I don't even use it as often now that I'm studying/sleeping the moment I come home, so there. I hate naggings I hate naggings I hate naggings I hate naggings!
But yeah I'm pretty tired. From watching Goong and all. Eyes are getting sleepy. So there.
TTFN! ;D
Omg. I wanna sleep that quickly too. Hahah!
Went Orchard with Rach and Celine. Celine changed house number so its like I need to memorise her new number ahhhhs! D: baddd. Anyways.. cuz we met really late, we didn't have shop-time! Piang. Orchard doesn't need to close so early can. :(
Went to Fox and saw that they changed season! :D I like the new darkblue (or was it black) skirt. :D I think I might get that too. But then its like, 2 skirts for CNY. All from Fox. BOOORING. Then went back to TOPSHOP. <3 :D
Thought the Adidas shoe I wanted real badly wasn't sold there anymore, till I realised it was behind the square thingy. I was all "OHHHHH THEY'RE LIKE STILL SELLING IT AHHHH!" then grabbing it and admiring it. ;D its damn nice tho damn plain :( oh well. Orange and white! Prettaye. ;] 79bucks. It used to be 119bucks. Hah! Damn cheap already. Justin's all "Cheapo.." okay la I damnnnn poor k. Hahah. I'll get Levis jeans! Then you'll see. But oh, you rich kid, you already have Levis jeans. K so not fun la.
Going to shop with mom tomorrow, since I didn't get like, ANYTHING today. :D so I can get my shoes and all. LOL. Gonna be super happy when I get 'em cuz its like I've got another pair of shoes to wear. YAYNESS.
Everyone's like, going for CIP tomorrow. o__o k whatever. LOL.
AARON! Please send me the Audition game leh! :D like, A-SAP! I want it soon. Getting hellofa bored of DJ Max Portable. D:
GOTTA WAKE UP AT 8AM TOMORROW TO WAKE UP PIGGY! HAHAHA. K I think he'll be the one waking me up but WHATEVER. I'll prove to pig I'm not of his species = PIG. Ahhaha.
Uh. Dad's like "GWENDY. Go. And. Sleep." eh, I need computer time with my darling laptop k. Like I don't even use it as often now that I'm studying/sleeping the moment I come home, so there. I hate naggings I hate naggings I hate naggings I hate naggings!
But yeah I'm pretty tired. From watching Goong and all. Eyes are getting sleepy. So there.
TTFN! ;D
Friday, February 01, 2008
Sick. AGAIN.
YAY! Finally completed the Sims Soc scenario. K random.
Sick today! So didn't go to school. Missed both Geog and Emath class test. Wapiang. :( luckily its just a class test, maybe I can retake it uhhhh.
Sailed yesterday, despite the fact my shin bone was still hurting from Wednesday's PE. :D didn't have mood to sail at first cuz I thought skinny pig wasn't coming. LOL. Almost going back to shore then I saw Cheeteng sailing with the sec2-4s.. Then I saw pig! Hahah. ;] sail past only to call me lau kui cuz Minmin capsized our boat =.=
Sailed with Daomin again. She's damn funny and crazye! &I LOVE HER! ;D she fell out of the boat twice cuz she forgets that after tacking/jybing you gotta come over to the other side of the boat. LOL damn cute.
The second time she fell out, Tzuling sailed past with her junior and was like "Hahah Gwen thats classic." and I could only laugh. Then Daomin la, laughed till she didn't come back on the boat. =.= LOL.
Winds were strong. So when Daomin had problems getting to the blue buoy (all of us were damn far from it cuz Jason made the juniors sail near the tanker ships then ask us go back), I noticed almost all the seniors were helping their juniors by taking over and sailing to the blue buoy. THE WINDS WERE SO STRONG AND I GOT TEMPTED! So I took over. Had to hike out quite a bit when I sheet in to the max, and this is a PICO for heaven's sake! So I was damn happy since its been a long time since I sailed and the winds were AWESOME!
Sorry Ker dearest! I didn't go to school today so I can't help out with the class deco. Hope its going well. :D jiayou 3Endeavour! ;]
People are getting pissed in class already. Next time, please consult the class, cuz people are now damn bushuang.
Monday gotta go back school and tell Mrs Koh and Mr Chng I need to take the tests. Uhh.
And I want Mr Lim to let the OBS people have a chance to try out crystallisation in the chem lab! Everyone got to do it while we were away at OBS D: I wannnnt. :D hahah. He said if he was free he could let us try. And I wanna take home crystals! :D
Sick today! So didn't go to school. Missed both Geog and Emath class test. Wapiang. :( luckily its just a class test, maybe I can retake it uhhhh.
Sailed yesterday, despite the fact my shin bone was still hurting from Wednesday's PE. :D didn't have mood to sail at first cuz I thought skinny pig wasn't coming. LOL. Almost going back to shore then I saw Cheeteng sailing with the sec2-4s.. Then I saw pig! Hahah. ;] sail past only to call me lau kui cuz Minmin capsized our boat =.=
Sailed with Daomin again. She's damn funny and crazye! &I LOVE HER! ;D she fell out of the boat twice cuz she forgets that after tacking/jybing you gotta come over to the other side of the boat. LOL damn cute.
The second time she fell out, Tzuling sailed past with her junior and was like "Hahah Gwen thats classic." and I could only laugh. Then Daomin la, laughed till she didn't come back on the boat. =.= LOL.
Winds were strong. So when Daomin had problems getting to the blue buoy (all of us were damn far from it cuz Jason made the juniors sail near the tanker ships then ask us go back), I noticed almost all the seniors were helping their juniors by taking over and sailing to the blue buoy. THE WINDS WERE SO STRONG AND I GOT TEMPTED! So I took over. Had to hike out quite a bit when I sheet in to the max, and this is a PICO for heaven's sake! So I was damn happy since its been a long time since I sailed and the winds were AWESOME!
Sorry Ker dearest! I didn't go to school today so I can't help out with the class deco. Hope its going well. :D jiayou 3Endeavour! ;]
People are getting pissed in class already. Next time, please consult the class, cuz people are now damn bushuang.
Monday gotta go back school and tell Mrs Koh and Mr Chng I need to take the tests. Uhh.
And I want Mr Lim to let the OBS people have a chance to try out crystallisation in the chem lab! Everyone got to do it while we were away at OBS D: I wannnnt. :D hahah. He said if he was free he could let us try. And I wanna take home crystals! :D
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