Doubtful

Beginning to doubt myself and my ability to think. Is it weird that I suddenly feel very useless and weak? And that I'm not the person I thought I was?

I'm supposed to feel happy that the fruits of my labour are finally showing because I am getting better in what I do. But it makes me feel sick when I think of how people might start to see me as arrogant and obnoxious.

I will stay humble and rooted no matter what. Was brought up to be humble, and humble I shall remain.

I have all these weird thoughts flooding their way into my head now and it's not helping that I have some issues on hand that never solved themselves no matter how long I chucked them on the shelves. Starting to regret thinking that running away from it would eventually make it better.

I miss our friendship, but I miss you more.

That is all.