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Gwendolyn N.
26 years young, a dreamer struggling ever so slightly to not let the world's negativities consume her.


Monday, June 22, 2009

I :heart: Arirang



Haha I love this. Its so cool that they added Sorry Sorry by Suju and Again & Again by 2PM into this. Haha at the end Jae was like holding out his hand for Boom to fake-puke in; really cute.

Good news:
SHINee WAS ON ARIRANG TV TODAY!

Catching the 10:30pm Pops in Seoul again later, hope they'll show the same thing. Ugh can't believe I didn't check Arirang earlier. Beanie smsed me and I was like brisk-walking out of my room to turn on the TV. Heh so good to see SHINee on TV! But Taeminnie wasn't there :( still having school, perhaps.

Sweltering hot

My parents are thinking of buying a Wii after we played Rabbids at Garian's. But now they're saying since me and my bro's major exams are coming they don't really want to. Aw shucks!

I'm excited cuz my parents want me to go for badminton classes with Loongloong! He was pestering me the whole time we were practising yesterday. "Eh join us for badminton lessons leh!" Yaaaayz. Private class so 80bucks omg. But one thing I won't be able to stand is the physical training before the playing part.

Uncle Henry was like saying (cuz I didn't join my parents for dinner as I stayed back to play somemore and watch the kids play till 8pm), "You're addicted to badminton already ah Gwen! You like the feeling of smashing right?"

Then uncle KK told him, "Yeah next time she'll like smashing at her mommy and daddy too!"

Told my parents to book a badminton court every week so we can play and train. EXCITED!

Then again, if I go for badminton classes, every Sunday I'll be playing badminton from 2pm to 8pm. And if my parents book a court every week day..

OMG AWESOME I TOTALLY DON'T MIND!

My Mom got me a new grip from Loongloong's coach yesterday. Bright yellow! Matches my racket! Btw my bro just bought a new Nano Arc-something- 55 racket yesterday which is damn dumb! Cuz now he has like 4 expensive rackets? One Nano White and one spare! Walao, I only got one expensive racket can. Not even a spare.

(And my parents say I spend a lot on sailing. Yeh see who's spending more? His rackets+badminton bag totals up to like $450+ okay.)

Okay should stop talking about badminton now.


I'm annoyed tho cuz my mom changed my tuition to Wednesday without telling me. I woke up with a very bad headache again and she was like, "Are you sure you can annot? Want me to make the time to 10AM?"

So tuition from Sunday, changed to Monday, changed to Wednesday. Ugh. I feel so bad. Sorry Vincent!

But to be honest I'm dreading tuition nowadays. Perhaps its cuz I don't have any motivation. I don't like tuition. Sigh. Must get my enthusiasm for Emath back!

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Sleepless, hungry, HORRENDOUS nights like these..

Ughzxzxzxzxz I am liek teh most terrible thing right about now!!!

I'm hungry @ 5:48AM, yet my stomach hurts like *cringes face*. Not period cramps, honey. My head's hurting like shit (ah, for a moment there I swear, I thought this headache problem of mine for years has finally been cured). Must be like all my 'owed' headaches all coming to me at once omg...

I totally can't sleep and I am looking like crap.

You know.. night cream/moisturizers (omg I even spelt that word wrong!) and sleepless nights don't go well together??! Yeh they don't go well together at all!

Now I look horrible. Ugh wanna bang a wall and die now kthxbye.

(If only I could stay up this late mugging, I'd be the world's mugg-iest person.)

Oh ge-pek and ge-m totally told me that my Dad shouldn't impose his beliefs onto me when it comes to religion! Ha! Cuz I told them my dad doesn't want me going to church thats why I stopped.

Really feel like going back. 'Cept now things have changed so much I think I'd be embarassed to go back cuz I'd be clueless. Is there a Deyi cg? Hahaha doubt there's a Mayflower cg. Ah Yining and Wenzhen I miss you so!


NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT.

Suck it up, you pansy

Three reasons why I shouldn't be blogging now:
1) Its 3:16AM
2) My stomach hurts, quite badly infact
3) I have tuition tomorrow

The 4th will be, "Cuz my Dad said so." well, if there was a 4th.

Happy father's day!
To all Dads, Daddys, "Daddy-kins", "Dadeys", "Deddies", "Father" and "Pas".

Yeh, my dad's fallen asleep outside on the couch again.

Something weird came over me (besides my weird stomach pain) and I suddenly decided.. its good not being attached.

Infact I was wondering why I didn't work harder and go into St. Nicks, which my aunt was hoping for, or Cedar Girls which I was hoping for. Yehhhhh why didn't I just study harder. And to make up for it I'm gonna study hard now and eventually, find an atas boyfriend (Mom always says, "You'll feel damn awkward if your boyfriend is in the best class and you're in a lousy class, you know? If he's big in the business world and you know nothing about it, same feeling. So to have a smart boyfriend, you yourself needs to be smart.") like me and Lover always dreamt we would.

Hm. Oh well. I AM weird.

Stomach hurts now ow, ow, owwwww.

Oh we played Rabbids at Aunty Belinda's place on their Wii! Awesomely fun game, everyone who owns a Wii should play that unless they're into gore. Okay they have cartoon bunnies getting stuck in bubbles, falling off drains and getting hit by cars (the losers get it la).

FUN!

Downloading songs I heard from JK Hits now. Goodnight world! Mata ashita!


Xoxo
G

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Haji Lane

Shall blog about things I should've blogged about days back!


So that day, I spent 1 hour plus lying on my bed, stomach started hurting very badly after eating one slice of bread for my breakfast. Drank Milo but it made my urge to dash for the toilet to puke more.

Went out with Zahra jiejie. Plan was, first stop - IT Fair @ Suntec City. Second stop - Haji Lane. Third stop - Wheelock @ Orchard to go to Browhaus.


In the end we left at late so we skipped the IT Fair.

We took a train down. Contemplated trying out the new Circle Line but decided it was too much of a hassle.



But when the train reached Bishan, we just hopped off without even knowing where to go.


Zahra jiejie bought like 6 hairbands from Soon Lee, all $12.90 each and some 19bucks I think.

Saw Winteng's email and name on their mailing list and immediately messaged her. Turns out it really was her (and I gave her quite a scare) and we met on the streets.



Ice Cream at PLUCK.
After that it was the Ohsofickle boutique and then Loft, which is now my fav shop in Haji Lane!




I WANNA EAT YOUUUUU.

No I don't.

(Was looking at the Black Devil camera, pondering whether to get it or not.)

Carrying my Dad's old film camera, manufactured in 1980's.

On our way back from Haji Lane there was an angmoh and a Chinese man (both old) chatting and when I walked past he said, "Hey, thats a really nice camera you got there."

Zahra jiejie told me, "He's from your dad's time probably. Thats why he thinks you have great taste in cameras!"

She bought for herself the keychain camera ($24) and bought for me my Black Devil camera ($60).

Went to Browhaus @ Wheelock and after that went for dinner at Sun and Moon.



Damn atas-looking place heehee. Our bill was like 70+bucks for 2 people? Felt bad cuz she keeps treating me, so I paid for my beef soba.

I look too excited, given the fact that its just a bowl of beef soba. Really, really yummy bowl of beef soba. Oh well. I think I look damn shag too (SEE. THE. EYEBAGS!); guess I haven't been getting much sleep at all these past few days/weeks.


Okay need to go bathe. Supposed to reach Aunty Belinda's place by 7 for dinner but I'm not even ready and its like raining.

Crap, my stomach's starting to hurt.
OMG THEY'RE PLAYING ARASHI'S NEW ALBUM SONG Crazy Moon ~ You Are Super ON JK HITS ON MTV! Don't mind the stupid title, the song is goooood.

I thought I was over them but suddenly seeing them when I least expected it (when I was crazy over them MTV NEVER played their song except Truth).. Believe it or not I'm grinning from ear to ear now! Like seriously.

This MV is so nice, reminds me of their Truth MV. But their dance is as usual, CMI Teehee sorry Arashi but SHINee beats you in dancing.

NINO'S WEARING HIGH-TOP SHOES! I just noticed it. White high-top shoes? Its so SHINee! Nino, how could you!

Okay Arashi I love you too!
Hope they'll play a SHINee song :P

PLAY JULIETTE! :D

Okay I don't let Lee Hyori's Anystar MV. They hardly play the song and its like a mini-movie clip, and advertising these phones.

IS THAT GUY NAM HYUN JOON?! THAT GUY LOOKS EXACTLY LIKE HIM.

Chey.. its Lee Junki. No wonder so familiar. He's hot.

Yogurt

I am eating Meiji's strawberry yogurt!

There are like huge strawberry bits! Thats the reason why I love strawberry milk tea - the strawberry bits!


I just had the weirdest dream.

I openly shouted at a person and we sorta had this fight in school, which was damn cool actually.

The sec4 sailors were in my dreams too I DON'T KNOW WHY. It was like, deja vu? Cuz it was during the times I used to eat recess with them everyday. We were just sitting there laughing damn loudly like no one's business. I woke up smiling cuz of that I swear. Gosh I really love those people.

Which reminds me, Ryan! I'm so gonna beat you in Chinese dude!

Yeah we kinda made this bet-thing that we'd tell each other our Chinese results first thing on the day we got 'em back and see who scores higher. Was during the last day of camp success during our break after the DPA talk haha. He's such an idiot, really :P

I wanna watch Scrubs right now and end this I-haven't-watched-the-last-episode misery!


And CS- its CHOI Minho my Maple char's named after, not Lee Minho! :(

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Hey honey-bunny,

Dad left me outside with the laptop and the TV switched on to WWE. Never get why anyone likes watching wrestling. Its such an uncouth and unrefined sport! To be exact its not a sport but acting, as explained by WWF years back.

Well during my time (I'm making myself sound old!), the famous wrestlers were The Rock, John Cena etc. Now they're.. Jeff Hardy? *clueless face*


Changing the topic, dearest A I hope you're fine.

No one can really understand heartbreak unless they've been thru it themselves. You told me once that you were 8 numbers away, well, so am I.

I don't know if this helps, but think of these quotes:
If you love something let it go free. If it doesn't come back, you never had it. If it comes back, love it forever. -Doug Horton

AND

If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it dosen't, then it was never meant to be. -Anonymous
Those quotes really helped me think it thru.

http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20090430191341AAgK3we

I just Googled the quote and came across this. The answers people gave really cute, useful and somewhat heartwarming.


Hm I seem to be digressing a lot..

Anyway I went to get my hair cut! Was really reluctant till I saw the shitty state my fringe was in. Got it trimmed. My hair's significantly shorter now and I miss my old hair! Gosh, this is why I'm always reluctant to cut my hair.

"Its much neater.. well at least it will be for the time being." -Dad

Yes its much neater but its now messier when tied up cuz my hair is getting curly again! Funny how my hair gets straighter as it gets longer..

Playing Maple now btw. Using my KoC, GeeeMinho.
Now I have GeeMinho and GeeeMinho.


Starting to eat lesser now YAAAAAY! Who shouldn't be (happy) when you're eating lesser but yet don't feel hungry. I know its a weird thing to say this but I feel happier not eating some meals at all.

At least I'm exercising more. Swimming every Thursday (hopefully) and badminton practice every Sunday. Will try to jog for 1 hour every day like I did everyday after our Chinese intensive night classes.

I want to go back to sail too - shall wait when training starts again.

Is it true that Mr Yeo is leaving MFSS at the end of this year? Belle was telling us that sailing's getting 2 new teachers -- one new Indian lady teacher and one new D&T teacher who sailed a laser before -- because Mr Yeo and Mr Chwee are leaving, one for NIE and another to further his studies respectively.

Mr Nara, we're counting on you!

I hope...

Sigh, training is so slackish now. Have absolutely no idea how so many sec1 juniors are consistently not appearing for CCA as it never really happens in sailing. I miss the seniors a lot right now. All the fun times! :)

To snip or not to snip, that is the question

Going to get my fringe trimmed!

Yeah my mom asked me to go cut with her but I said no cuz uncle Ken cuts my hair waaaaay too short/thin. Rejected her invitation but 1 hour later (and going to the mirror twice to stare at my hair), I called Dad and told him to pick me up to go with Mom.

Should I cut my hair short or leave it long?? Hm..

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Sometimes I really do wish I could go back to my life as a primary school kid, before boys got horny and girls got emotional.

I was thinking about the topic of friends earlier.

Some friends I've had, some friends I've lost. Some, I just can't be bothered. Some, I just want them back because I miss them.

Isn't it ALWAYS the case that.. your friends always forget what you do for them?

When things happen, they appreciate you being there for them and welcome your company.

Suddenly when you're in THE deep shit, they seem to forget. They leave you in the lurch and when you need them, question posed to yourself would be, "Where is that friend when I need him/her most?" they seemed to have forgotten your existence - just an empty, lifeless soul.


Could be anyone. But if you think its you, I believe you have a guilty conscious. :)


Okay, I believe I have a well-spent day to blog about! Sadly I don't have pictures because all were taken with my film camera (which Mubarak almost destroyed HAHA thank goodness), and Kerrie Wee hasn't uploaded them.


To begin, I would like to wish a happy birthday to the one-and-only,






EILEEN LEE YING-LING, BEANIE!

Needless to say, today (or yesterday, to be precise, since its now 1:21AM) is her special day.

Happy Sweet 16th Ah Lee!

Love having you as a friend. Thanks for being understanding and for being there for me now and then. Its amazing how we became close friends only this year.

Things that happened brought us closer this year, and I'm thankful for that. I have more to say but I'll leave it for you and you only ;)


Went to her place to surprise her at like 9:20AM. She was still asleep and in her pajamas.

AGEK presented her with her birthday cake -- which we painstakingly (exaggeration much intended!) baked and put pink icing on for her. Why I couldn't blog yesterday was cuz Cia and Kerrie came over to bake!

Haley was a good girl today, and alongside Eileen, was the main attraction and focus of our attention. Obviously Beanie was the star but oh well, limelights can be stolen!

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Just kidding.

Sneaking in to someones room with a cake is so fun. We should do it more often, so watch out, friends of mine whose birthdays are approaching! HA HA HA ;)

Oh, and the transition on her face from Zzzzz to -.- to o.- to o.o to O____O HUH WHAT??!

I am so animated.

Cut the cake, had cake with chocolate eclairs and Milo. Yum yum yum!

Played and camwhored with Haley. Slacked around and I almost fell asleep cuz I slept so late yesterday! I've not been sleeping early at all. From sleeping at 3AM to sleeping at 6:30AM to sleeping at -current time- the past few days respectively, I don't think my brain will function if I keep this up.

Caught a bus to Bugis. Initial plan was to go to Kbox, but decided to shop instead. Went to Illuma but it was BORING LIKE SHIT. Walked down Haji Lane, which was amazingly quiet and rather peaceful.

Most shops were still closed cuz we got there around 1pm, so I felt bummed. So was Eileen -- she was expecting so much more from the famous Haji Lane!

Shopped at Bugis Village after that.


Went to Harbourfront Centre to meet the sailors. Took the purple line with Beanie, but I took it to Harbourfront while she to Punggol's side.

Supposed to join them for the movie to celebrate Teng's belated birthday, but already had plans to celebrate Beanie's. Took a bloody long time to find them cuz there were two Starbucks and I went to the one at Harbourfront Centre. =.=

Walked past the waiting place for people taking the ferry to Indo on the 3rd floor (?). Felt nice to see the huge full-length windows that allowed people to stare out to the sea and the ferries again. I like that spot, and believe I could camp there if there was ever a chance.

Sitting there at night is a nice feeling. I know cuz I ever sat there once with a person and it felt nice to see stars, the sea AND boats.

(I am a sucker for stars.)


Trained to Mubarak's to play street soccer, also transferred to the Circle Line. The whole time, Weiming and Mubarak (more WM) were trying to talk me into going to Singapore Poly instead of Ngee Ann Poly.

Watched the sweaty guys play soccer till about 10PM and walked home with Yuanlong, Justin Law and Lianghong. The rest cabbed back cuz they all lived in Bishan -- convenient.


When we walked past AMK Park, Lianghong wanted to go see if couples were fu- having sex. He said he saw couples doing that twice before. Me and Yuanlong were like "WTF YOU WANT US TO GO THERE TO SEE PEOPLE HAVE SEX??!"

Went anyway and saw no couples doing THAT, thank God! Saw many adult couples cuddling tho, and LH was like, "Wait till the park lights turn off..!"

Supposed to walk down with YL to the bus stop but I never really walk down that path. Only did so once or twice after work in December. The long path along the AMK MRT tracks.


Shall focus on the UEFA Euro U21 match between Sweden and Belarus now. Belarus was the country Arshavin used to play for, can tell from the jerseys I saw him in before.

They are getting sooooo trashed by Sweden tho.

10 more minutes! Shall Maple too.


GOODNIGHT!
Xo

p.s. I MUST SAY THIS:
BYE-BYE RONALDO, GOOD RIDDANCE TO YOU!

Lets hope Real Madrid pulls you down. ;) Ferguson doesn't really want you, at all.
(That goes to Tevez too.)

And happy belated birthday, Mom!

Monday, June 15, 2009

Facebook.. is a bastard


Human nature: To be trashed by those who are better than us.

Whoa, that randomly came to mind.. I guess I got trashed too much in badminton today by the kiddos, which is prolly not a good thing.

Parents had a mahjong session at Uncle KK's place after badminton practice so we came back late.

Tho I'm happy to say, I got my interest for badminton back again. Perhaps its due to the fact that its one of the only ways I can connect with my parents.

Can't wait to train next week.

Watched a stupid movie which Arnold Swarshwohroiwr-whateverhisname starred in. Me and Loongloong almost fell asleep, but we ended up in a Garfield-and-stuffed-toy radio toy fight in the movie room.. thing.

I am happy that I ate Kinder Bueno today! Yum yum.


I am pretty bored right now. Very tempted to go play Maple Story again but I know if I do that, I'll end up sleeping at 5AM -- if my eyes allow it.

Shall blog about my day with Zahra jiejie another time, when she uploads the pictures. She came over to my place that day thinking she'd spend it only making bazhang (rice dumplings) but little did she know..

Also, I lay in bed for about an hour because my stomach hurt after eating a slice of bread for breakfast that day. Mom made me drink Milo thinking it'd make me feel better but it just made my urge to go dashing into the toilet to puke, more. (Exactly how I felt when I had stomach flu/virus/whatever! in January, 'cept I really puked throughout the 4 days I was sick.)


p.s. Totally in love with the TV series Scrubs. Zach Braff was totally cute in season 1! Gonna go to HMV to get the DVD for the series soon. His birthday's April 6th!


p.s.s. Okay just found out he's not as good-looking now as he was in 2001. Still. I like the 2001 him. People grow old in 8 years - don't we all?

p.s.s.s. 4AM AND I AM STILL AWAKE OH GOSH. Gwen please go to sleep!

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Eunhyuk + Minho, Minhyuk














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0:38 - 0:43, Eunhyuk and Minho tickling each other! How cute! Aigoooo~..

Okay that was random but yeah. Its true when they say that Suju seems to like Minho a lot. Blog later, currently getting new SHINee GIFs and icons right now.

Friday, June 12, 2009

Hungry......


Is something I shouldn't be.. or at least I shouldn't be when its 12:34AM.

I'm playing Maple halfway now actually, came out to find some guides because I totally forgot what stats to add for an assassin-wannabe! Speak of STM. Sigh.

But I ended up clearing up my Bookmarks and blog-browsing.. so my poor character is now hanging on a pole, with half a HP bar. Hopefully the mushrooms haven't jumped high enough to get her.

Btw, its GeeMinho on Eridanus/Delph. Add!!!!!!! *pulls out own hair as a threat*

(I ended up browsing this baking blog.. came across cinnamon rolls -- my ABSOLUTE FAVOURITE food since young -- and was thinking, "If it was in the afternoon now I'd totally make a trip down to NTUC and get ingredients to bake it!!")


Yeah, no one knows that my fav is cinnamon rolls. It was and has always been, sadly this franchise selling cinnamon rolls closed down years back. There was one branch in Bishan.. not J8 but the central area. Downstairs the old 2 stories NTUC. Miss it like hell!

*cough* Um, thought you might want to *cough* get a glimpse at The World's Best Foodstuff as by Gwen.

ADMIT IT AREN'T YOU HUNGRY TOO!!!!!!


I feel like a sick puppy right now, next week prolly going to see a Chinese doctor for my headaches, or when I'm done with my medication from the English doctor. Not liking the feeling of taking medicine after medicine, health supplement after health supplement.


Speaking of sick puppies, Haley fell sick today :(

Eileen was texting me about it. Really feeling quite sad for Beanie cuz.. I've never seen her put in so much effort and love into taking care of something! (haha honestly)

So when Beanie told me what happened my face was literally ":o"

Haley, get well soon and stop worrying Beanie :)


Omg I've eaten my 2nd pack of strawberry fruit biscuit. It may be a small packet of 3 small biscuits, but they may be more lethal than they really seem! Small, evil, fattening things!!!

Meh. You know whats weird? I seem to have gained weight, but when I weighed myself I'm actually still the same weight. Dropped a bit, infact.


My motivation to myself! Right beside Minho oppa's face.. heehee.

Just to tell myself, too, that I gotta fight for my dreams no matter how much people take it as a joke. Even my parents.

Still, who cares?

I'll prove them ALL WRONG. One day they'll stop laughing when I've finally got it right.




I've had this dream since primary 6, and have been pretty stuck to it ever since. Not gonna give it up cuz my idol's BoA Kwon! (ever since primary 3 she has been. Haha)











To psych myself.

I love...

CHEMISTRY.

NOT.

Ugh this is not working. I am seriously trying to brainwash myself into liking chem.

I need to excel in it!

Or Ruixing will suffer for the many, MANY chem lessons to come, since he and Nic are like my tutors. Mr Lim shouldn't have grouped me with him, I'm like totally killing him.

Oh well, its a slow, torturous yet blood-less and impatient death.


Very happy with my wall, though.

Gives me that kick to study.
Ah, SHINee I do love you so!

(Yes! That's what I love!!)



You can totally see all my pimples breaking out.

Studying Chem is no joke.
Especially when you suc- are not good in it.

Ah freak, I think I need to sleep earlier.
Pimples come to girls who sleep late.


4 pills and 1 nose spray to take/use before I can go to sleep.

I still don't believe I have sinus!

Oh well, I want to have a nice rest tonight. Geared up for a boring day tomorrow! Le sigh.. not. Happy that Camp (un)Success is over, whoopie-dee!


Ciaos A.Mi.Go.s, goodnight!
Xo


p.s.


DIE, DIE, DIE, SHIGEHHHHHHH!
Kudasai..?

Thursday, June 11, 2009

A wall full of Minho

Finally got these lovely pictures up on my wall! There's more to come.. Just wait for me to go print them out from Spot Color.

Also, finally finished downloading Maple. Gonna play when Didi and Joey tell me they're playing. Can't wait!



Le sigh

Auntie Nicola (?) just went home about 20mins ago after telling me what pills I need to take. 12 pills to take everyday, with 1 or 2 sachets of powered thing. Le sigh.. not going to enjoy that.



No point regretting - whatever harm is done, is done.

I'm feeling damn fcuked up as of now.. really stressed and tired out mentally.

I'm sorry, I'm just going thru a really bad phase in life.


At times like this I wish I could go to Melbourne to see Nadya jiejie and her cat Pickles. And abang Azhar.

Praying to God that everything's gonna be alright. Gonna try, since David told me to try weeks back (I didn't) and now Auntie Nicola told me try praying too.

Pray for wisdom and to be able to forgive. Pray for good health in months to come. Pray for my friends and for my family. Pray for all this nonsense to be over and for problems to be solved.

No point holding a grudge or having hatred for a person. Even so, forgiving a person only does me good, not the person whom I'm forgiving. To them its like, "Who cares if you forgive me or not! I'm still living my life fine and dandy." but to the person who can't forgive (and prolly hates), its harmful cuz she/he's always not happy and stressed when the hated person is mentioned or gossiped about.

Did you know?
If your body is very stressed out, it creates its own toxin, therefore causing people to fall sick (or causing people to get frequent headaches).

Stress is one of the top killers, as most - or I should say all - problems are stress-related or caused by stress. Heart attacks included.

(That is why one should never drink animals' blood, as before the animal is slaughtered they undergo tremendous stress, resulting in a lot of toxin in their blood.)

Yup, you learn all these facts as a nutrilogist.. or whatever its called. Quoting these from Auntie Nicola.


I love the 10th song on my blog's playlist.

I can't find it online and I really want it! So if anyone can get the song for me, please do! Listen to it too while you have it; really a lovely song.


I know you'd love me if you knew I'd let you down (x2)

Oh we need to get away (yeah we want to get away)
But we'll never get away now

It's easy when it hurts so say goodbye
We'll fall in love again just give it time
It's easy when it hurts so say goodbye
We'll fall in love again just give it pain

Don't let your love be colder than death
Don't let no tear drops fall from your eyes


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Excited for the last minute planned trip to BKK!

Okay its not confirmed, cuz my mom seems reluctant to go. But Celine and I are already sounding hyped up and geared up for a getaway trip with our momzies. SHOPPING.

Next week! BANGKOK HERE WE COME.


p.s. Note to self: Mom still owes me 69bucks for my Topshop tee.