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"You want to go walk with her for what? You always say she gives you problems and makes you frustrated... Since when was she grateful to you??"
Don't know where to start.
Was looking forward to lunch with my family since we hardly go out together, till my dad made that stupid comment on the car when my mom said she wanted to go shop with me.
MY MOM EVEN AGREED.
Then he was all, "Oh, she's listening to her MP3, she can't hear us."
Tell me what you have done so far to make me feel.. grateful?
Making fun of me, not taking me seriously, never understanding before jumping to conclusions and scolding me for things I've never done to deserve it?
And both of you throwing tantrums at me because of problems at work?
OH SO I SHOULD BE GRATEFUL FOR THOSE, YOU'RE SAYING?
At Kenny Roger's for lunch, he told me: "Everytime we bring you out to eat you have that uninterested face. I don't like that attitude of yours Gwen." Of course uninterested. What else do you expect me to have?
A happy face??!
Fug!
Even then, now I keep to myself so much.
Can't consider myself as having a lot of friends now, huh.
Where art thou Beethoven?
They say he kept to himself and avoided people because his dearest friend passed away and no one understood him so no one wanted/would be bothered enough to help.
Maybe I'll become like that soon enough.
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I swear not to give in to him this time. Swear I'm not talking to him.
People who read this can go ahead and judge me for being not being filial but I have my reasons for being like that.
Time to get changed and go to ahma's place for a steamboat with ge pek, ge m, ahma, Mel and Amanda. Hopefully Timothy too.
Saturday, May 09, 2009
Thursday, May 07, 2009
"Here we go, the silent treatment."
If you knew how to move, you would know how to grove.
I shouldn't be blogging today but I couldn't resist the temptation since I was already online. Besides, this is already a habit, especially a during-examination habit.
The classroom block at around 7pm is lovely- quiet and serene.
Had a mini-remedial by Mr Lim with Beanie, Joey, Jane and Bryan. Bryan and I stayed back to clean up the classroom till 7. Honestly, 4E is filled with rubbish.
Should ask someone to take a photo of the edited notice.
The one that every class received? Yeah like how Ms Balan likes to correct notices pasted around our class, we followed suit and added on to Aaron and Quin's editing of OM Ng's notice.
Will be lugging a very, VERY heavy P.Geog file to school tomorrow.
Contemplating seperating my Human Geog notes and Physical Geog notes into different folders.
Wondering if Mrs Koh is even coming, rumours are she has something on tomorrow. Our MYEs? How?
4. If I could tell you how much I miss you, I would.
But *cough* now is the time to focus on studies. *coughcoughcough*
p.s. Hun, cheer up! You know you'll always have me.
Wednesday, May 06, 2009
Arsenal dedication/loyalty
Aww, Arsenal lost.
I'm sorry dearest love, for my dad did not let me stay up to watch the match!! :(:(:(
No matter what, Arsenal fans will have a smile on our faces because we know next season, we'll be back. Back with a full team, lacking of injuries! :)
Seeing everyone on the I LOVE ARSENAL and The Gooner Review group on Facebook so heartbroken kinda sucks.
At least we're not like some people who will like another team just cuz the current team we like lost. Glad to say so. Arsenal fans will always be loyal, yes we will!
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Had our English and Lit papers today.
Surprisingly, English was tricky. Not too much of hard but more of thinking. I didn't finish my summary, which resulted in 120/150 words. Those 30 words were apparently 1 and a 1/2 points out of my 17.
Lit paper was easy. But I don't wanna say "easy" cuz there's always karma and Murphy's Law.
For question 1(b), I wrote a full 2 pages, quite happy with myself.
Met Huixuan in AMK library, also saw Lover and Aishah.
Couldn't recognise Huixuan at first.
Its been long since I went to church.
Wonder how sheepmate and shepherd are doing?
I'm sorry dearest love, for my dad did not let me stay up to watch the match!! :(:(:(
No matter what, Arsenal fans will have a smile on our faces because we know next season, we'll be back. Back with a full team, lacking of injuries! :)
Seeing everyone on the I LOVE ARSENAL and The Gooner Review group on Facebook so heartbroken kinda sucks.
Facebook Message from Liam Ford:This message kept me smiling.
HELLO EVERYONE. I BET ALL OF US WILL BE FEELING LIKE SHIT TODAY. BUT DON'T BE DOWN. WE DONE BETTER THAN LIVERPOOL. WATCHING THE GAME I DID SEE SOME GOOD CHANCES FOR US BUT YET AGAIN WE CAN'T FIND THE BACK OF THE NET. BUT DON'T FOR GET ARSENAL ALWAYS FIGHT BACK. 4TH SPOT IS OURS. WE WILL HAVE ARE TEAM ALL FIT FOR NEXT SEASON AND MAYBE A COUPLE OF NEW PLAYERS IN THE TEAM. NEVER GIVE UP YOUR LOVE ARSENAL OR THE PLAYERS.
AND JUST LOOK BACK ON WHAT WE HAVE DONE LAST YEAR AND THIS YEAR. WE DON'T SPEND A LOT OF MONEY AND WE MAKE IT TO THE LAST 4 IN THE CHAMPIONS L. WERE 4TH IN THE TABLE, . I THINK WHAT ARSENE IS DOING WITH THE YOUNY PLAYERS WILL JUST SHOW THE WORLD IT CAN BE DONE.
WELL CHELSEA AT HOME. THIS WILL BE HARD BUT I THINK WE CAN DO WELL. AND THEN MANCHESTER UNITED, PAYBACK TIME. SO I HOPE WE ALL HAVE A SMILE ON ARE FACES AND JUST THINK OF NEXT SEASON.
CHEERS. I LOVE ARSENAL
At least we're not like some people who will like another team just cuz the current team we like lost. Glad to say so. Arsenal fans will always be loyal, yes we will!
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Had our English and Lit papers today.
Surprisingly, English was tricky. Not too much of hard but more of thinking. I didn't finish my summary, which resulted in 120/150 words. Those 30 words were apparently 1 and a 1/2 points out of my 17.
Lit paper was easy. But I don't wanna say "easy" cuz there's always karma and Murphy's Law.
For question 1(b), I wrote a full 2 pages, quite happy with myself.
Met Huixuan in AMK library, also saw Lover and Aishah.
Couldn't recognise Huixuan at first.
Its been long since I went to church.
Wonder how sheepmate and shepherd are doing?
Tuesday, May 05, 2009
Epidemic
People learn from their mistakes- we all do.
Days like these make me want to be back in Shanghai.
Or better yet, with Nadya jiejie in Melbourne.
If I had a plane ticket out of Singapore, I would go without a word.
I wish I was an American, like in the Chinese passage about friends today.
Almost cried when I saw the dramatic last line of the passage:
"朋友一离开, 就不会回来."
DramaMama I am, yes.
The whole passage just meant a lot.
Part of it said that, Americans take friendship like a very simple thing. Whereas for the Chinese, we take it damn seriously. To Chinese, friends are only our friends if we withstand the test of time.
If not, we are but mere acquaintances.
The skin on my left arm is peeling.
Wonder how long its been since I got so tanned to the point that I start to peel..?
The skin underneath is 2 shades lighter than my right arm.
Mom was like, "When were YOU so scared of getting dark??"
Surprisingly I said, "Since now cuz I wanna be white okay!"
Saw something on FB that I am very tempted to tell David about.
But since we're not talking.. technically I can't.
Its hiliarious, I must admit. Kinda brings back the fun when I read it.
It'll give him a good laugh too I bet.
Going thru it today made me laugh like mad and point out to * what happens on the days listed.
And getting a change of phone + family bonding time this Saturday.
Kenny Rogers, again? Oh my, Mommmmmm!!
Suddenly, changing to Starhub doesn't seem like a bad idea.
Like, a new beginning. No?
I'm sorry hun I let myself get another day of slack.
Can't believe I let my not-best-of-days get to me, AGAIN.
Alex babe, you owe me my waffle day!
Days like these make me want to be back in Shanghai.
Or better yet, with Nadya jiejie in Melbourne.
If I had a plane ticket out of Singapore, I would go without a word.
I wish I was an American, like in the Chinese passage about friends today.
Almost cried when I saw the dramatic last line of the passage:
"朋友一离开, 就不会回来."
DramaMama I am, yes.
The whole passage just meant a lot.
Part of it said that, Americans take friendship like a very simple thing. Whereas for the Chinese, we take it damn seriously. To Chinese, friends are only our friends if we withstand the test of time.
If not, we are but mere acquaintances.
The skin on my left arm is peeling.
Wonder how long its been since I got so tanned to the point that I start to peel..?
The skin underneath is 2 shades lighter than my right arm.
Mom was like, "When were YOU so scared of getting dark??"
Surprisingly I said, "Since now cuz I wanna be white okay!"
Saw something on FB that I am very tempted to tell David about.
But since we're not talking.. technically I can't.
Its hiliarious, I must admit. Kinda brings back the fun when I read it.
It'll give him a good laugh too I bet.
Going thru it today made me laugh like mad and point out to * what happens on the days listed.
And getting a change of phone + family bonding time this Saturday.
Kenny Rogers, again? Oh my, Mommmmmm!!
Suddenly, changing to Starhub doesn't seem like a bad idea.
Like, a new beginning. No?
I'm sorry hun I let myself get another day of slack.
Can't believe I let my not-best-of-days get to me, AGAIN.
Alex babe, you owe me my waffle day!
Monday, May 04, 2009
Blogging bug
ROUND-FACED ROUND-FACED ROUND-FACED!!Fats, fats, fats, fats!!
I'm sorry I'm blogging now hun.
Just been reduced to waiting for a printer print 92 pages of.. paper!
Been rushing to print ALL my geog notes that Mdm Loh threw out last year which made me emo and complain a lot to D. Now my file will be full again. :)
I don't know why, but I like full files.
I printed chapter 2.2, a 15-page sub-chapter, only to realise that Mrs Koh's alignment for this set of notes was out. The words are crammed till the side of the page.
Of course, 15pages is a lot so I'm not reprinting it, no matter how tempted.
It sucks to be a perfectionist, really.
Watched L.Pool vs. Newcastle after Reading vs. Birmingham City.
Rea vs. Bir was funny. 3 head collisions in less than half an hour.
2 of Bir's players bled at the head. One of them bled till he had to wear this bandage while playing. Spirit of a fighting footballer!
Meeting Qah and Hamzah! at 7:00AM to study.
Thanks girls! Fighting fighting fighting!
Looking at the trailer for Angels & Demons makes me feel like watching it. Anyone? :)
Haven't been watching movies. Missed Hotel for Dogs, Confessions of a Shopaholic..
I did this like weeks back. I'm a self-proclaimed Nasri. :o
Sunderland vs. Everton. Everton just scored. Oh the joy.
Sunday, May 03, 2009
The remedy
Quote of the Day:
I love the first two songs on my blog's play-list.
Somehow, it just brings me to another world? Especially "Porcelain".
Haha nonsense but oh well that's how I am. More relaxed definitely.
Ate ice while drinking Blueberry Tea yesterday night, and guess what?
The ice cut my cheek so badly that it just kept bleeding and bleeding.
Technically, I was tasting blood for like 30mins.
Now, I can feel the loose skin that was (almost) cut off. Oh the joy.
Had 3 hours of Emath tuition again today.
Vincent pointed out to me that it seems like my Mom wants me to go to JC.
It only occured to me now that.. that is true.
I'm not allowed to go to an Arts School to do what I want to do.
I'm discouraged from going to Poly for Mass Comm.
One thing to look forward to is that if the people I know who wanna go to NP makes it there, it'll be hell fun cuz they're all people that I'd really look forward to seeing again. Especially people who are aiming for the same course as me. Alex and Bernice all want to take Mass Comm., specifically in Ngee Ann! We only found out during Geog period last Thurs, when Mrs Koh was talking about her being from VJC and the life there. You should've seen how excited we were..
"COURSEMATES!!!! OHHHHHH MY GOODNESS, better make sure you go okay!!"
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Happily for me, I finally managed to psych myself. Finally. :)
It was like, suddenly I had my goals in mind and decided that I was not gonna let one thing affect me so much till I do badly for my O's.
Cuz doing badly for O's = doing badly in life; a doomsday call.
I still wanna earn money and open a studio.
Yes, its very ambitious, so I must have the ambitious attitude to follow.
Am very tempted to go for Boot Camp, Maqrius gave me the invite on FB.
But its like 299bucks for 3 days. Still, would be fun.
Then again.. O level's. Sigh, study Gwen, study!
A picture I found on Arsenal.com of Nicklas Bendtner.
Oompf, you just got a nice "air hug". :)
Just for laughs.. if you need one.
And the beloved Fabregas when he was only 16!
A.K.A. the youngest player ever in Arsenal. Cute, isn't he?
Cristiano Ronaldo: "I don't dive."
I love the first two songs on my blog's play-list.
Somehow, it just brings me to another world? Especially "Porcelain".
Haha nonsense but oh well that's how I am. More relaxed definitely.
Ate ice while drinking Blueberry Tea yesterday night, and guess what?
The ice cut my cheek so badly that it just kept bleeding and bleeding.
Technically, I was tasting blood for like 30mins.
Now, I can feel the loose skin that was (almost) cut off. Oh the joy.
Had 3 hours of Emath tuition again today.
Vincent pointed out to me that it seems like my Mom wants me to go to JC.
It only occured to me now that.. that is true.
I'm not allowed to go to an Arts School to do what I want to do.
I'm discouraged from going to Poly for Mass Comm.
One thing to look forward to is that if the people I know who wanna go to NP makes it there, it'll be hell fun cuz they're all people that I'd really look forward to seeing again. Especially people who are aiming for the same course as me. Alex and Bernice all want to take Mass Comm., specifically in Ngee Ann! We only found out during Geog period last Thurs, when Mrs Koh was talking about her being from VJC and the life there. You should've seen how excited we were..
"COURSEMATES!!!! OHHHHHH MY GOODNESS, better make sure you go okay!!"
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Happily for me, I finally managed to psych myself. Finally. :)
It was like, suddenly I had my goals in mind and decided that I was not gonna let one thing affect me so much till I do badly for my O's.
Cuz doing badly for O's = doing badly in life; a doomsday call.
I still wanna earn money and open a studio.
Yes, its very ambitious, so I must have the ambitious attitude to follow.
Am very tempted to go for Boot Camp, Maqrius gave me the invite on FB.
But its like 299bucks for 3 days. Still, would be fun.
Then again.. O level's. Sigh, study Gwen, study!
A picture I found on Arsenal.com of Nicklas Bendtner.Oompf, you just got a nice "air hug". :)
Just for laughs.. if you need one.
And the beloved Fabregas when he was only 16!
A.K.A. the youngest player ever in Arsenal. Cute, isn't he?
p.s. Shit, can't believe I forgot this!!
Heehee, my Nasri is the best! :)
AND THIS!
OMG HAHA I REMEMBER THE NEWS I READ ON A LIVEJOURNAL FANCLUB OF HIS!
Incorrect!Question: In the last match against Manchester United in 2008, who had scored Arsenal's 2 goals that won us the match?
Your Answer: Adebayor
Correct Answer: NasriHe was a new player to Arsenal and played right wing for that match
Heehee, my Nasri is the best! :)
AND THIS!
OMG HAHA I REMEMBER THE NEWS I READ ON A LIVEJOURNAL FANCLUB OF HIS!
Incorrect!Question: Who is self proclaimed "Ladies Man" at Arsenal?
Your Answer: Robin Van Persie
Correct Answer: Samir NasriSamir Nasri claimed that he recieves thousands of fan mails from girls all around England.......and he cannot go outside of his house because there are thousand of girls waiting for him outside.....WELL I DONT THINK SO.......
Saturday, May 02, 2009
Sucks to be me
Prev post was my 1234th. Sadly.
Woke up this morning. 7:00AM.
Tried to go back to sleep but couldn't. Tossed and turned.
Have never slapped myself so hard before. Like half an hour later it still hurts.
Wake up.. wake up. Its over.
Its been long hun, since the knuckles met with your not-so-delicate features of your solid white paint. Maybe I expected too much. Well, can see that I wasn't the only one. At least, I expected more from you then what the shit is going on now. I had more faith in this I guess.
Talked to Ning till 2.20AM yesterday. My limit has been hit. As I talked, I realized how much life sucks now. I have no one, and I mean no one, to support or cushion my fall. And this fall is bad.
Shall watch the Twilight DVD Mom brought home on my laptop. I can't stand being at home- my mind should really stop wandering around now..
Can't tell you people how much it sucks to be me.
Woke up this morning. 7:00AM.
Tried to go back to sleep but couldn't. Tossed and turned.
Have never slapped myself so hard before. Like half an hour later it still hurts.
Wake up.. wake up. Its over.
Its been long hun, since the knuckles met with your not-so-delicate features of your solid white paint. Maybe I expected too much. Well, can see that I wasn't the only one. At least, I expected more from you then what the shit is going on now. I had more faith in this I guess.
Talked to Ning till 2.20AM yesterday. My limit has been hit. As I talked, I realized how much life sucks now. I have no one, and I mean no one, to support or cushion my fall. And this fall is bad.
Shall watch the Twilight DVD Mom brought home on my laptop. I can't stand being at home- my mind should really stop wandering around now..
Can't tell you people how much it sucks to be me.
Friday, May 01, 2009
Blog to self.
Life is/has not not been good.
I'm thinking, eventually my home will get tired of me cuz I've been coming home in foul moods, shutting up, not talking to anyone, or if I do so- shouting, keeping my doors closed..
(Blog post sent to livejournal. People will just see me as a drama-mama. So I just copy-paste the whole chunk into Livejournal. Blogger shall not be my ranting space.)
I'm thinking, eventually my home will get tired of me cuz I've been coming home in foul moods, shutting up, not talking to anyone, or if I do so- shouting, keeping my doors closed..
(Blog post sent to livejournal. People will just see me as a drama-mama. So I just copy-paste the whole chunk into Livejournal. Blogger shall not be my ranting space.)
;)
He kicks up a lot of sawdust :(No wonder we need to replace this cage's sawdust.
(Jimmy actually uses the big cage, JY uses this)
Every teacher gives us homework like the subject they teach is the ONLY subject we take.
3 hours of Emath tuition just burned half my brain cells. Gonna do my Blue Revolution 3-page essay slash research (its part of Geography of Food) and my 15-page Geog worksheet.. Mrs Koh expects every 8mark essay question to be at least 1 and a half pages long.
15 x 1.5 = 22.5 pages/pieces of paper.
Can't believe I'm here blogging and watching Chicken Little thats playing on Disney Channel. Dad says he wants to cancel SCV for 6months! Noooooo, my Arsenal matches I'll miss. :(
Still looking forward to 6th May. My hubby will do it yes he will ;D
Looking forward to end of MYEs too! Cuz we're gonna have the long-awaited AND planned 1Endeavour class gathering. :):):)
Just looked at some sec1 and sec2 orientation/camp photos on Mayflowersec.fotki. Saw a pic of Daniel during the sec1 orientation! He looked like some 5 year-old boy. We all looked so nerdy in sec1 and 2.. gosh. But at least we were all innocent then :P
Miss 1Endeavour a hell lot whenever I look at these photos. :(
This is soooo stupid. Hahaha Alex, you were right about predicting what I would do. See, haven't even done it yet and now I'm contemplating not to. What a loser I am, hahaha!
I don't think I want to anymore, okay?
Somewhere there, somewhere there.
Wah I CAN'T STUDY ANY SHIT. Can't focus.. focus Gwennie, focus Gee!!
C.Ronaldo- the Wittle Baby
Just finished watching the replay of ManU vs. Arsenal.
Awwwwwww~, the wittle baby lost his milkie wilkie and threw a baby tantrum on the floor~ ^_^
I really don't get why people even like him.
MY BABY'S SO MUCH BETTER THAN YOU!
"Diving Queen of the year", "getting booked for diving". Whatever, I just HATE divers. Thats why I dislike Blackburn so much, cuz they are full of shit and divers and players who pulls their opponents' jerseys.
Sadly for them, Ferdinand might be out for the rest of the season!! Man.U's most influential defender out for the season? Awesome!! ;)
C.RONALDO, YOUR ENGLISH THAT YOU'RE TRYING TO SPEAK NOW ON SPORTSCENTER ASIA NOW SUCKS. SUCKKKKSSSSSS!!!!!!
Bendtner (he's from Arsenal) really should just go bang a wall. So pissed off that he wasted Arsenal's chance of tying this game with a header that's so off. Man.U are Old Trafford losers. LOSERS!! On the other hand, Almunia did well today, nice defending! You sure got them good, looking at C.Ronaldo's loser-face when you prevented him from scoring.. ah love!
OFF-SIDE! HAHAHA. Giggs was off-side (right?), quite obvious. And you should've seen the way Man.U's manager argued with the referee at the stand to make Giggs's goal count. WHAT A LOSER!
6th May- Champion's League Semi-Finals 2nd leg
MAN.U, WATCH OUT. ARSENAL'S GONNA GET YOU BAD.
GUNNERS ALL THE WAY!! The pressure is on for them!
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Oooh, LA Lakers in the Semi-Finals for NBA?
Okay random. Not that I watch NBA.
Couldn't really stand studying downstairs till so late. Kept imagining things till I kept thinking I saw things. Sickening. Went upstairs at 11.50PM.
Feeding mosquitos too. How fun.
Should bring someone downstairs with me. It actually feels kinda good doing my Emath test papers there.
p.s. THIS IS COOL!
Was looking at Arsenal.com's gallery for yesterday's Man. U match. While viewing 9 out of 10 of the photos, I was quite bummed out cuz there was no images of Nasri. So I hoped, "Omg I hope that the next and last picture will be one of my Nasri hubby! :("
When I clicked "next"..
MY HUSBAND!
Not a glam picture duh, but see, we've got fate!
LOVELOVELOVE YOU DEARIE!
Awwwwwww~, the wittle baby lost his milkie wilkie and threw a baby tantrum on the floor~ ^_^
I really don't get why people even like him.
MY BABY'S SO MUCH BETTER THAN YOU!
"Diving Queen of the year", "getting booked for diving". Whatever, I just HATE divers. Thats why I dislike Blackburn so much, cuz they are full of shit and divers and players who pulls their opponents' jerseys.
Sadly for them, Ferdinand might be out for the rest of the season!! Man.U's most influential defender out for the season? Awesome!! ;)
C.RONALDO, YOUR ENGLISH THAT YOU'RE TRYING TO SPEAK NOW ON SPORTSCENTER ASIA NOW SUCKS. SUCKKKKSSSSSS!!!!!!
Bendtner (he's from Arsenal) really should just go bang a wall. So pissed off that he wasted Arsenal's chance of tying this game with a header that's so off. Man.U are Old Trafford losers. LOSERS!! On the other hand, Almunia did well today, nice defending! You sure got them good, looking at C.Ronaldo's loser-face when you prevented him from scoring.. ah love!
OFF-SIDE! HAHAHA. Giggs was off-side (right?), quite obvious. And you should've seen the way Man.U's manager argued with the referee at the stand to make Giggs's goal count. WHAT A LOSER!
6th May- Champion's League Semi-Finals 2nd leg
MAN.U, WATCH OUT. ARSENAL'S GONNA GET YOU BAD.
GUNNERS ALL THE WAY!! The pressure is on for them!
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Oooh, LA Lakers in the Semi-Finals for NBA?
Okay random. Not that I watch NBA.
Couldn't really stand studying downstairs till so late. Kept imagining things till I kept thinking I saw things. Sickening. Went upstairs at 11.50PM.
Feeding mosquitos too. How fun.
Should bring someone downstairs with me. It actually feels kinda good doing my Emath test papers there.
p.s. THIS IS COOL!
Was looking at Arsenal.com's gallery for yesterday's Man. U match. While viewing 9 out of 10 of the photos, I was quite bummed out cuz there was no images of Nasri. So I hoped, "Omg I hope that the next and last picture will be one of my Nasri hubby! :("
When I clicked "next"..
MY HUSBAND!Not a glam picture duh, but see, we've got fate!
LOVELOVELOVE YOU DEARIE!
Thursday, April 30, 2009
あなたが大嫌い。
まってくれ。。。
愚か者だけがロマンスを信じます。
ありえない
あり得ない、つうの！！！
Ah.
Wish I had the luxury of time, but I don't.
I slacked too much, got too distracted, let me get the better of myself.
So now I'm going downstairs to study. Well I've seen uni guys study there till like what, 2am plus? Seems to be a good environment. Thought of going down at 7plus, but I came home at 7PM (stayed back in school to do Bio) and let some things get the better of me.
Called Alex and had to most fun chat via phone with her (or anyone else!) ever since the start of this year! Yeah girl, feel honoured. :) but thanks to her, I got my sane mind back. Hun, we know each other too well. Thanks for being there for me and all, appreciated!
Emath tuition tomorrow at 10am. Die, die, die!
Hoping to get the class photos ASAP, then I'll be able to show you the lovelies of my class. Love 4E like hell, noisy as we are, English-y as we are, bitchy as we are, we're still a class and we stick together like one (majority of the time).
We were the hots during phototaking yo! We stripped!
Not.
We wore our sec three-quarters (LOL our thing, cuz we specially made the jersey to last us thru sec3 and 4. So it writes 3/4Endeavour on the front) jersey inside our uniform and stripped our uniform during funshot. Died of heat omg. Did catwalks with Bern's plastic bag. I must say, imitating people is the most fun.
A lot of people from 4E are falling sick!
Afiqah with fever, Atiqah with a lot of stuff plus fever, Alex felt a bit unwell this morning, Justin had a super bad flu, they said Izzy's got it now, sneezing away sometimes.
I had a super bad headache during Mr Lim's 2-hour Chem remedial after Mdm Loh's Bio remedial/lesson, and kept dozing off. Sorry Mr Lim!
Failure, failure.
Au contraire.
No. I felt like such a failure when I got back my Alkanes and Alkenes test paper. Friggin 3/20, when I studied for it in advance!! I understood these two chapters so well, too! Its been so hard juggling all my work now. But I've got no choice. :(
I cried a bit and felt listless.
Like, I totally blanked during the test I swear. I remembered everything that I could answer, but for some reason my mind was thinking nonsense, and I panicked. Hope this doesn't happen during MYEs.
Btw, brought Jimmy home today! A.K.A. 3.
Jimmy's one of our class hamsters. Jani brought home Jinyang, A.K.A. 4. JY doesn't bite, but Jimmy does! Very scared of handling him. Shall post photos later, k?
OKAY MY STUDIES CALLS FOR ME, DOWNSTAIRS MY HDB BLOCK.
Just nice, I need alone time and peace and quiet too.
My parents think its dangerous la. What, I wish sometimes I was a boy! Go downstairs to study also find it dangerous, especially when I said there's no one downstairs at this time.
Don't worry, I won't get raped or whatever please. =.=
愚か者だけがロマンスを信じます。
ありえない
あり得ない、つうの！！！
Ah.
Wish I had the luxury of time, but I don't.
I slacked too much, got too distracted, let me get the better of myself.
So now I'm going downstairs to study. Well I've seen uni guys study there till like what, 2am plus? Seems to be a good environment. Thought of going down at 7plus, but I came home at 7PM (stayed back in school to do Bio) and let some things get the better of me.
Called Alex and had to most fun chat via phone with her (or anyone else!) ever since the start of this year! Yeah girl, feel honoured. :) but thanks to her, I got my sane mind back. Hun, we know each other too well. Thanks for being there for me and all, appreciated!
Emath tuition tomorrow at 10am. Die, die, die!
Hoping to get the class photos ASAP, then I'll be able to show you the lovelies of my class. Love 4E like hell, noisy as we are, English-y as we are, bitchy as we are, we're still a class and we stick together like one (majority of the time).
We were the hots during phototaking yo! We stripped!
Not.
We wore our sec three-quarters (LOL our thing, cuz we specially made the jersey to last us thru sec3 and 4. So it writes 3/4Endeavour on the front) jersey inside our uniform and stripped our uniform during funshot. Died of heat omg. Did catwalks with Bern's plastic bag. I must say, imitating people is the most fun.
A lot of people from 4E are falling sick!
Afiqah with fever, Atiqah with a lot of stuff plus fever, Alex felt a bit unwell this morning, Justin had a super bad flu, they said Izzy's got it now, sneezing away sometimes.
I had a super bad headache during Mr Lim's 2-hour Chem remedial after Mdm Loh's Bio remedial/lesson, and kept dozing off. Sorry Mr Lim!
Failure, failure.
Au contraire.
No. I felt like such a failure when I got back my Alkanes and Alkenes test paper. Friggin 3/20, when I studied for it in advance!! I understood these two chapters so well, too! Its been so hard juggling all my work now. But I've got no choice. :(
I cried a bit and felt listless.
Like, I totally blanked during the test I swear. I remembered everything that I could answer, but for some reason my mind was thinking nonsense, and I panicked. Hope this doesn't happen during MYEs.
Btw, brought Jimmy home today! A.K.A. 3.
Jimmy's one of our class hamsters. Jani brought home Jinyang, A.K.A. 4. JY doesn't bite, but Jimmy does! Very scared of handling him. Shall post photos later, k?
OKAY MY STUDIES CALLS FOR ME, DOWNSTAIRS MY HDB BLOCK.
Just nice, I need alone time and peace and quiet too.
My parents think its dangerous la. What, I wish sometimes I was a boy! Go downstairs to study also find it dangerous, especially when I said there's no one downstairs at this time.
Don't worry, I won't get raped or whatever please. =.=
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Listen to your heart, looking for your dream
I don't get how some people can be so..
Try letting me humiliate you with whatever I don't like about you. Try that for a change, huh? You tell me how you'd feel. People just have their limits.
Who is THE person you are comfortable talking about just anything to?
I don't know. Well, me and Alex were talking about this during English. Like, if you're not comfortable about talking about the things that are bothering you the most to your closest friends because in some way or another, they don't quite understand the situation you are in, can you really consider them closest?
How..
Mind-boggling.
That aside, I think sooner or later, I'm just gonna burst. Hur.
I am who I am. I get what I get. You can't define the world as yours, can you? NO, duh! Only some evil person/robots/aliens out to rule the world would, but in actual fact, it isn't theirs.
You're not an evil person/robot/alien.. are you?
Shit, now I'm talking nonsense.
Took 169 home with HAMZAH! today. Okay, I meant Syafiqah.
Talked a lot about ACS(I)'s school life, since both our cousins were from there.
Saw the guy I always see on the way to school. The one I find rather good-looking LOL. Told her I always see him and she was like, "You actually take note of people on the bus??" well, saw him so many times on so many mornings; he's either standing infront or behind me, how to not notice?
Maybe its cuz he has this damn familiar look. Like, whenever I look at him I THINK I knew him or seen him somewhere before, besides on the bus.
Or maybe its cuz he's tan and tall or something. Ning said I always look out for these kind of guys, like they're my type or something? HAHA. =.=
Omg, NING! *GASP*
Remember, eye-candy session out at sea last year!! EYE-CANDY SESSION!!! You didn't even find * cute what, how could you. Tall, tan and skinny! Rememberrrrrr?! THAT.
Last year, we asked each other which guy sailor we thought was kinda good-looking or hot while waiting for the next race to start. When I told her who, she was like, "Omg Gwen, why are all the guys you go for/find cute are tall, dark, and skinny!"
Well, I don't know?
Gonna get a new phone soon!
I hope. Dad's in Genting so I must wait for him to come back :(
Getting Quinnie's one, or Sony Ericsson's C510, cuz I need a replacement for a camera soon. Either way, Quin's one still has a nice camera, and its touch screen!
Ultimately, I still want the iPhone. Thanks a lot Celine, you're making me jealous of yours! :(:(:(
As for *'s, I decided to pay for it myself. See, such a nice person, HOR??? Okay no its cuz I feel guilty hah!
OKAY LAPPY HAS ONLY 20% BATTERY LEFT AND I NEED TO STUDY SO GOOD AFTERNOON AND BYE! TTYL HUNS :)
Wowwww. How true.
Try letting me humiliate you with whatever I don't like about you. Try that for a change, huh? You tell me how you'd feel. People just have their limits.
Who is THE person you are comfortable talking about just anything to?
I don't know. Well, me and Alex were talking about this during English. Like, if you're not comfortable about talking about the things that are bothering you the most to your closest friends because in some way or another, they don't quite understand the situation you are in, can you really consider them closest?
How..
Mind-boggling.
That aside, I think sooner or later, I'm just gonna burst. Hur.
I am who I am. I get what I get. You can't define the world as yours, can you? NO, duh! Only some evil person/robots/aliens out to rule the world would, but in actual fact, it isn't theirs.
You're not an evil person/robot/alien.. are you?
Shit, now I'm talking nonsense.
Took 169 home with HAMZAH! today. Okay, I meant Syafiqah.
Talked a lot about ACS(I)'s school life, since both our cousins were from there.
Saw the guy I always see on the way to school. The one I find rather good-looking LOL. Told her I always see him and she was like, "You actually take note of people on the bus??" well, saw him so many times on so many mornings; he's either standing infront or behind me, how to not notice?
Maybe its cuz he has this damn familiar look. Like, whenever I look at him I THINK I knew him or seen him somewhere before, besides on the bus.
Or maybe its cuz he's tan and tall or something. Ning said I always look out for these kind of guys, like they're my type or something? HAHA. =.=
Omg, NING! *GASP*
Remember, eye-candy session out at sea last year!! EYE-CANDY SESSION!!! You didn't even find * cute what, how could you. Tall, tan and skinny! Rememberrrrrr?! THAT.
Last year, we asked each other which guy sailor we thought was kinda good-looking or hot while waiting for the next race to start. When I told her who, she was like, "Omg Gwen, why are all the guys you go for/find cute are tall, dark, and skinny!"
Well, I don't know?
Gonna get a new phone soon!
I hope. Dad's in Genting so I must wait for him to come back :(
Getting Quinnie's one, or Sony Ericsson's C510, cuz I need a replacement for a camera soon. Either way, Quin's one still has a nice camera, and its touch screen!
Ultimately, I still want the iPhone. Thanks a lot Celine, you're making me jealous of yours! :(:(:(
As for *'s, I decided to pay for it myself. See, such a nice person, HOR??? Okay no its cuz I feel guilty hah!
OKAY LAPPY HAS ONLY 20% BATTERY LEFT AND I NEED TO STUDY SO GOOD AFTERNOON AND BYE! TTYL HUNS :)
p.s.
The Rooster occasionally has trouble with relationships due to an inclination to argue and nag. You will have more friends if you can control this tendency. And, those relationships you do have will function more smoothly.
Your friends should be people who are not easily offended. This is because you probably tend to be direct and say what is on your mind, sometimes without regard to the feelings of others. Although you do not mean anything personal, you can easily hurt sensitive people.
Wowwww. How true.
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Getting a little bit opinionated about you.. just a bit
Sometimes, its just the little things that you do that gives someone else an impression of what kind of person you are. I don't need your words of sarcasm nor do I need those words that you think don't sting but infact, they do.
Dai Yang Tian just kissed Theresa Lin. Girls are gonna be like, "OMG HE KISSD HER!" eww. Sorry but I don't see why he's that likable. I don't like this table tennis show either. Hah! All the computer effects are so.. mhmm.
And I got a hell lot of homework to do. Wanted to upload photos today too but it takes too long. Need to get Lappy fixed!
Oh, you know how on the sit-and-reach station, there are these two black bar things at either side of where you sit? Yeah some 4E girls would remember how I sat ON THE EDGE OF THE BLACK BAR instead of in the middle of them.
Now that area has this blood clot / blue-black thing and hurts whenever I sit down!!
Not happy at all with my NAPFA 5 stations this year, dropped like shit.
SBJ: 191CM (I jumped 210cm during normal PE sessions with ease :( )
Sit and Reach: 55CM
IPU: 35 (what happened to my 44?? D:)
Shuttle run: 10.5s
Sit up: 43 :(
I just proved how blur I can get.
On Monday I left the house late. So I rushed to the bus stop thinking I was gonna be late. On the bus there were no Mayflowerians at all, so I thought I was REALLY late. Suddenly it occured to me that school starts at 9:00AM on Monday. =.=
Yeah and the other Monday I thought school STARTS at 9:20AM when it ENDS at 9:20AM.
Gundu..
My scalp is peeling! Gross. Now I know how Peckkhee felt when she told me about how her scalp used to peel after Interschools or the 5-day races. Ahhhhhh its so damn gross!
Okay feeling guilty now. I need to make a call and get back to my homework. Got loads to do after coming back from interschools, including a 15-page Geog essay set, 3-page essay on the Blue Revolution, Bio TYS, loads of Emath papers, Chem worksheets, Lit notes..
Gonna get drowned in them soon.
Goodnight!
Dai Yang Tian just kissed Theresa Lin. Girls are gonna be like, "OMG HE KISSD HER!" eww. Sorry but I don't see why he's that likable. I don't like this table tennis show either. Hah! All the computer effects are so.. mhmm.
And I got a hell lot of homework to do. Wanted to upload photos today too but it takes too long. Need to get Lappy fixed!
Oh, you know how on the sit-and-reach station, there are these two black bar things at either side of where you sit? Yeah some 4E girls would remember how I sat ON THE EDGE OF THE BLACK BAR instead of in the middle of them.
Now that area has this blood clot / blue-black thing and hurts whenever I sit down!!
Not happy at all with my NAPFA 5 stations this year, dropped like shit.
SBJ: 191CM (I jumped 210cm during normal PE sessions with ease :( )
Sit and Reach: 55CM
IPU: 35 (what happened to my 44?? D:)
Shuttle run: 10.5s
Sit up: 43 :(
I just proved how blur I can get.
On Monday I left the house late. So I rushed to the bus stop thinking I was gonna be late. On the bus there were no Mayflowerians at all, so I thought I was REALLY late. Suddenly it occured to me that school starts at 9:00AM on Monday. =.=
Yeah and the other Monday I thought school STARTS at 9:20AM when it ENDS at 9:20AM.
Gundu..
My scalp is peeling! Gross. Now I know how Peckkhee felt when she told me about how her scalp used to peel after Interschools or the 5-day races. Ahhhhhh its so damn gross!
Okay feeling guilty now. I need to make a call and get back to my homework. Got loads to do after coming back from interschools, including a 15-page Geog essay set, 3-page essay on the Blue Revolution, Bio TYS, loads of Emath papers, Chem worksheets, Lit notes..
Gonna get drowned in them soon.
Goodnight!
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Vintage camera heaven much?
Caleb (my awesome Polaroid OneStep CloseUp, a.k.a. my baby-slash-boyfriend) is working again!
Was watching Catch That Kid, and Corbin Bleu is in it! He seems like he's 12 in this movie. And the girl looks like.. KRISTEN STEWART??! Okay yeah it is her. And her birthday's April 9th, 1990.
Check. It. Out!Its so old, the brand name is like.. fading off.
My dad was trying to find his old Polaroid earlier (in prevention to persuade me not to buy a new Polaroid cam), and while digging through the cupboard we found his old vintage Praktica kit that he just chucked away like that, what the hell! Complete with macro lenses, Carl Zeiss lens!!
With a rainbow neck strap which if Quinnie saw she'll totally love.
Mom promised to get me a DSLR if I get 15 or below for my O's. HAHAHA I kinda don't believe it actually. But suddenly, a compact camera doesn't seem all that bad. Considering Panasonic LX3 as the reviews online were all very good.
Well, time to go study. Told myself to finish at least a few chapters today no matter what. No distractions, nothing. Ughhhhhh.
Remedy
I'm actually hungry at 12:55AM.
Sooner or later I'm gonna turn into some pig I swear. Been eating more than usual recently, tho I get full just as easily. Ughhhhhh can't gain any more weight!
I think my laptop has a virus. Firefox has been ridiculously slow, Youtube videos choose as and when they want to play, and it takes 30mins to upload 5 photos on a blog post (tho it took a WAY shorter time on the sailing blog).
Need a new laptop, camera, Polaroid.. sigh all expensive stuff.
WHY CAN'T I WORK NOW??!
So unfair being a kid. Okay fine, a sixteen year-old kid.
Planning to earn some cash after I graduate for vintage cameras.
Expensive, yes.
My tan lines now are horrendous! Too outrageous for innocent, untanned eyes. Oh the horror, oh the dismay. *drama queen* My arms are two-toned, colors splitting at the wrist.
I've been so badly burnt by this inter-schools that my face wrinkles up when I smile, like an old person's face.
My left index finger is swollen from this cut I got from trying to take out my rudder. The skin was already torn and that cut brought the original cut further down till it was just bleeding and bleeding.
When I run my fingers past the areas above my cheekbones, it ACTUALLY hurts. Cuz my skin there cracked, kind of.
Was supposed to study today. No freaking idea why I've been online half the day.
Weather? Maybe. Mood? Maybe. Determination? Not there. Wake up call? Arrival postponed. Inspiration? Long gone. End in mind? No end in preview.
Distractions?
TOO MANY TO LIST.
Like I told Dm, I seriously cannot go on like this.
That problem is affecting my studies. It is affecting me bad. I won't hesitate to admit it now, I really won't. Thing is, I'm too cowardly to face it. I care too much about what opposition feels, when I'm just feeling rather helpless.
Told myself over a month ago, settle this once and for all. Midyears are coming, you can't afford to be like that now.
I planned what to do what to say, a month ago (yes a month! A FREAKING MONTH!). And everything went down the drain in one day. How amazingly cowardly can I get? They told me, I'm too nice to even care. "Just go la, care so much for what?" but I just shook my head saying I can't or opposition won't like it.
So here I am, too distracted to study for a nonsensical reason.
I don't wanna be like sec3, when just cuz of one thing I wasted a whole year - literally my life. I paid the price at the start of this year when I found myself not being able to cope with the workload and huge amounts of unknown things sprouting out of teachers' mouths.
ONE YEAR. I took that long to wake up last year over something I now find very stupid and probably disgusting.
So, how long will it take for something I don't find very stupid or very disgusting?
Life certainly sucks when you don't have the certain special person/people you want to enjoy it with or celebrate happenings with.
Goodnight!
Sooner or later I'm gonna turn into some pig I swear. Been eating more than usual recently, tho I get full just as easily. Ughhhhhh can't gain any more weight!
I think my laptop has a virus. Firefox has been ridiculously slow, Youtube videos choose as and when they want to play, and it takes 30mins to upload 5 photos on a blog post (tho it took a WAY shorter time on the sailing blog).
Need a new laptop, camera, Polaroid.. sigh all expensive stuff.
WHY CAN'T I WORK NOW??!
So unfair being a kid. Okay fine, a sixteen year-old kid.
Planning to earn some cash after I graduate for vintage cameras.
Expensive, yes.
My tan lines now are horrendous! Too outrageous for innocent, untanned eyes. Oh the horror, oh the dismay. *drama queen* My arms are two-toned, colors splitting at the wrist.
I've been so badly burnt by this inter-schools that my face wrinkles up when I smile, like an old person's face.
My left index finger is swollen from this cut I got from trying to take out my rudder. The skin was already torn and that cut brought the original cut further down till it was just bleeding and bleeding.
When I run my fingers past the areas above my cheekbones, it ACTUALLY hurts. Cuz my skin there cracked, kind of.
Was supposed to study today. No freaking idea why I've been online half the day.
Weather? Maybe. Mood? Maybe. Determination? Not there. Wake up call? Arrival postponed. Inspiration? Long gone. End in mind? No end in preview.
Distractions?
TOO MANY TO LIST.
Like I told Dm, I seriously cannot go on like this.
That problem is affecting my studies. It is affecting me bad. I won't hesitate to admit it now, I really won't. Thing is, I'm too cowardly to face it. I care too much about what opposition feels, when I'm just feeling rather helpless.
Told myself over a month ago, settle this once and for all. Midyears are coming, you can't afford to be like that now.
I planned what to do what to say, a month ago (yes a month! A FREAKING MONTH!). And everything went down the drain in one day. How amazingly cowardly can I get? They told me, I'm too nice to even care. "Just go la, care so much for what?" but I just shook my head saying I can't or opposition won't like it.
So here I am, too distracted to study for a nonsensical reason.
I don't wanna be like sec3, when just cuz of one thing I wasted a whole year - literally my life. I paid the price at the start of this year when I found myself not being able to cope with the workload and huge amounts of unknown things sprouting out of teachers' mouths.
ONE YEAR. I took that long to wake up last year over something I now find very stupid and probably disgusting.
So, how long will it take for something I don't find very stupid or very disgusting?
Life certainly sucks when you don't have the certain special person/people you want to enjoy it with or celebrate happenings with.
Goodnight!
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