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Gwendolyn N.
26 years young, a dreamer struggling ever so slightly to not let the world's negativities consume her.


Sunday, October 19, 2008

ne, acchi itteyo! chik sho..!

UGH.
I seriously need someone to talk to right now, I'm gonna explode.
I just found another reason to win that damned competition.

Nothing's gonna stop me now, not even if Zaibo's there.

I NEED THIS EFFING SHIT.

And I don't need my parent's support.

I'm letting this dance stress I've never felt before get to me luh. Damn.

My posts nowadays are like what, 1am and beyond?
I've never slept before 2am for the past few days man. Yesterday slept at 4am.. felt damn tired out today but I have no choice.

And now I need a job, my mom's refusing to pay for what I need for Uncle Darren's upcoming wedding. Like what? I told her I'm getting a dress, and she's like wear like that for what, told her about how simply me and Mel dressed for Uncle Collin's wedding, she's like "Aiyah no one will say anything what for you kids."

I'm no longer your little 'ting hua' girl k.

I'm 15, get used to it and face it yo.

Blog some other time about the fun day (that was ruined by my parents) some other time.

Right now I need to get my Cry Me A River choreography done, get the summary done and printed by tmr, scout for outfits.

And tomorrow, I need to call Miss Clarity Cafe to check for a job since Rach works there now, and also call Breathe.sg to check about the competition timings and min. length of routine we're able to perform.

BLOODY HELL.
I believe I can, I believe I will, I believe I know my dreams are real.

I believe I'll stand
I believe I'll dance
I believe I'll grow real soon and
That is what I do believe

Saturday, October 18, 2008

Arashi no Shukudaikun!

Accomplishment! I was awake till 3.40am choreographing. :P
Then spent the last 20mins watching Arashi vids.

AnS! (Arashi no Shukudaikun)



Ahaa, Sho-kun: "Mat-su-jun mo yat-su-me-su ne!"
Jun: *pulls him back* "jo, jo, joto.." (in Jap) "You were saying?"
Sho: dakara *points at Matsujun*, Mat-su-jun mo yat-su-me-su ne!"

Don't get it? Watch the vid, part 6:08-6:23!

The soda-des joke was the one I've been telling Lianyi and Bryan last time x)
Jun showed his DoS and Domyoji attitude by pushing the table. HAHAHA.

Sho-kun's bloody funny!
Before he went in: "KOWAIIII!!"
When he was stuck inside: "DAREKA ODEMO KOWAII YO!!!"

He's like scared of every simple thing, damn cute. :)

Aiba's stupid joke, only Nino knew the answer but he was running on the cornstarch so he couldn't answer so he was like "NAIISU DA, NAIISU DA!! >:\" and he stopped.

isu + naisu.. .__. OMG WHAT A LAME JOKE!! xD


Sho: "Matsumoto JYUUCE"
FUNNY LUH!


Meeting Crystal and Betts at Centrepoint at 2.
Sigh, I wanna stay home and slack de lor!

But cannot! For this competition, its only a few more weeks.
GAMBATTE NE! I'll be telling myself "OMEDETO GWEN!" soon. :)

TM Juniors

Team Millenia Juniors (TM Juniors) are sick. :o

Okay I am shocked, some of them are my age and younger!!
Okay back to choreographing. Zzz its already 2.19AM wth.

If they have a SI Camp (Summer Intensive) after I finish my O's, I'm gonna fly my ass there man. Its so freggin cool, like you spend a summer training hiphop! :):):)
Went out with Celine and Rae finally! :)

Of course, we ate instead of shopping, as usual. Its either we shop or we eat, always!

I think I'll join their Jap tuition soon, but they're like, in their dunno what-th lesson already. SO, if I join, I'll have to buck up. Seeing Celine's textbook was like WAHHH! *heartshaped eyes*

Talking to Aaron now on MSN about his Dota teams.
Guess what??

I DON'T UNDERSTAND ANYTHING.
(as usual, whenever the sailing guys talk about Dota)

I wanna play Dota again. Only played twice with them! :P

Just listened to a broadcast of JUN STYLE on Youtube.
I WANNA BE IN JAPAN RIGHT NOW, I WANNA HAVE JAPANESE RADIO STATIONS ON MY RADIO, I WANNA, I WANNA, I WANNA HEAR JUN'S VOICE ALL THE TIME! :(:(


Meeting Crystal and Bettina tmr in town to discuss about the competition. Stupid choreography, all left with me. Crystal said if I need help she would help, but I was thinking, this competition is about your EFFORT and your CHOREOGRAPHY, so I don't want her to help me.

(effort and choreography creativity is 20% each! :o)

But its a team effort in the end, thats what a crew's all about. :)

BUT, I'm afraid Zaibo and his crew 5,6,7,8 will join this too!
FREAK OUT YO. His crew will be the only one I'm SERIOUSLY worried about.

But I think Zaibo does the choreography himself. I mean watching him freestyle.. ITS SICK DUDE. Like, hollaback!

Thanks tho, to those who wanna come down on 1st November to support!
Esp Ker who wanted to take those boards and drums. LOL.

Gonna prove to Crystal this is what I want. :D
(I don't give a damn, I'm gonna go Japan to further Hiphop and meet my NAM HYUN JOON!! Whoo, idolised him since sec1)

Okay, gonna bathe and carry on choreographing.

Seeya peeps! <3

Friday, October 17, 2008

Job, job, JOB!!

Okay seriously. I think I'm gonna rot to death this hols if I don't find a job soon.

And I need the money. One month is slowly being wasted with me sitting here.. :(

Considered asking Maqrius if I could help out in dance classes, but nah I doubt the days are flexible since I've got sailing and all, and most places are like "You must be 16 and above leh.."

.___. *sighs*

I'm only helping out dad at the shop in Terminal 3 in December.
David's up for it too! :D so I've got company for the month.


K I've only got like 3 choreographies done up?
And guess what? I can only remember roughly two of them.
We need to submit the participants list soon too.

I hate it when I get carried away and freestyle; cuz I forget all the good moves I used in the freestyle! Annoying right.

PRACTICES SOON, BABES!

I don't give a damn, we're gonna practice like mad.
I'm even considering renting a studio since AoM is relocating! :(

Guess what, I'm playing Neopets again, cuz my pet's dying. :P

Where's Hana Yori Dango Final movie DVD/VCD!?
I really wanna watch it soon. :(

Thursday, October 16, 2008

HSM3: Senior Year!

Okay anyone wants to watch this movie with me? :)

I was just thinking about graduation today, since the juniors pointed out during sailing today that by March/April next year, I would have stepped down. :(

Made me wanna tear.

Basically, I DON'T WANNA step down, I'll miss my juniors (especially my heart-shaped juniors!!) a hell lot! :(:(:(

Graduation must be something really.. moving and memorable? Haha. I think I'll just tear thruout the whole graduation ceremony.

I think Eileen and I are gonna be waiting like, excitedly for this movie. Idk, there's just something about the whole plot that makes me excited. ;)

Catch Walt Disney Pictures' High School Musical 3: Senior Year in cinemas from October 24!
:)


Here's a big THANK YOU! to Eileen's classmate with the Chinese newspaper! :)


ALAMAK! Come to Singapore la dey! :( go Taiwan/bei don't wanna come Singapore.
Breaks my heart.

I was staring at this paper for like, (total up to) 20mins? And smiling like a fool. Hahaha.
But seriously, how can you NOT smile at this article if you're an Arashi fan?
And if your lovely Matsujun is in the bigger pic?

I'M JUN-BAIT!
(Matsujun's fans will know whats Jun-bait)

School today was.. boring. Literally no lessons the whole day! :\

Playing in the rain while waiting for David and Ryan.. hur. Wf and Jack only know how to copy me! >:\ hmph.

Sailing was awesome. Sun, sand, sea.. awesomeawesome! Hahaha. I didn't really sail tho, I ka-pok-ed Virginia's boat and sailed with the juniors for a while cuz the winds were too tempting! My stupid swollen foot hurt badly after that tho,

BUT I HAVE NO REGRETS! ;D

Time to work on my downwinds! :'(

Ryan's horrid! :P stupid pig-eater! Kope my lunch. T_T
(Quotes Mubarak) "Eat eat eat, eat like PIG! liddat ah!"

Got back to school, did 30 pumping 30 crunches and left. Ate opposite with heartshaped juniors, David, Wenfeng and Jack. :D stupid bao zai mian, eat half a bowl and was full!


Tomorrow's the last radio DJ programme! Teehee, excited for it. Except I don't like that guy from Muttons to Midnight as much as DJ Yung.

Okay, your laoniang here is very busy.
So off I go to choreograph our hiphop dance.

1st November, who's free to support us? Currently I name my crew WORKING UNTITLED, cuz it IS a working title. :\ I need to think of crew name fast!

And I need a breaker. D: it'll be a plus point in our crew yo!
What if I told myself, "Yes, yes I do."?

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

stupid foot, and school tmr finally! :):):)

CHOREOGRAPHING, CHOREOGRAPHING, CHOREOGRAPHING..

I'm so tired and stressed out now. Ughhhh.
My stupid foot prevented me from doing too much. Daaaaamn.

MUACKS to Afiqah for being able to join my crew!! :D me and Bettina were like "WHOOPIE!" when I told her Afiqah was okay with it.

I've chosen like 6 songs to insert into the mix, and I've only got one segment done up. UGH! The Dum Diddly part, with the madness. Thanks to my inspiration. ;) intense training/practice and major choreographing starts this Saturday after planning. :D

(foot please heal fully by then.)

Anyway, thanks guys for the concern, I'm much better now. :):):) it was only bad the first night, and half of the second day. I doubt its HFMD but yeah I'm good, I'm good.

GOING BACK TO SCHOOL TOMORROW! :D:D
happy la dey!

I've been listening to hiphop tracks on my comp the whole day, choreographing and watching youtube vids for inspiration the whole day.. it'd be nice to go back to school. :)

"Get down on the ground, get down on the ground, ge-ge-get down on the ground."

That song's playing now. Hahaha. Gillie Da Kid's track.

Doubt I can sail tmr tho. Stupid swollen foot. D: but I'm not gonna wear slippers to school la dey! Gonna bring to change at NSC. It still hurts but what to do. I wanna sail a hell lot! Missing the sun, sand and sea like madness.

And oh, David said I'm in his department! Hahaha.
"Saved" me from Likiong. LOL.

If thats the case, "thanks" a lot bud! :):):)

Me, Nic and Louis are in the same dept, all under David! Hahaha, how fun. :D

Okay, gna cool down then bathe.
I need some more inspiration for 1st November! :(:(:(

:(
BLAH!

Choreograph choreograph choreograph.. ugh I just wanna bang a wall and die.

Hiphop competition

Anyone wants in for a hiphop competition?
Auditions 1st November! So its a chiongster thing.

Already got 2 people and a rough track plan out. :):):)

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Boredom makes you do things-



Day One of staying at home..

BORING.

I can't tell you how bored I am, stuck at home. Told David and he was like, "Come to sailing! :DD" yeah, I wish. :( then if I really have HFMD I'd pass it to you people.

Quin, Iggy and Aaron didn't reply me! D:

But yeah, Aaron didn't go to school tooooo. :( neither did Ker.

Now for me, its vitamins after medicines, and vice versa. :(

"Calamine, calamine, calamine lotion~ ohhhh no more calamine lotion~."

Bro turned on MTV and I heard this wondeerrrful song!



Crush, by David Archuleta.

(I kinda remembered how to spell his name by going "Archu! Let ah~.")

I was so bored so I went to oogle at my Matsujun pictures.
Found this! :):):)

Ahem, super cute, no? ;D

Okay! I don't care what you say. Hahaha. I think I'll go have something to eat, since I need to take my antibiotics. (triple ughs.)

p.s. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAHUI! :):)

Monday, October 13, 2008

Hand Foot Mouth. UGH!

I AM SUSPECTED OF HAND FOOT MOUTH DISEASE.

On days where I don't have valid reasons to skip school, I would wish and want to pon school. And now that I finally get a 2 DAY MC from a doc when I never did ask for it, I wish I could go to school tomorrow!

Bloody hell! *pissed*
Some brain I have.

But ya. To hell witcha (oh, just bang a wall please) to whoever said the rash and water bubbles on my hands are symptoms of HFMD. Quinnie you're spared from the rod. :):)

I got 4 of the 6 or something symptoms. Hurrrrr.

And turns out my right foot really IS swollen, oh for the love of pigs! :(


School was slack! Like totally.

Today was (almost?) the first p.geog lesson where Mrs Koh let us slack all the way throughout! :D
I passed all the papers I got today except Chem. Ugh.
But I passed my combined Sciences! YAY! Finally! ;D
I did better than I thought I would have in Chinese. *shocked*


Okay, so after school I went home to change, eat lunch and see a doc.

Just before it reached my registration number, the computer system at the AMK Polyclinic cock up. >:\

So I was in the polyclinic from 3.40pm to like 6pm plus.
Bloody machine.

Took a hell lot of medicines, even got some to take specially in the morning and some specially in the night. Aiyoh, and to think I ABHOR medicines.

Quinneh and Iggy waited for me since she was done tho she was 20 numbers behind me. Went to find David & WF. Aaron was having fever! GET WELL SOON DUDE. :)

Wanted to go arcading but didn't cuz we're all broke.
Ate dinner at Sumo House instead.

David cabbed home, me, Quin and Iggy went to NTUC so they can get their thingys. We saw this bus which had the number plate upside and wrongside up! x)


Okay so you won't be seeing me for 2 days in school, the 3 of them were harping on that fact. Ugh. I don't like missing school when I GET to miss school. :(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SERAAAA!
happy sweet 15th hun! :)
I really wish we were still as close as in sec1 when we threw a surprise birthday for you in KFC. Remember? Hahaha. :):)
YAY! Dad readily agreed to let me get the iPod Nano! :D

He even thought I wanted iPhone so he was like, "Eh I thought you wanted to buy a phone with the iPod..?" haha. And I wanted to pay half but he told me to save money for my Krabi trip with the sailors. :):):)

So yessss, I. Am. Getting. A. New. MP3, like after 2 years! ;)

Now I want October to hurry and end, so I can get my iPod.
Omg, 30th Oct is dad's birthday. :\

Arashi, Arashi, for dreeeam. ;D

Bloody hell, I'm so bored!

And yet I don't feel like going to sleep right now and I have school tomorrow.

But ya, FINALLY arcading tomorrow! :D
With David and Aaron. ;D

Aaron's gna teach me Wangan Midnight (watch me get pwned more likely!) and me and David are gonna teach him how to play Drummania! ;) rusty already la dey!

So tmr:
  1. Bring drumsticks for drummania.
    (I don't like David's cuz they're too light. D:)
  2. Bring extra clothes + slippers to change! ;D
  3. Bring museli bar for dinner..
  4. YAY!
And oh, I've decided: I'M GONNA GET IPOD NAAANOOOOO!

Instead of iPod Classic. Actually I still haven't made up my mind.
But David's tryna get me to get Nano. All the logical reasons. :(

Aiyah k la, Nano is chio-er than Classic, I admit.
And 120GB for what, I also don't need so much.
Watching vids on such a small screen will kill my eyes too, I agree.

I'm gonna get RED while David's gonna get GREEN or something.
(just realised it looks like a traffic light)

Actually I also cannot make up my mind on that.

I originally wanted green or red, and he thinks green is nice. So I'm like he'd better not get the other color or I'd get jealous! ;P sorry buddy. Hahaha.

Anyway, I'm just joking. I'm not THAT bad a friend. :):):)


OKAY, OMEDETO GWEN, YOU GOT YOURSELF INTO A SITCH.
A.RA.SHI by Arashi is stuck in my head now.

ARASHI, HURRY COME TO SINGAPORE NOWWW!
Go Taiwan for what?

And yay I might get to go Japan with Ge-M this December. Johnathan and Timothy hurry get your softball schedules! I think I got my sailing schedule already haha. :)

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Crazy, fugginmuggindaggin-

Did I mention how boring the internet is to me now?
And that I keep feeling that I should be crazily mugging in a library right now, even tho my exams were over a week back? :\

Crazy muggin' brain of mine.

zutto, zutto!

omoide zutto, zutto wasurenai sora.. something something.

Okay I was just trying to remember the Romanji for Love So Sweet (by Arashi!!)'s chorus.

Went out with Ker today! :)
We shopped and shopped and shopped..

And now my legs are feeling very very sore!

Orchard to Somerset to Bugis, haha.

Finally bought my lovely slippers from New Urban Male! ;) long awaited, no? But I didn't buy Havaianas, I bought the one Alicia asked me to get. :P

Red and white, if I wore my red FBTs and a white shirt I'd look like some Singapore Icon thingy with my slippers! Hahaha.

Saw this cat on the roof when I came home. :\

Nevertheless this pic is cute.

And oh! Me and Ker took Neoprints. Like hahahahaomg, how long has it been?
I was just wondering where did all the Neoprint shops in Singapore run to.. :\




Okay so that's that. :)

I need to take time out to do photography man. My Deviantart's getting boring.

Thanks DuckofSuper for featuring me in your Devart Journal! :D


PT in school tomorrow! UGH.
Get ready to die a horrid death sailors. :P I believe my stamina dropped a thousand times.

I do miss the sea a hell lot, tho.