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Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Wake up the memories,

Found this pic of Dylan on the sailing blog! :(

Wanted to put :D but ended up putting this :(

I really miss you a lot la dey. Come and visit us, okay? :) regattas won't be the same without you to give commentaries to me after every race you know! :(:(

Bleh, me and Quin finally had heart-to-heart talk DURING pe.

Ms Chew was like, "What are you two doing? Are you okay..? o__o why are you two crying?"
(we say our piece)

Ms Chew: "AIYOH! Then why are you sitting in the sun to talk? Go into the shade la."

But yeah, thats how we spent out PE session before the hols.

Okay, I was playing POWERBALL (:D) with like, 15 more people? 8 in a team. Me, Cia, Ruixing, Daniel, Winteng, Yuenman, Yiokan, blah.. forgot. Then ya Ruixing and Aaron backed out of the game cuz too many people and area too small. :\ suckerrrs.

Just sat in the middle of the badminton-ers and the powerballers to talk.

But yeah, thank God for that talk. :)
Maybe not.

Found out some stuffs, upset during recess till I started crying. Went back to class with Ker, couldn't hold my tears and just cried.

Bastard, why do I even talk to you anymore?

Eh, so paiseh, the guys were in class (why never turn on the lights, dumbos?). LOL. "Know who your true friends are.. that's very important." thanks Winteng and Kerrie dears for all the comforting!

Geog was slack. But even slack is hardworking in Mrs Koh's class cuz we had to go thru our E-Learning-- geog concepts we applied in the hols homework.

English was.. didn't pay attention again. ;D

Chinese oral immediately after school. Like crap la! I think I'm gna fail like crap please. :( Alex, please cheer up dear and cool down!

Went to Popular with Ker, Melody cousincousin wanted to bake! Me too :D bought teachers' day cards, assessment books (ker made me buy CHEENA D:) and my refill. FINALLY.

Headed to library to finish up the Emath class test with Ker. I suck in co-ordinate geometry luh! Kena nagged at by Lianyi to listen in class lol.

Homed and yay I just came back from eating dinner at some small Korean Restaurant in TPY! :D like a few mouthfulls of my zha zhiang mian (omg why does Zhang Zhexiu like it so much) and I felt full. :(

YOU SUCK.

Give me more space to breathe.
Yeah, you're not worth my love.
Could've just told me the truth from the start right.
Aiyah next time go ask your girlfriend luh.
I bet when you have nothing better to do then you come find me.
Nothing to do? Go bang a fcking wall and die instead.
Its more fun :)
Sucker.

Walao, last time 3E Justin Ong say I've changed cuz I was never this quiet in class, yesterday Bryan Lie (MOMMY!) said I suddenly overnight happy, cuz ever since after the common tests I've been depressed and not myself, and suddenly during Lit I was very happy.

Gawd, am I really that depressing in class? SORRY GUYS!

Eh, I should stop being so dao to him in class too. :\

3ENDEAVOUR GUYS, GO FOR THE CLASS GATHERING OKAY! :D

Monday, August 25, 2008

Feel Untouched,

Swimming PT after school today at AMK swimming complex. ;D
Then dinnered with the juniors at Sumo House. Omg Ker, your happy place! (lol.)

You have no idea how many of us kena cramp today from swimming.
My calf muscles are still hurting like nuts right now k.
Me, Nic Wong, Justin O., Wenfeng, Jack, Agnes all had leg cramps.

But whatever, today's session was just damn fun. Thanks juniors!

And you know what??!

SUMO HOUSE DIDN'T ACCEPT LAONIANG'S 2BUCKS NOTE K.

See what perfect condish it is in?!?!

Got this from the bookshop auntie as change lor, didn't know it couldn't be used once torn. Like wth, Deyuan and Hidir only told me when I showed them what state the damned thing was in. Like ha, ha.

Walking home, it drizzled. I slowed down my pace.. should've just poured.

Got home, asked dad for leg guard. Last time arm guard now leg. :\
Mom made a fuss about how I "jing lai mei you jiao ren".

I mood swinged again..

Got into the room only to see the latest copy of Teenage on my laptop! Thanks mom, yesterday LIME, now Teenage. Hur. Never gotten so many mags before.

This issue was all on depression and girly stuffs.

Not so much on the girly stuffs, but the depression chapter got me scared. Like, freaking out. I cried after reading it cuz I fit all the symptoms. Maybe this explains why I've been such an 'introvert' recently and kept having all the funny moods.

I'm damn scared for some reason.

Suddenly wanna talk to dad about it, but he's not home. :(
He's the only darned person in this household who'll take me seriously.

Sailing tomorrow. Ugh, doubt I can sail if my calf muscles hurt so much. I can't even walk properly! How nice, after I got so hyped up about not swimming for so long.

But the doctor said I should swim more, since I got a slanted back. Aiyohhh :\

Oh, debated with Joseph, Jack, Virginia, Chiaee, Belle and Joey about whether I should get the iPhone! Mainly for the iPod. HAHAHA. But yeah, Belle said it rocks, Joseph and Jack said I should never get an iPhone, go for Samsung OMNIA / HTC Touch Diamond.

KI SIAO UH YOU TWO.

Samsung OMNIA, HTC Touch Diamond YOUR STINKY FEET PL0X.

I'm not that rich, and my parents would rather bang a wall than get me those two phones- expensive beyond words! :o and I'm not the one paying.

And oh, thanks for not being the pangsehers.
I really appreciate that. :)

Damn tired, wordy post again UGH.

TYPICAL 3ENDEAVOUR GUYS' BEHAVIOUR! :D
Check out this excerpt from me and Nic's convo.

(9:04 PM) ☆ nicolette:	gwen !
(9:04 PM) ☆ nicolette:	the guys ARE going !
(9:04 PM) ☆ nicolette:	cause just now during amaths
(9:04 PM) ☆ nicolette:	i asked the guys
(9:04 PM) ☆ nicolette:	haha
(9:04 PM) ☆ nicolette:	then guess what
(9:04 PM) ☆ nicolette:	ruixing and daniel said if jon ha going then they'll go
(9:04 PM) ☆ nicolette:	then jon ha said if justin go then he'll go
(9:04 PM) ☆ nicolette:	then justin said if daniel go then he go
(9:04 PM) ☆ nicolette:	LOL
(9:04 PM) ☆ nicolette:	so finally daniel said they go there set up fire then zao

Ah whatever, go can already. Hahaha. So in all, DANIEL, YOU'D BETTER GO CUZ ALL THE GUYS POINTED IT DOWN TO YOU AND YOU ONLY! ;D

Omg I think I passed th cough I have to my family. :\

Shit.

Good luck for your prelims! :)

Sunday, August 24, 2008

Put on your break lights; we're in the city of wonder,

Guess what my mom gave me this afternoon!

Okay she did give me my lunch, but there was something else.
(and did I mention eating rice out of a plastic bag is fun?)

STEP UP 2: THE STREETS DVD!

Ahhh. You have no idea how much I've been waiting for this thing!
THANK YOU MOM. ;D

Jiayou and goodluck to all the sec4s tmr for their prelims!
Especially the sailors! All the best yeah. :)

Swimming PT tomorrow. Not really keen on going.. I'll just leave myself out again and it won't be as fun as the first swimming PT we had. Infact, nothing will ever be the same between me and the sec3 sailors.

Iggy was telling me that everyone's like asking each other what happened to me.
Well,

I'm not emoing.
I didn't pangseh YOU GUYS.
Its not MY PROBLEM what you guys think.
I've changed and I'm less of an extrovert. Get it, dawgs?
(no I don't mean literally dogs.)

But, I don't really care.

Anyways, Max is talking to me right now about teachers' day! :D he's going back! he'd better be. I can't wait to see everyone again; bet I'll see more changes. Bet the guys will be waaaay taller than me. :(

Just occured to me that I haven't had dinner. LOL.

And yeah I wasn't hungry till that thought hit me. Omg. =.=

I'm REALLY reluctant to go for tomorrow's swimming PT! Like wth. I don't know what I'll be doing before going there and AFTER going there.

Aiyoh, I really just cannot be bothered la okay.
Gwen, just stop caring and bothering.
don't treasure people who don't do vice versa.

Anyways, check out this artist called Matt Pokora. He looks almost exactly like Justin Timberlake! The comments on his music video "Dangerous" are like.. "I don't like J.T.'s new plastic surgery." or something like that.

But I'm super not happy. Tho the song is nice.
HOW COULD SOMEONE COPY JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE'S-

dressing style?
music video style (yeah its freaky, check out e mv for Dangerous.)
even LOOKS??!

Whatever. Leave him to do the self-reflection. Nice song, major loser.

Uploaded the vid I took of PCD at Singfest 08! :D like, finally.

I have like maybe 5 more vids from Singfest? And I also uploaded One Republic's Stop and Stare already, but its not showing on my profile! :(:(:( whats this maaaaan.

Yeah Justin, you wished you could see PCD right, well here they are. I promised a video for you to see. LOL.

Ah speaking of which, Ugly MS still isn't working!
And I'm so despo to play a private server! I wanna feel what its like to be pro. :(

School tomorrow, still planning class gathering for 1st Sept. ;D aren't you happy that we're finally gonna have a chance to bond.

UGH, guys: please go luh!

And Qihua's starting to get really annoying, calling me, smsing me, and msn-ing me to remember to bring Eclipse for him. Like zomg, even yours truly wasn't such a huge fan of the Twilight saga that I kept spamming how much of a lifeless person I am on my MSN nick!

I just feel reluctant to lend him my baby book!

:( its from David and.. it came back to me with the cover bent after I lent it to Jiaqi.
So I'm pretty much reluctant to lend anybody my book anymore.

I really need to stop coughing! :(
Was watching Step Up 2, and I kept coughing till I suddenly tasted blood.
ugh, damn annoying!

What I liked about today?
It rained the whole freaking day. :) :) :)

Seven Things I like,

Woke up this morning to find Doggone on the floor. :(

No actually, I went outside to eat breakfast and teevee. When I came back in THEN I found him/her/it on the floor. :( so saddening.

But he/she/it matches my yellow comfy bedsheets!
And I just realised I've had these bedsheets for a super long time already. Since a lil' kiddo.

(don't ask me why I named my 3 year-old stuffed toy dog "Doggone".
its a.. temporary name. :P)

For some reason, my upper gum near my 3rd tooth bled.
:( yesterday bleed below, today bleed on top..

I might as well join vampires in drinking blood. (noo not Edward Cullen, he kind pl0x.)

Missed dance today cuz of my aching back.
Walao, its been damn long since its been hurting already.

Oh well, Betts, enjoy your solo training.
*sarcasm intended

Swimming PT this monday. wuahahahahaaa.
Happy la, so long never swim already.
But all the guys.. unglam please. :\

Eh, got a lot of Emath homework to complete.
Lianyi smsed me, even chapt 2 I still owe!
Bet all the graphs I owe. I hate doing graphs. :P
Oh ya still got lit homework.
LIT FTW LA DEY! :D

Got this quiz from Yayun's blog.
YY and Pam's blog got a lot of quizzes to kope! ;D

1)What is the connection between you and the last person that u called?
He's my.. best guy friend? Maaaaaybe, maaaaybe not.

2)Do you ever turn your cellphone off?
Noeps. Teehee.

3)What happened at 10am today?
I was having breakfast and watching the telly.

4)When did u last cry?
Quite recently..?

5)What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?
Bread. Thats the ONLY thing I eat pb with.

6)What do u want in your life now?
So many things you'd wish you didn't ask.

7)Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
Umbrella, ella, ella, ei, ei, ei.

8)What is your favourite thing to have on your bed?
DOGGONE! Pictures above pl0x.

9)What bottom are you wearing now?
NOTHANG! No la, my black FBTs.

10)What's the nicest text in your inbox says?
Too many to mention. Hahahaha.

Actually, nothing.

11)Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
Noeps.

12)Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
All mineeeeee! >:\

13)What was the last movie you caught?
Dark Knight. A total BUTT FREEZER!

14)What are you proud of?
Me and my messy room. ^^

15) What was the last song you sang out loud?
Seven Things, by Miley Cyrus.

16)Do you have any nicknames? What are they?
Gwen, Gwennie, Gwendy (Gwend)..

17)What does your last received message says? Who is it from?
"Kay i dont mind :D Yup they're all okay with tge (she meant 'the') shirt, we just need a design xD" from Chuaaaaa Jiaqi. ;D I just opened the sms.

18)What time did you go to bed last night?
4.27am. teehee.

19)Are you currently happy?
No.

20)Who gives u the best advice?
Kerrie, Celine, Justin? :\ cuz I trust them manymany. LOL.

You made me laugh, you made me cry
I don't know which side to buy

Your friends they're jerks when you act like them
Just know it hurts
I want to be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

1001th post! :D

Little kiddos just left.
Aiyoh. I'm always asleep when they come or something.
Stupid ghost show that showed before is on TV again, we watched it last time at Uncle KK's house and its like, dumb. But oh well Channel U is showing it again. :o
Downloaded Ugly MS but cannot work. HAIYOH.

Got quizzehs from Geena's blog.
Whoooh. Been long since I done one uh.

1. What do they call you in class?
Gwen, Gwennie, G.

2. Who is the most quiet in class?
Idk? Everyone's noisy.

3. Who always fails to do their homework?
Me, without a doubt. :\

4. Which teacher always gets angry with you all?
Hmm. All teachers; 3Endeavour is too noisy for their stinky socks to handle.

5. Who is always the earliest to reach school?
Idk.

6. Who is always late?
Aaron Phua! :P

7. Who is the smartest?
Hmm. Ruixing? Preethi? Eleanor?

8. Who is the teacher's favourite?
None of us! Wuahahaa.

9. Who is good in singing?
Lianyi partnerrr. ;D

10. Who is good in dancing?
Uhhhhh, the modern dancers in my class? :\

11. Who is your class joker?
Justin duh. ;D

12. Who always gets scolded?
Everyone. 1/4 for not doing hw, 2/4 for being noisy, 1/4 for being.. idk. themselves?

13. Who is the heart throb in your class?
our class guys are arses! :P

14. Who is the most irritating one in class?
tmj. The Major Loser. (this is my term, no one will know who.)

15. Who is the kind-est?
Ker and Lianyi. [;

16. Who are you close to?
people i am close to.

17. Who always changes seat?
Aaron! hahahaha.

18. Who seats at the back of the class?
daniel, bernice, jiahui, aaron, qihua, syafiqah and zoey.

19. Who usually seats at the front?
people.

20. Ismail?
whadtalkingeuu?

21. Who usually erases the blackboard?
Lianyi and Jiaqi.

22. Who is the noisiest?
CHUAAAAAAA JIAQI! :x

23. Who is the most artistic in your class?
Kerrie Weeeeee love.

24. Who is your class' favourite teacher?
Mr Chng! ;D

THIS OR THAT:

Heels or flats?
flats, without a doubt.
Socks or leggings?
socksss.
Hoodies or Jackets.
hoodies. okay actually I'm okay with both.
Heels or sneakers
sneakers FTW!
Straight or curly hair?
depends.
Hoops or dangling earrings?
hoops.
Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
light AND dark. :o
Are you currently frustrated with a guy?
yeah. maaaaaybe, maaaaaybe not.
Do you have a best friend?
yeah. I think..
Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
noeps. I don't wanna be like people who turn ugly from it.
Do you like your life?
NO.
Ever walked into a guy's bathroom?
yeah. got a prob with that? National Sailing Center's boy toilet. ;D
Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
yup.
Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
gently and playfully, yes.
Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
yeah.
Ever have a good feeling about something?
yeah.
Do you ever wish you were famous?
sometimes. "when I grow up, I wanna be famous, I wanna be a star, I wanna be in movies."

LOL. I'm listening to it now.

Preppy or Punk/Goth??
punk.
Well-educated or Dropout?
well-educated..?
Contacts or Glasses?
contacts.
Funny or Serious?
funnaye.
Romantic or Daredevil?
romantic.
Cute or Hot?
cute AND hot. LOL.
Long or short hair?
long.
Good Dancer or Good Singer?
good dancer.
Motorcycle or Has a Sports car?
sports caaaar. vroomvroooooom!

Saturday, August 23, 2008

Have you ever danced with the devil in the pale moonlight?

HAPPY 1000TH POST!
Upped the font size for my blog since I've got a lot of complaints. :P

3Endeavour PureGeog students & Mrs Koh with JEP students from Akitakata High School.
i seriously miss Nana and Sayaka! :(

Funny how I read Wenhsuen's blog and was like.. I feel exactly the same way!

Downloading MapleSEA and UglyMS now. Aaron gave me the link cuz Justin didn't. >:\
(can't wait to play and get trashed by AaronTheGreat.)

I've got so much I wanna blog but can't cuz you guys will die of wordiness.

Parents gna have mahjong session again. UGGGHS.

Idk why adults like mahjong so much.
I know I know, during every CNY me and cousincousins will go crazy over mahjong, but the adults play it so often! :\

Badminton next PE lesson. Happy la dey! >:D

My results SUCK. Like, sucksucksucksss big time.
Studied so hard for this common test and the results are shitarses. *pouts* nothing over 70marks k. Depressing.

K I should really stop digressing.

BUT I PASSED PURE GEOG! yayyyyyyyz.
Okay fine, Mrs Koh gave the whole p.geog class an easier retest doh.

BUT I STILL PASSED!
dahdummmmm.. (.__.) ??

The sec3s can't expect me to go for CCA with a smile on my face, when they're leaving me out, leaving me alone. Even the juniors come and find me when they see me so upset.

Sec3s? "Gwen, stop emoing." "Gwen, you okay annot?"

Why not talk to me and find out whats wrong instead of asking dumb questions.

I mean, I thought we kinda agreed that if we didn't like something about someone in the team, we'd tell them to change? And that if they didn't change.. its their problem alrd?

What happened to all these things we said we'd do?

Whatever. Like I can't believe it. I absolutely HATE/ABHOR going to school now. In class I'm too quiet for people, during recess I'm too much of a loner cuz PEOPLE TREAT ME LIKE I'M INVISIBLE, during CCA I can spend the whole bus ride to and fro sitting alone.

And furthermore, I'm tired of being the person to always try to arrange stuffs for the sec3 sailors to bond. Do I even get appreciated for that? You guys just take me for granted, casting me aside when everyone else does. I didn't know that best/good friends do that.

Or maybe amongst the sec3 sailors, best/good friends DO do that to each other.

Whaaaat a vicious cycle.

Tag replies!

Jiaqi: haha, thanks a lot Qi. [: i will i will, don't worry. and yup, the DJ course is damn fun when we do recording, so yeah. :D

Drey: lol "too many girls". sighsigh. too many girls in a team = not good! :o

Ker: added and hahaha yeah thats Rae alright. its a small, small world.

Cia: YES YOU GOT THE POWER. LOL. woman i miss you too! :)

Belle: relinked! and sailors are the best when it comes to failed jumpshots. ;D

Yuxuan: PAPERCUTTER! mygosh you have no idea how much your ol' buddies miss you. how's life on the other side of the world? :P i really envy you okay!

Yokeching lover: HAHAHAHA chill. at least you already got it, HARDCOVER somemore la please. i'd die right now if i got a hardcover version of Breaking Dawn, even tho Kerrie says its not worth cuz the storyline sucks. but i already read a few of the pages and its so far so good.

Peckkhee: hahaa I'm not dead yet! tho my blog WAS. i'm now back and alive, kickin' ass! ;D

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I've already put up the Singfest 2008 day 2 photos! Scroll down to see 'em! ;D

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When I Grow Up-

this is the nerd that studied so hard for chem and bio.

Me and Mel. Where did all the innocence go?

I love the sunsets taken just outside my window. Always so fab, aye? :)
(and this pic wasn't edited. ;D)

Its been so long since I blogged! Amazing. Cia was like, what do you do now that you've got no com? Watch TV lor.

Life's been.. suckish? Mundane? Dull.. boring. Its like, one problem after the other. I've been falling sick and I've been contemplating this and that.. its really getting me confused.

And right now, if youtube had a counter for how many times you played a video, I would have played the PCD's When I Grow Up MV over 30 times at least.

SEC3 SAILORS, I REALLY MISS YOU GUYS.
But I seriously hate going for sailing now.

Its like.. idk why, but I keep getting pangsehed.

I hate going for recess; Quin pangsehs me and Iggy follows (they can just leave without me and the way Quin treats me.. its like I'm invisible to her). Then Izdihar will come over and go "Haiyoh Gwen, loner again ah?" :\

Yeah Ryan tries to crack me up cuz he and Iggy keep saying I'm emoing. I 'emo' for a reason right? Effing 'tards. Idk la plz. My problems made me such an introvert- what can I say?

Justin Ong (my class's) told me "Gwen, why're you emoing?" and when I said I'm not, he was all "Ya YOU ARE. You've changed lor, you never used to be this quiet in class." Elie told me my hyperness now is fake cuz I'm actually really depressed, but I smile and get myself hyper cuz I don't wanna let people see..

*sigh* whats happened to me?

Quarrelled with mom this morning. Left the house much later than usual, crying. :(:(:(
Got to school quite on time.

Recess; squeezed with Izdihar again and shared table with the dancers. sigh.

After recess, was hanging around the 3F class when someone in 3C broke a window. Sec4s heard and all went "OOOOOOOOEIIIIIIIII~!" and then sec3s all went "OOOOOEIIII."

Suddenly, all the sec1s, 2s, 3s, and 4s were out of their classrooms, all going "OOOOOOOEIIIII." damn funny can. But Mr Prem and all the D. comm came and we all zhaoed! :P

For once I didn't disiao Ms Yeo during English; very guai k! ;D

Actually wanted to find Justin cuz I didn't wna go home after that, didn't think of anyone else, but Elie kept talking me out of running away from home. "It'll just make everything worse."

I just wanted to walk around aimlessly. Even around HDB blocks. I just didn't wanna go home.

Lunched at J8 with Elie, Jody, Bern and Shirei. Wanted to cut thru Bishan Park then all of them complain hot and no time. AIYOHHHH.

Ate Yoshinoya. Omg I didn't know they had student meals! Went to take MRT back. Bern chionged onto the MRT when the doors were closing and she was the only one who was on that train. LOL.

169 back to school and there was a stupid moth. UGGGGHS.

Late for Radio RJ course. Mom called Mr Tan to tell him I wasn't well. (whatever.) today's lesson was damn fun cuz we did our own show but didn't broadcast. :D

But next week is DJ Young's last week with us :(((((
But after that the MUTTONS are coming to take over us! YAYYAYYAYYAYYAY!

After that, helped the juniors with the family day arrangements and slideshow. JIAYOU, VIRGINIA, AARON, ANDRE AND JOSHUA K. for your presentation!

Homed with Quin and Iggy. Hardly talked to them, just ignored them when they talked to me. And just kept scolding fuck off at Iggy. Sorry luh.

Some people I wna wish happy belated birthday to:
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MR CHNG, JUSTIN, AND JOHNATHAN!

Missing our old selves.
I so want everything to go back to the past. No worries, no quarrels. I could just make you guys hold me like you were piggybacking me and we'd be having fun.

Right now, I don't even see me smiling.

Tell me what the hell I'm doing wrong to deserve such a friend?