When you look me in the eyes-

GOOD LUCK DRAGONBOATERS FOR TOMORROW!
Most prob I won't be going out on water.. but hey I'll be your invisible support thats on shore screaming for you! :D

Went to get my flats (buahahaha Ning! I got FLATS) with David, Quin and Wenfeng at Heeren. :}

I helped David to choose his shoes at Far East, so he helped me choose my flats at Heeren. Hahah. Then Wenfeng totally didn't buy anything (bullshit about needing to get stuffs), and Quin bought her shirt and tie I helped her choose!

Whee. Fashion consultant-y for 2 people. AHAHAHA BULLSHITZ.

Alicia's bringing 2 dresses for me to see tomorrow since I'm a bit comfortable with the dress Ker lent me. I mean, its super nice :D but idk, suddenly makes me feel so matured. LOL.

Sorry Ker! *glances at dress hanging on the hangar* its really pretty la I admit. But I've not exactly worn such dresses before LOL. :] well, I'll see how ^^

And yes your name's plastered all over my blog. HAHAHA.

My hair today made me look like those JC/Poly kids. o__o

Went back to AMK from Orchard at about 9plus with David and Quin. Wf left earlier. We talked and talked and talked. Hahaha.

Basically, a lot about sailing.

UNLESS the juniors change their mindset about sailing, we're never gonna win anything. I mean, hello? Some of the girls tell me they feel like they're forced into sailing.

Next year we shouldn't do the selections. People with the interest like Aik Kien, Terry and Yaorui didn't make it in cuz maybe they failed some stupid test among the 3. So yeah! Kinda not worth it to lose people who are actually interested and give their spots to people who aren't interested and therefore not worth it right?

Some of the juniors even feel like they're being forced into sailing. And they're like, clique-y and all?

Please la, wake up! WORK HARD NOW, GET THE REWARDS AFTER.
xian ku hou tian. (geddit? geddit? Chinese cheem-o leh! :P)

We've set our minds to talk Mrs Sidhu out of doing the selection thing next year, because its really not good. :(

And for tomorrow's dragonboat? Aiyah.. nothing to say. Mr Fong said dragonboat training on Monday right? But end up what, the sailors just ran 3 rounds, 2/3 sets and went home. If Mrs Sidhu were here, we'd run like crazy, do loads of sets AND practice strokes.

We didn't even practice strokes. Worse still, this db isn't made compulsory. :\ end up we're short of girls. AND maybe guys cuz they can just decide whether they feel like going or not.

Sigh.

I wanna make jerseys with the sailors! :D k I've thought of that since last year, but since most sec4s won't wanna and the juniors confirm also won't wanna.. I guess it might only be the sec3s? :\ hahah. Oh well.

We thought of making a tiny one for Mrs Sidhu's baby LOL. Super cute la xD

Sec3 sailors..!:
zheng zuo yi dian!
Don't let minor problems get in the way of our friendship k. ESP *ahems*. You-know-whats right. Hahaha. Being united has always been the strongest point in our CCA, thats why we love sailing so much! So PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE, don't let attitude changes get to us. :]

If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own.
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true



When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.



How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

I can't seem to think anymore.

Egads.

Oh, my God.

I'm wearing a dress for tomorrow? :o omg. Noooo.

Mel came over and made me try on what Ker lent me and.. Riiiiight. She says it looks nice WITHOUT my Levis. BUT NOOOOO MELODYYYY! Spare me >< I needa wear the jeans! Roarrr. My Levis are dark enough anyways! And not like they're baggy T_T

Cuz I'm not gonna wear it as a dress aloneee. Roar. NEVAAAH! *growls*

Going Orchard to get my pumps/flats (k Ning will kill me if I wear flats) with David and Quin later I guess. Hahah. Hmm.

BORED.

Didn't go to school again cuz I'm not feeling well. AGAIN. Must've been from yesterday's PE heatexhaustion thingy. =.= woke up, ate, bathed and felt the headache so I changed out of my uniform and decided not to go =.= lol.

Sian. Wanted to do something today, but cuz I didn't go to school I couldn't. :(

Might go out with David and Quin later to get our stuffs for tomorrow? And yeah I guess Mr Nara's not gonna allow me to dragonboat. Shit, I hope they have enough girls la. :\

Ah well. I need clothes for tomorrow. Mel's gonna pass to me the shirt Ker's lending me. :D weeell I hope its the kind I will wear. Hmm. :\

Roaaar.

Hmm, I'm feeling guilty for thinking those thoughts but whatever.
Actually, I'm still thinking it. Damnnnnit!! :\

I know I should probably be sleeping at this time. But seriously, I'm fussing over what to wear this Friday. Ah, blame Ning for the formal suggestion. Haha!

Everyone's got formal (formal casual) wear but me. Fudgecake. Hahah.

So might crash Ker's place for a moment to check out what I can borrow, then I might go shopshop with David, Quin, Wenfeng. :\ still quite pissed off at the dude. But ah heck, sailors are a family where we're not supposed to be pissed at each other. Haha!

I've been.. *AHEM* absorbed into my storybook. Damn.
I spend 1hr plus every night before going to sleep just reading it. So I sleep at 12.40+AM. Hahah. Dumbass Gwen.

Just saw some person on the CLEO mag with the same name as me (thats GwenDOLYN, and not just Gwen) and she has a similar signature to mine! Hahaha. Laughed my ass off, not without getting a shock and scrutinising the siggy first. :\

I want bubble tea. Mygosh. Fattening ahhhhh Geegee. :(

K Imma crash my bed now. Eyelids getting heavier roar. SHOPSHOP TOMORROW WHEE. :D
Ning: I'M NEVER GETTING HEELS.
Peckkhee: YOU'RE NEVER GONNA SEE ME IN A DRESS.
Quinneh: BLEAH. (LOL)


Why did I think of _______ ____ today? Oh damn. :\
What DID you do?
*jumpy*

Hmm. Its suddenly occuring to me:

Am I confused?



K, yes I am.

Thank you frienddds. :D

Hmm. Today was rather boring, except I almost fainted again after PE (ran 2.4 yo) and I got the privilege to eat jelly in class during pure geog cuz I neeeeed da sugar. :D thankyou Mrs Koh!

I love it during geog cuz Mrs Koh's just so cheery and bubbly. [: and she told me that she destresses by stepping into class, and that we make her feel good! :D ahh how cute!

Anyways. Ran 2.4, before that saw Mr Nara with a few teachers in the canteen.
Went to talk to him about DB. And he told me that Mr Lim won't lemme go :( ahhh 2nd last year I will dragonboat! Convinced him that I'm fine. He'll see how :D

Realised how hard it was for me to run like 1 round without stopping, but I still did.
..Okay I stopped for like 5sec to brisk walk. :\

Last round I gonna K.O. liao. I didn't have a pacer to keep me going, but behind me Ruixing, John Ha and Qihua I think were pacing Yiok An. So Ruixing ended up beside me :D

It was damn funny cuz I jogged as fast as he walked. And FYI, he walked sloooooowly. :\ whenever I stopped I could hear John Ha and Ruixing behind me going "OEI GWEN! YOU'RE A S-A-I-L-O-R! HURRY UP AND TURN INTO ONE!!! DON'T DISGRACE YOUR CCA!"

Then, "TURN INTO SAILOR MOON!" "Yeah Gwen! HURRY TURN INTO SAILOR MOON!" like whaaaat? Sailor moon? Sailor?? =.=

Ruixing will go "Gwen come on la. You call THIS jogging? Aiyoh. *slows down*" then I see him I also slow down lol. Then he'll purposely brisk walk damn fast so I have to run to catch up with him. Hahah.

Damn funny at the last round cuz under the HDB blocks Zoe caught up with me, paced by Bev.

The guys were like "GWEN! Hurry catch up with Zoey! Then after that we go infront of her and block her for you!! :D" took me a while to, and Ruixing blocked her way, Bev went "OEEEEI!!! GAHHH!" and Johnathan went "BLOCKER NUMBER TWOOOOO!" and ran infront of Zoe. Damn funny!

Last part when we were passing the bus stop I down there wanna die liao.

So Ruixing grabbed my sleve and pulled so I had to run. Kept slowing down/stopping, and he kept pulling. Then he grabbed my hand and ran but I didn't run fast, just kept screaming while trying to run =.=

Bev was like "Gwen! So nice got guy pull you leh. MUST RUN! :D" didn't wanna let Zoe overtake me at the last part so I chionged.

Then Ruixing "Gwen, you got the stamina de right? Just don't wanna run hor =.=" hahaha!

THANKS RUIXING! :D
My super gao xiao friend who sits beside me & has an invisible friend AND a pink MP3. ^^

Got back into school, knew I failed. Couldn't catch my breath. =.= some of the girls came and checked on me. LOL. Felt like Sports Day! Jacelyn and Nicolette helped me up to the bball court toilet outside, then went up to the hall for 5 items.

Most people passed? So didn't do. I was lying down in the hall the whole time. Worried the girls even more. sorrysorry! :( went down to office. They wanted me to go home but I didn't wanna. Cuz I was cold I went out and sat in the canteen.

Sinhui helped me to take ice, only to let Ms Chew see and go "huhhhh? Ice? No la how can o__o" but still, thanks! Sorry to mafan you o__o

Mr Nara was in the office at the time. And he was giving me the "its obvious you're not gonna dragonboat, Gwen.." look. And a rather strict look too. :(

Melody bought me hot milo, Ker bought me sandwiches and helped me to teh-tarik the milo. Atiqah tried. xD table was milo-fied! Hah. Cia was telling us how she hates it when sick people go "I'm fine" when we're not. HAHAH.

Unclipped my hair cuz it was damn wet and Ker said I looked like those old ahmah in jackets, curling up and drinking their cup of hot drink. LOL!

No appetite. Hahah. Thanks Ker! My head started going from giddy to giddy + headache. :\ so before we went up Ker bought me the jelly with nata de coco bits inside to bring up for geog. :D

THANK YOU! :D I love you!!! ^^

Nicolette brought my waterbottle down for me and helped me refil it. AH THANK YOU!! :D

Got back to class. Saw a note and I immediately knew it was from beloved Nicolette :D cuz she gave me a note before and it was folded like that. ^^

She lent me her extra PE shirt AND gave me her pack of chocolates! :D I LOVE YOU LA!! So sweet hehe. Changed into her shirt and went back to class with Bern to take our geog stuffs to go down to humanities room.

Was late but Mrs Koh knew I wasn't feeling well. I stayed awake the whole geog lesson despite the fact I was giddy and having a headache! :D ate the remaining sandwich and a bit of Nicolette's chocos.

When I asked Mrs Koh a question in the last of the 3periods, she asked me "Eh why you got jelly?" then I "Oh, low B.P. so Ker bought for me to eat ^^" then she "Ohhh! Okay okay must eat ah! ^^" Mrs Koh's DAMN NICE :D

Mr Lim didn't come for chem. So went down to canteen. Hahah. Slacked cuz we were talking. Bell rang and we went to buy yong tau foo again. :D finally we didn't have to wait like damn long!

I pei-ed Mel to go meet the girl to collect her shirt she bought online. Slept on the MRT cuz I was super tired. And oh, the girl's like damn.. WHATEVER.


..Wondering what to wear for Friday cuz I've got nothing =.= and wondering what I should start studying first. Hahaha.

helloooooooo

I'm not in the blogging mood today :( so yeah. Hahaha. My hands feel supah stiff ah. LOL.

Ugh, MR TANG CAME LATE. We were all damn happy/angry that he was absent, till when we were in the canteen we saw him walking to us, telling us to go back to class first.

Like wtf? Do teachers actually come LATE for WORK? I was just saying yesterday on my post that if he wasn't here to teach us Off Center HE DIE. *fierce face*

Gosh, he spells "Pessimistic" as "Pessismistic",
"Unsanitary" as "Unsanitory".. theres one more but I think I forgot?

And oh, Mr Tang indirectly caused Bryan to get an MORF from OM. He didn't come, resulting in us going to canteen, resulting in Bryan not having anything to do cuz we have NO work from lit OR english, resulting in OM Ng scolding Bryan and giving him Minor Offence for having NOTHING TO DO.


I didn't pay attention to most lessons today. Hahah! [:
Except chem. Well, yeah. CUZ WE DID EXPERIMENTS HOHOHO.

And I scalded my hand with solid ammonium chloride+dilute sodium hydroxide while I was warming the test tube. =.=

Cuz I was using my right hand to hold the test tube over the flame, while my left to hold the damp red litmus paper over the test tube I was warming. It was steadily warming but for God knows what reason why the solution suddenly jumped and spurted out of the test tube as I was observing the litmus paper :(

=.= I screamed + yelped and immediately dropped the test tube + holder onto the table (almost getting my experiment paper wet).

Thought I broke my test tube cuz I just slammed it down lol. My friends around me came to help me after hearing me go "AHHHHHHHGH!" LOL, thanks :D Ker put my hands (yes, BOTH my hands) under running water. They shouted for Mr Lim like 1mil times before he heard them and came to see.

Went to the canteen with Ker to get ice. My hands totally itched but Mr Lim and Ker tried to NEVER let me scratch. LOL. And my hands went numb due to the ice =.=

Came back to the chem lab, Mr Lim told me if I saw bubbles on my hands I have an option to pop it. LOL. Janisha my lovable chem+bio lab partner helped me clean up my test tubes! :D THANK YOU JANI!!

And he said there's something wrong cuz my hands were meant to only feel like a stinging pain, not meant to feel ITCHY. It was itchy PLUS stinging. =.=

Had the ice on the whole time except while eating. The ice melted after that and it actually felt warm HAHAHA.

English after recess, sucked. I was reading my PINK storybook by Shane Bolks, Reality TV Bites. Kinda continued from The Good, the Bad, and the Ugly Men I've Dated.

Chinese was slack. As usual. Hahah. I actually did the zuo ye she asked us to do.. so.. haha to you!

I made it in just in time. Dunno which councilor said "sekola, sediya {?}" and I RAAAAN into the hall, actually forgot my book was in my hand, then quickly put it down. xD and like 3/4 of the class was stuck outside. D: cuz they were late. Eh, Lee lao shi released us late leh!

After assembly Jiaqi cried cuz Mr Prem asked my class to stay outside of the hall and Jiaqi had to explain why.

QI! ITS NOT YOUR FAULT K? Instructions weren't clear, so its not your fault! Everyone hears stuffs wrongly all the time alright? Besides, Mr Prem didn't punish our class in any way. :] cheer up aites? LOVES!

Lunched with Cia, Ker and Mel. Then went to pei Ker to see the doc with Mel for her infection while Cia went home.

KER DOESN'T HAVE TO AMPUTATE {SP?} HER EAAAAR.
Hahaha. Told ya so!

She and Mel bought some foodstuffs, it started drizzling and we went home. Me and Mel walked home since it was near, and Mel didn't know WHERE. LOL. We stay same block but I know the area much better! Hahaha. Love my cousincousin! [;


P.S. HI MELODY NEO *flashes neon green lights* I'M HERE TO NAG ABOUT YOU SINCE YOU TOLD ME NOT TO!

Melody says:
aiya how i know
Melody says:
you this kind siaosiao one
Melody says:
later go on your blog nagggggggggggg about me! HAHAHA

YA SO I'M HERE NAAAAAGGING. Just nice, blogging halfway go check what she said and I told her I WILL. Hahahaha! FAAAARNNY.

helloooo? am i still existent in your life?

Hate EEEEENGLISH!

Ouch. :\ the dead skin I just pulled off on my chin's burning. ITCHY HANDS ROAR.

School today sucked. SUCKED.
K no, only English. Why? Cuz an English teacher uses BROKEN ENGLISH.

I bet my English is more cheem than his k. And he still said "So how do we say this in simpler English?" then I rolled my eyes. Your English is already primary school standard. How much simpler do you want it to be yo?

He doesn't even know how to do the "in your own words" thing properly. Mrs Thomas would kill him if she knew he was teaching Endeavour class such English standards! >:\

I got so pissed off and insane-d at the standard his teaching I shouted "HIS ENGLISH SUCKS!!!!" when me, Bern and Ruixing were complaining among ourselves, and everyone turned to look at me :o then the class broke into laughter lol. Teacher just down there "What's the commotion about there?"

I HATE ENGLISH LESSONS WITH HIM.
Yes, I'll openly say I lost my respect for him the moment he kept going berserk on 3E and missing lessons just cuz he didn't like my class or something. So, whatever!

He'd better teach us our lit okay. If I don't get my A1 this Mid years, *does my "You die" slang* HE DIE. HEEEEE DIE. DIE DIE..

DIE.

I hate Chinese ting xie. HAHAHA. I think a lot of people in 3E failed it miserably. xD but I think Derick got full marks? See, 3A ban de ren YOU BEN SHI! [: ahhh I spoke Chinese!

Stupid Junsheng! He kept mimiking me when I was baika-ed during sports day lol. Die! hahah :x then Kenkiong didn't die, YET, cuz I was eating. Lazy to stand :D hehe.

When buying food Sylvia kept tickling me la! Made me bump into a lot of people in my surroundings damnnit. Paiseh! :x

Weeeeeell, recess totally disappointed me cuz when Donald asked piggy to compare our heights he just walked past Donald, ignoring us. :(

Bio today was uhm. One of the rare (k she just started teaching us..) lessons I get to see Ms Lee so pissed cuz our class took such a long time to pass up our work. But hey, she didn't allow us to sit even tho we greeted her 3 times. :\

Wasn't paying attention, till left like 25mins? then I really sat up to pay attention to her teaching. Hahah. I totally dislike bio now >:(

CME was supposed to be a free period since Mr Lim already gone thru all the international friendship things with us.. but end up he talked about next week's chapter till he actually used the whole time for that! Ah, ha, ha. :\

Lunched with Iggy, Aaron, Mubarak and Joseph at KBCC's macs before going for training. And urm, I guess the talk we had at Ning's didn't work for you yeah? Oh well, if you're not gonna change, I really wu hua ke shuo le k?

There were 4 sec1 girls there too, and they had their food, bags and THEMSELVES sprawled around one side of macs that they occupied like, 12 seats? But heng they were shifting their bags to them. But they kept staring at us! Especially this Pegasus girl.

Really, sec1 then act big liao. I stared back at her, AND SHE KEPT ON STARING! Wtf dumbshit can? I mean, when people realise you're staring at them and look at you, you look away right? SHE JUST KEPT LOOKING AT ME! Then I literally glared at her. =.= hello, its really annoying?
When Iggy told me "Eh Gwen, they're still staring at us. And that girl still keeps on staring at you.." then cuz he doesn't bother to keep his voice down, I look at them and the girl looked at me again! WTF IRRITATING MUCH! Then I looked at her again for like 6seconds before I broke the stare?

Then when Iggy/someone else{?} told me they still kept staring, I looked, and she would again stare at me. Like everytime she hears us mention them she will look at me. Dumbshit!

Walked back just in time for PT. and duh not many people were there. :\

Didn't run cuz Mr Lim would kill me if I did (tio warned during CME). And the sec1 juniors are so slackish! D: cuz Drey caught Aaron J., Andrea and Joshua Kwok lying on the floor while the rest were doing 10plus pumping, cuz Mr Fong couldn't see them as they were behind the wall thing. So I told them "OEI. You better get up and do the pumping first k." and they did.


When others are like that you go all out for them, but when its me you just leave me be? Only the person sitting beside me asked and cared. Did you? Now when others are in the same situation, you care like anything.

So I'm supposed to keep feeling this? Just like before?

Thanks ah.
First them, then my sailing bestie Quinneh.

And I guess Lianyi was right about that thing she said to me during CME?
They're actually saying that I really love you too much. :\


Sigh, unlucky things always happen in my life.
:\

Then when I wanna confide in someone, no one's there.
=.= woah.

AHHH I WANNA SCREAM AND DIE AND CRY RIGHT NOW ROAR!
Feeling depressed again. roar.

Oh. I realised, the councilor badge cut me wrist again. =.= as in, k not AGAIN cuz the first two cuts were intentional (bleah the lines are still there) and now its accidental. Rargh I hate the badge. :\

[EDIT]

Oh yeah, 3Endeavour! Bring test tubes for chem tomorrow :D YAY doing experiments again hoho.
[/EDIT]

Totally not doing my homework! Rah. Lazy. :S hahah.

Blogging cuz I'm bored. o2jam's not working with the stupid Web DB Query shit again. :(

Don't feel like going to school tomorrow. Everytime I go sure got stuffs that make me tio pressurised. Ah well. Is there PT/study session for the sailors tomorrow annot ah. Sian. Should've gone on Thursday despite my sprained right ankle and stuffs. =.=

Pearlin's birthday in 2 days! (right right?) :]

HSM2's playing outside. Again. :\ ohhhhh well. I wanna watch Step Up 2 The Streets again. :(
and The Chronicles of Naria: Prince Caspian on 29th May. :D


Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
and I watch them fall everytime
Another colour turns to grey
and it's just too hard to watch it all
slowly fade away

Rah. How did this all begin.
Should I, should I not? :\
What about trust?
I love you.

-----------------------------------
Did you ever
Lose yourself to get what you want
Did you ever
Get on a ride and wanna get off
Did you ever
Push away the ones you should've held close
Did you ever let go
Did you ever not know

Did you ever
Doubt your dream will ever come true
Did you ever
Blame the world but never blame you


Piggy:
I'm sorry. K nevermind. I know I always am. But you're never satisfied.
Can you give in to me like, now?
I'm tired of all the old shit happening again and again.
I'm tired of getting stressed up.
And thinking what're you thinking of.

b-b-b-breakdown!

Sia la. I've been practising basic bboy stuffs for a while then tired le T_T walao weakling. :(

I still can't do 4 step omg. The video on youtube was bloody confusing! ROAR! :\ well, at least I can do 3 step :D but its super tiring can. 6 step is still the best ;D did uprock and toprock basics which are like freaking easy? But yeah. [: must get my basics right first. Tho I'm self-learning them T_T

See la, do all the 3, 4 and 6 step till my head pain. And I'm gonna practice freezes later (ouchhhhh). o__o I think one day Imma pull Quinneh after school to practice in class LOL. xD super fun.

Eh TIMOTHY NEO YOU BETTER HELP ME BUY A NEW RUBIK'S CUBE! Still can "You think I care ah?" when I ask Mel ask you. Hmph. Go bang a wall and die la hahah. Still can use her hp to sms me what "I'm Melody and I'm blahblahblah."?! LOL.

K I love my sec3 cousins. Hahah! :D

Mental note: Kenkiong's gonna die on Monday. :]

Oh yeah! Dance resumes 11th May and we're gonna combine with another class! WOOTS! Gonna be hell fun knowing more people. :D

I need a new Rubik's Cube. The cooking oil that I used to oil my cube (freak you Justin Ong Qi Da! WHY YOUR ONE OKAY WHEN YOU USE COOKING OIL THEN MY CUBE LIKE GONNA KOYAK ALREADY T_T) dried up and now my cube smells like.. you know, those over-fried foods? EEYUCKS.

I wanna cry la. I had the cube for such a freaking long time already can. And now its like that. And the corner pieces are like super loose they look as if they can come off when you pull them a bit. :(((((((( SAD LA CAN. D:

k. Partially Justin Seah's fault. Justin Seah for making spoil the stickers and turning it violently, Justin Ong (Qi Da and not Xuan) for using cooking oil hence giving me the idea andandand...! :(

Byebye cube-y. :(

Adam G. Sevani!!! <3

Oh. my. god. ADAM SEVANI'S SO CUTE LA WTH! :D eeeeeek!! *dreamy*

His freestyling is sick. He's damn cute ahhhhhs! :D hahaha.
The crew assemble part is super cute can. "Oh nono, not that guy." "that guy's whack." "*presses button*" xD

And the car in the background with the flippy lights at the night scene? Damn cool can. Hahah.

"Who?" "Miley and Mandy?" "Oh. Its on." super funny. Hahah. Cuz they're challenging Miley and Mandy to an online dance battle via youtube. HAHAHA.

Bounce, like yo' ass had the hiccups-

Bounce (like we was ridin' in my pickup)

Bounce (why you lookin' so sad? baby girl you need to cheer up)

Tuition in a bit! SIAN AH. :T I hate tuition tralalas tho Mr Phua is a nice teacher. LOL.

I wanna quit ASAP! But after that I'll be even more lost than now cuz I don't understand a shit tho I've got tuition? :( ehhh someone tutor me! Buahahaha. (k better not cuz if you do you'll vomit blood)

BOUNCE-
c'mere girl c'mere girl c'mere girl
(k sorry random)

I'm sleeeeepy. o__o like real sleepy. I slept at 1plus yesterday cuz I was watching the whole of Step Up 1 on youtube! Thanks crazyenzy for uploading the parts. Hahah. Then I practiced hiphop for a while and went to sleep. FREESTYLEEEE ownz! Woots. [;

I'm gonna wait till Step Up 2's out on DVD, then I'll buy it and watch it over and over like what my bro did to the Transformers disc we have. LOL. Anyone wanna come over and watch? :D then I'll buy Step Up 1 too. ;] Step Up faaaaan! :D

OMG THE CHRONICLES OF NARNIA: PRINCE CASPIAN'S COMING OUT 29TH MAY! Yaaaaay. :D anyone wanna go watch? Hahah I've been wanting to watch it ever since they showed the trailer when the sailors were watching The Golden Compass. :D

I'm yawning. YAAAWN. I wonder if o2jam's working. Stupid Web DB Query. :(

Did major filing of all my notes, worksheets and shitz in my clear folder yesterday night, and now its so much thinner! Mainly cuz I got rid of all my Geog notes from Mrs Koh and stuffed them into my Geog file. Hahah. My geog file's the thickest x.x and now I gotta lug my files to school if I got those subjects cuz all my notes are in there. :( ring folders leh! :o

FEEL LIKE SLEEPING OMG.
K nvm, I shall go bathe first. If not I'll be late again.


What do you need to know about that for?

I want you to.

Blog spamming, again. Idk why but my hands suddenly feel damn stiff when I type o__o

I WANNA STUDY UH! Studystudystudy. Everytime I say that also never do.. so its kinda no use. Hahah. I'm still pretty bothered about what happened so I'm like gonggong de. x_x

Went to Long House earlier with my parents, bro and maid after Gerald's badminton practice and I ate the Korean beef thingy. Ehh not too bad lei :D I might go there sometimes after school or whatever to eat again. Hahah! But its a freaking 7bucks. :x

No dance tomorrow! So its gonna be hell boring after tuition, which I've not quit and not paid for the last 2 months fees! :o

I wanna save up and buy those arm warmers and caps I want for hiphop. I still can't do a basic freeze wtf! My hands freaking hurt the moment I lift my legs. T_T damn useless la. I still don't know how Quin does it! Its not my head that hurts but its my right arm supporting my legs when it goes up for the freeze. :\ maybe I'm not using the right arm to support. :(

Mio box SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS. Freaking slow like anything now. Even Lianghong and Aaron and Quin agrees. Gosh. :( I hate my internet!

I CAN'T EVEN O2JAM. Like whaddahells? My life tio sucked out le. Nothing to do.

I love Izdihar's mini Rubik's Cube keychain! Better yet, its the original thing. :D but it costed his sis 20bucks at Esplanade. Like wth, expensive can. :\ I wanna buy it! Hahah. My dad said he's meeting the Rubik's Cube supplier tomorrow! Then I was like "DADDY BUY ME A NEW ONE. See my cube T_T *takes out my koyak-ed cube thanks to Justin Seah NAAANZheng*"

I so want a new cube.
I so want my Good Charlotte CDs! ROOOOAAR!
I so want my hiphop stuffs.

Oh damnnit. Moneh fly. $_$


Come back and color my life again, its bleek. :\
Can you like do me a favour this once and be the one to give in?
I don't wanna not talk to you for a week+ like last time :(

I guess I may not say it..
but I realised whenever we argue/quarrel and ignore each other,
my life feels really empty without you.
yes I may have my friends and everything,
but not having you here kinda sucks.
everytime something happens, the first person I think telling it to is you.
but yet you're not here.
everytime I see you in school I wanna whack your back and laugh again,
But I can't.
I tried to tell you everything; how I felt.
But you just pushed me aside.
wo bu gan yuan!
I won't succumb to this fate.

Roar fuck the thoughts.
Read the chat logs of last year and cried.
Wth is wrong with me.

BORED!

Saw the chinese doc today again. She came to my place this time cuz my relatives weren't seeing her this week. Did accupuncture and the usual shitz. I'm better now! :D hahah.

Going to Long House to eat dinner after my bro finishes badminton. Zzz lazy to go la. Dad wanted me to take a bus down but I whined I was lazy so he has to come back and pick me. HAHAHA. xD laziness rules! o__o

Belle got a new iPod Nano! D: roarrrrr! I want an MP3 too hahah, mainly cuz listening to music takes away my hp batt. :\ and my MP3's still with Ning! I think since sec1. But thats like 512MB. Haha, can't live with that little space =.= Ruixing's MP3's still the best la, PINK COLOR! Hoho.

Based on my birthday?? :|

You have pleasant and friendly personality. People look up to your wit and imagination. You are unpredictable and hardly complete what you started, which sometimes create negative impact to people around you. Your Love, Falling in love becomes your routine. Most of the time, you are lucky. You fascinate people with good taste but you never have enough with one. Although your love progresses very fast, it never lasts.


Your greatest STRENGTHS ...
Dynamic, intelligent, always opportunity-taking and enterprising.

(whee I'm intelligent!)

Your greatest WEAKNESS ...
Avoid responsibility.
(ehh. omg, VERY TRUE LEH o____o i think..)

Jobs you should pursue ...
Teaching and sales.

(hahah funny cuz I wanted to be a teacher when I was young (but not now) and I wanna be a salesperson as my holiday job o__o)

I went to try a pig's birthday and well. Pretty true. Wakao this is scary. Hahaha.

If only we were still talking. :(

I've got so much to tell you man.