Packing for OBS now. And I'm like super sleepy.
5days away from school. Sigh.. Oh well, I'll find some way to catch up.. some how. [;
Went for lunch with my family and Johnathan's (my cousin) family. Ge-peh, ge-m, Johnathan were there. Only Timothy :( I think he was having tuition. Ahma was also there :D we ate DIAN XIAO ER!
K la nothing fantastic about the food there. But yeah. The nicest thing there was the duck x] its super nice! Hahah. The fish also. When I reached there Ge-m was like "And there's your Coke, see Johnathan is such a nice cousin hor." then he started laughing. o.o I wonder why.. (still, psssssst! I don't drink Coke!)
We were talking about OBS, and my dad was all "You have to kill a chicken and cook it yourself!" then I "EEEEE don't be gross la. Don't have to lor please." then he "If not what, you expect a chef to cook for you ah? You ask Johnathan!" so I turned to my left and asked "Johnathan! When go OBS no need to kill chickens, right? o.o"
"Ya. Need."
"WHAT?!?!"
"Ya. Need lor. You know how to kill annot? You take the neck *puts down his drink and pretends he's grabbing something* and twwwwwwist it like that *does the motion with his hands*."
AND I FELL FOR IT! I was EEEEEEW-ing for like idk how long. Then ge-m was like "Why what happened?" then Johnathan started smiling. My dad suddenly went "Aiyoh, Johnathan ah! You're such an awful liar! You were doing fine at the start till you started smiling.. and gave it away.." WALAO EI!!! D: I fell for his lousy lie. JOHNATHAN NEO!!! Rarghhhhh. =.=
After lunch Johnathan went to walk around hub to shop by himself before meeting friends. Then me, dad, mom and Gerald went to this pharmacy-like shop besides NTUC and bought stuffs like Mopiko, Lozenges and panadol for OBS.
Went home and used the com! :D played Audi. Then Quin came online so I played with her. [: played ballroom! Its quite fun but keeps on lagging D: esp when the changing partner mode is on. Piang :(
Talked to piggy after that. HAHA [: can tell he was quite sian. Uh, sorry! :( I know I'm damn boring to talk to on the phone haha. Then he gave me a bunch of nonsensical letters that made completely no sense and ask me solve the puzzle o.o
And YA. I know what it is k. GRRR. Aaron helped me since I remembered he read Digital Fortress already. HMPH. Tomorrow piggy's so dead. :D
K 12.19AM already and I'm not even halfway thru packing my stuffs. I think I better go continue. Stupid computer stop distracting me!
:( 5days 5days.. ah tahan-able! [; don't miss me yeah HAHA. ♥
ITRSHM SGD OHF, piggy! (go figure it out. Hahaha [;)
Monday, January 21, 2008
Heels Over Head
Heels Over Head
>Boys Like Girls
>Boys Like Girls
I got your runaway smile in my piggybank baby
Gonna cash it right in for a new Mercedes
You were worth the hundred thousand miles
But you couldn't stay awhile
I got your little brown shirt in my bottom drawer baby
And your little white socks in the top drawer
You were always leaving your shit around
And gone without a sound
Yeah I'm the first to fall and the last to know
Where'd you go?
Now I'm heels over head
I'm hangin' upside down
Thinking how you left me for dead
California bound
I got a first class ticket to a night all alone
And a front row seat up right by the phone
Cause you're always on my mind
And I'm running out of time
I've got your hair on my pillow and your smell in my sheets
And it makes me think about you with the sand in your feet
Is it all you thought it'd be?
You mean everything to me
But I'm the first to fall and the last to know
And where'd you go?
Now I'm heels over head,
I'm hangin' upside down
Thinking how you left me for dead
California bound
And when you hit the coast
I hope you think of me
And how I'm stuck here with the ghost of what we used to be
You're burnin' bridges baby
Burnin' bridges, making wishes
Yeah you're burnin' bridges baby
Burnin' bridges, making wishes
You're burnin' bridges baby
Burnin' bridges, making wishes
Yeah you're burnin' bridges baby
Burnin' bridges, making wishes
You're a chance taker, heartbreaker
Got me wrapped around your finger
Chance taker, heartbreaker
Got me wrapped around your finger
I got your runaway smile in my piggybank baby
Gonna cash it right in for a new Mercedes
If I drive a hundred thousand miles
Would you let me stay a while?
Now I'm heels over head,
I'm hangin' upside-down
Thinking how you left me for dead
California bound
And when you hit the coast
I hope you think of me
And how I'm stuck here with the ghost of what we used to be
Now I'm heels over head,
I'm hangin' upside-down
Thinking how you left me for dead
California bound
And when you hit the coast
Maybe you'll finally see
And then you'll turn it all around and you'll come back to me
Gonna cash it right in for a new Mercedes
You were worth the hundred thousand miles
But you couldn't stay awhile
I got your little brown shirt in my bottom drawer baby
And your little white socks in the top drawer
You were always leaving your shit around
And gone without a sound
Yeah I'm the first to fall and the last to know
Where'd you go?
Now I'm heels over head
I'm hangin' upside down
Thinking how you left me for dead
California bound
I got a first class ticket to a night all alone
And a front row seat up right by the phone
Cause you're always on my mind
And I'm running out of time
I've got your hair on my pillow and your smell in my sheets
And it makes me think about you with the sand in your feet
Is it all you thought it'd be?
You mean everything to me
But I'm the first to fall and the last to know
And where'd you go?
Now I'm heels over head,
I'm hangin' upside down
Thinking how you left me for dead
California bound
And when you hit the coast
I hope you think of me
And how I'm stuck here with the ghost of what we used to be
You're burnin' bridges baby
Burnin' bridges, making wishes
Yeah you're burnin' bridges baby
Burnin' bridges, making wishes
You're burnin' bridges baby
Burnin' bridges, making wishes
Yeah you're burnin' bridges baby
Burnin' bridges, making wishes
You're a chance taker, heartbreaker
Got me wrapped around your finger
Chance taker, heartbreaker
Got me wrapped around your finger
I got your runaway smile in my piggybank baby
Gonna cash it right in for a new Mercedes
If I drive a hundred thousand miles
Would you let me stay a while?
Now I'm heels over head,
I'm hangin' upside-down
Thinking how you left me for dead
California bound
And when you hit the coast
I hope you think of me
And how I'm stuck here with the ghost of what we used to be
Now I'm heels over head,
I'm hangin' upside-down
Thinking how you left me for dead
California bound
And when you hit the coast
Maybe you'll finally see
And then you'll turn it all around and you'll come back to me
Saturday, January 19, 2008
BJDs!
I so wanna get a BJD (Ball Joint Doll)! They look so real okay. OMG I'M IN LOVE WITH THEM! x]
Credits: Onnawufei @deviantart
Looks damn real right. You can even change their wigs. [: should check out Onnawufei's gallery. I'm wondering where the dolls got their clothes from. There's this doll with a clip on her hair. Its like, the clip's so freaking small. So yeah, wondering where onnawufei bought them from.
Played Audi today. My bro woke me up cuz my phone was ringing. Then went back to sleep x] haha. And forgot to check my phone when I woke up again =.=
Don't feel like going dance tomorrow. Wanna mentally prepare myself (buuuullshit) for OBS! Hahah.
My mom's like, forcing me to drink cough syrup and stuffs. Cuz I'm coughing like hell D: and got blocked and runny nose. Omg, no good! Can't fall sick before OBS. But ahh heck, I'm still gonna go anyways. [:
Just regret cuz I'm missing 5days of school and 2days of training but what the heck x]
And oh, still have not tried AuditionSEA's ballroom mode. Ughhh. I watched people play tho, and they never switch partners like in AudiKorea's ballroom mode! SO NOT FUN. There was this girl who I watched la. Both times she played, both times her partner DC x] haha. Then changed to NPC. She was like "EEEEEEEW! THE NPC!!!" cuz her 2nd NPC-ed partner was uh, forgot the NPC's name. He had a cape and all. HAHA.
Might go Aunty Belinda's place for dinner later. Then dad's gonna send me back. Wah zzz sian. LOL. I need to pack already.
DERICK, PLEASE REMEMBER TO BRING THE FIRE STARTERS ON MONDAY! Daron too [: haha.
Note to self: Save more money for new pencilcase and wallet. :o
Friday, January 18, 2008
:D
LOL. Found this while surfing the AudiSEA ppark forums (oooooooh, a lxytian2003 & evilangle anti thread!). Hahah. Seemed pretty cute. Mmmhmm. 20th Jan will see what Pokemon it is! HAHAH. Level it by clicking the feed it a rare candy thingy link.
I leveled it like 3times already. LOL. :D
OBSOBSOBS! Ahh :(
Wah, just came back at about 5pm. LOL. Wanted to come back earlier but stayed in school to watch the teachers (2 Mr Lims, Mr Yeo and Ms Chew) play basketball! :D Ms Chew super pro! [: Mr Lim ah.. aiyohhh. x] joking.
Stayed back after lessons to clean up class. No one in my group (Nicolette cleaned the whiteboard!) bothered to stay back can, and today's our duty day..
Mr Lim talked to Sera for the chitchat thing till she cried! No la he didn't make her cry. She was talking about her parents I think and she got sad :( darling cheer up! Then went with Kerrie and Lianyi to canteen to eat. I wasn't hungry so eat Nata-de-coco thingy. Iggy koped like a lot. Hahah!
Went hub with Gengtao, Derick and Daron to get the firestarters and cotton twine from NTUC. Saw this pretty white Adidas watch at the watch place outside NTUC! :D four (or 3, if Daron doesn't buy) of us are gonna buy that watch together! :D damn cool. Hahah. But its 98bucks, 95 with student offer if we buy 2 or more. [: I hope my parents let me buy cuz I've had my Baby-G for so long.
Ate Sumo House with them. Derick bought the E-taki (octopus!) and I tried one without the head. Tasted like charsiew with the sauce... o.0
Went back to hub to look at that watch AGAIN! Hahah. I wanted the one with the redish-pink numbers and gold buttons but Gengtao and Derick wanted the one with the black numbers and silver buttons cuz the one I wanted was more girly. But I found it unique! So Gengtao agreed to buy the one with the redish-pink numbers while Derick and Daron buy the more guy one [:
Took bus back to school with them to pei Derick to take his bag. Wanted to leave immediately but realised today is Friday- teachers' games day! Haha. So went to watch the chers play bball with the dancers, Jiaqi so bad la keep saying Mr Lim lao kui. I was cheering for him k! Till he kept missing then I join Jiaqi's side! x]
Mr Lim played till he had a blister! Walao. Lousy shoe man. The skin was like bloody big piece la, and Maruay got him a nailclipper to clip off the skin and there was this red circle on his socks o.o eeeeeyucks! I kept screaming "EEEEEEEEEEEEEWWW!" when I saw it. D: hate blood.
Walked to bus stop with Derick. Couldn't take 262 with me cuz he was late. Hahah. Sad! x] lol.
Hmm OBS in like 3days! Omg. I'm tempted to do what Derick's tempted to do, but OBS is a once in almost a lifetime thing, and all my friends are going. So might as well go! x] haha.
5days of school.
2days of training.
OMG!
Stayed back after lessons to clean up class. No one in my group (Nicolette cleaned the whiteboard!) bothered to stay back can, and today's our duty day..
Mr Lim talked to Sera for the chitchat thing till she cried! No la he didn't make her cry. She was talking about her parents I think and she got sad :( darling cheer up! Then went with Kerrie and Lianyi to canteen to eat. I wasn't hungry so eat Nata-de-coco thingy. Iggy koped like a lot. Hahah!
Went hub with Gengtao, Derick and Daron to get the firestarters and cotton twine from NTUC. Saw this pretty white Adidas watch at the watch place outside NTUC! :D four (or 3, if Daron doesn't buy) of us are gonna buy that watch together! :D damn cool. Hahah. But its 98bucks, 95 with student offer if we buy 2 or more. [: I hope my parents let me buy cuz I've had my Baby-G for so long.
Ate Sumo House with them. Derick bought the E-taki (octopus!) and I tried one without the head. Tasted like charsiew with the sauce... o.0
Went back to hub to look at that watch AGAIN! Hahah. I wanted the one with the redish-pink numbers and gold buttons but Gengtao and Derick wanted the one with the black numbers and silver buttons cuz the one I wanted was more girly. But I found it unique! So Gengtao agreed to buy the one with the redish-pink numbers while Derick and Daron buy the more guy one [:
Took bus back to school with them to pei Derick to take his bag. Wanted to leave immediately but realised today is Friday- teachers' games day! Haha. So went to watch the chers play bball with the dancers, Jiaqi so bad la keep saying Mr Lim lao kui. I was cheering for him k! Till he kept missing then I join Jiaqi's side! x]
Mr Lim played till he had a blister! Walao. Lousy shoe man. The skin was like bloody big piece la, and Maruay got him a nailclipper to clip off the skin and there was this red circle on his socks o.o eeeeeyucks! I kept screaming "EEEEEEEEEEEEEWWW!" when I saw it. D: hate blood.
Walked to bus stop with Derick. Couldn't take 262 with me cuz he was late. Hahah. Sad! x] lol.
Hmm OBS in like 3days! Omg. I'm tempted to do what Derick's tempted to do, but OBS is a once in almost a lifetime thing, and all my friends are going. So might as well go! x] haha.
5days of school.
2days of training.
OMG!
Thursday, January 17, 2008
Mmm better.
Shall post about more stuffs. Feeling better. Just needed to get the rant out. Haha.
Mmm. Today's PE was highly uh, great? We ran 1.6 (like 10.42mins! Finally haha), did situps (did 47. Shouldn't have stopped) and STANDING BROAD JUMP! :D at first jumped 190cm, but when PE ended, I asked Ms Chew to let me jump again with Lianyi since we nothing better to do. Hahah.
And I jumped 199cm!
(walao, 1 more to 200. Stupid left (or right?) foot!)
Recess.. drank the drink thing with jelly. Not too bad. Justin Seah (NAAAAAAN ZHENG!), Shaun and Linjie they all came to sit where me and Lianyi were sitting zzz EXTRAS. [: then I last min go buy food and chionged it. Hahah.
Had lit after recess. Went to the library to watch the video of the play of our lit text, Off Center. A bit sian la, quite stupid. Hahah. x] and oh! Now after PE don't need to change out of PE clothes into uniform already! :D Mrs Leong only told 3D la never tell us..
English.. we had one slacking period! Cuz my group finished the Friendship poster already. Hahah. We were like the only group (or was Ruixing's group also slacking?) who were standing around, with Winteng and Yuenman singing and singing Chinese songs. I wonder why Mr Ho never catch us la. =.= haha.
WINTENG ALMOST MADE ME SIGN UP FOR CHINESE SINGING COMPETITION OMG. Then after school Cyndi come and confirm with me then I scream "CYNDI WO BU YAOOOOO!" x] sorry Winteng and Lianyi! :( me and Yuenman ps you two. :(
Stayed back to help Kerrie with the class deco. Justin Ong also stayed back cuz he was also the Art Director or whatever.
Lit rep (aka me) come and kachiao la. HAHAH.
Then Kerrie left for tuition, Melody zhao-ed with Mandy, I was left with Justin. Then we were like deciding how to do the 3E sign thing. Haha. Bev's right la, HE'S SUPER CUTE. LOL! x] kept suanning me about the 'E' I drew, "See la the center so small one! Why so small? Aiyoh!!! Mine nicer right? Riiiiiiight??" =.=
Justin left to go meet his friends, so ya I was left alone. Waited for Derick cuz he left his bag in my class and went to eat cuz he wanted to pei us. Or now it was me =.= haha. He came back with Gengtao (super slow eater la he).
Wanted to put bags outside council room then saw Jody, Likiong and Sally there lol. Mrs Sidhu just nicely saw Derick and talked to him. Then we talked about OBS.
Jody said "I don't know how to swim. LOL!" then Mrs Sidhu said "Don't worry, got lifejackets." LOL.
Went opposite after that so Gengtao and Likiong could eat. She treated us to cheese fries and some onion rings/nuggets! Omg la, GENGTAO YOU'RE LIKE DAMN NICE! :D
Hope to be in the committee for SEC1 SELECTION CAMP! :D gonna be super fun. Hahah. Derick's chairperson! [: Gengtao wants to be advisor. LOL. I wanna be in comm no matter what! x]
Chatted in school. Felt warm so we asked the lady to help us open council room :D at first Gengtao didn't dare to go in cuz she was afraid Muitiang come and scold her for going inside council room. Hmm why SC and PL so much "problems" between us? :( we're like meant to be a team with them can :(
Slacked inside and talked about diff stuffs (including my laughter. Ameer kept asking me to laugh cuz he said my laughter was "delightful" or something =.=) till like 7pm! LOL. Haha. Super late k. OM Han chased everyone left in school off by blowing his whistle and saying "OM HAN WANNA GO HOME!!! *peeeeeeeeeep!*" x] haha.
Went outside school with some of the sec3 dancers and we talked about OBS. Lots of tears shed :( aww Sera!
Discuss till I reached home at like 8pm. Aiyoh. Hahah. Sleepy already can. Haha.
Then Gengtao realised, discussing so much about it also no use cuz priority goes to her for OBS. Sigh. I wish both of them can go la, makes things so much easier. D:
I'm sorry. Maybe what you said didn't help me cuz I was feeling really stressed out. I didn't wanna say it over the phone to make you worried or something (doubt you would be! Ahhaha) but yes I was sad. Mmm refer to prev few posts. Don't wanna elaborate. Just know I'm sorry if I sounded moody at the end k?
Right now, I'm sleepy. 12.55AM over and out.
Mmm. Today's PE was highly uh, great? We ran 1.6 (like 10.42mins! Finally haha), did situps (did 47. Shouldn't have stopped) and STANDING BROAD JUMP! :D at first jumped 190cm, but when PE ended, I asked Ms Chew to let me jump again with Lianyi since we nothing better to do. Hahah.
And I jumped 199cm!
(walao, 1 more to 200. Stupid left (or right?) foot!)
Recess.. drank the drink thing with jelly. Not too bad. Justin Seah (NAAAAAAN ZHENG!), Shaun and Linjie they all came to sit where me and Lianyi were sitting zzz EXTRAS. [: then I last min go buy food and chionged it. Hahah.
Had lit after recess. Went to the library to watch the video of the play of our lit text, Off Center. A bit sian la, quite stupid. Hahah. x] and oh! Now after PE don't need to change out of PE clothes into uniform already! :D Mrs Leong only told 3D la never tell us..
English.. we had one slacking period! Cuz my group finished the Friendship poster already. Hahah. We were like the only group (or was Ruixing's group also slacking?) who were standing around, with Winteng and Yuenman singing and singing Chinese songs. I wonder why Mr Ho never catch us la. =.= haha.
WINTENG ALMOST MADE ME SIGN UP FOR CHINESE SINGING COMPETITION OMG. Then after school Cyndi come and confirm with me then I scream "CYNDI WO BU YAOOOOO!" x] sorry Winteng and Lianyi! :( me and Yuenman ps you two. :(
Stayed back to help Kerrie with the class deco. Justin Ong also stayed back cuz he was also the Art Director or whatever.
Lit rep (aka me) come and kachiao la. HAHAH.
Then Kerrie left for tuition, Melody zhao-ed with Mandy, I was left with Justin. Then we were like deciding how to do the 3E sign thing. Haha. Bev's right la, HE'S SUPER CUTE. LOL! x] kept suanning me about the 'E' I drew, "See la the center so small one! Why so small? Aiyoh!!! Mine nicer right? Riiiiiiight??" =.=
Justin left to go meet his friends, so ya I was left alone. Waited for Derick cuz he left his bag in my class and went to eat cuz he wanted to pei us. Or now it was me =.= haha. He came back with Gengtao (super slow eater la he).
Wanted to put bags outside council room then saw Jody, Likiong and Sally there lol. Mrs Sidhu just nicely saw Derick and talked to him. Then we talked about OBS.
Jody said "I don't know how to swim. LOL!" then Mrs Sidhu said "Don't worry, got lifejackets." LOL.
Went opposite after that so Gengtao and Likiong could eat. She treated us to cheese fries and some onion rings/nuggets! Omg la, GENGTAO YOU'RE LIKE DAMN NICE! :D
Hope to be in the committee for SEC1 SELECTION CAMP! :D gonna be super fun. Hahah. Derick's chairperson! [: Gengtao wants to be advisor. LOL. I wanna be in comm no matter what! x]
Chatted in school. Felt warm so we asked the lady to help us open council room :D at first Gengtao didn't dare to go in cuz she was afraid Muitiang come and scold her for going inside council room. Hmm why SC and PL so much "problems" between us? :( we're like meant to be a team with them can :(
Slacked inside and talked about diff stuffs (including my laughter. Ameer kept asking me to laugh cuz he said my laughter was "delightful" or something =.=) till like 7pm! LOL. Haha. Super late k. OM Han chased everyone left in school off by blowing his whistle and saying "OM HAN WANNA GO HOME!!! *peeeeeeeeeep!*" x] haha.
Went outside school with some of the sec3 dancers and we talked about OBS. Lots of tears shed :( aww Sera!
Discuss till I reached home at like 8pm. Aiyoh. Hahah. Sleepy already can. Haha.
Then Gengtao realised, discussing so much about it also no use cuz priority goes to her for OBS. Sigh. I wish both of them can go la, makes things so much easier. D:
I'm sorry. Maybe what you said didn't help me cuz I was feeling really stressed out. I didn't wanna say it over the phone to make you worried or something (doubt you would be! Ahhaha) but yes I was sad. Mmm refer to prev few posts. Don't wanna elaborate. Just know I'm sorry if I sounded moody at the end k?
Right now, I'm sleepy. 12.55AM over and out.
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Shhh shut up.
Mmm. Its the wrong time for me to feel like I'm suffering, to feel that I'm stressed out.
Nah. I shouldn't feel this way. I can't feel lousy. Its only the start of the year and I'm wishing I were dead. Hahah.. amusing.
I'm not shedding these tears for nothing. I wish I could one day just explode, and I'll feel better. I've got too many problems to handle. So many things I wished I could do, but no. Everything's about this, that.
I can take all the insults, and all the "You're wearing a tie" shit (k so far haven't gotten that). I hate biasness from other teachers in our class. I'm wishing teachers won't go so fast. I can't catch up. I feel useless cuz I'm seemingly the only one.
I can handle this yes I can. Even you. Hahaha.. I can talk to myself even if I can't talk to you. Hahahahaha!
WON'T IT BE GOOD TO BE OFF CENTER? HAHAHAHA!
Then no one in this f*ing world would bloody care. Ooohlala! [:
Nah. I shouldn't feel this way. I can't feel lousy. Its only the start of the year and I'm wishing I were dead. Hahah.. amusing.
I'm not shedding these tears for nothing. I wish I could one day just explode, and I'll feel better. I've got too many problems to handle. So many things I wished I could do, but no. Everything's about this, that.
I can take all the insults, and all the "You're wearing a tie" shit (k so far haven't gotten that). I hate biasness from other teachers in our class. I'm wishing teachers won't go so fast. I can't catch up. I feel useless cuz I'm seemingly the only one.
I can handle this yes I can. Even you. Hahaha.. I can talk to myself even if I can't talk to you. Hahahahaha!
WON'T IT BE GOOD TO BE OFF CENTER? HAHAHAHA!
Then no one in this f*ing world would bloody care. Ooohlala! [:
STUDIES are like so whatever.
Hahahahahahahahahahahaha.
I wish I could laugh forever.
BUT I CAN'T. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAA SAD.
I don't know why. I'm like putting on a facade. Woah, cheem word, for someone like me.
Maybe on the outside I seem happy. Hahah. But yeah, maybe inside I'm not.
I've been feeling super lousy recently. Feeling like I'm a failure, like I'm never getting anything right. When told jokingly to go jump out the window, I really wish I could have the courage to just open the grills and jump. Oh well, I can't.
Time management.. f* you. :(
I'm guessing if I went to school and showed everyone how I really feel, I'd be like depressed kid. Super quiet.. then I'll not talk and shit. Heh.
Mmm, I really wish I could drop subjects. But yeah, impossible. I know I'd never fail one (except emath) too badly. I wish I could get all the tuition in the world to improve my Math but I know how much I won't pay attention, NOTHING in Math interests me.
Lousy freak. Hahahahaha. Everyone's coping but me. Sec3 is meant to be chicken feet to some. But I'm like, dying out here hello. And all I can do is cry. Oh wtf.
Why must EVERYTHING change in sec3. Oh well, another year for me to prove how much of a failure I am. Then my parents would be so proud of me like they always were.. hahaha.
Just looking at my textbooks make me feel stressed omg.. whatever. I've never been good in ANYTHING. Anything at all! HAHAHAHA. I do things that please myself for a minute or two. How amusing. HAHAHAHAHA.
Feels so primary6. Except, this time my books aren't light enough for me to fling against my wall like I always do when I'm stressed. HAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAA.
I WANNA LAUGH TILL I GO SIAO. LIKE HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. ANYONE WANNA ACCOMPANY ME? ISN'T IT AWESOME! HAHAHA LOL ROFLMAO MAN.
I wish I could laugh forever.
BUT I CAN'T. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAA SAD.
I don't know why. I'm like putting on a facade. Woah, cheem word, for someone like me.
Maybe on the outside I seem happy. Hahah. But yeah, maybe inside I'm not.
I've been feeling super lousy recently. Feeling like I'm a failure, like I'm never getting anything right. When told jokingly to go jump out the window, I really wish I could have the courage to just open the grills and jump. Oh well, I can't.
Time management.. f* you. :(
I'm guessing if I went to school and showed everyone how I really feel, I'd be like depressed kid. Super quiet.. then I'll not talk and shit. Heh.
Mmm, I really wish I could drop subjects. But yeah, impossible. I know I'd never fail one (except emath) too badly. I wish I could get all the tuition in the world to improve my Math but I know how much I won't pay attention, NOTHING in Math interests me.
Lousy freak. Hahahahaha. Everyone's coping but me. Sec3 is meant to be chicken feet to some. But I'm like, dying out here hello. And all I can do is cry. Oh wtf.
Why must EVERYTHING change in sec3. Oh well, another year for me to prove how much of a failure I am. Then my parents would be so proud of me like they always were.. hahaha.
Just looking at my textbooks make me feel stressed omg.. whatever. I've never been good in ANYTHING. Anything at all! HAHAHAHA. I do things that please myself for a minute or two. How amusing. HAHAHAHAHA.
Feels so primary6. Except, this time my books aren't light enough for me to fling against my wall like I always do when I'm stressed. HAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAA.
I WANNA LAUGH TILL I GO SIAO. LIKE HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. ANYONE WANNA ACCOMPANY ME? ISN'T IT AWESOME! HAHAHA LOL ROFLMAO MAN.
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
OBS.. lalala.
Mmm. Having a terrible sorethroat now, but still talkable. LOL. Just hurts a hell lot.
Mom ordered pizza today for dinner! Hahah. Actually she wanted to order Rite Pizza, but in the car after sailing I grumbled about wanting my Cheesy Lava from PizzaHut, and that last time when she was supposed to give me and my bro a before-school-reopens treat she ruined it by getting mad and scolding the manager and employees.. and pulled a long face before getting out of the car.. so she ordered Pizza Hut since I wanted Cheesy Lava. =.=
Dad's complaining that it costed him 20bucks more. LOL.
Sleepy already. Sailing today really got me.. idk what word. Haha. Sec1 girls came in today and there's Daomin and Nicole! Which made me super happy. LOL. Uh, there was the girl I didn't like so much.. and yadayada. (maybe I should get to know someone better before judging her by rumours..)
AND OH! Cuz the sec4s all have remedials on Tuesdays and Thursdays, they'll come to NSC after their remedials. So today we all got to sit in the high council row! Haha. Siungee and Tzuling saw us and was like "Eeyer Gwen's sitting in my place leh! I wantttt." and "Quin's sitting where I was! Haha."
So there's me, Quin, Iggy, Nicholas Wong and Wenfeng. Mmm I'm sitting where Cheeteng's sitting. But sometimes I'll wanna sit in the side, where Quin's sitting. Haha. So we'll be swapping places. Iggy's not happy cuz _______'s sitting at the back row with us, cuz we both feel David or Ryan should sit behind. And someone tried to be all captain-like, telling Ameerul where to sit, going infront and telling the girls to sit infront and such. Quite annoying.
Please stop giving us that stare already. You're "diaooo." stare. It's annoying please! :( and to the other person, stop it with your lame jokes. I was okay with you during camp till after that sms, I'm pissed off again. You know why, and it seems obvious I didn't want you to ask anymore.
But whatever. I can't stand you anymore. Too bad, I'm gonna be ignoring you and dao-ing you again like last time. You asked me a question at the wrong time. And asking again only made me feel more pissed. So too bad.
Boys are coming in on Thurs. Did Aaron get selected? :D haha. He's like one of the few sec1 guys I know better. Haha. Didn't sail today cuz of CAT1. Then before Jason launched the powerboat to bring the girls out for swim test, CAT2 sounded. =.= stupid sirens!
Then the rain came so quickly. Its like, *thunder!* then it POURED. And most of us were only halfway unrigging. Haha. Ningxin was crazy k. She was in school uniform but she still helped us unrig! The rest in uniform (meaning sec4s) went for shelter. LOL.
It was freezing but super shuang. Ryan needed to take out his bung and the thing that holds it, so David used the sail to shelter him. Jason and the NSC counter lady whistled and shouted for all of us to go inside. o.o
And yeah. I should confiscate Jason's Nike waterbottle. HE KEPT USING IT TO SPRAY MY FEET and his water is like, COLD?! Grr. Iggy wants to be a part-time coach! Haha. GO IGGY. Treat the gang after getting your pay k. LOL.
After that went to unrig the Picos the sec1s were meant to use. Me and Siungee were freezing. Hahah. Then I hugged her and she's all "You're wet so its cold!" x] I was also shivering lol. Miss her, Tzuling and Luoling a hell lot! :( kinda wish they were still sailing. Sigh!
Mmm feeling freaking fat after eating the pizza. Like 5slices? Oh well after sailing what to expect. Hahah. Tomorrow there's PE! :D 2.4 omg.. oh well. Time to run! Hahah. [:
Then there's all the zzz subjects tomorrow. I wanna sleep. Lianyi's sour mentos are running out cuz others keep kopeing them too. Haha, so its like no longer for me. Haha! But yeah. x]
Don't wanna do homework! Sleepy already. Oh boy.. still have to. Actually I think there's not much homework hmm.
I owe so many people birthday and one person Christmas presents! LOL. So extra, now want Christmas present from me. You know who you are laaa. [: haha.
Council's getting more and more absurd. Its like now even Wenyi's super mad at some people inside. Its like, everyone feels the people in Exco have changed. :( I want the old them back, more bubbly, lively and fun to be with! :( oh well..
Monday's OBS. Don't feel like going suddenly to let the PRs go.. regret missing 5days of school. I mean, I missed one day of school and I was lost for half a Geog lesson. And 5days away.. from my handphone.. omg wo bu yao! :(
Mom ordered pizza today for dinner! Hahah. Actually she wanted to order Rite Pizza, but in the car after sailing I grumbled about wanting my Cheesy Lava from PizzaHut, and that last time when she was supposed to give me and my bro a before-school-reopens treat she ruined it by getting mad and scolding the manager and employees.. and pulled a long face before getting out of the car.. so she ordered Pizza Hut since I wanted Cheesy Lava. =.=
Dad's complaining that it costed him 20bucks more. LOL.
Sleepy already. Sailing today really got me.. idk what word. Haha. Sec1 girls came in today and there's Daomin and Nicole! Which made me super happy. LOL. Uh, there was the girl I didn't like so much.. and yadayada. (maybe I should get to know someone better before judging her by rumours..)
AND OH! Cuz the sec4s all have remedials on Tuesdays and Thursdays, they'll come to NSC after their remedials. So today we all got to sit in the high council row! Haha. Siungee and Tzuling saw us and was like "Eeyer Gwen's sitting in my place leh! I wantttt." and "Quin's sitting where I was! Haha."
So there's me, Quin, Iggy, Nicholas Wong and Wenfeng. Mmm I'm sitting where Cheeteng's sitting. But sometimes I'll wanna sit in the side, where Quin's sitting. Haha. So we'll be swapping places. Iggy's not happy cuz _______'s sitting at the back row with us, cuz we both feel David or Ryan should sit behind. And someone tried to be all captain-like, telling Ameerul where to sit, going infront and telling the girls to sit infront and such. Quite annoying.
Please stop giving us that stare already. You're "diaooo." stare. It's annoying please! :( and to the other person, stop it with your lame jokes. I was okay with you during camp till after that sms, I'm pissed off again. You know why, and it seems obvious I didn't want you to ask anymore.
But whatever. I can't stand you anymore. Too bad, I'm gonna be ignoring you and dao-ing you again like last time. You asked me a question at the wrong time. And asking again only made me feel more pissed. So too bad.
Boys are coming in on Thurs. Did Aaron get selected? :D haha. He's like one of the few sec1 guys I know better. Haha. Didn't sail today cuz of CAT1. Then before Jason launched the powerboat to bring the girls out for swim test, CAT2 sounded. =.= stupid sirens!
Then the rain came so quickly. Its like, *thunder!* then it POURED. And most of us were only halfway unrigging. Haha. Ningxin was crazy k. She was in school uniform but she still helped us unrig! The rest in uniform (meaning sec4s) went for shelter. LOL.
It was freezing but super shuang. Ryan needed to take out his bung and the thing that holds it, so David used the sail to shelter him. Jason and the NSC counter lady whistled and shouted for all of us to go inside. o.o
And yeah. I should confiscate Jason's Nike waterbottle. HE KEPT USING IT TO SPRAY MY FEET and his water is like, COLD?! Grr. Iggy wants to be a part-time coach! Haha. GO IGGY. Treat the gang after getting your pay k. LOL.
After that went to unrig the Picos the sec1s were meant to use. Me and Siungee were freezing. Hahah. Then I hugged her and she's all "You're wet so its cold!" x] I was also shivering lol. Miss her, Tzuling and Luoling a hell lot! :( kinda wish they were still sailing. Sigh!
Mmm feeling freaking fat after eating the pizza. Like 5slices? Oh well after sailing what to expect. Hahah. Tomorrow there's PE! :D 2.4 omg.. oh well. Time to run! Hahah. [:
Then there's all the zzz subjects tomorrow. I wanna sleep. Lianyi's sour mentos are running out cuz others keep kopeing them too. Haha, so its like no longer for me. Haha! But yeah. x]
Don't wanna do homework! Sleepy already. Oh boy.. still have to. Actually I think there's not much homework hmm.
I owe so many people birthday and one person Christmas presents! LOL. So extra, now want Christmas present from me. You know who you are laaa. [: haha.
Council's getting more and more absurd. Its like now even Wenyi's super mad at some people inside. Its like, everyone feels the people in Exco have changed. :( I want the old them back, more bubbly, lively and fun to be with! :( oh well..
Monday's OBS. Don't feel like going suddenly to let the PRs go.. regret missing 5days of school. I mean, I missed one day of school and I was lost for half a Geog lesson. And 5days away.. from my handphone.. omg wo bu yao! :(
Apologize
Apologize
>OneRepublic feat. Timbaland
I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothin new - yeah yeah
I loved you with a fire red-
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
It's too late to apologize, yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-
I'm holdin on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...
>OneRepublic feat. Timbaland
I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothin new - yeah yeah
I loved you with a fire red-
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
It's too late to apologize, yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-
I'm holdin on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...
Monday, January 14, 2008
Sleep. Zzz.
Mmm. HAPPY BE-EARLIED BIRTHDAY RIEKA DEAR!
(since its tomorrow and I might not have time to wish here at night cuz of sailing and all..)
Lessons today: BORING.
Had Chinese, which was pure shit. Cuz we really had this zuo wen test, and I didn't complete it on time. This is what happens to a Chinese bai chi.
Geog.. was not too bad. I was a bit lost here and there cuz I wasn't here on Friday so that sucked. But yeah I caught up with what she was saying. Brought my sec3 textbook, which was a total waste of bag space cuz now Mrs Koh only wants us to bring sec4 books but NO ONE TOLD ME.
Bio.. I fell asleep. HAHA. Yeah it was super boring cuz its like labeling cells. Then I was like "omgomg I think I wanna sleep ah.." and had my head on the table, eyes closed, for 10mins?" But I could hear everything Mdm Loh said. LOL. Bern told Lianyi to wake me up. Lianyi gave me a mentos which was super sour in the center and I woke up instantly! Lol. Guess what? She bought it cuz of me! :D she knows I'm always sleepy during lesson time so when she went to Malaysia she got it. THANKYOU LIANYI. She's like, THE sweetest! [:
Char edu was like super fun! Hahah what to expect with Mr Lim. He did this exercise that we had to close our eyes and remember about an event that we regret or whatever that happened last week. Mmm then he played some funny Jap-like music in the background hoping we could relax and reflect. =.= then we had to have this scenario and think about what to do. Our group's presentation was all about "NOs" and "YES's" (which we didnt use much yes, except "Do you think the money's worth it (blahblah)?" then I was like "Oh HELL YES!" x]
Had sailing PT. What the hell. It drizzled just as I finished my 6rounds, and I kept cutting across the unsheltered part to go watercooler etc. And what happened?
Hyperventilation! YAYYYY. Second time it happened to me, and this time I was FREEZING k. Last time, took me till after recess to recover and sweat out my fever.
Mmm this time not too bad. After PT was over I'm better, but still cold. When I hyperventilated its like EVERYONE could see. I was like gasping for air man. Sucks. Mr Nara was like "Gwen, don't die on me okay!" when everyone finished their pumping, crunches and were doing their timing rounds.
Got new CCA cards. Zzz 0196. Don't like the number, was hoping for 0212! It was nice k. LOL. I hope the student's diary comes soon. Walao its taking damn long.
Doing emath homework now. Omg I'm bloody lost. ): its like, the workbook's solution did 4FOUR STEPS before going "therefore, r=7". When all I needed to do was use the calculator and press it, and tada! I got my answer. =.= less than 1 step. So now I'm wondering if I need to write out like the solution, 4steps? UGH.
Whatever. Gwen you're so dumb, useless and whatever! You can't understand simple Math, lagging behind when everyone's getting it in like, *snap!*. You only know how to sleep in class, get suanned, feel emo and scold yourself. You can only get weak, tired out easily and sick whenever you run during PT. How're you gonna train for sailing like that? Whatever, you're hell useless, aren't you?
Yeah whatever. I hate myself too k? For being so utterly stupid and dumb to not know my chromatography and Math. I'm dumb alright? You don't have to tell me- I already know.
(since its tomorrow and I might not have time to wish here at night cuz of sailing and all..)
Lessons today: BORING.
Had Chinese, which was pure shit. Cuz we really had this zuo wen test, and I didn't complete it on time. This is what happens to a Chinese bai chi.
Geog.. was not too bad. I was a bit lost here and there cuz I wasn't here on Friday so that sucked. But yeah I caught up with what she was saying. Brought my sec3 textbook, which was a total waste of bag space cuz now Mrs Koh only wants us to bring sec4 books but NO ONE TOLD ME.
Bio.. I fell asleep. HAHA. Yeah it was super boring cuz its like labeling cells. Then I was like "omgomg I think I wanna sleep ah.." and had my head on the table, eyes closed, for 10mins?" But I could hear everything Mdm Loh said. LOL. Bern told Lianyi to wake me up. Lianyi gave me a mentos which was super sour in the center and I woke up instantly! Lol. Guess what? She bought it cuz of me! :D she knows I'm always sleepy during lesson time so when she went to Malaysia she got it. THANKYOU LIANYI. She's like, THE sweetest! [:
Char edu was like super fun! Hahah what to expect with Mr Lim. He did this exercise that we had to close our eyes and remember about an event that we regret or whatever that happened last week. Mmm then he played some funny Jap-like music in the background hoping we could relax and reflect. =.= then we had to have this scenario and think about what to do. Our group's presentation was all about "NOs" and "YES's" (which we didnt use much yes, except "Do you think the money's worth it (blahblah)?" then I was like "Oh HELL YES!" x]
Had sailing PT. What the hell. It drizzled just as I finished my 6rounds, and I kept cutting across the unsheltered part to go watercooler etc. And what happened?
Hyperventilation! YAYYYY. Second time it happened to me, and this time I was FREEZING k. Last time, took me till after recess to recover and sweat out my fever.
Mmm this time not too bad. After PT was over I'm better, but still cold. When I hyperventilated its like EVERYONE could see. I was like gasping for air man. Sucks. Mr Nara was like "Gwen, don't die on me okay!" when everyone finished their pumping, crunches and were doing their timing rounds.
Got new CCA cards. Zzz 0196. Don't like the number, was hoping for 0212! It was nice k. LOL. I hope the student's diary comes soon. Walao its taking damn long.
Doing emath homework now. Omg I'm bloody lost. ): its like, the workbook's solution did 4FOUR STEPS before going "therefore, r=7". When all I needed to do was use the calculator and press it, and tada! I got my answer. =.= less than 1 step. So now I'm wondering if I need to write out like the solution, 4steps? UGH.
Whatever. Gwen you're so dumb, useless and whatever! You can't understand simple Math, lagging behind when everyone's getting it in like, *snap!*. You only know how to sleep in class, get suanned, feel emo and scold yourself. You can only get weak, tired out easily and sick whenever you run during PT. How're you gonna train for sailing like that? Whatever, you're hell useless, aren't you?
Yeah whatever. I hate myself too k? For being so utterly stupid and dumb to not know my chromatography and Math. I'm dumb alright? You don't have to tell me- I already know.
Sunday, January 13, 2008
How would you like it if someone calls you something you're not?
I didn't like it when I was accused. But what to do?
I can't say anything.
I hate being accused of that. I guess I'm super sensitive to that word.
Ya maybe you should ask yourself.
And your conclusion? Gwen's a hyprocrite.
Ugh I hate that word I effing hate that word. Reminds me of pri school. I hate being accused. Being accused a liar makes me feel like when I was accused of stealing a tape when I was framed by childish freaks who didn't want me to join the AVA club. And yeah, telling the truth hurts cuz all you get is being accused of a liar cuz people believe others and not you, and thats what happened. So shut up unless you've gotcha facts right.
I didn't like it when I was accused. But what to do?
I can't say anything.
I hate being accused of that. I guess I'm super sensitive to that word.
Ya maybe you should ask yourself.
And your conclusion? Gwen's a hyprocrite.
Ugh I hate that word I effing hate that word. Reminds me of pri school. I hate being accused. Being accused a liar makes me feel like when I was accused of stealing a tape when I was framed by childish freaks who didn't want me to join the AVA club. And yeah, telling the truth hurts cuz all you get is being accused of a liar cuz people believe others and not you, and thats what happened. So shut up unless you've gotcha facts right.
Blahblahblah.
I'm like spamming my blog. Oh well.
Didn't go with my parents to eat. Cuz they wanted to go J8 to eat. Raining, moodless.. was lazy to go. Hahah. So my mom tell me she help me tabao.
K I'm super hungry now. Didn't eat lunch or dinner yet omg.
And yay Bev! She told me that Emath test wasn't tomorrow. Cuz tomorrow its Amath/Pure Geog lesson, not Emath! Hahaha. Stupid, I got paranoid for nothing.
Hmm, still having the headache. Bloody. It doesn't hurt as bad. Lester told me to go sleep so I tried. But failed la. Ended up reading a bit of my book and trying to sleep again. But kept smsing, and duh the smses didn't make me happy. Therefore kept me awake. :( blahhh I feel shitty today.
Gotta go do Emath homework I guess. If not I'm dead. Getting tired already. :( sigh. Today's been a bad day I guess. Heh. Hope tomorrow's better. [;
[EDIT]
I realised how many people didn't know that I wasn't at school. Hahah. Am I like, invisible or something? LOL. K la most people did. If Lianyi didn't realise I wasn't in school, I'd kill her. Cuz I'm sitting beside her! Hahah [:
Oh. K thought that Mel didn't know I wasn't in school but HAHA she knows I wasn't. LOL. :S
Didn't go with my parents to eat. Cuz they wanted to go J8 to eat. Raining, moodless.. was lazy to go. Hahah. So my mom tell me she help me tabao.
K I'm super hungry now. Didn't eat lunch or dinner yet omg.
And yay Bev! She told me that Emath test wasn't tomorrow. Cuz tomorrow its Amath/Pure Geog lesson, not Emath! Hahaha. Stupid, I got paranoid for nothing.
Hmm, still having the headache. Bloody. It doesn't hurt as bad. Lester told me to go sleep so I tried. But failed la. Ended up reading a bit of my book and trying to sleep again. But kept smsing, and duh the smses didn't make me happy. Therefore kept me awake. :( blahhh I feel shitty today.
Gotta go do Emath homework I guess. If not I'm dead. Getting tired already. :( sigh. Today's been a bad day I guess. Heh. Hope tomorrow's better. [;
[EDIT]
I realised how many people didn't know that I wasn't at school. Hahah. Am I like, invisible or something? LOL. K la most people did. If Lianyi didn't realise I wasn't in school, I'd kill her. Cuz I'm sitting beside her! Hahah [:
Oh. K thought that Mel didn't know I wasn't in school but HAHA she knows I wasn't. LOL. :S
Over You
Over You
>Chris Daughtry
Now that it's all said and done
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath
Fell too far, was in way to deep
I guess I let you get the best of me
Well I never saw it coming
I should of started running
A long long time ago
And I never thought I'd doubt you
I'm better off without you
More than you, More than you know
I'm slowly getting closure
I guess it's really over
I'm finally getting better
Now I'm picking up the pieces
and spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
The day I thought I'd never get through
I got over you!
You took a hammer to these walls
dragged the memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away
There was nothing I could say
When you slammed the front door shut
A lot of others opened up
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me
Well I never saw it coming
I should of started running
A long long time ago
And I never thought I'd doubt you
I'm better off without you
More than you More than you know
I'm slowly getting closure
I guess it's really over
I'm finally getting better
Now I'm picking up the pieces
And spending all of these these years
Putting my heart back together
It's a day I thought I'd never get through
I got over you
Well I never saw it coming
I should of started running
A long long time ago
And I never thought I'd doubt you
I'm better off without you
More than you, More than you know
Well I never saw it coming
I should of started running
A long long time ago
And i never thought I'd doubt you
I'm better off without you
More than you, More than you know
I'm slowly getting closure
I guess it's really over
I'm finally getting better
Now I'm picking up the pieces
and spending all of these years
Putting My heart back together
Oh Ooooooh!
Now I'm putting my heart back together!
oh Ooooooooh!
Cause I got over you!
I got over you!
I got over you!
It's a day I thought I'd never get through
I got over you
>Chris Daughtry
Now that it's all said and done
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath
Fell too far, was in way to deep
I guess I let you get the best of me
Well I never saw it coming
I should of started running
A long long time ago
And I never thought I'd doubt you
I'm better off without you
More than you, More than you know
I'm slowly getting closure
I guess it's really over
I'm finally getting better
Now I'm picking up the pieces
and spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
The day I thought I'd never get through
I got over you!
You took a hammer to these walls
dragged the memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away
There was nothing I could say
When you slammed the front door shut
A lot of others opened up
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me
Well I never saw it coming
I should of started running
A long long time ago
And I never thought I'd doubt you
I'm better off without you
More than you More than you know
I'm slowly getting closure
I guess it's really over
I'm finally getting better
Now I'm picking up the pieces
And spending all of these these years
Putting my heart back together
It's a day I thought I'd never get through
I got over you
Well I never saw it coming
I should of started running
A long long time ago
And I never thought I'd doubt you
I'm better off without you
More than you, More than you know
Well I never saw it coming
I should of started running
A long long time ago
And i never thought I'd doubt you
I'm better off without you
More than you, More than you know
I'm slowly getting closure
I guess it's really over
I'm finally getting better
Now I'm picking up the pieces
and spending all of these years
Putting My heart back together
Oh Ooooooh!
Now I'm putting my heart back together!
oh Ooooooooh!
Cause I got over you!
I got over you!
I got over you!
It's a day I thought I'd never get through
I got over you
Whatever.
Hmm. My parents suddenly seem really nice to me o.o
Mom just called me to ask me to go out with them to eat dinner. And I also dunno why. This is the first time in like more than 3 months that they're gonna eat dinner with me on a SUNDAY. How amazing.
But I'm still in a foul mood with them. So too bad.
Mm. Pictures of what we did in class before going to Icekimo and Thomson CC. Hahah. Kept forgetting to upload it can.
DEVIL! Hahah.
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