I need to save up more money! Uhhhhh.

I don't know why I'm posting one after the other, again. Haha. Bad habit of wasting blogger space ;]

I don't know what I should buy for (?). Shirt and..?

Next week is coming soon. I gotta think fast. Ughhhh.
I still don't know what to get. SOMEONE HELP MEEEE.

<3

If I can't express myself, I am NOW.

You don't seem to understand; how I feel when you say such stuff.
It just hurts such a fucking much.
But do you CARE?
I do things you don't like, not saying anything won't change it.
Instead, you get mad at me. You think I feel nothing when you get mad.
You think I don't care.

Can you open up your eyes and see how much I care about you?
Or do you want to be blind FOREVER?

I get insanely hurt when YOU get hurt.
But just because I don't show it doesn't mean I don't feel it.
Worse still, it seems like I hurt you.
I always do, don't I?
I don't wanna quarrell with you.
No more fighting;
I don't want to see you hurt. Nope, I don't.

Whenever you're tired, you say stuff.
Stuff you don't mean.
I just keep quiet, incase what I say indirectly hurts you.
BUT it hurts me instead.
I don't mind, tho.
'Cos I'd rather see you hurt than see me hurt.

I know I'm not the prettiest; I know I'm not the best.
I'm trying to change, for you.
So you think I'm not bothered?
SO WRONG.
You always say there are other prettier girls out there.
I know that too you know.

You ask me if I really thought you meant what you said. Those words hurt.
Duh I'd think that you really meant it.
But you say it anyway, like it means nothing to you.
It means a lot- to ME.
Cry inside, & hope you don't mean it and that things would change for the better the next day.

I know that when you get tired, you say things you don't mean.
I understand that you're tired.
Those words end up meaning a lot to me though,
I'd think you really meant it.

I sometimes don't really want you to know how I feel.
I don't want you to get hurt or mad at me.

I don't want you to doubt how much I love you;
I don't doubt you. Really.
Will you really make me feel secure?

Don't you know you mean everything to me? You're the most important person to me;


It hurts.
It really does.

-To think you don't care.

Why? Why is to so many things-

I'm feeling super tired lol. Pesta Sukan sucked, big time.

I bloody screwed up every race I went for. Heck, I didn't even sail as well as I do during training. What the hell is wrong with me? David practically owned me in every race today. He was like "GWENNN. What happened to you? In training you always own what.. why now during regatta you liddat?"

I agree. Bloody hell.

Feel so super demoralised by today's race.. blah. I should have just stayed in bed la.

When I went to check my position, I was like on third paper cos I DNC (Did Not Come/Commence(?)). Third paper only had like.. 5 or 6 names I think. Me and Justin were the only DNC people in the whole Byte fleet ranking I think lol. The last paper (which is the third) was filled with MF under the school thingy. Sad.

Then after racing, I came back and checked my rankings.. still the same. WTH. I was damn disappointed. Justin, on the other hand, shot up to like position 40+. I feel so suanned!

I don't know why. I tried so hard to keep the boat flat, I tried so hard to stay alert for windshift and stuff. Why didn't my boat move as fast? I didn't have such problems with NSC 14.

After I crossed the finishing line for the last race I just plopped down in my boat. Like once I passed the line I sailed down to Aaron and just released the mainsheet and parked my boat. He saw me and was like "Gwen you okay?".

No, wasn't. Headache and my stomach wasn't treating me well. Heh.

Then when I got back to shore, the guy helping me hold my boat almost capsized it cos he was holding it the other side, which he was not meant to. I was like o.o zomg! then run to my boat and slammed down the trolley on the sand.

When helping me to push the trolley up onto the trolley, he pushed it till the boat was too far in on the trolley. I told him "uhh, hold on hold on" but he didn't care and pushed the boat till it was literally on top of the handle thingo.

He didn't stop pushing it up till he noticed I was like looking at him in a "uhhh can you look at what you're doing?" look. LOL. Then he was like oh sorry.

I pulled up my boat to wash and was like squatting on the floor and leaning on the boat while waiting for Darren and I was like gonna sleep. Yep. Was like half dead le. Then the guys kept bullying me.

Darren kept disturbing me and annoying me!

Justin came over after I just reached the MOE washing point, asked me about my positions. And to annoy me, he drank water from his bottle and opened his mouth. So the water in his mouth just dropped on my boat. -_-

He even poured the dirty water from the half of the mast onto my boat when I JUST WASHED IT. I was screaming at him la. Cos after he spilled water from his mouth onto my boat, he came over with the half of his mast and I sprayed him with the hose.

Poor guy, he looked dry, then after I sprayed the water on him he looked drenched. Then the second time he came over with the other half of his mast I sprayed him again. Then his hair was totally wet. As long as I was washing my boat and he walked past, I would just use the hose and spray him lol.

Again, I was one of the last few to finish unrigging. Like hurhur no surprise. Put up me and Aaron's boat on the rack and then we zhao-ed.

While I was bathing me, Quin and Isabelle were going mad cos we were like beside each other in our cubicles. They kept saying "codename Chucky" for someone. LOL. I know who la duh. Make it so obvious.

While waiting for the bus I almost slept. Watching the guys play teiti (Iggy was all "I wanna see how I can win them without using my TEITI!") and I just put my head on my knees and almost slept till I got a message.

I feel so tired. On the bus Darren was getting revenge on me for supposedly wetting his sail while spraying water at Justin, so I couldn't catch some zzz.

Zach was going around asking if we wanted to chip in for Mrs Sidhu's cake :D Apparently Lianghong went to buy the cake le. We were gonna surprise Mrs Sidhu with the cake back in school.

We got to school and after I returned my lifejacket I saw two people jumping around near the canteen area - Lianghong and Shiyan! They bought the cake le :D nice lor.

Mrs Sidhu saw Zach lighting up the candles and we started singing happy birthday.

We were like having some ceremony or whatever cos we walked slowly from the foyer to the canteen o.o like some passage to a new life.

Took photos, cut cake, had lots to laugh about as Farhana tried desperately to push Mrs Sidhu's face into the cake as she used her mouth to bite out this candle that they pushed in the cake xD

Justin and Wenfeng like anti-social lor! D:
Sit there and play PSP. Hmph.

Ningxin's dad sent me home today. Haha.

Got home and watched TV and there was something weird about the screen, like the shows that were played were too zoomed in. So I turned it off and used the com :D

I'm sorry I'm like that. I really am. Its not like whenever you're mad I'm happy. I really feel guilty and bad whenever you get mad at me. Thanks for today tho :D but really, sorry for not thinking of that. I didn't purposely not think about it. I don't wanna quarrell with you anymore. It hurts and it sucks to see us mad at each other.

Hello! This day was boring!-

My eyes feel seriously irritated. And I don't think one of my eyelashes dropped onto my eye la. It feels dry from my rubbing it D:

I'm like now half dead. Almost gonna sleep on this computer table itself.

Btw I'm at my uber rich uncle's place again. The furniture this time is much more organised and neat. This place would be 100% awesome if it wasn't for the stupid mosquitos in the night. UGH! I'm now itching all over cos I keep thinking about the mosquitos..

Today was boring. Really boring.

Woke up at about 8AM instead of my planned 9.45AM to prepare my sailing stuff for Pesta Sukan. I was like, wake up.. groggily walk around.. got my handphone and plopped back onto the mattress. I smsed Quin and confirmed the time to meet at school.

Then I was like so awake, except for the drumbeats in my head (a.k.a. a headache) and the suan-ness in my left leg. With one bigass bruise there. Quin replied my sms and told me she was too tired and she felt sick too so both of us didn't go.

Tomorrow I'm not going for tuition since I missed Pesta Sukan today. :D and D: cos I wanna buck up on my Math. Ugh. I still hate Mr Gan....

Today before going to my uncle's place I went to Thomson Community Center to fetch my bro from badminton training. Then I called Justin and told him that I was at Thomson CC there. While my dad went to Shunfu Mart to buy chicken rice I just joked around with Justin.

Then my dad, flustered, walked back and told me there don't have chicken rice le. So he walked to another side infront of the CC to buy chicken rice for my bro. I was like laughing and laughing when my dad walked back.

While waiting for my dad Justin told me he was going to Thomson CC's cafe (oooh I went there when I was like pri4 to buy snacks while playing badminton with my mom's collegues) with his parents to have dinner. Then he told me to hide myself incase his parents thought I was his GF. I was like HAHAHHAA.

We were still talking on the phone when he told me he was walking down the staircase and walking towards Thomson CC liao.

And my dad parked his car right at this little pathway that led to Thomson CC. So I would surely see Justin.

Thennnnn! Justin thought he saw me but too bad the only thing blue on me are my jeans! :D

Thennnnnnnnnnnn! I saw someone damn familiar walking towards that overhead sign saying something like "Welcome to Shunfu" or some crap. With two people beside him. Then I realised it was Justin. LOL. I wanted to shout his name la.

He's damn blind, I was leaning against my dad's car and he couldn't see me. I guess I camouflaged with the car. xD but he told me repeatedly "Don't shout my name please don't! Go hide yourself la don't shout my name and embarass me! Pleaseeee la." so as the nice person I was, I didn't shout his name. :D He was using earphones to talk to me on the phone so he kept reaching for the earphones when he wanted to say something. I told him turn around you will see me lor! But he turned his head behind - to his LEFT. I was behind - on his RIGHT. LOL.

Then just nicely after a while when Justin walked down my dad walked up the pathway with the chickeeeen rice. So me and my bro got into the car and we were on our way to my uncle's place! :D

As usual.. the big house was like "woahhhhh!" when I see it. But this time it wasn't much of a woahhhh to me. More like a woah.. my dad decided to wash his car using my uncle's garden hose! So I stood there watching the twins and my bro laughing as my bro sprayed my dad's car with the hose.

I'll post pics when I upload them like.. tomorrow? :]

I decided to try and the bottom of my jeans got wet LOL. Hmph! ;]

Ate ham and bread! The ham was super thick can. LOL. I ate at the so-called balcony of the first floor. The wind was gooood. I wonder how the people at Pesta Sukan were doing? :D

Ate dinner and such.. then played with Neo Jia Wennnnn! My lovelovelove! :D
At first cos I hardly play with her she was quite cold. At the age of 1+ she could already speak a lot of words and speak some Chinese! :D

She could sing more songs instead of the usual Twinkle twinkle little star and whatever. I'll upload the video someday soon okay.

The 'lil girl's laugh is so sweet! Her smile is like damn cute too la. I think Jiawen will grow up to be some pretty girl or something ;] her older two twin sisters are already pretty at age 6 lor!

Garian and family came like shortly after dinner. Aunty Belinda bought ice cream from Serene Center, the famous icecream shop that was featured on a show or two.

One small tub was like 10bucks but its like a lot more than Ben&Jerry's.

Aunty Belinda bought ReversO and Coffee I think. Yum. ReversO was like damn nice la. Got chunks of chocolate and such in it. YUMMMM. Damn nice dame nice! :D

Oh God I'm so super sleepy now can... zzz.

I wanna go home to sleep and prepare myself for Pesta Sukan tomorrow. My parents had better hurry up with the mahjong game ugh! They're like becoming mahjong addicts la. My relatives should stop organising the so-called every week meetup la. UGH.

UGH-

Ugh. I can't sleep. And tomorrow I have the PESTA SUKAN regatta thing going on.

I'm like sick. Almost didn't wanna come school today until I realised I had makeup period for dance after school, so its 2 periods of dance straight till 1.05pm! :D

Now I've got a splitting headache. Not literally tho. LAWL.

I wanna sleep but the headache's keeping me up. My cough's getting worse D: I think I can't go tomorrow le. Check out the time dudes. Now its 3.06AM. No sailors are online.

I'm like biting hard on my jaws cos the pains' getting there. UGHHHH. My throat feels damn dry.

mi-na-san, tas-ke-te!!!

I feel like mugging for Science all of a sudden. There's only chapters 9 and 10 tested for the Science Common Test coming up. Phew, what a relief. ELECTRICITY :D that the chapter I like a lot so far.

I hope I didn't hear it wrongly tho.
I mean, it could be UNIT or CHAPTER right?

If its unit, I'm dead.

I wanna mug. Like, even tho I'm tired now, I am very tempted to cram in one chapter into my brain first. Then tomorrow bring Science textbook to NSC to study if there's no wind. But given my current condition, I most prob can't go tomorrow. I feel like dying. Ugh.

Read Cheeteng's blog and realised why Weiming asked for my full name on Thursday on the way to sailing. Omg la so that the thing Jasmine did using my name in pri6 when we were super bored after exams. LOL. I've been trying to remember it la.

I'm now paying a lot of attention in class.

Except during Math. Yep, I hate Mr Gan's class. I don't even understand what he's saying most of the time! Like, can he speak more clearly? I'M GONNA FAIL MATH DAMNNIT! Nvm I'll go ask Justin teach me a lot of chapters someday. Like lol poor guy.

I hope loads of SIMULATANEOUS EQUATIONS come out for common test and EOY :D I'd easily do all of them! Lovelovelove simulataneous eqns! :D

And our class should pretty much shut up during lessons. Like I'm going wtfwtf la. I can't concentrate, and the teachers who only just took over for some subjects are getting mad at our class every half an hour and screams/shouts at us. Then say dowan teach dowan teach.

Yes I know my class is good, but there are some times where the class needs to learn to SHUT UP right? I need to mug for EOYs man.. If I wanna be able to make it to 3J or 3E.

Today the central comm caught some of us for grooming. I was like uhhh. Mr Prem also never say about us when we greet him and then central comm come scold us. Then we got quite mad. Its like, its their job and duty to catch us for grooming, but can they look at themselves sometimes? Quoted from Yokeching "Their grooming is like nowhere better than ours!"

Talked to Chikheng and he told us "Aiya now they gonna be in Ex Co next year so this year they think they are like big la so ya must understand cos it happened to me also. But look at me now? I'm nothing la.. haha." then I was like "YOU'RE PRESIDENT!!! :D"

OMG. OWW. WTH. I SUDDENLY FELT A SHARP PAIN IN MY BACK OMG. IT FREAKING HURTS AND ITS GIVING MY STOMACH A WEIRD FEELING. OMGGGG.

Even if I tell my mom she'll just "Aiya nvm la.. not so pain right? Go for your race lor! :D" sigh..

I should try to catch some ZZZs, before I die at home tomorrow. Even tho the headache and backache is currently killing me alone already.

I need to go back and see the Chinese doc again la wth.

No mood.. no mood-

I have no mood to blog. No mood to sail.

I'm sorry Tzuling! I let you down again.
I don't really wanna blog about what happened.. Tzuling would freak out and I'm already in a state of depression.

I feel so guilty. Like, honestly. I feel so sorry..

MY XIN GAN BAO BEI!!! UGH! I'm wondering why the juniors seem to hate the seniors when out at sea. Like they have something against us. I've done nothing wrong to them!

I don't know how much I cried and emo-ed after the incident yesterday. When I went back to shore I just kept looking up.. then I cried somemore cos my heart was broken. D: my baby..

Aaron thinks I'm going mad cos I keep talking to my boat.

But it just kinda came to me naturally. Like, if I accidentally dirty the boat with my sandy gloves, I'd quickly brush off the sand and go "I'm sorry boat I'm sorry!!!" then I'll clean the boat again.

It really just comes to me naturally. And its like if the boat gets dirty I'd be hopping up and down screaming la. I loved NSC B14 so much already, so now my love has been directed to another boat :D

I hope the people using NSC's B14 is taking care of it tho.. even tho its an NSC boat it was like the first boat I used since sec1 :]

I have no mood to sail tomorrow cos of yesterday. And my cough is getting worse. Ugh.. really, whats wrong with me?

Back to using my desktop

Haha yes I'm back to using my desktop. I moved my laptop away for a while.

I'm suddenly not used to this keyboard. BUT I CAN PLAY BEATUP IN AUDITION! :D

Thats the reason why I decided to use my desktop btw. Too tempted while playing Audition with my laptop. Unless my dad buys me a laptop-friendly keyboard / numpad. And the bigger screen is nicer lol. But the keyboard suddenly feels like damn hard to type with. Ugh!

All my songs are here lol. I missed them so much for the like 1 week I was using my laptop. T_T but using the mouse is so much better.

Tomorrow is MONDAY.

BORINGBORINGBORING!

PE. Ugh. Boring/tiring. Run 2.4 again. My LAST chance. Omg la Mr Lee will kill and suan me again if I don't pass. UGH.

Zomg I left my handbook in school I think. Oh well. Just asked Aaron - there's English, Chinese and Math tomorrow. And maybe some more he doesn't know. LOL.

Must talk about my dance lesson today. It was funnnn! :D

I went there like half an hour late >< cos end up last min my dad couldn't send me all the way to Somerset, so I dropped off at Bishan MRT station and took MRT there instead. I reached there earlier than expected.

When I reached there, Maqrius was like "Haha thanks for joining us.. like at this time." I was like "omg paiseh sorry sorry!" Then I quickly stretched and got ready. He thought us only 1-8 today la. Two weeks ago he expected us to be able to do 4-8s today. Ugh.

He kept having to turn off the lights during the trying of the first step cos all three of us (me, Pam and Priscilla) were too paiseh to dance when we're like looking at each other.

The steps were like.. ugh. So hard to do. Cos we practiced a lot on the popping moves like hip isolation and chest isolation. I hate isolation shiats! RAWRRRR D:

But it was fun. Really fun :D I can't wait to learn somemore of the moves next week. Maqrius showed us a bit before we ended the lesson and what can I say..

IS THIS A BEGINNER'S CLASS OR NOT?!

Its like super advanced. The moves we're doing next week is like.... hard. Very hard. DIE!! Theres a lot of popping involved. OMG I DON'T WANNA PRACTICE ISOLATION AGAIN. Dammnit. But if now how to get better?

Dance is like my ultimate love. And I'm taking one step closer to being able to go for hiphop battles and performances and competitions (okay wait hiphop battle and hiphop competitions mean the same thing ><). I must REN ZHU with these practices.

To get better! :D

And oh I kept hunching during practice when we doing one of the moves. He kept correcting me on that but I couldnt stop hunching! UGH. I should really stop. I do that in sailing even. Now while I'm typing this I'm trying real hard to sit up straight. UGHHHHH. *cracks back knuckles*

It was like he thought I stopped hunching.. then he started the music and we tried the moves we learnt again before we ended lesson. Then I hunched a lot at that move again.

Maqrius walked to his laptop, then he turned back and saw me hunching and he practically ran (tho he was like right infront of me) to me, grabbed hold of my shoulders and pushed it forward and he was like "Gwennnnn! Stop hunching! Gahhhhh! I wanna like kill you, you know!" (cos despite the number of times he told me not to hunch I still did) then he like pounded my back a lot of times. "Don't hunch!"

Can't wait for tomorrow - most fun day of the week!

Like heh heh heh. Sarcasm intended okay! I'M BEING UBER SARCASTIC. :D

Stupid back problems.

Coming back again, ever since yesterday. Pain. PAIN. I need to see the Chinese doc again. Geez.

I HAVE PESTA SUKAN NEXT WEEK OKAY. STUPID BACK DONT RUIN MY COMPETITION.

Complicated and unlucky shiats-

Complicated shiatsss! I think today's like, the kind of day that makes me think so hard but yet I can't think hard enough for my brain to sort out stuffs. Like ugh.

I don't know what you want either. So bahhhhh!

Anyway.

Later I'm going to lao gim's house for dinner! I hope she cooks western la. Like her cooking.

My mom should really try cooking western more :/

All my cousins are like gonna be there. Fun la! :D I kinda miss seeing them, even tho its like only 2 weeks since I've seen them. Hoho.

Believe it or not, I didn't lag out after one game of AuditionSEA! ;] happy la. Last time I always lagged out after one game.

AND BEATUP IS AVALIABLE TO PLAY AGAIN! They finally fixed the fcking bug that deprived me of my beat up pleasures.

Unluckily for me, my CPU refused to work for me, some fan thingy inside of it failed to work. Just nice la, when beatup can play le my CPU doesn't wanna work.

So I'm left with my laptop.

Which, doesnt have a numpad.
Good for me.

I want to go and buy those full-length keyboards that can attach to the laptop. I think I've seen one somewhere around Popular.. but then I'm not sure about the cost.

Don't care, imma drag daddy there to see a laptop-usable keyboard there. I have loads of spare keyboards at home but NONE of them can be used with the laptop. Stupid la, the USB thing can't insert into the keyboard.

So shitty.

Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Its like the whole day I've not really been myself. I don't feel happy. Now I understand why sometimes Jody feels this way.

AVRIL LAVIGNE'S SONGS ARE TOTALLY NOT FOR THE MOOD I'M IN. Goddamnit!

Life's stories are never like drama serials, nor romance books. Always never with a sweet and happy ending. Always miserable.

We end up hurt.

So do I.

If only I could run away, if only I could run away.

I want to escape this pain.

I want to forget!

But I can't.
I really can't.

I'm sorry.



I really am.

Again, random much.

All the pain
I thought I knew
All the thoughts lead back to you
Back to what
Was never said
Back and forth
Inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable come and take me away-

Zomg I just ate something at around 10.30pm. Gosh, I need to stick to the dieting tips in my guidebook.

I miss having dance lessons with Maqrius! D: and I only missed one lesson with him so far, which, was cancelled cos Pamela's sis was sick. I didn't go cos I had competition.

Oooh tomorrow I have dance period in school. With that stupid assed showoff dance teacher which shows off all his dance moves and goes "I wonder why your class can't keep up. And you're lucky I'm not asking you to do all these moves! *starts to show off by popping, locking*"

LIKE UGH. It was my first dance class with that dance-during-ciriculum (dont know how to spell la) thing (1st for me, 2nd for my class) and I already hate him. Oh well, at least me and Pamela can practice the moves Maqrius taught us. We'll be in PE; much better than uniform :D

I'm so sleepy now.

I cried myself dry earlier this afternoon after PT. Now I'm tear-less! LOL.

And now all that crying made me tearless. So sian. I think I'm gonna die. Still got a lot of homework not done yet.

Tomorrow I hope I go Science labbbbb! I like doing experiments there. Like its damn fun. I wanna try heating wax and all that again lol. SO. UBER. FUNNNN!

Retarded much.

I think I'll go shower and then chiong some homework.

I CAN'T BELIEVE I FINISHED THE TWO CHINESE WORKSHEETS LIANG LAOSHI GAVE US THIS MORNING! :D

I finished it within the two periods. Didn't slack! Okay I did rest a bit, then I got up and wrote so many Chinese words (I wonder how I'll survive without my Chinese electronic dictionary). I even exceeded for most of the questions lol.

Geog, BORING.

Ohoh! Did I mention?

MS CHENG CAME BACK TO SCHOOL TODAYYYYYYYY!
(to visit the sailors. See, we're such special people)


Like wuahhaha! So nice to see her again. I wonder if she did go to Malaysia yet.

She's like "Technically I'm not meant to be here cos I'm not a teacher here already but today Mrs Sidhu and all the other sailing teachers have something on and Mrs Sidhu asked me to cover them today *grins*"

Then I heard some of the guys say "Then Ms Cheng! Since you're not a teacher here already, YOU CAN'T SCOLD US! WUAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAA!" *evil laughter booms*

Like, damn funny can.

And Quin pangseh-ed me on the bus. Uber boohoo-s! Haha.

Okay. TTFN.

Gonna shower and chiongggggg homeworkkkkkkkkkkkkk!

CHIONG AHHHH!

A few more pictures of my uncle's new house that I found on my cam lol. My absolute cutie Neo Jiaxuan! :D

And the last pic is the kids' playroom which is about the size of my bedroom. Or maybe bigger o.o

Hello. Still bored and at home.

I'm like, really bored.

Maybe cos the laptop has no games for me to play.

Okay, technically, it has. But I play one round of AuditionSEA and I'll lag out cos the internet's ram is too small to handle the game. =/

School's gonna end in a while, like, 20mins? Yeah. And at around 2pm everyone's gonna start coming online and flooding my laptop's screen with "-someone- has just signed in." popups from MSN Messenger =/

For now my online list of people are still limited and small. (at least I think it is. I havent checked yet lol).

And now I'm hungry for lunch already. I think my appetite is back. Haha. After a few weeks of surviving on only 1 or 2 meal(s) a day. Not cos I'm forced to but cos I dont get hungry. LOL =/

I dont know why I keep doing this smiley =/ today. Like uhhhh.

And Quin, I know you are like damn pro can. After 4 years of not playing basketball, you can do a 2 POINTER on your KNEES! :D

We played ABC yesterday during PT. Cos there was no cher, so we jogged 5 rounds around the field and played our own games.

Apparently basketball and soccer.

The guys first played soccer while the girls and some other guys played basketball.

Later the guys playing soccer changed their mind and played basketball.

Apparently another basketball appeared from nowhere (but its from the PE store) and the girls played basketball. We played ABC. With some sec1 guys and Jack. The rest of the guys were playing a basketball match lol.

Me, Isabelle, Quin, Bryan, Edward and Jack were like playing ABC then we moved on to just shooting from where we wanna shoot lol.

Then like around 4.30pm we resumed playing ABC. This time Quin wanted to do the whole ABC thing on her knees.

AND SHE COULD DO IT LA OMG.

All her shoots that went in were done on her knees, and she got to the 3 pointer stage while still on her knees. It was almost possible to do 3 pointer while on her knees, but she didnt use enough arm power (see, sailors have enough arm power to actually do that sia) so she stood up and did a 3 pointer goal :D

Mubarak was like "wah sei, pro sia you Quin."

Finally-

Like haha. My sick-ness-es that have been hidden under the shadows (omg sounds like some pathetic drama) has finally unleased itself (yup, corny much) and attacked me on whole!

Okay wth am I talking about. LOL.

I'm not in school now! I'm at home! See? See! Its a Wednesday morning, look at the time of my post! Like HAH! And its not a school holidayyyyy! See? See?

*Uses the Ron Weasley-tone* Bloody hell I think I've gone mad.

Anyway; so ya. I woke up at 6AM this morning just to realise I've got a headache, stomachache, and I felt quite cold. Not cos of the weather thank you very much. But I think I was like..

SICK.

(not in the mind you dumbasses)
(dumbasses if you WERE thinking that way)

So yeah. Now I'm at home. I wanted to go to school la. Kept debating whether to stay home or to go to school. Then I realised the only "major" subject I needed to attend during today's lessons is MATHEMATICS. Okay fine its only one.

There's Geography, Thinking Skills (ugh uber boring), Literature, Math and CME. (does recess count? LOL)

The only few that are more to important are Geog, Lit and Math.

Which, I'm missing today. Math isn't double period today but Geog and Lit are! D:

I actually hate Math lessons. And don't like Geog lessons. But I quite like Lit, if it wasn't for the fact that Ms Goh sometimes got irritated by my classmates and flared up. I really like lit (as a subject) lor.

The class should sometimes just shut up. Its like a lot of the new teachers are hating my class already!

Btw, I'm using my laptop now. Heh. My com broke down. Just cos the stupid fan in the com won't work. Sucks.

Tomorrow there's training! I dont wanna miss it~ like haha. I wanna trainnnnn. Rah.

Pesta Sukan is like next week or something I think. According to Audrey.

WUAHAHAHA I talked on the phone yesterday for like 2hrs 2mins. LOL. Like broke my record la. But usually I talk on the phone lesser.. except for when its with Kerrie/Alicia la :D can talk damn long wit them.

I wonder whats going on in school now..

OH. RECESS.

Uhhhhh.

Imma go eat breakfast now-

Its MY recess at home too 'ya know.

Tata!

I feel depressed.

And suddenly its hard to breathe.

The weather seems to be matching my mood tho. Like, its gonna rain and its really cold.

Btw I'm not one of those emo freaks to just feel emo cos they wanna show the world they're emo. I really feel depressed now, and its for a reason.

All I can do now is sigh.

I dont feel myself.

OHAIYOOO gozaimuzta!

I'm so boredddd.

I'm finally using my laptop again. Like hurhur. But now my laptop also like quite slow le. Sad. I think cos of the virus I tio-ed last time.

So now I know what my blog looks like to people using 1024x768 resolution. Haha.

And my laptop is boring. Cannot play auditionSEA cos of the small RAM, and theres only 197 songs here. But I'm adding more now by scanning in my audio CDs.

I woke up at 8.30plus this morning la.

And oh, did I mention that theres no school? :D

So shuang. Thanks to Project Cool Running, its a school holiday for Mayflower Sec.

They had a Guiness World Record Breaking attempt inconjuction with Kebun Baru CC.

Mayflowerians go Bishan Park runrunrun then raise funds for the aircon in our school and some for Kebun Baru I think. Haha.

The school has enough/so much money to give away throphies and stuff after some mini competition during assemblies etc. but yet the school isn't rich enough to use a bit of the money wasted on throphies to builld some aircon in school.

Like geez. Everyone will agree with me on that lor. Yokeching thought of what I typed lol. And we were like *nodding heads in agreement* kinda shit.

The school's rich enough for minor stuff but not the major stuff that we really need.

I feel blurry-eyed.

I AM blurry-eyed.

I think I'll blog more later.

Shall go eat breakfast and later at around 12 imma pick someone up around school to come my house.

Like lawl.