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Gwendolyn N.
26 years young, a dreamer struggling ever so slightly to not let the world's negativities consume her.


Monday, August 17, 2009

Again, and again, and again, and Again.


I have time.

I have time for everything.
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Who am I kidding?

Can't believe I couldn't sleep last night cuz my stomach hurt. So I decided to study bio on my bed and do my new TYS. Surprisingly, I fell asleep near 2am on my bio textbook, pens uncapped.

I see a whole load of interesting hip hop workshops coming up, but sadly they fall in September/August! Sigh, why can't the O levels just be next year or something, or better yet, don't have O levels at all? Its so frustrating to see that I'm not able to do anything I want at this point of time cuz I gotta study. :(

Then again. After the big 'O's its freedom! Can't imagine it though. Darren L. told me to find a job or something or I'll just rot at home for 5+ months. Uncle Stewart seemed to wanna go on another driving trip up to Fraser Hill or something. Which will be really cool!

I WANT TO GO TO KOREA!

And learn Korean after O's.

I want to go to the airport this Saturday to study. Seeing how many teenagers go there to mug for their prelims.. it must be a good location to study. My dad told me to try that last year when I was working at the shop he manages but I never got down to it. Haha.

Anyone?



My dad bought me my own plug-and-play hard disc recently. Its like, mirrored on both sides and he says that's why he picked it out in the first place- the mirror. (He's trying to say I'm SO vain that I need a mirror as a hard disc)

But its pretty. Trying to get used to using it more often so as to prevent my laptop from crashing.. soon.

And oh, National Day photos!

Nothing much, just what I managed to snag from JQ's blog, Joey's camera, Eileen's camera etc. Lazy to take those from the school gallery. But it was so funny seeing the photos of us trying to run around the school hall while doing the sing-along. Amos was literally walking even though he was infront! :)

WHO SAYS MY EYES ARE SMALL! >:)

Rehearsing backstage.


For some reason, everyone was amused/curious/etc when I opened up my bag to take out my breakfast and eat it, and started taking photos of me.

"My breakfast after a morning of emceeing, cannot ah!" Haha.

My Reebok Reverse Jam Monopoly series high-top sneakers, Money version.
And Quinnie's nice Converse sneaks. Aw I want more Converse.






My hat was.. very popular that day.

2I gang

Me and JQ backstage! Me in her jacket, she in my hat.
I love her jacket, it was so comfy!

Its hard to take a closeup of your shoes when you're wearing it.


Pearlin, Tanying and Syafiqah.


Shit I need to lose weight.

Quinnie wants your money.

Jody in my geek specs!



I loved Quin's shirt-
Don't TECHNO for an answer.


Okay that's all.

Back to attacking people and putting them on hitlists on Mob Wars! I won't lose to Aaron in number of kills, hopefully. :)

Friday, August 14, 2009

Nehga weh ilukeh dwen guni?

While reading All Kpop earlier, I kinda realised I was more updated on 2PM stuffs than them. Like I saw them report on the 13th that Nichkhun's new "Lets Take a Break" song and video for the I Love Thailand promotion was out, but I watched that video/heard that song like, 3 weeks++ ago. Haha.

I told Manda yesterday, "After O's lets go to Korea. I'll camp outside the JYP office, you'll camp outside SM's and Mel will camp outside **'s!" It'll be damn funny but damn cool la.

Pick one day.

Then we can call each other and go, "OMG MANDA I SEE 2PM'S VAN DRIVING IN OMGOMOGMG OMOOOOOOO!!! KHUNNIE OPPA~!! SARANGHAE!"

Watched G.I. Joe: Rise of the Cobra today!

I was looking forward to it cuz the famous Byung-hun Lee was acting in it. Now that I think about it, Arirang was talking about it once, about how Koreans are now breaking into the Hollywood scene thanks to Rain (Bi) starting with it first.

So yeah back to my point. Byung-hun Lee acting in it was the only reason I was watching it actually. If he wasn't in it I wouldn't even care cuz G.I. Joe sounds like some boyish show.

Then again, as the I continued watching the show, it got better and better. The plot's really good actually. Besides the disgusting scenes of killing, I really don't mind watching it again. Sadly, (spoiler!) B.H.Lee died at the end and I was like NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!! MY KOREAN GUY DIED! WHY!!!

My Rain-lookalike Eye Smile Prince ^-^


I wish I had an eye smile. Actually I have but I have to laugh for it to be seen. JH's one is like, he just smiles and his eyes become a smile. Horrible TV hosts made him wink HAHAH when he obviously can't!

Weh geulumji molla~

(Yes I got bored yesterday at 2AM (no pun intended here) and copied down A&A's song lyrics and am learning it faithfully like I did for Only You. Its so hard, gosh. But I can type Nichkhun's part out by heart now SO HAPPY!)

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

준호 짱!

I'll be there for you dearie! :)

Hwaiting!

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For once I can proudly say I find Junho's shoot the best. (Can't get enough of his photo!)

Even if the whole theme of this shoot is to "not be idol-ish" and "breakaway from the idol image" and just be silly and all and that Junho and Khun didn't adhere to it AT ALL (okay Junho did for the 2nd shoot. So did Khun but no matter what stupid pose he did, he looked.. cool).

(So funny how Junho kept telling Junsu, "Hey at least your picture is being shown and you didn't get cut!!" cuz he got shorter scenes in the show due to this shoot being boring. Stupid PD.)




Did not post Su's picture cuz it looks too idiotic. HAHAHA JOKER'S FRIEND.


(EDIT!)

JUNHO DELETED HIS CUTE TWEETS WITH THE "i just eat banana~" and "hope is this website help my English <- Is this right? T.T" and "is this a website?" and "how to upload photo" and "i want to upload photo for you guys to see~"

ITS. ALL. GONE!!! Junho oppa why you go delete them? :(

Picture


So.. I finally resolved the whole Firefox not being able to post properly. Seems like all the Singnet users on this thread were having the same problem.

Anyways, been meaning to post up these pictures from Haohao's birthday and Tricia's birthday for a while now, enjoy a picture-ful post!




My baker Mom.

But sadly, she didn't bake the cake infront of her.


Huge Elmo balloon from his aunt.

Mothers who have been friends since secondary school.

BIRTHDAY BOY!

Manman deciding that it was the right time to roast marshies..


Two idiots who decided to start the BBQ again at 2:30AM to BBQ the leftovers..

Left Uncle KK's place at around 3:30AM.

The happy little birthday boy!
(Who also happens to be a Boys Over Flowers fan, believe it not he remembers the timeslot for the show better than me!)


Tricia's birthday photos (didn't take much cuz my lousy camera suddenly shut itself off while we were singing happy birthday to her! Hahah this is what shitty cameras from like 6 years ago do to you.. Are 4 megapixels even SEEN on cellphones these days?):


Should've taken a picture of Jiaying playing the piano. She could play Amazing Grace by ear, but of course one hand. Which is amazing, cuz she never took lessons.

Cutie pie (looking more and more like her 2nd sis) showing me her mom's piano book..

She brought her own My Little Pony (Justin's song!) toys there and got them to decorate the cake. Cute, no?


HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TRI!


Of course, I have A LOT of new 2PM (and even 2AM) photos to post up! Haha. But alright, shall spare this post cuz there's already a lot of photos up.

Chansung oppa is always eating! My gosh. Oh, remember the time I blogged about me dreaming about him? HE WAS ALSO EATING IN MY DREAM. Hahaha how cute!




Chansungie doesn't like Jaebummie oppa.
Magnae has no respect for the leader and Grandpa! :o



Okay, my two favourite boys say bye!

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Next.

I won't be updating too much, Blogger is screwed up for some reason on my Firefox (its not just me experiencing this, right?).

My uncle's buying for me a Nasri 8 Arsenal jersey today!

I thought my aunt meant it as a joke last time but earlier my uncle called me and said he was at Queensway shopping center (so shiok right! Living opposite IKEA and beside Queensway) and asked me what size I wanted for the Arsenal jersey o__o

I FEEL SO BAD!!! The jersey is like 100bucks++? He still wants to print Nasri's name AND number behind for me. The guy at Tampines One told me the number and name would be additional $$$.

Thank you ge-pek and ge-m!

(I think my dad should be feeling damn bad now cuz something he promised to buy me is actually being bought for me by my uncle! But nah, he's so thick-skinned.. hahaha)

Will wear my Arsenal jersey next season! Thank goodness the season starts in December. No O's to study for etc. I thank Arsene Wenger for deciding not to change Arsenal's home jersey, even if the away jersey IS pretty.. un-Arsenal-like.

For some reason I believe Real Madrid will be huge next season.. with Ronaldo and Alonso on their side (wait, Alonso went over to RM right? My dad told me a while back but yeah it slipped my mind). They just bought a whole shitload of players.. wonder how come they suddenly had so much money. $$$

Omona.


p.s. NEW KOREAN BOY BAND!

http://www.allkpop.com/index.php/full_story/say_hello_to_cubes_boy_group_b2st1/

The guy named AJ doesn't look that bad. BUT, I'll still love my 2PM no matter what. (Sorry SHINee. I still love you but TELL JONGHYUN AND TAEMINNIE TO GET RID OF THEIR NEW IMAGE!)

Friday, August 07, 2009

BLOGGER, WORK IT!

Blogger is still screwed up on Firefox. Sigh.. I think after backing up my bookmarks etc I will reinstall Firefox.

Got so many pictures to post up! Can't put them on my FB even cuz the layout there's also screwed.

There's a lot going on on my laptop now. Transferring all my stuff inside my 'mirror'. Thats the whole point, I have so many photos to post up today yet Blogger isn't working on me.

Shall go watch the Card Captor Sakura movie 1 and 2 that I bought 0458344245612 years ago but never had the chance to watch since I've been so lazy. Time to catch up with it!

Feel like watching Shaman King over and over again. Heard the OP song "Over Soul" on Jody's iPod today while her, Quin, Jack and I were waiting for Suki Sushi to open.

(Thanks Jack for the soya bean milk. Will treat you soon! And your SLIPPERS oh gosh.)

I've been such a STM person recently. Like REALLY short-termed memory. Its damn stupid, cuz these few days while showering, I kept forgetting whether I've already washed my face/body/hair. I almost put soap on my body just now when I suddenly stoned and went, "Oh yeah. I've already washed my body.."

A few days ago I washed my hair twice, cuz after washing my body I forgot if I washed my hair already, thought I didn't and put shampoo on my hair. It struck me that I ALWAYS wash my hair before my body and after my face.. so yeah. Pretty dumb.

Moodless today..

"HAHAHA OMG SO FUNNY QUIN YOU MAKE MY ASS CRACK!" *continues laughing*

"OMG WTH GWEN WHAT KIND OF A PUN IS THAT LOL?!"

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Blogger and FB are messed up. Is it just me or..?

Omo. Even Twitter refuses to connect properly.

I'm too lazy to blog now hah. Upset that there's no badminton this Sunday.. sigh make full use of the upcoming Tuesday then.

Need to buy Polaroid film and develop my Black Slim Devil photos! They r screaminz fr meh.

Emceeing is hell. 'Nuff said.

Shouldn't have seen you. Just made my mood feel like shit the whole time. Just like yesterday gosh. You're such a B.F.J.

Why you?

Gonna try out the CS:Condition Zero my brother's friend put in for us.

Gonna pretend that those computer-controlled characters are you and shoot your effing face down.

Thursday, August 06, 2009


2NE1 watching TV at their apartment (which is really pretty by the way) on an episode of the 2NE1 TV!

Apparently, guess whoooooo's on TV?

JANG WOOYOUNG <3

It looks like the show It's Time 2PM where each member was interviewed and asked about themselves. I remember Wooyoungie's outfit! Watched his and Junho's episodes a lot of times already so yeah. No wonder when I saw this picture on a Livejournal community I was like EH THAT'S JANG WOOYOUNGIE OPPA! Thought it was WB at first but his outfits on WB so far are not exactly simple. It was.. more of PJs, literally.

Tuesday, August 04, 2009

Just for laughs for those who are overly stressed from school:



After watching the Chinese news about this company planning to retrench 2000 workers because they play to relocate, my mom told me when I'm older I'll prolly have to study overseas and I told her: "KOREA, mom, KOREA."

Which she replied to with a "You save up the money lor. *smiles*"


I'm watching Scrubs season3 on Star World right now. I like Elliot's hair much more right now.

Speaking of which, I'll be cutting my hair tomorrow hopefully. IF there is enough time. I still need to get my red shirt since our school made it

COMPULSORY

to wear red to school for the Be Yourself Day which is in conjunction with the National Day celebrations. Some people are already saying they'll skip school cuz who wants to pay $0.50 just so that they can wear red (point is, it's already COMPULSORY so they've got no choice) and waste less than half the day in school when there are no lessons.

(Today we concluded: Our school is ridiculous sometimes. Okay no, most of the time.)

Oh well..

Monday, August 03, 2009

Bring in the old


Found a lot of old photos in my old 4.0 mega pixels camera.

Who would have known that 4 mega pixels even existed in digital cameras! Every thing's like 10.1 megapix or 12.1 megapix. Oh well, at least mega pixels don't count.. its the resolution that does. Unless you're printing BIG pictures, that is.

Might share some of the photos I took in Shanghai in '07. Not sure if I've shared them before.

I've been feeling lazy to blog recently (even though I DID blog yesterday) cuz I gotta use IE to blog when my main Internet is FF. For some reason my Blogger New Post area is screwed up in FF. Am I the only one experiencing this?

Then again, its a good thing to feel the laziness when it comes to blogging. That way, during the O's period I'd totally not feel like blogging at all.


I've been learning Korean online! With the help of like 3 websites. Wanted to get a book too cuz the ones I borrowed at the library doesn't help. I know the consonants and vowels now, but the double vowels and double consonants are.. confusing.

Watching __ also helped me learn new words. But.. whats the difference in pronounciation between ggol-duk and gol-duk? And yook-duk..? Haha those are all the words JB pronounced wrongly, that's why I remember them clearly.

I remember this was how I learnt Japanese words too! Watching Arashi shows like A no Arashi, C no Arashi, Arashi no Shukudai-kun....


I can't wait for Friday, except for the fact I've got no red shirts.

I think I'll just shop with Rei on Wednesday and get some random red top and black jeans cuz that's the only color that can match my new high-tops haha. I want those white Nike high-tops with the Velcro at the front that Jang Wooyoung has! But they're like what, 200bucks? Gotta save up all over again I guess.

Its not a healthy thing when you've got an obsession with sneakers ㅠㅠ


p.s. I GOT SYAFIQAH HOOKED ON 2PM! BIG ACHIEVEMENT.

Saturday, August 01, 2009

Stomach Flu





So.. I had stomach flu yesterday in school. No wonder I felt so horrible during Lit.

During recess it was worse. Had a chat with Joey, LK came by and said I looked sick, went down with Beanie and felt like puking the whole time there cuz of the smell of food. Got back to class and I could smell the potato wedges and nuggets. Went to sit at the corner of the door instead while waiting for lessons to start.

Sorry to the 4Endeavourians who had to watch my whole puking scene outside the classroom yesterday! I think it was really disgusting.. don't know why people actually came OUT of the classroom when I started puking instead of running back INSIDE the classroom. Thanks Lianyi for the plastic bag, Atiqah for the packet of tissue, and Alicia for the scolding HAHAH, Winteng for the text, Ker and Jiaqi for accompanying me downstairs to wait for Dad at the general office, and everyone else for their concern :P

I think I had stomach flu. The doctor told me it might be stomach flu and also my appendix, which really gave me a bad scare cuz he said, "If the medicine doesn't work and your stomach starts hurting again, go straight to a hospital. It might be your appendix." =.=
Had fever, headache and diarrhea when I got home.
So I had no appetite for anything. Today I'm feeling much better, 'cept my appetite hasn't returned back to normal so I've not eaten anything after breakfast. Except for this:
Which has been my favourite snack for school recently.

And I lost 2kg again! Why is it that I lose 2kg everytime I get stomach flu. :\ if I could lose 2kg without going through the horrible-ness of stomach flu, it'd be so much better!

I still need a red -anything- for the national day celebration. What's the use of "Be Yourself Day" when you can't wear what you normally wear out. Why must we wear red? :(

I think I can just wear anything and wear my red and white Brazilian Praia sandals from NUM, cuz its red AND white, SG's color. But I want to wear my new sneakers which I've not worn out yet!! Monopoly Moneh series yo.

I think I'll just drop by F21 and get a red version of the top I bought with Shirei that day.

Waiting for the subbed ver. of Wild Bunny to be out Youtube! Go Time2Sub2 and Madame2PMsubs! Then download it to my iPod Nano.

Spent the whole of Friday's English period watching it with Wooyoung in the theatrette. He was laughing cuz of what they say while I was laughing cuz of the sound effects. Sigh, 'tis the problem when you don't understand the language of the show you're watching.
Haven't been posting much recently. Guess I need to get used to the life of not going online, don't wanna get hooked to the internet during my O's!

I'll still be updating my Kpop blog on Livejournal.

Yeah, kinda decided Livejournal would be better now, especially since its so hard to find people around Blogger and also cuz my Blogger is screwed up on Firefox. So is my Facebook etc. Why? :(


Anyway, just wanna wish a huge HAPPY BIRTHDAY! to SNSD's Tiffaaaaaany :)

Fany 짱!


p.s. Check out this awesome scrapbook Soshified.com made for SNSD as their 2nd anniversary gift!