I ended up sleeping around 4 something yesterday.
Kept reading my book with the laptop on playing music. Bad habit of leaving the lappy on overnight from Quin, Iggy and David! Hahaa.

Anyways, a few shoutouts today! ;D

CONGRATS UNCLE COLLIN &.. (-whateveryourwife'snameishere-) ON GETTING MARRIED! [;
Bai tou dao lao! Or whatever the phrase is. :x


And another shoutout!

To the sec1 sailing juniors:
JIAYOU DARLINGS FOR YOUR FIRST REGATTA! ;D
Don't be so nervous. Especially Virginia haiyoh! Haha.

K, feels so lame and yet good to start the day with shoutouts..
BUT, GOOD AFTERNOOOOON! :D

Woke up 11-ish. Breakfast is still sitting outside like some loony.
Hungryyyyy....

Thought of going out to get the flats from Charles & Keith for the wedding later today, but I feel too lazy to! :o

Going to meet mom later at Uncle Ken's shop to get my hair cut and everything.
:( don't cut it shorter pleaaaaase noooo! D:

And oh, I just realised the next week is like, THE LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL HOLS?!
And I've not gotten anything done! So after breakfast I'm gna do some of my homework.
Anyone wants to go out like, Coffee Bean to study? :(

I've not even fufilled my wish of shopping like crazy can! D:< style="font-weight: bold;">9th-21st I'm not free, EVERY SINGLE DAY!
My only rest day before school reopens is 22nd. :(
How fun.. =.=

Oh well, at least someone catch Chronicles of Narnia with me first kk?
;D

Words can't say what love can do.
I'll be there for you-

I'll Be There For You by Bon Jovi

Always talkin' bout what you got, girl you know that you need to stop-

Never, ever! target me on Mob Wars. >:D
Cuz if you ever steal any moneh from me while attacking...
.. GG to you. ;D I'll set a bounty on you and tada! you're dead. :3 *acts innocent*

Which reminds me, IZDIHAR TAAAAN. I'm catching up to you! Earning at least 9.4mil now? Hahaa. Eat my dust yo. ;D LOL, the irony of that sentence.
Sigh.

3.33AM. Mygosh. I'll have eyebags tomo during the wedding. Infact, I feel like reading my book now. Which is damn ..
"whateverlameyouwnasleepbutyouwnaread"
kinda thing.

I'm listening to "Thats Not My Name" by The Ting Tings.
Highly annoying but idk why this song's nice at the same time.
Let me show you the lyrics to understand how annoying it is..


Thats Not My Name
>The Ting Tings

Four letter word just to get me along
It's a difficulty and I'm biting on my tongue and I
I keep stalling, keeping me together
People around gotta find something to say now

Holding back, everyday the same
Don't wanna be a loner
Listen to me, oh no
I never say anything at all
But with nothing to consider
They forget my name (ame, ame, ame)

They call me 'hell'
They call me 'Stacey'
They call me 'her'
They call me 'Jane'
That's not my name
That's not my name
That's not my name
That's not my name

They call me 'quiet girl'
But I'm a riot
Maybe 'Joleisa'
Always the same
That's not my name
That's not my name
That's not my name
That's not my name

I miss the catch if they through me the ball
I'm the last kid standing up against the wall
Keep up, falling, these heels they keep me boring
Getting glammed up and sitting on the fence now

So alone all the time at night
Lock myself away
Listen to me, I'm not
Although I'm dressed up, out and all with
Everything considered
They forget my name (ame, ame, ame)

They call me 'hell'
They call me 'Stacey'
They call me 'her'
They call me 'Jane'
That's not my name
That's not my name
That's not my name
That's not my name

They call me 'quiet girl'
But I'm a riot
Maybe 'Joleisa'
Always the same
That's not my name
That's not my name
That's not my name
That's not my name

Are you calling me darling?
Are you calling me bird?
Are you calling me darling?
Are you calling me bird?

Killer jelly beans-

Its 2.03AM and I'm blogging! Hahaa funny cuz I should be sleeping now to prevent panda eyes from showing at Uncle Collin's wedding tomorrow. Or, later in the afternoon.

Went out with Celine today after going to her mom's shop.
Sorry Quin! Kinda pangseh-ed you. :(

Bought doughnuts! ;D had the same doughnut I chose when Crystal treated the hip hop-ers.
Celine had the same as me. DOUGHNUTS FTW hahahaa.

Went to Plaza Singapura. There was some band thing going on? Like some gig/competiton. But sadly it didn't start yet. :( so we went in instead of waiting.

Saw so many things I want! :D
Esp. this pair of shoes I've been waiting for at Flash n' Splash or something, which is kinda my favourite shop at Plaza Sing cuz its got Billabong and Ripcurl! ;D

That pair of shoes are at 50% off! :D 95bucks... so.. $47.50?? [:
A lot of things were at least 20%-70% off, so yeah. Awesomeee.

Stussy shirt like a boyfriend tee which costs 80+bucks. :Ooooooo..!

I got this bag! :D its like $26.70 after discount and I kinda fell in love...
SO I BOUGHT IT!

Sling it-

Went around finding boyfriend tee. Only one was the super expensive Stussy one.
Like wth right so suay.

I love Plaza Singapura! Everytime I go there I'll actually buy something.
Not like when I shop at Orchard.. come back empty handed. Hahaa.


Had dinner at MOS Burger with Celine at around 10pm. LOL.

Then homed after chatting. Our moms didn't call! Which was amazing.
;D

It was so freggin' crowded we trained down to Marina Bay to take the train back the other direction to get seats. :P

Bumped 7-11 to check for magazines and the stupid person at the counter thought we were browsing when I picked up a mag. Like, I can actually READ the sign which says "No Browsing" right infront of me duh.

Pictures of the shirt I bought. Haha.
In super editing-mood today. :o



Oh well, fun and joy can be brought out from photoshop!

Makes me think of blogskins and my oh-so-lovely friends. :(
Sigh, I miss you guys. Where's the Botak Jones lunchy meetup?


ATTENTION BLOGSKINNERS!
(old generation esp)

BLOGSKINS OUTING 2008 DATES AND SHIZZ ARE FINALIZED!
Check with Sylvia hun for info.
Or forums, which I am too lazy to. ;D

And I'm gna be super busy?

9th: Rebekah's pri 5EE-6E class chalet
10th: Sailing training
11th-15th: Sentosa Regatta
16th: Blogskins Outing '08
17th-20th: Sailing camp
21st: 3Endeavour'08 class gathering
(which, I shall attend, super chaotah-ed)

I already feel dead looking at the dates. Hur.

Friendster bulletins are so fun! :o

Most people can't live without their
cell phone...so here's a survey about it...
OK, Go, Grab your phone!

1.What color is your phone?
White, gold and orange.

2.Who 's the first person who comes up under the letter M?
Max :D

3.Who's the last person you called?
Iggy. LOL!

4.Who was your last missed call from?
Uhh, also Iggy. Hahaa.

5.Who's the 2nd person who miss called?
My mom..?

6.Who's speed dial 2?
Also my mom!

7.Who's the 3rd person who comes up under J?
Jacqueline- SC senior :D

8.Who was your last received call?
LOOL. Iggy! :o omg he's everywhereeee.

9.Who's speed dial number 4?
Quin! :D

10.What is your wallpaper?
A girl sitting by the jetty/whatever facing dark skies while holding a red balloon. I posted this pic up before in my previous posts. [;

11.How many text messages do you recieve?
Idk. Should be around 900-1000. Hohum.

12.Who's speed dial number 8?
"No speed dial number in this position." ;D

13.What's the 5th message say in your inbox? And from whom?
From Bettina :D telling me where she got her jackets and where to get baggy pants for hip hop. :D

14.Who's the 1st person who comes up under B?
Ben! Hahaa. B-Wen!

15.Who was your last text message from?
Uhh, also Bettina.

16.Name every person you have text messages from:
Uhhh! I have text messages since last year 3rd July you know! :o

Bettina, Celine, Quin, Mom, Joseph, Yokeching, Melody, Iggy, Belle, David, Farah, Chia Ee, Crystal, Singtel (o__o), Derick, Justin Law, Kerrie, Cheeteng, Mrs Sidhu, Agnes, Evelyn, Uncle Alfred, Dad, Luoling, Jiaqi, Bev, Lianghong, Alicia, Pam, Aaron, Singpore Police Force with Mas Selamat's picture, Amanda junior, Sinhui, Sylvia, Justin Seah, Rachel, Nic Wong, Fazzy, Lianyi, Eileeny beany, Ningxin, Sera, Winteng, Darren Goh, Gengtao, Nic Yeow, Junhao, Jody, Jane, Nicolette, Drey..

K I listed all of them out in order. Hahaa! Omg x.x

17.Have you seen the 101 Chuck Norris facts?
Whats that?

18.Who's the 3rd person on your U?
I only have one person under U. Haha.

19.What does the 3rd message in your outbox say?
"Haha okay. How to get there? :P" to Bettina.

20.Who is the first name in your Phonebook?
Needless to say, Aaron. :P

21.Who is the last name in your Phonebook?
Needless to say, lin lao shi. :D cuz I put the words in chinese font.

22.Where was your wallpaper taken?
LOL Drey sent it to me. ;D

23.Last 4 digits of your number?
4451. Sounds like some nice 4D number right? ;D

24.Sun/Globe/Smart/TM?
Singtel. (suckerrrrrz.)

Quote of the day: You Lampard Crazy.

Me and Mel still have nothing to wear for the wedding! Both our moms asked us to wear jeans and some random top. But its like the wedding's at M Hotel, and in ORCHARD.
A bit the unglam right? :\

I found it funny when Iggy said "you Lampard crazy".
He really looks like he's doing some dance in the picture of him in the white jersey!
(check back to prev blog post ;D)

I LOVE Lampard 8! :D

K, seeya later. Dinner's calling. Infact it has been for the past dunno how long. Hohum!

randomly.

Lampard likes his finger. LOL.

Sweet. I watched a video of a Tottenham fan attacking Lampard when Chelsea won? Omg haha the way Lampard dodged his punch and went behind him was.. cool. :D

Anywaaaaays. I'm having a reeeeeal bad headache now. Already had 3 panadols and it didn't have effect? Usually 1 would work.

Didn't go for training again.
Guess my headache lasted thru the night cuz I couldn't sleep due to it! D:

I tried to sleep earlier in the afternoon on but couldn't cuz the it was sooo bad? Ya. Then its like freaking noisy with all the moving of furniture at my new neighbour's place and renovation.

Gna get my Nike Composure shoes later for school. D:
Mom's really keen on not allowing me to get the Womens Nike Dunk Low :(


I seriously hate my dad's attitude. Its like, whatever!
If you don't wanna spend on me just say so la rather than be all sarcastic and all that jazz.

Mom thought the Nike bag that me and Celine fell for was worth it so I overheard her talking to dad about it. He was all "What? Already bought the Crumpler buy that for what??"

For a new pair of earpiece I need, he was telling my mom "Buy for her a new earpiece for what?! LET HER USE RUBBERBAND TO TIE TOGETHER HER OLD ONE LA."

Hello? Wtf? Like my old one's spoilt cuz the WIRES GOT EXPOSED? Tie what sai??!

For the iPod Touch that I wna get from Iggy, "Oh! Wah your savings so much ah? YOU SO RICH AH? Good for you then." wtf man.

Even for the Womens Nike Dunk Low, my mom wouldn't let me get it cuz she told me "Daddy will scold you if you buy it." =.=

My shoes are all spoilt, my North Star has a hole in the sole with more holes on top, my Adidas running shoes's soles are already coming out! Like I think we actually super-glued it down a few times already? I've been wearing that shit since sec1.

Its not like I get to save a lot right?
If not I would've used my savings to get what I want.
And its like you and mom don't let me TOUCH my angbao money.
If not I would just get what I NEED instead of asking the likes of YOU.

thank you CELINE XIEEEE for the Billabong pencilcase! <3 you loads

HI DAVID H.L.
I AM HERE TO TELL YOU THAT LAMPARD AND KAKA AND BALLACK ARE NOT OLD OKAY. I bet when you're their ages you'd have a big round belly for a 1 pack. HA HA. At least they're good-looking for their age. ;D

WHOEVER SAYS FRANK LAMPARD SUCKS SHALL FACE MY WRATH!
And omg I'm turning into a Chelsea F.C. fan! Dad's gna be all "Haiyoh ARSENAL laaa."

Met Celine and her mom and my mom today for shopping.
And yes, I was late cuz I didn't know the meeting time and mom nagged like crazy shit. :\

Went Paragon to meet them, then walked to Wheelock. Celine wanted Crumpler! :D

After going to Apple to see iPod Classic and Touch, we went to Coffee Bean cuz I wanted a drink.
(teehee see the idiot sitting with me in Coffee Bean, Wheelock :P loves!)

And cuz we shared our drinks our moms bought what we wanted in LARGES.
Anyways it was the most worth it bah? LOL.

Like, so omg right? End up my mom let me drink majority of it. FATTENING!


Bused down to Queensway. Was supposed to sms Timothy Neoooo on how to get there but Idk why his phone number wasn't in my contacts! :o omg I thought I had his number!

Walked like crazy shit and then Celine saw a shoe which caught her eye:
MY SHOE BUT THE BLUE VER. OF IT!

Omg la we're like sisters. Before that we went to this shop. She took a look then went to e toilet and I took a look around. When she came back I showed her a bag and she was like "Omg hahaaa I wanted to get this bag too!"

We have the same phones, same camera, same shoe (diff color), same specs (diff color).. :D

And only the phone and specs was bought together. The rest was coincidentally.

Anyways, I saw NIKE WOMENS DUNKS LOW! And they freaking had my size goddammit. Totally white. So its like I should get it right? Save me the trouble of getting the one with a silver tick then painting it everytime I go to school.

But nooooo. It was perfect, costed 90bucks after 30% off. Mom didn't wanna get it cuz the Nike Composure (the one with a silver tick)'s 70+ bucks. :(

"dad will scold you if you get it".

Had dinner after that at ABC market near Timothy's place, Anchorpoint or something? Hahah the condo opposite Ikea la. Filling! And yes fattening too.. D:

And oh! Celine remembered she owed me a birthday present today just when I pointed out at this shop that sold LOAAAADS of Billabong stuffs (I WAS IN BILLABONG HEAVEN!) that the pencilcase was nice. And she knew I wanted Ripcurl or Billabong pencilcase/wallet for my birthday..

Guess what? SHE BOUGHT IT FOR ME! Even wanted to check if there was wrapping avaliable. Haha. So nice right omg. That was the only thing that got me smiling the whole day.

Mom even wanted to get me a wallet but I guess the words are just short-lived.
Hur.



I bought 4FOUR FBTS too! Hahah black red black red. (looks orangey in the picture)

Actually, JOKING. I got 2 and helped Melody get 2 since she wanted some. LOL. We both got same cut and same material and same color. :D

tried taking it with flash and well.. it turned out pinkish. :\

I love FBTs! Hahaha finally I got 4 in total. :D

Blog more tomo.
Got loads to complain about dad. He's like so freaking whatever.
Thanks a lot. I didn't know you scrimp and save so much on me.
Even tho I've been wanting something so badly, you're like telling mom shouldn't get for me.
kam xiap.

Its like when I needed it I didn't really say?
'till now I realise I really need an MP3 and I've not had one since sec1 since my Creative one spoiled (creative sucks!) and my handphone's earpiece spoiled looong ago and I even had to borrow David's MP4. Wth sia. I didn't even complain till now.


I want the Chelsea jerseys I saw at the shops there.
(& the UEFA EURO2008 Germany Home jersey!)
Saw loads of Liverpool jerseys there. Like huhhh? :o
OMG saw this black and white and green one with the Chelsea logo in luminous green {?} and I fell in love with it. :D
I was so crazy over the Lampard jersey I saw! :DDDD

But mom made fun of him. :\
8 in malay is "ampat" or something..
So she's like "Lampard? Hahaaaaa minus a bit its AMPAT! 8 in malay is ampat mah!"
Wtf not funny... =.='''
Roarrrrrh.

SINGAPORE'S HOME KIT LOOKS FREAKING UGLY D:
Go to Queensway to see. Hur. Me and Celine were eww-ing at it LOL. :3

frank lampard 8! :D yaaaay!!! ;3 <3

Maple's new server's coming out soon! 'E' world. :D gna play it with the sec3 sailors. :3

Ryan the iPig won't play.
Iggy decided we'll be Mc-something-s. Haha. Quin's McChicken, Aaron's McFlurry.. I'm idk what. LOL. David also idk. Hmmm. Iggy I also dunno..

I seem to fall asleep while smsing people la. Yesterday smsing David at 1am plus about their Dota match and LAMPARRRRD! 8 :D then I fell asleep. Smsing Celine the last time also fell asleep. Roarrrh! Can never seem to stay awake de luh.

Buying my Nike Composure today! :( aiyah wish I can buy the gold colored Nike tick one, but school rules, school rules. :\ I have to buy the silver one and paint the silver tick white. My mom was like "Aiyah you da dan a bit la! Go wear it like that don't paint it." :o

:( I want the gold oneeeee.

Shall go bathe and everything now if not I'll be super late to meet Celine.
Then mom will nagnagnagnaaaag till my ears fall of luh! :\
Meeting her and Celine's mom at Celine's mom's shop.

Need to shop for things to wear on Uncle Collin's wedding this Saturday! :o
MELODYYYYYYY hurry hurry lets go out soon lol.

My hair's dark brown is turning lighter brown! :o yaaaay! LOL.


Yes I'm Frank Lampard's newest fan.
And lol I didn't know Jingming was a Kaka fan! Hahaha.
My dad keeps talking about Kaka luh. But Kaka's okay, a good player.
(BUT LAMPARD'S BETTER. teehee)
Go youtube see the penalties he took. Awesomely sweet can the goals!
Ballack looks like some actor. :\
DAVID HAMTARO! :P LAMPARD AND KAKA ARE NOT OLD!
(bet if I mentioned Ballack to him too yesterday night he'd go "Ballack old man la!" like he said for Lampard and Kaka! >:\)

I feel I'm slowly turning into a Chelsea fan. :X
omgomg cannot! ARSENAL F.C. FOREVER! Hahaha.
I'm so much like my dad luh. Tio influence. :x
We both hate Man U too. :P

I WANT THE UEFA EURO 2008 GERMANY JERSEY!
>:( 107 bucks!

I'm so bored I'm posting over and over again! :o

Just realised my whole week's busy from tomorrow onwards. =.= sigh. :\

Nic Wong called earlier and he was cabbing down to NSC after coming back from Vietnam with Linjie and Weiming I think. And it was already 6.10pm haha.

Tomo going get my Nike Composure shoe, Thursday's devoted to sailing.. Friday I gtg school to teach Aisha and some other people choreo. Saturday's Uncle Collin's wedding. Me and Melody have got nothing to wear yet. We agreed we're telepathic! :o LOL. I love her loads luh. Sunday's devoted to hip hop and hopefully lunch with them after.

Pam's coming back from China hopefully, yesyes? :( she's missing out so much luh.
Bettina's (did I mention? She joined class with us) just awesome! Common-ys! :D

I'm craving for doughnuts.
Roarrrrh fattening please. :\
And oh! THANKS CRYSTAL FOR THE DOUGHNUT! :D

My hands are suddenly damn cold again.
I'm super pissed off can.
Fucker.

Yay MF sailors trashed TK sailors during training! Hur, Belle told me and its like.. LOL.

It suddenly occured to me I'm wondering what'll happens after my O's.
Jiaqi (and others like David) will be wrong! Cuz I don't like monkeys. >:D

And its so much easier to like no one now.

But me and Mel will need boyfriends before 2012. HAHAHA.

Headache now omg. Let me bang a wall and die la please hahaa.

Parents going to da gu ma's place to discuss STUFFS.
I wonder what stuffs luh.. :(
Bet its about my ahma again. *sigh*


Kk I love hip hop to infinite.
BBOY FTW YO.

OH SHIT I FORGOT I NEEDED TO GO TO HEYMATH! TO DO THE WEEKLY TEST!
OMGOMGOMG I'M SO DEAD. ITS LIKE THE WHICH WEEK OF SCHOOL HOLS ALREADY GODAMMIT! D:

Someone save meeeee!

Nike Composure

See, all because I didn't blog on 1st June, my posts are all back-dated now! >:\ roarhhhh!

Since its 3rd June TODAY, I shan't blog about 2nd June (which I just did) and blog about today. TODAYYYYY!!! Roarrrhhhhhhh.

Camera darling (camcam!) has been really lonely these days. I've not been using her (yes she's a HER goddammit! Self-proclaimed by me) for a while for photoshots. :( I really need to go travelling around Singapore to take photos. Poor Deviantart account of mine. D:

Next stop: THE ESPLANADE! for photoshoots.
Stupid Ryan didn't wanna go there yesterday. >:(

The Cannon EOS camera on TV ads look quite promising.
Unfortunately my parents wouldn't let me get it I bet, since I just got Camcam.

I didn't go training cuz I woke up at 6AM with my stomach (OMFG A GIRL'S SCREAMING DOWNSTAIRS LIKE WTF AND IT SCARED ME) hurting like whenever I eat anything. So dad helped me take the Sentosa regatta form down to school.

I went crazy after watching UK Top 10 on MTV, and downloaded 20+ songs and to redownload a few songs I downloaded before but with poor quality.

Black and Gold by Sam Sparro and That's Not My Name by The Ting Tings are quite catchy. idk why but I hate That's Not My Name but yet I like it! Wth is this. Hahahaa.

Gna go to school forums to post a post on why our school only allows 100% white shoes.

Its like damn, I want that Nike Composure GOLD shoes so much! If I buy the silver just to color the Nike tick white when I wear it to school, I'd die cuz the gold one's oh-so-chio!! :(

Yesterday was.. fuuuun.

Went to AMK Macs with Ryan, David and Quinneh. Gwen emos and David was sad so Ryan called me and told me 'bout David and we decided we should all go out.

Mgosh, these people can NEVER make up their minds. Only me and Quin have a mind. Its like, I was on the phone with Ryan from about 2.25pm to 3.35pm? And we still didn't decide. LOL.

And oh, Ryan's brother is WAAAY cuter than my 11y.o. bro! >:\
BUT HE CALLED ME SISSY GIRL!

On the phone:"Ryaaaan where you wanna go!" "Anything.. Gwen you decide hahaha."
On MSN me and Quin were like, "David can you give some constructive suggestions that are USEFUL on where we can go?" "anithin"

At first we wanted Vivo, then Ryan said Novena cuz I said I wanted doughnuts. :D lol.
Then Dobhy Ghaut but all say far when we already decided so okay lor.. AMK HUB. =.=

Me and David brought laptops. Quin lazy to bring hers and Ryan doesn't have/couldn't bring.

Ryan's a stinky iPig! Hahahaa.
I'm a smart iSmarterthanyou and Quin's a.. what were you? :P

Went crazy when Chiaee and Joey talked on MSN.
We were all snatching David's lappy and doing split personalities talk.
Wheeeoohs!

When I thanked Chiaee for the SMS, Ryan and David snatched my phone which was PEACEFULLY sitting on the table. :\ me snatching it back was a failure lol.

Then they saw the SMS (thanks for the SMS hun! [: sorrysorry), and Ryan and David started VIOLENTLY grabbing my hand. David showed Ryan the wound. =.= Quin down there stoning and lol-ing. Hahah.

It sucks to sit beside me, cuz I pinch and bite. Rawrrrr!
(I kinda bit David and I pinched both David and Ryan)
;D lol much.

7 plus we left and went to Hub. David forgot his wallet at Macs so he went back, then me, Quin and Ryan bought icecream.

A long time later Ryan and Quin took MRT home. So much for wanting to go home at 7pm ei? :D while me and David went to buy stuffs. Wanted SUSHI so he accompanied me to NTUC :D

We bought bought sashimi sushi and he bought chicken chop. Saw Celine and her mom at the queue! She thought David was ______ and when I told David he was like "LOL I'm not as TALL or DARK/BLACK." =.=

Walked home and David accompanied me. :D thank you! So mahfan to carry my HEAVY Lenovo laptop can. :S haha. Since he was so nice I accompanied him to opposite my gran's block for him to cab home.

I'M SO NICE RIGHT. Hahaha.


Woke up and my stomach hurt like whenever I ate something.
(yes if I don't eat I won't feel the pain) So I didn't go for training today. Hohums.

SMS-ing Belle about Christian being on MTV TRL to give these punk-styled girls a makeover to make them girly for mothers' day! :ooooooooo!!!

The female host was like "okay CHRISTIAN can you..-" and I went "OMGOMGZOOOOMG CHRISTIAN'S ON MTV TRL!!! MGOSH BELLE!!!"

Its so cool that we both love Christian and his works on Project Runway season 4 so much! He has an ego, but WHO CAN RESIST HIM (& his hair)!!!!

And oh, darling phone-y's spoiling. :(

Its a highlight of my life! Hahah.
And seriously, I can't bear to part with the darling luh. :( it holds all my memories hahaha.

Soft Androgyne :o

Took Quin's Butch or Femme test yesterday and it turns out I'm a:

SOFT ANDROGYNE

Your score placed you in the category of Soft Androgyne. This is the "steel magnolia" type. You may also wish to review Strong Femme and Androgyne, the two categories surrounding you. In a ranking across the femme/butch gamut, if 1 is femme and 100 is butch, you fall between 41 and 47 on the scale. Your group is a large part of the 35-45 age group for the most part and has a wide mix of genders and orientations.

---

For most of your life and social interaction, you don't really see yourself as either butch or femme, but if pressed into a corner, you react more femme than butch. You prefer to seek aid rather than solve your problems on your own, and prefer to give aid rather than to encourage someone to stand on their own feet. You're fairly well balanced over all, with the occasional weakness you haven't quite yet conquered.

Education is important to you, as you see knowledge as a key to independence and freedom, and you tend to have a higher educational level than your peers, either formally or by self-teaching. You read a lot, and a varied assortment of genres, enjoying cartoons as much as heavy psych drama. Biography, however, bores you. You like historical anecdotes but are not very good at memorizing dates, having a more general sense of time.

Your home is a roof for you and not a showplace. Order is optional. You cook if you have to and are efficient at it but really don't like to bother. You prefer to be fed. You like small dogs or big cats and the occasional hamster.

You enjoy a fairly strong butch for a partner, along the lines of a Feminist or Classic Butch, and take on other Androgynes as friends. Family is not terribly important to you, and odds are good you came from a home where that was not the primary issue. You may have a good, but distant relation with your family, or may not be in touch at all, but it's pretty certain you don't live with them unless you have to, or in the same city.

She says I'm pretty much gender-less. :o wth! Like I'm not a butch nor a femme. I'm half-half and inbetween. Hohum! What a discovery. :\

Take the test at:
http://members.tripod.com/%7Ewomens_voices/BF100/BF100.html


Its 100 questions, so brace yourself!

fucking people.

K fuck my hands are shivering damn badly now after sending out an SMS.
Fuckfuckfuck.

(sorry, I really needed to scold the vulgarities..)

And now my hands are just damn cold when I put it on my leg luhs.
Ugh I hate the feeling. Can't even type properly.

Wah I just feel like crying again?

Like why the eff are people like that.
FUCKING LIARS. FUCKING RETARDS. FUCKING MORONS & IDIOTS.

I actually threw my phone on my camera. Opps. Sorry babeh!

(Bleah. I just feel like slitting again.
Tho its just wasting plasters.
But Xinyi and loads more people would kill me.
Sorry babes, always make you worried and shit over me.
I also can't control it.
It just hurts damn badly ya, and I want something to cover the pain.
I'm sorry I can't keep my promise of not slitting ever again.
But I'm not gna turn into the next *.
Thats just purely Attracting Attention.
Cuz who the fuck slits for fun??!)

Motherfucking idiots are the cause of all this shit.
You know what? My hands are really shaking like fuck now.

Omgosh I'm feeling damn fucking cold.
D:
I feel like I'mm having a fever now.
See my hands shook so badly I type "I'm" as "I'mm".
Someone save meeeee.

I wanna talk to The Monkey (slash Suanner) who sits beside me in class!
:( I miss not having school cuz he's the only one that can make me laugh whenever I'm like super sad luh.
:(((

I realise I just have to turn to my left, look at him and I'll laugh like mad.
Hahahaa! His face is just damn funny when he stares back luh.

I'M PO FROM THE PLANET ENGLIS-AND

Awwww. You thought I wouldn't update for a day?

Well, YOU THOUGHT WRONG. ;D

Cuz Gwendolyn Neo Yuan Qi's back home and blogging. Like now, like on 1st June, like at 11:54PM so hah! Its not 12AM yet and therefore its STILL 1st June! AHHH-HA!

K sorry. Totally random.

Went to my uncle's super big bungalow/terrace thing for BBQ again. :D gotta love his house man; its soo huuuuuge! :o

My little Neo Jiawen was being super cute, since Aunty Mavis's newborn (around 3+ months old liao) was there. She was being all big-sister-ly! I mean, technically she's is the youngest in the family till the lil kiddo (forgot his name. He's my cousin yet its the first time I'm seeing him!) came. :D

She's like Jiaxuan when JWen was born.. happy she's not the youngest. She was so eager to take care of the baby that wherever he was, she'd tug the adult carrying him and go "baby! BAAAABY!!! >:\" wanting him to be put on the rocker thingy so she could rock him. CUTE RIGHT? :D

My gran holding the baby :3 and Jiaxuan in the background.

Yay my mom just helped me do this hair treatment thing and I guess it kinda helped my tree branch-like hair. :o oooooh. (mgosh I'm being so random lately!)

K anyways, went home earlier since Melody's dad was fetching them home earlier. Went to Mel's place till around 2AM. :D

I was playing Audi with Amanda there. Woaaah their soundsystem is like AMAZIIIIING. :o really la. The bass is like.. *gasp*. Then after Mel bathed, we camped in her room doing blogshopping with my laptop. Hahaha.



We decided to be all freakin' angmo's on this owner's tagboard MANNNNNNNZSX! (Mel typed this I swear!) and we didn't see her previous tag to everyone lol.

Meet the new lala & po! Melody and Gwendolyn Neo.

Went home, changed out and read Queen of Babble before going to sleep. I swear my library fines are gonna be soooo much cuz I forgot to return that book to the library since May or something. :S

K. I'll blog more later.

To be fair, I changed the date to 2nd June and the time to 12.27AM cuz that IS the time now. Hahaha.

My mom's bugging me to go outside now. =.=

Ciaos with love babes and bitches!
(eL Oh eL! Angmo to the max yo.)