Maybe its a good thing you know about my blog ei? ;] I feel more open when I talk to you la, and I feel that you feel the same way towards me.
So, hoho! :]
RARGH. Stupid dance. Maqrius I wanna kill you already can. Haha. My shoulders feel damned dislocated. Ughhh. Super pain can. Scarly Tuesday I again cannot sail I cry sia.
Which reminds me to go check on my baobei if its okay at the repair thing annot. I can't sail properly without it can. Super shiats.
But now seriously my shoulder feels damn suan/pain/dislocated. Harlem shakejkfbgsedkbg la. Seesh. Very pain. Came home and sat down, I was like "oww. Damnnit!" I feel uber tired too.
Like I can fall asleep any minute (omg I don't know how to spell min in full. Damnnit)! I want to study after dinner okay. Damn.
Thanks to someone la. Keep telling me to do something about my results ;D
I WAS LATE AGAIN for danceeee. Haha. Maqrius was again super sarcastic to me can. I was like run there, so many people along OG there and whatever the place was, then when I rushed inside class and opened the door he was like "*comes shake hands with me* HELLO GWENNN! Nice of you to join us! *super sarcastic smile*"
I really must force myself to be on time now la. Shiats.
After dance went straight home with Pam. We didn't go walk around cos we were both super tired already. So we went back together with her sis, mom and aunt. Heh.
Omg its gonna rain. AGAIN?!
It was like today when I was walking home I could feel water on my hand. Realised it was drizzling -_- haha. So I purposely walked slower. It was nice to walk in the light drizzle la. Its so light I know I won't fall sick. But I feel sick the past few days le la. Zomg I can't fall sick! D:
Okay I already am can.
My parents and bro came home super early from badminton. Then they say cos Aunty Jill they all having some celebration over at their house. Must be some company thing again la haha. So they came home early today lo. o.o
You'd better be able to wear L okay. I hope its not too big. *bang wall*
You know, if I didn't have a mindset that the shirt is for him, I would totally use it for myself xD haha. If I liked white shirts myself I would have gotten the white one la D: it was nice can.
I want that freakishly expensive black, orange and white one. Super nice. RAHHHH. Too bad my mom won't get me Adidas jerseys. D: sadded!
KERRIEEEEE! Hurry and check the prices on the jerseys okay. I want one super badly now la LOL :]
I keep listening to the songs "Coming For You" and "The Way You Do Me" by JoJo. Addictive songs. Blehhs!
OMG I JUST TYPED THAT FREAKING TWIT-SOUNDING WORD.
Quin, you REALLY have to save me from becoming some type-in-act-cute-way, twit-sounding beyotchhhh! :D and to whoever wanderer is, beyotch is a good word to use ;]
Raining already. Sigh.. too bad that stupid concert thing is still on downstairs. FREGGIN' NOISY CAN. Rah! Not like they sing damn nicely like that man. (haha oh shit I sound so mean ;P) Its raining REALLY heavily.
I wish I were downstairs standing in the rain now. It's gonna be nice :D
You mean everything to me. &&LOVES-
Sunday, August 12, 2007
Stupid catfights, stupid JUNHAO-
Woah. Stupid. Damn warm. And it just rained la o.o
Stupid beyotch. I'm so gonna hate you for _______ __ ______! I'm not much into bitching about others around here but you're just some bitch okay.
Jing you're a bloody chicken neh la you. I wanna slap you can.
But forget it, I'm a nice and gentle girl. I'll just get back at you using some other methods. Btw, stop saying hi to my cousin for no reason you fucking hyprocrite.
At xiao gu ma's house me and Melody sat at the piano chair like the whole time we were there after dinner, just talking crap. Then I suddenly mentioned something I totally didn't know, which she thought I knew. Then she told me what happened. BLOODY JINGXIANG.
Just forget about him. He's not fucking worth your time. Seriously. Okay?
LOVES-
I'm now at Celine's house, again. Hah. Its like since yesterday I didn't go to her house, might as well come today. I love her sofa. Dang it! (haha Igg I know you dont like people who use dang, but whatever)
OMG oh ya must blog about tuition. Damn funny.
Stupid Junhaoooo! After being 2 years of classmates and 1month of tuition classmates I now then realised you're just as childish as before ;] haha.
Its like today in class, instead of that freaking clique (th ones who tried to throw a balloon full of powder around class) being noisy, it was me, Junhao and Celine that were making a hell load of noise xD
Super funny la. Its like first cos Junhao took my phone, then he called my dad and MY DAD CALLED BACK. Rah! Then cos Junhao's bag was on the floor I grabbed it and passed it to Celine, and she took out his wallet.
You freggin' rich kid! Got like what 150bucks in there for a baggggg!
Then cos Celine kidnapped his wallet he kidnapped my phone and held it hostage! Rah you Junhao! Haha. Then he used my phone and called my dad AGAIN. My dad picked up and Junhao was like "Hellooooooo? HAHAHA helloooo!" then my dad (or me) cut the call. STUPID LA! But super funny ;]
Mr Phua was like "Wah I never give you two enough questions to do right? Want somemore annot!" then we were like "Noooo Mr Phua you give a lot le!" then we carried on our cat fight. Mr Phua was like laughing already la cos we even stood up and walked around where we were sitting as I tried to take back my phone-y! D: lolol.
Everyone was like, looking at us. Celine was laughing like shit can. HAHA. i gave junhao his wallet back but took out 50bucks and kept it with Celine before I returned it. LOL :D
Mr Phua finally came over, laughing, then he took my phone from Junhao and he asked me and Celine for the monehhhh $$$. I passed it to Mr Phua, and Junhao was like "My MONEHHHHHHH!!" haha stupid guy. Then Mr Phua gave us back our stuffs la lol.
Its like even those guai guai guys from the front row turned behind and laughed as me and Junhao were like cat-fighting la. Super funnehhhh :D
See la, primary school classmates end up in the same tuition class is liddat.
Chikheng you super slacker! ;]
saw him before I went up to class. Like 15mins late already. We said hi, then I thought he and Ricky's tuition classes started same time as mine. I was like "Eh your tuition start same time as mine then what are you still doing here? o.o" then he "Aiyah nevermind one la.. its okay one!"
Next time I follow your good example okay Chikheng! :D follow the presidentttt! Muahaha. Be late for tuition! ;]
Rah, later I got dance class again. I don't feel like going this week lor. The weather is like super warm and I'm lazy to go Somerset.. Seesh. No choice la still have to go. Sian!
After tuition I went to AMK Hub with Celine again.. sian of that place la but its the nearest. What to do? Haha.
My mom didn't wanna get me that super nice heart necklace from 77th Street again la! D: saying what I won't wear it. Who says lor, I can wear it with the black shirt can! Heh.
I finally got something for Justin! :D see dont say I won't buy a birthday present for you okay :]
oh ya you finally know I have a blog.
Eh heh heh. Cannot blog bad stuff about you already! ;] haha joking. joking!
-Loveyou! ;]
Stupid beyotch. I'm so gonna hate you for _______ __ ______! I'm not much into bitching about others around here but you're just some bitch okay.
Jing you're a bloody chicken neh la you. I wanna slap you can.
But forget it, I'm a nice and gentle girl. I'll just get back at you using some other methods. Btw, stop saying hi to my cousin for no reason you fucking hyprocrite.
At xiao gu ma's house me and Melody sat at the piano chair like the whole time we were there after dinner, just talking crap. Then I suddenly mentioned something I totally didn't know, which she thought I knew. Then she told me what happened. BLOODY JINGXIANG.
Just forget about him. He's not fucking worth your time. Seriously. Okay?
LOVES-
I'm now at Celine's house, again. Hah. Its like since yesterday I didn't go to her house, might as well come today. I love her sofa. Dang it! (haha Igg I know you dont like people who use dang, but whatever)
OMG oh ya must blog about tuition. Damn funny.
Stupid Junhaoooo! After being 2 years of classmates and 1month of tuition classmates I now then realised you're just as childish as before ;] haha.
Its like today in class, instead of that freaking clique (th ones who tried to throw a balloon full of powder around class) being noisy, it was me, Junhao and Celine that were making a hell load of noise xD
Super funny la. Its like first cos Junhao took my phone, then he called my dad and MY DAD CALLED BACK. Rah! Then cos Junhao's bag was on the floor I grabbed it and passed it to Celine, and she took out his wallet.
You freggin' rich kid! Got like what 150bucks in there for a baggggg!
Then cos Celine kidnapped his wallet he kidnapped my phone and held it hostage! Rah you Junhao! Haha. Then he used my phone and called my dad AGAIN. My dad picked up and Junhao was like "Hellooooooo? HAHAHA helloooo!" then my dad (or me) cut the call. STUPID LA! But super funny ;]
Mr Phua was like "Wah I never give you two enough questions to do right? Want somemore annot!" then we were like "Noooo Mr Phua you give a lot le!" then we carried on our cat fight. Mr Phua was like laughing already la cos we even stood up and walked around where we were sitting as I tried to take back my phone-y! D: lolol.
Everyone was like, looking at us. Celine was laughing like shit can. HAHA. i gave junhao his wallet back but took out 50bucks and kept it with Celine before I returned it. LOL :D
Mr Phua finally came over, laughing, then he took my phone from Junhao and he asked me and Celine for the monehhhh $$$. I passed it to Mr Phua, and Junhao was like "My MONEHHHHHHH!!" haha stupid guy. Then Mr Phua gave us back our stuffs la lol.
Its like even those guai guai guys from the front row turned behind and laughed as me and Junhao were like cat-fighting la. Super funnehhhh :D
See la, primary school classmates end up in the same tuition class is liddat.
Chikheng you super slacker! ;]
saw him before I went up to class. Like 15mins late already. We said hi, then I thought he and Ricky's tuition classes started same time as mine. I was like "Eh your tuition start same time as mine then what are you still doing here? o.o" then he "Aiyah nevermind one la.. its okay one!"
Next time I follow your good example okay Chikheng! :D follow the presidentttt! Muahaha. Be late for tuition! ;]
Rah, later I got dance class again. I don't feel like going this week lor. The weather is like super warm and I'm lazy to go Somerset.. Seesh. No choice la still have to go. Sian!
After tuition I went to AMK Hub with Celine again.. sian of that place la but its the nearest. What to do? Haha.
My mom didn't wanna get me that super nice heart necklace from 77th Street again la! D: saying what I won't wear it. Who says lor, I can wear it with the black shirt can! Heh.
I finally got something for Justin! :D see dont say I won't buy a birthday present for you okay :]
oh ya you finally know I have a blog.
Eh heh heh. Cannot blog bad stuff about you already! ;] haha joking. joking!
-Loveyou! ;]
Happy birthday(s)!
Haha saw this at Tzuling's blog and decided to do it for fun xD
Ugh. Today was like totally sian. Started off the day like real badly.
Supposed to go out to celebrate Justin's birthday. End up didn't. Sian. Sorry.
Spent the whole afternoon playing Granado Espada. I made a new friend there. Raymund! :D he's like super nice to me. He let me join his SG Faction and helped me buy loads of armour till like lvl 40+ armour for my characters! ;] he's from SG too. So I joined his squad and we fought together till 5+. I WENT AS DEEP AS AL QUELT MONZARE (or monzera or whatever)! Never been there before. Spooky but leveled quite quickly cos of the level.
Got ready and went to xiao gu ma's place for dinner/Dione's farewell party. She's going to New York to study soon as she got a scholarship to a university there D: will miss you!
Surprisingly before everyone wanted to leave, we started singing happy birthday!
For JOHNATHAN NEOOOOOO.
I was like huh? Then ge-m told me that it was Johnathan's birthday tomorrow. Like zomg same birthday as Justin. Haha. I was like quite shocked. Too bad Johnathan's one year older if not they born same day LOL. Irony much-
Supposed to go Celine's place for housewarming, but end up didn't go. Heh. Sorry Celine! D: my mom told me she was really hoping I could go. Let Celine down again. Sorry m'dear! :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUSTIN♥ AND JOHNATHAN♥!
-Happy 15th and 16th! ;]
Woah I feel like I'm saying happy birthday to TWINS sia. Both 'J's. Uhhhh-
Baby you're loved♥ -
Ugh. Today was like totally sian. Started off the day like real badly.
Supposed to go out to celebrate Justin's birthday. End up didn't. Sian. Sorry.
Spent the whole afternoon playing Granado Espada. I made a new friend there. Raymund! :D he's like super nice to me. He let me join his SG Faction and helped me buy loads of armour till like lvl 40+ armour for my characters! ;] he's from SG too. So I joined his squad and we fought together till 5+. I WENT AS DEEP AS AL QUELT MONZARE (or monzera or whatever)! Never been there before. Spooky but leveled quite quickly cos of the level.
Got ready and went to xiao gu ma's place for dinner/Dione's farewell party. She's going to New York to study soon as she got a scholarship to a university there D: will miss you!
Surprisingly before everyone wanted to leave, we started singing happy birthday!
For JOHNATHAN NEOOOOOO.
I was like huh? Then ge-m told me that it was Johnathan's birthday tomorrow. Like zomg same birthday as Justin. Haha. I was like quite shocked. Too bad Johnathan's one year older if not they born same day LOL. Irony much-
Supposed to go Celine's place for housewarming, but end up didn't go. Heh. Sorry Celine! D: my mom told me she was really hoping I could go. Let Celine down again. Sorry m'dear! :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUSTIN♥ AND JOHNATHAN♥!
-Happy 15th and 16th! ;]
Woah I feel like I'm saying happy birthday to TWINS sia. Both 'J's. Uhhhh-
Baby you're loved♥ -
Friday, August 10, 2007
Sailors- total loves!
Imma go broke already! ;]
Today went to watch RUSH HOUR 3 with some of the sailors. I think me, Quin, Siungee, Lianghong, Justin, David, Weiming.
We went arcading before that lol. Justin almost didn't wanna come la haha. He didn't get his PSP today cos not many people came today D: poor guy. Cheer up about it la! ;]
Both of us wore all blue today la. We were the only ones wearing blue and only ones wearing jeans lol. And only white Adidas sneakers! Blue-yyyy! ;)
Lianghong and Weiming made me waste like 2 bucks over DRUMMANIA la! WASTE MY GAME. I forgot auto-pedal for one stage, David anyohow choose Torocatta (forgot the title) and I stage fail cos the song I never play before, Lianghong also anyohow choose song when I told him not to touch the machine, Weiming anyohow help me hit the drumpads till I kept missing lol!
After arcading Justin went home, until we realised the movie started in a while and CHEETENG STILL WASNT HERE! Then Lianghong called him and he said he was still at Donald's house la omg! Then I quickly called Justin and asked him to come back lol. Heng sia he was just about to board a bus la! :D
The movie was totally funny! :D I kept laughing (and coughing) throughout the movie. I bet the two people sitting beside me were suffering. Sorry Quin and Justin! LOL.
I got cold damn easily in the cinema la! D: Sad la. Its like among all of us only I took out a jacket to cover my arms while the movie was showing. Was like at the last fighting part then I took out jacket le lol.
After the movie Justin went home cos he had to eat dinner with his mom as it was her birthday, then Siungee also had to go home for dinner. So Quin, David, Lianghong, Weiming and me ate dinner at the foodcourt.
All bought Japanese foods! ;] loveee-
Quin ate super slow. Gahhh you, you super slow eater! :D haha. Then David didn't finish his food and kept sniffing liddat. His nose was super red. He said the Tempura was lousy lol! Sad la I almost tried that.
Then he got all sick and started sneezing and walking sideways like he was gonna collaspe soon. Omg la! I was so scared sia. Kept walking around and waiting for him. Then we went home by taxi. Only Weiming took uhh bus/taxi from across the road. We pangseh-ed him! D: sad!!
Dropped off with Lianghong at AMK Central there. He stays so near to Celine la! Only one block infront lol. So we talked and walked lol.
I want another day like this, where we can all watch movie together ;]
Uber fun-ness! :D
The sailors are total loves man! :P
-You're the center of my attention.
Today went to watch RUSH HOUR 3 with some of the sailors. I think me, Quin, Siungee, Lianghong, Justin, David, Weiming.
We went arcading before that lol. Justin almost didn't wanna come la haha. He didn't get his PSP today cos not many people came today D: poor guy. Cheer up about it la! ;]
Both of us wore all blue today la. We were the only ones wearing blue and only ones wearing jeans lol. And only white Adidas sneakers! Blue-yyyy! ;)
Lianghong and Weiming made me waste like 2 bucks over DRUMMANIA la! WASTE MY GAME. I forgot auto-pedal for one stage, David anyohow choose Torocatta (forgot the title) and I stage fail cos the song I never play before, Lianghong also anyohow choose song when I told him not to touch the machine, Weiming anyohow help me hit the drumpads till I kept missing lol!
After arcading Justin went home, until we realised the movie started in a while and CHEETENG STILL WASNT HERE! Then Lianghong called him and he said he was still at Donald's house la omg! Then I quickly called Justin and asked him to come back lol. Heng sia he was just about to board a bus la! :D
The movie was totally funny! :D I kept laughing (and coughing) throughout the movie. I bet the two people sitting beside me were suffering. Sorry Quin and Justin! LOL.
I got cold damn easily in the cinema la! D: Sad la. Its like among all of us only I took out a jacket to cover my arms while the movie was showing. Was like at the last fighting part then I took out jacket le lol.
After the movie Justin went home cos he had to eat dinner with his mom as it was her birthday, then Siungee also had to go home for dinner. So Quin, David, Lianghong, Weiming and me ate dinner at the foodcourt.
All bought Japanese foods! ;] loveee-
Quin ate super slow. Gahhh you, you super slow eater! :D haha. Then David didn't finish his food and kept sniffing liddat. His nose was super red. He said the Tempura was lousy lol! Sad la I almost tried that.
Then he got all sick and started sneezing and walking sideways like he was gonna collaspe soon. Omg la! I was so scared sia. Kept walking around and waiting for him. Then we went home by taxi. Only Weiming took uhh bus/taxi from across the road. We pangseh-ed him! D: sad!!
Dropped off with Lianghong at AMK Central there. He stays so near to Celine la! Only one block infront lol. So we talked and walked lol.
I want another day like this, where we can all watch movie together ;]
Uber fun-ness! :D
The sailors are total loves man! :P
-You're the center of my attention.
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY S'PORE!
In another 14 posts or so, imma hit my 500th post! :D happyhappaye!
I needa blog about stuffs. Today and yesterday (meaning uhh aug9th and 8th).
Shall blog about today first (while I try to recall more of 8th aug. Sigh. Old liao)!
TODAY-
I spent a really boring national day in the usual way - first at home, then go Aunty Belinda's house to celebrate Tri's birthday.
Its the standard every year during national day. No surprise hurhur.
Woke up damn late today. My mom was staring at me while I was sleeping. I woke up and saw her staring at me then I was like "UGHHHHHH!!" and went back to sleep. My mom threw a pillow at me ;P
Woke up around 11.40am? LATE man, late.
Then my dad passed to me my hp after I finished washing up. Guess who the call was from. Cos of the contact's name, my dad questioned me until I ignored him lol :P
Justin asked me to chip in for a PSP instead of getting him a wallet! LOL. Lucky guy.. getting a PSP for his birthday. Uhh okay la mine was more expensive :P haha. Mine's a hp! Muahaha!
Watched I Not Stupid Too on youtube. Half of it, to be precise. Like after lunch I took over the com from dad and suddenly I listened to the I Not Stupid Too theme song Celine sent me on my hp during tuition. (I'm listening to the song now too ;P)
And I watched the movie after watching the MV for that song. SHAWN IS THE LOVE MAN. So shuaiiiii! :D
The movie made me think stuffs. I even cried while thinking about it. The part I watched till was talking about parents not appreciating their kid's talents, and instead, looking and pin-pointing out their flaws.
It happens to me too. Especially since I have a younger brother.
They don't appreciate my talent I had for piano (signed me up for classes last year since my aunt pressurised my mom and since I wanted it so bad), they don't appreciate I'm the only sailor in the family, they don't appreciate anything. Not even my artistic talents. A1 for art is not a big deal huh D:
Same as Tom (in the show la), he had blogging, webdesign and computer tech talents. Same goes for me, but in both scenarios both parents don't appreciate the skills. D: my parents know I have the skills but to them its just shit.
On the other hand, my bro plays badminton quite okay, and they praise him all the time even tho I am (or used to be) a much better player than him.
They compliment my bro so much and whenever I improved for sailing results its just "Oh okay." "Don't go near other boats next time lor." "Nothing damaged? Haha!" Sigh.
I ask my bro to try sailing, they tell me don't force him.
They know I love sailing, they ask me join badminton with my bro and go for Saturday practices with him. What happened to "Dad, if I don't have tuition on Saturday can I go for weekend trainings for sailing? :D"?
When I tell them no for badminton they sigh and frown and tell me reconsider JUST COS I HAVE THE POWER FOR GOOD SMASHES. Oh God!
Parentsss. Sigh.
Double sigh.
Then my dad chui-ed me to bathe cos we had to go Tricia's place there for her birthday. LOL.
Couldn't wait to see the Mayflowerians on NATIONAL TV for NDP! :D
While eating dinner there NDP started.
After I sat there stoning and waiting for the MFSS part to come out, Justin called and we just talked. He was watching it at first till he got really bored of watching it.
Suddenly they put "-dunnodunno what the title is- By Mayflower Secondary School", then I was like "OMG MAYFLOWER IS ON OMG JUSTIN GO WATCH!!!" he quickly chionged to watch and was like "I'm there I'm there.. starting liao!" then we laughed as I pointed out who I recognised. ESPECIALLY WEN YI AND YINGHAN AND DANIEL! I spotted Aishah too ;]
Wenyi and Yinghan's faces were like, BIG. Cos there was this breif part where their faces just got smacked on the whole TV from side view, cameraman zoomed on into them :D I was like "OMG WENYIIIIIII! HAHA OMG YINGHAN'S THERE TOO! :D"
After the MFSS part was over the whole NDP just got boring again :P
Stoned around, yadayada. Then Troy started on TV! Around 10 plus?
So I watched it with my relatives till most of them who weren't playing mahjong left le. The movie still haven't finish.
It ended just nice as I was about to leave - Yerp, 1 ONE AM. Like a more than 3 hours movie. Sian. But it was hell nice.
ORLANDO BLOOMMMMMM && BRAD PITT! <3
ULTIMATE HOTTIES SIA.
LOL joking la. But Orlando Bloom's totally hot. Just that among all the guy actors who fought in the little war, he seemed.. skinny o.o all of them had muscles okay. Huge ones which Kerrie and Alicia would love haha ;] I still prefer skinny guys. They still don't know why sia, always disagreeing with me what our future bfs/husbands must be like LOL.
Tomorrow imma catch Rush Hour 3 with the sailors! <3
Totally looking forward to it. Its gonna be hell fun ;] and I'm chipping in 20bucks for Justin's present. Sigh. Then getting another present. Sigh, I'm gonna go broke can D:
I'm in love with the wallet I'm thinking of getting him sia ;D its BILLABONG and totally nice. Awws. But its more for guys. Who cares? I'm like a lil bit of a tomboy haha ;]
Talk about 8th Aug another day okay? PROMISE!
If I talk about it in this post, its gonna get too long and boring for you guys lol. So TTFN! Ta Ta For Now huhuhu! ;]
p.s HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE AND TRICIAAAAA!
I needa blog about stuffs. Today and yesterday (meaning uhh aug9th and 8th).
Shall blog about today first (while I try to recall more of 8th aug. Sigh. Old liao)!
TODAY-
I spent a really boring national day in the usual way - first at home, then go Aunty Belinda's house to celebrate Tri's birthday.
Its the standard every year during national day. No surprise hurhur.
Woke up damn late today. My mom was staring at me while I was sleeping. I woke up and saw her staring at me then I was like "UGHHHHHH!!" and went back to sleep. My mom threw a pillow at me ;P
Woke up around 11.40am? LATE man, late.
Then my dad passed to me my hp after I finished washing up. Guess who the call was from. Cos of the contact's name, my dad questioned me until I ignored him lol :P
Justin asked me to chip in for a PSP instead of getting him a wallet! LOL. Lucky guy.. getting a PSP for his birthday. Uhh okay la mine was more expensive :P haha. Mine's a hp! Muahaha!
Watched I Not Stupid Too on youtube. Half of it, to be precise. Like after lunch I took over the com from dad and suddenly I listened to the I Not Stupid Too theme song Celine sent me on my hp during tuition. (I'm listening to the song now too ;P)
And I watched the movie after watching the MV for that song. SHAWN IS THE LOVE MAN. So shuaiiiii! :D
The movie made me think stuffs. I even cried while thinking about it. The part I watched till was talking about parents not appreciating their kid's talents, and instead, looking and pin-pointing out their flaws.
It happens to me too. Especially since I have a younger brother.
They don't appreciate my talent I had for piano (signed me up for classes last year since my aunt pressurised my mom and since I wanted it so bad), they don't appreciate I'm the only sailor in the family, they don't appreciate anything. Not even my artistic talents. A1 for art is not a big deal huh D:
Same as Tom (in the show la), he had blogging, webdesign and computer tech talents. Same goes for me, but in both scenarios both parents don't appreciate the skills. D: my parents know I have the skills but to them its just shit.
On the other hand, my bro plays badminton quite okay, and they praise him all the time even tho I am (or used to be) a much better player than him.
They compliment my bro so much and whenever I improved for sailing results its just "Oh okay." "Don't go near other boats next time lor." "Nothing damaged? Haha!" Sigh.
I ask my bro to try sailing, they tell me don't force him.
They know I love sailing, they ask me join badminton with my bro and go for Saturday practices with him. What happened to "Dad, if I don't have tuition on Saturday can I go for weekend trainings for sailing? :D"?
When I tell them no for badminton they sigh and frown and tell me reconsider JUST COS I HAVE THE POWER FOR GOOD SMASHES. Oh God!
Parentsss. Sigh.
Double sigh.
Then my dad chui-ed me to bathe cos we had to go Tricia's place there for her birthday. LOL.
Couldn't wait to see the Mayflowerians on NATIONAL TV for NDP! :D
While eating dinner there NDP started.
After I sat there stoning and waiting for the MFSS part to come out, Justin called and we just talked. He was watching it at first till he got really bored of watching it.
Suddenly they put "-dunnodunno what the title is- By Mayflower Secondary School", then I was like "OMG MAYFLOWER IS ON OMG JUSTIN GO WATCH!!!" he quickly chionged to watch and was like "I'm there I'm there.. starting liao!" then we laughed as I pointed out who I recognised. ESPECIALLY WEN YI AND YINGHAN AND DANIEL! I spotted Aishah too ;]
Wenyi and Yinghan's faces were like, BIG. Cos there was this breif part where their faces just got smacked on the whole TV from side view, cameraman zoomed on into them :D I was like "OMG WENYIIIIIII! HAHA OMG YINGHAN'S THERE TOO! :D"
After the MFSS part was over the whole NDP just got boring again :P
Stoned around, yadayada. Then Troy started on TV! Around 10 plus?
So I watched it with my relatives till most of them who weren't playing mahjong left le. The movie still haven't finish.
It ended just nice as I was about to leave - Yerp, 1 ONE AM. Like a more than 3 hours movie. Sian. But it was hell nice.
ORLANDO BLOOMMMMMM && BRAD PITT! <3
ULTIMATE HOTTIES SIA.
LOL joking la. But Orlando Bloom's totally hot. Just that among all the guy actors who fought in the little war, he seemed.. skinny o.o all of them had muscles okay. Huge ones which Kerrie and Alicia would love haha ;] I still prefer skinny guys. They still don't know why sia, always disagreeing with me what our future bfs/husbands must be like LOL.
Tomorrow imma catch Rush Hour 3 with the sailors! <3
Totally looking forward to it. Its gonna be hell fun ;] and I'm chipping in 20bucks for Justin's present. Sigh. Then getting another present. Sigh, I'm gonna go broke can D:
I'm in love with the wallet I'm thinking of getting him sia ;D its BILLABONG and totally nice. Awws. But its more for guys. Who cares? I'm like a lil bit of a tomboy haha ;]
Talk about 8th Aug another day okay? PROMISE!
If I talk about it in this post, its gonna get too long and boring for you guys lol. So TTFN! Ta Ta For Now huhuhu! ;]
p.s HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE AND TRICIAAAAA!
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
BAD headache. BADDD-
I really hated this day.
For one, I DIDN'T SAIL. Like surprise surprise! Lol. I had a stupid freaking headache today, which was not so painful in the morning.
After Science periods it just got worst and cos in the hall there was this Indian dance thingo and the music was super loud and had some bell-like beat sounds, the headache just kept pounding in my head.
Like everytime the person shook that tambourine or whatever, the sound would seem to have an effect in my head and my head would throb and stuff. Eek.
In the hall I tried to sleep cos my headache hurt a lot, but Mr Ho caught me and got Peckkhee to wake me up, which I wasn't sleeping yet btw.
In the canteen, I was hungry but not hungry enough to eat a full meal. So I just sat beside David with the other sailors in the canteen and tried to catch 15mins of zzz. Not working. I went to buy lemon tea and some crackers before boarding the bus and Mrs Sidhu saw me.
She was like "You look half dead! o.o" I blurred-ly leaned against the wall and was like "I think I AM half dead Mrs Sidhu. Haha." then she wanted me to drink more water.
I felt like I was gonna die. Hurt like some shit. At the foyer while waiting for the bus I sat at a corner as Audrey and Isabelle stood around me chatting and I chatted with them :D the wall was a bit dirty so I didn't wanna completely lean against it.
On the bus I chatted with the guys along with Quin for a while, then caught a bit of snooze.. eyes closed but I was aware of what was going on. But I felt... asleep o.o someone from the front of the bus kept playing the mosquito sound and I got so annoyed cos I was already having a headache I just shouted "SHUT UP LA! STOP IT CAN?!" while my eyes were closed. Maybe some people thought I was sleep-talking ;]
When we got to the saiing center I woke up to realise the people around me within my sight were asleep. Quin, David.. etc.
I slept for a few more mins and we turned in so I woke up. While walking down the bus I felt quite weak, then walking to the girls toilet I was like looking on the floor, just incase I fell. When I put down my stuff inside the girls' toilet I came out and Mrs Sidhu asked if I could sail annot.
Of course I said yes la duh! I wanted to sail loads. But I felt super weak and tired. She was like "sure annot?" then go inside. I was literally holding on to the wall as I walked past the guys' toilet and the lockers to go MOE side and rig up.
End up I decided not to sail as I was so tired, so I went to tell Mr Lee, and he was like "What kind of headache? A headache that comes and goes just as you need to sail??" then I was like "Noooo! I wanna sail okay, but I feel too tired.. incase something happens out there la." then he found out I was having flu and he knew why I got the headache.
I helped Peckkhee and David to rig up, helped Justin take his rudder and daggerboard. Weiming called me Madeline cos of the TV show yesterday at 9. There was this girl who asked this guy to call her "Gwendolyn". The guy couldn't pronounce her name and called her "Madeline" instead.
So Weiming's calling me that now. Grr.
And cos I keep responding he thinks I'm admitting I'm Madeline. Ugh!
I sat at the step and leaned against the gate before Aunty Yvonne gathered us for briefing. Peckkhee changed, I helped her pull out her boat and watched them sail out. Ahhh I miss sailing! ):
I stayed on land with Iggy Thiam Thiammmm (:D) and Jack. So yep.. Iggy was studying Science, and I wanted to study Science so we studied together as Jack slacked. Oooh it rhymes! ;D <- learned from Thiam Thiam! :D
I'm surprised what we had in common for the day. Like, how much more we got to know each other since the day he DSA-ed over to MFSS using sailing. We talked a lot and it was as if I was as close a friend to him like I was to the sec2 guys. LOL.
We both had Science textbooks on the table, both studying the same chapter (please, chapter 9NINE and not 6/7 okay!) and we both bought EXERCISE BOOKS from school - only to open both and realise both exercise books were empty. LAWL. So we decided that we must quickly do notes. Haha.
Wenfeng and Ryan sailed back, but as soon as they were about to reach shore, they put back their daggerboards and rudders and then tacked back out to sail.
Then Justin came back (he was using David's sail - INA126 ;D) and Audrey, Justin Ong and Edward came back. After Justin pulled his boat up to near the ramp thingy, he went back to talk to the optimists and suddenly he was sailing Optimist411 back out to sea with Edward.
I ran out to watch them sail off lol. Then I asked Audrey what happened, then she said the wind picked up so they went back out to sail LOL. Justin Ong tried to collect water with his booties and splash it at me! D:
When they came back they came back with the team, so its like all of them came back le. So I went to help them unrig.
It was DANGEROUS okay. All of them were wet, so were their boats. I was in school uniform! Cannot get wet okay! LOL. Then a few of them like Justin and Wenfeng tried to get me wet. Both tried to get me wet by emptying the water in their masts on my legs! D: hahaha. But quite funny.
Then Justin asked Peckkhee to spray him with the hose, and he was standing like infront/beside me. I was like "huh?? *looks at Peckkhee* OH SHIT!" and I kept darting left and right as Peckkhee told me to siam while she tried to spray him. I didn't get wet la thank goodness if not I kill Justin ;]
Went to bathe and talked a lot with the girls while bathing la. Damn noisy lol. There was like only 6 of us. Sad la.. suddenly so little girls le ):
On the way home the guys at the back (Justin, Cheeteng, Mubarak, Weiming) started to sing again! But this time not as loudly as the first time. Still quite funny tho. Me and Quin just kept singing along too LOL. Influential! ;D
I didn't sail today but at 10plus I already started feeling tired D: I dont know why. And I was talking to Iggy on MSN lol. Stupid suanner! ;]
Together, doesn't feel grand at all.
Togather, together we build our wall.
Together, holding hands with fall.
Hands with fall.
For one, I DIDN'T SAIL. Like surprise surprise! Lol. I had a stupid freaking headache today, which was not so painful in the morning.
After Science periods it just got worst and cos in the hall there was this Indian dance thingo and the music was super loud and had some bell-like beat sounds, the headache just kept pounding in my head.
Like everytime the person shook that tambourine or whatever, the sound would seem to have an effect in my head and my head would throb and stuff. Eek.
In the hall I tried to sleep cos my headache hurt a lot, but Mr Ho caught me and got Peckkhee to wake me up, which I wasn't sleeping yet btw.
In the canteen, I was hungry but not hungry enough to eat a full meal. So I just sat beside David with the other sailors in the canteen and tried to catch 15mins of zzz. Not working. I went to buy lemon tea and some crackers before boarding the bus and Mrs Sidhu saw me.
She was like "You look half dead! o.o" I blurred-ly leaned against the wall and was like "I think I AM half dead Mrs Sidhu. Haha." then she wanted me to drink more water.
I felt like I was gonna die. Hurt like some shit. At the foyer while waiting for the bus I sat at a corner as Audrey and Isabelle stood around me chatting and I chatted with them :D the wall was a bit dirty so I didn't wanna completely lean against it.
On the bus I chatted with the guys along with Quin for a while, then caught a bit of snooze.. eyes closed but I was aware of what was going on. But I felt... asleep o.o someone from the front of the bus kept playing the mosquito sound and I got so annoyed cos I was already having a headache I just shouted "SHUT UP LA! STOP IT CAN?!" while my eyes were closed. Maybe some people thought I was sleep-talking ;]
When we got to the saiing center I woke up to realise the people around me within my sight were asleep. Quin, David.. etc.
I slept for a few more mins and we turned in so I woke up. While walking down the bus I felt quite weak, then walking to the girls toilet I was like looking on the floor, just incase I fell. When I put down my stuff inside the girls' toilet I came out and Mrs Sidhu asked if I could sail annot.
Of course I said yes la duh! I wanted to sail loads. But I felt super weak and tired. She was like "sure annot?" then go inside. I was literally holding on to the wall as I walked past the guys' toilet and the lockers to go MOE side and rig up.
End up I decided not to sail as I was so tired, so I went to tell Mr Lee, and he was like "What kind of headache? A headache that comes and goes just as you need to sail??" then I was like "Noooo! I wanna sail okay, but I feel too tired.. incase something happens out there la." then he found out I was having flu and he knew why I got the headache.
I helped Peckkhee and David to rig up, helped Justin take his rudder and daggerboard. Weiming called me Madeline cos of the TV show yesterday at 9. There was this girl who asked this guy to call her "Gwendolyn". The guy couldn't pronounce her name and called her "Madeline" instead.
So Weiming's calling me that now. Grr.
And cos I keep responding he thinks I'm admitting I'm Madeline. Ugh!
I sat at the step and leaned against the gate before Aunty Yvonne gathered us for briefing. Peckkhee changed, I helped her pull out her boat and watched them sail out. Ahhh I miss sailing! ):
I stayed on land with Iggy Thiam Thiammmm (:D) and Jack. So yep.. Iggy was studying Science, and I wanted to study Science so we studied together as Jack slacked. Oooh it rhymes! ;D <- learned from Thiam Thiam! :D
I'm surprised what we had in common for the day. Like, how much more we got to know each other since the day he DSA-ed over to MFSS using sailing. We talked a lot and it was as if I was as close a friend to him like I was to the sec2 guys. LOL.
We both had Science textbooks on the table, both studying the same chapter (please, chapter 9NINE and not 6/7 okay!) and we both bought EXERCISE BOOKS from school - only to open both and realise both exercise books were empty. LAWL. So we decided that we must quickly do notes. Haha.
Wenfeng and Ryan sailed back, but as soon as they were about to reach shore, they put back their daggerboards and rudders and then tacked back out to sail.
Then Justin came back (he was using David's sail - INA126 ;D) and Audrey, Justin Ong and Edward came back. After Justin pulled his boat up to near the ramp thingy, he went back to talk to the optimists and suddenly he was sailing Optimist411 back out to sea with Edward.
I ran out to watch them sail off lol. Then I asked Audrey what happened, then she said the wind picked up so they went back out to sail LOL. Justin Ong tried to collect water with his booties and splash it at me! D:
When they came back they came back with the team, so its like all of them came back le. So I went to help them unrig.
It was DANGEROUS okay. All of them were wet, so were their boats. I was in school uniform! Cannot get wet okay! LOL. Then a few of them like Justin and Wenfeng tried to get me wet. Both tried to get me wet by emptying the water in their masts on my legs! D: hahaha. But quite funny.
Then Justin asked Peckkhee to spray him with the hose, and he was standing like infront/beside me. I was like "huh?? *looks at Peckkhee* OH SHIT!" and I kept darting left and right as Peckkhee told me to siam while she tried to spray him. I didn't get wet la thank goodness if not I kill Justin ;]
Went to bathe and talked a lot with the girls while bathing la. Damn noisy lol. There was like only 6 of us. Sad la.. suddenly so little girls le ):
On the way home the guys at the back (Justin, Cheeteng, Mubarak, Weiming) started to sing again! But this time not as loudly as the first time. Still quite funny tho. Me and Quin just kept singing along too LOL. Influential! ;D
I didn't sail today but at 10plus I already started feeling tired D: I dont know why. And I was talking to Iggy on MSN lol. Stupid suanner! ;]
Together, doesn't feel grand at all.
Togather, together we build our wall.
Together, holding hands with fall.
Hands with fall.
Monday, August 06, 2007
GO. TO. HELL!
Last chance for one last dance-
I am so @%$^&*# pissed off. Who is she to say such stuff about my family?
Okay she's my aunt. So yeah who cares?
HOW COULD SHE FUCKING SAY THAT MY PARENTS ARE NOT LOOKING AFTER MY GRANDMA?!
Like, yeah! Thats hell nice of her.
After hearing what my aunt complained to my other aunts/uncles about from my dad (my mom is busy ranting off to one of my aunts right now about how she feels about this), I was like damn angry.
I still am now. How could she say that?
I love my grandma like hell loads and I would never let her come to harm. We make efforts to go to her house to dinner since she's alone with her maid and confirm she's lonely.
Why does my aunt still say we're not looking after my grandma?!
I have always respected my aunt as she always talks to me and my cousins in such an inspiring way that makes us wanna strive even harder for our goals.
But this is just INSULTING.
She doesn't go to my gran's house for dinner on weekdays and she says such stuff. I feel so insulted and pissed off la!!!
Worse still, its my parents that she's refering to about not doing a good job of looking after my gran. Wth la, if she has something to say about this she should discuss it with my parents instead of complaining to my 2nd uncle right?
No wonder my mom talked on the phone until so pek chek. She was talking to another one of my aunts I think. I could hear exactly what my mom was saying from the living room even tho the TV was on.
I feel like crying and screaming now luh. Its like, us? Not taking care of my gran? YEAH RIGHT.
Like hiring a maid and giving my gran money for stuff would actually be really considered 'looking after'. SO COLD CAN. Yes she does look after my gran, but she only visits my gran like once a week!
UGH.
I'm gonna talk to my mom and dad to see what happened. Now my dad is talking to my mom to get her to cool down and take this as a small matter.
Why do families always have such problems?
At least they're not thinking looking after my gran was a bothersome thing. If not I kidnap my gran and bring her to my house to stay forever.
I am so @%$^&*# pissed off. Who is she to say such stuff about my family?
Okay she's my aunt. So yeah who cares?
HOW COULD SHE FUCKING SAY THAT MY PARENTS ARE NOT LOOKING AFTER MY GRANDMA?!
Like, yeah! Thats hell nice of her.
After hearing what my aunt complained to my other aunts/uncles about from my dad (my mom is busy ranting off to one of my aunts right now about how she feels about this), I was like damn angry.
I still am now. How could she say that?
I love my grandma like hell loads and I would never let her come to harm. We make efforts to go to her house to dinner since she's alone with her maid and confirm she's lonely.
Why does my aunt still say we're not looking after my grandma?!
I have always respected my aunt as she always talks to me and my cousins in such an inspiring way that makes us wanna strive even harder for our goals.
But this is just INSULTING.
She doesn't go to my gran's house for dinner on weekdays and she says such stuff. I feel so insulted and pissed off la!!!
Worse still, its my parents that she's refering to about not doing a good job of looking after my gran. Wth la, if she has something to say about this she should discuss it with my parents instead of complaining to my 2nd uncle right?
No wonder my mom talked on the phone until so pek chek. She was talking to another one of my aunts I think. I could hear exactly what my mom was saying from the living room even tho the TV was on.
I feel like crying and screaming now luh. Its like, us? Not taking care of my gran? YEAH RIGHT.
Like hiring a maid and giving my gran money for stuff would actually be really considered 'looking after'. SO COLD CAN. Yes she does look after my gran, but she only visits my gran like once a week!
UGH.
I'm gonna talk to my mom and dad to see what happened. Now my dad is talking to my mom to get her to cool down and take this as a small matter.
Why do families always have such problems?
At least they're not thinking looking after my gran was a bothersome thing. If not I kidnap my gran and bring her to my house to stay forever.
Quizzeh! :]
Kope-d from Peckkhee's blog! Was reading thru her posts and in the first post for January 2007 I found this! :D
NOW*
01. Is your hair wet?
Nope!
02. Is your phone right by you?
Yesiree ;]
03. Do you miss someone?
Yuppadupski. (haha i meant yup)
04. Are you wearing chapstick?
You mean lipstick? Nope.
05. Are you tired?
Umhmm.
06. Are you excited?
Yeap.
07. Are you watching tv?
If I was, would I be typing now?
08. Are you wearing pajamas?
Never did since primary school.
*HAVE YOU*
01. Recently done anything you regret?
Duh. Sorry love.
02. Ever lied?
Ohhh nono! I NEVER did lie! *scarsm intended*
03. Ever stuck gum under a desk?
Gross. Tells you anything?
05. Ever tripped over your own feet?
Surprisingly, yes.
*TODAY*
01. Have you sworn?
Hell loads! :D
02. Have you yelled at someone?
Yeah. Out at sea, "WINDWARD BOAT KEEP CLEAR!" "STARBOARD!!!!"
03. Have you gotten mad at someone?
Nope.
04. Have you cried?
Almost did.
05. Have you called more than 3 people?
On the phone? Nope.
06. Have you IM'd more than 3 people?
Nope.
Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now?
Yeap. ;]
Q: Where is the last place you went?
Schoolsaye!
Q: Do you smile often?
Yeah. I guess. I laugh so easily.. so yes I guess?
Q: Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
Maybe? I do hope so :D
Q: Do you wish on stars?
Used to.
Q: Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?
HAHA lazy to!
Q: Do u like your handwriting?
Ehh. Halfhalf. Yes AND no.
Q: Are you a friendly person?
DUH! HELLO MY NAME IS GWEN!
Q: Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
Whadda whadda? My own duh.
Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
Blueeeee <3
Q: Do you have any pets?
Used to T_T
Q: What are the color of your bedsheets
Stripes; white, red, dark red, orange and pinkish-red.
Q: What were you doing at 3pm yesterday?
Computer I think o.o
Q: Look to your right, what's there?
The fan.
Q: Ever cried yourself to sleep?
Yeap.
Q: Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?
Don't really recall. I think so?
Q: Movie that makes you cry or really emotional?
Some movies. I Not Stupid Too, etc.
Q: Are you normally a happy person?
Yeap. If I get mad I will be my normal self in a while ;D
Q: Has anyone ever said 'I love you.'
Yeah. I got loads of lovers ;]
Q: If yes, do you think they meant it?
Yeah. THEY LOVE ME TOO MUCHHHHH!
NOW*
01. Is your hair wet?
Nope!
02. Is your phone right by you?
Yesiree ;]
03. Do you miss someone?
Yuppadupski. (haha i meant yup)
04. Are you wearing chapstick?
You mean lipstick? Nope.
05. Are you tired?
Umhmm.
06. Are you excited?
Yeap.
07. Are you watching tv?
If I was, would I be typing now?
08. Are you wearing pajamas?
Never did since primary school.
*HAVE YOU*
01. Recently done anything you regret?
Duh. Sorry love.
02. Ever lied?
Ohhh nono! I NEVER did lie! *scarsm intended*
03. Ever stuck gum under a desk?
Gross. Tells you anything?
05. Ever tripped over your own feet?
Surprisingly, yes.
*TODAY*
01. Have you sworn?
Hell loads! :D
02. Have you yelled at someone?
Yeah. Out at sea, "WINDWARD BOAT KEEP CLEAR!" "STARBOARD!!!!"
03. Have you gotten mad at someone?
Nope.
04. Have you cried?
Almost did.
05. Have you called more than 3 people?
On the phone? Nope.
06. Have you IM'd more than 3 people?
Nope.
Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now?
Yeap. ;]
Q: Where is the last place you went?
Schoolsaye!
Q: Do you smile often?
Yeah. I guess. I laugh so easily.. so yes I guess?
Q: Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
Maybe? I do hope so :D
Q: Do you wish on stars?
Used to.
Q: Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?
HAHA lazy to!
Q: Do u like your handwriting?
Ehh. Halfhalf. Yes AND no.
Q: Are you a friendly person?
DUH! HELLO MY NAME IS GWEN!
Q: Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
Whadda whadda? My own duh.
Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
Blueeeee <3
Q: Do you have any pets?
Used to T_T
Q: What are the color of your bedsheets
Stripes; white, red, dark red, orange and pinkish-red.
Q: What were you doing at 3pm yesterday?
Computer I think o.o
Q: Look to your right, what's there?
The fan.
Q: Ever cried yourself to sleep?
Yeap.
Q: Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?
Don't really recall. I think so?
Q: Movie that makes you cry or really emotional?
Some movies. I Not Stupid Too, etc.
Q: Are you normally a happy person?
Yeap. If I get mad I will be my normal self in a while ;D
Q: Has anyone ever said 'I love you.'
Yeah. I got loads of lovers ;]
Q: If yes, do you think they meant it?
Yeah. THEY LOVE ME TOO MUCHHHHH!
Sunday, August 05, 2007
If I can't express myself, I am NOW.
You don't seem to understand; how I feel when you say such stuff.
It just hurts such a fucking much.
But do you CARE?
I do things you don't like, not saying anything won't change it.
Instead, you get mad at me. You think I feel nothing when you get mad.
You think I don't care.
Can you open up your eyes and see how much I care about you?
Or do you want to be blind FOREVER?
I get insanely hurt when YOU get hurt.
But just because I don't show it doesn't mean I don't feel it.
Worse still, it seems like I hurt you.
I always do, don't I?
I don't wanna quarrell with you.
No more fighting;
I don't want to see you hurt. Nope, I don't.
Whenever you're tired, you say stuff.
Stuff you don't mean.
I just keep quiet, incase what I say indirectly hurts you.
BUT it hurts me instead.
I don't mind, tho.
'Cos I'd rather see you hurt than see me hurt.
I know I'm not the prettiest; I know I'm not the best.
I'm trying to change, for you.
So you think I'm not bothered?
SO WRONG.
You always say there are other prettier girls out there.
I know that too you know.
You ask me if I really thought you meant what you said. Those words hurt.
Duh I'd think that you really meant it.
But you say it anyway, like it means nothing to you.
It means a lot- to ME.
Cry inside, & hope you don't mean it and that things would change for the better the next day.
I know that when you get tired, you say things you don't mean.
I understand that you're tired.
Those words end up meaning a lot to me though,
I'd think you really meant it.
I sometimes don't really want you to know how I feel.
I don't want you to get hurt or mad at me.
I don't want you to doubt how much I love you;
I don't doubt you. Really.
Will you really make me feel secure?
Don't you know you mean everything to me? You're the most important person to me;
It hurts.
It really does.
-To think you don't care.
It just hurts such a fucking much.
But do you CARE?
I do things you don't like, not saying anything won't change it.
Instead, you get mad at me. You think I feel nothing when you get mad.
You think I don't care.
Can you open up your eyes and see how much I care about you?
Or do you want to be blind FOREVER?
I get insanely hurt when YOU get hurt.
But just because I don't show it doesn't mean I don't feel it.
Worse still, it seems like I hurt you.
I always do, don't I?
I don't wanna quarrell with you.
No more fighting;
I don't want to see you hurt. Nope, I don't.
Whenever you're tired, you say stuff.
Stuff you don't mean.
I just keep quiet, incase what I say indirectly hurts you.
BUT it hurts me instead.
I don't mind, tho.
'Cos I'd rather see you hurt than see me hurt.
I know I'm not the prettiest; I know I'm not the best.
I'm trying to change, for you.
So you think I'm not bothered?
SO WRONG.
You always say there are other prettier girls out there.
I know that too you know.
You ask me if I really thought you meant what you said. Those words hurt.
Duh I'd think that you really meant it.
But you say it anyway, like it means nothing to you.
It means a lot- to ME.
Cry inside, & hope you don't mean it and that things would change for the better the next day.
I know that when you get tired, you say things you don't mean.
I understand that you're tired.
Those words end up meaning a lot to me though,
I'd think you really meant it.
I sometimes don't really want you to know how I feel.
I don't want you to get hurt or mad at me.
I don't want you to doubt how much I love you;
I don't doubt you. Really.
Will you really make me feel secure?
Don't you know you mean everything to me? You're the most important person to me;
It hurts.
It really does.
-To think you don't care.
Why? Why is to so many things-
I'm feeling super tired lol. Pesta Sukan sucked, big time.
I bloody screwed up every race I went for. Heck, I didn't even sail as well as I do during training. What the hell is wrong with me? David practically owned me in every race today. He was like "GWENNN. What happened to you? In training you always own what.. why now during regatta you liddat?"
I agree. Bloody hell.
Feel so super demoralised by today's race.. blah. I should have just stayed in bed la.
When I went to check my position, I was like on third paper cos I DNC (Did Not Come/Commence(?)). Third paper only had like.. 5 or 6 names I think. Me and Justin were the only DNC people in the whole Byte fleet ranking I think lol. The last paper (which is the third) was filled with MF under the school thingy. Sad.
Then after racing, I came back and checked my rankings.. still the same. WTH. I was damn disappointed. Justin, on the other hand, shot up to like position 40+. I feel so suanned!
I don't know why. I tried so hard to keep the boat flat, I tried so hard to stay alert for windshift and stuff. Why didn't my boat move as fast? I didn't have such problems with NSC 14.
After I crossed the finishing line for the last race I just plopped down in my boat. Like once I passed the line I sailed down to Aaron and just released the mainsheet and parked my boat. He saw me and was like "Gwen you okay?".
No, wasn't. Headache and my stomach wasn't treating me well. Heh.
Then when I got back to shore, the guy helping me hold my boat almost capsized it cos he was holding it the other side, which he was not meant to. I was like o.o zomg! then run to my boat and slammed down the trolley on the sand.
When helping me to push the trolley up onto the trolley, he pushed it till the boat was too far in on the trolley. I told him "uhh, hold on hold on" but he didn't care and pushed the boat till it was literally on top of the handle thingo.
He didn't stop pushing it up till he noticed I was like looking at him in a "uhhh can you look at what you're doing?" look. LOL. Then he was like oh sorry.
I pulled up my boat to wash and was like squatting on the floor and leaning on the boat while waiting for Darren and I was like gonna sleep. Yep. Was like half dead le. Then the guys kept bullying me.
Darren kept disturbing me and annoying me!
Justin came over after I just reached the MOE washing point, asked me about my positions. And to annoy me, he drank water from his bottle and opened his mouth. So the water in his mouth just dropped on my boat. -_-
He even poured the dirty water from the half of the mast onto my boat when I JUST WASHED IT. I was screaming at him la. Cos after he spilled water from his mouth onto my boat, he came over with the half of his mast and I sprayed him with the hose.
Poor guy, he looked dry, then after I sprayed the water on him he looked drenched. Then the second time he came over with the other half of his mast I sprayed him again. Then his hair was totally wet. As long as I was washing my boat and he walked past, I would just use the hose and spray him lol.
Again, I was one of the last few to finish unrigging. Like hurhur no surprise. Put up me and Aaron's boat on the rack and then we zhao-ed.
While I was bathing me, Quin and Isabelle were going mad cos we were like beside each other in our cubicles. They kept saying "codename Chucky" for someone. LOL. I know who la duh. Make it so obvious.
While waiting for the bus I almost slept. Watching the guys play teiti (Iggy was all "I wanna see how I can win them without using my TEITI!") and I just put my head on my knees and almost slept till I got a message.
I feel so tired. On the bus Darren was getting revenge on me for supposedly wetting his sail while spraying water at Justin, so I couldn't catch some zzz.
Zach was going around asking if we wanted to chip in for Mrs Sidhu's cake :D Apparently Lianghong went to buy the cake le. We were gonna surprise Mrs Sidhu with the cake back in school.
We got to school and after I returned my lifejacket I saw two people jumping around near the canteen area - Lianghong and Shiyan! They bought the cake le :D nice lor.
Mrs Sidhu saw Zach lighting up the candles and we started singing happy birthday.
We were like having some ceremony or whatever cos we walked slowly from the foyer to the canteen o.o like some passage to a new life.
Took photos, cut cake, had lots to laugh about as Farhana tried desperately to push Mrs Sidhu's face into the cake as she used her mouth to bite out this candle that they pushed in the cake xD
Justin and Wenfeng like anti-social lor! D:
Sit there and play PSP. Hmph.
Ningxin's dad sent me home today. Haha.
Got home and watched TV and there was something weird about the screen, like the shows that were played were too zoomed in. So I turned it off and used the com :D
I'm sorry I'm like that. I really am. Its not like whenever you're mad I'm happy. I really feel guilty and bad whenever you get mad at me. Thanks for today tho :D but really, sorry for not thinking of that. I didn't purposely not think about it. I don't wanna quarrell with you anymore. It hurts and it sucks to see us mad at each other.
I bloody screwed up every race I went for. Heck, I didn't even sail as well as I do during training. What the hell is wrong with me? David practically owned me in every race today. He was like "GWENNN. What happened to you? In training you always own what.. why now during regatta you liddat?"
I agree. Bloody hell.
Feel so super demoralised by today's race.. blah. I should have just stayed in bed la.
When I went to check my position, I was like on third paper cos I DNC (Did Not Come/Commence(?)). Third paper only had like.. 5 or 6 names I think. Me and Justin were the only DNC people in the whole Byte fleet ranking I think lol. The last paper (which is the third) was filled with MF under the school thingy. Sad.
Then after racing, I came back and checked my rankings.. still the same. WTH. I was damn disappointed. Justin, on the other hand, shot up to like position 40+. I feel so suanned!
I don't know why. I tried so hard to keep the boat flat, I tried so hard to stay alert for windshift and stuff. Why didn't my boat move as fast? I didn't have such problems with NSC 14.
After I crossed the finishing line for the last race I just plopped down in my boat. Like once I passed the line I sailed down to Aaron and just released the mainsheet and parked my boat. He saw me and was like "Gwen you okay?".
No, wasn't. Headache and my stomach wasn't treating me well. Heh.
Then when I got back to shore, the guy helping me hold my boat almost capsized it cos he was holding it the other side, which he was not meant to. I was like o.o zomg! then run to my boat and slammed down the trolley on the sand.
When helping me to push the trolley up onto the trolley, he pushed it till the boat was too far in on the trolley. I told him "uhh, hold on hold on" but he didn't care and pushed the boat till it was literally on top of the handle thingo.
He didn't stop pushing it up till he noticed I was like looking at him in a "uhhh can you look at what you're doing?" look. LOL. Then he was like oh sorry.
I pulled up my boat to wash and was like squatting on the floor and leaning on the boat while waiting for Darren and I was like gonna sleep. Yep. Was like half dead le. Then the guys kept bullying me.
Darren kept disturbing me and annoying me!
Justin came over after I just reached the MOE washing point, asked me about my positions. And to annoy me, he drank water from his bottle and opened his mouth. So the water in his mouth just dropped on my boat. -_-
He even poured the dirty water from the half of the mast onto my boat when I JUST WASHED IT. I was screaming at him la. Cos after he spilled water from his mouth onto my boat, he came over with the half of his mast and I sprayed him with the hose.
Poor guy, he looked dry, then after I sprayed the water on him he looked drenched. Then the second time he came over with the other half of his mast I sprayed him again. Then his hair was totally wet. As long as I was washing my boat and he walked past, I would just use the hose and spray him lol.
Again, I was one of the last few to finish unrigging. Like hurhur no surprise. Put up me and Aaron's boat on the rack and then we zhao-ed.
While I was bathing me, Quin and Isabelle were going mad cos we were like beside each other in our cubicles. They kept saying "codename Chucky" for someone. LOL. I know who la duh. Make it so obvious.
While waiting for the bus I almost slept. Watching the guys play teiti (Iggy was all "I wanna see how I can win them without using my TEITI!") and I just put my head on my knees and almost slept till I got a message.
I feel so tired. On the bus Darren was getting revenge on me for supposedly wetting his sail while spraying water at Justin, so I couldn't catch some zzz.
Zach was going around asking if we wanted to chip in for Mrs Sidhu's cake :D Apparently Lianghong went to buy the cake le. We were gonna surprise Mrs Sidhu with the cake back in school.
We got to school and after I returned my lifejacket I saw two people jumping around near the canteen area - Lianghong and Shiyan! They bought the cake le :D nice lor.
Mrs Sidhu saw Zach lighting up the candles and we started singing happy birthday.
We were like having some ceremony or whatever cos we walked slowly from the foyer to the canteen o.o like some passage to a new life.
Took photos, cut cake, had lots to laugh about as Farhana tried desperately to push Mrs Sidhu's face into the cake as she used her mouth to bite out this candle that they pushed in the cake xD
Justin and Wenfeng like anti-social lor! D:
Sit there and play PSP. Hmph.
Ningxin's dad sent me home today. Haha.
Got home and watched TV and there was something weird about the screen, like the shows that were played were too zoomed in. So I turned it off and used the com :D
I'm sorry I'm like that. I really am. Its not like whenever you're mad I'm happy. I really feel guilty and bad whenever you get mad at me. Thanks for today tho :D but really, sorry for not thinking of that. I didn't purposely not think about it. I don't wanna quarrell with you anymore. It hurts and it sucks to see us mad at each other.
Saturday, August 04, 2007
Hello! This day was boring!-
My eyes feel seriously irritated. And I don't think one of my eyelashes dropped onto my eye la. It feels dry from my rubbing it D:
I'm like now half dead. Almost gonna sleep on this computer table itself.
Btw I'm at my uber rich uncle's place again. The furniture this time is much more organised and neat. This place would be 100% awesome if it wasn't for the stupid mosquitos in the night. UGH! I'm now itching all over cos I keep thinking about the mosquitos..
Today was boring. Really boring.
Woke up at about 8AM instead of my planned 9.45AM to prepare my sailing stuff for Pesta Sukan. I was like, wake up.. groggily walk around.. got my handphone and plopped back onto the mattress. I smsed Quin and confirmed the time to meet at school.
Then I was like so awake, except for the drumbeats in my head (a.k.a. a headache) and the suan-ness in my left leg. With one bigass bruise there. Quin replied my sms and told me she was too tired and she felt sick too so both of us didn't go.
Tomorrow I'm not going for tuition since I missed Pesta Sukan today. :D and D: cos I wanna buck up on my Math. Ugh. I still hate Mr Gan....
Today before going to my uncle's place I went to Thomson Community Center to fetch my bro from badminton training. Then I called Justin and told him that I was at Thomson CC there. While my dad went to Shunfu Mart to buy chicken rice I just joked around with Justin.
Then my dad, flustered, walked back and told me there don't have chicken rice le. So he walked to another side infront of the CC to buy chicken rice for my bro. I was like laughing and laughing when my dad walked back.
While waiting for my dad Justin told me he was going to Thomson CC's cafe (oooh I went there when I was like pri4 to buy snacks while playing badminton with my mom's collegues) with his parents to have dinner. Then he told me to hide myself incase his parents thought I was his GF. I was like HAHAHHAA.
We were still talking on the phone when he told me he was walking down the staircase and walking towards Thomson CC liao.
And my dad parked his car right at this little pathway that led to Thomson CC. So I would surely see Justin.
Thennnnn! Justin thought he saw me but too bad the only thing blue on me are my jeans! :D
Thennnnnnnnnnnn! I saw someone damn familiar walking towards that overhead sign saying something like "Welcome to Shunfu" or some crap. With two people beside him. Then I realised it was Justin. LOL. I wanted to shout his name la.
He's damn blind, I was leaning against my dad's car and he couldn't see me. I guess I camouflaged with the car. xD but he told me repeatedly "Don't shout my name please don't! Go hide yourself la don't shout my name and embarass me! Pleaseeee la." so as the nice person I was, I didn't shout his name. :D He was using earphones to talk to me on the phone so he kept reaching for the earphones when he wanted to say something. I told him turn around you will see me lor! But he turned his head behind - to his LEFT. I was behind - on his RIGHT. LOL.
Then just nicely after a while when Justin walked down my dad walked up the pathway with the chickeeeen rice. So me and my bro got into the car and we were on our way to my uncle's place! :D
As usual.. the big house was like "woahhhhh!" when I see it. But this time it wasn't much of a woahhhh to me. More like a woah.. my dad decided to wash his car using my uncle's garden hose! So I stood there watching the twins and my bro laughing as my bro sprayed my dad's car with the hose.
I'll post pics when I upload them like.. tomorrow? :]
I decided to try and the bottom of my jeans got wet LOL. Hmph! ;]
Ate ham and bread! The ham was super thick can. LOL. I ate at the so-called balcony of the first floor. The wind was gooood. I wonder how the people at Pesta Sukan were doing? :D
Ate dinner and such.. then played with Neo Jia Wennnnn! My lovelovelove! :D
At first cos I hardly play with her she was quite cold. At the age of 1+ she could already speak a lot of words and speak some Chinese! :D
She could sing more songs instead of the usual Twinkle twinkle little star and whatever. I'll upload the video someday soon okay.
The 'lil girl's laugh is so sweet! Her smile is like damn cute too la. I think Jiawen will grow up to be some pretty girl or something ;] her older two twin sisters are already pretty at age 6 lor!
Garian and family came like shortly after dinner. Aunty Belinda bought ice cream from Serene Center, the famous icecream shop that was featured on a show or two.
One small tub was like 10bucks but its like a lot more than Ben&Jerry's.
Aunty Belinda bought ReversO and Coffee I think. Yum. ReversO was like damn nice la. Got chunks of chocolate and such in it. YUMMMM. Damn nice dame nice! :D
Oh God I'm so super sleepy now can... zzz.
I wanna go home to sleep and prepare myself for Pesta Sukan tomorrow. My parents had better hurry up with the mahjong game ugh! They're like becoming mahjong addicts la. My relatives should stop organising the so-called every week meetup la. UGH.
I'm like now half dead. Almost gonna sleep on this computer table itself.
Btw I'm at my uber rich uncle's place again. The furniture this time is much more organised and neat. This place would be 100% awesome if it wasn't for the stupid mosquitos in the night. UGH! I'm now itching all over cos I keep thinking about the mosquitos..
Today was boring. Really boring.
Woke up at about 8AM instead of my planned 9.45AM to prepare my sailing stuff for Pesta Sukan. I was like, wake up.. groggily walk around.. got my handphone and plopped back onto the mattress. I smsed Quin and confirmed the time to meet at school.
Then I was like so awake, except for the drumbeats in my head (a.k.a. a headache) and the suan-ness in my left leg. With one bigass bruise there. Quin replied my sms and told me she was too tired and she felt sick too so both of us didn't go.
Tomorrow I'm not going for tuition since I missed Pesta Sukan today. :D and D: cos I wanna buck up on my Math. Ugh. I still hate Mr Gan....
Today before going to my uncle's place I went to Thomson Community Center to fetch my bro from badminton training. Then I called Justin and told him that I was at Thomson CC there. While my dad went to Shunfu Mart to buy chicken rice I just joked around with Justin.
Then my dad, flustered, walked back and told me there don't have chicken rice le. So he walked to another side infront of the CC to buy chicken rice for my bro. I was like laughing and laughing when my dad walked back.
While waiting for my dad Justin told me he was going to Thomson CC's cafe (oooh I went there when I was like pri4 to buy snacks while playing badminton with my mom's collegues) with his parents to have dinner. Then he told me to hide myself incase his parents thought I was his GF. I was like HAHAHHAA.
We were still talking on the phone when he told me he was walking down the staircase and walking towards Thomson CC liao.
And my dad parked his car right at this little pathway that led to Thomson CC. So I would surely see Justin.
Thennnnn! Justin thought he saw me but too bad the only thing blue on me are my jeans! :D
Thennnnnnnnnnnn! I saw someone damn familiar walking towards that overhead sign saying something like "Welcome to Shunfu" or some crap. With two people beside him. Then I realised it was Justin. LOL. I wanted to shout his name la.
He's damn blind, I was leaning against my dad's car and he couldn't see me. I guess I camouflaged with the car. xD but he told me repeatedly "Don't shout my name please don't! Go hide yourself la don't shout my name and embarass me! Pleaseeee la." so as the nice person I was, I didn't shout his name. :D He was using earphones to talk to me on the phone so he kept reaching for the earphones when he wanted to say something. I told him turn around you will see me lor! But he turned his head behind - to his LEFT. I was behind - on his RIGHT. LOL.
Then just nicely after a while when Justin walked down my dad walked up the pathway with the chickeeeen rice. So me and my bro got into the car and we were on our way to my uncle's place! :D
As usual.. the big house was like "woahhhhh!" when I see it. But this time it wasn't much of a woahhhh to me. More like a woah.. my dad decided to wash his car using my uncle's garden hose! So I stood there watching the twins and my bro laughing as my bro sprayed my dad's car with the hose.
I'll post pics when I upload them like.. tomorrow? :]
I decided to try and the bottom of my jeans got wet LOL. Hmph! ;]
Ate ham and bread! The ham was super thick can. LOL. I ate at the so-called balcony of the first floor. The wind was gooood. I wonder how the people at Pesta Sukan were doing? :D
Ate dinner and such.. then played with Neo Jia Wennnnn! My lovelovelove! :D
At first cos I hardly play with her she was quite cold. At the age of 1+ she could already speak a lot of words and speak some Chinese! :D
She could sing more songs instead of the usual Twinkle twinkle little star and whatever. I'll upload the video someday soon okay.
The 'lil girl's laugh is so sweet! Her smile is like damn cute too la. I think Jiawen will grow up to be some pretty girl or something ;] her older two twin sisters are already pretty at age 6 lor!
Garian and family came like shortly after dinner. Aunty Belinda bought ice cream from Serene Center, the famous icecream shop that was featured on a show or two.
One small tub was like 10bucks but its like a lot more than Ben&Jerry's.
Aunty Belinda bought ReversO and Coffee I think. Yum. ReversO was like damn nice la. Got chunks of chocolate and such in it. YUMMMM. Damn nice dame nice! :D
Oh God I'm so super sleepy now can... zzz.
I wanna go home to sleep and prepare myself for Pesta Sukan tomorrow. My parents had better hurry up with the mahjong game ugh! They're like becoming mahjong addicts la. My relatives should stop organising the so-called every week meetup la. UGH.
UGH-
Ugh. I can't sleep. And tomorrow I have the PESTA SUKAN regatta thing going on.
I'm like sick. Almost didn't wanna come school today until I realised I had makeup period for dance after school, so its 2 periods of dance straight till 1.05pm! :D
Now I've got a splitting headache. Not literally tho. LAWL.
I wanna sleep but the headache's keeping me up. My cough's getting worse D: I think I can't go tomorrow le. Check out the time dudes. Now its 3.06AM. No sailors are online.
I'm like biting hard on my jaws cos the pains' getting there. UGHHHH. My throat feels damn dry.
mi-na-san, tas-ke-te!!!
I feel like mugging for Science all of a sudden. There's only chapters 9 and 10 tested for the Science Common Test coming up. Phew, what a relief. ELECTRICITY :D that the chapter I like a lot so far.
I hope I didn't hear it wrongly tho.
I mean, it could be UNIT or CHAPTER right?
If its unit, I'm dead.
I wanna mug. Like, even tho I'm tired now, I am very tempted to cram in one chapter into my brain first. Then tomorrow bring Science textbook to NSC to study if there's no wind. But given my current condition, I most prob can't go tomorrow. I feel like dying. Ugh.
Read Cheeteng's blog and realised why Weiming asked for my full name on Thursday on the way to sailing. Omg la so that the thing Jasmine did using my name in pri6 when we were super bored after exams. LOL. I've been trying to remember it la.
I'm now paying a lot of attention in class.
Except during Math. Yep, I hate Mr Gan's class. I don't even understand what he's saying most of the time! Like, can he speak more clearly? I'M GONNA FAIL MATH DAMNNIT! Nvm I'll go ask Justin teach me a lot of chapters someday. Like lol poor guy.
I hope loads of SIMULATANEOUS EQUATIONS come out for common test and EOY :D I'd easily do all of them! Lovelovelove simulataneous eqns! :D
And our class should pretty much shut up during lessons. Like I'm going wtfwtf la. I can't concentrate, and the teachers who only just took over for some subjects are getting mad at our class every half an hour and screams/shouts at us. Then say dowan teach dowan teach.
Yes I know my class is good, but there are some times where the class needs to learn to SHUT UP right? I need to mug for EOYs man.. If I wanna be able to make it to 3J or 3E.
Today the central comm caught some of us for grooming. I was like uhhh. Mr Prem also never say about us when we greet him and then central comm come scold us. Then we got quite mad. Its like, its their job and duty to catch us for grooming, but can they look at themselves sometimes? Quoted from Yokeching "Their grooming is like nowhere better than ours!"
Talked to Chikheng and he told us "Aiya now they gonna be in Ex Co next year so this year they think they are like big la so ya must understand cos it happened to me also. But look at me now? I'm nothing la.. haha." then I was like "YOU'RE PRESIDENT!!! :D"
OMG. OWW. WTH. I SUDDENLY FELT A SHARP PAIN IN MY BACK OMG. IT FREAKING HURTS AND ITS GIVING MY STOMACH A WEIRD FEELING. OMGGGG.
Even if I tell my mom she'll just "Aiya nvm la.. not so pain right? Go for your race lor! :D" sigh..
I should try to catch some ZZZs, before I die at home tomorrow. Even tho the headache and backache is currently killing me alone already.
I need to go back and see the Chinese doc again la wth.
I'm like sick. Almost didn't wanna come school today until I realised I had makeup period for dance after school, so its 2 periods of dance straight till 1.05pm! :D
Now I've got a splitting headache. Not literally tho. LAWL.
I wanna sleep but the headache's keeping me up. My cough's getting worse D: I think I can't go tomorrow le. Check out the time dudes. Now its 3.06AM. No sailors are online.
I'm like biting hard on my jaws cos the pains' getting there. UGHHHH. My throat feels damn dry.
mi-na-san, tas-ke-te!!!
I feel like mugging for Science all of a sudden. There's only chapters 9 and 10 tested for the Science Common Test coming up. Phew, what a relief. ELECTRICITY :D that the chapter I like a lot so far.
I hope I didn't hear it wrongly tho.
I mean, it could be UNIT or CHAPTER right?
If its unit, I'm dead.
I wanna mug. Like, even tho I'm tired now, I am very tempted to cram in one chapter into my brain first. Then tomorrow bring Science textbook to NSC to study if there's no wind. But given my current condition, I most prob can't go tomorrow. I feel like dying. Ugh.
Read Cheeteng's blog and realised why Weiming asked for my full name on Thursday on the way to sailing. Omg la so that the thing Jasmine did using my name in pri6 when we were super bored after exams. LOL. I've been trying to remember it la.
I'm now paying a lot of attention in class.
Except during Math. Yep, I hate Mr Gan's class. I don't even understand what he's saying most of the time! Like, can he speak more clearly? I'M GONNA FAIL MATH DAMNNIT! Nvm I'll go ask Justin teach me a lot of chapters someday. Like lol poor guy.
I hope loads of SIMULATANEOUS EQUATIONS come out for common test and EOY :D I'd easily do all of them! Lovelovelove simulataneous eqns! :D
And our class should pretty much shut up during lessons. Like I'm going wtfwtf la. I can't concentrate, and the teachers who only just took over for some subjects are getting mad at our class every half an hour and screams/shouts at us. Then say dowan teach dowan teach.
Yes I know my class is good, but there are some times where the class needs to learn to SHUT UP right? I need to mug for EOYs man.. If I wanna be able to make it to 3J or 3E.
Today the central comm caught some of us for grooming. I was like uhhh. Mr Prem also never say about us when we greet him and then central comm come scold us. Then we got quite mad. Its like, its their job and duty to catch us for grooming, but can they look at themselves sometimes? Quoted from Yokeching "Their grooming is like nowhere better than ours!"
Talked to Chikheng and he told us "Aiya now they gonna be in Ex Co next year so this year they think they are like big la so ya must understand cos it happened to me also. But look at me now? I'm nothing la.. haha." then I was like "YOU'RE PRESIDENT!!! :D"
OMG. OWW. WTH. I SUDDENLY FELT A SHARP PAIN IN MY BACK OMG. IT FREAKING HURTS AND ITS GIVING MY STOMACH A WEIRD FEELING. OMGGGG.
Even if I tell my mom she'll just "Aiya nvm la.. not so pain right? Go for your race lor! :D" sigh..
I should try to catch some ZZZs, before I die at home tomorrow. Even tho the headache and backache is currently killing me alone already.
I need to go back and see the Chinese doc again la wth.
Friday, August 03, 2007
No mood.. no mood-
I have no mood to blog. No mood to sail.
I'm sorry Tzuling! I let you down again.
I don't really wanna blog about what happened.. Tzuling would freak out and I'm already in a state of depression.
I feel so guilty. Like, honestly. I feel so sorry..
MY XIN GAN BAO BEI!!! UGH! I'm wondering why the juniors seem to hate the seniors when out at sea. Like they have something against us. I've done nothing wrong to them!
I don't know how much I cried and emo-ed after the incident yesterday. When I went back to shore I just kept looking up.. then I cried somemore cos my heart was broken. D: my baby..
Aaron thinks I'm going mad cos I keep talking to my boat.
But it just kinda came to me naturally. Like, if I accidentally dirty the boat with my sandy gloves, I'd quickly brush off the sand and go "I'm sorry boat I'm sorry!!!" then I'll clean the boat again.
It really just comes to me naturally. And its like if the boat gets dirty I'd be hopping up and down screaming la. I loved NSC B14 so much already, so now my love has been directed to another boat :D
I hope the people using NSC's B14 is taking care of it tho.. even tho its an NSC boat it was like the first boat I used since sec1 :]
I have no mood to sail tomorrow cos of yesterday. And my cough is getting worse. Ugh.. really, whats wrong with me?
I'm sorry Tzuling! I let you down again.
I don't really wanna blog about what happened.. Tzuling would freak out and I'm already in a state of depression.
I feel so guilty. Like, honestly. I feel so sorry..
MY XIN GAN BAO BEI!!! UGH! I'm wondering why the juniors seem to hate the seniors when out at sea. Like they have something against us. I've done nothing wrong to them!
I don't know how much I cried and emo-ed after the incident yesterday. When I went back to shore I just kept looking up.. then I cried somemore cos my heart was broken. D: my baby..
Aaron thinks I'm going mad cos I keep talking to my boat.
But it just kinda came to me naturally. Like, if I accidentally dirty the boat with my sandy gloves, I'd quickly brush off the sand and go "I'm sorry boat I'm sorry!!!" then I'll clean the boat again.
It really just comes to me naturally. And its like if the boat gets dirty I'd be hopping up and down screaming la. I loved NSC B14 so much already, so now my love has been directed to another boat :D
I hope the people using NSC's B14 is taking care of it tho.. even tho its an NSC boat it was like the first boat I used since sec1 :]
I have no mood to sail tomorrow cos of yesterday. And my cough is getting worse. Ugh.. really, whats wrong with me?
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