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Gwendolyn N.
26 years young, a dreamer struggling ever so slightly to not let the world's negativities consume her.


Monday, August 22, 2005

Yay PSLE oral is OVA!!! but then there's still gonna be CA2 which is tomorrow [English]...

Stupid.. today my mom got mad with my maid again, and cause my mom was in a bad mood with my maid, she got into a bad mood with everyone else in the family... even my brother and me... my dad too... then my brother playing computer mahz, then she told him to shut it down in 5 mins or he gets it...

Wah lao tomorrow is CA2 English and I haven't study for it yet.... doomsday is coming up soon!!! After CA2 is Prelims then **PSLE**!!! My parents are going wacky over me not studying... mad cows they are...

AYUMI HAMASAKI ROCKS!!! wah listening to her song "Fairyland" that I downloaded from a web, its actually from her "live" performance... in the background got so many people, must be her mad fans like moi~! All clapping and screaming like mad... hahaz good fer ya Ayumi... so many fans...

Ahhh got cough!!! During the oral cause I got a lot of flam stuck down my throat then I think when I talked I sounded funny... and worst is I kept swallowing my flam during the Oral examination lor... I think the invigilators must have notice I kept going "gulp" while I was talking. Will affect me or not???

Wah I'm still listening to fairyland... for the dunno how many time since this morning... the fans are so noisy... I wanna listen to Ayumi Hamasaki sing, not the fans cheering... I think I'll go look for Ayumi Hamasaki's album called "Fairyland" cause inside got the song fairyland.. I'm mad.. I buy the CD for only one song, but don't worry cause I'll end up liking the rest of the songs in the CD too... hahaz going to play maple a while then go study liaoz..........................

Saturday, August 20, 2005

Yay~got the new layout up and working... but then there's still some problems with it... haizzz

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

AHHH So happy.... everythings all patched and well... [and when I say patch I don't mean maple patch but patch for another term, few understand]

AHHH See it and I scream... ahahahahah!!! Ok tell ya what I'm fine, I'm not mad or anything... hehez... that is... in my opinion of course hahaz... woot lvl 33 for maple and still no new weapons... woot for what then?!?!

These days a little busier with homework and stuff so never really updated the blog though I wanted to. I spent more time on the class blog... now its better.... MUCH better than before of course. Also spending more time on friendster [for dunno what reason nor cause]... Exams are nearing and oh boy am I going mad about all the work done... omigosh realised that I haven't finish my tuition work but who cares....

Realised that my parents get very rough with my door when I lock myself in [playing the com but my parents don't know that]... they knock the door to chase me outside to eat or talk to them or eat as usual, but when they knock it, I mean they really KNOCK it down... buldozers lar... they knock and turn the doorknob like mad until I finally noticed [music too loud], turn off the computer and opened the door only to get a well done scolding... yea right scoldings... I hate it, especially since my parents add a lot of nagging into the scolding part..

Everyone's trying to spread maple, yup thats right, even mua...

Wah yesterday har... watch the show "Stairway to Heaven" and cried like siao [my aunt lent me the discs what so I watch lor... I watched the whole set liaoz but then yesterday my mom was curious about the ending so she jumped all the way to the last disc...] ...we watched and cried at the same time.. so sad.. you wanna know what happened har??? GO WATCH THE SERIES ON TV LAR now channel U playing it... but lemme tell you this the first few episodes are really hor... how to say har... you watch until you feel like you wanna SLAP Youli lor... DAMN HORRID LAR SHE... Youli and her mom the actress so bad to poor Jingshu... Chengjun lor!!! Chengjun like Jingshu, then Youli also like Chengjun so she and her EVIL mom tried breaking them up so that Chengjun will not marry Jingshu but marry Youli... evil hor... i wanna hen hen de DA Youli YI BA ZHANG!!! Damn horrid lar she... but Chengjun quite shuai de larz hahaz...

So stressed wish there was someone to talk to about my stress... sianz lor keeping things to myself is my hobby but now I hope to open it out to someone lor... my parents har..? Forget it lor they'd only complain and tell me I need to do more homework now and then... stupid lor...

Yippie PSLE Oral examination is two days away from today WOOT! I'm not wooting cause I'm happy there's PSLE Oral so near to me is cause I'm happy that its gonna be over soon... NOT FAIR the lower primary get special holiday on Thursday and Friday cause the MOE is afraid that they'd DISTURB the primary 6ers when they run along the corridor, making zhi zha sheng... wu liao bo liao.......................... I wanna complain to MOE ASAP!!! But heng I'm in group B for the two days... as in good that I'll have to reach school latest is 9:15am but then can reach there at 9:00am to be safe.... heng I'm not in group A for any of the days cause group A has to reach school by 7:25am or 7:15am I think... hahaz... but the bad news about being in group B is that I'm the last girl for group B... not only the last girl but the last person for group B's Chinese for first day and English for second day... register number 15... PSLE register number 44383A.... I HATE YOU!!! Now have to wait sooooooooooooo long for my turn lar................ shit you!

ok lar for other things all's well.... nothing bad is happening but I'm feeling pretty left out when I'm on the bus with Rachel, Celine and Yan Wen cause after Celine gets off the bus Yan Wen and Rachel sorta like leave me out of their conversations... I'm getting soooo lonely... who to talk to??? sianz....

Sunday, August 14, 2005

Today I'm real mad thanks to MAX TEH YU XIANG... go say me for what?

I've been listening to the song "So Far Away" since this afternoon you know... REPEATEDLY... I'm real mad now... even now I'm listening to it... from about 3 plus in the afternoon till now I've been listening to this... lolz... also been spending a lot of time on friendster today... since I was doing other stuff instead of playing maple [ooo I'm lvl 33 now!] so I became a little bo liao and went clicking everyone's emails into the friendster search to look for people to add... hahaz I so lame liaoz...

Stupid Max, still logging in to MSN for the THIRD time since a few seconds ago... he got windows messenger and MSN messenger so can sign in one at a time... idiot lor he... he got a wife then come and say me... he got a wife on maple lor... go ask Jian Zhi he knows about this...

Wah lao tomorrow got exam liaoz... EL and CL compo larz... not that big an exam but I'm worried for my Chinese compo.... I'm so lan at Chinese... why never ban Chinese leh??? Muzz wish moi luck for Chinese compo and English Situational writing [though Mr Low complimented me on that before I think that its a must to practice that more...]... I think for the Chinese compo when I get it back I'll see a lot of X's on the empty spaces of my composition cause when it comes to the written part of the Chinese exams.... you'll see me crying after receiving the results cause I must have flunked Chinese... [sob]

Haven't revise yet only revised English... better go revise after this liaoz lolz.... wah looking at the examination dates sprawled across my calendar, I think I'm gonna faint leh! After Compo is PSLE Oral examination and blah blah I'm gonna die.... and for the PSLE Oral I'm the last girl for Group B Chinese for first day and ALSO last girl for Group B English second day.... omigosh I really gonna faint liaoz........... [next time when you're register number for 15 for your normal class routine and register number 44383A for PSLE I'm tellin ya this : wish you good luck man... you're gonna end up last ya know!]

The song "So Far Away" is still playing... am I mad or what?

Wah I looked at last year's photo taken with xie lao shi [she left teaching our class last year as trainee teacher on my birthday 08/04/04... sad lar my birthday] and noticed that theres a lot of changes within our class... for one thing, Rebekah and Rui Shuin [or Shin] [Triple P] has left to study other countries liaoz... miss Rebekah [not Rui Shuin]... lolz when she comes back this December the girls in our class is gonna organise a welcome back party for Rebekah... can't wait till then... for other issues Shanice and Shan Ai... well you know... they drifted apart liaoz.... wah theres so many more changes that if I list them out this post is gonna concentrate on that topic lolz...

cool my parents aren't back yet can play longer... lolz guess what... I'm playing the computer secretly again............. : )

Shanice isn't very happy about the class blog she told me... omg what do I have to do to bring everyone back to the way it was?!?! I'm right in the middle of Shanice and ShanAi not knowing what to do now..... I'm soooooo at a loss can anyone PLEASE help me and guide me along the way? I'm really lost now and I can't find the exit to this jungle-maze!!! HELP!!! Shanice and ShanAi please patch up before PSLE will ya? I'm really getting worried for you two and I dunno what to say if you ask me to be counsellor to you two leh............. I'm a lost girl and dunno what to do when it comes to mistakes in friendship... what to do what to do........ I'm soooooo upset liao lor!!! Mind clouding and mists appear... fogging up my mind liao..............................................................................

I'm also upset with my handphone.... sooo slow when doing anything with it.... be it messaging or going through the stuff in the menu and shit I got 2 missed calls... who called me leh? I didn't hear my phone ring unless someone called me this morning, when I was out. Or when my phone was still in my bag [I was lazy this afternoon, couldn't be bothered to take out a handphone from a bag...] since yesterday somemore...

bb gtg....

Thursday, August 11, 2005

YAY!!! Finally finished the 1000 piece puzzle my dad and I bought at a Pasar Malam a few weeks [or almost a month] ago... me and my dad did it together so not all credit goes to me... heez... I took two pics of the completed puzzle for fun...

Furthermore the puzzle's a Shaman King puzzle... hahaz : )

Yay can frame it up soon... just have to buy the frame........ -_-

Yesterday never post cause I went to my gran's house then when I came back I kept playing Maple Story and then in the night I rushed downstairs to see the tankers and all the army stuff going past [they have this after every NDP, all the army tankers blah will drive along the streets to show off at us Singaporeans to tell us how efficent our Armed Forces are...], only to realise I went down too late and missed the tankers, but my dad and bro saw it cause they went down earlier... and my dad said that the tankers were sooooo fast so he couldn't take pictures of it... otherwise I would post it here too and let myself and everyone see it... but the tankers were also SUPER noisy!!! From my house [which was about 2 blocks away from the street that they drove past on] I could hear the noise that the tankers made.............

Sianz lor... who got blog must link me and tell me your link, then I can also link you back mahz... today is a holiday [for us kids only... muhahaz] and its so sian... maybe later going out with my cousin, then after that have to rush back for tuition!!! Grr... I hate tuition days... I hate Math... I hate Math.........

Maybe I'll go look for somemore puzzles later if there's time... hahahaz I wanna do somemmore [and get scolded by my dad for not doing work since Prelims and CA2 and PSLE is coming... si liao si liao!!!]

As usual nothing much as its the early afternoon... later I go play maple somemore... and I'm lvl 32 liaoz must congratulate me!!! Currently at lvl 32 10+% only... one more lvl to wear blue amoria top and bottom and wield Wizards Wand [or whatsoever]!

Maybe later than post somemore... hahaz that'll be in the night, then I got more stuff to say...

One more thing....

HAPPY 40TH BIRTHDAY TO SINGAPORE!!! [belated]

YOU ROCKZ... [hahaz mai lame larz...]

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

Half day in school and the other half in J8....

Aiyar I accidentally pressed "back" while doing my post and poof! The whole darn thing was gone... I typed a LOOOOONNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGG one somemore!!!

So I'll just say the summary and add in the pics...Zheng Yi got 3rd for talentime [for the soloist and mini-groups area]!!! Too bad photos weren't allowed to be taken inside the hall... only the Journalism Broadcast Club's members were allowed to take photos for the newsletter or something... otherwise I'd have taken 10000000000000 pics and post them here! Zheng Yi was the only soloist in the whole talentime.... the judges are blind to have given her 3rd... and give Tabitha 1st!!! Tabitha should have gotten 3rd instead! Zheng Yi's dressing was sooooooooooo good I think the boys were drooling... joking joking don't take me soooooo seriously... Zheng Yi!!! Nevermind if you got 3rd!!! Its the best liaoz!!! Don't be upset lorz... heez...

After that I met lin lao bu downstairs... after the whole ND celebration... and she nagged at me about going straight home to study and blah blah........... then when we were singing "Reach Out for the Skies" for the grand finale... lin lao bu was ALSO singing!!! I practically vomited air out and Celine told me that Ethel "fainted" at the backstage when she heard that lin lao bu was singing along.............

Then we took a bus to J8 [just in case you dunno what J8 is, it is Junction 8...]. Then we ate breakfast [ya me and Celine and Rachel had yong tau fu for breakfast! And Felicia and Yan Wen had Macdonald's for breakfast...]. The group comprised of me, Celine, Rachel, Yan Wen and Felicia.... later on we watched a movie called "7 Swords" at GV [Golden Village] with Cheryl [6F], Yang Xiao Heng and Justin [both from 6F]. We met them at J8's foodcourt... the movie was a little boring and disgusting at first [cause there was the killing spree parts... then the you-know-what part]... but then after that when they were REALLY fighting near the end of the show, it was really interesting... hahaz.. Felicia went to Ethel's house at 2 plus and we walked around while waiting for the movie to start...

Now on to the pictures I took while we were at J8... no pics were taken in school...


Heez... Celine found her shoe too high [platform shoes] and very uncomfortable so Celine and Yan Wen changed shoes while Yan Wen was buying the "Rancho Pocket" at KFC's take-away counter... they looked weird so I asked them to pose for a pic and Rachel was trying to prevent me from taking a pic of them by using her HUGE paper bag to swing infront of them... hahaz it didn't work though! [See the drink in Yan Wen's hands...]

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Bad Celine and Rachel... they were trying to steal Yan Wen's drink! HEY GUYZ!!! Why never ask me to drink! I want some too....!!!! [Now you know why I asked you to see the drink in Yan Wen's hand.. cause that's the drink they're stealing!!!]


Celine's feet... hahaz see the shoes she's wearing? The one on the left is Yan Wen's and the one on the right is hers...


All our shoes... mine is the blue converse one... Rachel's is the light blue converse... Celine's is the funny one with the stripe down and Yan Wen's is the school shoe... Who's finger is that??? Definitly not mine...


Heez suddenly we all became kids and went under the hot Sun to the playground at the open area of J8... We ended up playing there as we had nothing to do while waiting for the movie to start...


Smile and say cheese!!! After taking this pic... Celine suddenly jumped up and shouted that the area that she sat on was hot [well of course lar... it was SUNNY there... so much to the extent that I felt like there were loads of heat waves around there...]


Hahaz I so lame go take a pic of inside the mirror reflecting thingy... part of the playground...


One of the two slides at the playground... this slide got 3 areas where you can slide... the moment I sat down somewhere near the slides [it was soooo hot!] then I didn't bother to slide down but Celine and Rachel asked me to slide so oh well I decided to have a go at it anywayz...


O-oh... the drink's [the one that I told you to look at previously] cover had opened a little and the drink spilled out in Yan Wen's bag. Thats not the worst thing... the worst thing is that the drink is COKE!!! [so Yan Wen emptied her bag and held it for a while... then started flinging it around like mad and most of the Coke dripped out...]


All the things that were in Yan Wen's bag were emptied out to dry... most of them were wet...

Celine and Rae sitting on the slide... getting ready to start a race around the playground...

Celine trying to climb up the rock climbing thing...


Dunno what Celine did but I think she accidentally hit her leg against something and her shoe came off...


She FINALLY noticed I was taking a pic of her, so she pushed up her glasses and smilled...


Rae running around the playground... still challenging Celine... but Rae's gonna win cause she sorta got a head-start... [so evil hor she : )]

Finally we were leaving the playground [cause Celine and Rae finished thier race] and when we got our bags [ouch hot!!!] and were ready to leave, Yan Wen was the only person left still packing... lolz... [opps dunno why this pic isn't in the center like the rest of the pics...]


Woo hoo we bought a super big gulp to bring into the cinema! Coolz... While I was taking this pic Rae took this oppourtunity to drink some of the drink... explains why you can see someone's MOUTH on the cup and in the pic!!!


Yay~ the finally completed cuppa super big gulp... WITH the cover on now so that Rachel cannot try to drink it while I'm taking the pic...

Monday, August 08, 2005

Hi everyone!!! I gotta new name[s]: Moron, Bitch, Bastard, ji-ya, 3rd party, jerk, slut... all called by Rachel... nice names thanks Rae... o- oh don't forget Gwendolf... just over one idiotic incident when I was in a foul mood [ok see! I did told you guys about the foul mood days alright!]... fine you wanted me to apologise right? Why must go type those names and perfectly mention ME??? Yea nice nice... I "like" those names ya know thanks for them they "rock"!

Yaya so what that day I was in a foul mood and I had a frowning face blah! Yep I know my attitude that day was bad yesyes but instead of telling me in my face you go put on your blog to make it known to everyone... had it not been that you updated your friendster blog and I read your posts, I wouldn't have known that you called me those names. Call me 3rd party for what??? Hello~?! I wasn't a go-in-between anyone nor you alright!!! And sorry I'm not a boy - cannot be called bastard and jerk alright! You call those names when you don't know the meaning, you just call for fun! But one thing's for sure that you DON'T know: THEY'RE INSULTING! Mind you stop calling me names! Whatever you say I don't care but THIS is INSULTING!

Ooookkkk this is enough the more I scold I'd feel more irritated by those non-sense words...YES! Tomorrow is 8th August and its a half day in school... woo hoo! I'm gonna bring the cam and take some shots and put them up herez... beware everyone! Once you are caught on camera... you'll see yourself here! Muhahahaz [I'm soooo darn evil ya know]!!! I decided on what to wear liaoz [definitly NO Brownie UNIFORM... its so stuffy and small liaoz I bought it when I was primary 2 so its no wonder!], a pink Converse top and my favourite white cloth vest and maybe a skirt but I'll wear PE shorts inside.... my habit. Or maybe I wear my khaki pants... or maybe not.. see first I'll ask for people's opinion...........

Darn mood... getting mad liaoz after reading Rae's friendster blog... fuming... there's flames on my head... theres burn marks on the paper near me... the computer's on fire due to me...

ENOUGH about that nowz [I'm talking to myself... a little mad.. gota screw loose and stuff... wire not connected properly...].... In the morning when I said I got nothing much to write, it meant that in the night there's LOADS of things for me to write... siao one lorz me... boy am I hungry... haven't eaten dinner yet. Listening to cool Avril Lavigne now... song title:My Happy Ending... oh hang on Dao Ying sent me an email I go check first... oh... she sent to me the same email I got from my cousin Melody... sianz..............

Rebekah [well all people from 6E should know who she is... Rebekah Sarah Tan is she!] is coming back to Singapore in 5 month's time!!! Mandy, wo men quan kao ni le... you're arranging the welcome back party for Rebekah right? lolz I'm sooooo excited about this... hope 5 months fly past like the speed of light [makes me think of stupid Team Rocket [from pokemon] favourite line...]!

Well personal life huh... nothing much nothing much.. whatdayawannaknow??? So kewl parents not at home for the time... until 9 plus I presume [oh sad... sad...]...ooo my handphone no batt liaoz gotta go charge... but who cares? Later than charge... lolz

I added the link of my brother's Shaman King blog to mine liaoz... he also linked me. Notice that my links [under friends/family] are all in alphabetical order [if you never, well then hi blindy!]? Lolz.......................

Signing off larz... wanna go play maple liaoz!!! Later still have ta bathe and pack my bag [as in my Converse sling bag cause tomorrow we're spending the WHOLE day in the hall] for tomorrow... my butt's gonna hurt tomorrow and my legs are gonna be cramped!

Lolz and Ethel you still owe me your birthday present and I still owe you... but you owe me longer! You owe me from April 8th all the way till nowz.... lolz! :D
Yay now I also can update my friendster liaoz..... yayyayyay...

Muhaz! You guys can go see my friendster liaoz... I uploaded LOADS of pics of myself and my family [more of my family and one of me].

Nothing much to say today, but I changed the link for Celine Shan Ai and Rae's blog cause I realised the link that I first put was a wrong link, hence that blog couldn't be accessed...

Notice that I add colours to my post annotz? Yuppiez I add cause I think all white is definitly NOT my colour...

Look at the time and you know why I don't have much to say... lolz... later in the night then maybe I'll say more.... Maybe I go change the template of my other blog... lolz... haha tomorrow is 8th August... must wear red/pink shirt and white for tomorrow's National Day celebration... I can't be bothered to wear my Brownie uniform like I have been wearing it from primary 2's National Day celebration all the way to primary 5's... 3 years liaoz... anywayz now the uniform too small for me so I got excuse if Mrs Leow asks. But I don't think the other primary 6 Brownies will be wearing the uniform... we wanna spend the last National Day celebration in clothes we wanna wear... not in the Brownie uniform... and I think we couldn't be bothered to wear the uniform either... lolz

Sunday, August 07, 2005

Heez.... announcement announcement....

Notice that the music is gone? Well [muhahaz]... I took it down for the time being cause I found it irritating to have music while I'm checking my stuff upz... and also cause I'm listening to my music in Windows Media Player... so hence it bothers me to be listening to TWO things at once!!!

Secondly... [thinks for a while...] [ah-ha! Got it...]
The tag board color changed to a more blackish style to match my blog... instead of the old pinkish style that matched my other blog...

Thirdly... [thinks again... got lao ren chi dai zheng sia...] [got it... got it...........]
The tag board takes a while to load... so be patient... well it takes a while to load for me, not sure about ya... but its weird that it takes a while for me... if it happens for you, then click anywhere on the navigation and then click back to "Tag"... it works for mua... dunno about ya... if THAT doesn't work... well I dunno... just erm................... [erm]........................... [erm]............................... refresh the whole darn thing.... lolz

Fourthly [NO SUCH WORD!!!] [I invented de hehez]... [this one nooooo need to think... I think about it then wanna CHOKE ON MUA'S FOOD... NO MATTER HOW YUMMY IT IS]...MY BROTHER IS THINKING OF MAKING A darn BLOG!!! [notice that the word "darn" is NOT in capital wordings... this is so that you can see the important part of what I'm saying, and the importance of it] and maybe its gonna link to MINE...!!! [poor moi...]
Noticed the time i haven't updated my blog yet? Yes! From July 2nd to August 6... muhaha... my computer was not enabling cookies... then i checked the internet settings and didn't know whats going on... so i just restarted the whole darn thing and vola! Good as new [refering to the internet ONLY]. But the computer is still in bad shape but who cares? I only use the internet nowadays.

ooo F.I.R. rocks.... hahaz I'm going mad nowadays! Listening to their 1st album [China import... the darn thing...] and so... my brother away at my gran's house [just the block to my block's left... can she be called my neighbour annot?] and I'm using the computer. Yes I'm so guai1... NOT! I'm using it secretly man... I rock...

On to school.............. a lot of things have been happening around here.... seems that I'm in a more foul mood than I was ever in. Darn Shanice... yesyes she's my good friend and "sis" but I don't like the attitude that she has... if she's my good friend why does she ask people "whats wrong with my attitude" [the my refers to yours truly] behind moi's back??? I find that irritating you know Shanice! If you feel offended then sorry but yours truly here finds that irritating for your information. Me and Rae drifted apart.... well I guess we're still friends but she doesn't seem to like me... and Shanice just HAS to tell me that Rae has been saying bad stuff about me behind my back... Shanice Sim stop drifting us apart will you? Feeling offended? Well soo~ry! I don't give a dam ok! I still friend you but I don't think we're as close now. Just stop telling me that Mandy and Jasmine has been saying things about me last time... the past is past to me... or is it not to you? Yaya you guys think I stole the tape last year right? But so~ry! Its not me okay... friends trust... my foot! I think Shanice is trying to make me feel bad about last year... I keep thinking that cause when she wrote the note to me... it seems to tell me how people HATE me so much.... but this year's different... its for sure. I'm not gonna be like last year... bullied by people so easily!

Yay I'm a lvl 31 ice/lightning mage in maple! Yoo hoo! Being a mage is sooooooo cool!!! I rock.... muhahaha...

Shucks about the work Mr Low has been giving us... sooooo much I wanna die... lolz.... I plead for mercy! We get EMS [English Math Science] worksheets from him every day!!! Revision papers the thickness of exam papers ya know! Not the average one-piece-by-one-piece kinda worksheets..................................

Been spending a lot of money these days... and oh boy Monday is National Day celebration [8 August] and the next day is my cousin Trisha's 5th birthday and Singapore's 40th birthday[9th August]!!! And today is hu lao shi's birthday [6 August]... so many birthdays... after that... [dramatic music plays] its exams!!! But theres gonna be more maple events happening... cool way to de-stress... lolz... AND on the 29th is PSLE [Primary School Leaving Examination] listening exam.... 18th and 19th is PSLE oral... bleh! I'm not good in Chinese... sob

Wishing all [not da boyz] my classmates good luck in our exams... we're gonna die!!! Wishing myself too... lolz!